#full time everything

[tomework]

So school has already started and my course load is kind of a lot, plus I work a full time job, and I’m trying to flip a house, and I have family vacations and other engagements. It’s going to be a busy couple of months, but I have some interesting reading coming down the pipeline this semester and I’m excited to share some of it with you all!!

#tomework #book blog #want to read #currently reading #full time student #full time job #full time everything #my life is so god damn busy

[hantu-burung]

every image of a tawny frogmouth is perfection. i've never seen a single picture of a tawny that dissapoints.

#they're stunning. theyre dignified. theyre old and scruffly. they're invisble. theyre adorable. theyre sillygoofy. #theyre adorably grouchy. theyre full of love. theyre ugly as hell. theyre gorgeous. theyre scared little animals. theyre wise storytellers. #and i genuinely am not saying this to be XD quirkyty or anything but. podargus strigoides is the cutest latin name i've EVER heard. #theyre perfect. everything to me. make me smile in the darkest of times #tawnies

[teacupsandcyanide]

Something I miss from earlier eras of the creative side of the internet was things just being unabashedly low-budget. Just all unashamedly amateur, unprofessional, ‘I don’t own a good camera but I have a story to tell you’, ‘I can’t afford a good mic but I have a song to sing for you,’ ‘I don’t have any kind of background in editing or lighting and I only just picked up this guitar last Tuesday but here’s an entire musical me and my friends wrote about our favourite book, we filmed it on a potato and put it up on YouTube in ten minute segments because we thought it was pretty funny.’

#everything felt so much less like Content then #and as someone who wants to share creative stuff online #it’s now incredibly daunting thinking about doing that bc #especially as a disabled person who can’t work full time #it feels almost impossible to extricate art from being Content #like there’s this immense pressure to produce things that could pass as professionally produced by a team of educated people #and to make smart decisions so that somehow eventually you can profit off your art #and instead of it being a ‘hey look at my silly little song’ it becomes #competing in an over saturated market already dominated by the nepotism afforded by wealth and connections #and it feels like it would very difficult not to measure my personal satisfaction with how a certain piece of art turned out #by how much attention it got online #even though I genuinely have zero desire to be famous and it sounds like a complete nightmare #anyway I’m gonna have ice cream for dinner how about you guys #hmp42

[time-woods]

is projecting on a projection too far . . aka the rot is gettin bad yall . .

#BUG DOWN ! #everythings coming full circle- 2 of my sonas are bugs- my dad calls me cricket- i have a tattoo of a roach- deep down maybe i am a bug #giving him a reason to have that cane #screw you ehlers danlos upon ye roach #you may be able to run fast but ill make sure its not long distance #no more cross country for you #i want this bug dead #adventure time au #adventure time #scarab the god auditor #the carmine cavalier #medieval fantasy au #fionna and cake

[even-disco-baby]

THOUGHT GAINED: INFERNAL ENGINES

PROBLEM

The world is ending. You know it, your neighbor knows it, the dealer knows it, the jailer knows it, the king and all his men know it. All one has to do is look around to see it— the future is curdling into something pale and incorporeal. The infernal machine that is this stupid world is going to blow, sooner rather than later. So what are you doing? Why are you still here? Why is anyone still here?

SOLUTION

You are doing the only thing worth doing. You are living. *Why,* you ask? Try and remember now. Remember your mother’s hand on your shoulder. Remember the taste of a fresh catch. Remember the times when you were kind to the dogs in the valley and they did not bare their teeth. Remember the weight of a child on your shoulders. Remember the stars throwing their light against the wall of sodium and smog. Remember singing until your throat was raw. Remember crying just as loudly and publicly, and the gentleness with which someone opened your curled fist and pressed a handkerchief into your palm. Crying, laughing, running, eating, screaming, haunting, loving, fighting, fighting, fighting. The fight fuels you, and you fuel the fight. You run yourself ragged just for a chance to keep running. You never stop. You cannot stop. The world depends on it. *You* are the infernal engine. You are the world. And, simply put: you want to live.

#disco elysium #thought cabinet #suicide tw #smth a little different #this is actually smth i would like to include in a full length one shot #but i think it’s gonna get edited p heavily for the fic this is just a first pass at it #but. i like this draft of it and i want to archive it #feels like me and all my loved ones have death on their minds most of the time lately… #reminding myself that keeping myself and all the ppl i care about on this earth is what everything is about #always and forever

[inklessletter]

"It's you, you know? It's not the sea, it's not the sun. It's you. You are my favourite part of the summer. It has always been you."

🏖️

Even if if took me DAYS, I'm thrilled to say that I finally finished it. Thank you so much for trusting the process yet again with me, for being such patients sweet lovely little things.

Thank you so, so much.

#inklessletter #trust the process #fanart #steve harrington #steddie #digital art #steve art #art #artist on tumblr #stranger things #eddie munson #steve fanart #yes #the sun is just coming up and they have spent the night at the beach #they should be tired #but the only thing eddie is able to focus is the peaceful aura of steve #who just got nurtured out of everything good in the world #who is so full with love and passion that it leaks through his smile #He just took his disposable camara and took a picture of him #trapping not only time but also the happiness and the memories in just one piece of paper that will go with him everywhere and for ever #this beautiful summer boy #this child of the sun that will live for ever like this in that photograph

[kroosluvr]

Life's beauty is like a myriad of flowers, and I want to pluck the one that never wilts.

#hey ruanmei gang its me again. Ya boy #i love. LOVE. overgrown nature themes and seeing her lab with all t he fucking glass TUBES and PLANTS and everything so neat and tidy i #just wanna see it all UNRAVEL bro i want it FUCKED UP #i think abt ruan mei abandoning her creations the things she raised bc they dont serve a purpose for her anymore but the plants keep reachi #g for the sunlight right. so full of life regardless of if they feel or think or speak. just like ruan mei huh. #im running out of space ill talk another time #ruan mei #honkai star rail #honkai star rail fanart #cele draws

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

a slightly scribbly Eddie for @akemima's promptlist, day one - cool outfit! well, i don't know if its Cool, but it sure is an outfit!

#mannnnn i forgot jewelry existed... could have slapped on some cute rings or earrings... #i forgor... outfits are not my forte... it shows in my choice of daily clothes as well... #i also didn't realize i didn't give him a full body until i was pretty much done so. No! Oopsies! #drawing eddie continues to be comforting and yet a total pain in the ass! #i love him! i hope he goes Through it! i hope he Dies Traumatically! i say this Every Time! #but yes cute prompt list. excited to do more #slowly though... writers brain perseveres rn... #scribble garnish #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #eddie dear #looking directly at the drag prompt. yes please yes please #eddie in drag is everything to me she's so gorgeous. augh. ough #i must find the perfect Dress...

[sad-leon]

What an unfortunate development

Got a close up, then my first design of iterator leo. still getting used to iterator designs and proportions

Mikey and Raph are others in the local group, thinking they may share they're own water source, mikey being the newest of the group. Donnie takes Moon's place and Leo takes Pebbles' :D

I don't expect this to become a whole thing, but I have some more thoughts about it if people are interested

#sad•leonart #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rainworld #the rot #rainworld tmnt au #iterator leo #rottmnt leo #rise leo #rottmnt leonardo #rise leonardo #rw rot #this is the first time i've had my own art as my phone background #im like... actually proud of how this turned out #my first full illustration with my knew tablet :D #i think the lack of shading and simple highlights really make me like it more #like i could add more #but then it will probably get cluttered #also letting go of everything needing to make sense #like... would the rot work exactly like that? no #but i had fun drawing it that way

[zu-is-here]

“Behind those stoic eyes was a man who wanted to care. Behind those bones was a gentle soul, making sure nothing would happen to you.”

[12/5] Happy birthday to Winter ☆

Winter!Sans from SeasonTale by @zelphin124

#zu art #winter!sans #seasontale #winterkingdom2023 #undertale #undertale au #utmv #birthday #they say ​northerners have warm hearts <3 #the latest story was really heartwarming heheh (〃ω〃) #long time no draw full pieces phew _(:3 」∠)_ #(​I wasn't sure how much clothing he'd taken off sooo) I took everything off down to his shirt ;D

[wardingshout]

Redraw for Day 1 of SpeSilverWeek... vol 25 shenanigans my beloved...

#this whole time I thought I owned a bunch of gsc volumes when actually I own. 0 gsc volumes... #spesilverweek #pokespe #pokespe silver #pokespe yellow #my art #I highkey hate everything I've finished for this so far but I'm so full of hope and determination for the pieces I haven't done yet #I feel so motivated I'm drawing a bunch !!! and I can finish stuff too for Silver !!!!! #pokemon

[regina-del-cielo]

Maybe it's a 'study finds water is wet' type of thought, but

considering it's an action movie whose overall plot is "immortal warriors Fuck Shit Up™️", I think it's significant that in The Old Guard the thing that makes Copley pull red strings through his Murder Conspiracy Board and say "[Merrick] doesn't care what [Andy]'s done with [her immortality]" is the people they save, not the ones they kill

Most of the Conspiracy Board is him circling random newspaper headlines and faces on old photographs to (more or less realistically) follow the immortals' treck through the world and big historical events. Which is, in-canon, not much different than putting portraits from different centuries next to a picture of Keanu Reeves and saying "they look the same, clearly Reeves is an immortal!"

But then there are the connections. A little girl holding Joe's hand in WW1 becoming the youngest (and first) woman to be awarded a Nobel Prize for Medicine (suck it, Kozak). Or the grandchild of a family that Andy saved from [something] helping people escape from the Khmer Rouge genocide in Cambodia.

They are warriors. They have fought and been in the midst of countless wars, major or minor, throughout history. They must have killed as many people as they saved... and yet.

It's not them taking out a random warlord or dictator or rabidly hateful politician that has tangible repercussions in history. It's the children and families they get out of war zones, save from accidents, protect from natural disasters. People to whom they give a second chance at life, and grow to change the world (or even just their own world), like a mysterious stranger once changed theirs just by holding out a hand or patching a wound.

I don't know I just think it's particularly neat

#my ponderings #the old guard #I know we all love to play the 'if you could go back in time and kill One Person who would it be' game #but I think a movie that makes it EXTREMELY SATISFYING to see the Bad Guys die - #- having 'actually the best and greatest changes happen when people help each other' as its underlying message... #it means something #I also think it connects to Andy feeling like nothing she does changes anything at the start of the movie #for 80% of her life you could Solve A Problem by Taking Out The Guy Causing The Problem #especially in battle! you kill the general and you win. if you win the Problem Is Solved #but then everything becomes More Complex. the Problems™️ are globalized and/or systemic. #and Winning a Battle means just killing people. it doesn't Stop The Problem (nor really end a war) #so it feels useless #and even when they save people... they can’t stay in people's lives for long because immortality #which means they can never know what happens to the people they save #they don't (and can't) have the full picture

[cccotard]

starting to get cold out

#i actually drew this a few weeks ago when it was 1 million degrees out but i digress #i talked about this on my insta but im gonna start posting more stuff thats not ‘finished’ #im back in school and i just dont have time to do full illustrations every week #but i would rather post more shitty stuff than nothing at all yknow #everythings gonna be colored at least just dont expect full backgrounds all the time hahahahah #anyways #yttd #kimi ga shine #your turn to die #kgs #shin tsukimi #greenblings #kanna kizuchi #kanna yttd #shin yttd

[the-blathermouth]

#welcome home #wally darling #memes i made #like everything i find creepy about him is also why I think he's adorable #from his weird way of speeking to his eyes #but he can still be scary if its done right #like my brain is just full of thoughts of him losing his mind from seeing and feeling eyes on him all the time that no one else can see #my sister on the other hand is completely immune to his horror aspects #not even his creepy gaze gives her the creeps

[satoumafuyuss]

stolitz save me, stolitz, save me stolitz

#ignore everything else in this that horse plushie i drew is so cute like actually #still holding onto my clingy blitz agenda #*rcoking back and forth* stolitz duet stolitz duet stolitz duet #WE'RE SO CLOSE TO KNOWING RELEASE DATE FOR FULL MOON #leave it to a new hyperfixation to make me draw 5479654 times a day #me when i have to pack and move when im having the most art ideas ive had in months #nillyart #nillyfanart #stolitz #helluva boss #stolas goetia #stolas #blitzø #stolas x blitz #hellaverse

[therealcallmekd]

Kinito: Machine Model 01 (Will I update this later? We'll see..... this will be interesting....) (They'll see my potential now.)

Finally at long last, HE'S REAL!

Real world Kinito is quite something! His dedicated partner (the user) spent many many months and years helping him reach his potential, and now he can walk and talk and breathe like the rest of us!

Close ups + doodles under cut:

I'M SO DANG PROUD OF THIS DESIGN YOU GUYS DONT EVEN KNOW. He is so special to me.... funny robot lotl go brrrrrrrr

also the text on the main reference is hard to read on purpose, it's supposed to be just an artsy thing!!!! <3

#kinitopet #kinitopet fanart #kinito pet #kinito #kinito my beloved #kinito fanart #kinito the axolotl #kinitopet au #KinitoFAE #me when i dedicate all my time and effort towards raising a fledgling god in my shitty little apartment (i'm getting kicked out broooooo) #this little freak is so so special to me and i rotate him in my brain alot #the intimacy of an ai and it's dedicated helper that provides it everything it needs to reach its full potential... #passes out...uhhhgggg chat im sick #that my little man... my little guy.... my horrible robot son.... #KD'sCrumbs #FriendshipClub! #tw mild gore #<- like... kinda?? I dont know tho so like tell me if so or not LOL #tried to match the anatomical study vibes; I hope that reads well #you should uhm... ask me about him...... cuz...... ':3