#he disrespected joshie...

[hannieehaee]

can you write something about sub joshua.. it’s been on my mind ever since seeing him in the skirt during the follow encore 😭

18+ / mdi

content: sub!joshua, afab reader, smut, mentions of oral (m receiving), penetrative sex, etc.

wc: 1285

a/n: u and me both anon

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this wasn't a good image for you.

i mean, you were never one to be overtly horny or act up in public, but to be fair, you had not been warned about this beforehand.

no, you had to find out at the same time as every other carat as your boyfriend stepped out on stage in yet another outfit change, except this time his stylist had decided to have him don a skirt – a skirt!

and so you watched from the sidelines. you watched, with thirst in your eyes and a mouth fully agape as your boyfriend danced to his heart's contentment on stage, all while wearing a pretty and flowy skirt that had you salivating at the sight.

his pretty thighs were on display, with every single move of his hips teasing a new inch of skin for everyone to see.

everything was fine at first. you contained your thirst for the boy well enough, knowing that acting up in between sets would be slightly problematic. the real issue arose at the end of the concert, when joshua went to find you backstage, already changed into a pair of jeans and completely nonchalant, acting as if he hadnt just been provoking you on stage.

that's when you did something you'd later be embarrassed about.

grabbing onto his hand, you dragged him back to the dressing room. fortunately for you, the dressing room was now empty, only containing the apparel the staff would have to put on the boys the following day.

locking the door, you pushed him up against it, attacking him with a deep kiss.

joshua, being just a man, reciprocated the kiss with no question, too exhausted to try and take control and simply appreciating the pretty girl loving on him.

the kiss grew nastier by the second, with you licking and sucking at his tongue all while pulling at his hair. the kiss was followed by a trail of even more kisses, leading down his neck and to his ears.

"joshie?" you breathed against his ear.

"yeah?", he gasped out, hands digging into your hips as a silent way of pleading at you to not stop.

"put on the skirt for me?"

"w-what? the skirt?", the request woke him up a bit, not understanding the sudden nature of it.

"need to see you in the skirt, joshie. looked so fucking pretty ... so fucking good for me, joshie," you went back to licking into his mouth, hands restless as they undressed him.

"you liked it? i-"

"i loved it, baby. you looked so pretty. need to ride you with it on, fuck ...", you shuddered at the thought, "wanna see it up close, baby. be a good boy and put it on for me?", you gave him eyes you knew he couldn't resist, now withholding your kisses from him as he pathetically tried to chase your lips.

"ride me? here? fuck, okay. i'll put it on. c'mon."

it only took a few minutes for joshua to find it among the pile of clothes hanging on the rack, having frantically searched for it while you sat back on the couch and slowly undressed yourself, giving him a taste of what he'd get if he followed direction.

finally finding it, joshua took off his current clothes at the speed of light, even tripping during the process. the thought of your obvious thirst for him in a pretty skirt had him feeling lightheaded. and the idea of you riding him here, while anyone could walk in, made him reel.

"oh, joshie ... so fucking pretty, shit ... c'm'ere, pretty," you gestured for him to come to you, immediately switching positions with him and sitting him down as you straddled him.

your lips went to his own just as he sat down, hands feeling him up all over. shirtless and with only a frilly little skirt on, you felt him up in a way that could only de described as disrespectful.

but he loved it, moving his body as close to where your hands were touching to feel more and more of your touch. he moaned pathetically throughout, whining extra loudly when you began grinding your bare cunt against his cock through the thin fabric of the skirt.

pulling up the skirt a bit, you pulled out his dick from underneath, caressing the tip with your thumb to make him cry out a little more.

he still had his cute little face stickers on his face, with his brown hair contrasting the skirt perfectly and making him look like the prettiest little thing you'd ever seen. he was making you lose your mind. sadly, you were in public, so the most you could do to him was ride him, not having the chance to do all you wanted to him.

in an ideal world, you wouldve been able to get on your knees and worship him, kissing up every inch of pretty skin of his thighs as you made your way up to his weeping cock. then, you would've slowly licked up every vein and spent a good while licking and sucking at his tip, up until he cried for more. only when he was crying at you to please give him more would you have engulfed his entire member in your mouth, making him cum all over his pretty skirt.

you voiced all these desires into his ear as you finally lowered yourself down on him, making him groan louder at every single detail of your fantasy. with a cry, he promised to bring the skirt home with him if it meant you'd make good on your promise.

in the meantime, you bounced on him like a crazed woman, groaning any time your eyes opened enough to see the pretty prince under you. he was the prettiest you'd ever seen him, so delicate and needy, completely unlike the confident and cocky boy you saw on stage.

"so pretty, joshie ... you're the cutest thing i've ever seen," you moaned, softly tweaking at his nipples.

crying out at the stimulation, joshua cursed out, letting out nonsensical babbles as he threw his head back against the couch, back arching and hands tightening around your hips.

"baby, i'm gonna- gonna fucking cum, please!," he begged for nothing in particular.

he didn't need to beg, you were going to give him whatever he wanted no matter what.

"cum for me, okay, baby? wanna feel you cum in me. fuck ... fill me up, pretty ..." you cried, doing everything in your power to speed up your orgasm so that you could cum with your pretty boyfriend. your hand went down to your cunt, circling your clit in desperation as you tightened even more around joshua.

at some point he must've gotten desperate, humping his hips upwards as his orgasm blinded him from all senses. his noises got so loud you had to hold your hand up to his mouth, muffling him as he screamed behind it.

biting your lip, you attempted to quiet yourself down too, finding your own high at the way in which joshua cried under you. the tears gathering at the corners of his eyes had you losing your mind, making you simultaneously coo and moan at the sight.

when you finally rode out your high, even continuing to ride your boyfriend after his own orgasm had ended, you finally let yourself fall against him, heavy breath as you felt his warm skin.

"will you really steal the skirt for me?", were your first works against his chest.

"will you fuck me like this again?", he managed to let out through his lack of breath.

"is that even a question?"

"then hell yeah," he chuckled breathlessly, clammy hands still on your hips.

a/n: this was rushed and not proofread but i had to get this out of my mind my bad</3

#seventeen fanfic #seventeen x reader #svt fanfic #svt x reader #seventeen #seventeen imagine #svt #seventeen oneshot #seventeen smut #svt smut #joshua smut #joshua fanfic #joshua x reader #joshua imagines #joshua oneshot #joshua scenarios

[year2000electronics]

i want to send you my hlvrai hcs but unfortunately all i do all day every day is rotate a png of benrey around in my brain for 24 hours. that being said here are some pronouns. of course you have science and pronouns. thats nothing. anyways

benny he/they/it but like. if he doesn't like you they'll say you're misgendering them no matter what you use and then it'll bite you. and also if it does like you they'll also bite you but affectionately.

bubby any pronouns EXCEPT he/she/they/it. ONLY non-conventional and neopronouns. maybe even no pronouns, only name. dr coomer's wifesband. huswif. the two of them use random mashups and its always different :]

dr coomer took her wife's pronouns in the divorce. he/she/they/it

love Tommy collecting neopronouns like beyblades.

gman He/Him like god. godman. He'll yell at you if you don't capitalize it, which most of the science team understands, but gordon doesn't. "THIS IS A VERBAL CONVERSATION?????" "yeah and you didnt capitalize the h. mr freeeeeman."

joshua growing up around the science team and not really understanding gender or pronouns because of it. his teacher is like "your kid keeps calling other kids 'it' in the classroom and it's very disrespectful, please come to this meeting with me." and then they see joshie's dad, (who she knows) with a guy who's clearly an alien, a cyborg, a guy who could be normal but for xer anime-ass glasses sharp teeth and might actually be on fire, a very tall child with a propeller hat who is GLOWING???, and a guy who is so ominous they can't even look at Him. and theyre just like "ok nvm i see."

i love coomer and bubby having fun awesome pronouns yay but GMAN IS FUCKING KILLING ME. GORDON FREEMANS ENDLESS NIGHTMARE

#mothra answers

[katnissgirlsmakedo]

HOW DARE YOU STAND WHERE HE STOOD. YOU WILL NEVER. BE “YOU KNOW WHAT GREG? YOU’RE NOT A GOOD FRIEND (WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT I’M A GREAT FRIEND) IF YOU WERE A GREAT FRIEND YOU WOULD HAVE TOLD MR WINSKY THE TRUTH (OKAY ONE THING. YOU CAN’T GET MAD ABOUT ONE-) YOU ONLY CARE ABOUT YOURSELF. YOU HATED MY CARTOON. YOU MADE FUN IF MY CLOTHES. YOU DISRESPECTED JOSHIE. YOU BROKE MY HAND AND YOU DIDN’T EVEN SEEM SORRY. (THAT BROKEN HAND WAS THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO YOU!) DON’T CALL ME… DON’T COME BY MY HOUSE… WE’RE DONE.”

#ok so what if i have a little movie scene memorized. #beth.txt

[indiatimelines-blog]

Taarak Mehta Ka Ooltah Chashmah Actors Raj Anadkat And Munmun Dutta Dismiss Engagement Rumours:”Baseless”

Taarak Mehta Ka Ooltah Chashmah actors Munmun Dutta and Raj Anadkat swiftly refuted rumors of their alleged engagement in Vadodara shortly after the news spread online. On Wednesday, Raj took to his Instagram Stories to address the matter, stating, “Hello Everyone, Just to clear things up, the news you’ve been seeing on social media is false and baseless. Team Raj Anadkat.” Munmun, speaking to Times of India, dismissed the rumors as “ridiculous, fake, and ludicrous,” emphasizing that there is no truth to them whatsoever. She expressed her reluctance to engage with such false narratives repeatedly surfacing.

The clarification came shortly after a close source revealed to News18 that Munmun, known for her role as Babita, and Raj, who portrayed Dilip Joshi’s son Tappu in the beloved sitcom, exchanged engagement rings earlier this month, surrounded by their families. Describing the event, the source stated, “The engagement occurred just a few days ago. The two reportedly exchanged rings in Vadodara, Gujarat. Munmun and Raj’s families have embraced their relationship, and they were all present at the ceremony.”

The source further elaborated, indicating that Munmun and Raj had been in a relationship since Raj joined the cast of Taarak Mehta Ka Ooltah Chashmah, which was apparent to everyone on set. There was widespread awareness, and some individuals were even confident that Munmun and Raj would eventually tie the knot. Thus, the news of their engagement didn’t come as a surprise to many.

Earlier, when dating rumors circulated in 2021, both Munmun and Raj responded individually on Instagram. Raj expressed his frustration, urging those spreading false stories to consider the potential consequences on his life. He wrote, “To everyone who has been constantly writing about me, THINK of the repercussions that can happen in my life because of your ‘COOKED UP’ (false) stories about my life without my consent. All the creative people out there, please channelize your creativity elsewhere; it will be beneficial to you. May God bless them with good sense.”

These recent developments shed light on Munmun and Raj’s private lives, which have been subjected to public scrutiny. Despite attempts to maintain privacy, their relationship status has become a topic of interest, prompting them to address rumors and clarify their stance on social media.

Munmun confronted trolls who intruded on her personal life. In an Instagram post, she expressed her dismay, stating, “After 13 years of entertaining people, it only took 13 minutes for some of you to completely disrespect my dignity. Before criticizing others, consider the impact of your words, especially on those who may be battling depression or contemplating suicide. Reflect on whether your words could push someone to the brink. Today, I feel ashamed to identify as a daughter of India.”

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#news

[husbandhoshi]

[ (1/2) u know the drill~ ] ah omg hi 🥹 ur so nice wahhh,, u saying u love hearing my thoughts means sm 😣🫶🏼 listen,, the way u "bully" him is so loving tho like unlike other ppl that just straight up insult or disrespect josh.. u r just endearing abt him n i love a fellow joshie lover 🤗 HEHEHE glad u enjoyed my malewife! shua thoughts... 🤭 hes just a pretty housewife wanting 2 talk shit w/ fellow wives in the neighborhood. UH EXCUSE U,, hes our trophy wife… - 🐱

hiii babes!!! sorry this is late… i was catching up on lecture and hadn’t had a chance to look at my inbox ☹️ hopefully your second day of uni was ok? and manifesting a rlly fun third day for you!

and omg idk if u saw but yesterday kaili asked me for top 5 josh qualities…. no hesitation there. i have so many wonderful things to say abt him 🫶 plus we’re both from LA i feel like we’re kindred spirits

thank you for your kind words abt school!!! i hope u remember that too! and omg one class on the first day sounds sooo nice but i definitely had lots of days where i had One class and still was exhausted! do you like your class(es) so far?? also how’s the weather where you are?? it’s like 100 here which makes going outside Miserable 🪦

i hope you have a good weekend too! any plans?? i’m seeing a movie on friday 🫶

#do something nice for urself today !!!! even if it’s going on a walk hehe #also i got a 90 on the quiz so u absolutely manifested that for me #ask #anon #🐱 anon

[mayhemproduces]

This was going to be an interesting one folks! with The Fallen running rampant, it was now up to Julia Hart to prove that she was just as tough as the rest of the faction - but it wasn't going to be easy as her opponent was the one and only, the former AEW Women's Champion, Riho! As the bell rings, the two smaller women immediately meet lock up, each not wanting to give the other any ground, but a knee to Riho's stomach sends her stumbling into the corner where Julia starts with the heavy fists! the crowd is cheering for both women as it becomes messier, Julia being pushed back before getting hit with a standing moonsault that has her crumbling to the mat! as Riho gains the upperhand, the crowd is quickly behind her! everyone wants to see the former champ get the win, and as Riho starts with some heavy shots to the head, Julia Hart gets her legs under Riho before pushing her off her feet! Riho's up in the air, and it's that suprise which gives Julia the chance to push he off and get some space between them! as they both return to their feet, Riho runs the ropes and goes for a clothesline, but Julia bridges under before cartwheeling into a clothesline of her own! now that's the gymnastics background of Julia, but can she make the most of this advantage? Julia goes in for a pin- 1.. Kickout! That was clearly just to expend energy, and as Riho pushes her off, Julia goes for a face stomp that easily misses Riho! As the joshi scrambles to her feet, she evades an elbow from Julia before using the force of the ropes to take her down with a crossbody! 1... 2.. Kickout! Julia's clearly mad, but her anger clouds her vision as Riho spins her around and goes for a neckbreaker! Riho's about to go for the cover when a low barking sound echoes through the room, Riho's attention going to Brody King standing at the ring barricade, demanding the Joshi's attention! Was this always the plan, using the House of Black as an easy distraction?

With the momentary distraction, Julia rolls Riho over before getting some heavy shots to the head before twisting her over- oh! she's got Riho into the Heartless! her hands are locked in Julia's arms and legs, and as she pulls back at Riho's arm, it only takes a moment before Riho's forced to tap out. "Here is your winner, Julia Hart!" Brody's at the apron without hesitation, holding the ring ropes open for Julia as she drops Riho and walks off- the disrespect is clear, ladies and gentlemen! Riho can't be happy with that loss, especially since before Brody's appearance, Riho had this match in the bag... its clear that Julia's just made an enemy, but a win is a win in her book.

#match

[wrestlezon]

liveblog containment post for aew rampage 5/27/22

i was out and about for lunch when it was live and then took a big nap

matt sydal vs bryan danielson! cool wrestlers alert dang matt sydal's gear looks good. nice outfit. its got a good balance of negative space. great design. note to self: insert pic later

see look! its good

ok that bit with danielson on his knees? yoooo

also? im glad sydal's hair isnt wet. im going to have to send an important update about this to my friend who is a lapsed wrestlefan man i never understand how sydal can do a standing backflip and then end up facing the way he faces at the end of it. acrobat heck yes!!! flip onto your feet!!! oh shit!!! the jumping roundhouse kick thing into getting caught into flipping danielson down?? heck yes me watching matt sydal and bryan danielson standing on top of the ring corner: gay sex is so complicated reverse powerbomb :O cool match but also rip

ooooo danhausen and hook recap promo

what the, what are the hardy boyz doing here LMFAO OH MY GOD? GANGREL??? OH MY GOD THE MATT FACTS? THE OVERLAY???? INCREDIBLE good shade being thrown omg??? not gangrel!!! he doesn't deserve this violence!!!!!!! yay the hardy boyz are here cutler the bump boy ok i really hope gangrel was talking to the hardy boyz like "oh i thought they were you. i got confused"

theyre adding MORE matches to the ppv? now we got darby vs kyle o'reilly on there??? theres a billion matches already!! oh i remember something about there being a big sports game going on on sunday and tony khan not wanting to start the main event until that ends... i guess itd be easier to choose to run that match or not run the match depending on how the schedule is looking than tell everyone to dynamically adjust their match durations

max caster vs dante martin! omg caster u cant say that about darius!!! rude!!!! nooooo that isnt your job aaaa boo the gunn boys LMAO they totally missed that shot-- whoever is in charge of switchin' cameras mustve been mid-sneeze or somethin glad they had the instant replay set up tho what a sick move by dante dude im always surprised at how big max caster is. every time what is it about him that makes his size deceiving... does he just not hold himself like a big guy? is his head too big proportionally to the rest of his body? does he just have short and stout legs unlike most tall guys who are, like, 75% leg??? what IS it he lost and my friend yelled in anger. sorry your boy cant win matches on tv. welcome to my world

samoa joe vs adam cole promo I Do Not Want Adam Cole To Win This least controversial opinion ever, probably. but still

DAN LAMBERT ALERT 😑😣 oh look scorpio sky got his lakers belt oh looks like they didnt forget about the second tnt belt ... yeah sure have disrespectful sloppy sex on all the championship belts. hate this i think kazarian being exasperated with them is funny but it can't make up for the rest of this

ruby vs statlander promo! look-- i dont think statlander, who was a sudden emergency replacement for the tournament, is going to win this. even though she should. she really should get something, because she rules. this promo almost convinces me that she could have a chance of winning this match though also?? ALL your friends betraying-- statlander the best friends never betrayed you. wh-- why. first youre not an alien and now this. if i didnt see chuck wearing his aloha walter shirt on tv i would think they were trying to retcon the best friends from television existence. im not going to turn into a catastrophizing wrestlefan but what about my favorite stable HUH? WHAT ABOUT THEM

THAT SCORPIO SKY TAG IS ON THE PPV TOO?????? ARE THERE THIRTEEN MATCHES ON THIS NOW OR WHAT

struggling to appreciate this ruby vs kris match because im still worked up about gimmicks where are the goofball women. where are they. where are the joshis why they are not around. jade is a mean buff strong lady, must we have two mean buff strong ladies and zero goofballs? bring back the joshis whoa-- are they really gonna make statlander win this? no they-- no they wouldn't design the tournament to be won by an emergency replacement ok there it is jesus the boos. like yeah i agree but still damn they should not have put statlander here in a bit part to lose, shes too popular. but like, i guess they kinda got caught between a rock and a hard place, because its like "oh we have an open spot here that we need to fill immediately-- who is available? who is good? who is popular?" and statlander checks all those boxes. but maybe they have other plans for her? like, if they want her to go and get jade's title or thunder rosa's title later, they would want to diversify their title allocation across different wrestlers right? so... patience? i dunno. i feel like kris statlander has such a bad run of luck because like, man. that velvet/hirsch/statlander feud never gettin an ending or resolution...

#talkzon

[gustingirl]

gvf headcanon | s/o has noise/auditory sensitivity

request: can u do head canons of someone with noise/auditory sensitivity? I really love your head canons btw!

disclaimer: it's my first time writing about this topic and so i did a little investigation on how to cope with noise sensitivity. if anything is wrongly portrayed, please let me know! feedback is always welcomed!

josh.

with these kind of things in general like conditions a person suffers or maybe something like an ocd or a phobia, like something that has a certain effect on a person, i feel that josh would probably want to know about them beforehand. i can see him being the kind of person that’s always interested in others. either as a lover or a friend, josh seems to be that person that loves getting to know your interests, tastes and more. and when you mention this, i feel like he would ask several questions, half of it due to curiosity and the other half to be able to help and not mess up. and if he does, he probably would apologize for like a million of times, maybe even for several days, as he would be afraid to disrespect you, hurt you or bother you.

and his imagination would never cease. like one day you were busy tidying up the living room that was a whole mess due to your boyfriend arriving late from the studio and leaving early every morning. clothes were everywhere and some objects that did not belong to the room were decorating without shame. your beautiful task was soon interrupted by your boyfriend who was taking a deep nap for hours but was now completely, fully awake and eager to make more questions. you loved how much focus he was putting on your noise sensitivity, it made you happy to know he truly cared about your well-being. however, your boyfriend had quite of a big brain that you loved and appreciated, but sometimes would fly too high when it came to you. josh was always a bit too extra, but it was perfect for you.

“babe! babe!” he called as he made his way towards you.

his arms hugged you tightly, making you giggle, while he covered your neck with kisses. josh didn’t move as he kept on talking, softly though, and pulling a bit away from your ear.

“i dreamt with you” his statement made your eyebrows raise, curiosity hitting right in the spot “we were living in some house away from the world and you were struggling with noises so i suddenly grabbed you and put you on a wheelchair, don’t ask why because not even i know” he was speaking fast but softly, and you were laughing at his little hand gestures as he went on “and i carried you to a big ass room i had made for you and it gave me an idea. why don’t we grab the empty room we have here and create a room for you!?”

the idea was more than insane and you could only gasp as you turned around to face your boyfriend

“joshy! i don’t need a whole big new room for me” you released another giggle, watching his face change into six different expressions

“but last night i asked you what you would do if a whole room was being too noisy and you said you needed a quiet zone. why don’t we make it?” josh was carrying such an innocent look on his face that made you want to eat him entirely, with kisses and some love bites around

“a quiet zone, babe, not a whole room!” you were still in disbelief as you hugged his neck, letting his arms embrace your waist and keeping you close

“but…we can put those acoustic walls like studios have! they delete noise so it may help”

you now decided to kiss him deeply, as you had realized this could always shut him up. josh never once complained of your new strategy to keep his mouth shut, and so he only smiled into the kiss.

“rest that little head of yours and kiss me, ok?” those were your last words being spoken before your boyfriend decided to obey instantly and kiss you passionately

sam.

i can see sammy learning about this in the best way possible to support however he can. with sam, i do feel like he might make some mistakes, like he wouldn’t exactly comprehend how he can affect you but once he made many mistakes, he would actually sit down and do a little investigation on auditory sensitivity and how to help from the outside. i just feel sam would do anything possible to not make those mistakes again, and to also allow you to have a life without worrying much, like he wants to weigh some of the deal on his shoulders.

and he eventually showed you this one afternoon when you were walking down the street with sam. the idea was to relax a bit after a really busy day, and the pink and yellow sky above you was the best companion. the streets were almost empty as many people had already arrived home after work, and so you found it nice and chill. sam was holding your hand, playing with your fingers and softly biting them from time to time to make you laugh. the moment was divine, until you made it to a much busier street. the constant noise from car engines and dogs barking, along with the amount of people chatting around made you feel uncomfortable, and quickly you put on your ear defenders. sam didn’t say a word as he watched you do it, and still remained silent the rest of the road, not once stopping from playing with your hand. you were back into your comfort, but an hour later, sam called you by tapping your shoulder, making you remove one side of the ear defender.

“you shouldn’t wear them for too long” sam commented, making you raise an eyebrow in confusion.

you were used to having to explain to him the reasons behind your action, so you only sighed before replying.

“the headphones help me with my audi-”

“i know that, but you shouldn’t wear them for too long or else you would get much more sensitive to sounds”

you were in shock, not only at him interrupting you out of nowhere, but also at his sudden response. it was hearing what your parents and doctors would say but now coming from your boyfriend that had you speechless. his little smile made you realize he had been reading about this, and that he cared about you. some sort of feeling of true comfort and trust went through your body as you nodded in agreement, slowly removing the headphones to obey to your boyfriend’s recommendation.

danny.

danny hundred percent would be so supportive. he wouldn’t be like josh all curious with questions, more like the opposite. danny probably would learn a lot with seeing you, hearing your requests or advises and more. but he would in general be so supportive, more with words than actions. i can see him always encouraging you to be yourself, even to complain about him or criticize him if he does something wrong. i have the idea he would take a while to understand, that’s why i feel like he would end up learning with time, mostly by experience rather than questions and interrogations.

so danny over here is what we can call your mental voice whenever it came to your noise sensitivity. it was specially evident during dates; danny always want you to feel safe and comfortable around him, seeing him as more than just your boyfriend. his planning was always perfect; danny was just the best at finding places that were not so loud or noisy for your best comfort. you were always thankful of him, though you could not always avoid such situations. you tried your best to avoid telling danny everything, afraid he may overreact or do whatever for your comfort. however, not much could be done with the man that was utterly in love with you. he could notice any sort of discomfort on your face with only a glance, and it was impossible to escape from it. like that night at the restaurant, when all the possible noises were being done and you were struggling to hide your sensitivity. all danny needed was one look to realize you wanted to leave. he took your hands in his and stroked them softly with his thumb as he asked.

“if you want to, we can leave” was all he said, unsure of how you could react. you only shook your head

“i’m fine” you sighed, trying your best to get used to the sounds

“how are you feeling? what’s your mood?” his questions were always helpful, as answering them could always help you gain control of the sensitivity

“anxious, very, but happy. i’m happy with you but that happiness is leaving my body the more i feel the noises” you closed your eyes, though worked on concentrating on danny’s voice

“alright, listen. you gotta breathe, alright, babe? breathe slowly and deeply, in and out. follow me”

you opened your eyes and let danny guide you into another breathing technique he had discovered helped you to reduce sensory overload. it was thanks to his encouraging words and constant thumb caresses that you managed to let it go, enjoying once again the beautiful date your boyfriend had planned for you.

jake.

jake would be kind of the opposite to danny; supportive but with actions. i feel like he would let you teach him first for then to do it for you. like he would provide as much help as he can, with physical help or sometimes with emotional help. jake would probably show you it’s fine to react however you react, like he would show you through his emotional and physical support that you can trust him.

after some mistakes and some “lessons” from you, jake had an idea or two on how to help you cope with noise sensitivity. he wasn’t letting you know, anyways, that he was always alert, following around and checking on you whenever he would himself find an annoying or loud noise. you were unaware of whatever he was doing, even sometimes believing he wasn’t even sure of what you felt with an specific sound. but jake knew everything; he had been around you enough to be almost inside your head. one morning, you found yourself spending endless hours working on one paper you had to hand in before lunch time. the job was killing you and when those noises began appearing, they only began making everything worse. you worked hard on concentrating on that certain paper, and just like magic, you managed to do it. however, it wasn’t magic, you soon realized. it was a background music, a very soft melody that played too far but was enough to allow you to relax. now your curiosity was beating you and it made you follow that sound like the pied piper was calling you. it was a huge surprise when you finally found it, for it to be coming straight from jake’s speakers.

“what’s that?” you made your presence noticeable with that single question, though the sudden voice made jake jump in his place, as he was completely focused on his guitar

“the music?” you nodded “i found it online, said it was good for noise sensitivity” he made a pause, catching your blank reaction and lowkey panicking “is it helping or making it worse?”

his eyes were as wide as plates and you could only laugh, adoring the little act from your boyfriend. to lower his panic, you approached him and placed a small kiss on his cheek, feeling his body lose tension with the touch.

“it’s more than perfect, my love” his beautiful smile made a comeback and it was so contagious you could only smile wider, realizing how perfect jake was for you.

#greta van fleet #greta van fleet headcanon #jake gvf #greta van fleet x reader #josh kiszka #greta van fleet fan fiction #danny wagner #jake kiszka #jake kiszka x reader #sam kiszka x reader #josh kiszka x reader #danny wagner x reader #gvf #.gvftxt

[sugawarassoccerlover]

Need to Get away (Sugawara x reader)

a/n: things aren't ok rn so this is super self indulgent, not sure if this y/n is one everyone can project on sorry

cw: family issues, mental illness, emotional/verbal abuse, yelling, instrusive thoughts, impulsive thoughts, mentions of death/suicide/murder (no one dies!)

please do not read ahead if any of these things will trigger you, mental health first! (triggers below the cut)

"Then why don't you want to go?" your dad asked, demanding a response.

"I don't like it there," you mumbled, getting quieter.

"I need an answer more specific than that, if there's no exact reason there's no reason at all."

tears pricked in the corners of your mind. "it just triggers my anxiety, what don't you get about that?"

"your anxiety? you don't have anxiety." he stated.

"yes I do, dad."

he scoffed. "who told you this?"

"my counselor." you said, trying to be firm. "dad, I told you I'm not going, I'm not asking you if I can stop going, I'm telling you."

"watch your attitude. I'm your parent and you have to obey me."

you thought. just shut up before I snap my neck. you took a deep breath. when you blinked, you pictured yourself stabbing your dad in the chest. shut up.

"and you have to respect me." you said flatly, trying to keep your cool.

"I do." shut up no you don't, shut up. I am going to snap my neck I swear if you don't stop talking.

"I'm going to my room. clearly you're not respecting my boundaries, you are being childish and immature and I am not going to try to communicate with the incommunicable." you grabbed your phone and started to head to your room, wanting time alone to calm down before you did something bad.

"I'm not done talking to you." your dad snapped.

"well I am okay? have some respect please."

"no, you need to respect me."

kill him. kill yourself, stab yourself and it'll all be over. you shook your head trying to shake the thoughts.

"did you just shake your head at me?"

Frick.

"no dad, I-"

"you are being incredibly disrespectful right now."

your body began to shake.

"are you chosing to be a curse to this family?"

tears threatened in the corners of your eyes. "no."

"it doesn't seem like it. all you do is bring this family down, you could at least be responsible."

your breathing quickened.

"don't be so sensitive."

something in your head snapped and tears came streaming down your face. "I'm sorry, please just leave me alone."

"not until I'm done talking to you."

as he continued, tears fell down your face with no sign of stopping. when he was finally done you could hardly control your breathing, so you ran upstairs to your room. as soon as you saw the scissors on your desk, you lost control of your mind. unlocking your phone with shaky hands and you pressed on Sugawara's contact.

Kosju

you tried again.

Joshi

frick.

Koahi

you cursed at your fingers that wouldn't stop shaking. you could hardly keep it in but you didn't want your siblings to hear you sob. but your boyfriend responded soon enough.

Uh, you alright y/n? What's up?

You responded with, can I vall you?

call*

Of course.

As soon as your shaky breath met his ears, he immediately asked what's wrong.

"I swear, Ko, I'm either going to go to heaven or prison. Well, someone will go to heaven either way." you could hardly speak, your voice shaking. "I swear, every time I hear his voice I want so badly to just kill myself."

there was a brief pause before he asked, "honey, are you safe right now? I mean, are you going to hurt yourself?"

"I... I don't know."

"okay just hold on, hold on okay? I'm coming to your house and I need you to stay on the phone with me alright?"

"okay." you breathed, wiping the tears from your face, which really did nothing because more streamed down.

"do you wanna talk about it more?"

"I dunno."

"okay how about you tell me about what you did today." he wanted to just keep you talking.

"unfortunately, I woke up and then I did some homework and I..." you droned on, telling him about all the details of your day. when you got to right before the fight with your dad, Koshi cut you off.

"I'm at your house, y/n."

"I can't go downstairs." you sniffled. "he'll see me and try to talk to me."

"okay." Suga thought for a moment. "I'll come and get you, alright?"

"kay.." you mumbled.

the phone line was silent for a bit, and you heard the front door open, wincing at the sound of your dads voice. then there were footsteps and soon you could hear them coming up the stairs. there was a knock at your door. you hung up the phone, then stood up and opened it.

his eyes widened momentarily, then drooped in sympathy as he wrapped you up in a hug, cradling your head in one if his hands. you two remained there like that for nearly a moment before Suga broke away, giving you a tender forehead kiss before he grabbed your hand. he led you downstairs, shielding you from the glare of the man you were forced to call your father.

you stepped outside, and then began walking nowhere in particular. he got you both ice cream and rambled about the team and the crazy first years, attempting to get you out of your own mind if only for a moment. you began walking towards his house, and upon reaching his room, the sense of safety and comfort hit you. it was nothing you had ever experienced at home. you slapped your hand over your mouth, holding back your sobs. more tears fell down, and Suga patted the space next to him on his bed.

as small hiccups and whines escaped you, Suga pulled your head to his chest, one arm wrapped around your shoulder and another around your waist, holding you close to him. he rubbed your arm, whispering, "you don't need to hold it in anymore, I'm right here. it's okay. let it out baby"

and so you did. loud sobs escaped your mouth as you pressed your face into his shirt, wettening it with your tears. not that he minded. he continued to rub your arm, occasionally tracing soothing shapes into it. he pressed the occasional kiss into your hair, whispering "I love you"s and "you're okay"s as you cried.

after awhile, your sobs reduced to small whimpers and sniffles.

"I know its hard baby and I wish I could fix it for you. If I ever find a way, I will do everything I can to make sure you don't have to stay with him." Suga said, continuing to rub your arm. he went silent for a moment, thinking. "listen y/n, I.. I worry about you a lot okay. can you look at me?"

you shook your head.

he grabbed your chin, tilting your head up to face him. "eyes up," he murmured.

"can you promise me, that if you ever feel like hurting yourself, please call me?" he said, the eye contact almost too intense for you. "and, I know those thoughts are hard to resist sometimes so if you do hurt yourself in any way, please tell me. I promise you I won't be mad baby, I just need to know."

you sniffled for a moment, before whispering "okay."

he kissed your forehead. "thank you."

a/n: stay safe everyone, whatever's going on right now I believe in you. you can and will get through this. I love you and I'm proud of you 💖

also if you're considering suicide there are hotlines. please call them if you feel like that.

#kross' musings ✧ #tw: suicidal thoughts #tw: abuse #tw: manipulation #haikyuu #haikyuu comfort #hq comfort #hq #sugawara #sugawara comfort #sugawara x y/n #sugawara x reader #koshi sugawara

[itswoozibetch]

all grown up - cheolsoo . pt.2

contains hard dom!seungcheol, soft dom!joshua, sub!reader, fingering, dirty talk, mentions of virginity loss, fourteenth member!reader, maknae!reader, leader kink, maknae kink, corruption, mentions of porn, mentions of anorgasmia, mentions of medication, spanking,

taglist: @itbtoblikethatsometimes @strwberripeachmilk

warning! not proof read yet!

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you huffed out a frustrated sigh as you failed to orgasm once again. ever since the sleepover with seungcheol and joshua you hadn't been able to get off on anything. you tried watching your favorite porn, calling your beat sneaky link and hooking up but none of that seemed to work. you even went to the extent of going to a sex therapist to see what was wrong with you.

after three hours of over explaining yourself, she diagnosed you with a sexual dysfunction called anorgasmia and prescribed you with some pills to help place you back to normal.

sure, they helped, but every time you almost climaxed, the words seungcheol had said would fill your mind.

'oh little, y/n. these walls are so thin, you know? it's amazing what you hear'

it freaked you out that your leader, the man you trusted with your whole heart, had heard such vulgar things coming from your room.

you squeezed your eyes shut at the voice. that night haunted you constantly. but the worst part was knowing that joshua knew about your not-so-little crush on him.

'our little maknae here has been rubbing her pussy at night while thinking of you, joshy.'

you tossed the pink vibe away from your cunt, hearing a thud as it landed on the floor.

you just couldn't understand how you they both acted so casual about it. at dinner, they acted as if nothing had ever happened. joshua would hand you your food as if he didn't know that you cum to the thought of him. seungcheol wouldn't even act out of the ordinary towards you, he still scolded you and babied you. never even bringing up the fact that he knew. it was so strange.

so, you did as any sane person would; you confronted them.

it was late, about two or three in the morning. seungcheol was awake downstairs cleaning off the stove while joshua was eating some pancakes he had made himself, on the couch. it was so perfect to catch the two of them alone and at night. you couldn't believe how lucky you were, it was amazing really.

the second that you stepped into the living room, seungcheol turned around, as if he could sense your presence. he tossed the wet sponge into the sink, some water flinging onto his sweater.

"hey, kiddo." he leaned against the counter, taking in the way your body looked in your pajamas.

sure, it was just a simple tank top with match shorts but it drove him crazy inside. the way your legs were exposed to him, your thighs so supple and perfect to him. he couldn't believe how much you've grown into your looks.

joshua turned his head away from the television, curious about who his hyung was talking to. the moment his eyes landed on you, he felt his pants tighten slightly. your tank top's strap had fallen off your shoulder, exposing your chest more than you'd like. you were quick to notice it but the boys had already seen the incident enough for it to become a memory.

your face turned red, and your hands began to shake with nervousness.

"i-i'm sorry, i knew it was loose but i didn't th-think that it would've fell." you stuttered out as you raced to fix the mistake.

seungcheol only chuckled at you, shaking his head at your apology.

"it's okay, little one. these things happen."

joshua shifted uncomfortably on the couch, trying to get the attention away from his hand sliding under the blanket to his crotch.

he knew that it was so disrespectful to touch himself while his hyung was only a few feet away, but he just couldn't help himself around you anymore.

seungcheol watched as you fidgeted around with your feet, smirking at your innocence.

he was curious thought, what were you doing up at this hour? you usually were asleep by now, so what was keeping you awake?

"did you need something?"

you swallowed thickly. suddenly, you weren't sure anymore if you even wanted to say anything about last week. they seemed to forget about it anyway by the way they were acting, so why couldn't you?

both boys stared at you, awaiting an answer.

no, you had to say something, just to be clear of where you stand. it was absolutely going to be awkward but it was something that you knew you had to do.

"um- yeah. i actually d-do." you shyly answered, stumbling over way more words then you needed to.

you fiddled with the hem of your shirt as you tried your best to muster up the courage.

both boys cocked their eyebrows at you, wanting an answer quickly.

joshua sped up his speed on himself, almost letting out a moan. he watch you intently as you continued to fidget with anything you could grasp.

"okay, so what is it?" the oldest asked.

he already had a hunch about what you wanted to talk about. it was kind of obvious since you were so fidgety and avoided eye contact.

"i-i wanted to talk about what happened with us last week at the sleepover." you mumbled.

joshua's hand stopped the movements, his heart beating faster.

seungcheol held back a cocky smirk, enjoying watching you become so flustered.

"oh, that." the leader chuckled out, shaking his head at you.

he laughed under his breath at you whilst crossing his arms over his chest. he thought it was so funny how innocent you pretended to be, it was unbelievable.

you felt so embarrassed by his reaction, watching in humiliation as he continued to laugh at you. you felt joshua's eyes burning into you as you stood there.

his chin rested on the back of the couch, his body facing forward. his eyes followed the movements of your fingers as they played with the hem of your tank top slowly.

"i think we should talk about it too." he spoke up.

seungcheol's head snapped in josh's direction, giving the younger boy a warning look.

joshua removed his gaze from you to his leader, giving him the look of guilt.

"i'm sorry, hyung. this just isn't something that needs to be swept under the rug."

seungcheol scoffed at the both of you as he looked away. he couldn't believe that he wanted to actually bring everything up. the anger boiled in him, his fists clenching.

"you want to talk about it? huh? you wanna tell her your secret or should i? wouldn't that be fun?"

joshua furrowed his eyebrows, confusion taking over his delicate features.

"what secret?"

the elder just let out a short chuckle. of course he knew about joshua's sexual desire towards you. he knew everything about each member, especially their dirty thoughts, since he was up most the night.

"you know exactly what i'm talking about, joshy. you're not as quiet as you think. guess that's something that you both have in common."

suddenly, it hit him; seungcheol was talking about him maturbating to the thought of you.

joshua's eyes widened as his body tensed against the plush couch.

you stood there in the entrance of the room, confused by both boys.

"what are you guys talking about?" you asked.

"nothing." joshua answered quickly, turning his attention back to the tv.

"we're not talking about what happened. you're going to go back to your room and go to bed. understood?" seungcheol said, standing up straight. his smile was wiped off and replaced with a stern look.

you took two steps forward before crossing your arms over your chest, mimicking your leader.

"no. we're talking about it." you demanded.

he cocked an eyebrow at you, impressed by the sudden burst of stubborness.

"really? are we now? because it seems to me, that we're not. you need two people in order to have a conversation, sweetie."

"josh will talk to me about it. won't you josh?" you smirked.

the other boy shook his head sheepishly. he was not going to risk you finding out about his sexual thoughts including you. he felt so dirty about already, let alone you finding out.

"what? but you just-" you tried defending.

"i don't want to talk about it anymore, y/n. please, just drop it." he pleaded, his attention still on the cartoon playing.

you scoffed before rubbing your thighs together in frustration. this action didn't go unnoticed to seungcheol. he rolled his eyes at the start of your tantrum.

"oh, stop throwing a fit, you're fine. knock it off before i do something that you really won't like." he scolded.

you cocked your eyebrow at him, stomping your foot to the ground.

"like what?" you tested, your voice slightly whiny.

he sighed, stepping towards you a little before stopping at the counter.

"why don't you continue and see what happens, hm?"

you'd be lying if you said that his tone wasn't making a pool form in your underwear. the thought of being punished by him was getting you horny, and you loved it.

"make me."

his breath hitched before he continued his walk towards you. with each step he took, you felt more and more enticed.

meanwhile, joshua was as red as a tomato. his hand that once was rubbing himself through his pants, is now sitting next to him. he was too flustered to even move slightly.

once seungcheol reached you, he grasped your wrist tightly.

"i think it's time i reteach our little maknae some respect, huh, joshy?"

before you could even comprehend, he tugged you to the kitchen counter.

"for years, you have listened to everything that i've asked of you and now that you've lost your virginity, you think that you can just refuse to listen to what your leader has to say?" he ranted.

"well, little girl, you're so very wrong. and tonight, i'm going to put into that pretty head of yours that can't disrespect me without some punishment."

with that, he bent your over the cold marble of the counter, his hand pushing your body against the surface.

"you better count or else i'll start all over again."

you nodded, finally understanding what was going on. the thought of being spanked by your leader had you wet beyond words. someone so big and strong like him making your ass red made your pussy throb.

he pulled down your shorts roughly, watching as the febric revealed your bare skin.

"no underwear? what a naughty maknae you are. josh, come watch. i know you want to."

hesitantly, the younger boy got off the couch. he was excited to finally see your body in real life, no bikini in the way, nothing. he finally got to see the real you underneath all of the clothes.

seungcheol waited for joshua to arrive, prepping your ass cheek for abuse by rubbing circles on it.

once both boys were on either sides of you, he laied the first smack. the sound echoed in the kitchen softly.

"one."

they both smirked.

"good girl."

the second spank was a little bit harder, startling you.

"t-two." you stuttered out.

you winced at the third one, your cheek becoming sore.

"three." you choked out.

the next four were the same intensity as the last, each one being followed by a number.

"doing so well." joshua cooed, running his fingers in your hair.

"she doesn't deserve praise." the older one corrected.

"sorry, hyung. thought i was helping."

before you could say anything, the last spank took you by surprise.

"ten!" you exclaimed, kicking your foot back out of reflex.

seungcheol smirked at the red hand marks, running his hand over them.

you hiccuped as you winced at the sensitivity of the fresh hand prints, your bottom feeling sore.

they both gave you a moment to collect yourself, watching as your sniffled. after a few minuets, seungcheol cleared his throat.

"now, you're going to get yourself together and go to bed. we won't talk about any of this ever again. i don't care what the fuck you and him," he pointed to joshua "do but as far i'm concerned, you and i will not be discussing this." with that, he pulled you up by your arm gently.

you nodding, standing up and pulling your shorts up. as you went to walk off, you felt a tug on your shoulder.

turning around, your met eyes with seungcheol. he leaned down to your ear, his lips grazing it as he spoke.

"remember this punishment the next time you think that you can disrespect me. and the next you find yourself horny, remember, i'm only in the room next door." he whispered lowly before letting go of you and walking off to his bedroom.

your cheeks felt hot as you watched both boys walk off. so, you stood there in the cold kitchen, trying to register what just happened.

you had so many questions; was this a one time thing or more? what came over seungcheol? what was joshua's secret?

you found yourself both horny and confused as you replayed the night in your mind, trying to find answers.

it this is what being all grown up felt like, maybe it wasn't so bad after all.

#seungcheol smut #seungcheol #seventeen smut #seveteen hard thoughts #seventeen imagine #seventeen 14th member #seventeen x reader #joshua hong smut #hong jisoo #joshua #joshua hong #hong jisoo smu #itswoozibetch #all grown up #this took me way too long #not proof read

[mydarlinginej]

read my full review of beauty and the besharam by lillie vale here.

Heated competition leads to even hotter romance in this YA summer rom-com for fans of Sandhya Menon, Emma Lord, and Wibbroka.

Seventeen-year-old, high-achieving Kavya Joshi has always been told she’s a little too ambitious, a little too mouthy, and overall just a little too much. In one word: besharam.

So, when her nemesis, Ian Jun, witnesses Kavya’s very public breakup with her loser boyfriend on the last day of junior year, she decides to lay low and spend the summer doing what she loves best–working part time playing princess roles for childrens’ birthday parties. But her plan is shot when she’s cast as Ariel instead of her beloved Belle, and learns that Ian will be her Prince Eric for the summer. [Cue the combative banter.]

Exhausted by Kavya and Ian’s years-long feud, their friends hatch a plan to end their rivalry by convincing them to participate in a series of challenges throughout the summer. Kavya is only too eager to finally be declared the winner. But as the competition heats up, so too does the romantic tension, until it escalates from a simmer to a full-on burn.

my review:

I’ve really enjoyed Lillie Vale’s previous works, and I was particularly excited for her rivals-to-lovers story! Especially because it’s a forced proximity book, which always adds some fun. Beauty and the Besharam was a heartfelt story of being besharam, or “too much,” and finding love where you least expect it.

Kavya Joshi has spent her entire life being told she’s besharam, or “too much” — by her aunties, by her sister, even by the people at school. She’s accepted who she is and knows that being besharam is okay, but it doesn’t ever stop stinging a little. When her rival Ian is hired to work opposite her at her job as a princess for children’s birthday parties, their rivalry hits a peak. Their friends finally get fed up and contrive a series of three competitions to see who the true winner between the two of them is. However, as Kavya and Ian spend more and more time together, she finally begins to realize that not everything has to be a competition — especially with someone whom she’s developing a crush on.

I really liked the characters! Kavya knows that being besharam isn’t necessarily a bad thing; she knows what she wants and what she wants to do. Her competitive spirit is a natural part of her that she knows she doesn’t have to tamper down, although she does eventually have to realize that sometimes going too far can be a thing. As much as she dislikes Ian, it’s obvious that he is very caring and attentive. They’ve engaged in their rivalry for so long, but he’s never disrespected her like other people often do.

read my full review here.

#beauty and the besharam #lillie vale #reviews #mine #link #q

[cherryobx]

heyy babes, could you write something about JJ with the prompts 7, 12 and 24?? thank you already, i love your writing <3

(7. “I hate how much I love you”/12. “Despite what you think, I am completely capable of taking care of myself”/24. “You’re so fucking hot when you’re mad”)

A/N: thank you lovely, i appreciate it! <3

warnings: cursing, a bit of violence, angst ig idk

“Are you sure you don’t want me to come inside?” 

You and JJ were standing in front of his house. He needed to pick up some stuff for the following week. 

“Yes, I don’t want to risk anything bad happening to you,” he said, staring at the front door, wishing that the whole house would burn down. That’s how much he hated that stupid place.

“Despite what you think, I am completely capable of taking care of myself. So I will come.”

He sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose, knowing that you were going with him, whether he liked it or not. “Fine.”

“I hate how much I love you,” he then said, taking your hand in his and holding it tightly.

“Aww, love you too, J.”

“Okay, shut up now. Please be quiet when we get inside.”

JJ tried to open the door as quietly as possible. But the door made a creaky sound, which made you get the unwanted attention.

“Well, isn’t it my son? What brings you here this time? You’re trying to steal from me again huh?”

“No,” JJ sternly said, no emotion heard in his voice. He pushed you gently behind him, out of his fathers view.

“And what do we have here?” Even though JJ tried to hide you, he had still noticed you standing behind him. 

“Dad, stop.”

“Don’t tell me what to do, you stupid worthless piece of shit.”

That’s when you got mad. He had no right to say that to JJ. So you stepped out of JJ’s shadow and stood in front of his father, arms crossed on your chest.

“What makes you think you can say that to him?”

“He’s my son. I’ll call him however I want to.”

“No, you stupid fuck. You have no right to disrespect him like that.”

“Ooh, you’ve got a feisty one, son,” he laughed, looking over you at JJ.

That’s when you got to your breaking point. You punched him straight into the face, making him stumble back and hold his now bleeding nose in pain.

“You fucking slut!”

JJ reacted quickly, grabbing your arm and running outside. “I told you, you shouldn’t have come.” You both hopped onto his bike and he started it up, driving away before his father would make it outside.

“But I have to admit something,” he yelled over the wind.

“You’re so fucking hot when you’re mad.”

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[gordonradiotv]

GORDON: Hey, Joshie! Are you ready to meet Tommy’s friend, buddy?

GORDON: Course you are! He’s uh..

GORDON: ..Tommy who are we meeting exactly?

TOMMY: I can’t- can’t say!!! I want to surprise you guys!!! :D

GORDON: ...Well Joshie I hope you’re ready for a surprise, then.

BUBBY: Do we even know this guy? You’re not setting us up with some shady motherfucker, are you?

TOMMY: Oh no he’s not shady!!!

BENREY: hes gonna turn out to be shady lmao

TOMMY: He’s not!!! He’s super nice!

COOMER: I trust your judgement, Tommy! If you say he’s not shady then there is a 99.999999% chance that he is not!

TOMMY: Uh...Thank you, I think!

???: Oh, hey! There uh- There you guys are!

TOMMY: DARNOLD!!!

DARNOLD: Tommy, hey!

GORDON: Oh, huh. Didn’t know he was still talking to Darnold.

GORDON: Must be really good friends, huh? Cause y’know. The whole soda thing.

COOMER: ...Dr.Freeman, turn around.

GORDON: Huh?

GORDON: Oh-

BUBBY: You’re a dumbass.

COOMER: Making assumptions are we, Gordon?

BENREY: lmao dude did you just no homo tommy and darnold

GORDON: HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW!?

BENREY: theyre gay, karen

COOMER: Young love is beautiful!

DARNOLD: So, it’s...certainly something seeing you guys again.

DARNOLD: Tommy caught me up with everything. You guys just attract trouble, huh?

COOMER: It’s because Gordon is the protagonist!

GORDON: Okay don’t- Pin this on me, maybe?

GORDON: Darnold do you like...know? About well...Y'know?

DARNOLD: ...Dr.Freeman, I’m dating the guy who made this place.

GORDON: ...Right, yeah-

DARNOLD: But, uh- Should probably not talk about that. Given Bubby’s whole situation.

DARNOLD: Don’t worry, though! Like I said Tommy’s caught me up on everything so…

DARNOLD: I’m more than prepared to help!

DARNOLD: Aaand that includes with this little guy right here.

DARNOLD: You must be Joshua!

JOSHUA, signing: Yeah! Hello!

DARNOLD: Howdy! My name’s Darnold, probably heard that already, but.

DARNOLD: If you’ve got fewer screws loose than your dad here, we should get along just fine!

JOSHUA: *Giggles*

GORDON: Aw, c’mon dude don’t diss me in front of my own kid.

DARNOLD: You’ve disrespected my potions before, I’d say we’re even.

DARNOLD: But uhh...We’ve got stuff to get done! Come on inside- I’ve got refreshments!

DARNOLD: None of them are evil flavored, don’t worry.

[ Darnold is now available for questions! ]

#aaand we're live! [gordon] #let me show you how smart i am! [bubby] #train and fight! [coomer] #soda doc [tommy] #you are an anomaly [benrey] #potions master [darnold] #back into black mesa [chapter seven] #long post

[wrestlingwithhistory]

Seisan Matchi - Yoshiko vs Act Yasakawa

In 2015, Joshi Wrestling was experiencing something of a renaissance thanks to a wealth of both experienced and up and coming wrestlers under various promotions across Japan. Stardom is consistently recognised as one of the premier Joshi Puroresu companies in Japan and has had established the careers of wrestlers such as Io Shirai, Kairi Hojo (Kairi Sane in WWE) and Mayu Iwatani to name but a few. Since its inception in 2010. They were always known for high quality matches that would outshine the US companies at the time who were still establishing their women’s wrestling as they moved away from the era of the Diva.

Throughout the 80’s and 90’s, Joshi Puroresu was always well respected, not just in Japan but across the world as talents would travel into the US and perform for WWF and WCW, most notably Bull Nakano who won the then WWF women’s title in 1994. And in reverse, there was a wealth of US talent that would travel to Japan to ply their trade with their Japanese peers, learning the style that was much more than the glamour of the American counterparts. Women such as Madusa (Alundra Blayze), Monster Ripper and Amazing Kong (later Awesome Kong) would establish themselves within the Joshi system despite being Gaijin (foreigners).

World Wonder Ring Stardom – known more commonly as Stardom – was founded in 2010 by former All Japan Women producer Rossy Ogawa, retired wrestler Fuka Kakimoto (known as Fuka) and professional wrestler Nanae Takahashi (known as Nanae). Although Stardom prides itself in hard hitting matches and work rate, it has previous come under fire for its unfair approach to pushing its female stars, placing a huge emphasis on the attractiveness of its stars to promote the company. This would be considered common within the Joshi system as the majority of the people that are attending the shows are male. Usually around 70% of the fanbase at shows are male, but in counter to that New Japan shows, which have Male only talent, the fan base is around 60% female.

This emphasis on attractiveness and professional jealousy is what is believed to be the main reason for what happened on February 22nd, 2015 at Tokyo’s Korakuen Hall at a Stardom event which was contested for the World of Stardom Championship.

Yoshiko Hirano was born July 26th, 1993. At the time of the incident, she was 21 years old. She was trained by Stardom founders Nanae and Fuka, as well as her tag team partner Natsuki Taiyo and Yuu Yamagata. She was a part of Stardom’s first trainees alongside Mayu Iwatani and Yoko Bito. She was given a heel persona which followed the style of the Yankii culture, which is considered to be brash, non-conforming and disrespectful.

Yusa Yasakawa was born November 13th, 1986. She made her Pro Wrestling debut in 2012 for Stardom, for whom she wrestled exclusively during her career. She was trained by Stardom founder Fuka. She has won the World of Stardom championship twice and was forced to vacate the title on both occasions due to injuries and illness. In 2014, after several defences of her belt, she relinquishes due to complications with her thyroid which was linked to Graves Disease. She went away for cataract surgery and returned to wrestle again 12 months later.

Yoshiko was considered to be protégé of Nanae, a true monster wrestler who was moulded in the old-fashioned Joshi style that was more in place with that of the cotemporaries of All Japan women. At the time of the match, she was the World of Stardom champion. Act Yasakawa was more of a style for the newer generation of Joshi puroresu. She was smaller in stature that Yoshiko and also, from the view of those higher up in the company, considered to be more attractive and marketable than her counterpart. Both women were part of the same stable in Stardom at one point named Kawasaki Katsushika Saikyou Densetsu Plus One.

As the match begins, both women stare across the ring from each other before they eventually begin trading blows with elbows and punches connecting wildly. Yoshiko, as the bigger of the two, managed to drag Yasakawa to the ground after throwing lots of punches at her face in the corner. The referee intervenes at this point and forces a break by Yoshiko as he can see that Yasakawa is bleeding heavily from her nose and mouth. Yasakawa crawls to the corner where she is checked on by the referee and Kyoko Kimura who was at ringside. The referee goes across to Yoshiko and you can sim him making a closed fist gesture, warning her that she must not punch with a closed fist which is traditional in wrestling to protect your opponent. As Yasakawa gets treatment from her corner, the camera zooms in to Yoshiko’s welted hands. The match was barely 1 minute in from the start bell and her hands showed signs of the closed fist punches that she’s was warned of by the referee.

The match restarts and Yasakawa is still getting to her feet when Yoshiko makes her way to the centre of the ring. Yoshiko makes a grab for Yasakawa’s hair which forces her into the ropes. She manages to fight back hitting her with some punches of her own, but Yoshiko is much larger and stronger than the smaller Yasakawa and hits her with a few more punches to the head and body before taking her to the ground again. Yoshiko then continues the use palm strikes to the side of Yasakawa’s head and face before standing up and moving away for a brief moment. The clearly frustrated Act stands up, still blood running from her nose and staggered from the assault.

Act approaches Yoshiko, looking as if she tries to engage with her to cooperate but Yoshiko stands stoic, hands on hips to signify her disrespect towards her opponent. Act throws a kick towards Yoshiko’s left side, but she grabs her leg and swings another palm strike towards Yasakawa’s face which narrowly misses, and they grapple into the centre of the ring, where Yoshiko again has gained the top control. Act’s head is in between Yoshiko’s legs and unable to attack, so Yoshiko powers Act over onto her back and struggles to manoeuvre into a position to attack again before Yasakawa gets her foot onto the ropes to force a break. As the referee asks for the break, Yoshiko places herself into a push-up pose, using Yasakawa’s face and abdomen as her balance points. She is pushing down on Act’s face the majority of this and eventually gets up, which then allows her to hit a heavy kick onto Yasakawa’s back as she attempts to stand up.

In a momentary change of pace, Yoshiko whips Yasakawa off the ropes and hits a heavy shoulder block/push which sends Yasakawa flying backwards to the floor. This happens a second time but while Yasakawa is grounded, Yoshiko stomps to the back of Act’s head 3 times, 2 which connected, one which was avoided by Act in a last-ditch effort.

Yoshiko then picks up Yasakawa, driving her face into the turnbuckle pad. Act turns around but is met quickly by Yoshiko who grabs her hair and throws her into the opposite corner, following up the more strikes to the head and then applying a guillotine choke. Yoshiko tries to drag the flailing Act into the centre of the ring but Yasakawa grabs the rope and then wraps her foot around the bottom rope, forcing the referee to start a 5 count for a break.

As Yoshiko walks back to the centre of the ring, the referee seems to motion towards Act to see if she is able to continue. Yasakawa nods and tried to regain some composure before returning to the centre of the ring herself. She circles Yoshiko before swinging out at her, which Yoshiko anticipates and throws a few strikes before again getting Act onto the ground by her hair. While on the ground, Yoshiko mounts her back and begins closed fist punching to Act’s face and head again. Act spins onto her front and with Yoshiko sitting atop of her, the referee calls for another break. While getting up, Yoshiko stands her full body weight onto Yasakawa’s stomach. As she moves away, Yasakawa rolls out of the ring where she is immediately met by Kris Wolf and other ringside wrestlers.

Yasakawa’s face is heavily swollen and visible, evident from the closed fist punches and palm strikes by Yoshiko. The referee begins a count but is called to check on Act and see that she is unfit to continue the match. The Referee re-enters the ring but at this point has not drawn a conclusion to the match. Yasakawa tried to climb back into the ring to maintain her dignity but is stopped by the other ringside players and as Yasakawa screams towards Yoshiko, a towel is thrown in to signify that the fight is over. The referee refers to the bell keeper and the bell rings around the arena.

With Yasakawa still screaming at ringside angrily, Kyoko Kimura lauched herself at Yoshiko before being dragged away from her by other present players. Yasakawa was taken away to hospital where they diagnosed fractured cheek nasal and orbital bones which required surgery, with doctors being very concerned with the damage to her eyes due to her surgery the previous year.

3 days later, a press conference was held where the World of Stardom championship was vacated, and Yoshiko was suspended indefinitely. The founders took a 30% pay cut for several months and Nanae ended up leaving the company as tensions between the foundrs over the incident continued.

Although Yoshiko apologised for the incident, many questioned her motives as 3 months later she decided to retire. During the customary 10 bell salute of a retiring player, she turned her back and walked out of the ceremony.

Though the reason for the fight is still contested and speculated, the fact this this match was given the name Seisan Matchi (Ghastly Match) shows how difficult it is to watch.

Act Yasakawa retired from In-ring competition on December 23rd, 2015 as a result of her injuries but continues to work with Stardom, most recently as a manager for the Oedo Tai stable.

Yoshiko had a 5-year exodus from Stardom, working with Nanae’s company Seadlinnng since its inception in 2016. She also tried her hand at MMA with Korean company Road FC. In March 3rd, 2021 both she and Nanae returned to Stardom competing at their 10th year anniversary show, All Star Dream Cinderella. Nanae fought against Momo Watanabe coming out with a victory and Yoshiko took on Mayu Iwatani in a losing effort.

I have put a link below so you can watch the match at your discretion.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qstbjwENFy0

#joshi #stardom #joshi puroresu #wrestling

[angstyjellybean]

9-1-1 Season Finale Part 2

Hello Abby

Concerned dad Buck and joking Dad Cap

I want one of those hoodies Bucks wearing

Ma is mad but now she gets a new fireplace

I love their friendship so much

Is that Bruce Willis’ daughter?

Hold onto your butts people

Oh no they’re gonna be on collision course

Oh that man is dead no two ways about it

Sweetie this meeting is about you not them

Maddie meet your brothers ex

Eddie meet your boos ex boo

The excitement and any emotion just drained from his face

Baby boy 😩

Look at our babies go

Oh my baby boys oh dear lord

We found one of the other two

Low key feel like she has a slightly better chance but we also don’t know how severe his collapsed lung is and how bad her side is

What a beautiful sunset

I love Brooke Shields

Little puppy

You can hear the hurt in Bucks voice when he asked about the fiancé

God damn I’m crying Buck you are not risking yourself because of the woman who left you and how dare you disrespect your father like that

This damn idiot that I love also did the old guy just disappear mike where’d he go

I love Eddies proud little grin once Sam could breathe better

I also thought Hen and Chim were gonna have to do a tube on the kid

Alright now get my boys outta harms way

He’s like oh shit this is the other man

Did we get closure or just more pain cause I’m thinking pain atm

Joshie!!! This smug son of a bitch smirking while going to prison and Maddie is so proud of her bestie

Thank the lord it shrunk!!!

Ooo we gone see cute doctor again

Buckaroo my y’all child and the loml

Now we may get closure

Yes! Confront her sweetheart call her out

See I loved Abby’s character before she left but I’m still resentful that she couldn’t communicate this to Buck

Ooo love Mays dress

I love Eddie dancing with Chris

I love the photo shoots especially the ones with May and her fam and Buckaroo like always

God I love this giant family

Oh my god SHES PREGNENT FUCK YES

I’m crying again

#911 spoilers #911 fox

[groggycascade]

Josh’s Balls Incite Him to Foolishness - Pt. IV

I started this story almost exactly a year ago. Given that my first story, Strip Snap, took two years to finish, I’d say this represents an improved work ethic, though my fatality for over-elaboration remains unchanged. Just in case any of you haven’t read my Busterella series of stories, you should know that they crossover with this, the conclusion to Josh’s Balls. Given my time again, I’d think up a better title. 

“It's good to see you again,” chirped Dr. Miller.

  Josh started. He felt certain he would remember having seen Dr. Miller before. Even in her laboratory coat, buttoned to the clavicle, she was just breathtaking. It had been weeks since Josh had masturbated last: in that time, he'd found himself lusting after women far less attractive than this one. Now, alone in Dr. Miller's consultation room, he felt his mouth going dry with desire.

  His cock, however, didn't so much as twitch.

  “Uhm,” Josh said stupidly. Dr. Miller smiled.

  “I examined you last week, after your unfortunate accident,” she told him. “I'm not surprised you don't remember. You were only semi-conscious.”

  She inspected him across her desk, elbows propped in a triangle. Josh couldn't maintain her eye contact for more than a few seconds. This was going to be more difficult than he had realized.

  “I can see you were referred back here by your local doctor,” Dr. Miller said, consulting some notes. “Why don't you tell me what the problem is.”

  Josh swallowed.

  “It's my...” he said, trailing off.

  “I'm a medical professional,” Dr. Miller told him coaxingly. “There's nothing you can tell me I won't have heard before.”

  Josh nodded.

  “It's my penis,” he said. “I can't get it to... up,” he finished in a fluster.

  Dr. Miller smiled sympathetically.

  “That's obviously a big concern for a young man like yourself. Am I to understand that this difficulty post-dates your recent testicular injury?”

  “That's right,” Josh lied. He saw no reason to tell her he hadn't been able to get his dick hard for weeks, thanks to his sister Hayley's repeated attacks on his balls. “I was wondering if you, maybe, might have, you know, missed something... last time I was here. My...” he gulped again. “My testicles are mostly fine now, but my penis just won't...”

  He trailed away again.

  “Specialists rarely come as young as me, Mr. James,” Dr. Miller said, standing up and walking round her desk. “This is because few in my profession are as capable as I am. If there were anything wrong with your testicles, other than a slight double-asymmetry, I would have noticed.”

  “Double asymmetry?” Josh said. “How is that..?”

  “It's quite possible. Each of your testicles is smaller than the other. Stand up,” Dr. Miller instructed.

  Taken aback, Josh stood up. Dr. Miller looked at him for a few seconds. Josh smiled awkwardly.

  “Trousers down?” she said, with a hint of impatience.

  “Oh!”

  While Dr. Miller prodded his testicles and penis (still utterly lifeless) Josh considered how little embarrassed he was at having his privates examined by a woman. After all, his sister, mother, and lifelong crush had all seen his junk over the past few weeks. And, he reassured himself, Dr. Miller was a professional. She had surely seen plenty of guys who were smaller than him.

  At the end of the examination, Dr. Miller told him there was nothing physically the matter with his balls.

  “We could repeat the sonograph,” she told him. “But for now I'd like to rule out the possibility of a proximate psychological cause.”

  She explained that, after a severe injury to the testicles, many men found themselves incapable of maintaining an erection, even after recovery.

  “Such injuries represent an often-traumatic blow to the victim's sense of manhood,” Dr. Miller said. “This can create a latent sense of inferiority, manifesting in an inability to 'perform,'” air quotes, “as a man.”

  She wrote out a prescription for him.

  “Get this filled downstairs,” she said.

  “Thanks,” said Josh, stumbling to his feet. He was still enchanted by her beauty. “See you again.”

  “For your sake I hope not, Mr. James,” replied Dr. Miller with a smile.

Josh had hoped to be able to keep his visit to the hospital a secret. Unfortunately, he had reckoned without Hayley's newfound disrespect for her older brother.

  “It's just hard for me to take you seriously since I saw you get your underdeveloped dick and balls kicked in by the girl you're in love with,” she had told him a few days ago. Consequently, whereas only a few weeks before she had been his occasionally-annoying little sister, she now treated Josh with no consideration at all. She ignored her share of household chores, leaving them for Josh meekly to take care of. At any sign of protest from him, Hayley would jab her knee sharply in the direction of his groin. “Careful, Josh,” she'd warn him playfully. “If you keep busting my balls like this, I just might bust yours as well!”

  Despite his sister's threats, Josh's balls had not suffered her powerful kicks and knees since Maya Gillespie put him in the hospital with near-ruptured testicles. Even Hayley seemed to realize how close Josh had been to losing his manhood permanently, and was prepared to recognize his reluctance to take part in any further ballbusting videos. Josh was under no illusions, though: he knew that as soon as Hayley thought he was recovered, she would insist on a return to their popular series of videos, and for that reason he had for some time been exaggerating the time his rehabilitation would take. There were still over two weeks left of summer: that, Josh knew, would feel like a long time if he had to spend it hoping he'd still be able to (finally) get laid this year.

  Therefore, Josh allowed Hayley to think that her next kick to his balls might just crush them for good, while accepting that as long as Hayley believed this, she would continue to treat him like a pathetic excuse for a man.

  This treatment only worsened when she discovered his prescription from Dr. Miller.

  “Viagra?” she said, waving the box of pills tauntingly in front of his face. Josh's jaw dropped. “Oh my God, Joshy, can you not even get a hard on anymore?” She laughed at his expression.

  “Those were in my sock drawer!” Josh raged at her. “Why were you rooting through my stuff?”

  Hayley shrugged. “Bored,” she said, dismissively. Her face brightened. “Not anymore though!” With her hands cupped between her legs, she mocked him in a childish voice: “My little sister kicked me too hard in my little ballsies and now my little willy doesn't work.”

  “Give me those pills!” said Josh, lunging for the box in Hayley's hand.

  At that moment the door opened and their mother, Kelsey, walked into the lounge.

  Ever since (Kelsey believed) Hayley had mistaken Josh for an intruder and punted him so hard in the balls he almost needed to have them removed, Kelsey had been spending much of her annual leave in and around the house. Josh suspected that his mother hadn't been convinced entirely by Hayley's explanation of his injury: her habit of appearing at the slightest hint of a fracas between her two children only strengthened this suspicion.

  “Something going on?” Kelsey asked.

  “Nothing,” Hayley said. Josh saw her slip his box of pills surreptitiously up her sleeve. “Just trying to persuade Josh to walk me to my friend Maya's house this evening.”

  “Josh,” exclaimed their mother. “Of course you're not going to let your sister walk across town alone at night, are you?”

  “No,” Josh said through gritted teeth. “Of course not.

  We aren't really going to Maya's house, are we?” he asked his sister fearfully, once Kelsey had gone.

  Hayley laughed. “I doubt your nuts would survive a second encounter,” she told him. “You can wait for me in the park. I just need to visit Maya to borrow some equipment off her.”

  “Equipment?” Josh whispered, terrified.

  “You'll see,” Hayley said with a smile.

Josh did see. Around ten o'clock that night, he waited alone in the park. Although it was a warm night, the whole area was deserted. Even so, Josh was scanning the layout nervously. It had been in this very park that the vigilante known as Busterella had inflicted massive trauma on the testicles of a teenage boy not two weeks ago.

  He jumped at the sound of footsteps behind him, but it was only his sister, toting two medium-sized klieg lights. Immediately Josh saw what she had in mind.

  “No,” he said. “Hayley, you've gone too far. We're not shooting a video out here.”

  Hayley arranged the lights on either side of her camera tripod.

  “We can't do it here,” Josh hissed at her. “Someone will see.”

  “We can't do it at home either,” Hayley replied, still fiddling with the camera settings. “Not with mum always around, and we need to get back in the game. Do you realize how backed up with requests we are?”

  “I'm not ready,” Josh said, trying not to whine.

  “You'd better get ready in the next few minutes,” Hayley snapped. “Maya only lent me this stuff after I promised her a copy.”

  Josh was sure his sister would see his face turn red in the dark. “You told Maya about... this?” he whispered harshly.

  Hayley groaned. “Get over it, for God's sake,” she said. “She's already seen you naked and kicked your balls into orbit, I don't think you have to worry about her opinion of you getting any lower.”

  The stage was finally set. The kliegs created a pool of light of about ten square metres. Hayley explained the plot of this latest video.

  “Classic rape-reversal fantasy,” she said. “I'm walking home, all alone and vulnerable, when you jump out at me. Nude, obviously. You grab me, I crush your balls – one less rapist in the world. Nude, I said,” she snapped at him. Josh reluctantly began removing his shirt. When had it become so normal for his sister to order him around and humiliate him like this?

  He stepped out of his boxers. Hayley cocked an eyebrow at her brother's exposed dick and balls.

“Either it's cold out here or you look even smaller with your balls all swollen,” she quipped.

  “Can you please go easy on them?” Josh said feebly. “I'm really getting worried about the... consequences.”

  “You mean like needing blue bombers just to jerk off?” Hayley cruelly replied. “If you were going to get castrated it would have happened already. Now come on, let's do this thing. And try to make it look realistic, I don't want you collapsing every time I tap your balls.”

  Josh felt a prick of rage in his stomach. This was it. He finally had taken all he could take. His sister had injured him, degraded him, and ruined whatever chance he ever had with the girl of his dreams. All for some stupid moneyspinning videos. She didn't care whether or not his balls ever worked properly again, that had been made perfectly clear over the last few days and weeks. His teeth ground in his skull as he picked his clothes up off the ground. Hayley's back was to him as she made some last minute adjustments to the lighting. The beams illuminated her bare legs and shoulders. Josh realized she had dressed for the occasion, an innocent girl walking home after a party, valiantly overpowering and castrating a local creeper. Suddenly Josh had a better idea than walking off in a huff. He laid his clothes down on the ground again.

  “Alright, let's go,” he said enthusiastically.

  Hayley turned to look at him skeptically. “Who's got brass balls all of a sudden?” she said.

  “I just want to give our fans what they want,” Josh replied.

  Holly strolled through the park, enjoying the summer night air on her skin. She was dressed, and not for the first time this week, as Busterella. In fact, this was the third night running she had stalked the darkness in her vigilante get-up. She understood that only in comic books do superheroes loiter around in their spandex, waiting for purse snatchers and bank robbers. But she felt so powerful as her alter-ego. Maybe it was the number of men whose testicles had suffered torment and even annihilation at her hands, or perhaps it was the way the girls in her self-defense class continued to talk of Busterella as some kind of avenging guardian, but when she donned her cheap costume, Holly felt invincible.

  Invincible and sexy. Again, it could have been the memory of so many balls squashing, crunching, bursting against her feet and her knees, but as Busterella Holly was turned-on pretty much constantly. As soon as she got home, in fact, she planned to mentally replay a few of her favourite castrations while her fingers did their stuff.

  Home is where she was headed when she decided to take the scenic route through the park. She laughed softly to herself as she remembered her last visit here.

  At that moment she heard a shout in the darkness. Rounding the end of a tree line, she saw two figures struggling about a hundred yards in the distance. Their forms were lit, for some reason, by a pair of stage lights. As Holly crept closer, she saw that they were a man and a woman, or a boy and a girl. She saw also that the boy was naked. Some bizarre university art film, maybe, Holly thought.

  But no. Something about the way the protagonists were grappling made Holly think the girl wasn't participating voluntarily. She crept closer still.

The story had called for Josh to run up behind Hayley and grab her by the waist, with one hand covering her mouth. She would reach behind and squeeze his balls until he released her, at which point she would turn around, put her hands on his shoulders, and drop him with a ruinous knee to the testicles. After that they would improvise for a few minutes, before the denouement: a vicious stomp to the groin, with squelching sound effects to be edited in later.

  Josh had decided to make a few revisions. As Hayley aimed her knee towards his groin, he skipped backwards, evading the strike. Taking advantage of her confusion, he rushed forwards, crouching low to screen his balls, and tackled his sister at the waist. Hayley may have figuratively emasculated him over the last few weeks, but he was still taller and stronger than she was. Lifting her in a bear hug, he threw her to the ground where she landed in an awkward semi-crouch. Before she could get up, Josh grabbed the hem of her tank top and yanked it over her head.

  “What are you doing, you creep?” Hayley screamed. Josh couldn't tell if she was still playing for the camera or not. Locking his arms around her shoulders, he hauled his sister up in a half-nelson.

  “Just giving our fans what they want,” he said in her ear. Ensuring they were facing the camera, he freed one of her arms. Reaching over Hayley's shoulder, he took hold of the front of her bra and wrenched over her head, exposing her enviable breasts to the night air.

  “That's enough, Josh,” Hayley hissed through her teeth. “Fucking let go of me.” Josh was gratified to hear the mortification in her voice.

  “Maybe now you know how it feels,” he answered in an equal whisper. He released his grip on his sister and pushed her away. Hayley turned to face him. Immediately she had one arm around her chest, covering herself up. Josh was surprised to see absolute hatred in his sister's eyes. He made himself regain composure. This was nothing compared to what she had done to him. Finally he had Hayley at a disadvantage – he had no dignity left to lose. His cock and balls were on the internet for all to see. To really teach Hayley a lesson, Josh had decided to show her how that felt.

  He charged at his sister again. She directed a snap kick between his legs, but Josh was ready. He grabbed her foot out of the air and shoved forwards. Caught off balance, Hayley fell to the ground. With one arm still covering her modesty, there was nothing she could do to stop Josh from pulling her skirt down around her thighs. To his delight, Josh saw his sister wasn't wearing underwear. Despite her flailing legs, he finally succeeded in pulling her skirt off entirely. Hayley was now naked except for the thick boots she had bought with the revenue from their videos.  

Holly decided she had seen enough. Slowly, she moved towards the pool of light, before accelerating into a jog.

Josh held his sister's skirt above her head tauntingly. “Think how much money we'll make off of this one, sis,” he said, repeating back to her the words she had used so often. “Your tits and cunt for the whole world to see! Not so much fun, is it?” Actually, Hayley was using her hands to cover the aforementioned parts of her anatomy. But Josh was intoxicated with his humiliation of his sister. Revenge, finally, was his! Evading her kicks at his groin, he skipped around his sister's prostrate body and began to pick her up from the ground.

  For a fraction of a second, Josh didn't know what had happened. He was holding Hayley at the shoulders, but she seemed, somehow, to have... kicked him in the balls? Something was very wrong here.

  That was when the pain hit him. Hit him like a speeding train. He looked down and saw a disembodied foot buried between his legs. He also saw that his own feet were about two inches off the ground. The world seemed to have frozen – there was nothing except the all-consuming pain radiating from his testicles.

  Wow, thought Holly. She had never kicked a boy so hard in his balls before that he was lifted off the ground. Rather than admire her good work, she withdrew her leg and kicked Josh in the testicles again.

  If her first kick had been devastating, her second was lethal. Josh's balls stood no chance. He felt his right ball turn to pulp under the force of the kick. The pain he had been feeling was ten times multiplied. He opened his mouth to scream, and no sound emerged. He was on the ground, his hands buried between his legs. He didn't even remember falling. His fingers frantically sought out his testicles. Even through the unremitting, incomprehensible pain, he hoped against hope that he was still somehow a full man.

  His left hand closed around a complete testicle. His right found nothing, just a clumpy mush which sent white shards of pain into his abdomen the moment he touched it. Overcome with pain and horror, Josh slipped into unconsciousness.

He came awake into blinding light. He blinked a few times, and the light resolved into beams from the klieg lights. They had been repositioned around him. The pain emanating from what used to be his right ball was indescribable. His mouth tasted like he might have thrown up. His legs felt too heavy to move. Lifting his head, he saw the reason for this: Holly was perched on his shins, pointing her phone directly at his misshapen ballsack, providing a kind of running commentary.

  “... obviously I always wondered what a crushed ball would look like,” she was saying. “Pretty funny, it turns out is the answer. As you can see, my brother's right testicle is totally pulped. There's just... nothing left, like, at all.” She prodded at his ruined ball with one finger, causing Josh to shriek with pain.

  “You're awake!” said Hayley eagerly, training the camera on her brother's face. “Oh, but bad news,” she continued in a mock-sympathetic voice.

  “For God's sake,” Josh said weakly. “I need to go to hospital, Hayley.”

  “Don't worry, Joshy,” said Hayley. She wasn't lowering the camera. “We'll get you to hospital. There's just one thing left to... take care of,” she finished, with a mischievous smirk.

  That was when Josh realized his hands were tied behind his back. Out of the corner of his eye he detected someone else just inside the light's expanse.

  “Who's that?”

  A second face loomed into view.

  “The name's Busterella,” said Holly. Josh whimpered.

  “I don’t usually apologize for things like this, but, well… I’m sorry I crushed one of your balls,” Holly was saying.

  “Don’t worry, I won’t tell anybody,” Josh started jabbering. “Just, please, call me an ambulance, maybe the doctors can still save…”

  A slow smirk spread across Holly’s face.

  “Aw,” she said. “Honey. There’s nothing there to save. Your sister and I both agree that calling an ambulance at this stage would be pointless. And by the way,” she went on. “I wasn’t apologizing to you. I was apologizing to Hayley. If I’d have known what I was interrupting, I’d have let her turn both your little balls to mush herself.”

  Hayley giggled and stood off Josh’s legs. It was only at this point that he noticed his sister hadn’t put her clothes back on. Hayley handed her phone to Holly, who repositioned herself on her knees behind Josh, and propped his head up against her breasts.

  “Fortunately,” said Holly, “you still have the one.” Josh’s eyes went wide with horror. Hayley burst into laughter.

  “That’s right, Josh! Obviously our arrangement doesn’t suit you anymore, so I’m going to take your last ball! I just want you to know that if it weren’t for that little stunt you tried to pull, I wouldn’t be doing this. So in a way, it’s your fault you’re about to have no more testicles. Just something to think about.” Hayley blew her brother a kiss and started walking away from him.

  In a panic Josh tried to free himself, but his legs were still numb, and with his arms tied he was totally at the mercy of the two women. Hayley turned around. Over Josh’s shoulder, Holly was training the camera on his sister. Josh started to plead, but Holly clamped her free hand over his mouth.

  “Remember how I was our team’s penalty-taker in school, Josh?” Hayley called. Josh mumbled desperately into Holly’s palm.

  Hayley set herself for her run-up, then sprinted forward. Her breasts bounced up and down as she began to draw her right leg back. Her leg seemed to rise and rise up behind her: Josh could see every muscle flex in his sister’s powerful thighs.

  With all the strength in her body Hayley kicked forward. The toe of her boot connected directly with Josh’s one intact testicle.

  There was a muffled popping sound, and both siblings realized what had happened.

  Josh’s eyes rolled back in his head as Hayley started pointing and laughing at him.

  “I felt it go pop!” she said. “Wow! Your little sister just castrated you, Joshy! No more fun between the legs for you!”

  “Way to go!” Holly said. The two women high-fived. Hayley bent down and prodded her brother’s pulpy ballsack. She couldn’t repress her giggles.

  As for Josh, he was slowly losing consciousness. The pain when his last testicle exploded had been too great for him to even scream. The fact that he was a eunuch now couldn’t even begin to penetrate the storm of pain. As blackness started to squeeze out his field of vision, he heard Holly say, “Now we’ll get you an ambulance.”

“It’s good to see you again,” chirped Dr. Miller.

  Josh took his seat with a wince. Although there was a faint residual pain between his legs, the reason for his reaction was Dr. Miller’s infuriatingly upbeat demeanour. This was his fifth meeting with her, the second since he woke up in hospital to receive the news from her that both of his testicles had been surgically removed.

  He did his best to banish the memory of that particular day. Although his memory was hazy from the anaesthesia, he had the strong feeling he hadn’t acquitted himself well. There had been tears, he was sure about that. What made it worse was that his mother and sister had both been in the room. While Kelsey had of course been distraught, there was one memory that was as clear as anything: his sister Hayley winking at him while Dr. Miller consoled their mother.

  Since then, Dr. Miller had commenced all their meetings with the same thoughtlessly breezy greeting, as though discussing the loss of his testicles with a beautiful woman were something Josh should have been looking forward to.

  “And how are we feeling?” she now asked him.

  “There’s not much pain…” Josh said. Dr. Miller waited for him to go on, an encouraging expression on her face. Josh swallowed. “It’s just that,” he said, “the hormone replacement pills you’ve prescribed me, they… don’t seem to be doing anything.”

  Dr. Miller frowned. “Well, it’s been four weeks since you began the therapy. We should certainly be seeing some improvement by now.”

  Josh shook his head silently. It was true – since the removal of his balls, he hadn’t been able to get a single erection. The drugs did nothing. At first he had assumed he was simply suffering from the aftereffects of his surgery, but when after three weeks he was still incapable of getting it up he had arranged an appointment with Dr. Miller.

  “You know,” she said, consulting her notes, “I do recall suggesting a psychological issue, the last time we had, uhm, this conversation. Things were a little different then, of course…”

  Josh blushed and looked at his feet. This was even more humiliating than he had feared.

  “In that you still had your testicles,” Dr. Miller clarified. “But, given the ongoing erectile problems even with replacement therapy, it is my professional recommendation that you see a psychiatrist. I have a list of names I can refer you to…”

  “How could I possibly be thinking myself out of getting an erection?” Josh asked through gritted teeth. This couldn’t possibly be Dr. Miller’s solution. “I never had to think about it back when I still had…” He trailed off.

  Dr. Miller looked at him sympathetically.

  “Many men struggle with feelings of worthlessness after an injury of the kind you sustained,” she said. Seeing the look on his face, she flushed slightly. “Sexual worthlessness, I mean, I’m sure you have a great many qualities, Mr. James… but, without your testicles you can no longer pleasure a woman or enjoy any sexual gratification of your own. Not to mention the… circumstances in which you were brought to us.”

  Hayley had told the doctors that she and Josh had had an argument while walking to Maya’s house, in the course of which Josh had turned around and walked off. Making her own way home later that night, she had come across her brother unconscious in the park, stripped naked and “with his, erm, ‘boy parts’ all crushed and pulpy,” she had told them. A victim, no doubt, of the criminal Busterella, who remained at large.

  Josh had told nobody the truth. Hayley had never uploaded their final ballbusting video – she had given him to understand, in so many words, that so long as he kept his mouth shut, the only people who need know about his castration were herself, their mother, and Dr. Miller.

  Who was still talking.

  “For your sister to find you like that must have been extremely traumatic for her, and perhaps you even feel, on some level, that this is what you deserve for leaving her to walk home alone through the dark.”

  “What?” Josh exploded.

  “Just consider it,” said Dr. Miller, passing a list of names across her desk. Josh saw angrily that they all seemed to be female. “I recommend a lot of impotent men to psychiatric therapy,” she said. “With counselling, some do regain the full enjoyment of their manhood. Not all, but… some,” she concluded, looking slightly sheepish. “Anyway, worst case scenario, it will help you adjust to life without your testicles. Please do let me know how it goes, Mr. James. It’s been good to see you again.”

That evening, Josh tried, as he had tried every night for the past month, to get his dick hard. His mother and sister were both out – he could take as much time as he needed. He lay naked on his bed and tried to coax some life into his limp penis, carefully avoiding touching the flap of skin which used to be his ballsack. With his eyes closed, he revisited all his old fantasies – none of his ballbusting ones, he had been well and truly cured of that fetish – but the classical sexual scenarios he had once dreamed of fulfilling with Maya Gillespie. He pictured the sumptuous curve of her breasts, imagined the warmth of her cunt and he slowly slid his fantastically engorged cock into her…

  Screams of female laughter exploded his reverie. His eyes shot open. Hayley and Maya were standing in the doorway, doubled over with hilarity.

  “No!” Josh cried, covering up what was left of his manhood.

  “Oh my God, it’s actually true,” Maya was saying through tears of laughter. “He has no more balls!”

  Hayley leapt across the room and pulled Josh’s hands away from his crotch. After a brief struggle, he stopped resisting. Maya had already seen everything – it wasn’t like he could get any more humiliated.

  Or so he thought.

  “I can’t believe you told her,” he said pathetically to Hayley. His sister released his arms and faked a kick at his crotch. Instinctively he flinched, drawing more laughter from the girls.

  “She didn’t tell me, Joshy,” Maya said. “She showed me!” Producing her phone she turned the screen towards Josh. To his horror, he saw a familiar sight – his sister, drawing her leg back, and back, before finally - .

  He looked at Hayley speechlessly. His sister shrugged.

  “I did promise her a copy,” she said, fake-guiltily.

  “And you have no idea how many times I’ve watched it, Joshy,” Maya said mockingly. “Your sister turning your balls into jelly is the best thing I’ve ever seen. So does your little thingy not work anymore?” she asked in a sweet voice. Hayley giggled.

  “I… have pills,” Josh said in a fluster. “I can still… still…”

  “You mean those sugar pills my cousin gave you?” Maya asked. Josh felt his insides go cold. The girls were laughing again. “Didn’t you know Jodie Miller and I are related? As soon as Hayley told me what she’d done to you, I called her up and told her about how you like to peep through girls’ keyholes. She agreed with me that it’s just better for females everywhere that you don’t get to have a functioning dick.”

  Josh’s mouth moved soundlessly. He looked at his sister, who only burst into further laughter at the expression on his face.

  “Now, as long as you play nice, Josh, all of this will remain a secret between you, me, and your sister. But, if I get even the slightest hint from my cousin that you’ve gone elsewhere for some drugs so you can pretend to still be a man, then this,” waving her phone, “is going straight online. I reckon it won’t be more than a week before the whole town knows how you lost your little balls.”

  Josh looked pleadingly at his sister one last time. “Why?” he said, chokingly. It was all he could think to say.

  Hayley pretended to think. “Because it’s hilarious?” she said eventually. “You’re going back to university as a balless freak! While all your friends are out getting laid, you’ll be stroking that worthless little thing between your legs and wishing you hadn’t messed with your sister!”

  Josh jumped up. “You fucking bitches!” he shouted. He advanced towards Maya and his sister, not knowing exactly what he intended to do – he only knew that they had taken away his sex life before it even started, and now they were mocking him about it. He could have done anything.

  Before he could get close, Maya’s leg shot out and thudded into his groin. Instinctively Josh doubled over, clutching himself. But of course, there was nothing left there to clutch at.

  Hayley and Maya burst into new fits of laughter.

  “Hope you enjoyed that, because it was the last time a girl ever touches you down there, Josh,” Maya said breathlessly.

  Josh looked at them both with hatred burning in his stomach. The worst part was that he was completely powerless – even if he attacked both girls, even if he somehow overpowered them and paid back even half the pain they had caused him, he would still be a eunuch. There was nothing he could do to them.

  As Hayley and Maya tumbled out through his door, they each turned and gave him the finger. The sound of their laughter rang in Josh’s ears long after they had left the house.

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