#failiure

[lemonadeunderthesee]

I'm not okay. I'm really not okay.

I'm tired of this shit! I'm always trying but it's not enough. I want to leave this city, I want to leave this country, I want to leave this earth. There's nobody I can tell. I'm the friend who is always in a good mood, if I tell them, I would let the old me die. They would leave me because they wouldn't like the new me. I was a terrible boyfriend and always a bad son.

I'm slowly going to die inside. It's keeping me awake at night and make my day even worse..

I'm a human failure

#tw depressing thoughts #kinda depressing #failiure #human error

[recovery-nuovame]

(20/02/23)

Today I ate risotto with sausage and saffron, which a friend of mine cooked. While preparing it, he added a lot of oil, butter and cheese...

That risotto must have had at least 800 kcal... I feel disgusting...

Then last night I ate pistachio ice cream, profitterol, nutella and breadsticks, and other snacks.

I'm getting really fat and I'm really disgusting

and I can't stop...

#i hate my self #fat shit #getting fat #i'm fat #i am fat #failiure #i feel like a failure #sad days #sad thoughts #sad life #fat #mental illness #mental instability #tw sick mention #mental breakdown #negative thoughts #tw ed diary #i hate my body #i'm a shit #i'm tired #i'm a problem #i'm a loser

[directdilse88]

Nakaamyabi #direct_dilse_88 #nakaamyabi #dontgiveup #unsuccessful #acceptyourself #acceptyourflaws #acceptyoufailed #failiure https://www.instagram.com/p/CoboCPySMt4/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#direct_dilse_88 #nakaamyabi #dontgiveup #unsuccessful #acceptyourself #acceptyourflaws #acceptyoufailed #failiure

[goldheart-writes]

"I'm sorry....

I know I messed up bad.

Should have done better.

I'm sorry for all the time I had,

To get my life together"

To My Parents - Anna Clendening

#depression #anxiety #vent #failiure #anna clendering #catharsis

[angelolabrou]

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#back to square one #failiure #win or learn #life mastery #time to thrive

[1071png]

your guardian angel

#ff13 #ffxiii #snow villiers #nora estheim #fanart #this is based in the patches he gets on his coat..and i like the image of him being a failiure at being a guardian angel... #i got 2 finish 2 of these ff13 scetches while the new quinronreviews video played xD

[thatcoyperson]

Secret Life doodles

#i forgot lizzies spacebuns in the one doodle im a failiure #mumbo jumbo #mumbo jumbo fanart #ldshadowlady #ldshadowlady fanart #secret life #secret life fanart #coy art

[karatheartzytype]

I feel like this is a song Spongebob would sing

#i tried doing an ai cover but it was a miserable failiure lol #charlie morningstar #spongebob squarepants #hazbin hotel #crossover

[ruthlesslistener]

Update: Celeste's death actually wasn't likely due to poisoning. My mom finally got the chance to talk to my dad about it (as he was actually there when the pest control guy came: she was out riding), as he was holed up in the office writing exams, and he showed her all the spots where the guy sprayed. All of it was outside the house on the opposite end of the area where Celeste was, and considering the fact that my dad is a control freak who actually loved Celeste despite not liking having animals in the house, he can actually be trusted on this. There's no way that she would have been exposed to it, let alone a lethal dose. And since we have an elderly parakeet situated closer to a window where they sprayed than where she was, that means none of the neurotoxins actually got into the house. We're still keeping the subscription canceled, because we've never been happy about the landlord having it in the first place, but. It looks like it was a really unfortunate coincidence. And my parents never open the windows

So that means that her death likely wasn't preventable or a result of human error; it was just old age catching up to her- and she was old. Average age of a pet Holland Lop is 7-10 years; she was 2 months and three days from her 10th birthday. So she was very old, and there was likely nothing that could have been done.

And while that doesn't make the emptiness she left behind any less apparent, it does make the pain of her a death hurt a little less. I still wish we got her in on time to be euthanized to avoid the pain but. Likely it was better that she died at home than to have dragged to a place that terrified her, especially when there was nothing we could have done.

#pet death #acceptance is settling in at least #mostly bc just. she really was that old #and she didnt suffer from arthritis or kidney failiure. #in the grand scheme of things it was a quick passing #but i still wish i could have seen her again

[pigeoninabowl69]

Idk who's Who Is Max or why are they appearing on my notifications so much but i appreciate them

Also, tehee silly dog

#silly #doggo #who is max #if youre reading this i love you #platonically #unless you gave me garlic bread #i mean it would be still platonic but i would marry you for garlic bread #nvm #this is cringe #but thanks for the support #Mai/pigeon lover/pigeon in a bowl/A FUCKING BLENDER/pain in the ass/failiure loves you

[lazarus---rising]

i am fr going to kill myself [<-has school]

#personal #wow i love being a fucking failiure in every way someone can possibly manage i l9ve myself so much right now !! #qnd i dont want to jump off my fuckign roof ahain ! definitely npt ! #suicide tw

[thylacid]

say what u will abt how characters like marcy are the most tragic. no. ANDRIAS is the most tragic character in amphibia and i will stand by that until i die. thinking abt him makes me so . (gets on the floor and wails)

(I WROTE AN ESSAY IN THE TAGS IM SO SORRY)

#rowan talks #amphibia #amphibia spoilers #king andrias #THE WAY HE WAS DEEP DOWN #A LOVING PERSON #BUT HE HID IT AWAY #HE BURIED IT SO DEEP #BECAUSE HE WAS SCARED OF FAILIURE #AND HE LET HIMSELF BECOME A HORRIBLE PERSON BECAUSE HE COULDNT LET HIS ANCESTORS DOWN #ALL IT TOOK FOR HIM TO REALIZE HOW HORRIBLY WRONG EVERYTHING HAD GONE #ALL IT TOOK #WAS A SINGLE LETTER. A SINGLE NOTE LEFT BEHIND BY SOMEONE HE LOVED #ALL IT TOOK WAS ONE PERSON WHO HAD LOVED HIM SO DEEPLY #SO DEEPLY THAT AFTER THEY FOUGHT EACHOTHER #SHE STILL HAD HOPE FOR HIM #SHE STILL HAD HOPE THAT DEEP DOWN HE WAS A GOOD PERSON #AND HE WAS. HE DID CARE. HE LOVED. BUT HE DIDNT LOVE ENOUGH #AND HE REALIZES THIS. HE ACKNOWLEDGES IT #HE ADMITS THAT IT WAS TOO LATE FOR HIM TO BETTER HIMSELF #AFTER ALL OF HIS SUFFERING #AND SO HE DOES THE ONE THING HE CAN #AND (PRESUMABLY) LETS ANNE KILL HIM #BECAUSE HE KNOWS HE'S DONE TOO MUCH DAMAGE. HE KNOWS HES NOT ABLE TO FIX WHAT HES DONE #ITS SO. GOD.

[jewishdainix]

Jfjdkdkdk

#obsessed with how kaladin either fails at romance without actually being upset about the romance part and only upset about the failiure #brushes it off #or just completley doesnt catch it #like dndndkkdkdkdk hes SO aroace #mina reads stormlight archives