#good luck to us i suppose.

[lavendoodles]

✨Oui bonjour✨

Hi, hello. Please call me Lavender.

I'm a 20 year-old doodler with a fair amount of imagination but too much self-doubt to actually do or draw anything about it. I usually like to draw and play The Sims 4 on my potato laptop. When I feel like drawing myself/my persona, I give myself bunny ears, butterfly wings, and a giant frohawk.

As I'm writing these small introduction lines (12/28/2023), I believe that I'm doing awfully bad in terms of motivation and self-worth/esteem. I feel pessimistic towards my future and my art. I feel like burning every drawing I barely start and I only need myself to mock any idea I might have about my OCs or the universe I've been trying to build for years.

So, uh, what the heck am I even trying to accomplish here?

I think I've been building unnecessary pressure on my shoulders. So the goal here is to yeet that pressure out the window, because it's killing my joy to create, bit by bit. (I mean, I can't even relax when I play TS4 because I feel compelled to play the most perfect household with impeccable storytelling and arcs... and for what? talk about a useless perfectionnist.)

I'd like to be as transparent and as chill as possible with my art (and possibly myself), so I'll draw anything that comes to mind, without the pressure to make it look polished and ready on the first try. That's impossible and I need to take that false belief out of my head.

Expect WIPs, casual doodles, actually finished illustrations, and uuuuh maybe some random thoughts here and there, if I feel like it. I also have a giant list of things I'd like to draw or animate that's been sitting on my notes app for years now. I think I'll post it here so I can keep track of my progress on this blog, and so can you!

I think that's everything. Guess I'll see you soon!

Take care, and keep drawing.

(an example of a doodle I like, but I'm too scared to fail to replicate the same vibe in a polished drawing. But I'll make it someday, right?)

#digital art #illustration #motivation #actually getting my ass up to do things #i really dont know how this is going to go #so ill just call upon the spirit of optimism to keep going #and not delete this entire blog at the end of the day #if you're in the same position i'm giving u so much love and strength because i know you got this #good luck to us i suppose. #ramblings

[spacedlexi]

it honestly frustrates me when i see people reduce the ericsons cast down to "just some teens in the woods" acting like theyre no different than any other group of lone teenagers from other existing properties and treating them like an overused trope

it is sooo important to acknowledge the "troubled youth" aspect of the whole equation. theyre not just some random teens in the woods clem stumbles across. these kids were abandoned by their families for their various "difficulties" and fucked up by The System before the outbreak even began. and then once zombies started roaming the streets their familes never came back for them and the adults that were in charge of taking care of them just left them there to rot in that old boarding school (except for ms martin who was like their lee 🥺 the only person who ever saw them as the scared traumatized kids they were and died protecting them)

the whole aspect of them already being fucked up by the adults that controlled their lives is like.....kind of important when discussing the whole "delta is stealing kids to force them to fight in a war they have no real part in and want nothing to do with" aspect of the season. and its important when comparing them to clem and her journey of also suffering at the hands of the adults around her forcing her to become self reliant. AND its important when discussing the "just trying to build a safe home (and future) worth fighting for in this world that wants them dead" aspect of the season as well

these kids were forced to come together to survive. and a Lot of them didnt... theyre the only family they have left and you can tell that even when they argue with each other theyre still a close knit group who looks out for each other. theyre a Real family before clem even gets there (and its why what really happened with the twins and brody and marlon hits them all so especially hard)

all of this is what REALLY makes ericsons such a perfect home for clem. its a Real community of her True peers. theyre not Just teens. they mightve had a layer of safety clem never had by at least having walls to keep them safe. and having the benefit of the school being hard to find. its the only reason theyre still alive when clem shows up. but theyre also some of the only people who can Truly understand where clem and aj are coming from. and its why it hurts so much when they vote to kick them out. but its also partially why she merges back into the fold so easily when she returns. plus the fact that shes Really the only one who has any idea what shes doing. shes their rock and she makes them feel safe because underneath it all theyre still just those scared traumatized kids ("EVERYONE is scared, clem..." vi was Definitely including herself in that 'everyone'), and on some level, so is clem

they saved clementines life. and she saved theirs. "the school was supposed to help them with their trauma, now they help each other" its about the LOVE the COMMUNITY the SUPPORT!!!! and thats the shit that makes good zombie media honestly 👌

#it speaks #twdg #there i go again writing another essay but i will Always defend the ericson cast theyre one of the strongest out of all 4 seasons #complaints ive seen about s4 typically include mentions of the teens as a trope being overused and im like.......did you even pay attention #the fact they were branded “troubled youth” and basically thrown away by everyone who was supposed to take care of them is SO IMPORTANT #these kids are Fucked Up but theyre Trying to make a kinder world #nobody talk to me i fucking love the ericson cast 😭😭😭 theres not a single one of them i dont like im serious #them using poor pilgrim of sorrow in ep3....ericsons is heaven to clem 😭 all the comments she can make about feeling safe there 😭😭 #clem being everyones rock but violet being clems rock back 🥺😭💕 waaaaahhh thats why it was over for me when vi stood up for them in ep 2 #vi having the courage to stand up to her group for aj........... yeah she had me in a vice grip after that. she fought for them so hard #and if it wasnt for her advocating so hard for them to stay they ALL would have been taken or killed #vi cared about clem so much she undoomed them all #and aj loved clem so much he undoomed her :') #s4 is just the perfect ending to clems story truly itll make me happy for the rest of my life im so happy for u clem 🥺 #tfw the media you like gets a good ending and the main characters are respected and it feels like it was made from a place of love #instead of being like...actively hostile to its fanbase and destroying its own characters for the Laughs #and when i say “good” i dont necessarily mean “happy” i just mean “competently written" #i wouldnt call it perfect but it survived both a cancellation AND the financial collapse of a major game studio. its perfect to Me #for what it is (and what it originally almost was with the clems house plot) we truly lucked out so fucking hard #truly a return to form of season 1 but with less despair and more hope which i appreciate :') #all the things ive liked over the years that were destroyed for me by bad or weird writing decisions... clutches onto twdg like a lifeboat #god i love s4 so much nothing has ever been More Specifically Written For Me Personally

[hella1975]

me: yeah i didn't project too badly onto taob haha *sees a quote from taob randomly on a tiktok webweave about girlhood*

#HELLO?????? yeah zuko they girlhooded you. yeah no they transed your gender #idk if this makes sense but ur coping mechanisms are just sooo she/her #like do you have any idea how baffling this was like no tags no search no nothing it was just there by sheer luck #i saw it was a webweave about girlhood and i was like ohoughhee this will be good #got a few slides in. hello i recognise thAT FUCKING QUOTE WHAT IS HAPPENING #like it's such a niche quote and out of context like it was it could have been from ANYTHING #AND it wasn't credited which i'll get to in a second #but honestly i felt like a mother identifying her child through something incredibly niche like a single freckle or some shit #bc i was like 'this is such a nondescript quote and isnt a big enough moment for me to remember vividly and yet somehow i Just Know' #and low and behold i double checked with a cheeky ctrl+f on taob AND I WAS FUCKING RIGHT #WHAT THE FUCK #im a tad fuming there was no credit like the person used like 12 images and only 3 of them are Non-Tumblr Writing Quotes #and NONE got credited #like i get it's hard enough to get art credited but i feel with artists there's still a general conensus that you're SUPPOSED to tag them #but with writing people honestly just treat it like it's free real estate and the thing is it kinda IS especially if it's fanfic #but also..... why would you not just say who wrote that? like you clearly like it enough to put in ur little slideshow #so why not give credit where credit is due. annoying. bc now im like if this happened by pure fucking chance #then how many times has this happened when ive literally been totally unaware of it? #how many times have MY WORDS just been flung about tiktok without any acknowledgement that i wrote them? #idkkkk just how writing especially amongst tiktokers is treated as a lesser or watered down artform #that doesn't require the decency given to 'actual' art. i might just be being cynical bc i dont like tiktok tho lol #like girl (taob) what the hell are you doing at the devil's sacrament #taob

[killsaki]

pov !! you walk in his office while his wife is in <3

art by ekku_rea via fiverr!!!

#US US US US US US ​US US US US US US ​US US US US US US US!!!!!!! #‧₊˚♡ — tetta! #OHHHH MY STARS LOOK AT US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i love him so incredibly dearly i’ve been crying over this since i got the sketch. #we look SO! GOOD! TOGETHER! #I <3 HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #btw. i let them have free reign over the clothes ….. #and omg. omg??? omg #the COLLAR????????? #yeah<3 yeah!!! they are so talented. so talented #AND THEY GAVE HIM THE MESSY HAIR AJBSJSBD. yk what we were doing ^smirky emoji^ #no but they’re seriously so skilled. and kind. and amazing and omg. they just did so good #i feel like i’ve been having shit luck w/ artists bc this is who i was supposed to comm<3 #thank you emmie for getting that nagi comm and recommending them bc! O M G ! #i will never comm anyone else ever again besides them. (i lie. alittle)

[fiendishartist2]

its past midnight and here i am planning a sweater i have neither the materials nor funds to make

#once 10:30 hits i enter a fugue state and i just start making shit #i was like making little drawings and grid patterns and looking at knitting patterns for few hours and then 10 hit- #-and i was like ohh. okay so i have to make a mockup right now #so i put on one of these really long series recap videos and just went to town with the yarn and needles i had #im not going to use these colours (maybe the same cream shade but i dont have enough rn anyways) bc i want a darker green #but idk if i will use a different weight of yarn im not sure about that yet #i think it looks really good in just standard weight (worsted or w/e) but ik it would take a v long time and strain my wrists/arms a lot :( #so idk what i will do about that. maybe ill look at the same style of sweater but w/ thicker yarn to see examples #basically i want to make one of those christmas sweaters that have the patterns at the top + bottom trim but tma style #its supposed to look like open and closed eyes if that wasnt clear #and i might do lettering in the middle if it will fit? i wanted to do the whole ''ceaseless watcher'' phrase but it would def not fit sooo #just the name is fine. i will maybe put one on each side (front + back) or if theres room for like 3+ than i could do a repeating pattern #its going to take a lot of math + planning tho so O_o wish me luck #i dont even have yarn yet lol idk what im talking about #i gotta get to bed.... #tma #the magnus archives #ceaseless watcher #my art #kinda #knitting is art

[mghostship]

Alone.

#twisted wonderland #malleus draconia #disney #artists on tumblr #diasmonia #cuernitos #alone #this was a need to draw for his birthday #cake #had several rough drafts set before to decide what I was gonna draw for his birthday #green was a pain to use #suppose he’s my favourite of twisty mainly because I relate so much with him especially on birthdays #no pity party for you today malleus #I’m here #just rambling random shit.. maybe because it’s almost the afternoon and no sleep exists when you ought to finish birthday piece on time #a bit late regardless #good luck pulling the birthday boy #I love you malleus!! #<3 #also don’t mind the shit lighting and random lighting on the plushie #share a slice of your cake will ya cuernitos? #uglyghost

[britneyshakespeare]

Dresses that are nice but they're only made to fit you if you're 5'5 T____T

#tried on THE CUTEST dress in a medium but the waist was too high up and the skirt wasnt long enough #tried a large then and the waist was too big and the skirt STILL wasnt long enough!! #its the kind of style of dress that's supposed to cover like half your knees. and it didnt. blah #always the cutest dresses that are like long flowy and psychedelic that i like are like that #i did get a nice little green velvet victorian/swingin sixties jacket oh it was SUCH a success tho #i always have good luck with tops but dresses. ugh #i can only wear MINI dresses. bc a mini skirt is supposed to be short on you no matter what #medium-length dresses i have the worst luck with. im not even that tall im 5'7. #tales from diana #there's something weird about the black jeans from old navy #i bought two pairs of jeans at old navy in march of last year. the flare jeans are a size 4 and fit amazing #theyre like stretchy but not cheap and extremely comfy. theyre a typical denim blue #then i also got a straight-leg pair of black jeans. the black jean material is just not right anymore. it's extremely stiff #i know old navy mustve changed their sizes bc i have pants from them that are 5-10 years old (since i stopped growing) #and theyre all different sizes. like. i have old navy pants that are a snug 12 or a loose 4. but it was at least consistent at the time #i was trying on black flare jeans and i had to get an 8. i went in wearing THE SAME jeans i bought back in march #same CUT and everything. and even tho im tall the pants are still longer than what im used to #(im also used to my jeans being somewhat short on me) (so i dont mind it) (its more like they just cover the top of my foot) #the waist. bc i got two sizes up (old navy doesnt do odd number sizes for some reason). it like goes WAY up my waist #tho i dont mind that. im glad we're living in a high-waisted bootcut era. GRATEFUL #but still yeah. #the black jean fabric is just so stiff it's harder to squeeze yourself into even if it fits in the other color denim. u needa size up. #i went shopping w my friend (and kaily) (and our mom) (and then we went out to lunch after) bc i wanted to get her some pants #she's like 5'2 and all the pants were too long on her i felt bad. i bought her some sweaters and shoes #the sweaters were clearance only $6 i was like oh i have no problem getting those for u #still i felt bad bc they didnt have petite sizes in that store. like when she asked they were like 'no only if someone returns' #some other time we'll go to marshall's or tjmaxx >:F

[solvicrafts]

The Gromph plushies are done!🪄

Unfortunately I only had 3 amber eyed drow plushies left, so one of them has Red eyes. His hair is also curlier than the others since it was the last of the skein, so I'm gonna say that one is from WotSQ. Which... if you know, you know.

And as a bonus, her's MY Gomp "saving" Kimmuriel from my giant spider web light (and also demonstrating the strength of the magnets in their hands!)

"Let go of me, mal'ai!" - A Very Annoyed Kimmuriel

#felted dragon shop #legend of drizzt #gromph baenre #kimmuriel oblodra #fyi mal'ai is the drow word for idiot according to one of the translators #by the way 3 of these will be for sale sometime either tomorrow or Friday depending on when I can get them out to get some good shop pics #the red eyed one from the first pic and the two amber eyed ones in the second will all be available #also in case anyone is wondering that bindrune in the bottom left was from my Lokean days I don't use it religiously anymore #but it makes a good setting for my little paper cutout lanterns #I THINK that one is supposed to be a reference to wolves? or maybe it was good luck or something... it's been a few years lol

[inkyshark]

My hot take: Fantasy Flight Games sucks at making game systems. They just buy popular IPs and throw their shitty engine at it and gloss it up in that IPs aethestic.

#Anything that uses their stupid genesis propritary dice system is awful #Why am i failing and suffering at things my pc is suppose to be good at #This happened in l5r 5th ed and in star wars #I get risk and reward and like all games are luck but FFGs systems actively punish you for rolling period

[littlepuddingsworld]

Adventurine brain rot? 🤨

-panna cotta

NO because im COMPLETELY okay and SANE and i DONT simp over some PRETTY SLY GAMBLING BOY im mentally HEALTHY and i DON'T INTO RED FLAGS AT ALL im just colorblind to some shades of green and hes ABSOLUTELY green even greenpeace JEALOUS of HIM i just want to CHOMP HIS CHEEKS let me IN or im NOT taking responsibility for my future actions because im going to get UNDER his skin because he's my little mewo meow GUINEA PIG and im completely OKAY and STABLE just let me IN or im going to in MYSELF—

#ৎ୭ — voice from under the bed #ৎ୭ — little puddings #ৎ୭.panna cotta<333 #babyboy didn't come to me very quickly but it's still a 50/50 win so #with my top 3.1 in general and bottom 49 i suppose i can still bear it somehow :/// #but like kakavasha is SUCH an yandere material im SO clearly not OBSESSED!!! #aventurine that lets you relax in the gambling and believe in your luck so that you can then offer to sleep with you for the night??? #a poker game where the bet is either he pays for your dinner or you go for a little 'walk' with him<3 #people like him don't make 'friends' - you're are sure - but you're still letting this holiday romance last a little bit #after all he's even *cute* and somehow resembles a gallant gentleman or a footman (affectionately) who is trying to court you #everyone needs to relax and even if you are sure that he is trying to achieve something using you #you condescendingly allow #you are only a little confused when things start to get out of control and the connection with your comrades disappears for some reason #but he is always ready to help!!! how cute<333 #no wait #since when have your companions been missing for so long and you feel so sleepy? #you *really* should return to your place in real world #how nice that he is concerned about your condition and is ready to wake up with you to help #such a gentleman<3 #... not that it's his fault. It's not for nothing that they say not very good things about the sigonians #someone may say that this is skill issues on your part #but for him it is definitely a 50/50 win without guarantee #it's all or nothing<3 #🍮.yandere

[cowardlycowboys]

costco has the best cold pills because they are small why does everyone else make their pills so massive

#omg kiera no one cares #help me #think it's a cold or weather changing but I'm congested but d #how am i supposed to swallow this!!!! #me!! the person who struggles with swallowing pills!!! #wish me luck if i choke and die well it'll be good for all of us

[porcelainfreak-zacrucian]

Fucking hell I am going to have A WEEK

#my bff' bd is 29th and i wanna make them a cake myself which means i gotta find all the ingredients on our fucked up little mass market #and then not fuck up the recipe which alright i baked that thing before. ONCE. AND IT ALMOST WAS A DISASTER. #luckily my bff's sister is helping me with that and she's buying the easy to find products so that's nice and appreciated #and i won't have to grate like. seven large carrots all by myself. that would be unfortunate #<- girl who did EXACTLY that last year #i also need to get a boclx for the cake and i wanna decorate it so it isn't just. A Box #and then in the evening me and her sister will go to our mutual friend who's organising all this shit and all three of us are gonna #creepily show up at my bff's window at midnight before her birthday with this cake. we're taking a taxi THANK GOD i hated transporting #a cake through public transport to the other end of the city last time #and then we spend the night at my bff's apartment before going back to oir mutual friend's place spending all day there and potentially ALSO #staying the night and THEN! do you know what happens then? then i go take a PE exam at my uni :) #also before all that i gotta finish some things i have a deadline for at the end of the month. which im supposed to be doing now but #guess what #im typing this instead #because im a whiny bitch okay my social battery is going to be DEAD after this. and i mean completely fucking fried #good luck to me ig #it's all worth it cuz i love my bff #but god am i glad they don't have Tumblr because they aint supposed to know our asses are planning something >:) #cruci shitpost

[nasturtiumsforbreakfast]

Doing my T-gel (stupidly fucking early in the morning oh god why capitalism I hate waking up in the dark 😔😔😔) thinking about,,, doing my T-gel 😳😳😳

Well, y'know, how it'd be fucking hot to have someone else do it - their hands on me, oh there's a thought, bare hands a bit of the gel a bit of me sinking into them, ough 😳🥵

But also uhhh doing it myself and uh um - I use my wrists to spread it on like so I don't need to wash it off my hands like the instructions tell you to, don't need to waste any - but uh well - I can touch you, you see, but you're not allowed to touch me until it's all sunk in? Yeah? No? Is that -? I think so

I suppose "accidental" transfer would be hot too, yeah, but I don't want to get any on the sheets, lovely, so be good for me and stay still there while I'm sat up, hm? Hands to yourself for ten minutes pup you can do it

#I suppose this counts to - #forcemasc #tho I am as I say quite skeeved by the 'force' half of that word tbh #no forcing anything thank you we uh we only have good vibes in this house (no offence meant to folk as like the force bit I spose) #Ooh y'know what I haven't used in a while? A vibe. #Feels like too much sometimes tho tbh I haven't felt the need to use like. extra y'know. more'n hands/non-vibe toys in a bit tbh #anyway #wish me luck for my bloody awful early morning thankfully early shift end today #I might need it yesterday's shift was. Long. tbh

[im-still-watching-anime]

psst... how on earth do you come up with fic titles????

tbh i also want to know how to come up with fic titles😓

I honestly couldn’t decide whether or not this was actually asking my advice since I feel like my titles are kind of weak and they are also the absolute last thing i add when publishing my fics since i never want to come up with one but if it IS a genuine request the way i do it is usually by going one of three routes (using examples from my own fics):

1) Descriptive - if you can condense the plot down into a few words do it essentially. It’s like taking the summary and making it even smaller kind of.

Example: one of my naruto fics is called ‘Joke-Married’ because it’s literally just about them getting married as a joke, i like this method cause it’s easy, simple, and i know the title makes sense and isn’t too funky

2) Direct Quote - love this method why come up with a title when you already came up with so many words in the actual fic? Pretty much you just pick out a short and significant line (preferably one that doesn’t spoil an important moment or anything) that highlights a theme or important plot point.

Examples: My ace attorney fic ‘it looks cool’ makes sense since its title is a recurring and significant line in the story. Conversely, my bsd fic ‘When was the last time you slept?’ only has that line in it once but it’s already clueing the reader into the plot - a character is tired and gets some sleep🤷‍♀️ again it ensures the title is relevant and can also work as a hook, I also suck at descriptions and use directly quoted sections for those a lot too

3) The Vibes™️ - idk how to explain this it’s kind of just picking out a saying or phrase that matches the fic’s vibes, it runs a bit of a risk of the title becoming a bit irrelevant though so I don’t use it often, usually just when I wanna be a little artsy or dramatic

Example: my bsd fic ‘slowly but surely’ is probably the best example from my fics, it’s a common phrase and although it isn’t used in the fic it fits because that ones like a falling in love over time kinda deal idk how else to say it but that it matched The Vibes™️ to me

#asks #sorry for the long answer if you weren’t actually asking😅 #and i hope it can be a little help if you were actually asking!! #in my drafts my fics all are usually just like the ship or fandom and then a relevant word #so joke married in my drafts is still ‘SNS - Marriage’ #and slowly but surely is ‘SSKK - 5+1’ since it was originally going to be one even though it isn’t now lol #i leave the title to the absolute last minute and hope no one looks at it too close lol #i dont look too hard at titles myself so i don’t get THAT worried about it #but i do hope mine don’t stick out as too odd or unappealing😓 #titles are hard #wishing us all good title luck #oh and also: #top ten asks that remind me i was supposed to type up a fic idea tonight rip #thank you for the reminder lol

[justsomeweirdbandkid]

Ok I'm going to like. Infodump abt my crush in the tags bc like. Yeah <:)

#ok SO #he's another trumpet player n obviously we met through marching band #he's a music ed major. bless his soul #he's LITERALLY one of the funniest fuckers in the band #I put my bottle next to his for band? he makes sure to consistently keep it in that spot so I won't put it somewhere else #after practice I give him his bottle and he goes 'thank you Rex <:)' WITH GLEE IN HIS VOICE #for football games our team is Awful so he leans over and shows me tiktoks he finds #(<and one of my love languages is sharing things that make you smile) #I make a lot of excuses to hang out with him and he always willingly comes!!! #he shows. so much. interest. in ANY events I go to. I mentioned a dance recital I wanted to go to and he went 'I should check that out :)' #(<we're going on sunday btw. I v much so talked him into coming with me <3) #I posted on snap earlier before our 3 hour trip home 'wish us luck on the road' and he was the only one who asked if we made it safe 🥺 #and RELATED TO THAT. he's ushering an opera rn. he's not supposed to be on his phone but he got a text from me and texted me back ASAP #he's also??? so fucking relatable and I think that's why I fell #'you good?' 'yeah. just tired. when I get back to the dorm I'll probably make some Chef Boyardee and put on Rick and Morty' #like GIRL you are so right. that's the ideal night and ily #mutuals if you'd like to see him after I put a pie in his face for his frat fundraiser. lmk #and I'm saying all these AMAZING things about him. and what's even better!!! he seems?? like he might feel the same way 😳 #idk I've never really been properly flirted with but he always seems like he wants to hang out <:0 #but like!!! from a respectful distance!! guys who respect space while also keeping interest these days is hard to find ESP in college #if I ever have the guts to tell him I like him I will do so IMMEDIATELY because jfc I really do #maybe? somehow someway he might do it first 🙏 manifest it ✊ #anyways yeah :) infodump over I just really really wanted to spill about him #I wanna tell Batz about it all but he doesn't care much for that kind of stuff so I don't wanna bother him with it 😔 #But!!!!! I can tell tumblr dot com. and you can throw all the tomatoes at me you want but I never shut up here <3

[arthur-r]

song of the week or something like that

#dw i’m actively walking to the bus stop for class i’m not procrastinating just being a weirdo walking with my phone #guys i haven’t even written my new declension chart ONCE. i have never written it on a piece of paper #we get to pick one test per semester that doesn’t count so this will probably be my one #which sucks cause i had a 31/40 that i wanted to use that for. but i think this one is gonna be significantly worse #not my fault that i’m failing my other classes and neglected this one. except for it literally is my fault #anyway growing up was never part of the plan (/ly) what the heck do i do now!!!! #chase petra has been single-handedly pushing me through this week #also — i was supposed to go to the happy fits this week but i said no no no i have to go to school #here i am skipping school anyway!!!! out of town anyway!!!! i could have made a detour on the way #but whatever. they aren’t even the same band anymore. it’s like when casey shea was in tally hall but 2/3 of the band is replaced #so it would be a very strange experience. anyway i’m at the bus stop now and waiting #okay the bus is here. i have to learn my stupid demonstrative pronouns and i just. never got around to it #idk. wish me luck. maybe i’ll ace it or something. at least we’re also conjugating facere…. #hope everyone has a good morning and i’ll be back at 12pm central once i’ve safely boarded the bus home #me. my post. mine. #delete later (probably)