Sometimes I hate the fact that I can be so empathetic towards a person even if they’ve done me wrong. Like I think about it from their perspective and then it’s like I understand why they may have reacted the way they did and I just feel like I don’t give myself enough time to feel the anger and hurt bc my brain decides to rationalise it for me before I get the chance
I just really like this clip and I don’t know how to use tumblr sooooo, this is all you get, I’m probably just going to post highlights from esports I play with some explanation, like here is a match in echo vr at the Duckman LAN, my team won the mixed tournament and was formed a day before this match and we still managed to put up a good fight against IVI who have been playing together for ages (idk how long probably a year) anyway there
Logic brain says ‘he’s busy at work, and since you’ve literally only been on 1 date, he’s not obligated to text you all the time’
Silly goofy brain says ‘you’ve said something wrong, he thinks you’re weird looking and boring and strange, and he’s trying to work out how to bail on your second date tomorrow’