#i felt that ending in my bones

[whiteshipnightjar]

when joanna newsom writes a wikipedia post. this is still the most poetic way to live.

#i felt that ending in my bones #moths #butterflies #cosmia #and of course #joanna vibes #bc lbr it has joanna written all over it

[kurtweller]

#yellowstone #yellowstonetv #yellowstoneedit #beth dutton #jamie dutton #I FELT THIS IN MY BONES #give kelly reilly all the awards #aiwjfpioafjawpfjw #idk why but i feel like rip is gonna be the one that ends up ending jamie #(if it's not beth) #when he finds out about this #i've just always had that inkling #i need to gif the other part to this #my graphics #my gifs

[krikidilly]

In truth hes very proud of Senjuro for always trying so hard.. eventually he'll manage to say it out loud.

#rui and senjuro are so.. ugh collapses to the floor they aren't Really children of neglect but by god . #(youre projecting) I KNOW.😭 and ill mumble more at the end tags #senjuro rengoku #rui ayaki #demon slayer #kimetsu no yaiba #senrui #kny #my art #like ugh #most of the cast of kny is suffering neglected child syndrome . among other things but that list is too long.another day perhaps #Senjuro is a child of neglect. yes Kyojuro was there and did a wonderful job while he could but. its undeniable that Sen has been neglected #and i feel it. in every interaction senjuro has. he is so very kind and so very willing to help but has so little avenues to go through #with Rui its projection in a very personal way but also i just really feel it in my bones something was off #like his parents seem very kind but also like so many instances of his backstory felt. hand motions. why wasnt someone there. #yknow what i mean????? #anyway whats fucking point am i trying to make #rui and senjuro are both children of neglect and their veiws and mindsets are heavily affected by this and i think together #they could take care of eachother and give eachother a sort of security theyve been missing for so very long #they will be eachothers loving home. #coughs. sorry anyways #ive been keeping it to myself because .worries of no one caring you know how it is #but i have an au very dear to me where Rui assists Senjuro in becoming a kakushi and secret demon slaying and eventually Shinobu #starts helping him as well :-] #senjuro deserves to be taught how to fence if normal swordplay doesnt fucking work #also realizing very late that some reasons i adore senrui are why i adore endouma. i am one note. nobody look at me

[ninacarstairss]

i have to watch this all again and process but i have one thing to say for now. thank you to the writers of season 2. there are so many flaws, so many things crammed into eight episodes when they would have needed 28, but they did one thing right that leigh could never do. they did alina justice. they left her powers to her, they let her rebuild ravka as she wished to, and they let her explore her dark side too. she used merzost, she brought mal back unlike in the books, and she tasted that power. she liked the power of that cut. she loves her power, her light, and leigh stripped her of that in the books. and why? to make her live a normal mortal life with mal. but they did this perfectly here, mal is his own person and he wants to find out who he is without his destiny to be alina’s amplifier, and alina wants to rebuild the country she fought so hard for, keep the friends and family she found along the way. this ending was perfect. i know we’ll see them again and they probably will end up together at some point, but this wasn’t it, this wasn’t the right time anyway. and i’m beyond happy they didn’t strip alina of her powers. she is a summoner, she loves being grisha, and i always hated how she was just taken away from all of that after tearing down the fold. it was as if she’s only been made for that purpose, to tear down the fold and then disappear again. now, she finally gets a chance to be her own person have a different purpose, rebuild a country, find her path, discover more about her power. she can choose where to go from here. i really couldn’t be happier about this ending

#i never talk about the shadow and bone trilogy #i’m always about the soc duology #because i never quite made peace with the sab ending #i hated the way they treated alina and i hated mal as a character. i felt like there was always something off about them. something missing #and here it is. their depth. their will to find their path after the fold is finally down #the chance to find a purpose beside the war #i mean no hate towards leigh or the books #six of crows is still one of my absolute favorite books of all time. but sab was always misaing something in my opinion #a dynamism to the characters and the story #and i finally saw it here #alina starkov #mal oretsev #shadow and bone #shadow and bone netflix #sab #sab netflix #sab spoilers #six of crows #soc #grishaverse

[housewifebuck]

Who up and wanna take me out back and shoot me rn

#anybody else having like the worst fucking night of all time or just me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m at the end of my rope !!! #I can’t take this shit anymore!!! (continues to take it) #first I go to help someone give her cat it’s FIP treatment and got bit like 14 times and then I went to the ER #and then it was super crowded and I felt like I was overreacting so I left #even tho I know I wasn’t lol I have enough experience with this shit to know this is bad #and then coming home I almost got in a fucking head on collision #and then got a message about a dead cat someone had hit and left on the side of the road #so I had to go get it and take it 20 minutes away to the emergency vet to be cremated #and the cat had clearly been recently pregnant which means there are kittens somewhere dying without her #so I’m gonna have to go back tomorrow and try to find them if they’re still alive #which means I’m gonna have to deal with the homeowners #fuck!!!!!!! #and that’s IF I’m not back in the ER in the morning if these bites get infected #like her teeth hit the bone in my finger lol #I might um. kill myself. idk #personal

[fathomless-fire]

Me too Chrollo

#hxh #chrollo lucilfer #I set down my bag and he just ended up like this. felt the tiredness in my bones

[psalm40speakstome]

#felt this in my bones #so glad she finally realized #it was a response to something awful #not just him being cruel #and his #gallows humor #as someone else coined it #is everything to me #probably doubly because #I’ve had a lot of #non life threatening #betrayal #in the last few years #and I can juts feel it #that blasé way of saying #something that is absolutely #gutting is relatable #till the end of the moon #my CDrama rambles #bai lu #luo yunxi

[apatheticlexicographer]

MOTHERFUCK i did not realize how much those antidepressants made me feel physically psychologically and dare i say spiritually like a peat mummy

literally 2 days off them and i've experienced more joy, lucidity, motivation and general good vibes than i did in the whole 2 months i was on them 😭😭

#now granted i did only sleep for 3 hours #but i felt more refreshed and energized today than i ever did when the pills forced me into 8 hours of pseudo-death a night #MY INTERNAL MONOLOGUE IS BACK TO NEVER SHUTTING TF UP #it was practically bones for so long oml #i'm usually annoyingly verbose but i was only able to say like 5 words at a time before i forgot how to end my sentence #yeah i'm prolly gonna lose the rose tinted glasses in a few days when the novelty wears off but for now #it's so nice to feel like myself and not like a lobotomized skinwalker trying to wear my own mannerisms convincingly #(obvsly they help some ppl or they wouldn't be an option to prescribe but GOD they fit my brain chemistry as well as a fork fits an outlet) #<<<<<<I CAN DO THAT AGAIN!!! I MISSED MY STUPID METAPHORS AND MY BAD PUNS AND MY SLIGHTLY OUT OF POCKET JOKES #i was fucking trying but it fundamentally doesn't work if u Try #yoda moment but whatever #yippeee #god did they fucking '''cure''' my ADHD instead of my depression #ok if this is what some ppl's experience of ADHD meds is like then the 'they made me feel like a robot' thing makes a LOT more sense #personally they just make me feel like. yk that one comic abt ADHD with the dog metaphor #yeah amphetamines my beloved let me hold the leash rather than becoming a human dogsled to the whims of my psyche #actually i think i was rather uncharitable to my current dream mask normal pills #i just happened to get mega bitch burnout for 3 months and then spend 2 in the aforementioned peat bog where souls go to die #when not impeded by outside circumstances i think they actually are completely fine #maybe not QUITE as agressively effective as my previous prescription but the ritalin was str8 up harsh #i tried it again for a week and it made my heart beat like it was being powered by a caffienated hamster #but when i used to take it i was already experiencing Real paranoid gerbil anxiety so it just kinda blended in #i only noticed the Severe Health Issue i got bundled as a side effect #and i keep having to remind myself not to go rose-tinted abt how bad it rlly was in retrospect #do i just need to leave a sticky note on my mirror like 'hey dumbass that was NOT a net positive period of ur life' #lexi stfu challenge

[hontou-baka]

god even just READING the messages from my ex before replying is SO DRAINING

#really stupid personal tag #he struck up convo over the new steven universe poster and MY GOD. THE TRASH TAKES. #i was so close to saying something like “lol rebecca sugar drew pearl and greg that way just to throw a bone to the pearl/greg shippers” #AND HES ALL LIKE “its a sign! peg! i want peg!” 🤢🤢🤢 #i said i was disappointed fionna and cake is getting continued bc it felt like a perfect ending #and hes all “yaaaah im happy we're getting more i wanted more!!!” like pal we shouldnt crave the dead horse beatings........ #just my entire face grimaces so hard with every text i read from him like getting punched in the face with stupidity 😭😭😭 #please god let me get financially stable so i can legally divorce this guy and just remove him from my liiife instead of playing friendly... #fucker is trying to become a politician bc hes so obsessed with appearing good but not actually doing good sgjsgjsjsg

[vampyr3wife]

Sleepy kitten eyes, don't fall asleep so fast! Reblog some more, posts some more random thoughts of a porcelain doll.

ZzZzzzzzZZzxzz….

#thoughts : #i had stew for dinner 2nite and it felt like a warm hug . #my shelves are always empty because I hate feeling so far away from my plushes and dolls #i miss my friends a lot . #last night I dreamt of the end of the world and all I did was dig up bones with my hands. i remember how the dirt under my nails felt #the night before I dreamt about school #when I was little I watched my aunt do surgery on a cat #i ran out of melatonin #blue eyeshadow #✉️ #mee

[braisedhoney]

So you said a while ago underfell was your favorite au before. Is that still true or?

Also who’s your favorite character from whatever au you like?

damn, you were around for that? :'D

yeah, underfell used to be my favorite! i think it was smth about being really edgy as a kid, or maybe it was because red was my favorite color. idk man, even now i gotta admit those designs slap really hard.

i'm not really sure if i have a favorite au now though. i do have some ideas for underfell that i like, but i think i see the appeal of most aus bc i just like making new scenarios.

i like the big three a lot (classic, fell, swap). sans is my favorite in classic (predictable i know) if you're not counting gaster, since he isn't technically a canon character. i like both fell paps and fell sans equally, and swap paps is cool. i'd be buddies with that guy.

(i also really like asgore in undertale. the tragedy of the grief-stricken ruler who kills even though it's against his nature for the freedom of his people but also because he's long past convinced he's in too deep is really compelling to me, and by proxy i'm interested in the theoretical stories of all the fallen humans including frisk. also the whole thing with their broken family and chara and—

—whoops the ask is about aus not canon lmao, sorry!)

#ney's chatter (ask answers) #captain talks about undertale #i have trouble putting my thoughts about characters into words sometimes but #i really do just enjoy delving into ideas and character motivations #so any version of a character i end up liking might end up with a kind of interpretative spin #i do like to stick closer to canon stuff because i like working off something that has solid bones #(pun not intended) #but with aus it gets more flexible so there's room for messing around ig #i think part of why a version of the skelebros ends up being a fan favorite is because of how they tend to get the focus in content though! #which isn't necessarily a bad thing—just a personal observation #i've always liked sans though because it kind of felt like he was the only Real character. the one who saw you. #that's probably why a lot of people liked him actually #we all know i'm a sucker for media that really includes the player on a meta or emotional level #and some of that honestly might have started with undertale #it holds you accountable in a way; you know? through sans’ judgement and flowey’s color commentary #i think flowey stuck with me in a different way though—him being alone in the underground maybe forever not by force but by choice is... #kinda haunting still. #so maybe add him onto that list. poor kid. #... wow there's a whole other post in the tags here isn't there #my bad lol

[neptunevasilias]

Tbh if/when they make volume 10 and they inevitably change some things about that episode, I think they’re going to change the part about Vale going under offscreen and only a bus of people getting out. I do not vibe with that choice

#like. i’m not the only one right?? #I can’t put it into words rn why I think it’s such a bad choice but I feel it in my bones #chris post #although one reason is that I felt like vale was going to be the final act/‘post-final act’ #(as in all the big earth shaking stuff happens in vacuo but the plot still continues in vale #with a smaller cast. more focused on the main characters + salem + summer etc) #circular ending and whatnot

[karinonsan]

how is eremin not canon it's litetally dangling in our faces the first part of the series (before marley timeskip)

#like how #i felt it in my bones #the series ended long time ago and it still baffles me how it is not canon?? #i get that after awakening the founder eren get all fucked up and he wasnt in that zone anymore but #before all that settles i swear they are each others light #the number one person #sigh #eremin #aot #snk #erearu #late night contemplation #shingeki no kyojin

[sheilaerinniperonista]

I may be happy about this new season of beastars but that doesn't mean I'm not gonna absolutely rip into these arcs. I hate hate HATE them. even if studio orange manages to make it bearable I'm still gonna complain and bitch about it

#fugo.txt #the truth is we could've had so much more. but we didn't #we have to settle for... this. #in part yeah paru added a lot of things that felt nonsensical or were not touched upon ever again #(im mad as hell about yahyas old ass just walking off after the carnivore bones thing #or about San and Kyuu getting done that dirty. San straight disappeared.) #but also im blaming the manga industry in general for sucking ass. im not gonna act like its all on her lol #no tengo pruebas pero tampoco dudas #idk im still pissed about the ending. and about what they did to my girl Juno :( and i alsp thing haru gof a bit swept to the side. #in general im not happy ab these arcs lol #beastars #mutuals that aren't into beastars. im sorry for who I'll become #IM STILL EXCITED ABOUT THE NEW SEASON BTW im just mad at these arcs. the only thing that could make this better is if #we convinced DP to make a phf ova wink wink. starts praying to el gauchito gil.

[ladysqueakinpip]

not me lying wide awake at 5:30am on a sunday on my day off bc after almost a full year I finally FINALLY realized the implication of the end of remember them from the cyclops saga

#that song has one of the most powerful ending crescendo sequences ive heard in maybe all of musical theater #so it. always felt incomplete after ALL that buildup during the I AM THE INFAMOOOUS #only to just drop to SILENCE. no music. no fanfare. just ODYSSEUS! #he doesnt even really sing it he just sort of... shouts it #and then its followed by the faintest sound of ocean waves #its poseidon. listening. THATS why athena said DONT #poseidon heard that declaration and came back to get him later #😬 #i just looked up the lyrics for ruthlessness too and poseidon basically spells it out 😂 #ive only listened to that song once or twice tho and i guess i wasnt too focused on the words #anyway i relistened to the songs on friday and theyve been rotating in my mind like a 7/11 hotdog #the whole cyclops saga especially is just.... so so good #they truly dont make music about bashing peoples heads in like they used to #the first 3 songs of the saga especially... oof #how they blend one into the other back to back and end up making like a 10 minute narration of events #the whole thing is so bone chilling #it gets my heartrate up lol #PLUS the theme of pain and vengeance bring more pain #EVERY time polyphemus says 'what gives you a right to deal a pain so deep' #and when odysseus says 'what good would killing do when mercy is a skill more of the world could learn to use' #rocking back and forth sobbing crying #remember them the next time that you DARE choose not to spare! remember them... remember us... remember me! #cant wait for everyone to turn their back on this musical in 5 yrs #like they did with hamilto.n #hamilto.n never stopped being good actually #yall are just embarrassed about being weird fanatics over people who rly existed

[inphierno]

Interesting

#those are the writers btw I did double check #as soon as the episode ended I knew they had to be white men I felt it in my bones #Also I’m assuming they are white but I’m pretty SURE I’m on the money here #they wrote brain scramblies btw #ALSO if ppl are going to interact w them on Twitter be smart ab it #your important and valid points won’t get across w a death threat #wwdits