#i dont care if theyre not talking im going to DIE

[luckkythirt33n]

8 AND A HALF MONTHS TILL GINGER GENDER TWINK AND ACTING CHOICES BIMBO ARE BACK

The second I see a GOS3 BTS photo I'm going to simply pass away, stimming won't be enough I will simply explode out of this skin prison-

#i dont care if theyre not talking im going to DIE #good omens #crowley #aziracrow #aziraphale #ineffable husbands #david tennant #ineffable idiots #ineffable brainrot #crowley x aziraphale #michael sheen #neil gaiman #david tennant is highly flammable #and will be cast into the flames again #nature is healing #good omens season 3 #ginger gender twink #acting choices bimbo

[mystical-one]

WARNING IM GOING TO BE HONEST AND EARNEST HERE. i really unironically unconditionally liked now and then

#like honestly i listened to it 2794288 times in the shower and came to the disgraceful revelation that like. oh my god it is a fucking beatl #es song and theyre 81 and 83 and 37 and 52 and theyre still ON the same song and fuck shit yes i get the solo is NOT georges and it makes me #a little upset but its still done in his memory and his style andthis is PAUL we are talking about and of course he is going to run away #with a project like this and going to do the solo but EVEN then he made the solo with george in mind and tried to emulate his style whether #it was an accurate representation or not they still care so fucking much. theyre the FUCKING beatles releasing music TODAY what the fuck #i will definitely feel different about this tomorrow morning but ive listened to this thing through on repeat since it released and buddy. #who care. like SO fucking much everyone care but WHO CARE!!!!!!!!! OLD MAN BEATLES YAOI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TODAY IN 2023!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #sorry does this make sense. like im a george defender until i die but i could heard his guitars enough to be moderately pacified and #honestly im too tired and excited and emotionally drained to care anymore. tjey tried so so hard to do something and they DID it #i have a much MUCH more nuanced opinion that i could go into. but i dont want to rn🙏🏻 #emi's meandering jotts

[buppypuppy]

.

#vent post essay ahead lol #having complexes about talking about your emotions is literally the fucking devil . its miserable. it sucks so bad. #the aamount of damage that is caused to someone by like #i mean im talking abou t me here obviously. #being the person whose like. overall ultimately tends not to feel horrible as often is like. #it's nice not feeling bad emotionally all the time but also it's like. i develop this complex about being like able to help. #i don't feel bad anywhere near as often as my friends so i can help them out and listen to them vent i can have the mental room to #like listen to them talk about their problems. yeah. but it makes me feel like. well this is my job now so i shouldn't fucking talk about m #i shouldnt vent when i feel bad because that's not what i'm known for. plus my friends already all feel worse than me more often than me. s #i don't want to dump any more on their plate than they have to deal with. i don't want to burden them anymore than i have to. and like it's #it's hard. i hate fucking talking about it and it's made so much worse when its like people i love . always been a fucking problem becaus #i just feel fucking horrible admitting that i feel bad i hate that so much. i don't want to like turn away people who care about me but li #i feel like if i tell them what's wrong with me i'll like do it anyways. i feel like i come off as super normal and happy go lucky and like #ostensibly fine. so when i admit this shit its like. oops the facade is cracking!!!!!! uh oh uh oh you can't help people so you feel bad!!! #because your fucking npd has made you feel self centered in a way that means you want to help people or some shit i dont fucking know #and so when i feel bad or get mad over something unreasonable it's like. well i hope i fucking keel over and die or something i dont like . #i don't want people seeing me like this or whatever. and my stupid fucking personality disorder just ruins every god damn thing its so bad. #my past experiences giving me complexes that lead to me feeling fucking left out over like small stupid stuff but god the worst part is lik #my brain categorizing something as being ''My Thing'' so somebody else talks about liking my thing AFTER my brain has designated it mine #makes alarm bells go off and feel like theyre fucking. i don't know encroaaching on my turf or what the fuck ever? it SUCKS ASS #it makes me feel HORRIBLE . and it's like i'm not gonna fucking bring it up because i don't wnt to be like a dick but also it's like well. #i feel fucking miserable about this but it's just like mean and unnecessary and cruel to like stifle people's fucking fun because of my dum #fuckin complexes. it's fucking constant. like oh look at you girl you feel fucking left out because you never get characters who really gri #you mentally and so now you have one but oops! someone else talked about them and now you're seeing red! you like this person though #so you're gonna feel fucking MISERABLE about this . you're gonna feel HORRIBLE because of this. and there's nothing you can fucking do #and it controls my goddamn life and i HATE IT i fucking HATE IT i wish i knew how to fix it. ghghrgurghrughruhg i want to fucking explode #and then you feel bad about feeling bad because you are fucking sisyphus. you're sisyphus. and your own anger is your boulder. you ingrate. #i hate this. i just wanted to have a good day. #jane mary cry one tear

[milkweedman]

ah, the ever-more-frequent Urge To Explode My Brain from unending migraines. a migraine that just lasts the day already sucks so bad. whole day is gone in a blur of pain and misery, right ? a migraine that lasts multiple days is sort of like if hell was real and you were in it. time has no meaning, only pain, etc.

months of migraines... with no break or end or effective treatment and also you still have to work and behave like a normal person because you cannot lie in bed for months not paying rent. well id describe it you but ive fucking lost the plot. its gone on so long and its so bad that when the migraine ISN'T at its peaking on the pain scale and making me feel like if i was hit by a truck that would be an improvement, i start to feel like my head is a vestigial organ that has been removed. cant access sensation in my head and it feels literally disconnected from my body. meanwhile the pain is still there (along with the brain fog, vertigo, nausea, etc) but it feels like its happening to somebody else.

#im kind of impressed that i can at this point carry a normal conversation (as good as i ever can. which is bad but irrelevant) #while being in agony and having been in agony for as long as i can remember #usually also with something dislocated just for some extra fun #because what i actually feel like doing 100% of the time is lighting myself on fire and/or screaming forever until i die #however thats the kind of shit that puts you in the psych ward again #so i am. smiling and making small talk while migraine auras wash out my vision and i try not to visibly dry heave #its really really really fucking bad. all the time so fucking bad. #i need to message my neurologist but likelihood of me doing that is low #because 1) the stuff she's put me on has so far done nothing but add intolerable side effects to the hell that i am already existing in #and 2) its fucking hard to do anything. even the bare minimum im not doing. so extra shit is just. not happening #i want to scream. #i am gonna. go for a walk and smoke a cigarette instead and then get really high because at least then i dont really care #the auras are making it really hard to see though. theyre like bleach all over my vision. just this wash of white #hhh. #chronic illness #chronic migraine #and its like. when my knee also gives out and it feels like theres metal in there slicing everything up with each tiny movement #or any of the other one million goddamn things broken in my body #i end up so overwhelmed by pain that i just want to lay on the floor and cry #at which point everyone around me gets mad that im not being productive and im costing them money and im not good enough #like ok kill me then. cheaper for you happier for me. just get a heavy object and go to town i would thank you for it #but i cant even say that because openly expressing suicidality just makes people angrier #im rapidly running out of fucks to give but also i will do anything to avoid returning to the psych ward #literally anything. morals out the window. i dont give a shit. #so its a catch-22. #vent

[shenzuns]

Hgrgh

#out. #tbd. #negative / #animal death / #i am like the only 1 #in my house who cares about the state of our cats #and whether or not theyre sick #and the constant anxiety is fuckinh me up #bc no one wants to take them to the vet #it's both a money thing and just #ill be honest they dont care! #and i cant take them unless i took an uber #but id still need to get the clear off my mom who keeps talking sbt how #expensive it is so we cant #and i want to die!!!!! #i cant lose another im already spiralling and idk what to do!!!!! #im the only one looking out for thdm im just #if i lose another knowing it couldve been prevented #even when im constantly talking about it and asking ppl to watch out #i dont know im just going to break fr. ive already snapped #and that had... awful consequences (ty abusive family) #so if i lose another? 🤡 #dude at that point ill just go to a hospital bc no i cant #vent / #abuse mention / #god i dint know its anxiety every day

[deelovesbooks]

My uncle was sharing the fucking Facebook posts of "it's not happy holidays it's MERRY CHRISTMAS SHARE IF U AGREE" and the temptation to just rock up to family jesusmas and only say happy holidays this year is so so strong

#let it be known that i come by my pettiness honestly #there is a non zero chance that my mom is gonna ensure that one member of our family is missing from Christmas and all holidays #bc of drama that happened at Thanksgiving last month 😂 #and there have also been other moments of pettiness also related to this side of family christmas #of my oma (step dads mom) asking my mom to tone it down with the gifts to the other grandkids bc she feels shown up #of which i believe my moms internal response and then what we talked about was essentially fuck u imma do it even more now #like my cousins dont care if oma gives them 20 and auntie gives them like 30 or 40 they just go sweet money #but oh man thanksgiving was just drama basically about getting a family picture together with everone bc #'this could be the last time were all together' which resulted in im assuming most of us going ok whos dying in like 3 months?? #bc its not like anyone is on their deathbed currently and we all live close to eachother relatively farthest away is just under 2 hrs #and the grandparents are only in young 70s not like theyre 99 and holding on for dear life #like yeah sure accidents happen and people die thats just life but we tend not to bring that up when leaving a family gathering #and then a majority of us grandkids are old enough to look at eachother like 👀😶 #im an adult and we got ages 12-16 sequentially for 6 out of 10 and then a like 10 8 5 and 3 make up the rest #anyways ill probably make sure to enunciate at least one happy holidays this year lol #me #my textposts #jesusmas #i think i actually have a tag for that

[newspecies]

hi. im normal about books. now everyone go read Lone Women by Victor LaValle

#rot.txt #personally i dont think it works super well as HORROR (despite being labeled as such on libby) but god its good. #okay spoilers now. the reeds being so performative makes me crazy #jerrine talks of women dressing as men to join a war but the moment she meets a “girl” dressed as a boy living as a boy she loses her mind #also from a writing perspective i liked how even after sam is outed the narrative still doesnt misgender him #hes still a boy. jerrine thinks hes a girl and put him in a dress but hes still a boy #the reeds being all “this town is a family!” but are so willing to slaughter all the people they dont want there at the drop of a hat #jack calling fiona a SLUR and barely realizing that its wrong. he only backs down because he knows fiona and bertie could beat him up #and like. him not stopping joab from killing delmus. the stranglers. they killed those wolfers without any proof of their crime #both of them put on this face of being perfect and kind but the moment theyre faced with something a little different they have to kill it #literally. #i was going to end it there but chapter 61 is making me abnormal. joab being faced with sam knowing this nine year olds mother #is being hanged in the building next door. so soon after strangling his brother and seeing his own mother die at the claws of a demon #and knowing his other brothers were picked off by the same demon. ough. and dont even get me started on elizabeth #im not done yet so i dont know but i was thinking elizabeth is a metaphor for disability being “shameful” to the family #and how family members face difficulty taking care of a disabled loved one and are blinded to said loved ones own struggles #adelaide does basically say this ^ to elizabeth. she was so caught up being angry about the isolation #that she didnt think about how elizabeth felt about the same thing but WORSE. at least adelaide had parents #elizabeth just had jailers #and yes elizabeth has killed and eaten several people (and horses) but what else can she do? what else has she been offered? #god. between the time i started this and now i finished the book LKDSJFDS #anyway its about adults failing children and the marginalized standing together and believing each other #the end was great. i loved how the Lone Women werent really alone at the end. they found a place to be happy and safe #as much as i like miserable endings this one was sweet. i liked it #i have more to say but these tags are long enough

[theskyhadachild]

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#awful two weeks of in and out wanting to die or just cease existing #and the constant thoughts that a large majority of my friends hate me now #they dont want to talk to Me #bting they want anything to do with andy/moss/mk whatever name they use #i need to just let someone else take control of speaking because theyre better liked anyways #and then my art is just #i feel less and less motivated to draw and i know i shouldnt rely on friends liking my art as motivation #but there's no one else either #so im just drawing less and i Want to try but #again #constant thoughts of its pointless and no one cares #topping it off with the shitty events happening in the potlical feild that cand and will actively affect ME #and my paranoia im going to die soon #nothing is going well #and im barely holding it together #recent events #had a breakdown in the bathroom at work today and then just left #👌

[pithyorangecurd]

My mom can visibly see bipolars grips on me. She can see me getting manic and angry and she knows im about to do something that will make her upset so she'll leave me alone because she [redacted] when I was still young and helpless enough to depend on her for safety.

#sitting here getting annoyed because its the tenth time shes tried to convince me the new gas station chain popping up fucks severely #and every time ive said i both dont care and dont support it bc it vibes bad #watching her not read me and getting annoyed and turning it into a actually indont care about ANY gas station i think theyre all evil #and are the epicenter of why were all going to die moserably in that shitty leaking rotting hole in the ground you presume #will keep you safe #every gas station is 100% liable for every death you intend to ignore while we all die and I hate them all in equal measure i hope #every gas station ceo burns in hell right now for eternity inhope you knoe that #my mom cant argue with me because she is like well i just dont know much about the subjevt so lets talk about something happier because #youre just ranting to yourself and im standing there about to peel the skin off her face if she doesnt leave me alone #sorry i said all this i just am sick of her

[meteorgraph]

💭

#wow talkign in the tags......... but literally have nowhere else to go w this #n ppl ik dont go on here anym so 👍🏻 #but . god. ok. i am spiraling lmfao #i cant. process. or understand. why im such a bitch to my friends #like am i just mean .or are they unjustifiably irritating #whenever we hang out we somehow always. ALWAYS. end up talking abt them and their life and etc #and i love them soooo much sososo much theyre my ride or die theyre literally my platonic soulmate #but recently!!!i feel like im a sponge soaking up all of their rants and negativity #like when. well u ask how i am HSKDHJA WHEN..........??????? #even if im just gonna say a bullshit answer id still appreciate if i was being asled how i am.... lkke. genuinely asked. #not asked as a obligation just so u can get it out of the way and start talking abt urself;;;;;;;;; #theyre an incredible and amazing person but i am losing my threshold of patience #when i am trying to deal w my own things and my spiraling ed #n ik i should communicate w them on this #but i have . doubts. bc they have the penchant for being guilttrippy #n idk. i feel like my issues are kind of always brushed aside yknow..... like i just get a #'u are so valid' and thats it hskfnwjdks #im . ok im not asking this to be conditional like. i want to love unconditonally and i try my best every single day #but . all iwant is a little bit more sincerity and care and interest in my psyche hekfbwksh #i just want them to notice ME . n not all of their other new exciting friends theyve made #idont know #my ed isnt helping either i feel terrible and ugly also evrry single day and i just AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHwant to [redacted] #like as a person im. im very closed off ig? so it's hard to make new friends #and the thing is. i dont want to make any more friends JSKDHSKA irl at least #i like how it is w just me them and our other friend!!!! we r a trio!!! #(n my other irl #so having to HEAR ABT THEIR NEW AMAZING FRIENDS EVERYBTIME WE HANG #and having her go on her phone to rwply to them when we are in the middle of talking and hanging #is very #sad to me

[runaeveena]

Your dashboard if you were in a d&d fantasy world still involved in fictional erotica discourse part 2

⛰️ berenicesblade Follow

now that the new Mountain Angel volume has come out can we please tag spoilers, some of us are still waiting for our pigeon mail

🦚 faeynadaughter Follow

you can access the volume in full on TomePlane!

🎭 bardcampistrash Follow

until TomePlane acknowledges that its interplanar storage is made possible by binding aboleths to the plane and killing them then we are going to continue not using that platform, thanks

🦚 faeynadaughter Follow

aboleths killed my cousin who was a royal cleric. ill never understand why theres a whole movement to protect abyssal creatures when theyve caused so much damage to our kingdoms. and disliking a pocket dimension which provides thousands of people access to books? your attitude reeks of anti literaturism and mal-aligned virtue signaling and im not sure which is worse

🫒 tenthday237 Follow

Aliizya gets pregnant on page 62

⛰️ berenicesblade Follow

banished

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🏰 finchtruther Follow

okay but the way that faelor finch writes every song that perfectly fits pennbiel liiike its giving closet fangirl

🧭 waywardwarlock

seriouslyy!! like what else is "give me your unmarked hand / in the shadowfell we won't be a secret" supposed to be about if not pennipher and corabiel

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🌫️ cloudgiant-snailboy Follow

yall please dont fill up the unseen servant tag with your super fucking weird smut posts im just looking for tips on how to find my unseen servant

🪡 scç-writer

the search function on tomeblr does need to be updated but we dont have to kinkshame :)

🌫️ cloudgiant-snailboy Follow

the site is being overrun by virgin degenerates

🍯 treebarkhookhandwagondoor

sounds like you need Wilam the Wizard with Wandering Hands to help you summon the unseen stick in your ass

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🗝️ crypt-princess Follow

so whose going to be the first to commission a painting of that scene with Aliizya and the beholder 👀

🍎 bloodmaledickening Follow

i already asked my local artisan he said he's gotten two other commissions for the same scene lmao

🐁 softbarbarian

girl i commissioned a tapestry

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🕯️ andersfirelight Follow

friendly reminder that devil deals are a real thing that a lot of people fall victim too and that demons are malicious and do destroy peoples lives if theyre not careful so please be careful when consuming works like Hellionfinity which romanticizes devil deals and fiendish soul contracts

🌾entangled-farmer Follow

imo any work of fiction that involves a romance between any type of fiend is not just problematic but harmful

🕯️ andersfirelight Follow

i used to be indifferent to books that had devil romance interests because like thats their whole thing theyre seducing people to get their souls and the mc overcomes it, but reading through the replies i see that Hellionfinity actually ends with the devil character as the main romantic lead which is super problematic in terms of power imbalance and the fact that he has a redemption arc is so out of touch especially since our military is finally recovering from the azgurian assault

🧚🏻‍♂️arms-of-faelor

helliofinity also has a scene where the main character uses a soul coin that an imprisoned mortal gave him and he uses it to bring the devil out of avernus so he doesnt fully die and no one in the book mentions it or talks about how messed up it is to use soul coins and we never see the now bound to hell prisoner ever again

🕯️ andersfirelight Follow

hellionfinity officially cancelled on my end!

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☘️ celest-ial Follow

moment of silence for all the customers waiting on drink orders while the tavern wench gets her back blown out by a new guy every night ✊😔

🦁 king-killa Follow

the gods work hard but Girthy Gladys gets worked harder

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🎲 beholdersbeholdingme

paladin and warlock romances are OUT! cleric and necromancer romances are IN!

🪭 royalcoinpurse Follow

the only thing a cleric should do to a necromancer is beat him to death so she can revive him and kill him again

🎲 beholdersbeholdingme

❇️ arch-dryad Follow

i think we need to analyze why we're so quick to place women in categories of devious seductress or healer in romance novels as if that hasnt been the pervasive trope that holds magic-touched women back in our actual society

🍯 treebarkhookhandwagondoor

why do you assume these fictional tropes are mf couples only? can a gay cleric not beat his gay necromancer boyfriend to death?

🎲 beholdersbeholdingme

and off! beat him off cmon guys

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🧀 weremouse Follow

yall ever be talking or whatnot and feel like no one understands you

🪨 sebrenenogdon Follow

ᛄᚠ ᛡᚢ ᚳᚪᚾ ᚱᛁᛞ ᚦᛄᛋ ᛡᚢ ᚺᚪᚠ ᛏᚢ ᚱᛁᛒᛚᚪᚷ ᚦᛄᛋ

🧀 weremouse Follow

say that shit fr (<- looking around clueless)

🪨 sebrenenogdon Follow

ᛋᛁᚱᛁᚪᛋᛚᛁ

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🌠 crownofstars

remember when that person made a call out post for the author of ilairepeler for using a ghost writer and it turned out the author was an actual ghost. writing. like a literal ghost writer. like.

🍄gnomestool Follow

arent you the dwarf that fucked a slaad

🌠 crownofstars

how would you like to become a ghost so you can write more witty comments like this for eternity

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#round two please laff i did this at work #fantasy dashboard #tumblr dashboard meme #dungeons and dragons #d&d #bg3 #dungeon meshi #my post

[somuch-4-stardust]

u get three autistic bitches w abandonment issues in a room and shit goes down <///333

#talking about the thing where u get like #really fixated on a person and like u think about them all the time like a SpIn #and then u have the 'omg they didnt respond for TWO HOURS im literally dying im going to die' and then theyre like #'hey sorry i was at school!!' and u feel stupid LMAOO #WHEN U ONLY WANT TO TLAK TO THEM ABT UR INTERESTS OR THEIR INTERESTS #like I LITERALLY DONT CARE ABT ANYTHING ELSE EXCEPT FOR THEM!! #and then u DONT TELL THEM so they dont feel pressured to talk to u #and u just kinda sit there and try to not come off as obsessive so they dont feel weird but also OMG OMG OMG!! #its a struggle #and i say this like haha but also IT IS A PROBLEM IT IS DEFINITELY A PROBLEM #A PROBLEM THAT IS MY RESPONSIBILITY TO FIX #i AM gonna make jokes abt it tho

[ssparksflyy]

hello! can i request jason grace or leo valdez x child of hypnos reader ? (gn) 🫶🏻🫶🏻

ask and thou shall receive ༉‧₊˚.

jason grace dating hcs! ٩(ˊ〇ˋ*) ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁

pairing: jason grace x child of hypnos!reader warning(s): none!! js fluff :) a/n: i love children of hypnos, u stay sleepy ! also me writing this running off five hours of sleep ( the most ive gotten this week ) yikes..

mr gets up willingly at six am nd his sleepy lover ♡

there are times where u literally have to beg jason to go back to bed cause omfg what r u doing. its six am. no u r not going to go run. no the early bird doesnt get the worm. go. back. to. sleep.

hey nd most times it works cause the thought of holding u close and a sweet sweet dream is enough to get him back in bed

but other times noooo he goes running 🙄

what is bro running from? sleep???

omg but then literally knocks tf out by like nine

one of the times when you had a sleepover planned together

you were running a little late cause ur cabin's ac wasnt working nd everybody was tweaking out

so you had to stay behind and help fix it

by the time you finished and ran over to cabin one , jason was already passed out nd lightly snoring 😭

mind you it was like 9:15 pm

its ok tho u were tired asf too , who knew fixing the ac could be so hard ??

he apologized sm in the morning tho

but u were like its okay el oh el

he cant help it bro he needs his sleep almost as much as he needs you

its better that he falls asleep early than stay up super late tho

cause like when he was helping plan out the new cabins, it was impossible to convince him to go to sleep

he wouldnt stop working nd u were like 😠 fool 😠 go to sleep 😠

nd he was like no thank youuuuu ♡

so you used your powers on him cause he hadNT SLEPT IN DAYS

u were both mad at each other in the morning and things were painfully tense

but you sat down nd talked it out like mature ppl ♡

he srsly hates fighting, he already does it with monsters nd shit so much, he doesnt want to do it w you :(

he apologized for being ignorant and promised he would be better about taking care of himself instead of burying himself in work

you apologized for using your powers on him without saying anything first, and promised you wouldn't do it again ( unless its necessary ) :))

to this day, youve still kept your promises ♡

jason is SUCH a sucker for when you touch his hair

the most relaxing thing everrrrr

i will die on this hill ppl dont play w me

his hair would be soft asf bro

best believe he uses a good conditioner !!

he lets u play w his hair nd do wtv u want with it cause like ~relaxing~

so best believe you have a 0.5 of him with all his hair tied up and looking like a palm tree

0.5s of jason would literally be flawless asf but scary

cause ur like omg by bf is so cute- god DAMN somebody get this man contacts

he looks amazing but THEM EYES

terrifying. staring into ur soul.

theyre cute tho ♡♡

you OBVI have matching pjs

i cannot decide if jason would go to sleep w just pj pants nd no shirt or if would have light blue and white striped pants, a button up shirt, slippers, a cap with a little fuzzy ball at the end, nd a candlestick

jason grace is a SPECTRUM OKAY

but he buys u so many plushies ugh

you own so many jellycats im so jealous

he helps u name them nd their literally ur children like

u have matching build-a-bears !!!

the voice memos are messages u made for each other :(

his to u is a quick ramble about how much he loves u but gets cut off cause he only had 20 seconds ♡♡

nd u get matching outfits for them!!

urs is named 'sleepy' and his is named 'sparky' ♡

i feel like jason gets some real bad nightmares

like yea every demigod does but he gets his more frequently nd their more graphic bcs of what he's seen and gone through :(

most of the time they arent even messages from his dad, theyre just really bad flashbacks of horrible times in his life

but ever since you started spending ur nights together, theyve toned down so much

now he even gets dreams abt your future together sometimes :((

he really wants to tell you about those dreams cause they feel so real but hes scared that youll think its weird or get uncomfortable

little does he know you get those exact same dreams ♡

and on the same nights as he does...

CAUSE UR MEETING IN UR DREAMSSSSSSS

nd thats how ur dad shows his love to you !

zeus doesnt gaf. wtv we dont like him anyway

i mean sometimes hes like erm gtfo my cabin 🤨

but doesn't actually do anything

u literally dont care for anybody's thoughts tho cause you bagged a baddie as sleepy as you ♡

an two: ik i didnt talk abt sleepovers together but like ive got a jason fic called sleepover (thats also gn!) if u wanted to read that :DD but i hoped u enjoyed and have a good day/night!! GO STREAM THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT.

peace from manhattan,

percy jackson ♡

#percy jackson #pjo #heroes of olympus #pjo x reader #heroes of olympus x reader #hoo x reader #jason grace #jason grace x reader #percy jackson x reader #by bells ♡⋆ ࣪.

[the-s1lly-corner]

(This was inspired by an OC post I saw)

Can I request headcanons for Jax being affected by a love virus, (as in being forced to act lovey-dovey because of a glitch the reader carries)? I hope this makes sense.

Jax w/ a love virus!

might be a little different than the post youre referring to because i dont know what post youre talking about </3 written as the reader and jax already being in a romantic relationship since i think otherwise i may be uncomfortable writing it </3 will touch more on that in the actual post but!! kind of written with like, a slight angst angle at the beginning, going off my own silly ideas since i dont know specifics for this!! my toxic trait is seeing someone call a recipe "hard" and "difficult to master" and my immediate reaction is to make the thing. i learned how to make macarons i can learn how to make panettone... not today though i need to get the nuts and fruits for it

he doesnt care if he was sick, when he recovers from it hes going to be so embarrassed. will become argumentative with anyone who tries to bring it up, even if theyre being neutral or supportive of him.. it might be easier for him to come to terms with it and live it down if you (his main target) are already in a relationship with him

i think he might be really upset if he got the virus from you; regardless of if you can control it or not.. it sucks, yeah, but this isnt like a flu or cold, but

yeah

bonus points if you yourself dont show many symptoms of the virus and even more bonus points if you decided not to tell anyone about it; i think if it were like this it would warrant break up material for jax

obviously i dont know the specifics, and i do want to keep this somewhat vague so it can hopefully be morphed to fit what you, the anon, specifically saw/read

but how is he like during the actual virus/infection?

clingy. very clingy

sure, jax was already clingy in his own way before getting sick, what with keeping an eye on you and trying to keep you all to himself when you guys were alone... but this is... something else

he constantly follows you around, and might even drape himself over your shoulder while you're trying to talk to someone else

gets visibly antsy and even irritated when separated from you for too long, perhaps even becoming a little verbally aggressive to the other circus members if they try to get him to calm down

wont even hesitate throwing himself into danger. not to save you. but to be around you. "if you die im going to die with you" mentality, pretty much

audibly whines when you have to go do something. embodiment of the "nooo you hang up :3" thing but way more intense and kind of obnoxious (obviously not a knock to anyone who does it, jax is just ramping it up to 100 and beyond)

if hes showing typical... sickness.. symptoms (fatigue, fever, ect) youre going to have one hell of a time keeping him in bed. youre probably going to have to monitor him until he recovers; because otherwise hes just going to follow you around the circus

this is already normal jax behavior but hes going to push people, hes just going to do it a little more often and more aggressively in order to get to you while hes sick

#tadc x reader #the amazing digital circus x reader #digital circus x reader #jax x reader #jax x you #jax imagine

[tokyogruel]

on the subject of

haruka;

i told the warden, if muu is not forgiven, i will kill myself. they gave me a look- as if i couldnt possibly, and if i tried, it would be pitiful, humorous. but i made a promise

i cant break a promise

i told them in earnest, please, Please forgive muu-san! im begging you, i need you to know she deserves forgiveness! it wasnt her fault. she didnt do anything wrong, she needs to be forgiven.

my trial comes and goes.

unforgiven.

okay. i can live with this. they tell me how pitiful i am, how i must be protected. they turn their backs on me. nothing changes, nothing changes. i look around at those that come after me. forgiven. forgiven. i hold my breath. i look to muu. i feel a sense of hope. i look away.

her time comes. the voting starts. i hear the voices. i feel a sense of dread.

there's something wrong. ive told them the stakes, what i have to put on the line for her. i hear them, "my poor boy" "he deserves better" "hes innocent, i swear!" i try to block them out.

i cant.

they continue to invade my head, i shake them off. all that matters is making sure muu-san is forgiven. theyre growing louder.

my gut wrenches, i know something is wrong. can they not hear me? please, im begging you. forgive muu-san. its all i ask of you.

i call again, please, please forgive muu-san! they talk over me, why dont they hear me? i try again. please, forgive muu-san.

her vote is dropping, i can feel it, what is going wrong? they forgave her before, why wont they do so again? please forgive muu-san.

can you hear me? please forgive muu-san

are you listening? please, forgive muu-san

is this all in vain? please, forgive muu-san!

i dont want to die, please forgive muu-san.

she's all i have, please, please forgive muu-san.

i cant live knowing she wont be forgiven. Please, forgive Muu-san!

please, please, please, im begging you! please, forgive muu san!

i beg, i plead, i scream and yell and give everything i am: PLEASE, PLEASE FORGIVE MUU-SAN! PLEASE FORGIVE MUU-SAN! CAN YOU HEAR WHAT I AM SAYING? PLEASE, FORGIVE MUU-SAN!

i wonder, can they no longer hear me..?

no, i know they can hear me. i hear them murmur in my head, "why is he so insistent?" "im not sure, am i doing the right thing?" "man, he really wont let up about this girl."

they can hear me. theyre not listening. they never listen.

i tell them outright, i will kill myself if she is unforgiven. they say i need to be protected from her. i beg for her forgiveness, who cares about my own? they say i should be forgiven. i hold my breath.

they say they care about me. they dismiss my pleading, begging for my friend to be forgiven. they say they want what is best for me, they refuse to listen when i tell them, all i need is for muu to be forgiven. ill survive, she needs to be protected. my stomach sinks.

one final cry- please, forgive muu-san.

its all i ask

i dont want to die

but i will do anything to make her happy

please forgive muu-san

#creature speaks #no tags this will find the right people