#gadreel my dearly beloved

[heavenssexiestangel]

I am my Beloved's and My Beloved's mine

Here’s my latest fanfic, hope you like it!

Rating: General

Ship: Gadreel/Dean

Word count: 1493

Tags and Warnings: Human AU, Jewish Wedding, Family Fluff, Fluff, Jewish Dean Winchester, Jewish Gadreel, minor Midam, minor Sam/Eleein

Summary:

It's Dean and Gadreel's wedding day, and their family is there to support them.

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Notes: This was written for the @comfortably-queer zine, which I co-mod. We published it Dec 1st and it's free to download for all. Please check it out! ^_^

Shoutout to @iamtheempty for reading the story over and helping me <3

Excerpt:

Dean cleared his throat and adjusted his tie and tallit as he let his eyes wander to the people attending his and Gadreel’s wedding. With the corner of his eye, he could see Ree was doing the same. Their families were sitting mixed together in the beautiful garden Ree had picked – it was a small wedding anyway, and neither Dean nor Gadreel cared for dividing them when the two of them were getting united. In the first row, Dean could see Sam and Adam, his younger brothers. Eileen, Sam’s girlfriend, was sitting next to him. Dean and Ree had offered to hire an interpreter, but she had told them Sam would help her, if necessary. Next to them sat Gadreel’s older siblings, Raphael, Gabriel, and Lucifer, and the younger, Castiel. The oldest, Michael, had offered to officiate the wedding and was preparing the wine next to Ree. For some reason, Gadreel’s father, Chuck, had come as well. He was strangely sober, and was sending Gadreel a small smile

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Gadreel Sketch 1

Hello everyone! I'm back with some new art :) I'm trying to learn to use a program on my tablet, Autodesk Sketchbook. So, what better way to learn than to draw the beloved? This is the first sketch of 4 I plan to make, hoping they turn out good xD

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Learning to make GIFs Part 2 - Trial and Error

So, today I tried making GIFs with @scoobydoodean's tutorial.

They didn't suck ass completely, and I really wanted to make more... So I tried again.

I stared at Gadreel's face for over 2 hours, I had to start again because I got distracted by the cops in my street... And still managed to screw it up LOL

I adjusted the colors this time, and I also added captions to some of the GIFs... But somehow I fucked up and the captions were lost. So, I found a website called EzGIF and tried to add captions that way. I also used it to "optimize" them aka reduce the size.

Of course, my Gadreel/Dean shipper ass wanted a scene between these two. And like... I did not remember this scene being so shippy. This could've come out of one of my fanfics, 100% ??? lmao?? Anyway.

#my gifs #an attempt is being made here #gadreel my dearly beloved #gadreel supernatural #gadreel spn #dean dean dean #gadreel/dean winchester #dean winchester #they may be a bit sucky but they're mine #spn gifs #supernatural #supernatural gifs #tahmoh penikett #jensen ackles

[heavenssexiestangel]

Okay this is gonna be rambly, feel free to ignore because like. I don't even know where I am going with this?

I remember when I used to want to be Dean - buying a jacket similar to his when I was 13 (I still have it, broken and old and barely fittinh...). Only listening to the music he listened to (I grew out of that). Relating to him through the abuse we faced. And I thought I was nonbinary, really, but now I know I'm a trans man. It was a recent discovery. Or, more so, realization to be honest. And then I look at the other men I want to be like. Or that I relate to. Namely Gadreel (Tahmoh Penikett) and Arthur Ketch (David Haydn-Jones). Tahmoh is always so soft spoken, so quiet. Gadreel loves the world, despite what he went through, despite the fact he would be excused if he wanted to hate it. But he sort of... Can't. He still has hope. And I relate to that so hard, fortunately or unfortunately. Arthur, I do relate to him in the sense of what I see in him. Or how he let the abuse he faced consume him and made him become a monster. A warning of sorts. What I'm letting myself become. But he also tries to redeem himself. David is fucking hilarious, and he tries his best despite what his real life throes at him. To be honest, he's also transition goals. Both Tahmoh and David showed me that there are other ways to be a man - that I don't have to be aggressive. That I don't need to become my father, always screaming, always violent. Always Hateful and disillusioned. They sort of gave me hope that I can be something that isn't shaped by who I was raised by. That I can be different. That I too, as a man, can be soft. That I can love my family and friends and the world.

And like yes, they're hot. But that's not the point of me liking them, and people reducing it to that kind of hurts.

And so I think of this tonight. And like. I have these thoughts swirling in my brain, and sometimes it comes up in conversations (rarely)... But that one post I reblogged made me like. Focus on these thoughts again. And I wanted to let them out.

#dean talks #gadreel my dearly beloved #dean dean dean #ketch gonna ketch #very personal but like #idk im just having thoughts #and feelings #and its very rambly i know #it's hard for me to make other people understand it #oh well #idk what to say #tahmoh penikett #david haydn-jones #also teared by while writing this ops #time to be emotional on main ig

[heavenssexiestangel]

SPN PRO-SHIP BANG DRABBLE CHALLENGE: SAFE

MAIN MASTERLIST FOR THE CHALLENGE

Rating: General

Ship: Gadreel/Dean Winchester

Word count: 200

Written for: @spnproshipbang Weekly Drabble Challenge

Prompt: Soft

Tags and Warnings: Double Drabble, Fluff

Summary:

Gadreel has a nightmare

Beta: none

Notes: I am very behind on these, but catching up LOL

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SPN PRO-SHIP BANG DRABBLE CHALLENGE: WE'RE THE SAME, YOU AND I

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Rating: General

Ship: Gadreel/Dean Winchester

Word count: 200

Written for: @spnproshipbang Weekly Drabble Challenge

Prompt: "What the hell is that doing here?"

Tags and Warnings: Double Drabble, Fluff, depowered!Gadreel

Summary:

Gadreel adopts a small kitten and Dean can't tell him no.

Beta: none

Notes: I am participating in NaNoWriMo. These 200 words are the only thing I've written today. Lmao Not much to say, I wanted something fluffy

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[heavenssexiestangel]

My first attempt at making GIFs EVER

Okay so. I've been wanting to try to learn to make GIFs for a very long time. Luckily for me, this fandom is full of nice people that will make tutorials. So, I followed @scoobydoodean's Tutorial on how to make GIFs in DaVinci Resolve. Of course, I wanted to make Ree GIFs, so here we are. Thank you!!!

It took me like an hour but uh. I think I did it LMAO With some issues:

I had downloaded all of s9, but unfortunately it seems the program doesn't like those files. So, I found a crappier version of s9e01 and went with that, which the program read

It seems my Powershell doesn't like the commands... So, I tried exporting my work as GIFs directly from DaVinci Resolve

It seems my GIF files are too big for Tumblr. So, I tried to reduce them online (Listen, I'm trying my best here)

Here are the results <3 (Bear in mind these are literally my first try ever. I've never ever tried to make GIFs before.)

#my gifs #listen i'm learning lmao #gadreel my dearly beloved #gadreel supernatural #gadreel spn #tahmoh penikett

[heavenssexiestangel]

Gadreel for the character bingo!

i hope you understand me

#gadreel my dearly beloved #gadreel spn #character bingo #ask game answered #mousedetective

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Gifs I made part 3 (I kept forgetting to post these)

So a while ago I learned to make gifs thanks to a tutorial by @scoobydoodean over at @goodgifswithfreetoolschallenge . I made my First Try and then a Second Try, where I made a lot of GIFs and only posted a few, and then forgot to post the rest.

Since they are from the second batch, I had the same issue. All my writing was gone etc etc. So, I decided to play with EzGif again, and this time I tried working with slowing the gif down, as well as adjusting lightness, brightness, and contrast.

The Lightness is different in the frames with Tahmoh because of course it worked okay with Random White Angel Number Whatever, but made Tahmoh look awful.

This truly i a learning process, and it's interesting to see. i also really need to work on my framing and division of the scenes idk how to say it...

Also can we talk about Ree's judgy stare in gif 5 because like. Damn.

Anyway. There are more gifs from this batch but uuh... Should I publish them?

#my gifs #gadreel my dearly beloved #gadreel spn #tahmoh penikett #gadreel supernatural #superntural gifs #gifs #gif #spn gif #it's a learning process ok

[heavenssexiestangel]

Name Change

demonicsoulmates > heavenssexiestangel

The name is about Gadreel do not derail

#name change #gadreel my dearly beloved #thank you space for the idea

[heavenssexiestangel]

2, 4 & 5 for Gadreel for the character ask meme!

Hiii

2. Favorite canon thing about this character?

Mmmh there are many I think. I should rewatch the Ree season to find more. I really like his backstory and how he's trying do the right thing, even if the bad stuff that happened wasn't his fault.

4. If you could put this character in any other media, be it a book, a movie, anything, what would you put them in?

Mmmh I'd say book. I really like books and I'd love a prequel about Ree.

5. What's the first song that comes to mind when you think about them?

Oh. This one is hard... I'd say Tree of Life by Nefesh Mountain. It's a song I discovered recently but .. yeah.

Character Ask Game

#dean talks #mousedetective #gadreel my dearly beloved #ask game answered

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Gadreel. You agree

#gadreel my dearly beloved #it's thinking about gadreel hours again

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Love & Pain Masterlist

Rating: Explicit

Ship: Lucifer/Gadreel/Dean

Series Word Count: 2765

Series Tags and Warnings: MOB AU, A/B/O AU, Mobster Lucifer, Mobster Gadreel, Alpha Lucifer, Alpha Gadreel, Omega Dean, Pregnant Dean, Mpreg, Established Relationship, Incest (Lucifer/Gadreel)

Written for: @spnrareships Rare Ship Friday

Beta by: @sugaraddictarchangels, @mariekoukie6661

Summary: Omega Dean Winchester has been in a relationship with Alpha brothers Lucifer and Gadreel for three years now. Their relationship is hard, especially because Lucifer and Gadreel are mated to each other, but not to Dean. Despite this, they make it work. When Lucifer and Gadreel leave Dean for a few days because of their job - a job Dean doesn't know much about, anyway - Dean is left to his own devices and thoughts. Not only that, but Dean finds out something that might jeopardize their relationship. How will the three of them navigate their relationship while dealing with a mob war, ghosts from the past, and an enemy they are not sure they can win against?

Chapter 1

Chapter 2 (Coming soon)

Chapter 3 (?)

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okay so i may be too involved with these characters

When I found out Gadreel's vessel didn't have a name, I said fuck it and named him David, which means "beloved" in Hebrew. Because he's loved. By me.

Now, I found out Mick Davies doesn't have a birthday. I'm giving him a fucking birthday. OKAY WELL I talked to @lucibae-is-dancing-in-hell and we came up with Mick's bday. He feels like a Libra to us - an October one. So, considering he went to Kendricks with Arthur (who was born Feb 21, 1974), and we feel like he was born in early October… We settled on October 5, 1974. This is canon in my head now.

#arthur ketch #mick davies #gadreel my dearly beloved #ketch gonna ketch #mick i'll come with a tag for you later i promise #spn headcanons #canon in my fucking head more like #also this came up simply for my mick davies/arthur ketch/dean winchester writing purposes

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WIP WEDNESDAY

Thought I might as well return to doing these weekly things IDK

as always, idea taken from @ao3commentoftheday

Creators: work on or post something from your WIP. This is your weekly reminder to get something down on paper (real or virtual). It’s also a chance to share your progress with your followers and give them a sneak peek of what’s to come! Fans: leave a comment on an unfinished fic and let the writer know how much you love it. Reblog an artist’s sketch and let them know you can’t wait to see the final product. Send someone an ask cheering them on!

I am going to post a little snippet from Chapter 2 of Intertwined Souls, which I hope to finish (and publish) by Friday. Not sure it'll happen, though.

The focus of the chapter is "aftercare".

“Here we go, love.” Gadreel hung the showerhead to the hook. He untangled his hand from Dean’s hold, which prompted a small whine from Dean. “Sh, sweetheart, I’m here.” His Dom ran his hands through Dean’s hair, massaging his scalp with his fingers. The water was soft on Dean’s face and body, and the sound lulled him into a safe space. “I promise it’ll be quick, mh?”

“Mhmh.” Dean wrapped his arms around Gadreel’s middle, wanting to be closer to him. Something in the back of his mind told him it would make his Dom’s job harder, but Gadreel didn’t complain. Instead, he chuckled.

“Or not,” Gadreel murmured, lowering his hands to Dean’s neck and arm, squeezing both gently. He caressed Dean’s arms with his fingertips, then trailed down his sides to grab at his thighs. “Let me get the shampoo bottle, my love.”

No pressure tagging: @quietwingsinthesky @icecream-and-gadreel @ladyknightskye @michaelmilligan @mansplainmanipulatemalewife @sam2hell @nickelkeep

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I’m gonna change the question.

5: Share a snippet that you’re proud of from an upcoming fic/chapter. Or from an already published fic.

thank you!!

So, I am going to share both. For the upcoming fic, lately I am actually mostly focusing on my fic for the @spnangelbang and that is Top Secret, but I do have other WIPs to share!

It was a bit hard to choose because I do have many WIPs BUT... In the end, I picked a snippet from a WIP called "Shabbat Debriel". This is a fic that will be part of my High & Holy series, where Gabriel and Dean are humans and Jewish and in love and they celebrate the Holidays with their family. More importantly, this WIP is a "prequel" where they meet for the first time!

Gabriel put the groceries on the kitchen table and yawned, not bothering to cover his mouth.

The gentle light of the sun peeked through the windows, illuminating the light dust on the table that he hadn’t bothered to clean.

The noises coming from the city filled his silent apartment, a mix of cars on the asphalt, honking, and people yelling at each other.

Sighing, Gabriel frowned at the cacophony of sounds. He had always liked being a part of it back when he lived with his father and siblings, but now, living on his own in a new city, he felt like an outsider.

Putting both hands on the table, Gabriel bowed his head. He had woken up at six that morning so he could buy and prepare everything early for tomorrow, but now he started to regret it.

Why do I even bother? I’ll be alone anyway… He had never been an early bird, but something inside him pushed him to wake up and prepare for Shabbat despite it all. It wasn’t routine, really, or a sense of duty. Back home, his father’s ways had drawn him away from it all, and he hadn’t practiced since had run away. It was hope – for a new beginning, most of all.

The next snippet is from a fic I published recently which I think should have much more attention tbh. I worked hard on it and I know it's one hell of a rare pair but... Well.

I'm putting this one under a read more because the fic is NSFW

You can go read Intertwined Souls on AO3 if you want:

“Dean,” Gadreel called. “What’s your color?”

“Uhm,” his Sub hesitated, tilting his head to the side. “Green.”

Gadreel raised his brow and walked to his Sub’s side, his bare feet cold against the floor. He ran his hand through Dean’s dark blonde hair, sighing.

“Are you lying to me?” Gadreel bit the inside of his cheek, unsure.

Does he not feel safe enough to tell me if something is wrong? He asked himself. His heart beat faster with fear, his muscles tensed again. What kind of Dom am I?

“No, it’s just…” Dean gulped, leaning into Gadreel’s hand, asking for reassurance. “I guess it’s between green and yellow?”

“Care to elaborate?” Gadreel frowned, still petting Dean.

“I’m scared.” Gadreel’s heart sunk at the admission, but he let his lover talk. “I’m scared of being so vulnerable, but at the same time…” Dean licked his lips, sniffing. “I trust you, Ree. So much. I know you would never hurt me.”

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