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yanderehsr · 6 months

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HEY DOCC!!! So, I came up with an idea. How about Blade, Caelus, Kokichi (i'm a sucker for Kokichi) and Shuichi with an idol!reader who writes a special song for them?

Kokichi is literally my favorite Danganronpa character🥰, hope you'll enjoy

Trigger Warning: Yandere, Obsessive behaviour, Possessive behaviour

Blade: He isn't really one for music, at least not happy and sappy music about happiness and fighting on. But he has to admit that hearing your voice has always helped him calm down, before he had ever even seen you his obsession began.

Even after having introduced himself to you, Blade never imagined you would sing a song about him.... he feels flattered, there is just one problem, so many bugs are listening in on this song clearly meant for him, he wants to deal with them, but he'll wait until you're done, he doesn't want you to stop singing just yet.

"You don't need an audience, I am all that you will need, your songs, your beauty and you, all of it is mine"

Caelus: Whenever he hears one of your songs he feels like he's just melting from it, he loves each and every one of them, in fact you could be screaming in falsetto and he would still think it was the sound of an angel.

So when Caelus listens to a song clearly about him, well he is shocked first of all, but said shock is replaced by joy soon after, the next time you meet him he will run up to you and hug you, a tight enough grip that you can't get away, this song just must mean that you love him, right?

"I loved it, thank you so much... uhm, would you mind singing it for me right now, I would really like to hear it in person"

Kokichi Ouma: This little shit doesn't like that you're an idol at all, sure it's fun to rile up your fans but he just can't stand everyone else gazing up at what is his, he will probably post toxic comments about you so you can come cry to him about it, not knowing it was he who sent them in the first place.

Kokichi likes to be the one in control, he likes to think he never blushes, but when he hears you sing a song that is so obviously about him and for him, well he turns as red as a tomato, oh his beloved is making him crazier than he already is, he can't wait to take you away from all these people, he will be the only one who gets to hear your lovely voice from then on.

"So my pretty songbird, say farewell to your fans cus this is the last time you'll see them... actually let's just go now, I can barely keep myself from killing them right now"

Shuichi Saihara: He's such a big stalker, he claims it's for your own safety, to protect you against any of your fans if they attack you, it could happen, he has seen it happen before, in reality he is just a creep who enjoys watching you every single second of every day.

Shuichi probably knows about the song before it is even released, he has installed so many cameras in your home that there is no way he couldn't see you write the song, he is very flattered, he even cries knowing you care about him so much, he has recorded each time you practice the song, he feels like an angel is singing to him, it's an addiction and he will never stop.

"I hope it goes well out there on scene, you sounded great practicing... H-how did I know you ask?... Uhm, see you later"

#yandere #yandere honkai star rail #yandere hsr #yandere danganronpa #yandere male #yandere blade #yandere blade x reader #yandere caelus #yandere caelus x reader #yandere kokichi #yandere kokichi x reader #yandere shuichi #yandere shuichi x reader

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bizarre-blorbo-bracket · 8 months

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Round 1 poll 23: Judas Iscariot from the Bible vs Reynard the Fox from mideaval European Folklore

Propaganda under the cut:

Judas Iscariot

so i've always been sort of fascinated with the judas kiss as a thing in the bible. i was just always like dang it's wild that that exists. i would attempt to draw/paint/sketch it constantly in high school and i didn't really know why. the way i learned the name of the garden of gethsemane properly was one time i was feeling extremely faint as one does and as i was gripping my head on the floor of the bathroom, face a few inches from the tile, i just heard gethsemane, gethsemane, gethsemane repeating in my head over and over again. and i was like what the fuck is gethsemane and i looked it up and i was like OH. so fast forward a little little bit and i watch the last days of judas iscariot at a formative teenage year of my life and i am WOWED. i watch that last scene with jesus and judas MANY MANY TIMES. i'm OBSESSED i want to carve it out and eat it. after watching the play in full i show it to my actually catholic friend. she enjoys it. something about judas in that play clicks for me, and suddenly there's this whole context for my relationship with judas that makes a lot of sense to me, a traumatized former catholic. i become a HOUND for all media with judas in it. i am like a connoisseur and archive. i am just obsessed with it. i listen to clown bible in full. it makes me cry every time i listen to it. JUDAS by the reverent marigold WRECKS me because it's explicitly about judas as a scapegoat as an allegory for the trans experience with religion and it is a BANGER. like it's so good. i buy a copy of the script of the last days, of corpus christi by terrence mcnally, of judas by jeff loveness. i listen to several versions of jesus christ superstar in full and i am WOWED i did not expect it to be that good. someone on tiktok says that trans men's vocal chords thicken like cis men's on testosterone but don't lengthen, and that these shorter vocal chords make it easier for us to sing in a strong, natural falsetto. and i think about how jcs is full of really high tenors and briefly i start drawing red lines all over my life like, BOY HAS VISION OF GETHSEMANE AND IS TRANS BECAUSE THE UNIVERSE WANTS HIM TO PLAY A PRINCIPLE ROLE IN JCS??? and it's a brief lapse in sanity that i don't take seriously but one of my favorite jcs jesuses also had a weirdly prophetic vision of himself playing the part in jcs (i'm obsessed with him), and i'm like okay. i don't know what to do with all that information. anyway. i haven't played anyone in jcs and likely never will but i am still very attached to judas as like a mythological figure and symbol. i wrote an essay about him for an essay class that ended up being 19 pages unspaced. prof was warned beforehand that it was going to be long and she was very nice and encouraging about it um so thank god for that. yeah i have the absolute weirdest relationship with judas. and it has only been magnified with each new media and seeing people's various takes on judas as either redemptive/antihero/tragic figure/scapegoat/etc etc etc. currently obsessed with the parallels between him and jesus and him and mary magdalene in jcs. jcs ended up kind of extending the obsession to the three of them. i have a bust of jesus looking so so forlorn in my room. impulse buy. anyway. love him deeply obsessed with him turned me insane i think

Reynard the Fox

I feel like a mega weirdo for finding this medieval archetypal creature so endearing, especially considering the atrocities he commits in the stories he’s a part of. There’s just something so fun about a really old story about a bunch of morally grey animals engaging in shenanigans meant to satirize and mirror our society.

#judas iscarot #bible #reynard the fox #folklore

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nachosforfree · 2 months

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i think youre right about that but i have a feeling a lot more people know disco elysium than falsettos when it comes to the people whove answered that poll, i know the two main characters are together but that doesnt make it a great Queer Media. it just handles a lot of heavy topics and people enjoy the game a lot i guess??

It makes me unreasonably upset that not as many people know falsettos tbh it's the only musical to have made me cry every time I've watched it

#asks

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falsettos-tight-knit-family · 4 months

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30 Falsettos Challenge in 2 Days (Part 2)

16) A Character You'd Want To Date: Whizzer. No questions asked. Next-

17) A Character You Want To Get To Know Better: As I said before, I'd love to know more about Charlotte as a character because I love the lesbians and I feel like even Cordelia got more fleshing out than she did.

18) Best Decision Someone Made In The Musical: Jason choosing to have his Bar Mitzvah in Whizzer's hospital room is something that still emotionally pains me every time I hear that song tbh

19) One Character You'd Want To Sing With: I'd take either part in any Whizzvin duet, especially if we're talking about Christian and Andrew's versions, they both have such good voices to harmonize with.

20) Favorite Cast Member: Andrew Rannells. I became immediately obsessed with other stuff he's done (I want to watch Black Monday and The New Normal so bad, but my family doesn't have Amazon Prime). Only when I watched the Thanksgiving side by side did I realize that the entire cast is incredibly chaotic in the best of ways and has such good chemistry together.

21) To Try To Convince Someone To Watch Falsettos, What Would You Show Them? I've already done this twice with my friends, the first thing I show them is a very specific compilation on youtube (Falsettos Act 1 Moments That Make Me Scream), because it's the same way I got into Falsettos to begin with

22) Which Act Did You Prefer? In terms of just music, probably Act 1 because I always lean towards more upbeat songs and it has less of a chance to make me burst out crying while watching/listening to it. But in terms of which I'd rather watch, I'd for sure say Act 2. The lesbians are there, you get to see Marvin and Whizzer get back together along with all of his and everyone else's character development, the story is absolutely heartbreaking, and I could go on-

23) Something That Makes You Passionately Rant: There's so many details between Unlikely Lovers through the end of What Would I Do that I feel the need to rant about. This is all stream of consciousness written at 2 am, so fair warning and I hope it all makes some kind of sense. So I talked briefly about Unlikely Lovers in another question, but ever since I saw someone point out how one of the reasons Whizzer probably wanted Marvin to go home was because he didn't want Marvin to have to wake up next to him if he died in his sleep, which I believe is true and the implication that he would rather spend what is hypothetically his last night alone, than for Marvin to have to go through that hurts me so bad- I already talked about the Cordelia part, but I will bring it up again because it is literally the first time we see her sad and it needs to be acknowledged more often. Jason praying to God and asking him for something for what appears to be the first time ("I don't think we've ever really spoken"). He doesn't know if God exists, but he's praying and hoping that if He does, He can somehow help Whizzer. In the Something Bad Reprise, when Charlotte says the line about AIDS being infectious, it feels like there's hardly a reaction on Marvin's end. As if he's already lost so much in the few weeks since learning Whizzer had it, that he's either numb/not surprised anymore or just doesn't care as much if he lives or dies if Whizzer will be gone by then anyway. I don't think there's much to be pointed out about You Gotta Die Sometime, but I do want to bring up how the end of that song immediately transitions into Jason's Bar Mitzvah. Whizzer finally let himself feel scared and just had an emotional breakdown over accepting the fact that he's about to die. He was sobbing by the time the transition happened and it's still noticeable as Jason starts singing. He's terrified that he's going to die, and now everyone he cares about is suddenly here. In his hospital room. All together here to celebrate one of the most important days in Jason's life, with Whizzer, who just two years ago was only known as Marvin's male lover. The one who broke up the family. Now he was part of the family, the one bringing them all together. Again, What Would I Do is just depressing even on surface level. I know everyone says they cry over "We're just gonna skip that stage" and i understand that, I'm much more emotionally damaged by Marvin's "I'd do it again. I'd like to believe that I'd do it again and again and again" which aside from showing how much he's grown since the beginning, he's not only saying he'd go through all that drama and heartache just to be with Whizzer every single time, but he also knows at this point that he is also most likely going to die directly because he was involved with Whizzer. And still, he'd do it all again for him (As I write this I am not okay-). Oh and also, in Days Like This, right before the song starts, Marvin very clearly puts on a fake smile to try and make Whizzer feel better and it really does need to be appreciated more-

24) A Character From Another Musical You'd Like To See In Falsettos: After that essay of pure sadness, I'm gonna go for the funny route and say Elder Price, not for anything story or even character related (because idk enough about the story or characters of BoM), but purely because it's Andrew Rannells² and I think the reactions to someone who looks just like Whizzer would be funny

25) A Character You Can Identify With: As much as I'd love to say Whizzer (and I do identify with him to an extent), it has to be Cordelia. Her general aura of happiness and energy, being the only one entertained by Marvin during The Baseball Game, and awkwardly laughing at Mendel's bad jokes, all are things I heavily relate to-

26) Favorite Non-Romantic Relationship: Whizzer and Jason's stepfather-son bond. I love them so so much, I wholeheartedly think that he was Jason's best dad of the 3. He came to his baseball game, despite being broken up with his father for 2 years and even when not part of the family, made it clear to everyone that he loves Jason ("I love baseball. I love Jason" "I love Jason, but this is not his venue"). He was the one who stood up and taught him how to swing the bat correctly and supported him fully, even though he knew as well as anyone that Jason wasn't great at the game. I will never be over this

--- 27) Favorite Quote/One Part Of A Song: Well the "kill your mother" line is taken from earlier so I'll say during Everyone Tells Jason To See a Psychiatrist, from when they introduced Whizzer like a Heather and through to the end of the song. The dramatic entrance, the head flick, Whizzer’s excited smile when Jason says he’ll go, Marvin mocking Trina’s hand movements during “they don’t make house calls” it’s all great

28) Something A Character Did That Pissed You Off: Marvin hitting Trina would be too obvious and the Chess Game was a metaphor, but Marvin in This Had Better Come to a Stop when he says Whizzer should "Always be here, making dinner, set to screw" and just being generally hypocritical (ex. "Whizzer screws too much to see what a joy's monogamy" sir you cheated on your wife and want to have both her and Whizzer at the same time. Idc if it's not sexual, it sure as hell isn't traditional monogamy)

29) A Photo/Edit/Manip That Makes You Happy: Here’s a couple of many behind the scenes pictures that make me smile (yes one is technically a gif)

Can you tell I love Andrew Rannells?

30) Something Else About The Musical You Want To Add (Wildcard): You know what I'm gonna simp in the wildcard- The way Andrew says a couple of his lines, specifically in the proshot, are randomly very attractive to me. I specifically mean "Hang up your clothes Marvin, breeding shows, Marvin" in TTOFL and "Sex and games in New York City" in A Day In Falsettoland. Also, idk if this is simp worthy or not, but the higher harmonies Christian hits in some of the songs (ex. Unlikely Lovers) are so pretty and super satisfying to listen to

#falsettos #falsettos challenge #Whizzer brown #Marvin gardens #trina weisenbachfeld #mendel weisenbachfeld #jason weisenbachfeld #charlotte dubois #cordelia falsettos

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gimmeurtmi · 1 year

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As a fellow 2minner, what are you fave moments from these two chaotic, beautiful humans? Please and thank u 🧎🏻‍♀️

omg where do i even get started.

the whole opening of skz family. the way seung is holding min’s knee while they’re talking. the way min goes to grab him after she slaps him. the giggling.

every time min leans his head on seung during kiss the radio

the iconic silent cry serenade and the way min’s brain visibly broke because of his puppy’s voice

when seung did a windmill during weekly idol and fell on his face. min was obviously down during that time and seung did the full himbo move of acting stupid to make his crush laugh. and it fucking worked too 😭

the origin story, before dog and cat era, when min was making him a packed meal to say thank you and he opened his arms so big to give him a hug :(

that interview where min said he’d pick seung to be stuck on an island with and seung said he wants minhos face

2kids room.

in the country side episode of skzcode when seung goes up to min and asks him in tiny if he can use gloves to pick lettuce

in idol theatre when min got super embarrassed after the hippo dance thing and seung said he drives him crazy and min just turned to him and said “that’s what love is”

in the skzcode of them making food. min stealing the apron but also seung trying to murder leebit.

the iconic(!!) live in the blue room where min tells him to say i love you to him and he won’t so he goes “you can do it” with the cutest voice and smile and seung still doesn’t do it so min deadpans at him and goes “i love you. was that hard?” but seung still isn’t saying it. this is also one of my fav minho moments in general because he looks so much like a bunny in this live and it makes me ache.

in kingdom when they made rings

in jeju when they went shopping. so domestic :(

seung praising his falsetto after he sang the city

in the first skz family when he pulls her away from jisung and then holds the two hearts up to his eyes. same seung. same.

that moment in one of the anniversary lives (i can’t remember which one but it’s the one with staaa) and they’re across the table from each other and seung like winks at minho. and minho’s first reaction is to giggle like a school girl and then he remembers himself and yells at seungmin. them in a nutshell.

the absolute violence in that game master finding skz episode. they were ready to kill each other. they had no limits. it was hot.

every single ending of the view. every single one.

there’s one moment from the bts of the pictures for noeasy where min holds him so softly :( it’s so so so so so cute!!!!!

them getting each other’s pcs/posters during the maxident unboxings and yelling at them

i could keep going tbh there’s so many. when i can’t fall asleep i watch 2min compilation videos. i bet you’re sorry you asked this lmaooo

#ask #anon #2min

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memestockpile · 9 months

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falsettos, act 1 (1992) feel free to change as needed.

bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch, all the time.

what we need is a miracle!

we need to know our worst sides aren't ignored.

the guilt invested will in time pay wisely.

we're good in bed.

who stole the bed?

i'm nauseous.

i do not wish to offend.

i divorced my wife, i left my child, and i ran off with a friend.

i want a tight-knit family.

so it's [year], and we don't go by the book.

i love the way they cook linguine.

i swear we're gonna come through it.

sit down, my dear. i hear you have a problem.

take a load off your feet.

that's a question with no answer.

let's not discuss the weather, let's face the facts.

love isn't sex. that's a thing my husband once told me.

breathe deep, my dear.

put your head in my hands.

maybe, darling, so do you.

you're a lovely girl.

love is blind. love can tell a million stories. love's unkind, spiteful in a million ways.

[name] is a prick.

will you be my valentine?

i've a scalpel up my sleeve.

do not ever slit your wrists.

love reads like a bad biography, all the names are changed to protect the innocent.

i think she's very insecure, but so am i.

i never married. work is my passion.

yeah, i don't care to discuss it.

i admit, i admire you.

hang up all your clothes.

god, you're impossible.

we are the salt of the bourgeoisie.

[name] doesn't share my devotion to style.

men in cufflinks make me forget my name.

what is this, wash and wear?

[name] has unlimited knowledge of dreck.

i was rich, he was horny.

ha, don't be a fool.

i was trained in karate.

i'll kill for that thrill of first love.

do you love him?

it makes me feel i'm sort of smart.

well, that's not quite true.

the pitcher's handsome.

is it my fault, though? should i be blamed for that?

i don't live the life of a normal child.

i'm too smart for my own good, and i'm too good for my sorry little life.

honey, why don't you go out and play?

sweetheart. i worry.

what is normal?

please see a psychiatrist.

hey, kid, listen!

they don't make house calls.

that's what pretty boys should do.

this had better come to a stop.

this has been a tragic and horrible flop.

i'm frightened of questions.

don't touch me!

why is it always ourselves who have to change?

you've got a temper than redefines temper.

i'd like to be a princess on a throne.

my life is shitty.

i can cry on cue.

i'm breaking down.

it's just he's so damn happy, that it makes me so damn mad.

please come to our house.

it's a slight exaggeration, but he's sick in the head.

what should i say to the man? should i be mean to the man?

let's eat some food.

the kid looks pretty miserable.

ugh, ain't that the truth.

i get apoplexy thinking of my father. i resemble him in far too many ways.

stop! look around you. no one's screaming at you.

why don't you feel alright for the rest of your life?

her hand is ready, it only needs a ring.

i'll buy confetti and sing.

it's not my responsibility to ask you, but i wonder if it's ever crossed your mind?

i think you're swell.

i crave your wrist. i praise your thigh.

i'll love you until i die.

they grow, but don't mature.

their toys are people's lives.

it's a goddamn surety.

does this mean that i'm a fairy?

what a stupid theory!

i've made a decision to get the things i need.

i'll beat the odds, i'll have good sex.

please, don't watch me.

have a little scotch.

shit, i blew it.

i fear i've lost my head.

do you want my help?

i can think it through myself.

god, you're pretty.

maybe we should call it quits.

checkmate!

this had better come to a stop.

visit when you please. you are not required to phone.

i've a good and a bad side, but they're one and the same.

ask me to arouse you, i will rise and obey.

i screw every morning, then bathe and drink tea.

it's tough, my friend.

these are the games i play.

goodness, [name], i am relieved.

they are pseudo-romantic and sick!

how i despise your need for stupid conversation.

how could you ever deny what we had?

i never wanted to love you.

i hate the world!

i love the things i never had.

i think girls are the most beautiful thing.

what i've done to you is rotten.

this here is love, when we're talking face-to-face.

i've made my choice, you can sing a different song.

you'll be a man, kid.

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kunosoura · 2 years

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what musicals do you like

Hi anon sorry I just saw this I'm only now getting around to going through my inbox. Here's an incomplete list with no particular order or organization.

Falsettos is heartrending, I love the music, and it manages to actually be kinda good with its politics (a musical theatre miracle, believe me)

Ragtime is a problematic fav because its ostensibly progressive politics are actually worse than that of your average "apolitical" show when you look at them too long but it's got some of my favorite music in the whole genre. New Music still makes me cry every time I hear it.

The Sound of Music is also one with very bad politics when you look at it closely, but I love the movie too much and have done so for too long to abandon it now.

A Chorus Line is just an incredibly great musical by all measures. Usually shows about showbusiness don't rank highly in my regard (they tend to be SO self involved) but ACL manages to get you to care about its characters on a very fundamental level. It's also full of great music.

If I wasn't restraining myself, I'd list just about every Sondheim musical, but I don't want this post to be pages long so I'll do two. Into the Woods is, in my opinion, his most absolutely perfect; no wasted songs or dialogue, thematically rich, but not inaccessible or pretentious.

Company is the other Sondheim musical I'll recommend; it's a little higher concept, strung together less by a narrative than by characters and themes, but a lot of Sondheim's works are meditations on relationships, heteronormative ones especially, and this is maybe the biggest example of that.

Honestly, I still like Heathers. Even with the west end rework it's still lowbrow, but it's a lot of fun and has a compelling edge to it. Amelie is in a similar book where a not so good original work (terrible in Amelie's case) got redeemed by a west end rework that completely remade it.

Do you have the patience for a three hour musical? Watch Fiddler on the Roof. Gorgeous, melancholy music, and my favorite love song from any musical in Do You Love Me.

Cabaret is one of the most thematically dense works ever to hit the big stages in regards to how it uses (and abuses) the medium of theater. Definitely not a first watch, but there's so much to unpack there. It's so uncomfortably aware of the emotional voyeurism inherent in theater.

Obligatory modern musical reference - Hadestown is GREAT. It deserved every drop of its success. I also group Natasha, Pierre, and the Great Comet of 1812 with Hadestown in my head as two recent musicals that got very experimental with their instrumentation and storytelling, even though Great Comet wasn't as successful.

Carrie the Musical's original run was such a notorious flop that it became synonymous with flop in the theater world. The revival with Marin Mazzie and Christie Altomare a decade or so ago is stunning with how much good they managed to carve out of the original's rotten husk

Okay, that isn't all, but I'm stopping myself there.

#I listened to A Strange Loop recently and really enjoyed what it was putting down #but I want to give it a few more listens and maybe try to find a bootleg before I give a full opinion

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cherrypeaking · 1 year

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(I had to go find it and edit it cause its from like a month ago-)

I'm back, and with my ratings!! Within each album, I'll rate the songs.

Note: won’t be putting the chaos chapter: freeze because it’s the same for fight or escape.

At number one for my favorite album....

The Dream Chapter: Eternity!!

Songs, ranked:

(this was close to impossible btw, I love every single one of these songs.)

6. Fairy of Shampoo

Yes, Soobin's falsetto is fucking ADDICTING, and the song itself has a very pretty vibe but other than that, it does nothing for me.

5. Maze in the Mirror

This is only here because I haven't listened to it enough to tell yet. I love the guitar though.

4. Drama

The 'ooh-ooh' part is SO GOOD. The whole song is a bop to me, but like I said, I love the whole album, soooo...

(this is where it gets really hard)

3. Eternally

The beat drop has me HOOKED. OBSESSED. ADDICTED. Nothing else to say. Yeonjun shocked me.

2. PUMA

Everything about this song I love. Yeonjun’s rap, the music video, Taehyun in the chorus, everything.

1. Can’t You See Me?

This is one of my original favorite TXT songs, and I still love it so, so much. My dancing to it is absolutely crazy, I love the ‘friends don’t understand me any, sh- more~’ part.

In second place for albums, we have ‘minisode 2: Thursday’s Child’

(this one was also so hard to rank T-T)

5. Thursday’s Child Has Far to Go

I’m so sorry Gyu T-T. This song just isn’t it for me, I like the upbeat-ness of it and it’s on my ‘dance crazy’ playlist, but it’s the only song on the album I didn’t keep coming back to.

4. Trust Fund Baby

Now, hear me out: I LOVE THIS SONG, SO SO MUCH. The vocals, the ‘i wish everything’s a lie, ah ah ah ah…” is my favorite thing in the world to sing along too. I just have others i like more T-T

3. Good Boy Gone Bad

I LOVE THIS ONE XD

If it was another day, I might rank it first. But not today. I’ve said before how I learned the choreography backwards originally, but I still love singing and dancing to it. Yeonjun’s laugh part makes me go crazy.

2. Lonely Boy

Huening’s voice in this made me DBJUVGHBGUGVHBVG

And hearing Yeonjun’s live rap of it made me love it even more. MY BOY IS SO FUCKING TALENTED

I feel like Hueningkai and Yeonjun tend to be the most stable live performers, so this song live has to be so good.

1. Opening Sequence

YES WE’RE OPENING SEQUENCE ENTHUSIASTS

Taehyun’s adlibs are so fucking pretty, I love testing my vocals by singing along to them. And the song in general is gorgeous and heartbreaking all at the same time.

For third in albums, we have…

The Chaos Chapter: Fight or Escape.

This album is actually really good in my mind, I don’t love all the songs but the few I love so much make it that much better.

11. I know I love you (feat seori) emocore remix

The only reason is I haven’t listened enough, and I tend to like originals more than remixes

10. Ice Cream

I just haven’t listened to it enough. I’m pretty sure the only times I did I thought it was kinda cringe but idk

9. Magic

Yes. I put this here. I’m very sorry T-T

I think it’s a really pretty song, when they perform it it’s really fun to watch and you can see how much fun they’re having. But the song itself is just not my vibe.

8. *cries* MOA Diary

BEFORE YOU AT ME-

This song is only here because the others left are really, really good. I love this song, I think it’s super cute and it never fails to make me cry. I do find it a little too catchy, but whatever

7. No Rules

THIS SONG IS SO FUN OMGGGGG. No complaints here, just the same thing about loving the other songs a lot.

6. 0X1=LOVESONG (I Know I Love You) feat. Seori

I really love this song. The part where one of the members sings with her?? I love it so much. Also the ‘i know it’s real i can feel it’ part when they sing live??? Taehyun’s voice *faints*

(side note: my dad always says ‘sony jabberjaw’ for that one line ☠️

5. LO$ER=LO♡ER

This song only ranks higher than IKILY because of the ‘lover with a dollar sign is a loser!’ part. I currently have that line on my message board in my room.

4. Anti-Romantic

This song is just so fucking good. I had an era where i was OBSESSED

I still occasionally sing the ‘sorry i’m an anti-romantic’ part whenever my parents are being couple-y

3. What if I had been that PUMA

This song is another I haven’t listened to enough, but I listened to it the other day and LOVED IT. Yeonjun’s intro is so dnfnebvfbjr. The autotune isn’t my favorite but that’s alright (Yeonjun’s rap also has me WEAK-)

2. Dear Sputnik

Actually this song was one that I didn’t even remember how it went, until I looked it up and clicked it. AND BELIEVE ME

I FUCKING LOVE IT

1. Frost

This song. I am OBSESSED I SWEAR TO GOD.

The laugh in the intro?? Their voices in the chorus??? The whole thing just speaks to me on another level. One of my all-time favorite TXT songs.

At number four, we have: the name chapter: temptation

5. Happy Fools

Too repetitive at the chorus. They could’ve done better. That’s all. The meaning itself is great

4. Tinnitus

Don’t get me wrong, I absolutely LOVE this song. 9/10 song. Beomgyu’s voice had me DYING. The english lyrics made me laugh the first time I saw them but also cry T-T

3. Devil by the Window

This song was my favorite from the very beginning. From when the teaser came out, I was in love. I looped the same 18 seconds they first released on YouTube for HOURS. The song itself was not a disappointment, like I was worried. The bridge is my favorite part, especially Yeonjun’s "I'll fly.” The most gorgeous thing, if you ask me. The choreography is simultaneously creepy AND powerful, the lyrics are sexy when you first hear, but the whole song is meaningful, even the ending gasp.

2. Sugar Rush Ride

This song is one of my favorite TXT songs in general. The choreography, the falsetto in the chorus, everything is beautiful. I’ve managed to strengthen the higher parts of my voice by singing along to it.

1. Farewell, Neverland

Everything about this song speaks to me. The lyrics, the melody. I love it so much, I can’t even explain it. And when they perform live?? Amazing.

In fifth place… Minisode 1: blue hour!!

5. Way home

I just haven’t listened to it enough

4. Blue Hour

The “cause of imagination” part makes me cringe. Other than that, I love it

3. Ghosting

So, I haven’t heard this song in a long time but I’m pretty sure I loved it the last time I did XD

2. Wishlist

MY FAM PLAYED THIS ON MY BIRTHDAY AND I LOVED IT SM

This song is very catchy and I like the vibe.

1. We Lost The Summer

Almost makes me cry. It’s such a pretty song, and YEONJUN IN THE MV??? AHH???

In sixth place, the dream chapter: magic!!

8. Poppin’ star

I don’t like the vibe very much :shrug:

7. Roller coaster

Haven’t heard enough.

6. Magic Island

Haven't heard enough

5. Can’t we just leave the monster alive?

Haven’t heard enough but I think I liked it the last time I did.

4. 20cm

I LOVE THIS SONG SM T-T ITS THE MAIN TRACK FOR ONE OF MY STORIES (also me and Soobin are 20Cm apart)

3. Run Away

This song is addictive. Beomgyu in this music video literally killed me.

2. Angel or Devil

This song makes me cry. Idk why it just does. Also, RAPPER BG FOR EVER

1. New Rules

I USED TO BE OBSESSED WITH THIS SONG

YEONJUNS INTRO?? ALSO TAEHYUNS VOICE?? I LOVE IT AHHH

DEF IN MY TOP TXT SONGS

This is gonna get me slammed by fans but… in seventh… the dream chapter: star

5. Our summer

Haven’t heard enough

4. Nap of a star

Haven’t heard enough but the music video is weird so yes

3. Blue orangeade

Genuinely haven’t heard this one enough either, but the “we like” part is so catchy T-T

2. CROWN

As far as debut songs go, this one doesn’t suck :shrug:

1. The one and only… CAT & DOG

THIS SONG IS UP IN MY FAVE TXT SONGS TOO

YEONJUNS RAP OFC, THE WHOLE THING IS SO FUNNY AND I LOVE IT T-T WHEN THEY PERFORMED LIVE, THE AUDIENCE BARKED AT THEM T-T

omg haha looking at your ranking i believe i should recommend you to listen to maze in the mirror more and especially read the lyrics (BUT please not if you’re in a good mood haha, it’s better to listen to when you’re in a mood to listen to a sadder song 🥺)

we have a lot of favorite songs in common!! i love their discography so much as a whole 🥹🩷 cant you see me is an amazing title track to me seeing it so high in your list makes me so happy 🤗🩷

and omg ada?? you dance?? you learnt gbgb backwards?? what the hell!!! that’s so cool 😳

#adelaide <333 #this was so nice to read to 🥹

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For the music emoji ask game: 🎥📚🥲💖 please!

🎥song that paints a picture in my mind: I had such a hard time with this question because I felt like a story song or a musical theater song would be “cheating”.

I am just going to go with “Palmcorder Yajna” by the Mountain Goats because it’s both very explicit and very... not at the same time. Like it’s very easy to understand once you know what all the references are referencing.

Either way, it’s evocative for sure.

😢song that makes you cry: “Unlikely Lovers” from Falsettos. At this point in the musical, the character Whizzer is dying of AIDS and his partner and their friends visit him in the hospital. The line “and we vow that we will buy the farm arm in arm” tends to be where I lose it. Even if the context wasn’t so crushing the harmony at the point alone would bring me to tears.

💖 guilty pleasure song: Now I like to say that I don’t believe in guilty pleasures because you shouldn’t feel guilty for enjoying things regardless of what others think…. but if I had to pick I would say Not the Boy Next Door— the glee cast recording by Chris Colfer. I know glee is categorically Not Good and people mock it relentlessly. And a lot of it is deserved because... woof.

And yet, it was very important to me as a child in the conservative rural midwest. Honestly glee was actually they first ever representation I can remember seeing at like 9 (I think?) years old. Of course my parents made me turn it off because a gay people were “disgusting” …but I still remembered how when Kurt came out, his dad told him he loved him and that it was okay. And that planted in me a seed of an idea of a belief that maybe my parents weren’t right about everything. And, you know what? By the time I realized that I am gay the idea didn’t automatically make me hate myself. Because I had been told just once in an incredibly crucial moment that it is okay. So yeah. Glee is important actually.

And Chris Colfer is just simply an incredible performer. I love his voice. He kills this song.

📚 song/album you could write a term paper on: Sunday from tick tick boom (specifically the 2021 movie adaptation directed by Lin Manuel Miranda)

Abridged term paper as follows:

To understand the brilliance of this song and the emotional sucker punch it carries you need to know a bit of musical theater history. So let’s start with the place that makes the most sense, with “god” himself-- Stephen Sondheim.

Sondheim was one of the most (if not THE most) respected composers and lyricists in musical theater history. I cannot think of any singular person who has impacted their chosen art form to the same massive extent as Steve impacted musical theater. To compare him to Shakespeare is not an exaggeration. He was revered and beloved almost universally within the theater community, not only for his genius but for who he was as a person. He was known as an excellent teacher and mentor (just watch him instruct a college student attempting to sing one of the most difficult songs he ever wrote/one of the most difficult songs in musical theater here) and for answering quite literally every single one of the thousands upon thousands of pieces of fan-mail he received.

One of his beloved musicals and the show he described as being his “most autobiographical”/the one that he put the most of himself into, was Sunday in the Park with George. It was inspired by the painting A Sunday Afternoon on the Island of La Grande Jatte by Georges Seurat, though the story is largely fictionalized.

(you know, this painting)

The themes of Sunday in the Park with George center around what it means to be an artist, the desire to leave a legacy, and making choices between one’s creative work vs one’s relationships. Act one closes with the song “Sunday” in which George makes order out of the chaos of life and places the final touches to his masterpiece, capturing a perfect moment, and cementing his legacy, forever.

With the background laid, let us move on to talking about Jonathan Larson, one of the young writers Sondheim mentored who went on to do great work.

Jonathan is best known for writing the book, music, and lyrics for Rent-- a musical which won several Tony Awards, including Best Musical; the Pulitzer Prize for Drama; ran for twelve years on Broadway; influenced the creation of a new sub-genre of musical; and became massively popular and iconic, not only in the theater world but in popular culture as well. However, Jonathan was never able to see his work become a success as he tragically died of an aortic dissection on the morning that Rent was to perform its first preview performance. He was only thirty-five years old.

Jonathan struggled his entire professional career to achieve recognition from the world at large, something that he expressed in his own semi-autobiographical piece Tick, Tick... Boom! The musical was originally formatted as a “rock monologue” that Jon performed himself, though it has seen many revisions since his death, eventually turning it into the fully-formed musical it is today.

The show begins with Jonathan discussing his fear of turning thirty. The theme of "running out of time” was first introduced to the piece by Jonathan himself to illustrate his fear of getting older, but it was hugely emphasized in later productions by writers and directors who knew that he never would. Today, the looming sense of some inescapable fate pervades throughout the show as viewers know what is coming and are helpless to stop it. Jonathan will become famous and respected and beloved, but he will never see it. While everyone in the show assures him that he is still young and has a bright future ahead of him, we know differently. He is running out of time. He only has five years left.

In this sad way, the show that originally began as a piece by a young man fighting for his future has become a bittersweet legacy we look back on, making meaning out of Jonathan’s work that he would never realize was there. This is exemplified nowhere better than in the song “Sunday”.

“Sunday” began as a simple parody of Sondheim’s “Sunday”, recognizable for what it is from the first few notes and becoming clearer and clearer as the song progresses. The original joke of the piece was that Jonathan was arranging the patrons and crappy interior of the diner where he worked in the same way that George was constructing his masterpiece, drawing a comparison between the mundane (or even ugly) and something beautiful.

To make it meta: in Jonathan’s semi-autobiographical musical about his struggles as an artist, he referenced his mentor’s semi-autobiographical musical about the struggles of being an artist. Of course, in the parody, Jon cast himself as the pale imitation of great art, suggesting he was nothing in comparison. It was light-hearted, fun, and, at the time, a pretty recent/topical reference to make. It was never meant to be anything more than a joke.

But then Jonathan left a legacy.

In the 2021 film, Lin Manuel Miranda made phenomenal directorial decisions in a dozen different places but “Sunday” was his home run. He transformed the song from a joke to the pinnacle of what Tick, Tick...Boom! has become, a tribute to the memory of Jonathan Larson.

Throughout the movie, there are cameos of countless famous Broadway figures, but those that appear in the diner scene and utilized perfectly. From true veteran legends, to modern celebrities, to original cast members of Rent, the diner is packed with heroes of the stage. As the song progresses they join in behind Jon to form an inter-generational choir, representing the past, present, and future of musical theater. You can see the arch of the line passing down, the years of history represented and the lives changed. And the hope that radiates toward the future.

A passion and joy for musical theater was passed from Sondheim onto Jonathan, and he went forward to inspire a new generation of theater kids-- including Lin Manuel Miranda. Who, regardless of your personal feelings about him, has already made enormous impact on the world of musical theater and lit the flame for another generation of kids.

That’s what this moment means.

It’s a celebration and a thank you and an honoring of our history, of those that came before us and inspired us, of those who are our future.

There is a moment that is always guaranteed to bring me to tears. As the song nears its peak, “Jon” (played by Andrew Garfield, who should have won an Oscar damn it) takes the hand of legend Bernadette Peters, who originated the role of Dot in Sunday in the Park with George (the main female character, the woman in purple in the painting). She is dressed similarly to her character, including her hat (trust me, the hat is important) and he ushers her into her place in the light. He places his hands over his heart, complete adoration in his eyes, and he bows to her. It’s a sign of utmost respect, of both Jon (the real Jon) acknowledging the legend of Sondheim that came before him, and Lin nodding to both Jon and Steve. It’s all of us watching and wishing we got the chance to say thank you to Steve and Jon and all the others who we look up to and adore.

It’s saying, Jonathan, you didn’t get to see it, but you are remembered. You are loved. You are honored.

You are forever.

#I could talk about tick tick boom for hours #if you want to hear more about it come to my inbox #sorry this is very rambling and not well organized #thanks for the ask!#sorry it took so long to answer!#I was really thinking about the answers #ask game #about me

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hi. i just finished good omens. here are my (not very) immediate (because i had to take about two hours to recover) thoughts

i was at a friend’s house watching so i had to drive home. we watched two episodes every session (i Needed to drag it out that long otherwise it would destroy me) and i would always come out of it listening to some sort of happy little music that reminded me of the show. today i drove home, front windows all the way down, in the dark, in complete silence. there were crickets.

I ACTUALLY FEEL SO GOOD AND PROUD AND GLAD ABOUT NOT SEEING ANY SPOILERS!!! somehow i really care about this show That Much and i blocked everything, didn’t go on social media, checked with my eyes before reading something with my brain LIKE i didn’t wait four years for this all to be donezo

if i had seen the leak beforehand i would have ended it all

like me when jim and window.

SPEAKING OF JIM BRUH (i will speak about him later)

i was drawing a silly little picture of Them when i started watching this season. after six days i have not finished it and only have the lineart. I CANNOT DRAW THAT SILLY LITTLE PICTURE ANYMORE. LIKE. MENTALLY. NO i will just be in flames!!!

i will be going through the stages of grief for the next few days. i went through anger and bargaining and now i will be in depression (lucky for me i literally just upped my med dose LMAOOOOO)

this is just like falsettos

I’M REALLY GLAD ACTUALLY that nina and maggie are on pause!! like i was honestly pretty worried throughout the season that they’d just shove them together at a horrible time and i was quite sure

but now i’m thinking about it more and AAAAAAAAAA the parallels and all of their flaws…😭😭😭them and all their flaws……….IT’S NOT LIKE A PICTURESQUE PERFECT FAIRYTALE!!! THEY DON’T RECOGNIZE IT BECAUSE IT’S NOT A PICTURESQUE PERFECT FAIRYTALE!!!!!!!!!!! TALK TO EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh my god flaws bastille

i cried during The Scene and by that i mean a few tears came out before i held it in to be able to actually watch the rest of the episode and i demanded my friend and i rewatch the scene because i really REALLY NEEDED TO CRY AFTER THAT I WANTED TO SO BAD however my eyes became constipated and it just pressurized my head and neck 😔

I HAD LITERALLY JUST WATCHED THE COMMUNITY EPISODE WHERE TROY LEAVES TOO WHILE WORKING OUT THIS MORNING!!!!!!!!!!! horrible day for media consumption for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AWFUL

unrelated but i *still* haven’t seen barbenheimer bc no one in my friend group can make a decisive plan (i <3 u guys tho) and i’m going to

need a rage room (diy bc those guys are way too expensive) because i am going insane

neil has ended me

neil needs to be convicted for mass murder

WHAT HAPPENED TO QUIET ROMANTIC SEASON

i actually really love LOVE LOVE how this season went…………..or at least ended…………….

i was scared that “quiet and romantic” meant nothing was going to happen and there would be no buildup to whatever “quiet and romantic” was and that would’ve broken me in a bad way

like i did not spend four years waiting just for tooth rotting fluff and heartstopper esque “suspense” (i’m so sorry i’ve never seen it this is probably so wrong) to tide us over until the next season where everything goes wrong again

I WANT THINGS TO GO WRONG ALL THE TIME. (AND THEN THEY MAKE THEM RIGHT THEY MAKE THEM RIGHT THEY MAKE THEM RIGHT PLEASE)

also the maggie thing!!

I ABSOLUTELY ADORE EVERYYYYY SINGLEEEE WRITING AND ACTING CHOICE IN THAT SCENE IT’S SO DELICIOUS OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD i would watch it for days and days and days I LOVE HOW SOMETHING AS SWEET AS A KISS BECOMES . SO. BITTER AND DESPAIR AND HATRED AND LOVE AND LOATHING AND AND AND THEY A. THEY ARE SO. I THINK DEEP DOWN HE MIGHTVE KNEW IT WAS HIS FINAL CHANCE…………………HIS ONLY CHANCE………………………………………………………

THE DISGUST THE BETRAYAL THE MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMGHGGHHGHGHGHG

also the lip touch. twitter user michael sheen was evil for that stunt he pulled (i only heard about it from another friend after i finished watching and immediately called them to scream) (i also sent a no-context message to that same friend saying something along the lines of “AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH” and they immediately clocked me “i see you’ve watched the final episode of good omens season 2”)

bottom line: tumblr user zeptos rediscovers that they just keep liking pain and suffering. please send help

crowley was simply entirely fanfiction. this entire season was just fanfiction. like i guess that makes sense given the everything about its creators. and also the premise of the whole show is basically fanfiction LOL both in trope and subject matter

I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT AT SOME POINT. CROWLEY FELL AND HE FELL SO HARD LIKE aziraphale was GIVING early on and then at some point he fell harder

i was looking at temporary red hair wax literally yesterday (for mcr reasons help………..) and now i feel like i . have to get it now i have to i just need to i need it

I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT AT SOME POINT. CROWLEY FELL AND HE FELL SO HARD LIKE aziraphale was GIVING early on and then at some point he fell harder

i was looking at temporary red hair wax literally yesterday (for mcr reasons help………..) and now i feel like i . have to get it now i have to i just need to i need it

eating my feet and the walls and biting aziraphale’s head off like broccoli and chewing it up and spitting it out in the little leaves . and also burning it i need to BURN SOMETHING

to think i was just happy about getting the rift in dragonvale earlier today

to think i was just normal earlier today

i was so happy dragging this out

i think i’m even more devastated

to think for the first few days i was going insane about the apology dance. the good old days. and then the next few days i was stressed about crowley shooting his husband.

tbh i thought it was a good enough love story the first season (arospec represent ig lmao) and i didn’t realize it could get EVEN MORE LOVEY. LIKE i did not know a love story could haunt you with love in so many ways I THOUGHT THEY’D ALREADY JUST BEEN MARRIED FOR THOUSANDS OF YEARS IN SUCH A TRANSCENDENTAL WAY THAT THEY DIDN’T NEED ANYTHING ELSE AND THEY KNEW EACH OTHER SO WELL……………………………so how am i supposed to feel when they ACTUALLY DIDN’T REALLY COMMUNICATE AT ALL AND IT WASN’T JUST OKAY FOR IT TO BE UNSPOKEN AND ETERNAL AND THEY HAVE TO ACTUALLY WORK OUT THEIR PROBLEMS INSTEAD OF BREAKING UP A MILLION TIMES AND HAVING THE UNIVERSE WORK IT OUT FOR THEM AAAAAAAAAAAAAARGHGHGHGHHHHH

…like how am i supposed to feel when they actually aren’t in some sort of magical relationship where everything can remain unspoken and everything is great. and instead they’re HAVING HUMAN FEELINGS PINING LIKE HUMANS MISUNDERSTANDING LIKE HUMANS FLAWED LIKE HUMANS

LIKE WHAT DO YOU MEAN they can’t just stay like that [read: whatever the hell they were for thousands fo years] forever and ever?? what do you MEAN they need to be Official??????? i expected BAIT and DELUSION and all i’m getting is REALNESS i’m so upset (not really)

when nina called maggie angel. MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

i was keeping an angel count and i lost count

I DIDN’T REALIZE IT WAS ACTUALLY—

it feels like a totally different show than the first season. like not in a bad way just a Way

themes characters lack of newt/anathema sex scene idk

i wonder how adam is doing now

this is so dan and phil (joke i’ll kms now)

I CANNOT BELIEVE THEY HAD THE AUDACITY TO PUT LOVER BOY, A NOTABLE LACKING SONG FROM THE FIRST SEASON, SO EARLY ON OVER CROWLEY’S TRUDGE BACK TO AZIRAPHALE and then did T H A T

also not the “something terrible they’re going to do to me” being just. demoted lol are u serious

DID THE COFFEE DO ANYTHING???????? I AM SO BEGGING TO KNOW PLEASE LIKE it was so OMINOUS WHY

shout out to the canto feature i want to learn canto

SHOUT OUT TO THE FRENCH FEATURE LOL THAT WAS LITERALLY ME ON THE AP EXAM IT WAS SO AWFUL (and my experience after the ap exam was awful too lmao but no comment)

WAIT I NEED TO DO MY FRENCH STREAK RN HOLD ON

ok i did my french lesson one of the examples was “i love this tv show” and.

I LOVE JIM i hate gabriel.

seriously even through all the parallels i still am disgusted (half joking and like 10% real) (the other 40% is a mystery) (ineffable you could say) by the gabriel / beelzebub development 💀 PLEASE like it was so sudden to me but i think i may be slow and i also think (maybe hope) that there’s like. a more substantial reason behind this besides Suffering

WE NOTICED THE FLY FROM THE BEGINNING HEHE

in the predictions my friend and i made before watching s2e1, theirs came true in literally the first minute, and mine came true in e4………..before i realized today that there is a strong possibility i literally just saw a screencap of the thing i predicted (there being magic in the season) and co-opted it as my own idea. lawl

though i do also need to spend some time scrubbing through e5 to see if there actually was a ball—like physical ball like sports ball—in the episode

SCREW GABRIEL

neil.

i want donuts

there’s this chip (like hole type not food type) in between where my canine is connected to my bonded retainer and i’ve been fiddling with it the whole night and now i don’t think i’m going to be able to ever separate that again it’ll just be the Good Omens Season Two Chip forever and ever

and now i’m just so concerned over the wellbeing of everyone involved in the making of the show PLEASE I NEED MY SEASON THREE SO BAD STAY WILLING AND ABLE TO MAKE IT FOR ME PLEASE and also for yourselves i guess

i cannot do this

i was in a goofy fall out boy mood most of the day

well except for the planet bass mood i was in during like noon and seven minutes into e5 (someone said the word “danger”)

and also the air catcher / run and go mood i was in in the morning

i screamed a lot tried not to lose my voice

i had to GET UP OFF THE COUCH and start PACING that last episode

and also i ended up for the floor

and i ended up staying on the floor long after the episode finished

i was sweating so hard i did so much exercise and also had goosebumps from all that devastation

now i am a shell of a man.

i’m so tired

i am very glad that i missed the last half of my meeting today to go watch good omens. i’m obviously going to rewatch the meeting but like .yeah worth it

i’m so sleepy!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CROWLEY…………….HE’S JUST LIKE ME………………………….HE JUST LIKES SPACE AND PRETTY THINGS………………………………………ALL HE EVER DID WAS ASK QUESTIONS…………………………………………………..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

every piece of media i consume, i am incrementally more glad that it isn’t voltron legendary defender

also i opened up about taylor swift and brendon urie’s hit song ME! again i keep doing this JUST BECAUSE YOU THOUGHT IT WAS THE LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL IN APRIL 2019 DOESN’T MEAN YOU HAVE TO CONNECT IT TO EVERY SINGLE THING YOU DID OR CONSUMED IN 2019

speaking of 2019 i remember seeing the original trailer and thinking THIS IS CRINGE AND ALSO BAIT oh boy look where we are now!!!!!!!!!!

i’ll die

i’ll kms (both of these statements are false)

i don’t even know what to do anymore

jim was iconic and i’m sad to see him turn back into That Guy

although when i noticed the fly i was like BEELZ. something sus. erm but i thought it was like evil sus and i somehow didn’t get it the whole time. like why beelzebub wasn’t concerned WAIT IS THAT WHY HELL WAS LOOKING FOR HIM i need to rewatch. IMMEDIATELy

i am once again speaking about the kiss. i am once again speaking about the kiss. i am once again speaking about the kiss. i am once again speaking about the kiss. i am once again speaking about the kiss. i am once again sp—

the. the grhgrhgjdfdfhgfkj

i screamed so loud but no one heard a thing

adding to the playlist as we speak

throwing up at the whole gabriel beelzebub thing like yeah conceptually sure they’re fine but i’m still throwing up

alright i am looking in the mirror and the reflection does Not look like me so i think it is time for me to go (od omens) to sleep GOOD NIGHT. i will add to this if i think of anything else!!!!!!!!!!

NEVERMIND MY MIND JUST FLASHED BACK TO THE FINGER TOUCHING LIPS SHOT AN DI’M GOING INSANE AGAIN HOW COULD HE DO THIS TO US. HOW!!!!!!!!!

sometimes i wish it all was bait (no i do not)

the edits are already destroying me and i’ve only seen two so far

how the hell am i going to make art

i am

good omens

now i’m reading theories and i’ve discovered there’s an entire google docs theory based on magic GOOD NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!

#good omens #good omens spoilers #good omens 2 #good omens season 2 #good omens 2 spoilers #go2 #op

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Me and a friend are making our way through some queer movies and we watched Rent tonight, then watched Falsettos because we wanted to watch a good musical about aids, but god it doesnt matter how many times ive watched falsettos i cry every time

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hecksupremechips · 2 years

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Me listening to “What Would I Do?” from Falsettos for the millionth time

#it fucking. it GETS TO ME AAAAA #i mean tbh once youve watched the show enough times pretty much every song makes you cry #but this one like. hurts very badly #also yeah its January and thats when i get really into falsettos again #its a tradition cuz for the past 5 years ive like been sick in January #im not sick not but give it time

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Anniversary with Bo

CW/TW: Fem Reader x Bokuto, Bo has you in a series of positions (mating press, missionary, side, etc.), really intimate, dumbification, mentions of creampie, balls slapping, a little possessiveness. Just overall nasty but cute. Lmk if I missed something

Hello cherubs! Sorry I’ve been on kind of a hiatus. Finals rawdogged me in the ass with no lube but I finished my semester now so I’ll be updating more. Enjoy some intimate sex with Bo

Bokuto has your toes on each of his shoulders, your thick thighs are perpendicular to his chest and he is hugging them, holding on to them tightly as slams into you. You grip the sheets as his groin hits your ass cheeks. The sound was wet and sticky, hard slapping sounds mixed with Bo’s groans. He was trying to hold himself back, lasting longer than usual. It was hard for poor Bo, to not just empty himself into you and release all of his pent up stress and frustration from his practice yesterday. You felt so good around Bo, clenching around his dick, creating a glossy slick on his dick and a creamier ring around the base of it.

You were fucked dumb, eyes were glued to the back of your head and tears were slowly clouding your vision. Bo had unlocked a much deeper and desperate side of you that neither of you had seen before. Bo had been away for a while and his first day back home for your anniversary was the reason why both of you felt so good. You had missed him, and he you.

“Aw fuck, baby! Huhhhhh? Who’s pounding you so fucking deep right now?” He groaned as he looked down at you and squeezed your thighs tightly, leaving bruises as his big biceps hugged around your thighs. They were soft and made Bokuto feel so safe and loved.

“You Bo....no one else...no one but you,” you managed to let out. You were a babbling ragdoll, just fucked to Bokuto’s heart desire.

Bokuto gripped both your ankles and split your legs open. He held them over his head, near both his ears. His pecs were puffy and the rest of his tight body was glistening in his sweat. He kept pounding into you, releasing his roars. “Fuuuuuck! Jesus!”, he cried out in pleasure. The anklet he had bought you for your anniversary present was jingling by his ear as he gripped your thighs and thrusted into you.

“Who do you belong to? Huhhhh? Answer me, baby,” he demanded.

“You, Bo. Only you. I only belong to you, Bo.” You let out girlish moans while tears escaped your eyes and wet the pillow under your head. You covered your eyes and blushed at how Bo let out more groans while holding your legs open, and edging himself to not cum inside you.

You tits bounced at his rhythmic place and he was fighting so hard not to cum. He let go of your ankles and your legs fell down to rest on his muscular thighs. He bent down and pulled your wrists away from your face. He pinned them above your head and stared deep into your eyes. He kissed your tears all the way down to your cheeks. He sucked on your nipples and while pinning down both wrists with one hand, his other free hand hand cupped one of your tits and he caused tons of mewls to escape your mouth. You opened your eyes and saw the necklace you had gotten him for your anniversary dangle in front of you and it swung as Bokuto caught his breath and asked, “You okay, babe?”, he asked as he unpinned your wrists. You shook your head yes and he kissed your forehead.

He picked up his speed again, this time letting his forehead touch yours as he pounded into you. His heat was radiating and his scent was so sweet. You took it all in, along with his breath and the smell of his sweat. You wanted it all. You were dripping down your own folds, and the liquids from your love making had stuck to his balls, making a wet sound when they slapped against your ass. His chain dangled against your chin as he thrusted. It was very intimate. He was letting out groans in your ear, and you into his. He cradled both his big hands under your head and you held on to his wide shoulders. You ran your fingers through his hair and let out little girlish moans into his ear.

He reached under you to pull your thighs up and he pushed your knees to your chest. He held his weight up from above you due to his balled up fists indenting on the bed and he pounded straight down into you. No wonder why he always did those rigorous planks and push up exercises. He had such stamina. You were being pounded into and you let out screams with every pounding. Bo was crying out too, trying to match your falsetto cries with his baritone ones.

You grip on to his biceps that were surrounding your head like a cage. “Easy...Bo! Too...deep!” You could barely blurt it out as you felt his dick piston inside you, pushing into your cervix. “Call out my name, baby. What’s my name?”, he asked, out of breath as he fucked into you. “Kotaro!”, you cried out. “Huh? Who’s pussy is it?”, he asked as he continued to pound you. You gripped the sheets as he went faster. His praise kink was inflating his cock even bigger inside you, pushing against your walls. “Bokuto! It’s yours, Bo!”, you stuttered. Bokuto repositioned himself to not cum inside and caught his breath. “Turn over, baby,” he said breathlessly.

You flipped on your side and pulled one leg up higher, one knee to your tummy, accentuating your curves which allowed Bo to stick his hand inside your thigh brow and grip it while he began thrusting again. “You’re so pretty, baby. Taking this dick so deep. Huhhhh?”, he asked in a teasing tone. You gripped the sides of your pillow, not really knowing what to say. The way he was positioned was too good. He was hitting your g spot so well and be it that your pussy was folded, the sounds were even gushier than last time, making Bokuto lose his mind.

Since you were on your side, he couldn’t see your tits. He pushed your upper body back on its back while still keeping the same position ass down. He thrusted into you, slapping the round of your accentuated ass as you yelped at his enraged breeding. He puffed his chest out as he gripped the small of your waist, turning him on more. He loved your soft tummy, slightly jiggling while he pounded into your juicy pussy.

“All mine,” he bragged as he then began to grip your love handles tightly, leaving visible red marks that would later turn into blue bruises. “Please, please cum, Bo.” You couldn’t take it anymore.

“Aw, thank god,” Bokuto thought to himself. “You wanna cum baby?”, he asked. “Huhhh?”, he teased. You were trying to hold back your moans as he thrusted faster, hitting your g spot more intensely. “Can I please cum? Please?”, you beg.

“Awww fuck yes, baby. Cum. Cum on that dick baby. Cum,” Bokuto moaned. You reached down to rub your puffy clit and Bo felt the familiar clenching and it made him near than ever too. “Yes, baby, cum on my dick,” he moaned.

You rolled your eyes back and curled your toes around his thick dick, causing him to finally stop and let you release yourself. He watched you melt completely on his dick, and it drove him crazy. He continued to thrust inside for just a few more pumps. “Please cum on me,” you begged. “Yeah? You want my cum, baby?”, he pleaded. You shook your head and moaned more than before to make him closer to his orgasm. He began to mimic your moans and whine until he finally pulled out his dick and pulled off his condom to cum on your thigh. He threw his head back as the long await of an orgasm came upon him.

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The Night Shift Part 4 (F!Reader x Frankie Morales)

Chapter summary: Cute work things (sorry im very hungover and i can't remember what i actually wrote)

Warnings: maybe a bit of second-hand embarrassment, masturbation

W/C: 1.5K

Part 1 Part 5

Monday night, Frankie arrived before you. The day cook, a grizzled old woman named Annette, gave him a toothy grin.

“Evenin’ hotshot,” she said. “You here to make all my dreams come true?”

“Only for a night, darlin’,” Frankie said.

“All you men are the same,” Annette laughed and handed Frankie the spatula. She gave him a to-do list, which was significantly shorter than the one on Friday night had been, bid him goodnight and hightailed it out of there, saying something about dinner with her husband.

Frankie watched the window out of the corner of his eye, waiting for you to arrive. There weren’t many orders up, so he could manage the task of cooking and having his head whip up every time he heard the tinkle of the chimes above the door.

It was almost forty-five minutes after he arrived before you came in, red faced and breathing heavily.

“I’m-I’m so sorry, Riss,” you panted. Marissa shrugged and patted you on the cheek.

“Don’t worry about it, sweet, I had some good company,” she winked at Frankie. “Have a good night, guys, don’t get into too much trouble!”

Frankie watched as you leant over the counter and caught your breath. “Do you want some water?”

You nodded wordlessly, straightening up. Frankie handed you a glass, a shock of electricity surging through him as your fingers briefly touched.

Fuck. He had it bad.

“I had to run here,” you said when you had your breath back. Frankie nodded, waiting for you to continue. “I found a kitten behind a dumpster, all wet and shivering and crying, so I had to take her to the vet.”

“What kind of kitten?” Frankie asked, having a soft spot for cats. He had had one, until he and Portia broke up and she took the cat with her. He didn’t hold it against her: Anthony the Great was technically hers.

“A black one. I’m not good with breeds,” you said.

The conversation was broken up by a pair of old men calling out your name. Your genuine smile was back as you greeted them. Frankie adjusted his cap and smiled to himself.

Occasionally he would glance up at you while he worked, catching the occasional glimpse of your side profile or the back of your head. You seemed a little lighter today, like you weren’t carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders. It was nearing 1 in the morning before he decided to attempt a conversation with you.

“So, how was your weekend?” He kept his tone light, nonchalant. You shrugged, pouring him a cup of coffee.

“It was okay, nothing special.” You stirred in the sugar as you spoke, avoiding his gaze. “My boyfriend has his stupid friends over so I spent most of my Sunday cleaning up after them.” Frankie deflated just a bit. Of course you had a boyfriend. Of course. Someone as beautiful as you . . . he’d be more surprised if you were single.

“But uh, I saw Manny on Sunday,” you continued, oblivious to Frankie’s disappointment. “You remember Manny, right? He was the night cook before you, you met him I think.”

“Yeah, I did. Nice guy.”

“Uh, yeah, so I saw Manny for lunch on Sunday and he suggested making a night shift lunch group.” You wiped down menus, deftly avoiding Frankie’s gaze. “And um, well, if you wanted to come this coming Sunday, that’d be cool.”

“You’re inviting me to lunch?” Frankie asked.

“Yeah,” you said, finally looking up at him. You flushed slightly. “If you’re interested, that is. You don’t have to, obviously, but Manny and I thought it would be nice. We could all get to know each other outside of this place. Make friends, you know?”

Frankie smiled, happy at least with the prospect of a friendship with you. “That sounds great. What time?”

“Midday, if you want you can give me your number later and I’ll text you the place?”

“Yeah, absolutely.”

“Oh, and it’s just us three. So don’t invite the weekend crew, or your wife or anything.”

“I’m not married, so no problem there,” Frankie grinned at you. You nodded quickly, turning away before you could see the smile you were trying so desperately to fight off.

~*~

You didn’t know why it excited you so much that Frankie had said yes to Sunday lunch. Maybe it was because he wasn’t married, not that it made a difference.

Still, it gave you a slight thrill that Frankie had said yes.

You worked with a renewed vigor for the rest of the night. You weren’t sure any amount of rude customers or spilled drinks or broken plates that could bring you down. At one point you found yourself humming along to the radio, some song you hadn’t heard in years by an artist you couldn’t place. You knew it would bug you until you figured it out

“You like Prince?” Frankie asked, making you blush furiously at being caught with your guard down.

“I-uh-I-yeah. Yeah a bit,” you said, “actually, I haven’t listened to him in years. But I like a few of his songs.”

Frankie grinned and began to sing along in a terrible falsetto, making you snort with laughter. You danced along, allowing yourself this moment of freeing yourself of any embarrassment. After all, if Frankie was willing to put on the falsetto, it wouldn’t kill you to dance. The entire thing was ridiculous, but you were having a better time than you had had in months.

Frankie ended the song with a kick and a flourish, taking off his cap to bow dramatically.

“Have you ever thought of auditioning for one of those talent shows?” You grinned at him, wiping the sweat off your brow.

“Actually, I’ve won several of them,” Frankie winked, “I just work jobs like this when I’m not on sold out world tours.” You laughed again at his joke, almost shocked at how easy it was to laugh with someone. How freeing it was to dance like a fool and not feel embarrassed or like you were in on the joke and not the butt of it.

The rest of the shift passed quickly, the night peppered with jokes between you and Frankie. At the end of the night, instead of rushing out the door as soon as your relief was there, you waited around a few minutes.

Your phone was mercifully free of messages from Kurt, pushing your mood even higher.

Frankie met you outside by the back door, and looked shocked to see you still there. You held up your phone as a way of explanation. “I still gotta get your number.” You handed your phone to Frankie, already open to the new contact screen. Frankie punched it in quickly and handed it back to you.

“What’s with the emojis?” you asked, squinting at them.

“It’s my nickname, Catfish. My buddies and I all had callsigns in the military and that was mine. Except for Benny. He was just Benny.”

“Catfish,” you repeated. “Well, I’ll see you tonight, Catfish.”

“Yeah, see you tonight.”

~*~

You couldn’t sleep. You were too busy thinking. About him. Frankie. His dark, warm eyes that when you looked into them you felt like you could melt. The way his soft looking curls stuck out under his ever present cap. His smile that felt like safety. His hooked nose that led to lips you could only imagine kissing. His hands. You felt yourself warm as you imagined what you wanted his hands to do to you. You let yourself imagine what the rest of his body might look like.

Before you could overthink it and stop yourself, your fingers slipped between your folds and began to rub. You were wetter than you could remember yourself being. You moaned softly as you thought about him doing things to you that you didn’t even realise you wanted. Within minutes you were to your climax, legs stiffening and back arching. Sweat dotted your brow and your heart slammed into your ribcage. You hadn’t orgasmed in almost a year, always too exhausted to masturbate, and it wasn’t like Kurt gave a shit about you finishing when he fucked you.

The thought of Kurt immediately turned you sour. The burning feeling of betrayal knotted itself in your stomach. Kurt didn’t even let you have a vibrator. He had huffed and become scornful when you tentatively brought up the subject a few years back. He didn’t want anyone or anything but him to make you cum. It was a man's job to keep his woman satisfied, even if he struggled with the whole keeping you satisfied part.. You knew Kurt would practically have an aneurysm if he knew you were touching yourself to the thought of another man. But the thought of Frankie touching you gave you a thrill you hadn’t felt in years. You couldn’t bring yourself to feel truly guilty for it. Surely that was some kind of sign.

Eventually, you fell asleep a few hours before your alarm was supposed to go off. Normally, you dreamt of being in your own private space station, as far away from the apartment as possible. That night, you dreamt of Frankie.

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