#hes my community parallel

[fujobritta]

weird storytime and an abed analysis (abednalysis ?)

in s1e17, physical education, abed says that he didnt mind changing for other people because hes comfortable with who he is . a season later, in s2e19, critical film studies, he says instead that he doesnt like change . and now i realize what he really meant when he said that he didnt mind changing .

when i was younger, around 11-12, i would pretend to be other people online . more than five different separate identities in one discord server . because i wanted people to like me more . i made these alt accounts and assigned each one a personality, a different typing style, a reason for joining, a region, and a timezone . and for the most part, they were people who were nicer and just generally likeable . because im not someone who is any of those things . i am not a nice person . i dont even think im a good person . and god i am not likeable . at all .

so i played these characters . most of them only being active for short periods . i would have full back and forth conversations with these alt accounts to sell it . i had these weird insane elaborate plans . a 16 year old former drug user, lives in manitoba, somewhat parental . 13, california, liked minecraft and drawing -- completely different artstyle (and different software) too . etc .

i would let these accounts bake (make them and then not use them) so that it didnt seem suspicious with a brand new account joining the server . then i would spend a week making the account and forming a character to go with it, sometimes asking people to help me out . it was so fucking crazy . i was insane . might still be .

…yeah i probably still am .

i was such a better person on those different accounts . because i didnt know how to change on the inside, i just started over and over again . different account, new me . like i was experimenting with who i really wanted to be like . formulating the perfect person to act like when i finally decided that i wanted to become a better person .

i gave up eventually obviously . im not a tween anymore . i was a really weird tween . obviously . but i think about it a lot .

honestly i only went back to being myself because it was comfortable . i felt better being a fucking douche . and i still am a douche . im not a good person . i dont think ill ever be a "good person" . what the hell is a good person, anyways . all i know is that im fine with myself like this . even as much as i not-so-secretly hate myself, and deny it out of fear of seeming like an "edgy attention seeking loser" .

its not that abed doesnt mind change, he just doesnt mind changing the persona . he doesnt mind changing the person showing on the outside . a separate identity . but ultimately, he wouldnt ever fundamentally change as a person . because hes fine with who he is, even if other people might not like him for that . and i want to be like him . i want to be someone who is fine with who they are, even if that someone is a socially inept ass who learned tenth grade math at age ten but cant figure out when their own face is making a smile or not .

#shui talks #nbc community #community nbc #community tv #abed nadir #jeff winger #this is such a jeff post dude . #this is like #shui posts that are basically just shit jeff would probably say and do . part idk how many but probably a lot . #theres that thing jeff said #about slater and britta #how slater makes him feel like how he feels when he writes his new years resolutions; the guy he wants to be #and britta makes him feel like the guy weeks after that; the guy he really is #abed is my slater #and jeff is my britta #ultimately . im just jeff #hes my community parallel #but i guess because of this i kin abed #abed is god . truly #sorry i dont know what my point really was with this post ??? i just wanted to share this weird life experience #and also because ive been rewatching community and this episode really just struck a chord . in a good way ? i think ? #gave me a moment to think #i kind of pass over with how annie was in mixology certification except annie only did the fake identity thing once #and according to troy abed does that like every week #which is basically what i was doing #man i was really fucking weird . what the hell #i got bullied in school if you couldnt tell

[hylianane]

Do you think. That after Sanji asked Zoro to kill him. He took a moment wonder if, had Kuina lived to adulthood, at the end of their journey, would whoever killed Mihawk first have to fight the other to protect their title? Do you think the next time they fought after Sanji’s request, Kitetsu would cut just a little too close to Sanji’s throat, because her master was too preoccupied thinking, would I have been able to do it? Kill her, if it came to that? For my dream? and later when he’s carefully wiping Sanji’s blood off his blade, do you think, that maybe he would think- the dream was hers before it was mine. Would I have felt betrayed, then, if she killed me? Or proud? Pleased? Happy?

When Sanji interrupts his thoughts to say, what the hell has got you so distracted? Am I too boring for you to take seriously? do you think Zoro would glare at him in silence cause there’s no way for him to articulate that he’s never taken anything more seriously in his life.

#Sanji and Kuina taking up the same space in Zoro’s brain my absolute beloved. #Like yeah there’s also a parallel you can make between Kuina and Luffy in how they represent Zoro’s dreams but #Their dynamic as friends is different #Zoro is able to communicate rather freely with Luffy #With Sanji its more of the same thrown insults and play fights and secret admiration and inability to say the word ‘friend’ #and now I’m thinking about how Kuina died the same night her and Zoro spoke honestly for the first time #and I wonder if Zoro regrets that #I WONDER if he didnt realize he has a second chance at fixing it until Sanji’s life was placed in real danger #This is all so hard for me to articulate does anyone get it. Hello. Hello? #one piece #roronoa zoro #blackleg sanji #shimotsuki kuina #zosan #cause a death pact is always romantic #my post

[do-you-know-this-adhd-character]

Do you know this (noncanon) ADHD character?

Evidence below the cut!

can be pretty hyperactive, forgets things regularly (even important things, forgot he turned into a heartless in kh1), distractable, later on he seems to have some problems with emotional dysregulation. hes constantly called lazy by his friends but as soon as hes doing something he likes he has all the energy in the world, and also tends to dismiss his own intelligence despite actually being pretty smart, both of which are things that i think are decently common with undiagnosed adhd

#poll #noncanon adhd character #kingdom hearts #kh #sora #kh sora #sora kh #kingdom hearts sora #sora kingdom hearts #THIS IS GOING TO BE A LONG TAG RAMBLE #ok first sora even getting posted is like a saga #originally i was going to post him myself but had trouble verbalizing evidence #so i asked my discord friends #and then i forgot to write down what they said and lost it #then he got submitted in the initial submissions right when the blog started #but the only evidence was 'look at him lol' #so he was unpostable #then he finally got submitted again during the recent spike with actual evidence!! so i can post him now #sora is so important to me #kingdom hearts is how i found playframe and that community is a huge part of my life now #and also i spent multiple years playing a weekly ttrpg campaign in a completely homebrew kh system #and it was the most fun ive ever had in my life and i am not exaggerating #there was only one other non dm player so three of us in all #and we had such a great dynamic we are such close friends now and the dm even looked up tips for dming for adhd players #and gave my character the ability impulsiveness which turned out to be one of our most powerful abilities #(i say our bc later we got the 'sisterly bond' ability which allowed us to use some of our coplayer's abilities and impulsiveness was one) #it let me take an action during someone else's turn at the cost of one less action on my next turn. basically taking it early #making her adhd one of our most powerful tools #and my character ended up very much a sora parallel despite not living in the time of the main kh games #so yeah. kh and adhd sora specifically. very important to me

[ongsasun]

"Where we feel safe and happy, we feel like home." — Torfun

A TALE OF THOUSAND STARS (2021) dir. Noppharnach Chaiyahwimhon OUR SKYY 2: A TALE OF THOUSAND STARS (2023) dir. Noppharnach Chaiyahwimhon

#a tale of thousand stars #atots #our skyy 2 #asianlgbtqdramas #ayesha made a thing #usernuria #ninisdarlings #userkit #userlotad #tonanons #mjtag #usertaeminie #userjap #tagnads #not sure who to tag lol #absolutely lost it when they made this parallel #remember how lost tian was in the beginning? and how he was able to heal & grow through the love/acceptance he received #& now years later we see him extend a welcome of his own? 🤧 #ily pha pun dao village ily community ily friendship ily found family ily acts of kindness ILY MY SEETIAN

[mishapen-dear]

something about qbad mentioning how much horror he put red team thru every time purgatory gets brought up... something about how proud dapper was of him.

like this is just my late-night read but- it feels like guilt qbad is trying to twist into pride. he keeps needling away at it. “i killed them all, over and over and over again.” “they were hunted by a monster.”

it’s like- reassurance. like a nail he’s trying o beat into his head. he’s had SO much trouble with legitimately hurting his friends, despite making that vow all the way back when the eggs first went missing, despite all the tree talk and the promises to save the kids no matter what. He never faltered with elq, and that protected them. He keeps faltering now. Sometimes he doesnt remember the code, or cucurucho, or skeppy. But that doesnt matter, right? Because he’ll protect the eggs. He’ll be the monster. he is the monster. he can and he will protect them even as his seams start ripping and he keeps breaking further and further apart. even at his worst, he’ll do whatever he needs to protect the eggs.

he’ll be the monster. wont he?

#qsmp #he loves his friends and he wants to hurt them #he loves his friends and he doesnt want to hurt them #qsmp badboyhalo #ita like. He was torturing himself with the soul vultures because he kidnapped ron and threw down some scary magma mobs #and then forever changwd rhe whole fuckin narrative with that appreciation room and bad remembered the joy of community #and then cellbit. Where bad was like ‘i see him destroying himself to get the eggs back and i know where that road goes’ #’his loved ones dont want that to happen to him. i dont want that to happen to him’ #and then purgatory gave him the first actal legitimate lead for finding their kids and he just had to get worse #and so he fucking swandived into self destructive violence (and the cc was purposefully playing qbad more recklessly violent) #(bbgirl couldve been lured into a trap so so easily) #ive lost my point somewhere now im just rotating qbbh in my brain and all the parallels #ah yes. But now theyre out of purgatory. And he refuses to regret what he did because he *had* to do what he could to save dapper #and the other eggs #because he has a huge complex about being the ‘only one who can protect the eggs’ because of a thousand little cuts and his mental health #issues. Like he’s Wrong bur its such a fascinating little direction for his character. Yes king burn thyself on the pure of protection #and then burn in a nuclear blast too because your self sufficiency left you to care for your egg alone #you can take care of the eggs. you can hurt your friends. look at how much you hurt your friends #look st the monster you are . your teeth are sharp and your claws are large #never mind that time you sent tina into a panic attack because you tried to recreate safety #never mind that your friends and family are worried about you #you are falling apart. but so many monsters survive the killing blow

[emodennis]

dennis reynolds/jeff winger - cooler than me

#dennis reynolds #jeff winger #iasip #it's always sunny in philadelphia #community #community nbc #nbc community #iasip edit #community edit #jeff winger edit #dennis reynolds edit #my edits #my stuff #guys i am weeping tears of joy ab the result of this video is2g its been in my mind ever since i started rewatching community #jeff is becoming a new blorbo solely because of how much he reminds me of dennis #i mean ok ive always loved jeff but never as much as i do now #i hope there's an audience for this #also this isnt even all the parallels ive documented. i might make a proper compilation once i finish community and have all the parallels

[mid-nightowl]

paramedic/EMT dick is so good omg :o i hadn’t thought about that one

i have seen social worker dick which also felt really appropriate (also love that for jason) but!!! EMT actually feels like it works better to me???

thank u for putting that thought in my head~

ahhhhhhh!! i am so ecstatic i could put the thought of emt/paramedic!dick in your head hehehehe

paramedic!dick is so special to me<3 it very much i think hits what dick needs and wants out of his civilian life but also directly influences his vigilantism too

my main three takeaways are these:

it's a highly rewarding but deeply traumatizing career and it scratches his innate need to help people without violence & fear

it's a little bit more training than a police officer but i think covers a field of knowledge dick knows but doesn't know intimately like he does criminal justice or law. it would also benefit his "night" job to be more equipped to handle traumatic injuries

ems schedules are chaotic and all over the place especially if the garage is down a paramedic or ALS provider or just overall understaffed but the overall structure of it would be good for dick (if he can balance his work-vigilantism life healthily, depending on how you write him)

#asks #ladytauria #i got halfway through an essay and decided not to infodump on you askfgsjkgbsjgb #but yeah ems is one of my niches i feel i know too much about but i am just very passionate about it #but i also truly believe it would be a better profession for dick than police officer (blegh) #like there's just so much potential in this career for him #the community aspect; the balance of heroism and trauma which parallels his trajectory as Nightwing; the balance of work and home life #(which can flip between healthy or unhealthy) #the training and the role of ems in society esp in regards to the trifecta of first responders #you can easily deal with the same things dick did as a police officer but as an ems provider and it would be better ethically and morally #also the idea of him being able to help others without violence and fear is such an interesting thread to pull on like omg???? #and then just the angst potential bc the job is just as traumatizing and frustrating as vigilantism; the cycle of burnout and exhaustion #(which can also be a downside writing-wise like he's already traumatized enough by being Nightwing maybe his day job shouldn't be) #i could talk all day about the potential akfgnkasjg apologies for the ranting-gushing lol #dick grayson #paramedic!dick grayson

[elekinetic]

as we know, we are returning to season one dynamics. as we know, lucas will be extremely insistent that max is alive, despite being told she is braindead. as we know, mike will prob accidentally say some stupid shit and lucas will lash out at him (a la “i’m the only one who cares about max!”).

the mike-ification of lucas sinclair. the lucas-ification of mike wheeler.

that’s all. :)

#LUMAX BYLER PARALLELS MY BELOVED #HE LOVES HER SO MUCH #MIKE BEING THE VOICE OF REASON IN S5?? MAYBE?? LEARNING COMMUNICATION SKILLS?? #LUCAS GOING TO INSANE LENGTHS TO SAVE MAX??? #AHHHHHHHHHHH #byler #lumax #mike wheeler #lucas sinclair #max mayfield #will byers #stranger things #stranger things (ella’s version)

[milogoestogreendale]

when he’s the troy to my abed <333

#GUYS WE GOT HIM #ME AND MY TROY R DATING #AAAAAAAAAA #i didn’t wanna say anything until we were official cause some of my irls follow me #he rizzed me up by watching community with me #it worked #obviously #me when a relationship has trobed parallels :000 #manifesting the same energy in the community movie

[xeilon]

My hot take(?) of this update's going to be that Albrechts laments of how he doesn't deserve Loid are completely justified because he actually really doesn't, but at the same time this is (thank god) not about what he deserves but what Loid is willing to give, and we already know that that is more than likely everything, so shut up grandpa and if you're so bothered by you being unworthy than try to change That.

#i support gay wrongs but he already admitted that he didn't treat loid how he deserved and i agree #servant and master longing for each other is very fine but hurting your loved one to protect them and not explaining anything is not #and i hope someone will say that in the future #noticing some parallels between Tagfers 'my mate died and there's only me left of our kind' #and Loids 'my Albrecht left and I'm the one who has to bring him back/keep his work and legacy alive while doing so' #I think these two should have a talk about this actually #also that note where he admits he didn't have the COURAGE to go to loid for help but he was so disgusted of himself that he did it anyway?? #if whispers in the walls is tagfer loid grief counseling i hope 1999 will be albrecht guilt managment and communication with your partner #going full circle with Deimos family counseling #warframe #warframe spoilers #warframe loid #albrecht entrati #whispers in the walls

[starlooove]

Duke should have a chain with a lil bat on it and that’s all I can really say about fashion

#he got it from luke who made it for Jace #to me luke is like a handy sim #there’s no specific thing he’s centered on he can tinker with anything tbh #he does NOT thing jason should wear a red durag instead of that nasty ass hood so Duke can never give him a 10 #tiff demanded her own with her own customized r for Robin #she could’ve got one at those lil mall kiosks however she can use her custom made one as a birdarang. yes she needs new ones every night #it’s just too cool #if ur black u already know she’s got her own initial necklace in civilian life #uhm anyways #Duke is mad bc he got to Jace too light 💔 #a few years ago Jace as Batman would’ve been extremely irresponsible and let Duke do whatever the hell he wanted #however after the accident he’s super strict now sad #Duke can’t even cuss around him before he’s yapping about proper communication in uniform #Duke asks tiff how she deals with it and tiff says it’s either this or working with those yt ppl again in Gotham and she’s good 👍🏾 #if the batgirls are there she’ll pull up but she’s NAWT dealing with Bruce and em #the relationship between tiff and Damian I made up in my head 💔 #‘I hate that bitch’ 5 min later ‘me and the bestieeee’ #unrelated well slightly but thinking about luke lately and gritting my teeth at the tim parallels #maybe I’ll talk about it next month but I’ve been too nice to tim this year im sick

[rainbownixie]

these feel oddly similar and it's scaring me

#HEAR ME OUT IT MAKES SENSE #best friends??? highly scared of losing each other???? the sister-figure of one starts dating the other???? #no no no no but it's so damn accurate #because then troy realizes he likes britta better as a friend and then goes fucking running without hesitation to abed again #and abed is always highly jealous and heartbroken but never says anything to not mess everything up #i could talk about this all day tell me if y'all want me to make an actual post #community and st parallels my beloveds #byler #trobed #stranger things #community

[whynotimtired]

Thinking about Finn calling the mike monologue "notebook-ey, in the best way" when- and I haven't seen it in a long time so correct me if I'm wrong- that man wrote letters to her every single day for a year. And she didn't know about it for even a second because her mom kept every one of them away from her. She thought he was ignoring her, or didn't care anymore. And he thought the exact same. Until she confronted him about it and he told her it wasn't true. And that it's not over.

Now who was the one who didn't get any letters? Who didn't get any calls? Who was the one who said "that's just not true." to "you've made it super clear you don't want to hear anything I have to say." Who complains constantly, to the point his friends are annoyed, that Joyce is always clogging up the line? Who thought he was ignoring him, that he didn't care anymore? And who felt exactly the same way?

"You called maybe a couple times. It's been a year, Mike."

-

"Maybe you should've reached out more, I don't know. Why is this on me? Why am I the bad guy?"

#CAUSE WHY DO THEY PARALLEL SO MUCH #EVEN THE MOM GETTING IN THE WAY OF THEIR RELATIONSHIP (albeit unknowingly on joyces end) #mike has yet to kiss him in the rain but at the rate we're going..... #i mean. he said it wasnt over for him. he asked will to be best friends again. #the couple in the notebook has one thing that byler doesnt. and thats knowing the other loves them. #that is the ONLY thing holding them back #i think if mike knew will was in love with him he would start speedrunning un-repression #ALSO THEY NEVER ACTUALLY RESOLVED THIS FIGHT #not the parts where will didnt contact mike cause mike couldnt contact him. #we just need a book of letters. a flashback to mike calling over and over and over again until he gave up. #their relationship has this way of being so strained but still so easy #what rlly gets me is that will doesnt care that he didnt get a letter. he cares that mike stopped CALLING him. #effectively making the romantic parallel between the movies not actually letters. just communication in general. #mike sent el letters. and she got them. thats not 'notebook-ey' #he thought she would choose her fiance. a man she didnt actually love. who does that sound like? #'Meanwhile El has like a book of letters from you' 'Thats because shes my girlfriend Will!' 'And us?' 'We're FRIENDS! We're friends!' #mike being the only person making the conversation romantic until will clarifies that he didnt mean it like that #quick to jump to conclusions michael? has something been on your mind? #he specifically didnt send will letters cause it felt 'too romantic' and at the same time couldnt write romance into his letters to El #I WONDER WHY #mike wheeler #byeler #byler #stranger things #will byers #mike wheeler is gay #byler st5 #i mean the fact that theres a love triangle at all in the notebook. its so crazy that he said that cause when you rlly look at it- #its clear whos who. the couple with history and a good run of miscommunication vs 1 party stuck in an engagement w/ someone they dont love #'its like theyre married with no option for divorce' vs byler. why would you compare them to the notebook finn. why do you keep doing this

[sinhasfluffyheadfur]

in a constant battle between wanting to draw funky pointy sun and wanting to draw squishy chibi sun. squeeze him

#i drew this completely deranged last night #grim draws #this tag hasn’t seen the light of day in a while #I am two parallels one wants to commit atrocities the other wants to be cute and squishy #i will ALWAYS give sun chonky robot cankles. he deserves it #I HAVENT DRAWN MY SUN N MOON DESIGNS IN SO LONG. SOBS I MISS THEM #the sun n moon community is still the one in deepest in on tumblr and by extension everywhere because I live on tumblr and tumblr only #I finally have something to offer #take my guy #sun fnaf #sundrop #sundrop fanart #fnaf fanart #sundrop fnaf #sun security breach #sundrop fnaf sb #daycare attendant #fnaf daycare attendant

[earl-grey-crow]

so. coyle.

#that's the best I can do right now I can't think of anything clever #I'm just sorta. WHAT is going on. what is kat not telling alice. what did jacob do. what is anything. #and kat being so close to seeing jacob?? only for the british to take him away?? #I think that's why I'm just staring dumbly at my screen right now I can't believe it she was so close #chyler leigh you are amazing at communicating kat's emotions in the most devastating way #that last expression it looked like kat felt she could tear the british to pieces for taking her brother away #anyway. in other news #the way home hallmark #wouldn't be a hallmark series without a founder's day celebration #I'm a little wary of where they're taking del and what's his name? sam? if they're taking them anywhere #I hope they don't end up together partly because I don't like the idea of anyone replacing colton #partly because I don't really like him and partly because I don't think we need it #also have I missed something?? or have they not said that guy's name?? the one always at the coffee shop talking to alice #I still don't know if I like him or not he reminds me too much of brady (except for the fact he most definitely doesn't #have a five year plan) which is weird but he seems mildly interesting? #hmm parallels between the augustines and the town and the augustines and the time travelers? like always observing always something I don't #know I don't have coherent thoughts #elliot's father is. intense. to say the least. I have concerns #also not rita always trying to rip off tourists lol #and best for last: I like coyle tbh I'm so excited for the next episode because it looks like he'll be in a lot of it #I just really really hope they maintain his weird complexity and not be like oh you thought he was pond scum but he's not really it was jus #bad first impressions or whatever #I really hope they let him keep his paradox of sorta bad sorta good it's part of his charm #I was dying over that scene between him and kat like wow go off then #okay I think I've exhausted the tags enough #earl crow ramblings

[fortes-fortuna-iogurtum]

if William and Eliza are Mulder and Scully, then it's not even hard to see that Detective Fitzroy is Agent Pendrell

#actually even if William and Eliza AREN'T Mulder and Scully #Detective Fitzroy is *still* Agent Pendrell #which is convenient bc William and Eliza are most decidedly /not/ Mulder and Scully #these two could never dream of holding the same personal respect and cultivating the ability to work in tandem despite differing opinions #on pretty much everything #the way my two favourite FBI agents manage to #and that's actually all ok with me bc I love both Pendrell and Fitzroy regardless :) #miss scarlet and the duke #the x files #gurt says stuff #however the parallels are extremely There regardless #I shall revolt if he doesn’t get a better resolution than Pendrell did #bc I am STILL bitter about that. that boy deserved so much better than he got. #he deserved to meet and fall in love with Holly From Communications actually #AHHAHA IF YOU SAW MY MASSIVE TYPO IN THE FIRST VERSION OF THIS POST NO YOU DIDNT SHDKDBDK