Okay but fr I hope Dan and Phil don’t feel pressured to actually do a 25-day gamingmas bc that’s like. SO much work for them. They don’t need to upload every day leading up to Christmas. They can just do like 5 days or a week, but even then they don’t need to do that, that’s just if they wanna do some sort of gamingmas-type thing
I just want them to take care of themselves and not burn themselves out 😭
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hello my small slightly niche corner of the internet, love and appreciate the content you make, lots of hugs love you all :)
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Help girl, I’m falling back into my Underverse hyperfixation from my youth
Ink!Sans belongs to @/comyet
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Today in therapy I was talking to my counselor about how I wish I wasn’t so attached to the idea of finding a romantic partner in a way that ends up causing me harm. There are some people who are so comfortable with not being in a romantic relationship and that it brings them a sense of security. She advised that it’s okay to admit that I’m in a place right now in my life where I need that sense of deep connection and people are interdependent beings. Being able to admit that was like having a big weight lifted off my chest. It also had a reverse effect, it made me feel like I could be more comfortable being single as long as I know my romantic relationships mean a lot to me, I want them to intentional, loving & balanced
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M has been making the most wonderful comments towards me lately, and I suppose one could say he’ been giving me a little less attention, but in those moments that he does, it’s so, so genuine, and I could not be any more grateful for that.
He’s such an angel, deciding to use his energy to compliment me and my section. What a sweetheart. I’ve missed this. ❤️
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My head, heart, being feel too much of a mess for now to say a reasonable thing. But I haven't privately journalled in my notebook so much in so so long. This trip has been so important to undertake. Place things into perspective, see it as it is. Running into old feelings and crying like a toddler about those, not expecting them to swoop along. Idk. Idk what I must do now next. But I clearly can detect some of my own roadblocks now and I feel driven to break the strain and unlearn certain patterns or have a good reality-check.
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Let’s Chat, Liberty! #3
Ugh, it’s yearning hours tonight y’all~
I think one of my favorite scenarios of ALL TIME with my F/Os is cuddling or falling asleep with them. Not just in any old fashion though. I crave to be able to hold them; for them to bury their head in my chest as I hold them tight. For me to plant kisses all over their forehead, just so they can lift their head to look at me… just so I can plant kisses over the rest of their goofy cute face. I wanna hold them like a body pillow, really-
But why? Why is this such a keen idea of mine? It’s not just because it sounds comfortable or sugary sweet. It’s not even just because that idea helps me sleep at night lmao. I just want them to feel safe. To see a resting head clear from thoughts worrying about tomorrow, to see that head without thoughts worrying about the present, and to see that head without thoughts worrying about yesterday. When my F/Os rest with me, that’s one of the greatest signs that they trust me, right? Hell, if they split off from me later in the night and inhabit their own side of the bed, I’m okay with that too! It’ll let me stretch and toss-and-turn, so I appreciate that, but it’s also still a sign they’re comfortable in my presence. Maybe it’s a bigger sign than before; I don’t need to be literally separating them from the world for them to feel safe. Just my presence next to them in bed is enough.
There’s just something so magical about that to me. Even in sleep, in a state where you kinda forget you exist, your F/O knows that you’re there for them. They know that they trust you, and they’ll trust you every night and every day, for every waking and non-waking moment.
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