#gincryo

[wontonsupremacy]

Phone call from the dark

> My poetry blog @crimsoncarcass

Hey, I need to talk to you

I have a question

That only you can answer

I know we haven’t talked since

I know maybe we’re not even friends

But I know what you’ve gone through

And what you’ve done to get here

And I want to hear your answer

That only you can tell me

Do you mind if I ask for your help?

I’m sorry I didn’t have the mind

Or patience to hear what you said

But I’ve finally gotten here chasing your words, I’ve forgotten nothing you said

I’m almost there I might finally...

I know you don’t care, I know what’s gone

But I think I found the door if not the key

To the place you once told me about

I need help [static: insert name]

This time around I’m actually asking

So please, tell me what am I supposed to do

When you find a door

And you actually finally want to open it?

Will it open? Will it shut me out? Should I keep trying? How do I know? Should I give up? Is this door even right? Is it really like you said, out there?

Tell me where you’ve gone

Tell me how you left

Tell me all those things I’d closed my ears to

Tell me the things I can’t see

I promise you I’ll listen

Just please. I’m losing hope.

I want to change.

This time around I really want to get out of here.

This time around I’ll listen to everything you say.

This time I really need your help.

This time I can’t stay here anymore.

This time around, I want to become someone you wished me to be back then,

maybe it’s the first step into the door.

So tell me everything wrong with me,

tell me what I look like cuz I can’t see in the dark.

Tell me, who am I?

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[crimsoncarcass]

Hiding place

I love depressing things when I’m depressed.

It’s like matching a color to the correct picture

Satisfying to put in the right place

Like an aesthetic put to use

Or forcing a child the right clothes

For manners and parties, roles and functions

What cannot work must find its way

Out and about or somewhere else

Righteous or viscious the crime may be

In final punctuation, the period is put

Exactly where it wants to be

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[fuckingshitdog-blog]

Posting this here instead of my main because someone on there doesn't like gore

#guro #pastel guro #candy guro #menhera #my art #gincryo #self portrait ish tbh

[treehug]

@shakingsauces Fjsjjxjsj Really sorry this took so long. Idk why but I wanted to try a certain pose for her and then it got into anime style so I looked up how to shade and stuff. Was great practice tho and FRIGN loving Suiri's design. Thanks!!! ((Also thank you for the follow ;-;

#my drawings #suiri #im sorry i diddled the coloring cuz im tired of coloring #popn music #gincryo

[entelexcheia]

( x )

( Yeeeeeeeeeeeee. )

( The funny thing is that this was an incomplete sketch so I just cleaned it up and finished it a bit. Sorry. ;w; )

( I do love any and all opportunities to draw my favorite IIDX jesters though. )

@gincryo

#gincryo #My Art #OOC

[leofemt]

gincryo replied to your post “i hate jigen daisuke”

HES GOT SO MUCH STYLE THO THAT MAN LMAO !!

M FUKCINGIG.... ATTRACTED. TO HIM IN THE 2015 OP. IM SO FUKCING MAD WHO DECIDED TO MAKE JIGEN HOT

#gincryo #IM. FU R IOUS I HATE HTI S #I AM SO RIDICULOUSLY AESTHETICALLY ATTRACTED TO HIM I WANT TO DIE #I FUCKING HATE JIGEN ASKDFLSDKFJSDK #why. Me #jigen #lupin iii #convo #in case it was buried under the declarations of hate: i fucking adore him god hes attractive i want to s t ab someone

[churchofjafar]

Hey hey this seems fun so let me join!: did you water them plants today

My plants now owe their lives to this blog thank you

#sinbabbles #i can barely remember to feed myself but at least my plants arent being forgotten anymore #gincryo

[inksplit]

gincryo replied to your photo

What's this one from?

“gobolinks or shadow pictures”

I always put the names of sources in the tags if i know them !!  

#gincryo #not ink

[stimzd]

edda stimboard for @gincryo!

x · x · x · x · x · x · x · x · x

#my boards #grey #white #food /// #heights /// #hands /// #squeezing /// #clusters /// #gif /// #image #texture #kinetic sand #floam #mixing /// #knives /// #paint mixing #crystals #clouds #fur #edda #snowflakes

[peepaperfect]

callout for @gincryo hes fucken cute and i cant help but want to protect him bless that dear

[wontonsupremacy]

Dear Meggie

Mid-thought is when a whole world walks by,

While wallowing in that silence in our chest,

She walked by me like a book I’d never seen

Mid-sentence I could’ve been standing in

And lost all of time in a puddle of your aura

The late night lights blended like paint half dry

A strange form of peace stopped my senses

Silent as if entering a forest clearing,

My lungs held on pause, all I remember

Are the blonde locks curling inwards,

Her shy smile that woke me back

Awkwardly continuing what words I’d lost

When you walked out here saying,

Oh thank god you’re out here

And I lost it all again as we shared my lighter

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[crimsoncarcass]

Waiting

Holding back won’t do for tears

Forcing them out won’t lose

anything but the genuine or moment

That could have avoided had it not

been the case you were there once

In my life but never again perhaps

It’s time for me to simply close my eyes

And go to sleep, carrying everything

as if time could stop me from knowing

That the rain could have stopped

If I let my curtains up to see it

#gincryo #my poems #poetry #my poetry #poetry on tumblr

[fuckingshitdog-blog]

Since you guys liked my last one so much I decided to draw more in my style.

#personally i like my other one more #there was more blood lol #not expecting more than a few noted tbh #guro #candy guro #gincryo #my art #menhera #syringe #pastel #pastel art

[stimzd]

ookami-boy stimboard for @gincryo!

x · x · x · x · x · x · x · x · x

#my boards #ookami-boy #knives /// #cutting /// #scraping /// #food /// #gif /// #mixing /// #clusters /// #glitter #paint mixing #frosting #image #texture #kinetic sand #yellow #blue #red #pastel #flowers

[wontonsupremacy]

Repression: Introvert

Open your eyes

Open your mouth

Open your nose

Open everything and inhale your voice

Every sound you make back into your lungs

Hold it. Like a cigarette could.

The complaints that you’ve made

The mourning you hold inside

The justice you demand behind hold back

on your face that its handprints force you to smile

Customer service, to a friend you shouldn’t need

But truth is, we’re all customers in line

That want blossoms and cherries,

but not the whole tree

Pink as the trees that springtime brings us

My face fluster pink, not red yet

But it’s not bliss or glee behind the blood

It’s disappointment that my secrets will never reach, such a person like you

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[crimsoncarcass]

From that first Selfie you saw

Do you ever feel so cold

That tears crack out of the frozen

feelings in the back of the fridge

The fruit that only you know a joke to

It’s all supposed to be funny

So I joke to the public eye and flirt away

Like I don’t care and just don’t like mangoes

As if onions could actually make me cry

and carrots and brushing teeth is my thing

Tracing the memory of your worried voice

I’ve done everything and finally made it here

But the mango cries

Rotting in the back

because you don’t like it anymore

#kuro #gincryo #my poems #poetry #poets on tumblr