#i had

[crystalmagpie447]

>:(

#ID later #myart #ruin eclipse #fnaf eclipse #fnaf dca #dca fanart #dca fandom #i am awake #and i am NOT happy about it >:(( #(<- has to go to school) #i had #so much work to do #and so much time #andd #i didnt do #anything #grrrgrrnrhjfkedjw #hm #i dont like how i drew his face :( #coulda done better #oh well #explodes

[theflikchic]

I was trying to fall asleep last night at 12 AM and I swear I was struggling bc I kept thinking about how right before dying, Snape- in trying to explain why Harry should trust him to go to the forest- gave Harry the memories that showed his entire process of being indoctrinated into a cult from childhood and his process of getting out of it. And I don't even think he did it on purpose.

It's as if he was like- "Here are the memories that will explain my life" and they happened to also chronicle his whole dang process. I mean, he even gave Harry that memory where he claims that he thought using Dark Magic was funny. His indoctrination was fking included and none of it paints him in a good light. And yet.

If those are the memories that spilled out of him on purpose- like his life literally flashing before his eyes- it absolutely stuns me that all the memories he immediately thought of AND the ones he vulnerably gave Harry (with no choice, mind you) were the ones that revealed that he was a kid indoctrinated into a cult, was actually into it, and still got out of his own accord (idc why, he got OUT).

And for some reason- even though he actually got out- I get the sense that from how badly he's shown in those memories, he's still angry at himself for getting into the Death Eaters in the first place. His process of getting out is pathetic and sad and ugly because that's what happened and somehow, he doesn't choose to show it any other way (he's dying ofc but still). It's even in character for him to just...show things as they are or how he thinks things just are (a flaw at times).

But that memory of Dumbledore implying that perhaps Snape should have been in Gryffindor stuck with him despite how damn ugly and selfish his act of leaving the Death Eaters looks. And it's almost like he never really knew how to deal with that implication even while dying.

I am not a fan of the name 'Albus Severus'. But...it's like Harry saw Snape's whole process when Snape himself couldn't or did and was unable to forgive himself for being indoctrinated in the first place. Harry, who spent his whole life hearing that once a wizard goes Dark, they don't care about anything or have no chance of coming back.

It does say something to me that Harry seems to have forgiven Snape for things Snape could never forgive himself for.

#just... thoughts #i had #at 12 am #does this make any sense #harry potter #severus snape #snape #book analysis #long post #character analysis #bookblr #tw cults #snape is a cult survivor man #and i dunno if he gave himself enough credit for that #but Harry sure as hell did

[bungouchronicles]

Ahem

#I had #fyobram #in mind but really feel free to imagine any ship of your liking #bramcraft #old man yaoi #ancient yaoi #save me toxic yuri #since thats the version of this meme ive seen the most #don't come for me idl what I'm doing #I'm just throwing my thoughts at the internet like I said I would #You knew what you were in for! #It's literally in my bio! #anyway #aria indulges the voices #shipping

[lemon-wedges]

Lightning Mcqueen and Francesco Bernoulli commission for @alliestrawberri🤗

#just two fuck boys looking at each other #cars 2 #lightning mcqueen #francesco bernoulli #the art of a lemon wedge #i had #too much fun making this #ahahaha

[turtlecleric]

Not to be a filthy fucking degenerate but oh my god

Texting Raph that you want him to come see you after patrol later. Sending teasing messages every so often to get him riled up when you know he's still stuck patrolling. Him coming to your apartment to find you waiting for him, naked on your bed and so high you can barely talk and already wet just from the thought of him and telling him you missed him, you need him, you want him to do whatever he wants with you. And he can barely fucking contain himself. The thought of you waiting, bare and vulnerable, all for him, just for him, but also the thought of how much you trust him, inviting him over and telling him to do whatever he wants when you are barely coherent, when you're quite literally helpless in every sense of the word.............. he loses his mind with how much he loves you, how much you turn him on, how lucky he is. And he's going to make you feel every bit of his love, his appreciation, his devotion. He's going to worship you, ruin you. Take care of you in every way possible. And when you wake up the next morning with hazy vague memories that make you smile, he's still there. Holding you close and kissing you softly and whispering words of praise and adoration and fuck I need to go lie down

#turtlecleric ramblings #i had #bay!raph #in mind but any of them would work

[thevirgincherry]

WAIT LEON KENNEDY BOY COME BACK ARE YOU CUTE IM SORRY IF I MESSED UP AND UR CUTE IM REALLY AUTISTIC

#IM VRYINGFNFJF #I HAD #WJAT IF HES CUTE #🏩.diary

[sunset-mp4]

t h e m.

#art #simon petrikov #marceline abadeer #adventure time #adventure time comics #I HAD #I HAD TO #LOOK IT THE m #AAAAAAAAAAAAAu #I wish I made Simon's hair more floofy #that is my only regret about this currently. #his hair needs more floof.

[alvodra]

Felsenweich

Steter Tropfen auf Stein

Bin ich der Stein?

Werde ich geformt?

Ist das Wasser Wissen

Und das Ergebnis eine

Stets sich wandelnde,

unvollkommen vollkommene Struktur?

Oder ist das Wasser Druck,

Sorgen, Ängste, Last?

Und bin ich kein Stein,

sondern starr und zerbrechlich?

Werde ich geformt?

Oder werde ich gebrochen?

Bis nichts bleibt als Stücke

Und Erinnerungen und Leere.

Oder bin ich ein Gefäß?

Das Wasser beides, Wissen und Last.

Die Schale fängt es auf,

vermischt es,

bis beides untrennbar ist.

Und es wird etwas Neues.

Mit vielen Namen.

Erfahrung, Weisheit, ja.

Aber auch Persönlichkeit.

Die Schale fängt auf,

sie trägt.

Auch sie wird geformt.

Aber brechen tut sie nie.

Der Stein akzeptiert das Wasser.

Er ist beständig. Fest.

Ein Kunstwerk.

Die Schale ist im Stein.

Sicher. Fest. Unzerbrechlich.

Die Schale bin ich.

#poetry #own poem #own post #yes i could translate it into English without destroying anything #but I'm too tired for finding words that convey exactly the same idea #and that would be important so here you go with another German poem #have fun with it #i had #gosh i love metaphors #i love to read them and i love to write them #having one image in my head and forming it is just such a cool feeling #lela's poems

[funnelcloudd]

If you makin’ oatmeal throw a few chocolate chips in there!!!! A tip from your friend funnelcloubd

#I had #chocolate chips #blackberries #pecans #and a little bit of butter #in my bobs red meal instant oatmeal today #it was great

[lavenderr-starrs]

DAMMIT KAIBA

GIVE ME THE CARD I NEED

#I HAD #LIKE THOUSANDS OF GEMS WHERE DAMN YOU KAIBA #yugioh #yugioh duel links #lav is gaming #my problem in master duel all over again

[aparticularbandit]

junko stuck in a time loop where the only way out is to successfully win the killing game and have everyone die on screen.

junko stuck in a time loop and thinking that's the way out, only to have everything restart once she wins.

junko stuck in a time loop and realizing how much despair that brings her and deciding not to try and get out at all because fuck yeah, this rocks!

#musings #junko enoshima #danganronpa #i will not be writing this probably #this just #is an idea #i had #junko playing thh as a video game where the goal is to get everyone to kill each other without ever killing anyone herself #ironically i'm pretty sure junko wouldn't immediately genocide route in undertale #but i think chara would still be her favorite #they're thematically similar

[dittolicous]

So it's not completely cleaned up yet but~

☆*:.｡.o(≧▽≦)o.｡.:*☆

(if you can see my dirty room, no you can't)

#ditto rambles #submas #i dont have a problem YOU HAVE A PROBLEM #note much of this has been collected over time #i had #more than i realized

[thcrin]

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#tumblrtop10 #i don't remember giffing much this year but hey these are pretty great <3 #i had #tumblr #about me

[mananabuffins]

So I was thinking about how in a lot of media, dwarven beards are really significant, and how everyone has one / shaving your beard would be considered odd for all genders. And like, the intricacy of the braid, the length of the beard, all being cultural signifiers and shit.

anyway

dwarf bdsm couple

#i had #to draw the imagine in my head #cutting off ur subs beard and weaving it into your own to show you own them #wow...

[panaceatthedisco]

Of course I support the mutiny, I'm a union man

#if you can't unionize mutinize #i had #star wars #in mind but #our flag means death #applies too #thrawn trilogy #ofmd #shitpost

[absentmoon]

good morningggg. i woke up earlier but fell asleep again

#daisy.txt #i had #not a dream exactly just a really vivid thought while i was too tired to dispel it #☹️. falling asleep on him BOOOO #if it happened in the middle of the throne room people would be so nervous about making noise im sorryyy #not my fault im a cat 💤🐈‍⬛ #i think hed be really Uuurrkk gentle about it #except later he antagonizes me into going to bed earlier. 😐 #''unless you Want to fall asleep on me again'' Shut Up. #🍊.gibby