#i can't stop making these oops

[richardazer]

Car duo?? Car duo and Shlop

#my art brr #doodle #captainsparklez fanart #captainsparklez #meowriza #jschlatt #Meowriza fanart #She's a bunny because I can't stop myself from making everyone some kind of animal or magical creature oops #sdmp #sdmp fanart

[cowboyskeletons]

and sparrow's son loves the world so much and loves everyone around him and how can sparrow tell him that the world is cruel? how can he tell him that love will be punished and that cruelty is the only way to survive? normal's love scares him, he loves his son so much but that love scares him. he would do and has done anything for his son but he knows that it has led to his own ruin. and he loves his son but too much love has only ever harmed him and maybe he can take a model from his own dad and multitask.

maybe he can love his son but he hates him too, hates that normal can love and hates that normal can be loved and hates that normal can be so oblivious to the cruelty around him in a way that he himself lost when the world ended. he wants his son to have everything but loathes that fact that normal'll never try. that he just accepts life as it is. the way his dad did, when sparrow saluted henry and went along with the world's end and turned a blind eye to his wife's infidelity.

he sees himself in normal, maybe. maybe he hates that. because he lost himself, that day he lost his father's care and his mother's respect, and he can't bear to see himself lost again. normal needs to be cruel because otherwise he will be crushed and sparrow can't do that again. can't let himself be crushed again.

#dndads #dndads spoilers #i guess? #i'm sorry this is basically an extension of another rant i did on discord. so some points may not make complete sense but #i am so-- [wait i can't say normal fuck] regular. about the oaks #can you tell i think about them? can you tell?? did the art not convince you??? #sorry if this is incoherent i am supposed to be writing an essay due in an hour but instead i wrote this. #hashtag no beta (not even myself) we die like hermie #this mainly goes off of the most recent episode and when sparrow told normal he wasn't proud. that whole interaction #yet again the point turns incomprehensible halfway though but we stay silly #also “hate” really isn't the right word for what i meant? #like the strength of the word is #but the general sentiment is just left of hate. #idk man #can't stop thinking about them #asdfdhg edit because i just. wrote the wrong name for one of the sentences. oops

[buccellato]

since plants can seemingly make any matter, even down to complicated replications of flesh (like with the salmon sandwiches), would it be possible for them to replicate a human? Like, not an independent but just a 3D-printed human? 🤔🤔

#trigun #trigun stampede #I can't imagine they would pop out alive because how horrifying that would *that* be #but imagine trying to formulate a specific meat and instead it's just oops! all human bits #stampede seems to sidestep this a bit by making it so a single plant produces incredibly specific compounds #but also they still managed to figure out how to make artificial salmon well enough to package and sell it so who knows #that would be a funny horror concept actually #imagine some plant engineer schmuck finding a single human hand floating in a tank on his daily rounds #and he cleans it out and files an incident report but every day he goes back there's a more extensive body growing #and no matter how much he tweaks or cleans the tank the plant keeps making this rapidly extending body anew every day #after a few weeks he realizes that the plant is replicating him specifically #and then one day he comes in and the tank is empty...but he knows deep down it's not because the plant stopped remaking him #and now he's certain there's another him in the facility hunting for him 😈😈 #anyways the plot twist would be the plant being mad about their saline solution mix being constantly slightly off or something

[nygmobblepot-trash]

Me: "I'm going to try to write something."

*Stares at a empty word document for 15 minutes before closing it*

Me: "Good effort, see you next week."

#i legit can't do anything anymore #oops #it is a constant cycle of me trying to do something I think will make me happy #then stopping after feeling nothing

[eclaire-went-bam]

hiii:33!! friendly reminder that someone can enjoy a character that has done heinous things and not support said heinous things

usually when a character does Bad Things in a narrative (espec if they're not the protagonist) it is Portrayed As Bad so people who enjoy the character Likely Know They Are Bad

& either way harassing people over enjoying a fictional character is just really childish

if you don't like the character, that is perfectly valid. but there's never any reason to characterise everyone who likes said character as Evil, and/or imply they condone the character's negative actions.

also sometimes i look at internet discourse and it's like people want morally grey characters but then turn around when "morally grey" is not always "i have my own rules but i still make all the right choices !!" some of y'all just need to admit you just like good characters that's fine not everyone is into the spice it's ok to like that good protagonist energy

;;;not saying every character i'm referring to fits in that "morally grey" category, some are just evil villains, but even then i'm sorry 90% of ur stories wouldn't exist without them. they drive the plot.

#not really a rant #being in the hazbin hotel rdr2 and genshin fandoms just rlly makes me question people sometimes #maybe tumblr's fine? idk i've only gotten more active on tumblr suuuper recently. but i've definitely seen some rancid stuff on #**other platforms #fandom #there's also definitely gender bias in this let's not lie to ourselves. #there are some things a character can do that they'd forgive in a man but not a woman and vise-versa #generally speaking people who go “i know she did the same thing but He's So Babygirl” or “he did the same thing but She's Just A Girlboss” #rlly annoy me #it's fine to like one character over another even if they're pretty similar and use those terms to describe them #but ive seen soo many people criticise one character but then suddenly forgive the same crimes from another character on the basis of gender #it's seriously annoying #idrc if a character has done bad things but is more complex like dutch van der linde #or is simply evil just because they can be like the three vee's #just stop. no i don't like them to romanticise their crimes. especially if you put it into a realistic context #shocker !! il dottore enjoyers do not want kids to be experimented on #sometimes i'll even just Mention a character i like and someone will just go “i hate them they're so ugly die die” like bro i know. #r u done now. be normal. i know ur being silly but it's annoying that i can't talk abt anything because y'all gotta make VERY clear that #so&so is a bad person like yea no duh! #anyways oop long tags 💀💀💀 #maybe this was a rant after all. i've seen this moral purity with characters both online and in personal friend groups & i care abt my eps #but some of y'all gotta chill

[running-in-the-dark]

it's so frustrating that the only times I could actually look for a new therapist are when I feel relatively good and fine. but when I'm feeling fine I don't think I need one.

"I haven't had any really bad obsessive thoughts in weeks, I haven't had to do any compulsions, I haven't been too scared to leave the house, I haven't been so depressed that I can't get up - obviously I'm fine!"

haha yeah right, that's funny :)

#when I'm feeling okay I just can't seem to remember how bad it gets #the thoughts are so overwhelming lately #everything makes me think of bad things #everything is so scary #everyone is going to die and I have to do the right things the right way every day or it will happen and it will be my fault #it hasn't been this bad since my dad died. cause he was always the main person that it focused on. now it's just. everyone #and there's a few people in particular but I won't talk about that. #anyway. oops made myself cry #seriously I need to know how to make the thoughts stop but nothing has ever worked and I can't look it up because that's too overwhelming #and just makes everything worse #one day it'll be too much and I'll make it stop forever.

[mysticfemme]

I miss her so much it hurts

#it's been almost two months and a half i can't believe it #almost half of six months #a whole quarter of a year #fuck #i want to stop loving her please #because she clearly stopped loving me a long time ago #she moved on after like a week #which makes me wonder how much she loved me in the first place #ahah I'm gonna cry oop #delete later

[beelzzzebub]

people like to say they support you, but they get pretty bitchy and cold when they have to actually look at the manifestation of your problems

#lmao #anyway #as soon as my ocd symptoms turn into even the slightest annoyance #oops sorry we don't care for that #like sorry i'm not a fan of it either #simple shit #like the soap dispenser in the bathroom at my house drips #and my mom told me to grab the extra soap off it so it didn't get the counter messy #and i can't do that #because if the process of washing my hands makes me need to wash my hands #you see how that is a bit of a nasty cycle #so i said- i can't do that #and she said ok well can you wait until it stops dripping #and i said ok and i did that #and it was fine #but for some reason we had to keep pressing the other issue #so i said no i can't do that but i can wait #and she got upset and left and said that i can just clean the counter then #like #it's not a big deal #it's not an issue #it's just stuff that gets frustrating over time #especially when you're saying that you want to be supportive and helpful #but as soon as the things start to even cause the smallest bit of problem #you forget that this is part of it too #you'll have compassion for like. the idea of my ocd #but when it manifests you act really fucking weird about it #and i guess it's just tiring #boink #ocd

[oc-place]

"I'll be there for you, no matter what you're going through I'll be there with you, anytime that you need me to"

Nyx Hopper & Jen Brooks (for @jennathearcher)

#jennathearcher #ok so this isn't what I had originally planned to make for you but that wasn't working so I had to pivot so I hope it's ok! #also sorry it's so late! it's been a rough month #did I use olivia for his basically so I could use the middle picture? pretty much lmao #these photo choices made more sense in my head than they probably do on here oops sorry #I was just thinking of the things we've talked about before like the helping each other get ready for certain things for the make up etc #and the books because about what we talked about the other day #also I realise you can't actually see the inaudible shit talking caption for the taylena one but it's iconic so i had to lmao #I'll stop rambling now oops #jen and nyx

[byanyan]

took a page out of moon's book and started playing around with the idea of illustrated icons but i am Unsure

#actually tbh i considered using the webtoon for icons way back at the beginning of this blog #the only thing that stopped me...... was the short hair #it's still the main thing making me hesitate tbh #but lbr nothing's ever gonna suit perfectly for an oc #even my irl icons aren't Perfect for byan and never will be bc their perfect look exists only in my head #but the vibes here are decent now that i finally went to the trouble of digging up a pdf of the full comic and started scrolling through it #(bc i'm a fake fan who has never actually read it oops) #also it's literally animated jk like it can't get more ideal than this right #AND LIKE. it's always felt a little off to me to throw my irl icons onto threads w my mutuals who only have animated icons/fcs #i don't mind it THAT much but similar media makes things a little less jarring to look at #IDK idk i'm finishing up a reply to one such thread so i might take the opportunity to test the idea out idk #could play around with the colour palette too and make it more pink or smth 🤔 #that could help add a little more of the right energy too maybe hmmm #anyway i'm rambling yes i'm thinking about it too much shush #if u read through all this ilu pls feel free to share ur opinion w me bc i'm Indecisive™️ #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.

[abundanced]

the aeon of abundance is not deceptive by nature , but when finding themselves in lan's domain , they have little choice. after all , the xianzhou alliance , particularly the luofu is no longer welcoming to them. & yet , yaoshi finds themselves here time & time again , though perhaps this time is different , this time there is more at stake.

their reason for descending to the luofu ?? the ambrosial arbor has awoken , abundance's blessing stirring in the ship's depths as it did long ago. its awakening draws yaoshi to the luofu once more , its siren call practically begging the aeon's presence.

& who were they to refuse a prayer ??

abundance passes the people of the xianzhou , some fleeing abominations of mara , others in armor standing their ground. others watch yaoshi's movements with shrewd eyes , & abundance is not blind to the presence of their devotees here. but neither are they ignorant of their followers' hands in the tragedy befalling the luofu.

❛ ... these creatures ... do you know anything about them ?? ❜

abundance's gaze finds @bianshu , pleading gaze belying their curiosity about the situation. yaoshi knows where this wretched curse came from , such suffering can only come from a god , after all.

❛ i've never seen things quite so bad. ❜

#yaoshi on the luofu again. what will they do #bianshu #if this doesnt make sense its like. set at some point during the beginngin luofu arc #when theres fucking marastruck at Every Fucking Turn ! #threads. #in chara. #yaoshi makes me insane i can't stop writing OOPS

[chocoenvy]

Hello, I have come with an angst brainrot I've had. After all the reader has gone through, in any of these SAGAU variations, we find out we aren't the player somehow brought here through mystical means, but a copy of that consciousness in a body made to serve as a mimicry of the original. Like, what brought us to Teyvat couldn't bring the "real thing", so it saved a copy and brought that over instead (with alterations such as golden blood, among other things.) The despair I imagine for us to find out, especially in an Imposter AU, I just.. I just love this idea for some reason.

Hi! Owch!

So basically, the reader isn't actually the god - by technicality. They share the same memories, but their body is but a copy. So perhaps its a situation similar to the Raiden Shogun's.

I think most would still regard you as their god, considering the fact that they can't exactly get the real thing. You're the closest they can get and so they'll treat you the same.

I think it'd be similar to Bones' beloved imposter? maybe. Although not as obvious as her series describes it, and I think there would be some die-hard fans that wouldn't like you being in the position you're in.

Which is why it's kept a secret, for the most part. Majority of the archons are aware of it, and you most favored/trusted acolytes are also aware of it. Other than that it's quite hush-hush, for your safety.

All of your memories before you came here might've been fabricated but that's alright (it's also their fault you're here in the first place) but they'll help you create new - and real - memories in Teyvat. They'll walk your technical first steps with you and they'll be there for your thousandth, even if you're not what the actual god, they'll still adore you like you are them.

#choco.asks #this turned out a lot like the beloved imposter au oops #not my fault its a banger #damn got me wanting to write for that now 🤡 #isn't that a funny thought tho? that all of your memories up to now were fabricated and this is your first breath? #nothing up to now was real? #we're not getting into my existential crisis' today though #i imagine reader meeting the 'real' god and treating them like a god/parent and they're like omg wtf are you #and you're about to be in tears but they're all nice and sweet and like omg #and it's so funny how unalike the two of you have grown over the years and the fact you haven't aged a day but they're getting older #you can't help but feel like you've stolen smth from them #and maybe if the acolytes had been a bit patient and waited for the real god's natural death they wouldn't have had to make the reader #cause what if the actual god would've come to teyvat once their natural lifespan depleted #so your creation was pointless #and existential crisis' go brrr but now you have a parent figure so basically puppet au- #i'll stop before i write a whole fic in the tags

[youssefguedira]

like with the aromanticisation post i'm not talking about making their connection any different than it is in canon i want it to be built on More than that i want the whole whatever our souls are made of his and mine are the same thing and i want the sun and moon symbolism and the inability to ever truly separate them because they are so closely entwined it's near impossible and essentially everything that already exists or that can be interpreted from what does exist but i simply want to make it aromantic-er.

#like i could actually read them as aro in canon maybe they slowly built up to kissing and stuff. whatever idk. i just think that i could #make things more fun if they were aromanticish. what they have is deeper than romance #they're older than modern concepts of love and romance. and i am choosing to read this aromantically and you can't stop me #neon has thoughts #i realise this post does not actually mention joe or nicky at any point oops. but it's about them and me making them aro-er

[astrxealis]

thinking a lot about fe3h lately dimitri felix yuri my beloveds (i have a type). also thinking about specifically akechi sandalphon g'raha (i also have a type but it's spoilers to elaborate)

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #hi ... it is 11 pm ..... i'm really busy this week and the next two especially but after that is a week break #so i'll finally get to doing all the things i want to get to! :] today is so tiring god anyways goodnight in advance #going to study for my quiz tomorrow uhm my teacher is so nice she said we're allowed to look at the materials and all. mostly because she sa #said* the questions are more... ahaha..... YEAH requires more thinking. anyways that's cool with me! #lots of homework and i have to make an essay in filipino due tomorrow oops i haven't worked on it yet #but heyy due at 11:59 pm so true <3 also really excited to play stardew valley finally since my best friend is gifting it to us as a late #christmas and birthday and valentines gift ^___^ bcs for christmas and bday they WERE going to give #but aha bcs of another friend (bcs bestie can't deliver things to where she lives so she trusted other friend) uhmm yeah. nada none no no ya #IDM THOUGH but like tbh i like this best. kinda. wait. how do i explain... she wanted to give us a ffxiv musicbox just as much as we wanted #it tbh? and then. she wants to give us stardew valley just as much as we do. even more tbh. hehe. lov my friends #AHHH RAMBLING BUT I WILL STOP NOW! self-control slay!! okay goodbye goodnight <3 #oh today was so fun... i'll write down what happened today. so much happened. it's really nice. i feel like i have a life LMFAO

[kurokoros]

2am spiral feels bad man

#OOF being the oops baby of a completely dysfunctional couple really is just a setup for failure #I was nine when I started wondering if my parents would just get a divorce already #and I honestly really wish they had have just done that and found other partners that they actually LIKED #being the accidental-pre-marriage child has really started to fuck with my self-worth as I've gotten older #and not because I think couples shouldn't have children before marriage #but my parents NEVER got along. they barely tolerated each other over 22 years of marriage #and the only reason they got married at all was because it was still expected of them to do so with a child in the picture #it's really hard not to feel like I absolutely ruined their lives #especially because I've never been the favorite child #my parents never gave a shit about my hobbies. they were never very supportive or involved in anything I did #and yet they were the complete opposite with my younger sister #and I don't particularly get along with anyone in my extended family #which just makes it worse #and i hate hate hate that all of it has put me in the mindset of 'I can't do anything right so I might as well stop trying at all' #alisha babbles #negative //

[piplupod]

counselor has called in sick I guess (she's not "in" today) so.... at least I don't have to sit in her chair and lie about how I'm doing to avoid being put in psych ward ? a win and a loss I suppose (also I was absolutely about to forget to bring the distress tolerance booklet she wanted me to bring so fhdjdl perhaps this is a saving grace)

#pippen needs 2nd breakfast #yes I probably should be in inpatient rn but unfortunately the one here actively makes me worse #so..just.... trying to keep myself alive i guess for now dnfjdkl #''juno dont u have DID cant u just switch and let someone else take over'' lemme ask u a question in return: #do u enjoy the thought of giving ur entire life over to someone? like Actually? #i thought i did until i realized thats what was going on. then i realized that's actually terrifying #what if they say smth wrong and i have to be in trouble for it later (not anything mean but just. smth that will trigger more abuse for us) #and also /i/ want to eat my tasty little snacks #the two littles are the ONLY ones I'll save things specifically for dhfjdkl maybe Andrew too bc he's had a rough go of things #we all have but he's... different ig but he aint around rn so its just the littles that I'll set things aside for and not touch #anyways i am rambling. yes i could theoretically let someone take over but it is terrifying and i dont like it #and yes actually they have tried but i am a fucking nuisance when it comes to stopping switches fhfjdl its the only time I'll try to ground #sometimes they get thru anyways dbcjdkl I can't stop them all (its actually rare that I'm able to stop it tbh) #but yeah #im... not doing that rn much to the chagrin of Lake and Kam and probably Nine too if im honest #RIP at them BSHDKSL sorry that im a stubborn ass about this oops