#i LITERALLY WAS EXACTLY LIKE THIS AT 14

[aroaceleovaldez]

HoO is so funny to me when you actually think about the ages of all the characters. Octavian is 18. Percy and Annabeth are 16, almost 17. Reyna is presumably 16. Frank just turned 16, Jason’s about to turn 16. Leo and Piper are like 15. Hazel’s like 14 and a half, and Nico is 13.

The Death Sibs are both the youngest and oldest on the Argo II. Octavian is a college freshman getting into petty drama with a bunch of high schoolers. He gets told to shut up at one point by a random 8th grader. Everyone is scared of the 8th grader. We Sent A 13 Year Old To Superhell and he came back weirder, Just Like Middle School. TLH was just three high school sophomores being sent to do a task and it going Exactly Like You’d Expect. Percy’s the only demigod on the ship who can legally drive (though Reyna gets her drivers license at some point before TOA). What Is Happening.

#pjo #hoo #heroes of olympus #riordanverse #my second favorite thing related to this is like every time Hazel references someone's age especially in SoN it's just. blatantly incorrect. #she goes into very specific detail about how she's 14. detailing like exactly how many months it had been since her birthday #and when she died and when she was brought back. just like ''okay. im 14 and a half. got that? good.'' #''anyways here's Frank. he's 3 years older than me'' like literal next chapter. we are told Frank is not 3 years older than her. #Hazel: Here's my older brother! [Nico is younger than her in literally every way feasible] #ive just decided Hazel is an unreliable narrator who is just really bad at guessing/remembering how old people are #which like. adhd mood. forgetting how old everybody is. #and she has the bonus excuse of saying her sense of time is skewed from being a ghost for so long #but it's just so funny every time she's just. with the upmost confidence. blatantly the wrong answer. #i want a scene of Hazel looking at Percy and just going ''hm. I bet he's like 20.'' and then learns he's 16 #and she's just [surprised pikachu] #also we know it isn't an error that she's 14 cause in TOA she's like ''oh yeah im learning to drive!'' #so she's 15 by then #it is however an error that *Nico* is said to be 14 in hoo cause he's 12 in TLO and 14 in TOA #but we know in HoO the reason that error was made was cause Rick hadn't figured out Nico's birthday yet #and he was flipping it between January or March #so he just forgot how old Nico is for a series and then we went back to normal

[colorofmymindposts]

Doctor/Donna fans WE ARE SO BACK. We truly got

a genuine love confession from the Doctor about Donna aka "I absolutely love her"

Donna being so subconsciously influenced by the Doctor that she gave all her money away out of goodwill, meaning the impact he had on her was so fundamental that it wasn't lost in the memories that were taken away

"Like I had something lovely and it's gone."

Donna, not even fully knowing who the Doctor is at the time, running back to help him and refusing to let him try to do it all on his own

the Doctor cradling Donna in his arms as she was not really dying

the Doctor not caring if he dies in that moment because Donna is again seemingly but not really dead but damnit Meep will know it was the DoctorDonna who stopped Meep and saved London

Donna implying her husband should maybe be jealous of her relationship with the Doctor??

the Doctor remembering exactly how she takes her coffee! after all these years!!!

the Doctor remembering "every second" of traveling with Donna and saying losing Donna "killed" him. Four times over.

#ten x donna #doctor x donna #doctor who spoilers #donna noble #tenth doctor #the doctor #doctor who #no i am not tagging him 14 he's literally the same guy as 10 and acts exactly like him mannerisms and all #anyways these all are just off the top of my head after the first watch-through but i'm sure there's more #manders rambles in the tags #dw spoilers

[starry-bi-sky]

more cfau miscellaneous things because Childhood Friends Danny and Jason have my head and heart always and I need to finish rewriting chapter two dammit (and redo the half-finished chapter 4 because its just Not The Vibes). i'm almost through I need to get through the graveyard scene. (i just stubbornly refuse to have it be shorter than the original chapter and thats the little death. that is the mind killer.)

Danny and jason’s ghost forms both smell faintly like burnt flesh and cigarettes. However, Jason has a more smokey smell while Danny’s smells almost,,, electrical? In a sense? Like he just straight up smells like burnt flesh and sulphur while Jason smells like someone put him in a smoker first.

It’s very much an unpleasant smell but Danny finds an odd comfort in it just as much as he finds a comfort in the smell of nicotine.

(Jason post-revival smells burnt flesh once and is immediately offput by the fact that it brings him an instinctive comfort. He doesn’t realize its because it reminds him of Danny, and is uncomfortable by it.)

-

In an au of an au, Danny’s altercation with Rath ends with Rath regaining enough of his sanity to snap out of the grieving state and ends with him breaking down. Instead of being souped and imprisoned, Rath, who is permanently 14, decides to Move On into the unknown. He’s exhausted, heartbroken, and tired.

(Is this influenced heavily by the ParaNorman scene where he talks to Agatha and helps her move on? Yes. But it doesn’t fit with the Original Storyline so im shoving it into an Au of an Au.)

Rath tells Danny that Jason lied to them (which he genuinely believes), and that he’s tired of waiting/looking for him/grieving. Jason is gone. He isn’t coming back, he abandoned them. And he wants his mom and dad, and his sister, and his friends. And he’s ready to join them.

He leads Danny out to Gotham, which other than Amity Park might’ve been the only city left untouched due to Rath’s own mental block on the place. They go out to the park he and Jason used to frequent or up to one of crime alley’s rooftops, and there Rath lies down and goes to sleep. Only to never wake up again, materializing into nothing as his soul moves on.

Before Rath leaves, he forces Danny to promise him that he’ll only wait for Jason for ten years. After that if he doesn’t find him, or if Jason doesn’t show, then Danny has to move on. Whether that be like how Rath does, or if its inly mentally/emotionally, doesn’t matter. He has to move on. Don’t wait for him. Don’t waste his time any more.

(“Oh, and if you find him, kick his ass for me.”)

Danny reluctantly agrees, and Rath lies down. Danny sings to him as he falls asleep.

(Angsty points if the vigilantes including Red Hood caught wind of their presence and were silently watching from the shadows. Rath might know they’re there, but Danny’s too focused on Rath to notice.)

(If only so that Red Hood realizes that this is what happened to Danny, and that Danny is gone before he can make things right. The tragedy, folks. The angst. The initial realization that Danny was Rath, and then also that Danny was dead and has been dead for years, and that before he moved on, he moved on believing that Jason abandoned him.)

(like i said it doesn't fit in the original timeline/storyline hence why its an au of an au and isn't nearly a fleshed out, but i was largely just focusing on the tragedy of Rath moving on and Jason being alive to see it and realize just who Rath is.)

-

Just like how the Lazarus pits shot Jason's twiggy 4'6-5'4 (depending on what you find) feet tall and 86lb ass up like a tree an essentially fixed his malnutrition, the portal did the same thing for Danny.

(granted i forgot about malnutrition and danny's likely stunted growth at first -- his family lived in crime alley and despite both his parents working, I don't think they had enough food all the time. He probably wasn't as badly malnourished as Jason was, but he wasn't healthy either.)

Granted his ghost in its "natural" state (14) is short, and his growth spurts were slow at first, it did result in him reaching his dad's height. There were points where it just happened overnight, like a baby. He went to bed one night 5’6 and woke up the next day 5’10.

Jazz is shorter than him. Although I have't decided if she's even liminal at all (and if she is, it didn't cure everything because she would have also suffered childhood malnutrition, and since in au canon their parents didn't get their hands on physical ectoplasm until after they got to Amity Park. So the exposure is less.)

-

Danny's voice absolutely sounds like canon Dan's. It kinda just dropped one day when he was 16-17 and never went back up. Sam and Tucker sometimes ask him to just talk about anything because they find his voice soothing.

I'm not sure yet how Danny would feel about it at first considering Rath, but I imagine that Rath, when he did speak, would have had a quieter and scratchier/weaker voice considering he's spent the last decade shrieking and crying.

(and i suppose technically that shouldn't have any effect on his throat considering he's a ghost and idk if that would actually affect him, but i like the idea so im keeping it)

In the beginning you could hear him from a mile away by the sound of his loud, echoing wails, but ten years later you can only really hear him by the soft, shuddering sobs he makes. Like he's gasping for air that isn't there. The future is full of very quiet survivors.

And it's much easier to speak when you pitch your voice upwards (especially when whispering/speaking quietly) so he might've spoken in a higher, airy pitch in order to be heard. So Danny might actually find a comfort in having a lower voice.

#tw mentions of gore #cw gore #i suppose this counts as gore #dp x dc #danny fenton is not the ghost king #dp x dc crossover #dpxdc #dpxdc crossover #childhood friends au #cfau #really leaning into the idea of rath just being a horror. the horrors! i am delighted in the horrors! #im having fun with it #i swear to god turning 19 turned a switch on in my brain because i am much more comfortable with gore and heavy injury now than i was l #literally a year ago. the urge to write about some of danny's most horrific injuries in his fights is STRONG #like the hORRORS folks. *th horrors*. i dont think i'll ever write a dissection fic because that icks me out but the idea that danny's had #to stitch up his own throat because it got slit in a fight nd he cant shift back to human until he's done because his ghost will survive bu #his body wont #the idea that he's been impaled multiple times before and it hurts each fucking time but he still gets up and hurls the hurt right back in #equal measure. because that's how you wanna play? okay. lets play. he's 14 and his best friend is dead. he can play. #and the idea that all ghosts have 'corpse' forms where their ghosts look exactly like how they died. and danny is utterly unrecognizable #jazz being liminal or not just isnt important to me because she's barely gonna show up in the story anyways #same reason why i hardly use the headcanon that ellie becomes danny's daughter because what use is she to me like that? she'll hardly have #an impact on the story and i refuse to treat characters like props. if they can't help progress the story then they aren't included

[soullessjack]

soulless jack on the brain so please take this as my single-most contribution to national girlfriend day

#the way this is Alex’s favorite version of jack too…we see you girl and we love you #spn #supernatural #jack kline #spn fandom #spn family #national girlfriend day #spn season 14 #alcal #the way he’s literally almost exactly like BNM Superman…..sickening….. #soulless jack you would be the best morally complicated antihero good guy for a dc supernatural crossover #stares seductively at Warner brothers animation studios #oiurrgujhghf … the last image is so special to me .. canon autistic jack stimming w their readjusted clothes I love you forever … #okayyy gne I think

[throwaway-yandere]

Classical Conditioning is finished but I have zero fricking clue if I'm making sense I feel like a mad scientist and I am blaming Dottore for my current mental state LMAO

#ansy-reports #one of my post fave parts of writing fics is actually the reader themselves and the lore- I just think if you flesh them out you get someth #ng special yknow #that mindset is prolly obvious in my works HAHAHA like take Flawless for example- we have a jaded idol who is so done with everything in #that killing game then we have the otome!diluc fic where the reader is a huuuge otome game lover (and monster fcker enthusiast-) #hysteric humanoid where the reader is the literal creator but gaslight themselves into thinking they're the fake one #and of course my beloved capo!reader omg. capo my beloved. my chronic illness drug addict patient turned girlboss that will die in a few mo #ths hell yeah #theres the recent ones too like Death Has No...!reader who is spite incarnate in a self destructive way and the wrio one- #idk #i think its so fun when you give readers quirks #and classcond feels the same but slightly different because they're not exactly extremely jaded or spiteful-- they're just so... #nah i aint explaining sht LMAO ill just ask phitre if she can betaread first then ill post the fic on dec 14---

[doctorwhoisadhd]

did the math and over the course of my winter break i watched/read/listened to 119 dr who things

#ari opinion hour #and i dont regret it one bit. #this is what having a semester where you have (and take this as literally as possible) zero free time does to a mf #im never doing a schedule like that again lmao #oh yea and i also mended... #hmm idk exactly how many things i mended but ik it was at MINIMUM 8 socks 3 pairs of underwear and 2 patches added to my jacket #but yea #things i hadnt seen before: 49 tv episodes (tw dw class) 21 audios (tw 8 10) 1 audioBOOK 4 novels (tw dw) and 1 comic #then 14 mini episodes (farewell sarah jane and captain jacks monster files from s4) #things i HAD seen before: 19 tv episodes (dw tw sja) and all 10 episodes of dw redacted s1 #highlights (not necessarily a top 10 but just things i really liked of various formats): #TV: random shoes‚ captain jack harkness‚ a day in the death‚ immortal sins (torchwood) + the metaphysical engine or what quill did (class) #NOVELS: the pirate loop by simon guerrier + the house that jack built by guy adams #AUDIOS: fall to earth (torchwood main range) + time reaver (tenth doctor adventures) #and then honorable mention to the trickster's brigade episode of captain jacks monster files for making me go Insane

[rpfisfine]

fun little fact: aleksa was featured on an old channel called smiggles66 and it was owned by his friend and they played songs and had their own little band called thunderspleen.

my favortite one is "only gay eskimo" hehe

the video literally starts with him 'showing some skin' and within the first 30 seconds he explains how he's not only doing it 'for the ladies' but 'for the guys as well'. i feel my mask of sanity is beginning to slip

another fun fact: his linkedin profile is still up on the internet and his profile picture looks like this:

#IM LEGITIMATELY GOING INSANE THANK YOU FOR THIS DISCOVERY. #unfortunately i have a condition that makes me unable to watch videos like this lest i die in agony from second hand embarrassment which #means ill have to work up a lot of courage to withstand this for aleksa. but i trust ill succeed someday #aleksa vulović #boy boy #14 YEARS AGO....... #his north korean passport says he was born on october 29 1992 so that means hes fucking 16 here. thats INSANE #also his voice literally sounds exactly the same LOL did he genuinely like come out the womb speaking like that

[izzyspussy]

listening to the sawbones episode on what i had. probably shouldn't have done that.

#i had literally EVERY single symptom that sydnee describes EXACTLY as she describes it #i even saw the relevant specialist. TWICE. #the literal only thing that didn't fit is that i was ''too young'' #so they let me suffer for 14 years to the point of suicidality bc it was so excrutiating and i had no hope of relief #until finally i was old enough to consider the right diagnosis 🙃 #when every single other condition was literally genuinely textbook #AND THEY FUCKING DID THE RIGHT TESTS USED TO DIAGNOSE IT #like truly there is no way for me to express how much i hate the doctors i saw in those years #not infrequently i wish i had died and every single one of them found out and was tormented by guilt until they quit practicing lol #i genuinely truly wish i could fucking hurt them and i am not using hyperbole at all i can't wait for themto go to fucking hell for real :) #jack facts #medical #ask to tag

[maddy-ferguson]

i wish the internet had never learned the term prefrontal cortex because people use it to make 25 the new 18 which is so strange

#like is 17-19 predatory no and it's stupid to say you have to wait until midnight on the younger person's birthday to be in contact with #them even if you're only 366 days apart. and now people are like someone who's 20 can still be taken advantage of which yes obviously but #they're like it's because their brain is not done yet. at 24 you are a baby and at 25 you're a grown woman. but actually not really because #chris evans married someone who's 26 but that's close to 25 so she's not old enough. her brain has only been done for five minutes so it's #actually terrible that they're together. like there's saying that young adults are still vulnerable and...young and then there's pushing #the idea that women are just little girls forever lmao. #and it's just so weird that people use the brain thing so much i can't say why exactly but it rubs me the wrong way #i'm not saying this because i'm only 22 and people who say that would talk about me like i'm 14 because i wouldn't even date anyone who's #significantly older than me or anyone who's like under 20. but yeah😭 #and i'm not even saying that the phenomenon of men always dating younger and women always dating older (even if it's just like 2 years) #and not vice versa isn't worth examining i'm literally a sociology student i'll be the first to say everything's interesting. but like #what's the end goal here #even in more extreme cases when a 25-year-old woman marries someone 40 years her senior i'm always like well i would never do that #but what are you random person on the internet gonna do. #and the thing is there's always potential power dynamics like you would have to be dating yourself to avoid it and even then #and like i say: brf slt

[unnamed-atlas]

Mental illness stays winning 😊

#i remain in the top .005% of antlers listeners despite listening to them 2000 minutes less this year #i am convinced i am ligitamatly just their number one listener and no one can compete #i literally listened exactly 14 minutes less over all than last year that is insanely close wtf #my top artists remained exactly the same except the front bottoms shot from 5 to 2 💀 #i really thought they might've beat the antlers this year honestly but apparently that's impossible lmao #cool about it number one song followed by this night and mr blue i look like the saddest bitch alive omg i promise it's just blorbo related

[caffeinatedopossum]

I would probably be suicidal way more of the time if my brain could hold onto a single thought for any amount of time

#guys... what happens when i get the adhd meds i need #i also just something really triggering so thats great 🙃 #not mad about it just very much reacting to jt #i hate reacting to things. i look ridiculous #anyway it was a tiktok about someone od-ing when they were 14 and expecting to die off 14 pills... which is exactly what happened to me #i was 13 though. but still #i keep thinking about how stupid i was and how i shouldve tried harder... #i was crying over it and freaking out and thinking i was gonna die but it wasnt even that dangerous #idk it just kinda makes me feel like an idiot and a wimp whenever i think nack on it now #even though i was literally a child and it traumatized me

[katya-goncharov]

applying for council tax benefits is so annoying because they never reply to emails so you don't know whether they'll send you a new bill in a couple of weeks or whether they haven't seen your email and if you don't pay up you're in Serious Trouble

#they've sent me a bill for over £500 supposedly for 2 months and if i don't pay within 14 days i could get a literal court summons(!!!!) #and it's like. either way it's serious! because £500 is a LOT to pay and i don't want to give it to them if it's not what i actually owe #and i'm pretty sure and my parents are pretty sure that that can't be right #but at the same time i don't want to be literally arrested if i don't pay it in time and they don't see that i've tried to appeal #it's just so unforgiving and dramatic and the kind of system that is awful when you're neurodivergent and not very good at handling that #stuff. like i feel like this is exactly the sort of slippery slope where it's really easy for people from marginalised groups to get #themselves undeserved criminal records or into really big messes #and i kind of don't know which option is best. pay up or wait. and if i call my parents to ask for advice i just know it's the kind of thin #they'd get REALLY stressed about on my behalf and i don't wanna put them through that #anyway here's hoping the council tax people reply to the email and sort out their mistake i guess! and hopefully soon! #emma vents

[thedreadvampy]

hate penny so much bc she looks exactly like my extremely shitty first girlfriend and every time she comes on screen I say to Sam I JUST FEEL LIKE I CAN SMELL THE WEEB THROUGH THE SCREEN

this may be unfair. but down to the hair and the Eevee backpack she looks SO MUCH LIKE HER and I just cannot

#red said #i haven't played the new Pokémon but i have observed the entire plot over Sam's shoulder #which is functionally the same thing #anyway that shitty gf ruined so much for me bc she was extremely creepy and boundary-destroying #and left me with a Bunch of trauma responses #and now i have to leave the room when things get too weeby bc it makes me think of her #like my housemate loves the awful vtubers who speak English but in a high pitched anime girl voice #and i cannot lie to you I find it genuinely deeply triggering. even though vtubers didn't exist back then bc it was 2007 #but it turns out that's like. a surprisingly large part of my kneejerk reaction to Weeb Teens. #like i hear a 15 year old doing an Anime Girl UWU voice and i am out the window instantly you won't keep me here #and yeah like i think penny would be fine except it's literally. EXACTLY my ex. and i know the weebs will love her. #and i also know like. she's definitely bought this game on launch day and it's soooo validating uwu #(I'm not just judging this on her at 14-15 i still have her on facebook bc i never block anyone) #she has not changed At All #(btw when i say creepy and boundary destroying i don't mean A Bit Weird i mean seriously controlling and sexually abusive)

[gobbluthbutagirl]

the first time i rode on a plane i was 7 but then after that one trip i didn’t ride on a plane again until i was 22

#sounds like 15 years but it was really only 14 because it was june of 2005 and i turned 8 that july #and then my next flight was in august 2019 exactly 3 weeks to the day after i turned 22 #then the next time after THAT was december 2021 and then february 2022 #have you guys ever spent 5 hours trapped in a confined space directly in front of a man who simply will not stop barfing on VALENTINE’S DAY? #when you die and go to hell i’m pretty sure it’s literally that.

[jrueships]

Apparently mckenzie 'retired' his number and is going by 6 instead of 19 now !

So important he (forced) (bugged) (begged) (annoyed) HAD gabe congratulate him on his accomplishment??? He looks so done 😭😭

Also. This.

????

#WHO is filming him taking his chemical bath and WHY???? why is he showing off to us????? #hes so weird??? l #literally no explanation it goes from gabe deadfaced 'congrats to mckenzie for changing his. number.' #to 'here is me getting ready to take an ice baaaath 😊😊😊!!!' #here is all my salt because i am but a little snail 🥰🥰 #why does he pose and model each one... are those YOUR products?? are you trying to get a brand deal?? what is going on in that giant cabeza #he think he 1 of em sexy bath oils/ special scent models or smthin.. hes gonna sink in n his hair will magically float around his shoulders #and a fancy cursive font with a sexy whispering voice will appear announcing the brand #look at this man. #not a single thought in his head #but back to gabe??? #gabe literally lives to bully mckenzie but hes also the first one to crack under his little man pestering for an annoucement?? #gay ppl behavior.. #he looks so fed up isaiah probably would Not let him rest UNTIL he said EXACTLY what isaiah had written for him 2 say 2 the camera #'congratulations... isaiah mckenzie... for retiring..... 19.' (tired aggravation & acceptance of his fate) #then isaiah (filmin like a proud facebook mom trying to get her 4 yr old to recite some stupid long prayer to seem mysterious 4 the public) #turns the cam to another teammate whos just laughing at the fact gabe ACTUALLY gave into isaiah's little man demands #downbad... as much as he acts like he isnt.. we all know #they are husbands <3 #anyways my opinion on the new number uhhh i miss the old one but now i can better tell him apart from the 14 19 17 squad #tiny number for a tiny man!!!! #mckenzie/davis

[freebooter4ever]

unrelated to the stick but have you seen cooking with geno?

Haaaaaaaaaaaa. I have :) i mean...what self respecting geno fangirl hasnt? If im honest i think it was the first thing with him that i watched, but i was not paying attention to him at all at all then. Aside from noticing that Fuck He's Exactly My Type If I Ever Had One and being very annoyed by it. My ADHD research spiral in the summer of 2022 went something like this: ra*ngers -> pana*rin -> russ*an red w*ngs -> larion*ov...and then i side tracked over to alyonka's mental health/ E*D*O videos, and then her podcast which also interviewd several hockey players including her brother (which are really interesting btw)...tldr i actually watched that video more curious about alyonka than geno, cause in her more current stuff she talks a lot about those early 2000's days and what it was like working in the league as a woman. Unfortunately for geno at that point the only thing i knew about him was that he was on the penguins and that he said some shit in one interview about bread, and i had already decided based on that and his instgrm that he looked like an asshole. I cannot find that interview quote about breadman, for all i know it could have all been made up, but it reaaaaally made me dislike him. So the first time i watched the video i was doing my best to ignore geno and pretend like he wasnt radiating attractiveness. My one conclusion about that video and a few other old pens videos with alyonka (and not geno but other players) i watched was that i was surprised how much more informal things used to be. She felt very casual and more like a friend to the players than the more professional style interviews i have seen while watching this stuff live now.

And if none of that research spiral makes sense just be grateful you dont have ADHD.

ANYWAY then lucky for geno he features in my favorite hockey photo ever - that one of him sitting on the boards with the snow and baby blue jersey. So i had to draw that photo, and then i started paying more attention to him that season, and watched that dan and sushi interview, and realized shit i might have been wrong about this guy. And maybe my change of heart only has a little to do with his Very Pretty Eyes.

And moooooonths (a year?) later i finally rewatched the cooking with geno video and had to basically admit that my initial gut instinct of Oh Shit He's Hot reaction remained the same. He's a terrible cook, somehow even worse than me which is saying something cause i'm really fucking bad at it myself. But his physicality/personality rather shines in the clip. (i have heard people say he was sexualizing or staring at alyonka??? It doesnt look like that to me, they just seemed very comfortable with one another and maybe a little teasing but im not the best at recognizing flirting etc). Young Geno's got that same confidence/swagger as old(er) geno that in most guys would come across as arrogant but with him it's very quiet and understated. He makes a lot of dumb jokes. Even on my second viewing i still didnt understand the basketball joke. He didn't talk much but there were a lot of shy smiles. He reminded me a lot of my old friend ethan in attitude and height - just like how he kind of awkwardly looms in the background at times, and how all his obvious strength is sort of soft in a gentle way. He also seemed like a guy very willing to listen, which was cute. But -and this might be me projecting. But sometimes when people try to 'teach' me how to cook i play dumb just so i can check out and not use my brain and let them do all the thinking and tell me exactly what i need to do. Its very lazy and i recognize this but sometimes my brain is tired. And i swear geno was maybe doing that to alyonka at times. Like i think his effort in the video was at most 70%. Maybe 50%. It takes one lazy cook to know another one. And i am a very lazy cook.

Sorry anon, ive been cleaning and working all day so you got more than you asked for, basically a character study, whoops.

Oh, also on the second rewatch i realized the weird short grimlin who only appeared to eat the food and then disappeared was tanger. I did NOT recognize him. I still cant really believe thats him.

#Oh i left out the part where i had an E*D*O when i was 14...thats why i was curious about alyonka #Nicole talks about E*D*O too although hers was in relation to modeling #Where as mine was more like alyonka's in that i was literally just trying not to exist anymore curl up and fade away #Mine was situational and as soon i was separated from my abusive mother it started getting better #And then after the abusive relationship when i was 22 ish i found a dance instructor who i kinda fell in love with and #Helped launch me into full recovery to where im at now #But im always curious how E*D*O presents itself a little differently in everybody #Similar things like the tricks and such but the underlying reasons and mental stuff can be so different #Food and cooking is one of those things that will probably always be complicated for anyone who goes through that no matter how recovered #Its definitely one of the reasons i dragged my feet for so long about learning how to cook #Girls need a reason to not learn how to cook #Unlike guys such as geno who gets to go his whole life unconcerned about being a bad cook #I have also seen that 2014 video of him at home cooking eggs in a skillet with a fork and then eating it straight out of the pan #He clearly has not progressed much #And dont forget omelete boy in 2022....lol didnt sid refuse to eat geno's cooking then? #Poor geno #i sympathize #unlike him my cooking mishaps have never been caught on video #i have never burned anything down exactly but there have been close calls