#he feels one in a million

[wishing--butterfly]

You know how they say that the first love is somewhat always special? I read a manhwa for the first time named, “The Reason Why Raeliana Ended Up In The Duke’s Mansion” and I definitely did fall for Noah. I mean, who hasn’t? He’s clingy but just so adorable. Noah Wynknight definitely deserves a lot of love!

내 첫사랑이야 <3

There’s just something about stories like this one in particular really makes me believe in fate. It’s somewhat so beautiful when you choose something, choose to love someone. Decisions like that aren’t forced, that’s something decided by an individual. The whole concept of ‘reincarnation’ is just so, so beautiful. This story speaks volumes about soulmates to me.

I wish that everyone who craves like me really gets to have our own Noah Wynknight.

(I will definitely post more about this masterpiece 😭)

#im like down bad #im down bad for him #this story feels like it moved a part of me #its also my first time reading about a character like noah #he feels one in a million #and also why is noah so beautiful #noah wynknight #raeliana mcmillan #noah #Wynknight #why raeliana ended up at the duke's mansion #the reason why raeliana ended up at the duke’s mansion #now it makes me wonder ‘do soulmates really exists’? #it’s an understatement to say that i love noah wynknight #love is truly beautiful #anime #manhwa

[mysticalcats]

If you still want Cats requests, here’s mine: Munkustrap!!! He’s my fave.

my blorbo :))) thank you for requesting him i love drawing him

#hes so fun to draw (because hes the only one other than skimble that i feel like i dont need a ref for) #my theatre kid bestie #my art #cats musical #cats the musical #munkustrap #jellicle cats #ask #i spent like a million years on this and im still not sure about it. so uhh i hope you like it

[caecia]

i almost lost you

#sorry for um. spoilies but heheeehee… They’re Soft #trigun #vash the stampede #nicholas wolfwood #vashwood #wolfwood pretending like he isn’t one million percent whipped for this stupid twunk that ruined his life from the moment he saw him #vash never stops apologizing for being the reason he (ALMOST) gets k*lled #i watched wolfwood d*ath scene and i’m having feelings. Oh my god im having feelings

[alaynestone]

-the incest diary, anonymous.

#spnedit #deanjohn #deanalastair #dean x john #dean x alastair #pleasure as a means of survival dean thesis #illusion of agency as a means of staying sane #which then of course means he is responsible for this he chose this he never said no #until he did a million times over to another father but of course only his yes was heard #i love him so much. he would feel so understood by this memoir #you left part of yourself back in the pit #supernatural #even the bones would do #i'm the one that kills you #i carved you into a new animal #* #rape// #incest//

[moongothic]

You know I wasn't going to post about this, but the more I think about it the more it drives me up the walls

So when Luffy and co release Crocodile from jail, it's specifically under the threat that if Crocodile tries anything funny, well, Iva-chan has a trick up their sleeve to put Crocodile back in-line.

So what the fuck was that actually about? What is Crocodile's secret weakness? I'm specifically looking at the way this is phrased in the manga, because the anime's added dialogue kinda messes with what's implied here. But what Iva specifically says is that Ivankov in particular holds the key to one of Crocodile's weaknesses, but they'll stay quiet about it as long as Crocodile behaves himself ("Vataashi wa koitsu no yowami wo hitotsu nigitteru", a very clunky but literal translation could be "One of his weaknesses is within my grasp". The way Viz translated the line is a bit different so I'm not bothering with getting a cap of the panel, you wouldn't be able to tell how these lines were phrased in Japanese based on Viz's translations anyways) (The dialogue Toei added was Crocodile furiously shouting at Iva-chan, telling them to not say anything and Iva-chan reminding Croc to watch his tone or else they'll reveal Croc's past to everyone. A lot of people don't remember this was in-fact added by Toei, hence I wanted to clarify/remind what happened in this scene originally)

And now. Obviously. When Oda went out of his way to introduce a brand new character whose entire personality is being queer and their power is giving people magic HRT. And then like five chapters later re-introduces Crocodile. And tells us that these two have Secret Beef. And never proceeds to fucking tell us what the hell that was about. Yes, the natural conclusion one would come to would be that Crocodile is stealth trans. That is basic, good storytelling. You (re)introduce two characters, tell us they have beef, one has a very specific ability; you're supposed to connect these dots in your mind. So that now, if Oda revealed to us tomorrow that Crocodile was canonically trans, it would not surprise anyone because it's already been set-up in the story, by this very scene. It's a logical conclusion.

But. I'm becoming more and more convinced that Iva-chan's blackmail might actually not be about Crocodile being trans.

Like the general fandom assumption for the past 15 years has been that Crocodile's stealth trans, but we actually don't know he's stealth. He could be openly trans, and between that being a borderline requirement for Crocodad to be real (since he would've been a Shichibukai for years before Luffy was even born) and the possibility that his earring could specifically be a gay earring, like. Yeah. Crocodile could be openly trans. If Crocodile's perfectly happy to let the whole world know he's gay, then him being trans shouldn't have to be a secret either. We the readers could just be unaware of it because it wasn't relevant information to us, and his transition would be old ass news in-universe and not worth bringing up.

And thus, if Crocodile isn't stealth, then Iva-chan can't blackmail him by threatening to out him, becaus he can't be outted.

Now for a while I did considder that Iva-chan could've been actually threatening to detransition Crocodile if he tried anything funny. Surely he would hate that, so much so that he might not have wanted to even hear Ivankov suggest it. But thinking about it. Unless Iva-chan can use Armanent Haki or get Crocodile moisturized, they shouldn't be able to hit Crocodile actually. Like Croc's Logia makes him impossible to hit unless he specifically allowed himself to be touched. So even if Iva-chan tried to surprise attack Crocodile with Estrogen, Croc should just turn to sand automatically, the attack should not land.

Meaning Iva-chan shouldn't be able to detransition Crocodile against his will, at least not without Haki and we don't know if they can use it, so that can't be Crocodile's weakness either.

And so we have to ask the question. What the fuck is that weakness then that Ivankov mentioned?

All we really know is that Crocodile doesn't want this weakness to be brought up, it's a secret. And for all we know Iva-chan might be the only person in the world who knows about it.

And I just. Like.

There is one weakness, kind of a universal one that many people could have, one that has been brought up time-and-time again post-timeskip, one that has become more and more relevant in the story, especially now at the begining of the Final Saga.

A secret weakness.

If pregnancy is what cracked Crocodile's egg and he transitioned immidiately/soon after giving birth, then it's entirely plausible Iva-chan could know Crocodile had a secret child. And surely he'd want nothing more than for his child to be safe, not end up in trouble because of him. And Ivankov most certainly could put that child in danger, especially now that Crocodile was officially no longer on the World Government's side, there'd be no protection for the baby. All Ivankov had to do was leak the information out, that Sir Crocodile had a child, and anybody who had beef with him could get their revenge by attempting to find the child.

Like I'm just saying. This could line up nicely, actually

#Moon posting #OP Meta #Sir Crocodile #Crocodad #Keyword COULD #I know one might WANT to argue that surely Ivankov wouldn't put someone's child in danger #But Iva-chan can be mean or cruel if they feel like it. Remember they had no intention to help Luffy nor Bon-chan Luffy not begged.... #...for them to save Bon-chan while HE was on death's bed. And they did forcibly transition that prince (to be fair he did attack first etc) #Point is; If Crocodad Real then Iva-chan would know that Crocodile's Secret Child would be 17 by now #And even if they did leak the info about the child's existence as long as they don't know the child's name it might not do that much damage #Like it could send people on a wild goose chase to find the child but without any leads how could anybody find the kid #And again. The kid would be 17. Surely that's old enough for them to defend themselves if they did get discovered #And hey what's the alternative here. Ivankov outting a fellow queer. That's not exactly great either. #The blackmail's gonna be kinda fucked up regardless but also Crocodile did attempt to nuke 1 million people so who cares about his feelings

[stardustcleaningguy]

what is it with trigun anime adaptations and having to dehumanise knives in order for him to be evil ,,

in tri98 hes just sorta not given much reason to be evil - yes he was verbally and at points physically abused by one member of the crew but not enough of that is shown for the big fall to feel justifiable . he just sorta went off the rails with very little reason to imo , although i cant really blame the show for this as the Tragic Childhood vol of trimax wasnt out yet so they had quite little material to work from

HOWEVER in tristamp they decided on this weird plot of him physically being ‘less human’ like he doesnt need to eat to survive , and personality wise seems very unconcerned with humans . a lot of the tristamp interpretations of the characters differ significantly from their maximum counterparts but this way of portraying knives as well as how his arrogance and superiority beliefs are portrayed … kinda makes my skin crawl . i just really dont know why they did this - a character doesnt have to be ‘not human’ to be evil , and i felt like it ruined knives’ character quite a lot because trimax knives is so different

trigun maximum shows that knives as a child was extremely nervous about being accepted by humans and even shows him crying from relief and happiness after he meets a human other than rem for the first time and he almost instantly accepts him . knives’ character is so interesting in trimax because he was SO caring as a child and that changed drastically because of the trauma he was put through , you definitely feel more of the impact of the tesla incident in maximum

and although knives IS non human , he takes a very human perspective on things , he feels very human emotions . hatred is an inherently human thing . evil is an inherently human thing . a character doesnt need to have inhuman emotions to hate humanity and this is where the anime adaptations miss the mark on knives’ character because they reinforce the idea that he needs to be MORE alien in order to hate

#if you really think about it hes one of the most human characters in the entire story #him and vash are representative of 2 different sides of humanity #and they both feel human emotions to a painfully strong degree #ANYWAY rant over … #i have so much to say about knives #trigun #trigun maximum #trigun 1998 #trigun stampede #millions knives

[bugeyedfreaks]

Found this tea towel online while I was looking for pictures of Mojo Jojo in a state of misery and…?

I don’t think I’ve ever seen this design? It’s amazing! I love it so much! 😍 What the heck?! I want this on a t-shirt! If anyone knows if it’s actually being sold as a shirt or something or what the source is (I mean other than being from CN) I honestly want to know.

The towel’s being sold here if anyone is interested! Also, I seriously wish I could just find a master list of where PPG stuff is being sold right now, it’s a miracle I even find these things to begin with.

#weird merch #powerpuff girls #ppg #the powerpuff girls #mojo jojo #blossom #bubbles #buttercup #the mayor #I don’t know if I entirely dig how the girls in color are overlaid on the sketch but like #I love it #LOOK AT MOJO HE’S A KIDNAPPER 💖💕💖 #it feels familiar but I have seen like a million pieces of art from this show lol it could be anything #clearly I haven’t seen this one for a while if I have already seen it before!

[doortotomorrow]

EVERY CYCLOPS AND ROGUE INTERACTION IN X-MEN EVO - Cyclops thanks Rogue for saving the day (1x04 Mutant Crush)

#X-Men Evolution #Cyclops #Rogue #Cyclops x Rogue #Scogue #otp: sensory deprivation #xmenedit #this gifset really doesn't do this scene justice #because if you watch this scene with sound on #you'll hear him audibly swooning over her #I will never in a million years believe this relationship was romantically one sided #he definitely caught feelings for her

[ride-a-dromedary]

I once beat the Baldurian record for the most sarabandes danced in a single evening.

#Baldur's Gate 3 #Wyll Ravengard #bg3edit #wylledit #my stuff #probably been giffed a million times before - what's once more it's one of my favourites #wanted to gif him am giffing him #he was raised in an environment that soirees were the norm and he thrived in them! #he loves dancing in crowds he loves parties and thats why it's so disheartening to see him feeling so upset #he can't even scrounge up the excitement for a party and it's just...wyll deserves all the parties and the pomp in the world

[sciderman]

I swear I have read your big post regarding Peter Parker's neurodivergence and why it is best to avoid labelling him, but he definitely has a weird brain

Can't find it and feel kinda sad about it cuz I deeply related to it

i know exactly which post you're talking about and i can't find it either! i've raked through my archive, and it's just - nowhere to be seen. i think tumblr eated it (it happens.)

really, tumblr's search functionality is so so useless, i don't know what to tell you. there are plenty of keywords i can search to find it that post, but the search functionality actually just does not work!

undiagnosed audhd-addled peter parker, my darling, my light, my life, my everything.

i think peter parker's such an interesting creature to write, because a lot of people will point to a certain behaviour about him and say "this is an autistic thing, right?" but a lot of those behaviours are actually, in my head, tied to certain traumas in peter's life too.

people say "oh, the food thing, peter's a picky eater because he's autistic" and yes, absolutely. but also it's tied to his trauma with his parents.

peter gets overstimulated, and yes, it's an autism thing, but also he was bitten by a radioactive spider and his senses are dialled to 11.

it's a similar case i've found for myself, too – where a lot of friends i have kind of diagnose me because i have autistic traits, but actually - i'm hesitant to claim the label or pursue diagnosis because, actually, i know where these certain behaviours come from, and they come from certain traumas. there are events i can pinpoint in my life and say "yep. that's where this behaviour comes from."

so - i think there's a lot of overlap between trauma and autistic traits. the brain is very complex! i think the reason for that overlap is maybe as simple as the fact that people with autism and people with trauma are both doing the same thing - developing behaviours to protect themselves or soothe themselves. so - i think it's nice to be able to see a character like peter parker, who may or may not be autistic, but recognise behaviours in him and see yourself in him.

people who go undiagnosed for whatever reason - people who are really good at masking - so good, in fact, that they have no idea they might be on the spectrum - everyone and anyone at all can look at peter parker and recognise themselves. because i think we discredit the thought that every single brain does the same thing! develops certain behaviours in order to survive. every brain has that same software - we've just all been faced with different hardships that we need to overcome, and that's were all the differences come in.

autism is a spectrum, i guess - everyone falls into it to some degree. and i think events in your life probably push you along on it. but i don't know, i didn't study brain science. probably what i'm saying is very stupid and uninformed. of course there's brain chemistry involved. but i know people in my life living with autism and certain events in their life have exacerbated certain behaviours or made coping with it a lot more difficult. so maybe trauma is a catalyst.

#a lot of my traits have been exacerbated lately and i remember it was much easier for me before #and some of my friends have said “oh it's because you've been masking too long and now you're facing autistic burnout.” #and that made sense to me i think. #but then i found out about the stress thing. me overproducing stress hormone. and that's a very physical thing. #and that explains why i've been overstimulated more than usual lately. and why everything feels like too much. #and i wonder how many of these traits of mine are going to subside once i have lamar removed #and it makes me wonder a lot of things. and it's so weird how much your brain is tied to your biology. #i wonder how much i'll change. i wonder how i'll feel. i wonder if i'll still feel like me. i wonder how much me is me right now. #and how much of me is being altered by weird freaky hormones. who am i?? who will i be?? #i'm almost looking at this as like. a superhero origin story of some sort. like this is my spider-bite moment. maybe. #will i be different? will i cope with things differently?? now that my body isn't fighting something anymore?? #maybe i'll be normal. i don't know. i don't know. #i don't know what it'll mean for me. #but all of these things mean i relate to peter parker in a certain kind of way #i don't think you have to be diagnosed with autism to recognise and empathise with those traits i think #i think everyone can see themselves in peter. and i think that's the benefit of having characters that aren't diagnosed. #because there's so much overlap in the human experience. and certain feelings aren't exclusive to just one group of people. #peter has such a rich identity actually. it's an autistic thing. it's a queer thing. it's a jewish thing. it's a trauma thing. #there are so many overlapping parts of peter's identity that inform who he is and how he behaves and it's never just one thing. #it's a product of all of his things. #just like me! just like everyone. #so me? i guess i can be a million things. you can explain what i am in a million different ways. #a hundred different psychologists can all come up with different ways to explain why i be the way i be. #i don't think it's something that can be simplified. #sorry wow. i'm really going off here in the tags. #i hope people don't think i'm stupid. i don't know brain science. i'm just philosophising as usual. #sci speaks

[whorejolras]

i'm saying it. i don't think joly would work in a hospital. i think his medical career would be informed by his politics + radicalisation and his + his friends regular drug use, he would be outraged at how the medical industry handles drug users, also at the medical industrial complex in general, so he would find a reputable community led harm reduction organisation to work for 🫶🏻

#joly #it also works because the idea that modern les amis wouldn't all have a million jobs and volunteer roles in community organising #and you know... do direct community action to support people... instead of just little hypothetical meetings where they debate hypothetical #problems.... #that idea is so bullshit and i know it's written by people who only have indoor people problems and don't realise most radicals actually do #things... but still it annoys me #and he would hate working in a hospital #not that the harm reduction work wouldn't be stressful and high intensity too but he would rather it for the love of community #also it wouldn't be hard because as a disabled person he would already be radicalised against doctors and medical industry in general #les amis #les mis #mine #i realise as a disabled drug using cane user i could #write joly really really well #the best joly scene is in world ain't ready where in one scene he's so excited for the battle of the bands dancing around yelling and stuff #then they pick him up and he's like 'tonight is a sitting night' URGH that's so real it almost made me cry #anyway joly feelings good morning

[bobosbillionsknives]

Concept sketch for a Knives planet gunsmoke figure set because I'm completely fucking insane and I'm losing my mind

#trigun #trigun fanart #my art #millions knives fanart #millions knives #trigun figures #the planet gunsmoke #mostly based off the Meryl set because istg its the best one #i feel like they just gave up with vash after Meryl and wolfwood because his seems sm less quality ??? #he could have a little playset too..like a bar or something #comes with alcohol and his weird head tie and a drunk kitty figure like that would be so cute ... #his feels so plain in comparison #also this is me dying mad that knives never gets any cool figures. #ahem...🤓 like he isnt one of the most integral characters to the story ...🤓 #like he wasn't responsible for the entirety of trigun even happening in the first place. #whatever. this is the face of someone who doesn't care #🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬

[lots-o-doodles]

I'm back with another shitpost and I'm sorry

#trigun #trigun spoilers? #vash the stampede #millions knives #to set the record straight but not to start shit it's not Knives fault #I feel for manga Knives he's a good sweet boy #shoutout to the people making Lilo and Stitch Trigun memes you're the ones who inspired me to make this

[merakiui]

(╥﹏╥) (╥﹏╥) (╥﹏╥) (╥﹏╥) (╥﹏╥)

101 summons for my tako bf to finally come home. please no one ask how i got the extra summons. it was magic and not the other m-word. magic. purely magic. :(´ཀ`」 ∠):

#meraki mumbles #i feel like a cheater... >_< #i have used dirty underhanded tricks to bring him home T^T #shoutout to epel though :D he's a real one for coming home in every single pull i did #food money is temporary but glomas azul... he is eternal #i am no longer in my hater era!!!! now it's just the ruggie era ;;;; #azul i hope you're ready to suffer tenfold in this upcoming fic #no tenfold isn't enough... one-hundred fold ONE MILLION FOLD!!!!!!!

[willowser]

i wanna write vacation with bakugou

#i feel like. he is initially against bc he feels too tied to work #but then you go and he's the guy waking you up at goddamn 6am so you can fit a million things in one day #how exhausting LOL #you're like THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE RELAXING #and he's like WE'RE WASTING DAYLIGHT HERE GET UP #✿ shut up willow

[hum--hallelujah]

me trying to explain to literally anyone why the song Millions by Gerard Way makes me lose my everloving mind no matter where I am or what I'm doing when I hear it

#like I cannot put it into words but I lose it #every time I've tried to type it out to explain it it sounds so wildly unhinged and parasocial but like #I am in fact DEEPLY HAUNTED #like. it's the song directly after brother. this whole album came out what? like 6 months? after mikey was told he should have died from OD #it's like the one(1) instance of mikey vocals that we have other than vampire money and whatever backing he did for EC #(which btw I still can literally never tell who's doing the backing vox on any given electric century song sksknfjsdk) #''let's make up everything and wake up breathing'' feels SO meaningful. ''a million reasons can I be your number one?'' #insane insane insane insane #sorry #she speaks! #gw #hesitant alien #gerard way #way brothers