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fallstreakfeathers · 1 month
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Do you think the clones (all Demons tbh) can wriggle their ears?
Headcanoning that they totally can and it's subconcious and will tell you how they're really feeling.
Sekido and Aizetsu's ears are usually pinned low and Urogi + Karaku's are usually held up and more forward than the other two's.
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space--potat0 · 10 months
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Trying to get out all my rwrb movie clip brain rot so I'm spamming but, well... It's the same picture
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brewing-radianite · 2 years
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39 36 17 and 8 for the tired parent tiro please 👉👈🥺💕💕💕
thanks for the ask 💕💕💕 also i havent slept in like 38 hours so if you see any typos... no you didnt... 
8.)What do they like best about their partner?:
Sage: She admires Brimstone and Viper’s worth ethics, and their love for the younger agents (even if Sabine tries her damn hardest to hide it). They’re tough nuts to crack but their love is always genuine, their wisdom is undeniable, and they simiarly carry the burden of looking after the younger agents. I mean, duh, they’re all legal adults but some of them are as young as 19 or 20, I’m sure. They have so much to learn, so much to grow to discover... She’d hate to see their lives ended before they can really blossom. It’s bad enough that they’re wrapped up in a life of warfare as is. But Viper and Brimstone are always looking out for them, and her as well, and have little senses of humor that come out in unexpected ways and peaceful moments between all the fighting; it’s refreshing. Keeps her young.
Viper: Firstly, she and Brim love Sage’s smile and kindness and she’s just always looking out for them. Little things. “I got you your coffee,” and it’d be exactly how they like it. “I saw that you got a hole in sweater and fixed it for you.” “I have leftovers in the fridge that you can eat -- I insist. Please.” the healer is just so kind and it boggles Viper. Like she does not feel she deserves any of it, and yet... Here’s an abundance of love and genuine care to her face! It’s embarrassing LMAO and Brimstone is her tired counterpart, keeps her from going off too much on the youngins, understands her pain, takes coffee breaks with her. She can talk to them about things she can’t tell anyone else.
Brimstone: Similar case; relates to Sage and Viper on a unique level the younger agents just can’t understand. Finds a certain peace with Sage, a certain calm in Viper. Realized he doesn’t have to be the lone head honcho and hide his pain and anxieties to be brave for the others. They’ll always be there to help him and make sure he isn’t alone. 
17.) What would make them break up? Would it be permanent?:
I think the, “no fraternization,” rules and trying to hide their relationship would hurt them a lot, along with trying to be professional between their work and their love. Like feelings getting in the way of rational decisions on the battlefield and it’d definitely create tension after. I could see some cases of this where they take a break or try to break things off but they always end up gravitating back towards each other. I could only see a permanent break-up in the scenario where something really bad happens on the battlefield because they were considering their love > their work/rationality, or if they got so busy they had no time to dedicate to their relationship at all. 
36.) What’s their greatest strength as a couple? Their weakness?:
Strengths: Good communication and honesty, and I think they’d have a lot of respect for each other’s needs and preferences. Plus, better teamwork when getting after the younger agents for the dumb ass shit they do 
Weaknesses: Conflicting schedules, work stress which could lead to schedule problems or irritability and arguments, etc... hard being the commanders of a vigilante mercenary group 
39.) Who initiated the relationship? Who kissed who first?  When did they realize they were in love?:
Initated: Probably Sage, after plenty of blushes and pining from both parties until they just couldn't take it anymore and she was the one to propose them all being happy together
Kisses: Sage usually initiates more soft and tender moments; She was the first to kiss Brim and Viper. (And between those two, Brim kissed Viper first.)
Realizing they were in love was a whole ordeal of self-denial and swallowing down feelings and avoiding the other as much as possible because oh my god there’s no way i’m crushing on them. It’d be SO funny because they’d be all giddy at the thought of each other like school kids and then go “no. i’m too old and too mature to be acting like i want to write my crushes’ names in my notebook over and over.” but love transcends all boundaries including age and they will have to cope 
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tubb0 · 3 years
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ahhhhh I am so excited for ranboo’s stream later I can’t believe I have to wait another 8 hours
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5hineesback · 6 years
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okay so last night i went to a kpop club night for the second time. the first time i went, which was back in feb/march, was quite fun. not a lot of music i would prefer, but it was fun. other than two or three strange/persistent guys, it was a good night.
last night was terrible. and it is completely the fault of the gross, disgusting men that attended. i dont have much experience with straight clubs lol but in the few i have been in, nothing matched up to this. i had guys try to hit on me, dance with me even after i said no, my friend was pressured to dance with a guy and he tried to kiss her when she didnt want to, not stopping til i broke it up and had to physically pull her away from him. we had a specific man mysteriously pop up behind us everywhere we went. at the start of the night something similar happened and i didnt continue conversation with a guy and he stuck around me, trying again and again to get my attention when it was obvious i wasn’t interested. i was touched while just walking with my friends out of the room. i’m pretty fucking sure at some point a guy behind me quickly leaned in and kissed my shoulder. this shit happened a lot. i got a lot of attention, and i don’t say that conceitedly, because it was fucking awful. literally, every single hour of the 6 hour night, sometimes multiple times an hour, i was subject to an uncomfortable experience. i think theres more than i’ve mentioned but i’m running incredibly low on sleep so i cant remember it all. the music was good, they played a lot of songs i liked. some groups were extremely overplayed, but i at least heard more songs to my taste than i did the first time. but i could barely enjoy it because at some point a guy would try to initiate something and id have to spend the rest of the song trying to get him away from me. 
the guys in that club were disgusting and obnoxious. about 90% of the guys there were korean, or at least east asian. and it was obvious what a lot of them were thinking. that they could act in fucking gross ways and girls wouldn’t care, or would like it, because we like kpop and therefore these guys are “oppa” and therefore can do whatever the fuck they want.
although, an amazing part of the night happened in the last hour. i had originally requested lucifer to be played during the night, on the event’s facebook page’s request post. it either wasn’t played or happened while me and my friends were elsewhere. so, my friend requested it for me again. a few minutes later, it came on and i jumped up from where i was sitting, almost knocking my phone. i didn’t notice until about 20 seconds later, so i picked it up to make sure it was safe, and i saw the time. 5:25am. i had no idea of the time before that moment so that was a huge shock and an incredible surprise. on may 25th, shinee’s anniversary no less (technically the early hours of the 26th but still). that was an awesome thing to happen. the energy during lucifer was kinda low bcos a lot of ppl werent feeling it lol but i was getting my life.
but yeah, apart from that i spent the whole night trying to avoid creepy men and getting harassed. i know for sure i won’t be going to another kpop club night. even though 80% of the first time i went was good, i don’t want to risk something like this happening again. i’m over the general atmosphere of those nights anyway, such as the attitudes towards the music of the people in attendance, which i won’t get into because that’s not what this is about. i just wanted to vent. and this is a psa for men to leave me alone.
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jmvrston · 3 years
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The Night We Met
The twelve years of pain and sorrow were finally over as the escapist laid quietly in the bed of the professor. Sirius Black had ran to the first place he thought of. Well, second. The first place he had thought of was his bestfriend. Brother, really. James Potter. But he wasn’t there for him this time. So he went to the place he thought of next. His favorite person in the world. Remus Lupin. So here he lays, currently sleeping for was seems like the first time in twelve years.
Remus had heard that Sirius escaped Azkaban. Almost everyone heard. It was all over the Daily Prophet. He’d thought he show up eventually but for some reason, his presence the night before at his doorway still shocked him. They stood there for a beat. Then Remus sighed and wrapped the shorter man into his arms, holding and never letting go. Rain was beating the pavement behind them.
Remus whispered in his ear, “I’m so sorry Sirius..” and Sirius only squeezed him tighter. “I’m just glad you’re here.” He replied, his voice tired and dry.
The werewolf pulled him inside and closed the door behind them. “You must be freezing, please just sit and make yourself at home, I’ll make some tea-“ Remus finally settled into the moment and took charge. “Moony?” That word hadn’t been spoken to him since the First Wizarding War. His heart dropped and he looked towards Sirius. “Yes?” He replied. “I’ve missed you so much.” Sirius smiled as best he could. “I’ve missed you so bloody much Pads..” Tears welling in his eyes, he kissed Sirius’s cheek, feeling the prickly touch of his unshaven face.
Remus backed away and squeezed his hand, “Now really, sit. I’ll make some tea.” and he pulled that “good ole’ Remus Lupin Smile.”
Sirius jumped out of his thoughts at the loud piercing noise of the kettle that left his ears ringing. “Sorry, I really need to get a new kettle.” Remus tan over with the kettle and poured two cups, handing one to Sirius and taking a seat in the armchair next to the sofa the other man was sat it.
“Thanks.” Sirius said, taking a sip from his tea. He immediately coughed, making Lupin glance at him and gently pat his back in attempts to help him. “S-Sorry....I-“ more coughs erupted, “Havent had this......in a while.” He laughed, looking up at Remus with that goofy smile of his. “I should’ve warned you.” Remus laughed and took another sip.
“I never said it but you’re welcome to stay here however long you’d like. You can even take the bed if you want I don’t mind sleeping h-“
“I’m not making you sleep on your couch when you have a fully good bed waiting for you. I can sleep on the sofa.” Sirius stated.
“We both sleep in my bed. It’s big enough for the two of us. How about that?” Remus smiled, reaching into his oversized grey jumper and pulling out a chocolate bar.
Sirius smiled and nodded. “Chocolate?” Remus asked. “No, no, I’m alright.” He replied plainly.
The air was thin for a moment as the two took in each other’s presence. “I s’ppose it’s getting late. I’m gonna head to bed alright? Just met me in there when you’re ready. And the bathroom’s just down the hall, an extra toothbrush should be in the bottom left drawer.” Lupin stood and nodded to the shorter man, taking his cup with him to his bedroom.
When Black finally made his way to Lupin’s room, he was in bed already dressed in his pajamas. Papers sprawled in front of him, and a pen in hand. Sirius stood in the doorway with a towel wrapped around him. Visions of young Moony with the same papers filed in front of him, studying for N.E.W.T.S. flooded his mind. And he smiled. He smiled for the first time in what seemed like forever.
“Bloody hell Sirius, I should’ve had this all out for you.” Remus stood up and walked towards him with some of his pajama pants and clean underwear. Just sleep with your shirt off, I’m sure you haven’t got to do that in a while.” He winked and got back into bed.
And just as he said, Sirius took the pajama pants and walked back to the bathroom to change.
Remus continued to grade his papers and Sirius climbed into bed next to him. He turned on his side, facing Remus. “So you’re a professor now?”
He nodded in return, “Defense Against the Dark Arts.” “Merlin, you were always the best at that class.” Sirius smiled, a long and heavy yawn grasping him and filling him with drowsiness.
Remus took a long look at the raven-haired man next to him. He moved the piece of hair that had fallen in front of his eyes to behind his ear. Sirius closed his eyes at the warm touch. “You can go to sleep y’know? You need it.” He said calmly. “I can’t.” Sirius opened his eyes and Remus pulled his hand away. “Darling how long has it been since you’ve slept.” Sirius shook his head, in fear of what the other would say.
“Pads.” He said once more, holding the side of his face and stroking his cheek gently with his thumb. Sirius sighed and closed his eyes, “Four days..”
“Sirius.. Come on, we’re getting some rest.”
“But you need to grade papers—“
“Sirius Black, I can do this at any point in the future. You are the present. I’ll be fine.” He smiled. And Sirius nodded hesitantly.
The werewolf leaned to his opposite side and placed all of his papers on the table next to him along with his pen and book. He switched the lamp off with just a snap and turned back to Sirius. He covered them both under his duvet and pulled him in close. The air fell silent. Only noise that could be heard was the sound of Remus’ heartbeat and the slow yet quickening breaths of the one lying on him.
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The sky was still dark but Remus was wide awake. Sirius seemed to be asleep and Remus couldn’t keep still any longer. He looked at his clock, 2:36 am. He sighed and very slowly and very carefully sat up, leaning his head on his headboard for a moment before grabbing his papers and his wand, “Lumos.” he whispered and a very faint light shined. He walked into the dining room and turned on the lamp next to him. He grabbed his pen and resumed what he had been doing before.
The man left in bed, around half an hour later it seemed, began to stir. Sirius rubbing his eyes and opened them. He checked the window. It’s still dark outside. He leaned over and felt that the bed was empty. His heart began racing. “Remus.” He tried to call out but his voice only allowed him a whisper. Tears filled his eyes and the thoughts of Azkaban flooded his mind. Is he dreaming? Is this all just fake and he’s really stuck back in Azkaban? Was Remus really gone?
Remus sat at the table tapping his pen relentlessly. He tried to gather his thoughts of the night but was interrupted by a scream calling “Re- ReMUS- REMUS!!!!!!” Remus jumped immediately and ran into the bedroom. There he found lying Sirius, sweaty and his eyes puffy and red. “R-Re...” He called sobbing and breathing heavily.
“Hey, hey shh Sirius listen to me.” Remus carefully sat next to him, “I need you to breathe okay? Breathe with me, in and out. Is it okay if I touch you?” Remus asked gently.
Sirius shook his head no, unsure of his surroundings.
“Okay, hey, that’s alright. Listen Padfoot, breathe with me. In....and out...there you go, in..... and out...” Sirius followed his instructions.
“Touch?” Remus smiled softly.
Sirius nodded and Remus immediately held his face in his hand, wiping away his tears with his thumbs. “What happened my love? Bad dream?” He kissed his forehead.
“I w-woke up and you were gone.” His breaths still remained heavy, but less than before. “Oh darling I’m so sorry, I just stepped out of the room I didn’t even think-“ Remus held him in his arms and Sirius sank into his chest.
“I won’t leave you. I never will.” Remus rocked him gently, rubbing his cheek with his thumb.
“Moony?” Sirius asked, his eyes still closed. “Hm?” Remus hummed in response.
“Take me back to the night we met..” And so he did.
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honeypirate · 3 years
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im still on the road with 500km more to go and it's almost midnight here i havent slept in +36 hours im running on a packet of 7 days croissants and 4 monster cans if i die in a car crash i will fight god
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If you die, I’ll fight god. I’ll throw some muthu fucken hands with god. He better watch his goddamn back. Sleep with one eye open God bc I’ll find ya
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depressedzelda · 3 years
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i woke up at 6am after falling asleep at 6pm yesterday bc i was up for 36 hours but i feel bad bc my boyfriend thinks im pissed at him for watching avengers movies while i slept cuz we had a long discussion yesterday after watching that captain americanor whatever show is out now abt well. Everything i have a problem with morally about marvel lol but im just pissed that he watched them without me¿ and also he left the dog alone so his parents were up all night with him 😑 so. i havent even showered yet Luigi is so hyper
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maybe im stupid or something but i genuinely dont understand the INSISTENCE of some fans that jon be both a stark and a targaryen
and here me out:
im not denying that rhaegar was his biological father. itd sort of be dumb to at this point.
but i dont understand why people insist that makes him a targaryen. he has no connection to them, besides a biological link that died before he was born.
beyond that, he doesnt show any of the distinct targaryen traits or features, aFaIR. he HAS shown that he fits right in with the starks features and traits, and could probably be spotted as one from a mile away.
jons storyline is the most northern based storyline, and part of his identity storyline is the north accepting him as a stark, too, something hes always wanted, always struggled for. even when he was a part of the nights watch, there was a part of that still worked at becoming a stark in the eyes of others, always being the most honorable he could be, living by ned starks (jons true father, if not by blood then by presence) teachings long after he died
forgive me if i dont immediately jump on the “jon is a targaryen” train after finding his biological father is rhaegar. as far as im concerned it just makes him related to the targaryens, not a true targaryen. to insist hes suddenly added the identity of “targaryen” after just a few scenes feels cheap. i dont feel like jons status as a targaryen is earned, in a storytelling sense.
i know that doesnt exactly make a whole lot of sense on the surface, and to be fair this is sort of just a thing thats been bugging me ever since the r+l=j reveal, and tbh, i also havent slept in almost 36 hours rn.
all ill say as a closing line is this:
why should rhaegar get anywhere near as much credit for jons identity as ned does?
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watta day into night - so many moons - yes i know there is only 1 for earth - showing her personas and interactions  -  another adult in the room for a change - oh t ! look at the moon !!  she can pass as fully functioning adult - vitas mom  - has an amazing life and career - fully accepts without judgement her daughter and the people who love her and join a slightly bent reality - anybody -  who loves t - after knowing fully his uh - foibles shall we sez - so theres vita - bf - t - sonya  in a kava bar  - t shoulder is kinda - uh - painfully fucked up - nbd - remember the road rash fall/ injury - 10 daze ago a lifetime - well cuz we hadda record and get thru - put all right arm pain inna box and buried it deep  and stayed pretty baked to keep there - well - hadda check progress - reality - wound healing nice - little pain a little itch - the rest of my arm - fuck - its just a re injure of rotator cuff tear im sure - soft tissue so - a few years older aint helpin but i know the exercises - if i need a little extra phys therapy i will no question go this week - but anyway - so i didnt real eyes how bad until i moved wrong in kava bar in college town - the FUUUUUUUCK i exclaimed cuz - tired - just ate and forgot to fully medicate before or after - having so much fun i forget - or just dont realize im not high anymore - pierced the 2 story bar - concern then wtf we gonna do - we laff about it and the need for  - “t  do u think u should go outside and get baked ? “ sonya sweetly suggests  - i told u she know me - 1st i do a simple exercise to relax shoulder a bit and then - i think vita started to mansplain something that had to do w scallops 
so 24 later - oh t - look at the moon - it was a good weekend - this is that moon and soon come we leave - sending 2 and 3 way msgs of love - did i post the pic in kava bar ? 
so in interim we played a gig - i wuz wrong - not paid - pass hat - reasonable amount of $ and that not even close to y we do it - lol - to not lose money on the weekend they have to pay us like a rawk star anyway  - we wuz good - we wuz ok - we approach great a few and we magic weave and trance all weekend - no reservation - no problem we fit u inna table the bartender b ur server - so yah we music magic  - vita pulls out things we havent played in so long and havent practiced - bold choice - it works cuz she a bad ass bitch and things she choose r very guitar centric - i just realize that now - we get a better sound than used to a bit of new equipment - we have fun - we connect back on the performance level in an instant - t flow in spurts and no awful notes or phrases and knowing some of the chords omg watta concept and everything sound like we play together always - almost casual - the owner seems to love us 
home now - shoulder stiff af not the good kind - pain a bit - slept a lot more than in a long time - plan on doing fuck all - not even much tumblr 
i ketchup later maybe w fries 
love 
always 
omg there is a kitty - such a good one - she wuz so glad to see me and me her and we praise pet play feed and she sleep at my feet   - i wuz only gone like 36 hours and the unpoet was w her 
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sunriseverse · 5 years
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24. “i don’t blame you, i wouldn’t love me either”
not as angsty as it could be but still…
hrems
*herms
whatre u doin
im bored
i wish u were here…
i mean im glad ur staying in bed bc ur sick but
Hermann stares at the screen blearily, eyes stinging slightly even with the brightness all the way down. The messages are timestamped an hour earlier, and he hadn’t seen them until just now, exhausted and fast asleep, having crashed in bed for a nap due to the aforementioned sickness.
His brow furrows as he tries to recall what event the other could possibly be attending; as far as he knows, there isn’t any sort of party; if there had been, Newton would’ve talked his ear off about it. If not a party, though, then what?
Newt? Where are you? he types, having to concentrate extra-hard to avoid typos. For a second, the screen reads sent before switching to read at 11:26 PM. After a few minutes, he’s about to give up hope of receiving a reply, but then the little pencil icon appears.
im not in thne lab if thats what ur askign 
im in my room
*asking
*the
Hermann smiles slightly at the typos; Newton always thinks faster than he can type or speak, and it’s endearingly extremely clear in moments like these. 
im just
sad
i think? idk i might just be hungry…
The messages are rapid-fire, and it’s like having the biologist by his side; his tendency to go off on tangents in real life conversations transfers over to text, as well, the jump from topic-to-topic, while jaring for outside observers, is familiar to Hermann. Comforting, even.
im in love and it hurts
Hermann draws in a deep breath, surprised. Newt, are you drunk?
no im not stop worrying
okay maybe im overexhausted 
i havent slept in 36 hrs
Newton! Hermann wants to snap, scold him for his feckless attitude, but text doesn’t carry the tone properly. He wants to force the other to take care of himself properly, but he’s aware that Newton is a fully-grown adult, and as stubborn as a two-year-old to boot.
but like ive only had 1 glass…
but im sad and im rly into him but hes not interested…
fuck tendo i tried to give him flowers and he asked me *why*
and the other day i used the “are u a book cuz im chevking u out” joke nd he stared at me blankly
*checking
i mean its like
“i dont blame you, i wouldn’t love me either”
Hermann stills, because he remembers both of those incidents. He—he’d thought it was a mix-up, or that the biologist was mocking him. Heart racing, he rereads the messages. Oh. Newton, I’m not Tendo. There’s a second, before the pencil icon returns.
fuck
oh god im sorry
ignore that all pls
im so sorry hermann
Wait! Hermann types, but it’s too late. The screen reads sent but remains that way. Hermann’s heart clenches. He wants to get out of bed, race to Newt’s room; demand did you really mean that? but he can barely stand at this point, fatigued as he is.
With a frustrated groan and a sneeze, Hermann settles back under the blankets, miserably hoping he’ll be well enough to try and speak to Newton in the morning. He hopes…oh, damn that. He fervently desires that Newt feels similarly—what was originally simply a crush has grown and mutated in the past decade to something more deeply rooted; the scent of formaldehyde and a quick smile, the intonations that mean fond exasperation and a scratchy call me Newt!
It isn’t love, not in the way it’s classically portrayed, but it’s…something. Something beyond mere friendship, that much is certain.
He drifts off to a restless sleep.
When he blinks awake, the first thought in his mind is ow followed quickly thereafter with Newton! He checks the time. Past nine in the morning. His congestion has cleared up a fair amount, and he no longer feels like falling over when he stands up.
The walk to Newton’s room is a blur; two months post-Slattern (post-almost apocalypse, as Newt would say) the Shatterdome is almost half-empty, and he doesn’t pass anyone in the halls.
The door handle, when he tries it, is locked; he bangs on it, calls, “Newton? Newton!” Despite what most assume, of the two of them, Newt is the only one who can wake up before ten with any amount of regularity, and Hermann doubts he’s asleep.
A few beats pass, and Hermann waits with bated breath, before the locking mechanism clicks and the door swings open to reveal a red-eyed Newton, dressed in a pair of sweatpants and a loose, faded graphic tee. “I’m sorry,” he says, voice hollow. “Can we just—can we pretend I never said that?”
“Absolutely not,” Hermann snaps. “For once in your life, Newt, act like an adult and face things head-on.” It’s a low blow, and they both know it, but Hermann, in the face of adversity, is prone to slipping back into old habits.
“I’m sorry,” Newt repeats. “I thought you were Tendo.”
He tries to slam the door shut, but Hermann insinuates his cane in the way, ducks inside before Newt manages to stop him. “Quit saying that.”
“Well what do you want me to say?”
Hermann’s lips pull back in frustration, teeth bared as he hisses, “The truth!”
“The truth?” Newt laughs, semi-hysterically, throws his head back. “The truth, Doctor Gottlieb, is that I am, for some insane reason, irrevocably attracted to you!” He’s almost shouting at this point, hands clenched into fists.
“As am I!” Hermann spits back, almost a snarl.
It takes a second to register, for both of them, what he’s just said, and Newt gapes at him. “You—what?” he breathes, features slack with surprise.
“Yes!” Hermann snaps. “There, I’ve said it—at least I’m not trying to hide from it!”
“I wasn’t!” Newt shouts back, throwing up his hands. “I kept trying to express interest, and you kept thinking it was just a mistake!”
“Well how was I supposed to know you weren’t mocking me?” Hermann questions hotly.
Newt lets out a bark of laughter. “Mock you? The hell, Hermann? I might be a dick sometimes, but I thought you held me in a higher regard than that!”
Hermann glares at the other, flushed, and sputtering. “…apologies,” he says slowly. “I didn’t intend to imply that I think of you as…morally deficient.” Newt huffs.
“You bastard,” he sighs. “You handsome, annoying, brilliant bastard.” This time it’s Hermann’s turn to sputter incoherently, blushing hotly at the compliments, and fixes his gaze on an interesting sketch on the wall, fingers fidgeting with the head of his cane. Newt’s gaze tracks his movements, and from the corner of his eye, Hermann catches him grinning.
“So,” he says, sidling up to Hermann, “what do you say we order take out for brunch and cuddle on my bed?”
Hermann clears his throat, trying not to blush further as Newt slips his hand into Hermann’s, and finally meets his eyes. “I think that’s an excellent idea, Newton.”
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lovebunnie · 5 years
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Do all the asks coward
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1. what does your wallet look like?
-i got it as a present from my uncle for christmas and its really expensive but also so ugly im sorry uncle tom. its like that ‘southern fashion’ bullshit that white MAGA moms wear. but it was better than my old wallet, which looks like this and i got when i was 12:
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2. favorite color?
- baby pinnk
3. do you own a pride flag, or more than one?
-heres the thing: my parents basically know im not straight but i havent told them. my brother has thought i was a lesbian since freshman year, i have a small pride pin on my backpack, ive never been on a date, its complicated. but no, i dont have one. maybe one day, hopefully.
4. describe your favorite outfit
-black pants, platform doc martens, hoodie under a jean jacket, one clip on earring, and holding my crushes hand :]
5. when was the last time a girl made your heart flutter, and what’d she do?
-okay so theres this girl in my theatre class who is really cute, and she put her head on my shoulder and shes pagan so she drew a little sigil on my arm that means “safe and homely” so like :)))))))))))))
6. do you use nail polish?
-i do, i mostly do black tho
7. do you keep organized?
-absolutely. i have things online filed accordingly, i pick out my outfits the day before, my binders are neat, i learned how to army fold my shirts, i keep my shit CLEAN
8. ever take naps?
-only accidentally. ill be laying in bed watching youtube and next thing you know my autoplay has me watching a markiplier video even tho i dont like him and its 4 hours later
9. who was your first crush?
-idk if this is a real person or not so ill do both. my first fake person crush was either troy from high school musical or frankie stein from monster high. and my first real crush was on a boy named dominic in elementary school. i told him i liked him at the end of 5th grade because i thought i was switching schools but then i didnt and we never spoke again.
10. what are your crush tendencies? fall hard or often?
-both both both. i am the worst with crushes. i have crushes all the time because im romantic and a fucking fool. i have 3 crushes off the top of my head rn and i like them all for different reasons. thats not to say that i want to date them, but its that i like them a lot and i kinda wanna kiss their cheek or hold their hand idk
11. describe your ideal day
-play overwatch with my best friend (u gonble >:) ) then hang out with my cat, go get a smoothie, buy some cool shoes or something, take a shower and be asleep by 9 :,)
12. describe your ideal date
-i have stated that build a bear is an amazing first date and im NOT BACKING DOWN. ITS CUTE AS FUCK AND ILL ACCEPT NOTHING LESS!!
13. whats your favorite food?
-either sushi or strawberries :3c
14. who do you feel most comfortable around?
-my theatre class, people from camp, and gobble
15. what is your favorite compliment to receive?
-i dont have a favorite, any and all are going to make my face go red so i have to cover it and maybe make me cry
16. did you/do you like highschool?
-the first 3 years fucking sucked but senior year has been amazing so far. mostly because i just kinda stopped giving a fuck but its amazing
17. favorite animal?
-i think its cats now. i really like cats
18. do you like your name?
-eh, its okay. its pretty but also it seems like there are 60 million fucking people named grace and its so annoying. i wish it was something more unique idk
19. what kind of weather is your favorite?
-a light rain. no swinging trees or thunder, just lots of rain. its nice to stay inside and feel secure
20. do you believe in horoscopes?
-absolutely not. but theyre fun if you like them
21. tell us about your music taste
-its horrific. to sum it up, my two favorite musicians are the gorillaz and frank sinatra. take from that what you will
22. have you had your first kiss? if so, what was it like?
-i havent had my first kiss yet. gonna be honest, i felt like i was going to, a few times at camp and recently when classes ended. but yeah, nothing yet
23. did you have a favorite stuffed animal as a kid?
-i went thro cycles of favorites. but one ive had for years is a plush shadow the hedgehog from universal studios i got when i was 6. i used to carry him around, even to a pool once
24. what time do you usually wake up and go to bed?
-if you know me, you know i go to bed ridiculously early. i usually get tried at around 6pm and fall asleep between 7:45 and 8:30. and i always wake up before 6 am. i havent slept past 6 am continuously since the end of junior year. please help me
25. what dream trip would you take with your wife?
-maybe to go explore new york, just the two of us that sounds like fun :]
26. do you have any pets?
-i have 2 dogs and a cat. the family owns the dogs but that cat is mine
27. what pair of underwear is your favorite?
-uhhhhhhhhhhh i have some with rainbows that are cool? i dont have favorites, none of them are cute anyway
28. what makes you smile?
-funny jokes make me smile real hard, and if you compliment me at the right time, i kind of pull my legs up and hide my face? its cute and charming i promise
29. what makes you feel heavy?
-in both the physical and metaphorical sense, eating bread
30. what makes you feel better?
-watching bo burnham always makes me feel better, hes my go to whenever im really depressed
31. how do you show your love?
-i show my love in everything i do. everything i do is for love, i love love so much its sickening
32. when is it time to get a haircut?
-whenever u want to lol?
33. where would you live if you could live anywhere?
-maybe san francisco, its beautiful and i love the city
34. do your friends and family take good care of you?
-as much as i allow them to. sometimes i go days without communicating and i know thats annoying but my friends put up with it (they shouldnt have to, i know) and my family is okay. its cliche to say, but they honestly dont understand what im going thro alot of the times, esp with my anxiety and shit
35. have you always used the labels you use now?
-back in the beginning of highschool, i used they/them pronouns and identified as asexual/aromantic. eventually, it didnt feel right, so i know identify as cis and bisexual and that feels right to me
36. what makes you laugh?
-my friends, when people shit talk gobble and i in overwatch even tho???? we didnt know him?????? and the mcelroys always get me
37. who is your favorite fictional character?
-too many options, see list here
38. who do yo admire?
-my father when hes not threatening to throw my phone into a fucking lake and my friends for putting up with me
39. describe yourself in three words
-i am baby
40. how long does it take you to get ready in the morning? 
-usually about 45 min, more or less as each day goes
41. what do you wish you could tell your younger self?
-listen: STOP GIVING A FUCK ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE. YOU WILL NEVER SEE THEM AGAIN, BE YOURSELF. STOP HIDING AND BEING SCARED OF YOURSELF, BE GENUINE!!!!
42. what would you do if you win the lottery?
-get my parents settled, see about other family members, and then distribute the money to charities accordingly, starting with flint and getting them water
43. would you call yourself a romantic?
-yes
44. what is your gayest childhood memory?
-my mom had cosmos magazines
45. do you have tattoos or want any?
-i dont have any tattoos but ive been obsessed with them since the 6th grade. id love to get tattoos, i just dont know what or where and also im afraid of pain
46. whats your worst habit?
-either biting my thumbs, starving myself, or ghosting my friends. prob ghosting my friends
47. what are you proud of?
-i guess coming out of my shell finally? idk, i actually have friends now and it feels amazing tbh. im in 5 group chats now. i havent been in a group chat since 6th grade. :))))))
48. did you know that youre actually a gift to the world, for real?
-hi i love you?
49. whats your favorite memory?
-there are so so many. but what comes to mind first is our dance night at camp where we all stood outside and i finally gave ian my tumblr and we all ran inside to dance to mr. brightside then ran outside again and we requested nightcore and rivers was fucking dancing their hearts out and we all sang along and im going to crying just typing this out
50. do you have a sweet tooth?
-i guess so. too much makes me feel like shit but i do really enjoy smarties
51. what do you like most about yourself?
-this is dumb, but my sense of style. since i got a job ive been wearing shit i actually like and its amazing. ill admit i have cool clothes
52. what makes you fall for a girl?
-besides acknowledging me, probably getting to know me and not like, putting me on a pedestal. idk its weird, ive met a lot of people this year who like to place me so high it feels like i cant make a mistake around them without disappointing them. idk, i want someone to call me out on my bullshit instead of assuring me im okay. i want to know what i do wrong so i can fix it
53. make a recommendation
-for what? uhh okay for music, listen to ‘clay pigeons’ by michael cera (yes i know michael cera) and for television, watch bojack horseman and for movies, watch the docuseries called ‘7 days out’ on netflix
54. have you ever had your heart broken?
-yeah, when i broke up with maddy because we werent ready to date. i cared and continue to care about her and i didnt want to hurt her but i knew its what we both needed. its what i needed, atleast. and i cant be a good girlfriend if i feel like im doing badly. but also ive had friends break my heart and family break my heart. but im okay now, this heart is ready to be broken again
55. when do you feel most yourself?
-def when i was at camp, that place is magical in the way it allows you to be yourself. but also when i talk to gobble because hes my best friend and when im at college, we can talk more and its gonna be dope as shit
56. name a gorgeous celeb
-jake gyllenhaal jake gyllenhaal jake gyllenhaal 
57. what are some of your favorite songs this week?
-fake happy by paramore, im not okay (i promise) by my chemical romance, tomorrow comes today by gorillaz
58. tell us 2 or your biggest hopes and fears
-biggest hopes: i publish a book someday & i get a job doing something i love
-biggest fears: i end up homeless and broke & something horrific happens in college
59. what flavor chapstick/lipbalm is the best?
-raspberry i guess
60. are you okay?
-i answered a lot more honestly then i shouldve for some of these and i start new classes tomorrow so im feeling really anxious so im doing alright i guess.
gobble you test me but i do love you
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harbingerovergrown · 3 years
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I watched our cat get hit by a car today. They didn't even stop. I cant stop seeing his body in my head. I havent stopped crying for hours. Im tired and I havent slept in 36 hours.
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claryvoyantfray · 6 years
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Do all of them u coward
WHO ARE YOU CALLING A COWARD, FARMER???1: Is there a boy/girl in your life?Yes there is2: Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them?I mean, I forgive people very easily so I guess. I havent seen that person in over a year since going to college, but I don't hate them3: What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”Firstly I think of a cat, and then I think of that one song/video where the only word is meow4: What’s something you really want right now?Chinese food and pickles just because I feel like it's been so long since I've had either5: Are you afraid of falling in love?Kinda, just because I get attached easily6: Do you like the beach?I love the beach! Last time I went was with family on vacation (and the time before was senior skip day)7: Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?I have. The las time it was for my friend's birthday. Me and this one girl fell asleep on the couch together and in the morning I felt like my legs were cut off8: What’s the background on your cell?Lockscreen is a series of 10 pictures. My home screen is from my brother's Christmas concert. He's in the middle being hugged by our friend Bean and my boyfriend9: Name the last four beds you were sat on?Mine at college, mine at home, my boyfriend's, and my friend's10: Answered11: Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts?This girl who I met at winter conference. Her name was Bekah12: Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?Emotional pain by far. With physical those things go away (and you might have some cool stories to tell) but with emotional, that stick with you for a long time13: Answered14: Are you tired?I always am lately. I took a 4 hour nap today. But since it's a little after 1 (1:02 to be exact) I'm a little tired15: How long have you known your 1st phone contact?Like first alphebetically? That would be Abby and I've known her for 2 years. If it's first ever, that would be my mom or dad 😂16: Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes?Ha... that's funny. Considering that my last ex is a terrible person who cheats on his girlfriends and the one before is gay (and my best friend), I'm going with a strong no. Although me and my best friend keep saying we'll get married at like 40 if we don't have anyone17: If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today?No I would not, especially since I'm a stressed out college student. I would wanna wait til I graduate to do something like that18: How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?A total of zero19: Is there a certain quote you live by?None that come to mind, but I do love a lot of quotes20: What’s on your mind?Just stuff for the future and what living with 3 of my friends will be like next year21: Do you have any tattoos?NO BUT I WANT SOME22: Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?March 10 (the day I come home for spring break)23: Who are you texting?Nobody really right now, but I did just send a text to my friend Colin24: Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?Alwayssssssss25: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?That would be Colin26: Do you think anyone has feelings for you?Well I would hope so27: Answered28: Were you single on Valentines Day?You bet I was, but I gave my friends super cute gifts29: Has anyone upset you in the last week?I don't think so30: Have you ever cried over a text?Yeah, but only like once or twice31: Where’s your last bruise located?I get a lot of random bruises everywhere, but there's one on my thigh currently32: Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad?Probably in the middle of last semester. I just wanted to go back home33: Who was the last person you were on the phone with?My dad. I was asking him what I could use as a bottle opener if I didn't have one34: Do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day?No because every day is a bad hair day for me. I just own it35: Answered36: Do you make supper for your family?No I don't. Me and my brother did a couple times, but not recently. I like baking more than cooking37: Does your bedroom have a door?Yes, but no lock (it's an old house so it's like those skeleton keys, my door could lock if I knew how to work the key)38: Does anything on your body hurt?My shoulders. I need to get a massage39: Are goodbyes hard for you?Depending how me/them are gone40: How is your hair?Long and messy with purple tips41: Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?I kinda wish I was home, but I'm alright42: Answered43: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?Probably wondering if any of my friends snore (I had 3 of them over last night)44: Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?Yes. I always try way too hard45: How old will you be in 5 months?19 and a half46: Where is your Mum right now?Probably in bed sleeping, unless she worked overnight, then she's at work47: Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?Sadly I haven't48: How many people have you liked in the past three months?I think 3 on varying degrees49: Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days?Not my underwear, but last night my friends saw me in my bra50: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?Already did51: If your BF/GF was into drugs would you care?If it was weed, no (because everyone I know does it). But if it was the hard stuff I would be concerned depending on what it was. So yeah I would care52: Who was your last received call from?A blocked random number53: Have you ever trusted someone too much?I trust everyone I talk to way more than I should (but it's fine. It's only been bad twice)54: Do you get along with girls?Oh God I would hope so. But yeah I do55: Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?Yeahhhh. I'm supposed to tell my mom something that I refuse to talk about (just because she'll be mad)56: Answered
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chaekkung · 7 years
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⭐️ + 👫 + 👀 (I hope it's okay to send a few!)
!!! its more than okay! i am so bored.. tenk u hon ilu ❤️❤️
⭐️- why is your bias your bias? afshshsj the dreaded question… there’s really no way i can properly answer this because honestly?? i can write a whole encyclopedia A-Z and 1-infinity about why hyungwon is literally my entire universe?? but ill say like a few things of the many that makes me love him so much… ok first of all he’s literally the sweetest boy you willl ever come across. at first, you wouldn’t even think he’s like that because he doesn’t really express his feelings a lot. but he watches and thinks before he does anything, like he would do the smallest thing for someone, but that would make them really happy because it really shows that he cares and like he doesnt do it for appearances?? he genuinely cares really deeply for a lot of people, and usually just shows it in his own way, and not because he wants anything in return. he goes out of his way to make people happy, even if it’s something he doesn’t want to do… and also he’s such a dorky and adorable boy even though he can look so mature and quiet at times. in reality he’s a big baby who has the cutest aegyo even though he doesnt think so,,, and hes overall just an amazing person… his looks are unrivaled, hes overflowing with talents (singing, dancing, choerographing, djing, modeling, memeing, etcetc), and he has the biggest and warmest heart. and yet the thing that gets me is that even through all of this, he’s so humble?? like i don’t understand how hes so perfect… in every sense. he never boasts himself, or is ever content with where he is at now. he’s constantly trying to improve himself in every aspect, and it’s not only for him, it’s for us and his members. he does his best every single time, and doesn’t stop trying to outdo his last. he’s honestly.. the best boy. there’s so many reasons i love him.. little things too but lemme shut up now dhhssj and also i havent slept in like 36 hours so idk what i just rambled about im sorry
👬- favorite brotps?definitely jookyun… goals.. also hyungki!! i love them :(((
👀- name one member who isn’t your bias but…hmm changkyun? i really love that boy with every atom in me…. he’s really special to me and holds a very precious spot in my heart❤️
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preciousnerd · 7 years
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A “should we know us a little better” tag
RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people 
Tagged by @lil-loki THE LAST: 
 1. Drink: mountain dew 
2. Phone call: my dad whoops  
3. Text message: kasey!! 
 4. Song you listened to: uuhhhh Youre Mine by Lola Marsh 5. Time you cried: idk probably like,,3 days ago? 
6. Dated someone twice: yes, with multiple people but also with the guy I’m with now!  
7. Kissed someone and regretted it: maaany times lma o 8. Been cheated on: yes multiple times  9. Lost someone special: of course, who hasn’t? 
 10. Been depressed: lmao yeah  11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope!  LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:
 12-14: seafoam green, pastelier blues ? and uuhh,,purple because it reminds me of kasey  IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
 15. Made new friends: uhhh ye s I met Lana and Ty through our mutual hate of Kaleb!!  
16. Fallen out of love: nope I dont think so  
17. Laughed until you cried: probably pft 18. Found out someone was talking about you: in a bad way,,? Ig I did last night??? Idk I dont pay a lot of attention to that stuff  19. Met someone who changed you: in the past year,,no I haven’t  20. Found out who your friends are: I guess i found that out earlier than this past year so,,,no?  
21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Cody isnt in my facebook list smh so no GENERAL: 
22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: uh,,,two of them i think?? kasey and my sister??  
23. Do you have any pets: two dogs atm but ive had more in the past  
24. Do you want to change your name: yes a million times yes
 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: uh nothing? We went to dinner downtown and ate cake and opened presents in my sisters dorm room  
26. What time did you wake up: at like 12:45 whoops  
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: uuhhh either watching youtube or playing gay wars with reb  
28. Name something you can’t wait for: for my boyfriend to not be be going through absolute hell in his life  
29. When was the last time you saw your mom: like a minute ago she walked in and talked to me about who was playing a new autistic doctor in a show  30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i wish i could change how codys life was going rn!!!  
31. What are you listening right now: nothing other than the distant sound of The Chew playing in the living room  32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no? i dont think so 
33. Something that is getting on your nerves: when I dont think before I act and it causes other people to get hurt  
34. Most visited Website: idk probably youtube or hangouts  35. Mole/s: u  h none  36. Mark/s: some single lonely freckles on my arms,legs,feet, and hands, a really dark birthmark on my back, a lot of scars on my legs and arms and hands, stretch marks on my back and i,,,think thats it???  37. Childhood dream: idk small me probably wanted a husband/boyfriend and to not work and be a stay at home mom because thats what i grew up thinking i needed to be but that has changed lm ao 38. Hair color: uh its naturally dark brown but rn the shaved part is brown and the long part is blonde  
39. Long or short hair: definitely short but the longer part is very floofy :> 
40. Do you have a crush on someone: yeye my boyfriend 
41. What do you like about yourself: uh?? i really like my hair?? thats the main thing ig, and my hip/collar bones are nice  42. Piercings: lmao no never again 
43. Bloodtype: who actually knows this about themselves  44. Nickname: u h idk my sister calls me Arooooon (pronounced like,,maroon), some people call me hecker, i think my new nickname for loki was turdsnot, or we could change it too rufus, and kasey and my boyfriend call me a bunch of cute things like hun or babe or whatever but idk its hard to keep track of 45. Relationship status: taken 
46. Zodiac: aries 
 47. Pronouns: they/them 48. Favorite TV Show: hmmm..probably like,,jojos even though thats an anime  
49. Tattoos: i dont have any but i want them real bad  
50. Right or left hand: left for writing and eating stuff but i use my right for some things ?  
51. Surgery: havent gone through surgery and the thought scares me  52. Piercing: smh i see you asking double questions  
53. Sport: not a sporty person but im interested in going into dance?? especially contemporary  55. Vacation: at this point its always to Texas to see my bf and best friend  56. Pair of trainers: what does this even mean?? shoes?? favorite shoes??? i really like my heels ig??? ? ?? ?  ?
MORE GENERAL: 
57. Eating: i was eating cinnamon toast crunch but i really want a rice bowl from a kobe place near me dfjfk 58. Drinking: mountain dew lmao 59. I’m about to: probably watch youtube and talk to kasey  
61. Waiting for: death?? but also my babe  62. Want: to move back to texas bluh  63. Get married: depends on who im with when i need to make that decision but im open to it and id definitely get married to cody in the future if he wanted  
64. Career: i dont really know anymore, body painter, special effects artist, journalist??artist??  something different?? idk! !  WHICH IS BETTER?: 
65. Hugs or kisses: uuhhh kisses but only with my bf  66. Lips or eyes: hmm..depends?? both are nice  67. Shorter or taller: both have their perks especially when dating either of them, like with cody he can pick me up and carry me around and i have to stand on my toes to kiss him and i love it but with shorter people they can sit in your lap and you can rest your head on theirs and bl uh idk bu t atm taller because i just want to be Held  
68. Older or younger: uuhh older cause im real young anyways but not like,,,too much older yknow,, 
70. Nice arms or nice stomach: uhh????? ?i dunno??? both are nice ig but neither are important to me?? ? 
71. Sensitive or loud: i dont know what this,,means?? like in a person??? it doesnt matter ig both have their perks and downsides to me 
72. Hook up or relationship: relationship, i cant stand the thought of hooking up with someone  
73. Troublemaker or hesitant: again, both are good and bad  HAVE YOU EVER: 
74. Kissed a stranger: not a complete stranger no but i wouldnt do it again  75. Drank hard liquor: lmao no ive only had a sip of a frozen daiquiri once  76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: i havent lost them to a point ive never found them but i slept with my glasses in my bed and couldnt find them for like an hour and cried about it after looking because i hated the feeling of not being able to see and it frustrated me a lot (this sounds like it happened when i was a small child but no it only happened like a year and a half ago)  77. Turned someone down: lmao yes ofc if i said yes to everyone who wanted to date me i would jump around so much and id hate it  78. Sex in the first date: uuhhhh questionably yes? but we had been dating for a long time before that it was just our first proper “go out and see each other” date cause we are long distance yknow  79. Broken someones heart: whoops yeah oh well  
80. Had your heart broken: yeyeye 81. Been arrested: lmAO n o 
82. Cried when someone died: yes  
83. Fallen for a friend: uuh yeah i guess thats what happened with jennie? but i wouldnt say i completely fell for her, ive only been in love once so idk, but i used to become interested in friends DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
 84. Yourself: lmao no not at all 85. Miracles: yes and no? but to keep it simple ill just stick with no  86. Love at first sight: uhhh i dont really know tbh, but i dont think i do 
87. Santa Claus: no :< 
88. Kiss in the first date: depends?? most of the time no tho 
89. Angels: dont believe in god so i dont believe in angels either whoops  OTHER:
 90. Current best friends name: kasey and cody 91. Eyecolor: brown 
92. Favorite movie(s): The Little Prince is one of my favorites, Song of the Sea, Moana, just a lot of animated kids movies are really g o od man  TAGGED: idk ig,,, @demonicfox15 ? sure you can do it kasey why not  this took me,,,so freaking long dkfmkmds
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