#i dont even remember what tags i used

[if-mirrormine]

BabyGorl is backs!! Yaaaaaas! Welcome back darlin!

THANK YOU BESTIES!! IM BETTER THAN EVER ❤️❤️

#ive completely forgotten how to work this app lmao #i dont even remember what tags i used #message received☎️ #anonymous

[larryincottagecore]

husbands record together 🤝

#bit shit but it is what it is #hldaily #hlupdate #louis and harry #tracking home #trackinghappily #tracksintheam #dailytomlinson #i dont even remember what tags i used #hope this reaches someone at least #anyways im back kinda #larry manip #larryincottagecore

[starrysharks]

hotel manager

#zeno's art #i'm not sure if i should tag the show itself as i'm not a fan but i guess its “fan”art so i will #hazbin hotel #charlie hazbin hotel #vivziepop #i was bored and wanted to draw something #my main goal here was to create a design that looked distinct and could (potentially) be moderately easy to animate #of course based on charlie's character i added as many angel images as possible through the hair and bowtie #(i know white on white is a character design sin but i wanted to show the angel wing detail ;w;) #also to express the personality and juxtaposition of a sweet devil her horns are supposed to curve into a heart shape #of course the garterbelts are upside-down/st peters crosses because of her satanic themes #i also tried to go harder into the goat theme but its still subtle i think #i actually think the goat theme is really interesting because of the story of the sheep and the goats in the bible #but i cant remember if it was actually something intended in her original design #i'm not going to draw anyone else so dont even anticipate that #this was basically a cooldown? ok i think i'm rambling now #goodbye #ok edit to say it clearly: i am not a fan of vivziepop or her work. i just wanted to redesign charlie as a cooldown/exercise for fun #because i used to be a fan of the character before i wised up about what vivzie had and has done #and before i matured and noticed the cracks and fundamental flaws in her works #so yea i dont support her at all and this redesign is critical i guess #also the reason why the tag “vivziepop” is there in the first place is so that anyone who has that tag silenced can scroll past #without seeing anything related to her work. in case that clears anything up #its the same reason why i tag “long post” and “food” and the like

[kaibette]

Some headshot commissions I've done over on twitter!

#kaibette.art #my art #illustration #digital art #sonic #oc #fc #i dont know how to use tags on here #i dont even remember what my art tag was #please help me #i never understood this site and i still dont #im so sorry lmao im incompetent

[sea-jello]

Day 31/October 31: Halloween || Death || Costumes

never forget the skeleton had hair

#ITS ONLY LATE IF YOU ACKNOWLEDGE ITS LATE #of COOURSE halloween week had to be my busiest week #if it isn’t clear they dragged his skeleton back up and used it as halloween decor #ignore the shading and lighting and skeleton anatomy and pumpkin and path i actually have no idea how to do it #i was bullshitting my way through it all i slapped shorts on him cause i didn’t want to figure that out #i dont love it but i dont overly hate it so call that a win win #TUMBLR DELETED ALL MY TAGS WHAT THE FUCK #i dont remember any more of them #anyways end of morrotober guys it was fun thank you morrotober for hosting #even though there were like 4 or so of us consistently participating #what do i do now #ive fully committed to being back so ill do more probably #but i can only do shitposts unless otherwise given clear instructions #morrotober was good for me tbh i was forced to do more art this month than i ever did in my entire life and i think im improving #im experimenting at least thats good #i think im developing a style i like using bright as fuck contrasting lighting #and a MORRO DESIGN finally after all these months #ninjago #lego ninjago #morro ninjago #ninjago morro #morro wu #morrotober 2023 #morrotober2023 #morrotober #jellos scribbles

[applejuicehq]

happy hallowed ween from my lil guy Tei :]

and Dia :3

#what if i drew something. posted it even. would that be fucked up or what #was gonna do more for Dia but then i got tired . she chose to be a mushroom bc she loves having big sleeves #i just thought Tei would be neat in a darkling costume :] #interestingly Tei has a lot of ties to darkness on accident. he had yellow eyes before i even made him one of my keykids lol #cant decide if they were always that way or they used to be another color.. maybe before the keyblade war #OH someone remind me to add alt text later. i cant do it from mobile n i dont have time to get my computer for Reasons #oh god i need to remember how to tag art . #kh #kingdom hearts #applejuice ocs #my art #khux #khux oc #khux keykid

[lena-in-a-red-dress]

I remember watching a Jet Li movie where he'd been raised from a child to be a savage ring fighter who was only allowed to fight when the dog collar was removed from his neck. All other times he wore it, he was docile and almost childlike-- like a very abused, frightened child. Until he escapes and is kind of adopted by a blind piano tuner, who shows him kindness and compassion and care. I think at some point his previous masters come looking for him, and the piano tuner is killed, which prompts jet li to go on a rampage against said masters.

So after that random recollection during my morning drive to work, I've been thinking about a supercorp version. Where Kara is found on earth by Lex and kept/trained as an attack dog, basically, and he uses a red sun collar inhibitor to control her when she's not being used.

But then at some point as an adult she finds herself on her own for some reason (escape? idk), and is taken in by Lena, a piano tuner in National City. Lena is kind and gentle, and slowly brings Kara out of her shell. She teaches Kara all sorts of things about basic human behavior-- speech, literacy, touch, etc-- that Lex never bothered to teach her.

But when Lex comes looking, and he finds not only his attack dog but also his long lost sister (who escaped his grasp years ago and has been living under the radar ever since), Kara's world is upended once again. And this time, her new connection to Lena gives her the strength to overcome the inhibitor around her neck and fight against her captors, freeing herself and Lena both from Lex's control.

Not sure how dark I would go with this, but I love me some angsty self-empowerment-to-protect-a-new-loved-one action.

#supercorp #dont even remember what the movie was called #so what au tag should I use? #ummmmm... #collar au? no that sounds kinky #inhibitor au #thatll work

[kindnessoverperfection]

I've found that, when interacting with others (or myself), it's useful to consider the lessons I'd want to teach a growing child.

If a child makes a mistake, I wouldn't want them to feel shame. I wouldn't yell at them, humiliate them, or in any way indicate to them that their mistake is a reflection of their worth or of who they are as a person.

Instead, I'd want them to associate the process with love and joy. If they say something that hurts someone's feelings, or otherwise ostracizes someone in some way, I'd compassionately explain to them. Ideally, they'd walk away knowing why they said / did it in the first place, how to handle similar situations in the future, and would accept the consequences (e.g. if a friend no longer wanted to hang out with them).

While the consequences may sometimes be painful, I'd do my best to instill in them that mistakes are human and natural, and that the process of learning from these mistakes is an opportunity to improve connections with others and express love.

I have a tendency towards excessive guilt. Memories in which I've said / done something ignorant or hurtful are infused with this guilt and shame- but ideally, I'd feel a sense of love and peace, and perhaps happiness, when looking back on them. Because they were moments of growth, moments I learned how to be more compassionate (even if the actual learning came years later).

So I'll put this out into the void:

When you make a mistake, that is not a reflection of you as a person. It is a moment in time, a moment which was informed by your past experiences. Humans are not static labels, or monsters in an RPG game. We are social creatures who live and learn and react and grow and experience and love. Be gentle with yourself and move forward knowing you're doing so in accordance with your values.

#parenting #internet culture #self compassion #i'd also want to teach them critical thought of course - there are varying ideas of what constitutes mistakes or ignorance or harm #and that's a messy subject which is often a challenge to teach and is beyond the scope of this post but it's important #to avoid being subject to manipulation or becoming reactionary #but anyways #to clarify something in the tags here: it's okay of course to feel bad. that's a normal response. but it's not necessary. and a culture of #shaming people for their mistakes isn't helpful in the same ways it isn't helpful to do that to a child. people become defensive and/or #self-hating. divisive and reactionary and more easily manipulated. fearful and ashamed and avoidant. afraid of disagreements or of trying #anything new. increased all-or-nothing thinking and blowing things out of proportion. it just doesn't help in the long run #sometimes when someone says something i want to express hatred and mockery towards; i think of my trans friend who's full of light and love #and compassion. who came from a smaller more conservative community and used to have some of those same stances (and may still hold some of #those feelings/anxieties). and i remember that i can be firm on my boundaries and spread love and acceptance and safety *without* spewing #vitriol at anyone who makes even a minor mistake. i want people who were impacted by oppression and bias to have space to grow and #find safe communities and be able to think for themselves. i dont want to push them away or be another person in their life screaming at #them. there's always a person behind the screen. #like that doesnt mean i have to interact with them. in fact in most cases it's better to step away. and there are still unsafe people out #there- but yelling at them won't do any good either. saw a tip to focus on the people you want to help rather than the opposition #and that's been super helpful for me

[sanjisboyfie]

┊ ⋆˚  about this blog !

— first and foremost, this is a male reader blog !!! i only write male reader inserts, the usage of she/her pronouns will never, ever be applied to any of my works that involve an insertion of yourself into the scenario. that being said, i don't really think i can/will enforce that those that read my work are only those that use he/him prns. so let's say, if those who use she/her pronouns decide to read my work, i won't purge them off of this page (i don't think i spend that much time on here to even do that) and burn them at the stake. all i very POLITELY ask is that: you don't interact malignantly with me or my posts. i don't tag my work "x fem reader", only "x male reader" and "x reader" so there shouldn't be any worries of my work "cluttering" (<- lmmmffaaoooooo) your tags of "x female reader"

— of course this ^ can be subject to change and become stricter if i start gaining negative attention from fem-alligned readers. so NOT SAYING IT'S SET IN STONE because that how i feel about this just right now.

— i plan on using this blog to just broaden the reach of one of my fanfics (keep safe) with the occasional posting of a smau/modern!au post every now and then.

— every now and then i might post a yandere drabble, oneshot, headcanon, etc just wanted to put that here since i know that it's not everyone cup of tea and wanted to disclaim this. some of the yandere headcanons already exist on here, but i think (i hope) i tagged it all appropiately....(i hope)

alright, that's all thank you for reading <3 jaime

#if this post sounds too idealistic i wouldve even know because i dont know the “culture” on tumblr regarding who interacts with what #im just going to assume that people with half a mind to think about what their preferences are and what they like know what to interact wit #and what not to interact with #anyway hopefully this actually makes sense and isnt just a bunch of word vomit to u guys #i look forward to publishing more on tumblr!!! i hope it can be a fun experience for all of us #<3 #hopefully i can write for more animes instead of JUST one piece #i think i remember enough about jjk to do something for them as well #SHOUTOUTT #oh and if someone wants to educate me on the tagging system here i am welcome to any tips / tricks #because i think im using them correctly (ihopeihopeihope) #but if im not — PLEASE LMK

[noneuclitean]

just want to let you all know im high as fuck lying on the ground fucking my bedframe

#i dont even remember what tags i use #free use. #cnc. #objectification. #intox. #nsft. #objectum

[tsukana]

this isnt meant to be neg at all but i do genuinely want to know quackity and/or the qsmp admins reasonings for the server hours during the purgatory event being what they are. Because even as a viewer in PST zone, i was very ? when they dropped it since like. theres already been repeated issues with events being so late for EU time zone streamers and for a 2 week long server wide event to be like that was. surprising?

#qsmp #there isnt rly a question or statement to rhis other than wanting to know what the thought process/purpose of it was. #because even the later streamers go live late enough that a 5 hour cutoff would be before what the cutoff is rn #and i think it would make more sense for them to push a server time limit earlier into pst rather than the opposite #this is also just a little funny to me when i remember qsmp events r typically set in Pacific time #as someone whos job often involves needing to remember time cutoffs in eastern and whos used to seeing events being kept in EST nof PST #tsu talks #qpurgatory #lmk if i should tag anything else #i dont think this warrants a crit or neg tag? but

[witchspeka]

Thinking about powers... and what they mean to people...

To Mob its a hindrance, an unnecessary addition, something separate from him that's evil and bad and should be contained

To Teru its the complete opposite, it's an integral part of him, of his identity, its something to flaunt and be proud of

To Ritsu its a new thing so he for sure doesnt consider it something natural, I think to him its like with Mob, a separate thing from himself, but not in a bad way? He doesn't view his powers through a negative lens, he just views them as a skill, as something to be learnt, something that's useful and practical, an idea that exists separate from his self

To Ritsu its a tool, a weapon, a defense mechanism. Its a goddamn pipe dream turned reality

#mp100 #cine te a intrebat #mob psycho 100 #ritsu kageyama #only ritsu gets tagged cause i dont talk about the other 2 enough for that whxnwjz #this was started by me thinking I Wonder How Ritsu Views His Powers can u tell #anyway this is also to say that ritsu will eventually learn to view powers as something more casual and use them for every small lil thing #for at least a month or smth. hed be so obnoxious about it. god i just remembered that lil extra i rbed LITERALLY THAT LMAO #man that also reminds me of a drama cd where he says he doesnt wanna use his powers for 'something boring' #WHATS THAT EVEN SUPPOSED TO MEAN... truly the most 13 year old ever... #hes got such a childish way of viewing it once you get over the Coping Mechanism aspect of wanting powers... #how can u look at this kid and make him an edgy caricature. like fr hes such a lil nerd he writes his progress in a goddamn journal cmon now #i should sleep but i miss mob i should rewatch ...............

[nuclearnerves]

my alter came to me and said "CAN I GIVE MY SELF INSERT OC DID" and I went "what? how the fuck are we gonna explain that to people" and she went "BIDEN.... BLAST!!!!!!" and hit me with a wave of dopamine so strong and overpowering that I blacked out and woke up to this completely and fully illustrated and went "god damn it. yeah whatever its fine."

#alia #li #kina #jackop #mama #aling #starkeeper #i have a lot of paranoia about posting this #i havent even shown it to some of my closer friends #i dont think my alter now has splintered into alters. i think these are just characters. #she likes to create and have fun and colors and organize and i dont want to stop her if it makes us happy #i dont fully understand whats going on but i know its a nice fun feeling good thing #jesus christ i literally cant remember almost everything before turning 18 and im still sitting here like 'what if this means im faking :'( #shut up dude youre mentally ill. a normal person wouldnt make this #someone whos faking doesnt read articles about DID and read comics about DID and go 'oh wow this is so relatable!!!' idiot #other peoples opinions about you does not make you a bad person. your actions do. and this is not a bad action. #this is a good fun enjoyable action. you are doing something that makes you happy even if its not for everyone its for you. #hi sorry if you are reading these tags drop a like lol #did osdd #colorkeep

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

redraw of this thing

#my art lol #vocaloid #vocaloid art #vocaloid fanart #oliver vocaloid #vocaloid oliver #redraw #blue #yellow #gold #beige #yeah yeah tagging system broken we know this. instead of editing the og post like i used to i figured it be better to like. preserve it #mostly cause i don't want to touch most of my old stuff ig... keep it in that frozen past state despite me wanting to shrivel up smtimes #did i get possessed by smthn?? cause WHAT how did i... do this. actually. what da freek. even the bg which i kinda bs'd looks good... what #i very vaguely remember the original 'context' or whatever that kinda inspired the 2019 version of this: woww poor oliver :( #i'd do another drawing related to that but idk if i have good ideas so if anyone's intrigued i could just make a post explaining that lol #mmmmmmmmmmmmm idk what else to say really. i wanna draw more oliver recently but i have no ideasss (i do but they dont come out good)

[worldsquietestjojosfan]

there are 2 roommates

"is that incest? yuck. well actually theyre only half brothers so its less yuck and more hot. btw did you watch that dog-fucking anime? its so weird who let this exist. i watched the entire thing. its not bad if you ignore the dog. you should watch it"

"you watch anime too? beware of pixiv. i heard theres anime csem on it. "

#and then theres me who is the third roommate #im not allowed to judge anything ive seen everything #the three of us are in like 3 different stages of otaku #im at the top. seen it all and im not even gonna pretend to be disgusted. yeah its there. yeah im a freak. chilling #then is roommate 1. she reads the same stuff in danmei but pretends to find it weird in anime #and then is roommate 2. shes not even talking about l*lis. shes straight up misidentifying all anime women #im definitely more vanilla that roommate 1. shes still in her denial phase tho #speaking of l*lis have you ever seen twitter people get into fights about what is a l*li? its really funny. i mean the l*licons #actually wait im also confused. is l*li a relative aesthetic or a concrete aesthetic? #like if i draw in a more cute style and i draw one girl even cuter are they all l*lis or is only that one a l*li? #wait. i shouldnt make fun of that discourse. im also ??????????? #every time i try to judge i always get put back in my place #thats how i gained 90% of my interests so just gotta stop so i can stop taking Ls #“who would ever be into this kink” me. me 2 days after saying that. SHUT UP. STOP SAYING THINGS #some words #i only censored l*li because last time i remember it was a banned tag here? #i forgor #i dont live here

[frecklystars]

ok I know it’s monday after 1pm and nobody is online but I wanna talk about meeting Steve Blum 🥺🥺🥺

Me and my friend waited in line for three hours, maybe four? He motioned for me to come forward when it was my turn and I pointed at myself to make sure he actually meant me, and he kind of laughed and said “yes you!! It’s okay, come here” And once I approached him I started shaking just like I knew would happen, I had no words :’) He was so patient though, he said “hi” and I said “hi” and he said “hi” and I said “hi” and he laughed again and said “how are you doing today?” And I was like “I’m!! I’m well!! How are you? Are you tired?” He said “I’m good, but yeah I’m really sleepy. But it’s worth it! we made it to sunday!!! yaaay!!” he seemed so cheerful for someone who barely slept within 4 days, stood and socialized in such an overcrowded setting for 10 hours each day, living on those little 8-hour energy drinks (kind of like retail ig)

I handed him the envelope after he confirmed he accepts gifts, and he said “oh my goodness, look how beautiful this is! look at how much time you spent on this -- this is so lovely, I can’t wait to open it!! this is amazing!! I can’t wait to get home and play with this, thank you!!” and the envelope drawings weren’t even special, they were little star and heart shapes because duh it’s ME and i also put some starscream and heatwave stickers on there hehe/// but he was acting like it was so pretty, it was very sweet of him to do that

And I actually planned to give him just one of the charms separately, just to see his reaction. I chose the Steve charm bc I think it’s the cutest one + I don’t know if he often gets fanart of. like. himself? So I handed it to him, and he didn’t even have to pull it out of the bag to recognize it, he immediately says “oh my god that’s me!! oh my god that’s me!!!” and he’s holding the thing so carefully while studying it. “this is amazing, oh my god. you made this? you MADE this?? that’s... amazing” and he reads my full name I wrote on the back and says “Keri... Keri... I recognize your name... on cameos, right?” He pauses. “My little starflower, is that you??”

I was in SHOCK?? I didn’t think he’d actually?? recognize my name let alone remember the starflower thing?? and I lost my words again so I just nodded a lot, and his eyes WIDEN and he leans forward and says “wait really?! THAT WAS YOU?” and I nodded again, and squeaked “you? remember??” and he insists “yes! I remember! I remember!! my starflower from cameos!!” and he starts laughing in disbelief, shaking his head while saying “I can’t believe I’m meeting you! my little starflower, yes of course I remember you!!” and he slipped into the starscream voice and said SO fondly “my little starflower keri...” (made me GASP) “of course I would remember my starflower, of course I do, my little starflower Keri...” and I melted. I fucking MELTED and he just kept laughing and repeating (in his normal speaking voice) “wow, it’s you!! of course I’d remember that! my starflower! it’s you!!”

and I told him that the gift package was my way of trying to repay him for all the cameos, even though there isn’t hardly enough in there, I wanted to give him *something* because “you saved my life” and I wasn’t going into details abt that part but he looked rly touched and said “awww... alright, hold on, I HAVE to hug you!” AND I’M LIKE. WAIT WHAT REALLY? FOR REAL? I didn’t have any time to even open my mouth after he said that bc NO HESITATION, DUDE DROPS EVERYTHING AND *CLIMBS OUT OF HIS LITTLE BOOTH AREA* and immediately wraps his arms around me and hugged me so tight 🥺🥺 and he leans into my ear and says “you’re amazing. this is the reason why I love my job. you’re so amazing, don’t forget that, okay Keri? you’re wonderful. you’re incredible, okay? I’m honored to meet you, you’re amazing” and he kept repeating a bunch of compliments, I don’t remember half of them because I was like, barely processing what was happening and thinking holy shit I can’t believe this is actually going so well and then when he pulled away he said “okay I’m gonna sign something for you!”

So he pulls out a Starscream print and slips into the stsc voice again “to my Starflower, yes? yes...” and while we watched him write, I was completely mesmerized and gripping onto my friend’s arm for dear life. she doesn’t even know steve or any of his shows but she came all this way with me and stayed in the line with me and made SURE to take photos and record some audio and did everything to make sure we’d get in line today (she’s amazing and i fucking love her) & steve wrote “Keri... thank you for being my little Starflower. love, Starscream (and steve)” which reminded me of the one time he said in a cameo in his stsc voice sooo gently “thank you for loving me” like it just. oogghgh made me melt. and then he said “honestly, with you, Starscream is probably the nicest he’s ever been” and I was just in complete awe this whole time, I couldn’t believe he was actively encouraging my silly selfship shit to this level. I really just expected him to say “oh, cool, sure, ok here’s your print” and for the line to keep moving. all of this was so unexpected. so I said “this evil alien robot killed someone not even 5 minutes into the first episode, and you make him so nice to me, and I appreciate it so much” and he said “aww! hey, absolutely, it’s always my choice! and of course he’d be nice to you, you’re his starflower aren’t you??” GODDDDDD

and I thought we’d be done, but he suddenly calls for his agent (gwen. i love her. love gwen, absolute queen), and shows her the Steve charm and says “gwen look! look at this, oh my god. look how amazing this is!! isn’t this incredible? she DREW this, can you believe that? Keri, you even put my tattoo on there!! that’s my tattoo! the attention to detail!! I’m definitely gonna take this home, I’m keeping this on my desk forever! I love this so much, are you kidding me? I am never letting this go!”

And Gwen says “oh my god, that’s SO CUTE!!! Keri, did you make this? you MADE all of these charms?” (im assuming she opened the envelope to check inside for safety reasons, I think it’s part of her job) then she asks “do you post more artwork anywhere like instagram? you should tag us, we’ll share it!!” and steve turns, drops his markers and chimes loudly “YES WE WILL SHARE IT this is DEFINITELY going online” and she goes on for like a full minute telling me to share my artwork with steve nodding encouragingly adding a little “yes!” “absolutely!” “yes!!” every five seconds while I’m still shaking like a leaf. I looked AND sounded absolutely ridiculous w/ my dumb high pitched voice, barely remembering to nod my head and to breathe, couldn’t believe he’s talked to me this long, couldn’t believe he’s THIS enthusiastic, couldn’t believe he likes my art THIS MUCH when I was so sure he wouldn’t want anything to do with me, couldn’t believe his wholeass agent is compliment my art and saying she’d want to share it??? like literally everything went Best Case Scenario, this was way more than I could have dreamed. insane. AND WE’RE NOT EVEN DONE YET--

he opens the envelope to put the charm inside and says “I’m NOT losing THIS” and then he peaks further into the package and says “oooohh there’s all KINDS of goodies in here!!! thank you so much, I’m going to have so much fun getting to look at all of these!!” and Gwen holds up the blue star bag that I put the Steve charm in, and she says “this is my favorite!! star is my middle name, blue is my favorite color, and I looove sparkly things” and I said “you are literally the coolest human being alive” and she laughs “you are so funny!!” and Steve hugged her and said “I’ll give you the star bag Gwen!” and she said “there’s more in here with all kinds of sparkles!” and he says “ooooh, sounds like something Keri would do” SDLKJFHKLDF

and then we took a pic and then he asked if I wanted a short little video, and if I wanted to be IN the video with him, or if I just wanted it to be him only. I really didn’t want to be in it bc I already hated hearing myself talk but I said “oh whatever you’re comfortable with” and he said “well come here, you can’t have Starlight without his Starflower! I’ll ask you some questions and you answer them with me okay?” 😭💕 so he pulls me into the recording w/ my friend’s phone and he said “Keri, Keri, my little starflower... did you drink your energon today?” and I said why yes Starlight I certainly did and he replies “mm, yes, I can tell, you are looking exceptionally powerful!” and he did such a cute evil laugh and it took all of my guts to keep quiet bc my reaction every time he laughs is “awwwWWWW” but I didn’t wanna mess up the video w/ my dumb voice. and he added “Oh, don’t tell Megatron about this though, he’d be sooo jealous I get to talk to you...” like omfg dude is out here confirming that Megatron is so down bad in the megakeri relationship and he has no idea 😂

and the rest is kind of foggy bc I was barely processing half of this, so nervous abt my own behavior, in absolute shock that he was like, leaning so close and making eye contact the entire interaction to make sure that he knows that I had his full attention. he was so patient and never cut me off, even tho I was talking so fast bc I was sooo anxious but he was so so so kind the entire time... and then out of nowhere he pulls me into ANOTHER HUG 🥺🥺 and thanks me again saying “please take care, starflower. you really are an incredible artist” 😭😭😭

and after all of that, I was just. glowing. walking in a complete daze. i couldn’t even hear the crowd, ppl were bumping into me bc it was like a SEA of people at this convention, but it was just a buzzing sound to me bc all I could think about was the signed print in my hands and all the memories that come with it now... I didn’t expect him to remember me, let alone get so excited and? hug me? give me all these memorable things? say such nice things??? insist that he wanted to keep my artwork? promised he would do everything to make sure it got home safe? god. I also said at the very end “hey if you ever find an alternate to cameo... I will give you all of my money” and he laughed and said “nooo I don’t want your money, I don’t do this for money!” and there wasn’t any further comment abt cameo and I was like ok the line is moving I gotta GO go. so it’s unlikely he will ever find a cameo alternate, but like... I have over a dozen of his cameos already I get to cherish, +1 cameo we did ~together~ + all of those nice compliments. I’m just... still in shock... ok thank u to anyone who took the time to read this ❤

#i cant believe i didnt cry. i expected to cry. but i didnt even get teary-eyed. i ALMOST did tho #when he said 'yes of course i remember you' and when he hugged me. but wow i was SOMEWHAT collected? what a concept #woof #steve blum #also big shoutout to my friend for helping me. christ #i was so anxious for days and kept repeating 'what if what if' #and she would counter it with 'nooo he's going to love your art! we will make sure he receives it' #she waited so fucking long with me and tried to get us to all the events in time #granted there were only three events we were actually interested in #BUT ALL OF THEM we were so early and she navigated us SO well #and when I was all dumb and teary the day before bc we couldn't make it to ANYTHING #bc it was SO CROWDED that lines would cut off within 2 minutes #she still did her damn best and was like 'WE ARE GOING TO MAKE THIS HAPPEN FOR YOU' #and she recorded steve saying almost ALL of this bc she KNEW i needed to hear it #ppl arent allowed to video record or photograph unless if they're staff #but she recorded audio secretively and was like 'dont worry i gotchu' #kericakes cameos #going in this tag bc technically he gave me a cameo. sort of #ive been looping the audio just in total disbelief of all the nice things he said #long post #SORRY I couldn't put it under a readmore im on mobile rn #and im so impatient I wanted to talk abt it immediately #NOW I GOTTA LEARN HOW TO POST THINGS ON INSTAGRAM