#i have no say over the lesbian one ofc bc i'm not one but i'm happy many people seem to like the new one

[d0g0r0t]

Band!Mizu headcanons

Tw: f slur, cussing, kys jokes

So for this I'm gonna bring in a tad but of Loser!mizu hc but this au does NOT belong to me so go check out RatCash au bc OMG it's so good

Pt 1

This bitch is a nervous reck. She is NOT scary.

She may look scary but she has a fear of spiders

So alot of the time she stays quiet during practice, nervously strumming the 4 cords over and over again

First day of you being here she forgot how to play

"Alright Mizu you ready to start?... Mizu?" "WhY aRe ThE cOrDs aGaIn"

She fucked up so many times she almost raged quit the whole damn band

Honey this isn't roblox you can't just do that 🫶

During your play threw of showing what you could do and what your part in the band was going to he she stared at you with heart eyes

WHY ARE YOU SO COOL?!

It makes her want to cry

After practice she asked for your number for "band reasons"

She would dress like a lesbian.. that's all I can say

She can't dress for SHIT but she gets away with it

She finds her clothes in thoes homeless people bins (the poor ppl know)

Overtime when she started getting comfortable with you during practice and school she became one cocky mother fucker

But she's not a dick. She's just stupid

But she's still really scared to talk to you

She doesn't have the right talking to a gorgeous goddess like herself bro

Sometimes she just take stops and watch you play or sing in awe.

What felt like 5 minutes to her was actually 27 minutes

Taigen smacks the fuck out of her and calls her a pussy for it

"Just ask her out faggot" "you CANNOT say that" "just did" "kys" "smk" "EW?!"

It makes you giggle and she ofc notices your beautiful smile

She goes home and kicks her feet at the imagine now burned into her mind

First concert with you was amazing. Watching you shred on your guitar or watching your vocals rhythm with Akemis.

She caught herself fucking up one to many times and lucky no one noticed

Expect Taigen

After a long argument back stage and you breaking it up

The adrenaline of the fight and your gorgeous face nearby she blurted out

"Will you go out with me?!"

This is kinda shit and it was rushed mb

#x reader #blue eye samurai mizu #mizu #akemi blue eye samurai #taigen blue eye samurai #ringo blue eye samurai #bass #guitar #drums #vocals #band #mizu x reader

[nyxxxx-onepieces-dragun]

Nami Girlfriend HC

A/N: hello my lovelies! I made this bc I love our tangerine girl and I'm like half lesbian so I hope yall enjoy these SFW HC might make a NSFW one if this goes well anyways enjoyy ;3

Characters: Nami x Fem!reader (bc wlw ofc) mentions of other characters (maybe)

She did not ask you out first, no no, she likes seeing you struggle to get her attention and stutter whenever you speak to her, she enjoys the game of cat and mouse and when you finally did, she let out a sigh of relief "I thought I was going to have to wait 'till I was grey and old for you to finally grow some" she said with her infamous cheeky smile.

She is not huge on physical touch, more like acts of service and gifts or whatever, but still likes being close to you like if you both are chilling on the merry underneath her tangerine trees she would like you to be sitting close to her, your shoulders touching, or whenever she takes you retail shopping she enjoys holding your hand, not really big on PDA but will plant a small kiss on your cheek just to see you get flustered.

Matching, she loves matching with you, whether it be your guy's outfit or jewelry, or even your hairstyle, she loves it when you wear matching underwear or bra's because only she knows that and it makes her feel good knowing that you and her have something that only you two knew even if it was a bit naughty.

Spoil her and you will get the best treatment of your life, if you get her something small like a necklace with your initial on it, she's buying you a whole new wardrobe, having poor simp sanji make your favorite meals every single day,a little can go a long way if you make her feel appreciated <3 If you guys get into some trouble, you best bet she is protecting you with her life even if she is just as terrified, she knows you can protect her and handle yourself, but she likes to feel like she can protect you too and she can, so why not put her clima-tact to good use? "I'll protect you with my life and I know you'll do the same!"

This woman is such a tease, if you ask for a kiss or hug she'll just smirk and tuck a strand of hair behind your ear before her seductive mischievous gaze catches yours and she is leaning in but right as your noses touch she is turning her head to the side and turning your back to yours "Sorry I tripped" she'll say over her shoulder with a giggle and then prance away her orange hair swaying along with her hips, knowing good and well how her actions made you flustered and confused, but don't worry she'll give you all the kisses and hugs when you two are in private.

She smells like, tangerines of course, and her fingertips always smell or taste like zesty orange peels, her lips are like tangerine slices themselves, like sweet but tangy succulent juice straight from the source.

I hope you lovelies enjoyed this SFW HC it may not be the best but I had fun writing it since there is not much for our favorite tangerine girl! but Thanks for reading reposts/reblogs are welcome just credit me! <33

#one piece #nami x reader #nami x y/n #nyx <3 #one piece x reader #I'm so gay for her skfndsjkfsdf #nyxwrites #one piece x y/n

[steddieas-shegoes]

i have a request!

maybe one where steve knows he's bisexual before eddie but ofc, eddie thinks he's straight and doesn't think he has a chance, so he just takes whatever he can get with steve's friendship even though he has the biggest crush on steve and vice versa. but when eddie does find out about both, eddie would be internally screaming bc he could have been in a relationship with him and kissing steve ages ago.

i just love gay disaster eddie and confident bisexual steve haha

THANK YOU FOR THIS!!! This one could genuinely be a multi-chapter fic, so if someone has the time, I would love LOVE LOVE to read that. For now, here's a taste of something that kind of checks all the boxes mentioned but at superspeed. If I could write a 20k fic on it, it probably would have A LOT more pining first. I'm a sucker for pining. I hope you love this little thing! - Mickala ❤️

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Steve was giving off vibes, okay?

Like, major ones.

And Eddie was convinced he was imagining it or just trying to convince himself that something existed where it didn’t to make his chances higher.

When Robin came out, a small part of him believed that Steve had to be at least a little queer. Men didn’t just accept being turned down by someone they liked when they turned out to be a big old lesbian.

But when he casually asked Robin if Steve had ever been so inclined towards the same sex, she laughed hysterically and said Steve was as straight as they came, that she’d never met anyone as straight as him, and that she’d probably end up with a man before he did.

So he let it go.

But then he said stuff sometimes about actors or singers that just left Eddie’s brain a big pile of question marks.

Maybe Eddie just didn’t know how straight dudes talked about other dudes?

So he let that go too.

And then Steve was genuinely checking out a guy at the public pool. There was no other explanation for the way his eyes focused in on his ass and worked their way up his body, a nod of silent approval hidden to all but Eddie.

But he did the same exact thing to Robin when she came out of the changing room, and while he knew he had feelings for her a while ago, they were long gone.

“What was that all about?” Eddie gave in and asked when everyone else started walking to the steps to get in.

“What?”

“Checking Robin out.”

“What the hell? I wasn’t checking her out! I was making sure her bathing suit fit right. One of the things they taught in lifeguard classes was that a too big or too small bathing suit can kill you.”

“So you were just making sure it fit?”

“Yeah. I don’t want her to drown.”

Eddie sighed.

But he let it go.

He stopped hoping for the chance to be more than friends. He was fine with just being friends. More than fine. Great.

He got to enjoy having Steve as a friend.

He didn’t half ass anything.

If he said he was gonna hang out, he was ready to commit the entire day to making sure you had his attention.

If he had everyone over at his house for movie night, he had everyone’s favorite snacks ready to go.

If he was gonna join Eddie at the quarry and smoke and look at the stars, he was gonna do it while making Eddie fall in love with him.

It wasn’t fair.

But he tried to let it go.

It was one of those nights that he found out he didn’t have to let it go.

“You ever just wonder how you could have ever thought you were a different person?”

What? Okay, Steve was high. Past the silly kind and right into the too existential to make sense kind.

“I don’t have a clue what you’re sayin’, man.”

Steve giggled.

God, Eddie was fucking done for.

“It’s just that I thought I was straight for 17 years of my life. And then spent another two years trying to convince myself that I couldn’t be anything but straight. And then life smacked me with Robin and now you and it didn’t really leave me much room to argue.”

“What are you saying?”

“I mean, I’ve had a crush on you since. Well, definitely since you held a bottle to my throat, but probably before that. Like, way before that. Maybe your first senior year.”

Steve was high. He didn’t mean what he was saying, and even if somehow he did, it wasn’t fair to hold him to it. Being high was sometimes like being drunk: the words may be true, but the feelings may not stick around.

So Eddie took a deep breath, bit back the tears he could feel clinging to his eyes and the burn in his throat, and forced himself to change the subject.

It wasn’t fair, but when Steve let him change the subject easily, he let it go.

————-

It took three weeks for him to break.

He was with Steve at his house, waiting for the kids to show up for movie night. Steve was busy preparing homemade pizza because he thrived on being able to cook for everyone.

Eddie loved him so much.

He was staring. He knew he was.

But how could he not when Steve was in that stupid “Number One Dad” apron that Max got him last Christmas as a joke, but he’d sniffled and said thank you like it was the best gift he got in the world?

Steve was humming something, sliding the last pizza into the oven (pineapple and ham for El, Will, and Mike), when it all seemed to hit him.

Steve had come out to him, had admitted out loud that he wasn’t straight and that he’d had a crush on him for a long time.

Sure, he was high when he did, but he’d been high with Eddie lots of times and never given away any top secret personal information like that.

He’d wanted Eddie to make a move.

He was so stupid.

He stood abruptly, nearly banging his knee against the bar in the kitchen.

Steve looked over at him, brows furrowed in concern, lips pouting out unintentionally.

Eddie stalked over to him, not bothering to explain his theatrics. At this point, Steve should be used to them.

He stopped right in front of him, looking down at the suddenly nervous way Steve was holding himself.

He wasn’t letting it go this time.

He sure as shit wasn’t running. He didn’t do that anymore.

“You remember the quarry?”

“Like, in general…or…?”

“A few weeks ago you said something at the quarry.”

“Oh.” Steve looked down at the floor between them. “Yeah. It’s okay that you don’t feel the same. I shouldn’t have put you on the spot like that.”

There was no fucking way Eddie was letting him think he didn’t want him back.

He gripped his cheeks in his hands, palms tilting his face up so he could look into his eyes.

Steve was biting his lip so hard, it looked like it could start bleeding any moment.

Eddie brought his thumb over, pulling his lip from his teeth.

“How can I kiss you if you’re too busy eating your lip?”

Steve’s eyes widened.

“What?”

“Stevie. Did you mean it then?”

“Yeah, ‘course I did. I wouldn’t lie about that.”

“Then I need to ask a favor.”

“Anything.”

Eddie wouldn’t let that go to his head. Not yet.

“Can I kiss you?”

Steve’s responding smile lit up the room, more than the overhead lights, more than the actual sunlight streaming through the window.

“Thought you’d never ask.”

Eddie leaned in as Steve did, their lips meeting in a light peck that quickly deepened, moans escaping their mouths at the same moment.

He let his hands slide down to Steve’s neck, his thumbs rubbing small circles as his tongue begged for entrance into his mouth.

Steve was sinking further against him, his heartbeat steady against Eddie’s chest.

“It’s about damn time. Honestly, I was starting to think I’d have to make Steve come out to you again.”

Robin’s voice shocked them apart, but when they realized who it was, they managed to fall back into each other.

Eddie’s arm slipped around Steve’s waist as Steve rested his head on Eddie’s shoulder.

“The kids will be inside in about 20 seconds so if you would prefer they don’t know what’s going on, you should wipe those lovesick looks off your faces and find a bubble of personal space.”

Eddie kissed the top of Steve’s head before pulling away.

“Talk when the kids leave?”

“Yeah. But first,” Steve pulled Eddie in for one more quick kiss on the lips. When he pulled away, he was smirking. “We’ve got a lot of catching up to do.”

“I don’t plan on letting you out of bed for the next 24 hours after the kids leave. We’ll at least get a good start on the catching up.”

Eddie threw a wink at Steve, ignoring Robin’s gagging noises, and sat back at the bar.

The kids came running in, circling Steve to hug him or ask him what dinner was and Eddie smiled to himself.

Robin nudged him after a few seconds.

“You’re both so hopeless.”

“Not anymore.”

#steddie #steve harrington #eddie munson #stranger things #robin buckley #coming out is sort of accidental but not really #like steve is high when he says it but would have told eddie anyway #mutual pining though this is all from eddie's POV #which is weird for me so hopefully it's okay #anon requests #requests #ficlet

[beanghostprincess]

Thinking about the acrilics nail thing with fem sanji and nami and as a person who also works with their hands a lot I hate when my nails get too long (and that for me is if I look at my palms and can see my nails I will cut them) but a friend of mine loves doing nail art and I love it when she does my nails bc she makes them short bc she knows that I hate them long

So back to my fave girlies, Nami sees that Sanji is stressed and sad bc of the nails so she asks her to let her do it again, Sanji apologizes for ruining them but Nami quickly shut it down saying that it doesn't matter that she wants to try a new thing and Sanji bein the simp she is lets her

Nami goes for a short nail length and decides to try and do these watercolor effect on her nails (look it up if you don't know they're really cool) since she doesn't have a lot of space to do anything with it and it ends up looking like the ocean, Nami tried to do the all blue for her

It really could be any ocean but Sanji is crying of pure happiness and love and just overwhelmed with her gf taking into account her discomfort over her nails but also doing something to accommodate her and representing something she loves

It's really cute and Sanji goes through this phase where you awkwardly do everything without really touching anything so you don't ruin your nails but after a while she does everything normally again and Nami couldn't be happier than seeing her gf happy with something she made

AWWWWWW This is so cute. I'm sure they love spending time together while Nami does her nails!!!! It's not always sea themed btw!!! Nami is good with nails but she is not the BEST at drawing cute tiny things there, so she ends up calling Usopp (Yes I am making this lesbian Sanusona honoring my name deal with me please) bc their other girlfriend is the best artist known to mankin (I don't accept other opinions srry). And Usopp is THRILLED because now she can like. Draw little eggs. And bread. And fishes. In Sanji's nails. Like. She just has a whole set of acrylic nails that's just food-themed. It's adorable. She is the cutest, prettiest cook in the world so she has to have the most beautiful nails!!!!!!!

Please, that phase is so funny. You have to learn how to do basic stuff-- Me too. I mean. It's actually the first time I get acrylic nails and the first day is weird but tbh it's not as bad as people make it seem. But Sanji would be okay because she has shorter nails and she learns that! Wow!!!!!!! You can live normally with them!!!!!! But the first days she is calling Usopp to do everything for her bc she is scared of something happening to her nails and Nami is there rolling her eyes like "If it happens we just fix it, sweetie, don't worry".

I am sure tho that in the middle of a fight she would end up somehow breaking one of the nails and she'd be. So dramatic and angry abt it to whoever is fighting with her. Because her hands are now even more precious to her!!!! She has art her girlfriends made for her!!!!!! So ofc she is angry. The guy she is fighting laughs at her like "Hahaha ofc a girl would get so whiny for breaking her nails!!!!" and she just. Beats the shit out of him with so much pent-up anger and the fury of the gods on her side.

When the fight ends she goes to Nami and Usopp like *teary eyes* "Please fix my nails, my dearest, my treasure, please-" and Usopp and Nami complain abt her being dramatic but it's actually so cute that she appreciates their work so much.

#this is adorable i am sobbing #also nami has a set of tangerine themed nails #what if they have match nails!!!!!!!!!! WHAT IF MATCHING NAILS!!!!!!!! #usopp also has short nails bc how is she going to fight and do her silly little inventions otherwise #nami is the one with long nails and the one who can do everything twice as better than them even with those #throuple activity have your two girlfriends do your nails while you gossip about your pirate crew #one piece #black leg sanji #usopp #cat burglar nami #fem sanji #fem usopp #sanuso #sanami #usonami #sanusona #fem sanusona #ask-bean!

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

hello helloo! i just read through your modern au and I'm in love (shocker), i wanted to ask if you'd give some more info on poppy? apologies if there's already a dedicated post to her, looking is not my specialty

there is not! i will gladly ramble!

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in this au, Poppy is slightly less fearful than canon. this is for several reasons! 1) years of therapy. 2) anxiety meds. 3) teenage years of her friends dragging her out for Shenanigans & hyping her tf up! but she's still a worrywart! she's very cautious! she can and Will see the bad/dengerous side to every situation. but! now she has the tools to not only cope with but combat her intrusive thoughts & fears <3

i think i mentioned it before but she Did Not Realize she was trans until highschool! specifically, when she met Sally! Poppy had to stop by the theater department after school for some reason or another, and Sally noticed her looking longingly at the costume dresses (Poppy thought she was alone lol)

and while Poppy was mortified at being caught, Sally was delighted. they only knew each other in passing and from reputation but Sally started holding up dresses to Poppy and complimenting how well they suited her. (i could joke about how Sally could sniff out the lesbian in her before Poppy even knew she was a girl!) Poppy, flustered by the sudden attention and apparent acceptance, didn't know how to handle it and fled. then started avoiding Sally in the halls. but! eventually she had to go back for Insert Reason Here, and ofc Sally was there. this time around Sally is a little gentler and less assertive, but manages to coax Poppy into checking out the more ~feminine~ costumes again. thus begins their little meetings where Poppy tries on costumes and Sally is her biggest hypeman

it takes a while for things to Click in Poppy's mind! it isn't until she tries on a dress that Sally custom-made for her, wearing some makeup and a wig, that Poppy has her oh moment. unfortunately, some of their ~mutual friends~ (Wally, Barnaby, Howdy) walk in on them. there's a short, terrifying moment where Wally is all "who's your friend, Sally?" and Barnaby has to lean over to let him know "that's Poppy, bud". before Poppy can fully freak out, Wally immediately goes OH! and starts complimenting how pretty she looks. Barnaby chimes in next to ask if the dress is home-made bc it fits Poppy beautifully, Howdy nabs a necklace from the nearby gathered accessories and put it on her to "tie the outfit together". in short! Poppy finds nothing but support from her buddies & they're more than happy to help her figure out this new internal crisis / revelation

then of course eventually she's found out by her family, which goes very well (im using sarcasm! it goes terribly!). Poppy isn't outright disowned or kicked out or in immediate danger, but her relationship with her family is ruined by their transphobic bigotry. her friends have her back throughout this, and the guest room at the Beagle farm is always open to her! Sally continues to make custom clothes for Poppy (something that becomes a love language for the two of them <3).

honestly, this period in Poppy's life is part of what like... idk... strengthens her, in a way? her continuing to be herself and actively rebelling against her family, i mean. Poppy becomes a pretty stellar liar lol (lying to her parents about where she's going, who she's hanging out with, what she does after school, etc). she's very cautious about all of it, but she does it! she's determined to pursue and discover and Realize the woman inside her! i have this sweet scene in my mind of the Group at the Beagle farm chilling on the floor with notebooks, brainstorming on possible names. (Sally enthusiastically says a variation of 'exquisite' to each one, and then when Poppy says 'im not sure about that one' Sally - still enthusiastically - says a variation of 'horrible terrible how could you suggest such an ill-fitting name'). despite everyone's efforts, i like to think that Poppy finds her name entirely on accident! maybe during the Gap Year Road Trip! maybe they stop by a SoCal poppy reserve in superbloom and the flowers Resonate with her! who's to say!

but Poppy begins her (medical) transition in college! she, of course, gets shit for it, but she also begins to find community and enjoyment in the local queer community. and of course, she has her buddies <3

but anyway! i like to think that Poppy participates in local farmer's markets with her crochet work & baked goods, the latter of which is a complete hit! that, plus her first experience with going to a tearoom inspires her to strive towards owning her own! tearooms are right up her alley, i'd say - calm, quiet, and Poppy can make peoples' days a little brighter with a tranquil atmosphere & delicious treats! i swear i have a reason between 'Poppy british = she goes into tea business'. honestly! tearooms are more about the tiny sammies & tasty cones w/ cream! and feeling Fancy while chatting!

i think it takes a while for her to actually be able to start up a tearoom. I'd imagine she starts by holding a small, single-table reservation-based one in her own place once the Group decides on what town to move to. it's successful, slowly (but steadily) grows, until she can get an actual House and transform the ground floor into a full tearoom. lil shop by the checkout counter, several different rooms, a sizeable kitchen. staff! the tearoom is a humble one, but it's a killer holiday & tourist destination! the high ratings even bring in people from out of town!

and when it comes to Poppy & Sally, bc yall know i'm a sucker for Popstar - i like to think that they start dating after (mostly) all of them move into their new town. & after they both have been in prior relationships! and then they never stop dating. well, they do, but that's so that they can upgrade to Wife Status. and then they never stop being wives so there <3

but Poppy is successful and happy! she had a rough go of it but she Makes It! and she continues to make it!

#i hope this Suffices! #ofc the ~lore~ in my mind is a lil more complex #but its Too Much to fully write out yk yk #giving her a tearoom was uhhhhh a bit of Personal Indulgence i will admit! #i used to have a tradition with my mother/grandma/sister where we'd all go to a tearoom once a year #but then grammie bit the dust (or rather - got turned into it) and that tradition uh. kinda stopped #i have very fond memories! i'd like to go to one again someday! perhaps with friends! #so when i was thinking 'what modern day profession would suit poppy' i do think owning a high english tearoom would fit #theres also just a level of personal influence to that ahaha #also if i went to a nice tearoom and the owner was a gorgeous 6'8 woman. ough. thats all im gonna say about it. ough <3 #rambles from the bog #wh modern human au #sally likes to waltz into the tearoom while poppy is working to buy One (one) little box of tea and also flirt over the counter for an hour #and there's an upstairs room reserved for Poppy & her friends!! #it's free for them to use at any time! #though they still always pay. they have a lil game with poppy where she tries her best to refuse #but they manage to sneak the payment past her anyway #or they so happen to 'leave a tip that just so happens to be the exact payment' on their chair #on top of the tearoom she also supplies some baked goods for Howdy's shop #it was something they started when she was first getting her lil business off the ground #it evolves into just 'poppy bakes a batch of muffins as her morning ritual and sends them to howdys' #she supplies more when she can! or when she stress bakes! or when she and frank stress bake together! the entire group gets fresh tasties!

[itsjaywalkers]

you and cass have me thinking about lesbian jegulus now so popping by to say:

girl band marauders, james on guitar, doing all her little slutty dances to each and every song as sirius sings her heart out. regulus going to these dingy dive bar shows only for her sister (lie)

when their set is done james is eating regulus out in this gross bar bathroom, one leg over her shoulder, and they’re really just the messiest lesbians bc! everyone knows what they’re doing, but james is like “no we’re just friends :)” meanwhile regulus won’t even call them friends.

but. but. regulus still keeps coming back because james just looks so good with her shaggy hair cut and her tight tops with her muscles on display and she always winks at regulus in the crowd and tells her that each song is dedicated to her and—

rose idk if u can feel it but i'm kissing ur brain SO HARD i love this and actually i've always wanted to write a band au.. mostly in honour of 15-year-old laurie who was obsessed with them and only read band au fics for MONTHS

james would have so much adrenaline after each concert that she'd need some way to . exteriorise it . and there's nothing better than fucking reg in the toilet . in the backstage . inside her car . she usually eats her out bc . oral fixation . but as long as she gets to see her fall apart she doesn't care much about the method . she starts bringing her strap with her bc sometimes a single round isn't enough for either of them

and they're SO loud and so shameless about it, ofc everyone already knows what's going on, sirius leaves the venue as soon as she sees her sister coming to congratulate them bc she's heard them going at it more times than she can count and her therapist isn't THAT good so she'd rather spare herself the trauma

also james telling everyone they're only friends while reg doesn't even consider them as such is PERFECT and so fucking hilarious like . reg comes back in absolute disarray, sweaty and covered in hickeys and she'll still be like "james?? i can't fucking stand that bitch, we're barely acquaintances and that's only bc of my sister"

but ofc she keeps coming back bc she's a very horny lesbian and james is SO HOT and fucks her SO WELL and maybe she makes her heart flutter sometimes but that's neither here nor there

#asks #rose tag #fem jeggy <3

[realasslesbian]

Not to say comphet is entirely fake, bc I do believe it probably happens on some level, but I'm just sayin, I had that 'nice guy' best friend in school too, we grew up together, we had each other's backs, my parents loved him, he was so polite, he had a job, wowee, except I'd come out as bisexual (bc that was easier than coming out as a lesbian lol) and had specifically told him I was interested in one of our female friends, which that was cool, he didn't care, he even defended my 'bisexuality' against people that had an issue, and then he also told everyone we were dating, which we weren't, but everyone just went with that info because otherwise they couldn't understand why one of The Popular Girls would be pursuing another female if it weren't for some man's attention, so ofc I had to have a boyfriend, anything else would be gross and dykey, so at this point I had basically everyone in my small country town pressuring me into a relationship with this man, with the implicit (and occasionally explicit) threat that not being his girlfriend and instead being a lesbian would be A Bad Idea, I would lose all my friends, a lot of my family, my job (bc it was legal to fire ppl for being gay back then) and basically just be ostracised and probably in real physical danger, but all of this could be averted by just agreeing to fuck this man, so I guess at this point according to all the comphetters I should have just went along with it and fucked him? Lmao sorry to disappoint but I hooked up with that female friend, came out as %110 lesbian and just bore that fucking fallout with good homosexual grace. I ain't spoken to Nice Guy BFFs Since We Were Toddlers since bc he was one of the first to block me when he realised he'd been permanently friend-zoned. But yeah no, I'm so privileged to have never had to suck a dick over some comphet tho lmao

#i did lose my job fyi #and suddenly started 'failing' all my school work #except for science which was run by an awesome closet lesbian #everything else was F- tho lol #most my family stopped talking to me #definitely all my friends #got routinely tailed by the cops #(I still actually have a record with them but not sure if 'homosexual' is still listed as the reason why lmao) #but all that couldn't possibly compare to the hardship a girl who chooses to hide behind a man experiences #lmao #lesbian #lgbt #gold star lesbian #gold star lesbians do interact

[cheemken]

saw your hc of Lance being confused over pride month and lgbtqia in general and its absolutely sending me haha! please share more about Lance being a confused and supportive ally, if thats okay!

Pfft sure anon, this is a fun hc hahaha

Anyways

Yeah, like, idk, I wanna say Johto and Kanto weren't that open yet or maybe Lance just lives under a fucking rock and that he's so busy he won't notice, but like yeah maybe one day he's flying over Johto patrolling, sees this parade in Goldenrod, got curious, and went down too

Everything's rainbow coloured he's so confused, then he sees Kris and Gold in the crowd, calls for them, asks them what's going on, and Kris went "it's pride month, champion"

"ah.. well, I am proud of you two..!"

Gold looks at Kris w a smirk, whispering "don't tell him, I think it'll be funny the more he doesn't know"

Later the same month, Clair goes to Lance in his office at the league. She's there looking at him, he's there looking at her all "what..?"

Clair huffed out a breath, turning away, red faced as she said, "I heard from those brats from New Bark Town that you know pride month now."

He honestly still doesn't, but he nods

"so.. uhh.." it's odd seeing Clair like that, but he just nodded for her to continue, "I think I should tell you.. Lance, I'm a lesbian."

He doesn't know what the fuck that means. "What?"

"..I like women, Lance."

"oh.. why is that a problem? I like women too."

Clair just gives him this look, then sighs, almost chuckling to herself, "yknow what. Yeah. Sure. Thanks for not disowning me for coming out to you, I guess."

"why would I disown you??? I raised you and you want me to disown you over that??"

"well, that's what usually happens to some people"

"WHAT???"

He calls in Diantha, "Dia, do you know pride month?? And.. and lgbt or something??? Dia, what do those words mean????"

Diantha was quiet on the other line then "w.. what do you mean you don't know that??"

"Diantha, please, now's not the time for that" he almost sounds like he's abt to cry hahah

Diantha then explains it to him, and like yeah, least he's a bit aware na yknow, and then he asks "Dia, are you also gay???"

"you could say that, but to be more specific, I'm bi."

"what does that mean?"

"it means I like both men and women"

"oh.. so other than me, do you.. have a girlfriend too..?"

"what? Darling, no, you're my only partner. Oh Arc, yeah, we have so much to teach you, I'm adding Wallace and Cynthia to the call"

"wait, not them!"

She ended up adding Iris too, bc ofc she also knows a lot abt it and she's the same age as the kids in Johto so maybe she could help Lance more on what to say and such. The call surprisingly went well, for once Cynthia wasn't making fun of him and Wallace was really patient, so Lance took notes and such, after hearing the horrible things that happens to some kids when they come out, he doesn't want that to happen to the people of his region(s), and certainly not to his kids and his cousin

But hey, least now he knows some more stuff abt it, not all ofc there's still so much he has to learn, but he's patient yknow, and he wants the others who come out to him to feel safe, and he may not understand it much but he'll be supportive no matter what. Least now, when Silver finally comes out to him, he finally knows what to say too

#im soft for this honestly like hes just a very confused dad #but hes also really supportive he would be the one to wear shirts like 'im proud of my bi kids' or whatevs hahah #he would tho that is my truth #anyways i see the appeal of all the dad lance hcs now so time to make some more hcs abt him hahaha #champion lance #pokemon hcs #silkwingshipping #if you squint real ass hard #an ask and an answer #anon

[neonstatic]

ahhhhh i have a crush on her. it always takes me a lot of time to process my emotions and figure out what they are. it took me abt a year to realise i was attracted to the one guy that confirmed i was not a lesbian, even with most of our interactions being thinly veiled flirtation and dirty talk. so ofc it would take me over a year to figure out that i have a crush on this girl and that's why i'm so bothered by the lack of attention she's giving me.

this is a great eye-opener for me bc i'm no longer gonna sit here resenting her or myself for how i feel and wonder "why am i like this? why am i looking so much into everything she does and says? this is so obsessive and toxic" but yeah turns out i have a real crush and i just forgot what that feels like. it sucks! it's not v fun, i'm not a fan.

but now that i'm aware i know what to do to move on with it. it's a v pointless crush (no offense lmaoo_ and i don't want to indulge it, and it feels tiny anyway i just overthink things but rly i should be over it in no time!

#ray says #manifesting and all that #i'm also the kind of person that mixes up hatred with love so i'm probably one of the worst ppl to crush on someone ;/

[romanceforransom]

OK HEARTSTOPPER S2 THOUGHTS INCOMING

(spoiler warning ofc)

I love the fact we got to see so much more of the characters than we did in the comics. Like the Elle and Tao storyline was so much more fleshed out and there were more Tara and Darcy scenes too which was amazing

And the fact we got to see more about Darcy and her home life - however heart-breaking those scenes were I LOVED the way they were shot. Like the constant purple shadows compared to the bright yellows and pinks at Tara's (the lesbian flag compared to the straight flag/the implications of repression) will forever go insane over the colouring

The teachers storyline OMG, I adore Mr Ajayi and Mr Farouk they really just added so much to this season (and the friendship between Mr Ajayi and Miss Singh was adorable!!! Never knew I needed it but definitely did). I'm pretty sure that was the only story they got in the comics??? As far as I can remember... But I'm really hoping there is something more for them in the next season, since the side stories are getting more scenes.

SAHAR AND IMOGEN??????? Look I adore Imogen and I have been hoping for her to be sapphic (lost hope a bit when they did the ben plot) and the fact they might actually be doing it??? I'm not just being delusional right that was clearly setting them up? Like the whole 'token straight' thing SCREAMS being in the closet because I swear that happens to almost every person that constantly reiterates they are the token straight lmaoo. Then the cuddling after the party, and the HEARTSTOPPER MOMENT AT PROM!! Imogen literally getting heart eyes when she saw Sahar playing the guitar likeee

Also the way they all have different doodles for their heartstopper moments. The leaves for nick and charlie, butterflies for tao and elle, and musical notes for imogen and sahar <333

The aroace rep in this season was also everything. When the trailer came out and everyone was clinging onto that one clip of James and Isaac and hoping they would get together I was so worried about what was gonna happen (like I thought they would just make Isaac ace and not aro - which would have been fine ofc like that's valid!! but I don't think I've ever seen an (established) aro character in media before and having a character not in a relationship would be so good) so it was really nice that they actually did it. Tbh I was almost tearing up during Isaac's scenes because everything he was saying was something I've felt before still struggling with that tbh because the hopeless romantic in me doesn't want to be aroace?? if that makes sense?? idk i'm tryna deal with it but that's not the pointtt I'm just really happy Isaac got his moment, and really excited to see him fully embrace himself and be happy with who he truly is :')

And Nick and Charlie's storyline this season was so.. I just love them. They are so supportive of one another - and just one small thing I adore is how much they hug each other. Like not a lot of shows present a lot of physical affection besides the hand touching and pining before hand, and then just kissing. But they hug so much and just show their affection and love for one another and I really love that.

Also the way Charlie stood up for himself this season was just *chefs kiss*. For a character who has to be banned from saying the word 'sorry' it's so nice to see him be confident in himself and not just accept the first half hearted apologies that people give him. Like slamming the door on Harry, and actually telling Ben all the things he did that affected him. Like I wanted some violence tbh LMAOOO like the whole time Ben was practically begging for a slap, but those scenes were a good substitute. Also Ben's last scene where he steps away from all of the pride posters and rainbows... Heart breaking, but I can't feel too much sympathy bc being closeted still doesn't accuse assault and all of his general asshole behaviour, yknow??

AND TORI MY LOVEEE!!! never have i related to a character more omgg, like I kid you not every single one of her lines is something I would say/have said before. She is me I am her fr. And the phone kicking scene, WHAT A QUEEN I actually love her. She wasn't in this season enough honestly.

One last thing (I have way more thoughts but I can't remember what they were rn) Sarah deserves the best parent award, there is no competition here, the other parents in this show need to step up their game because she is unmatched in her supportiveness. She's the best.

#heartstopper #heartstopper s2 #heartstopper spoilers

[boxwinebaddie]

stas laying awake at night thinking ab women in a cold sweat is the lesbian girl failure rep we NEEDED thank you sm

you are So welcome, my love! as a sapphic girl failure, i gotta rep the Girlies, what can i say? shadahsdsk but literally she is Pathetic! i am dying like men come in the tavern and she's like get back demon but any woman comes in and she's Bewitched askhdlsad. like pouring mulled wine into a tankard & staring so hard she overfills the Fuck out of it and it's spillin all over the counter so she's like aaaaa fuck!!!

and then tries to fix it but Knocks The Whole Bottle over and is like AAAAA FUCK X2 and doesnt have a rag so she's literally using her dress and so its all Red and stained now smh and the lady comes up and is like Are You Quite Alright? and shes like ofc! why wouldn't i be?

then slips on the wine on the floor n knocks herself out.

A MESS!!! A GAY DISASTER!!! she does have crazy Down Bad dreams but also has really weird out of focus ones? its the same one every night of an elf girl w/ green eyes & ginger hair...which, For Context...

its because when she was really little, kylie wandered past the palace walls bc i think something she was playing with got lost in the woods and this Big Animal ambushed her & she was abt to get Gored by it ( i think it was some sort of fantasy bear creature...she was also Friendly!! tyvm! and protecting her cub! ) tldr; stas jumped in front of her and got hurt, but SANG to this HUGE bear and it Immediately Relaxed -- stas pet her behind the ear n everything. :) she also was not phased at all abt bein slashed even tho she was Fucked Up. kylie stood there mesmerized bc what the fuck? this girl was legit Bleedin and…comforting the bear creature?

like Fear Not, Friend; You Are Safe. <3 ;-;;;;;;;;;;

kylie was shoooook oh my god bc stas just saved her life. i think they were trying to communicate but kylie was speaking in her crazy elvish mother tongue and stas was speaking english. idk if they tried to exchange names or not i think stas wrote anastasia in the dirt and kylie drew a bunch of symbols. also fun fact stas can write her name but sheeee...is a woman so she cannot read or write...like at all. i think kylie does teach her l8r bc she had to learn like Every language tbh.

anyways, i want to say kylie used magic and Healed her? aaaaaaaaaa insane!! stas said the medieval version of the stan Wowza, lmaooo. i also think stas showed kylie how to get out by drawing a crude map in the dirt which helped her escape completely unscathed. she was still all dirty/bloody but Alive and was at edge of the forest when the guards finally located n siezed her.

she got a looooot of shit for it btw. gerald was Mad like what in Hells happened??? why are you Bathed in BLOOD? are you hurt, seldë?!! she was like nay!! i was nearly KILLED by a Werebear!! but at the last moment i was saved by...a girl. A Human! she had eyes the color of daylight & hair black as night. Netya. and looked abt the same span as me. i feared she would succumb to blood loss so i sealed her wounds with Athae. ky knowing stas was a girl is v cute to me. and gerald was like...ur telling me a GIRL hath slain the beast?! A Human Girl? of a mere eight sun cycles?!

( idk i'm still figuring out the lingo ) & ky was like She Did NOT Slay It Atar! she was wielding naught but a wooden sword! then...she…Threw Her Voice? it was some strange Sorcery! yet the sweet melody hath Soothed the creature! the girl, saas, used her stick to draw a wayfind in the earth. it gave me safe passage out of the forest. i owe her my life. and ger said…so this vile creature lives yet? but ky was like!!! she was not a Vile Creature! she was kind! just startled!! promise me you will not harm her! & ger was like Ofc…then they killed her the next day & orphaned the cub. :(

stas wept & raised it, btw. she a fkn disney princess.

anyways...very gay thoughts about the pretty elvish girl whose life she saved but also saved her life — a life for a life tbh — screaming. im not sure if she knows its kylie.

-uncle nina, being really feral and insane abt the tkak lore

#sorry my lore is really unhinged im passionate abt it #but yeah shes down so bad smh #gay girl failure rep #please let me live abt the lingo idk what im doing smh #but yeah u know when u have crazy dreams abt a girl u saved #who used crazy elf magic to heal ur wounds #also not kylie being like please dont hurt her and then gerald lying and fucking murdering the nice bear homie #absolutely WHACK #gerald i hate u so much #i'm sorry my weird high fantasy speech is so weird i'm crying itll get better i Swear smh

[menalez]

Not you digging at me "Uhh well what does she mean uhhh does she like brown hair white peepol?? Blue eyes white peepol??" Like omfg no its just that all my crushes and attractions have happened to be white. Thats it. I have never felt attraction towards black ppl. Sure you aren't saying I have to fuck black people to be non racist but you sure are soo concerned with others not wanting to! You sure are very speculative for some reason! And misframing me saying I said "My Vagina Responds to Whites Only" as if I'm a nazi. Again keep grasping at straws. People not being attracted to black ppl isn't bigotry, yes it does sound rapey of YOU not ALL BLACK PPL because YOU don't speak for all WOC. You keep trying to make me racist or keep trying to bait ME into saying some racist bs which I'm not gonna because I dont think those things. Absolutely WILD that first you said I think woc are males like where is all this coming from?

I wouldve never sent anons if you never made it into such a big deal of some whites not wanting to date brown people. Like sorry YOU PERSONALLY can't handle it. Doesn't make me a racist. It has nothing to do with black features like that other anon said, I just haven't had any attraction. Keep trying to grasp for something here still, though.

damn ur really lying and backtracking at this point! lets just dismantle this one by one. the original anon that got u soooo heated:

notice how from the very first anon i said i would prefer if such a person just never dates woc rather than trying to overcompensate for the racism by dating us, thus harming us in the process?

then here comes ur first anon which Totally wasn't racist:

note how you've backtracked from "ive never been and never will be into poc!" to "well no its just that the people ive been attracted to just happened to be white". then u compared someone saying "only being attracted to white people is probably a sign of racism, but i don't think they should try to date us" to trying to make lesbians date the opposite sex.. as if trying to change lesbians' sexual orientation is the same as saying your preferences, yes preferences NOT sexual orientation, may be rooted in prejudices.

and in ur message here you're showing just how ignorant you are, which ofc you are!, on race to begin with because you think poc means black people and are acting like the world is Literally only black or white, or as if i said anyone needs to date black people despite me saying the exact opposite. and ofc lashing out at a woc, calling me rapey, sending me several anons intentionally misconstruing me for just saying the truth of the matter lol. anyways in the next anon i said AGAIN the exact opposite of what ur claiming:

you claim im calling ppl racist based on their dating history as well when ive outright said otherwise and said theres no point to doing such things:

and i mocked u and said ur vag responds to whites only bc thats LITERALLY what u said

i would say before concerning urself over how ur totally not racist and totally a white ally or w/e else to perhaps go into the basics because youve shown that you're entirely ignorant on racism overall from start to finish. you don't even know the term for "poc women" is woc (women of colour). you don't even know the difference between "internalised racism" and "subconsciously racist", you seemingly don't even know what internalised racism means. you don't even know what poc means because you seem to either believe it only refers to black people, or that there are only two races (black people and white people). you didn't seem to even know of the concept of implicit racism, which is a studied phenomena (feel free to go test it here). you couldn't even manage to compose yourself enough to have a proper discussion, instead you're freaking out and flailing and more or less saying i want to rape white women all bc ur offended over the mere idea that u MIGHT be racist (which honestly, your behaviour in these anons just makes me think u are.)

please remember that i did not personally go up to you and inspect who youve been with or who youve been attracted to and personally tell you that you are a racist. instead, you have come to me repeatedly to lash out at me over me merely stating that someone who says theyre only attracted to white people is probably going to be a racist, decided to argue its the same as people trying to make lesbians date men as if its an innate sexual orientation, called me rapey, and displayed your ignorance repeatedly. you could have approached this entirely differently, it could've been an actually intellectual conversation or you could've just let it go if you can't have proper conversations, but you chose this approach and to continue with it. i know you're not a white ally and you don't need to bother trying to prove it to me, because from start to finish you acted as an authority on a conversation about racism and intentionally twisted my words, misconstrued me, implied i want to force you to have sex with woc, and showed your ignorance.

take a deep breath and perhaps just drop this conversation because you clearly cannot even talk about this normally or in a constructive manner.

[grokebaby]

----This is kinda rambly I'm just doing whatever-------

Grandefel is a big butch dyke bless. She's aro/grey romantic and very into gnc ladies or other spicy genders (since her own is quite funky. Lesbian father.) she usually defaults to she/her, however I'm gonna talk about him with he/him occasionally for the sake of being able to tell who I'm talking about. Also bc Grande is gnc af.

Ofc in story she doesn't label herself anything since the concept isn't familiar nor relevant to her (As is usual for angels). I can confidently say, that she'd still gladly stay together if it ever happened that Deirdre became transmasc. Because for one she'd obviously respect any new names/pronouns/ID Terms Deirdre would take on, and they love each other and that's enough for the both of them. Grandefel is the kinda person who doesn't feel certain feelings or attractions unless some special exception-person comes along, and Deirdre is this exception. He's committed to her. All that matters to her is that Deirdre cares about her back (no love or romance needed - they have a partnership), and that she also ykno. Wants to stay together with him. Otherwise their relationship is a bit more open. Deirdre is allowed to have little flings or even take another partner if it ever came to that, however in this case she'd obviously have to talk it over with Grandefel. He trusts her to handle her own business by herself, however, Grandefel insists that if anyone crosses any boundaries on Deirdre, that she tell him. He most of all cares about his wife's wellbeing, and if anything gets serious or complicated in any way. Deirdre is a flirty person and may engage in one night stands for example but she can't imagine herself becoming seriously interested in anyone else, and finds her safety and stability in Grandefel. Ofc it's still possible, but she's not interested in seeking out anyone else as a stable partner.

Despite their openness, Grandefel enjoys the luxury of being branded Deirdres Favorite uwu

They've been through such hardships together and due to their relationship being controversial (yeah, angel/Demon, how scandalous), them staying together and committed is, to them, also a matter of speaking up and expressing their true self. They both feel most comfortable to be themselves around each other and to them that's even more important than any dating aspects. However they do also just enjoy each others physical closeness and affection. It's very multifaceted.

They've sometimes talked about getting more kids, with a better plan this time, since Gabriel, Mihail and Meredith came as a surprise package. However they've declined any further plans until they feel that the environment around them is more safe to bring more hybrid kids into. Tensions are still high and despite Ngah being tossed off, traditionalist attitudes are still too common. Tho they're bummed about not being able to grow their family, the prejudice (the reason why they can't) bothers them way more.

#My thoughts #(???) #Grandefel #Deirdre #Eldritch angel #Character notes #Yeah I just wanted to ramble this started out as like. Three separate different things until it finally became this

[marley-manson]

VERY LATE BUT FOR THE FANDOM ASK THING: Xena and devilman

Thank you!

Xena:

The first character I first fell in love with: 

XENA!!! It actually took me a few seasons to really start to like Gabrielle lol, but Xena was obviously a fave.

The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: 

Look I def can't say I love him lol, but Joxer really did grow on me eventually and I really didn't expect that. I went from seriously considering dropping the show when I realized he was going to be in many, many episodes, to crying a little when he died. Honestly I think the tipping point was Deja Vu All Over Again. I enjoyed his performance there so it made the actor himself less annoying to watch subsequently.

The character everyone else loves that I don’t: 

Ephiny? I have very little interest in any of the individual Amazons, but fandom is often into them. I don't dislike them, but I don't really care.

The character I love that everyone else hates: 

It's not that everyone hates him, he has his own fanbase, but Ares as a Xena/Gab shipper lol. I love him but it kinda sucks because it means I'm wary about reading X/G fic where he's the villain. I don't mind him being a villain ofc, but he gets written so badly so often. One dimensional evil abusive ex Ares is an instant back-button (though tbf that's also bc it fucks with Xena as a power fantasy lol)

The character I used to love but don’t any longer:

I liked Livia just fine but hated Eve lol, does that count?

The character I would totally smooch: 

GABRIELLE <333

The character I’d want to be like: 

Xena lol, she's the ultimate power fantasy.

The character I’d slap: 

Joxer oh my god even if I did grow a little fond of him I still want to murder him a lot of the time.

A pairing that I love:

Xena/Gabrielle, and also Gabrielle/Aphrodite and Xena/Ares, usually as more emotionally one-sided where Gab and Xena are still more hung up on each other but Dite and Ares are strung along, or in Ares' case he plays second fiddle to a more important platonic relationship. Oh also Eve/Varia is good in theory but I've never seen any good fic for them. And Xena/Alti. And Callisto/Xena or Callisto/Gab. And Najara/Gab!! And Mel/Janice. Frankly there are so many good f/f ships that should have more fic.

A pairing that I despise: 

Joxer/Gabrielle I guess lol? I get some enjoyment out of Ares/Xena in the show, I get 0 from Joxer's crush on Gab.

Devilman:

The first character I first fell in love with: 

Ryo! Obviously he was fave material from the start, I knew what I was getting into.

The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: 

Miki! She's surprisingly awesome and fun both in the manga and the Crybaby adaption.

The character everyone else loves that I don’t: 

Hm, the Crybaby version of Akira sucks imo, and I assume most people love him.

The character I love that everyone else hates: 

A lot of people hated Crybaby Ryo lol, but probably not the majority, just some loud weirdos. Idk, who's hated?

The character I used to love but don’t any longer:

Saying Akira here bc I love him in the manga, do not like him in Crybaby, which is more recent.

The character I would totally smooch: 

Crybaby Miki is like exactly my irl type lol

The character I’d want to be like: 

I guess Crybaby Miki is like the only character who isn't a hot mess, and I would really admire her if I knew her irl. Totally get Miko lol.

The character I’d slap: 

Crybaby Akira, please chill tf out dude.

A pairing that I love:

Akira/Ryo ofc, they're the blueprint, but man I love Miki/Miki in Crybaby too, nothing like putting the original no homo love interest in lesbians.

A pairing that I despise: 

Akira/Miki

#thank you! #ask meme

[moonflwer-gutz]

1, 2, 8, 14. 15

[cracks knuckles] lets do this

1. Which labels do you use?

I am a Lesbian! I also am 90% that I am somewhere on the Aromantic spectrum! alsouh....demigirl???? maybe??? idk whats going on with gender rn im a girl that doesnt care if u use they/them for me ig i dont really know i dont like putting a label on it

2. Do you like to use the term queer for yourself? Or just LGBT, etc?

I love the term queer! While I wouldn't use it to describe my identity first--lesbian is always first--it is a very easy way of saying "yes i am part of this larger community regardless of how i identify"

8. Describe your gender without using any words traditionally related to gender:

Oh boy uhhh. I people to look at me and feel that I am the scent of apple cinnamon, the crunching of red and orange leaves under foot, and the wind that sends a chill up your spine on Halloween night. also if u want the normal answer, im like what i was born as but i also like being what i was born as-adjacent.

14. How do you think other factors like neurodivergency or upbringing have impacted your identity?

I can't really speak to neurodivergency as i am not diagnosed with anything and do not want to overstep or speak over those that are. the only thing i can say is ive been "Peer Reviewed" as it were, by several friends who are diagnosed with adhd/autism and they are all like "you've....you've got something" that's all i can say.

in terms of upbringing, i think i am very fortunate to have grown up in a family that was always accepting. i have always been around my gay uncles and they've always helped me with queer stuff when i needed it. so yeah i didn't really ever feel afraid when coming out or bringing up that stuff. yes there were some bumps in the road, but i'm really lucky to have just had that safety in general.

15. How has your identity changed over time?

When i first came out in 7th grade, i identified as bisexual. it felt right at the time, but of course, looking back on it i think i was just scared and too engrained in heteronormative culture to admit that i never liked guys in the first place. I had one of those "pick a guy to have a crush on" in middle school comphet lesbians. and ofc i picked the guy no one else liked. we were "together" for like a few weeks? then he broke things off. i was emotional but i dont think i ever actually cared about him, moreso i was just kind of embarrassed by the situation. after that i still identified as bi until the middle of freshman year i believe.

it was during quarantine that i realized i was a lesbian. i can't pinpoint the exact moment that it happened, but i do remember the moment i actually came out that second time. i was watching a concert on tv with my parents and i had brought up that it was lesbian visibility day or week and my mom goes "oh that's nice. are you lesbian visible today?" and i just responded with "yep" AND THATS HOW I CAME OUT THE SECOND TIME a lot less tears than the first i can tell you that-

and yeah uhhhh nothing's changed since! even in that little interaction though it felt like a weight lifted a bit. bc deep down i know i never liked guys and finally letting it ring out in my brain like I AM A LESBIAN AND I LIKE GIRLS!!! idk it makes me really happy

yeah <3

#moonflwer answers #pride #lesbian #lgbtq #wlw

[tsukidrama]

what happens to reader after annie goes into the crystal? does she join levi's squad? what's her experience during the war against marley? what's her reaction to reiner and bertholdt?

I IMMEDIATELY GOT SO EXCITED UPON READING THIS MESSAGE HEHE *cracks knuckles*

okay okay i'm going lay out a basic timeline from after the Female Titan arc all the way up until the timeskip!

homegirl is imprisoned for a good bit after what happens in Stohess - in an actual jail cell for a bit, but then she's allowed back into the barracks essentially on house arrest. i mentioned in the last chapter of please be that Hanji is the only person who Reader feels comfortable giving details to while interrogated. and since Hanji is a very busy bee constantly on the move, Reader ends up becoming a reluctant addition to their entourage.

during the Clash of the Titans arc reader just kind of trails behind whoever she's with at whatever given time, in handcuffs and being mopey. while shit is going down at Ulgard Castle, she's bonding with EMA while Hanji is investigating the wall titan.

y'all know how after the Survey Corps come in to kill all the titans, the only ones who will go within a 20ft radius of Ymir are Hanji (research purposes) and Hisu (gay purposes). i think that reader would be right there behind the two of them, if for no other reason to be a source of comfort for Historia. i mean, if anybody is going to understand the predicament of your lesbian lover turning out to be a Titan....? they are definitely friends.

in her emotional whirlwinds immediately following The Crystal, reader goes from being friends with Reiner and Bertholdt, to being extremely bitter and distrustful of them. back when they were in the training corp she was ABSOLUTELY aware that ABR were a trio with lots of history together, and knows Annie was close to both of them in a way she wasn't with anyone else. she picked up on the 'team' vibes they gave off, dysfunctional as it was, and she starts to resent them for not helping Annie and leaving her behind. she gets this idea into her head that the only way she can protect Annie is by ratting them out. she definitely tells anyone who will listen that she suspects them of being traitors/titans/whatever the fuckin theory is at that point in the storyline.

but ofc she's just as caught off-guard as everyone else is by the sudden reveal and the transformation on the walls. and anyway she's still cuffed throughout all of this so she really can't do anything besides being emotional support for the people who need it.

whenever everybody else goes to get eren back for that big battle, reader is not allowed to go. she goes to the village to confirm the titans = people theory. the only significant thing that would've happened on the battlefield significant to reader would be that her opinion on Armin goes sour after she learns about what he said in order to get an emotional reaction from Bert. tbh that opinion remains low up until TRNT timeline, bc reader feels that he uses Annie as a tool to get what he wants (which he does, multiple times, just saying). she's not a dick about it but she doesn't get over it until years have passed.

she visits the crystal every 2 or 3 months, basically giving Annie updates on her life and cleaning up the area. lmao i once had an idea that never got written that's literally just reader talking about her day while sweeping up cobwebs and dust from the floor, wiping down the crystal if it's dirty, etc.

i don't think she would join Levi squad - i see her being absorbed into Hanji squad by default after the tagging-along-in-handcuffs turns into genuine trust/reliability. reader is motivated to find out the answers to the million questions she was left with concerning Annie so she commits herself to that in the only way she can, which is being a good soldier.

emotionally she's very empty, and i see her becoming a lot closer with Historia from here on out. they cry about being abandoned together. i love the idea of them still being friends and hanging out even after Historia becomes the queen. i want to include Hisu in TRNT so bad but I'm struggling to come up with a good way to bring her into the story that feels organic.

after the battle to retake the wall + basement reveal, she learns of the Warrior Unit and how young Annie must've been forced to do awful things. i have a vague plan for writing a fic about this one-sided conversation - i'd probably make it a direct parallel to the crystal scene in Please Be part 3 with a similar continuous train of thought-style storytelling and speculation about what she must've gone through. just like, really sad stuff. genuinely heartbreaking shit.

as much as I hate that Moblit died and it agonizes me to think about, i like the idea of Reader stepping up to perform those same jobs once he's gone. the two of them get a lot closer over the timeskip too (i'm allowed to do this because hanji isn't around for TRNT and i need in my soul to include them in this story as much as possible). reader becomes less combat-oriented and more into of a research position and just helping carry out day-to-day Commander duties. essentially a desk job, almost like a secretary?

ideally i would like reader to be minimally involved in murdering innocent people, if possible. during the attack on Liberio i see her being the airship with Hanji and Onyankopon.

i haven't thought much about what would happen for her after that point, though. i have ideas for Annie interactions but not really for where reader sits in canon for that final stretch

if one of you bitches (affectionate) wants come talk to me about any of this in the DMs i am so open to that, because i had so much fun writing this post out! heheh

if you have any more questions about Annie's reader and her extremely depressing life pleeeeeaaaase, i would love to answer it! and i'll love you forever if you give me an outlet for this creativity-fueled infodump

#if reader was to have a ... hmmm lets call it a 'dalliance'.... it'd be with Hisu..... really it would be so sad though #just two very broken people trying to feel close to SOMEBODY even if it's not the person they're pining for #they never date or anything they are just your typical everyday lesbian friends who have definitely kissed and probably fucked #no jealousy they just want to see each other find happiness. reader feels LOTS of pain on Hisu's behalf every time she sees the Jaw #part of why reader is allowed to visit the crystal so often is because Hisu says she's allowed to. and nobody argues with the queen obvi #and while we are all getting keyed up about these concepts pls remember that i will not be writing fics about 95% these ideas #enjoy the lore and enjoy how it adds to the story as a whole but honestly i'll be so sad if people start asking me to write more #this series is a monster and it's hard enough to keep up with as is. so no i will not be writing fic. before anyone has the chance to ask. #annie-isms #cottagecanon #trnt annie #tsuki answers