#having a hard time

[antichristual]

thinking about how GHOST was the one who poured out SOAP’S ashes. like the cremated remnants of his BODY. don’t even talk to me i can’t handle this

#soapghost #ghostsoap #ghoap #screaming crying throwing myself against a wall #i cant do this tonight #i cant take it anymore #listening to the nightshift #having a hard time #simon ghost riley #simon riley #john soap mactavish #mw3 #cod mw3 #i hate it so much

[utterqueerdisaster]

you aren't dead

you aren't dead (but you blocked me yesterday)

you aren't dead (but you won't meet my eyes)

you aren't dead (though you threatened to be)

you aren't dead (but you ignore me)

you aren't dead (but you don't want to talk)

you aren't dead (but you loved me)

you aren't dead

should i be glad?

#hey everyone #sorry for being depressing #having a hard time #right now #so uh yeah #please accept my shit poetry #and if “you” #are reading this #please talk to me #please

[dirtangeldean]

*chases my meds with soda and weed before doing yoga* mento helf.

#da.words #having a hard time

[wolfbeestudio]

I'm having a tough time right now. If you want a plush, keychain, or pin while my etsy is down, please consider going to my Ko-Fi.

Just tell me what you want plus your zip code and I'll tell you the total cost there.

#cats #kawaii #cute #wolfbeestudio #commissions #chibi art #chibi #plushies #etsy #etsyseller #etsyshop #shop small #small business #having a hard time #ko fi support #artist on kofi #buy me a kofi #kofi #ill figure it out #but its been adding up #so im super angsty #angsty enough to draw a comic about it

[jamespottersdaisy]

Hellooo, I love Dulcet so much! You're so talented! I just wanted to ask. Does Peter know how badly she was struggling without him?

I mean, he saw how run down she looked so surely, right? Or did she hide it pretty well?

HI BABY!!! Thank you for reading and loving my writing ily

the answer to this question would be spoilers

does peter know? how does he know? why didn't he do something if he knew?

do you want spoilers? or you wanna wait and read it when part 5 is out🤓

#(⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠✧⁠*⁠。 #like i said #A LOT OF ANGST #which i will write when my fever is down #it's back to 38 again #having a hard time

[mcgeez9040]

I HAVING A HARD TIME TO DO THIS

How the fuck i pass this lvl??

#cookir run kingdom #cookie run:kingdom #cookiekingdom #cookie run #having a hard time #2 minutes isnt enough #can't pass the goddamnit boss

[amberdagger]

u can do what u want to whenever u want to it doesn’t mean a thing 🙄🙄🙄

#elliott come back i miss u #sorry i’m being insane about elliott smith again im just #having a hard time

[knic28]

HOW IS ANYONE OK EVER???????!!!!!!!!!

#:( #having a hard time #post

[lungache]

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#really struggling mentally right now #like not quite unsafe but getting there #i'm holding on by three threads #and it's reading guardian #watching silly thai bls with bean #and my cat #and thinking about almost anything else feels completely impossible #I am pushing myself so hard to write this fic that i don't feel that great about #and it's an exchange fic so i can't even talk to anybody about it #and just #yeah #having a hard time #i'll be fine i always am though #ranting #personal

[zoner4t]

an aspect of the Zones that isn't addressed enough is fear.

sometimes you don't want to be brave. you know the whole point is fighting for what's right and expressing yourself and staying strong but it's hard. sometimes you just want to stay inside, stay home, not risk anything because you're surrounded by love and life and you're scared to lose it.

sometimes your words get caught in your throat and you feel like you're suffocating because you just wanna beg your lover not to go, please don't go, i don't want to hear you got dusted on the radio.

and i know that your shadow lives on without you here in the desert, but sometimes a shadow isn't enough.

while you can write letters to the dead and visit the mailbox all you want, you can't bring them back. so you just don't want to let them go. and there's nothing you can do about it.

#feeling upset today #killjoys #the true lives of the fabulous killjoys #fabulous killjoys #going thru it #sorry guys #having a hard time

[pragmaticjest]

working on the queen of vengeance, and im suffering :)

now i understand their pain when some say genshin cloths are hard to draw

#genshin impact #eula #eula lawrence #eula genshin impact #art wip #pragmaticjest #suffering #i am miserable #genshin clothes are so detailed #details DETAILS #vengeance will be mine #yass queen #slayyyyy #having a hard time #stay focused

[felesrubrum]

Y'all ever stay up too late thinking about how we're all as a society trapped on a train barreling ever faster toward a cliff with uncaring, greedy old white fuckheads at the helm, furiously shoveling coal into the beast, ever faster, ever more chaotic, and we're all expected to be ok with a 1bdr apartment costing $1800 per month, with a week's worth of groceries costing $100, that people can't afford to miss 1 day of work, that people globally are risking everything and striking, that the earth is dying, and we are heading faster and faster and faster to the cliff, toward complete economical collapse, and we're expected to be ok with it. We have to be ok with it. Do you want to pick flowers with me. I want to see the stars

#Having a hard time #Not wanting to fucking die lately #Is it bc I'm tired? #Probably #But if i spend more than 2 seconds thinking about. The State Of Affairs #I start spiraling #You want cookies? #Maybe i should make cookies tomorrow

[rexaleph]

Feeling very precarious and also like my personality is peeling away and disintegrating, but i think the latter is just from having dinner w my parents two sundays in a row at a time where i need support very badly. (Last time i spoke to my mother before that was 7 months ago. Talked to my father on the phone a couple times tho) really staring into the abyss of myself at 20-something

Anyway remember like 8 years ago there was a "philosophy ask meme" on here where one of the questions was "sokrates said love is a type of mental illness, do you agree?" And was that not the most fucked up thing anyone has ever said abt the phaedrus

Edit: whats really going on is i have a cold on top of everything

#im like... turning to that kinda philosophy again #my diseased mind cries out for metaphysics & mysticism i entertained religious conversion and spirtualism #one of the 2 moreso than the other #and felt very insane abt it #HAVING A HARD TIME

[caramelfuzz]

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#having a hard time #we just moved and I’m feeling very meltdowny #change is very hard for me #and I’ve been working so much that I haven’t had time to unpack and thus can’t find anything #which adds to the meltdowny feels #it’s stupid that I’m 23 and can’t control my emotions #my mom is frustrated with me because I’m out of sorts emotionally #she hates when I get like this but I can’t seem to stop it #i feel like a brat

[setyourphaserstoslutty]

We’ve been here the entire time

Queer people have always had a place here

We have fought to be here and we belong here

It’s gonna be okay

We’re gonna still be here

#having a hard time #I might be being a little dramatic but still

[flightlessosprey]

Anyone else stay up too late at night because they don’t wanna deal with morning even though you know you’ll have to face the next day anyway and you’re just making things worse for yourself or is that just me?

#having a hard time #i wrote this before going to sleep #going through something #mentally fucked #im sad and tired #thoughts while laying in bed #sorry but didn’t feel like doing a punctuation today #mental health #mental health problems #bad sleep #tw: mental health #old habits die hard #bad habits