#i low-key hate this lol

[trashratsaws]

Stick redesigns!

#digital art #my art #ava/m #fanart #I mean I change their clothes every time I draw them #but I looked back at the reference sheet I made and low key hated it lol #so I changed it up a bit #blue gays the same tho I popped off with blue from the jump #animation vs animator #animation vs minecraft #ava the second coming

[evansbby]

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#random and emo and will prob delete but #sometimes i feel so lonely in this fandom 😔😭 #like amongst the writers of this fandom I mean #like it feels like all the cevans writers are friends with each other and I’m the local weirdo on the other side like 🤠 #obv I talk to some people and am mutuals with some people whom I loooove but like #idk I’ve always felt this low-key 😂😂😂 #it’s bc I’m so awkward and I think that they all think I’m annoying #like I automatically assume most of the big writer blogs hate me lol #which is deffo just in my head and I’m insane yall know im fucking insane and jump to conclusions 😂😂😂 #but idk sometimes I just feel sooo lonely #well not LONELY bc I love my anons and my mutuals and I’m always on here yapping about something or the other 😅😅 #but I feel like I’m not part of that amazing writer community where everyone’s friends with everyone #MAYBE BC I NEVER FUCKING TALK TO ANYONE BUT THAT IS BC I AM SCARED SO I NEVER PUT MYSELF OUT THERE #😭😭😭😭😭 #but yeah lol #no fr tho why can’t I be normal lmaoooo

[benetnvsch]

Aquarium date -

g-d this is so Blue im sorry guys-- working with limited color pallets is fun but also how do u make anything stand out and not burn out ur eyes </3

#kite draws #bsd #Bungou stray dogs #kunikida doppo #Dazai osamu #knkdz #kunikidazai #kunizai #fanart #digital painting #Man #may delete later? #I low-key hate this though hardest thing to draw in Yonks #but its 4 am and I have class in 4 hours and so im posting cuz I don't wanna have that time spent be for nothing #ALSO DAZAI'S HAIR?? WORST #Absolute Bitch to draw my goodness- #Kunikida's hair is fine bc I have several ocs from before I even started consuming BSD with that EXACT hair cut #(almost- I have one with the like two swoops in front and then smaller pony - the part of the swoops is more centered though LOL) #But Dazai? What is even going on with his I hate him so much DFKH /lh

[peribirb]

you ever catch feelings for somebody but you've spent your entire life convinced/convincing yourself that you're fundamentally unattractive and broken in a way that makes you unlovable and unsuited to any sort of relationship, and so instead of just enjoying that extra dopamine burst of seeing them around you just make yourself feel miserable for even daring to feel that way in the first place? or is that just me?

#hhhh i hope this doesn't come across as some sort of “ohhhhh you have to come fix me and save me” bullshit cus that's not it. it's just #i'm sick of my brain acting like this and i wish i could process my emotions in a healthier way #one that doesn't feel like i'm just using them to mentally selfharm you know #or at the very least in a way where i don't immediately think i'm being some sort of creep for daring to find somebody attractive #i just. don't have the self-esteem for it and my brain immediately sabotages even just idle fantasy scenarios #some sort of long-term relationship? god i'm so distant and easily distracted i'd just hurt them by inadvertently ignoring them #something short-term and low-key? well i'll still forget to check in or i'll fuck up some other way and feelings will get hurt #just fuckin? god i hate my body so much i. cannot convince myself that i'm desirable in any way #even if i literally know people who would tell me otherwise and mean it. it's just so deep-seated i think #i think i just have a lot of problems to work on. and i don't really know how to go through that process yet #anyway. this isn't like helpful processing of emotions or anything it's just venting lol #this doesn't even cover the “am i aroace or not” confusion spiral that i've got going on... #it was a therapy day so my brain is already primed to Dig In Deep to everything that hurts #:thumbsup: #vent #delete later

[petruchio]

ugh its my friends birthday tonight and i just so deeply do not want to go because i'm so exhausted from the last few weeks and last night was my company holiday party and the night before i had client dinner and last week i was doing work client stuff all week and im just so burnt out of socializing but it's my best friend of 13 years' birthday and she wants to go out so i have to drag my ass to the club even though every muscle in my body is screaming to just crawl into bed and not move for like a month

#caroline speaks #IM SO GD TIRED #literally reminding myself i have to get through 3 more days and then i can fly home and hide for like 2 weeks #except not really because i have to do family stuff #low key i used to love december and im starting to hate it lol. #adulthood wins again!

[spider-man-2o99]

Just wanted to say that I have been thinking of you and pre-emptively empathizing with the nonsense you are no doubt being flooded with and the psychic damage it must be causing. Keep stanning the king ignore the weirdos <3

thankg u.,, i feel like ive been trapped in a fuckign . Torture Labyrinth these past coupl days . but. wwe will. We Will Yet Persist onwards w/ our hand on the left wall till we;re either out or at the center i swear 2 fucking GOD,

#talking tag #asks #th pain is forever the Horrors r unending the lack of media comprehension on all sides is Disappointin But Also My Goddamn Life I Guess lol #though i will say ppl in my inbox have actually been.. surprisingly polite overall? if not outright rather kind as a whole. um. post-atsv. #but. god. i have not Talked About so much of that movie because i kind of just. #..ok actually i realize this is gonna sound rude as hell lmao. but. hhaha i Kinda Just. was fool enough to Assume that everbody would yknow #like. Comprehend The Film yk yk yk. since it is a well-written movie that doesnt try to Hide any of what it;s abt? yk? #i come On Here onto tumblr dot bumblr and i make my stupid esoteric gddamn complaints abt 2099 Themes for Me Only so my head doesnt blow up #n silly ol me i really do like earnestly honestly in my Heart think. like. we all saw the same movie. right? mayb thingsll calm down. #but oh oh oh oh oh no no no No No. they do Not calm down they get So Much Worse. #and now hypothetical Internet Strangers might be Passing Judgement bcuz we look like an Apologist 4 assuming Everyone Knew Media Literacy #CHRIST. do people think i think mig was. like. In The Right. in atsv. no ive known he would be Wrong for years dudes. #why do yall think i was so low-key Disappointed he was placed in a role that couldve better suited. like. Superior Spider-Man. #public image. DING-DONGs. man he is Never Going To Be In Movies Again After This Hes An AU SPIDER-MAN FROM THE 90S. LORD! #i had SO MUCH FUN watching atsv!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i dont like the choices it made to put miguel in the situation that it did. Bizarre Thematic Changes to 2099 that Only I Care Abt. but like #that is SUCH a fuckin SMALL and insanely autistic nitpick like i earnestly loved the hell out of the film and its mig is-- #--Earnestly One Of His Better/Best Adaptations despite bein within the limited confines of th plot nd setting he is In & w/o his inner mono #..i just. Hate So Much That This Movies Version Of Miguel Will Be The Only One That Anybody Knows For The Next Seven Years At Least. yknow. #i lov watching that fuckers trainwreck of a slowmotion mental breakdown for two hours but the movie gave practically Zero Context 2 newbies #BTSV please save me BTSV please save me BTSV PLEASE save me PLEASE please please please PLEASE BTSV youre my last hope.... #(arthur clenching his fist meme) ppl r Already so shitty 2 ppl w/ Messy Symtptoms i could Handle losing MK but SM2099 means too much 2 me..

[maxsix]

Cho Gue Sung | Vogue Korea January 2023

#cho gue sung #south korea NT #football #non kpop #a bit late with this #but i finally have some time off to edit and post #the fitness level is insane here #inspiring tbh .....sorry i know that's lame #but i hate going to the gym #so any motivation does help #after watching his ILA episode he will never be anything but absolutely adorable to me #i mean #what is the name of his duck plushy #low key curious lol

[alicesvalentine]

#buffalo 66 pic is kind of unrelated but it’s blue and i also really relate to layla i am her she is me #this poem is weird #i think #i am not doing great #lol #this low key made me think of lady macbeth #only a little bit #lady macbeth syndrome girlie if she was a PUSSY #an infp #guilt is consuming me #this is not funny anymore #oc poem #oc poetry #oc writing #girlblog #poems on tumblr #poets on tumblr #girlblogging #bad poetry #kys kys kys i hate tags! #creative writing #shitty poem #🧷oc #🧷

[iman-92]

i miss calling my dad on my way home from work. he always sounded sooo happy to hear my voice lol

#I low-key think that’s why I hate going to the office lol it was always part of my routine to call him on my way home #now my commutes just feel :/ #glad I have loads of voicemails from him lol maybe one day I’ll be able to listen

[eternalpassions]

Me not being able to tell whether Kaname is serious or not when he said Zero is the one who understands him the most. Like it’s half and half. He sounds like he’s being self deprecating to make Yuuki hate him cuz he knows Zero hates him already 😪

#vampire knight #kaname kuran #vampire knight memories #some stuff Kaname says I don’t take serious #that’s why so many hate him cuz they always take him literally #you know he’s shitting half the time to get people to hate him more 😂 #he’s kind of a troll low key #always trying to keep people in the shadows #like pls that would be giving zero too much credit #like he knows zero thinks the worst of him already and he wants yuuki to think the worst of him too so he says that zero is right about him #zero always hated Kaname #even before he found out he “ruined his life #me in the bushes saying bullshit! lol #and it doesn’t help Kaname sees himself as a monster #so ofc he thinks zero understands him the most #zero may notice some things about Kaname cuz he’s observant sometimes but that doesn’t mean he truly understands Kaname #thats yuuki #thats why he said “in a way so there’s some truth but it’s not fully true

[rosiespokemontwitterau]

Good day, Submas Fandom.

#rosies twitter au #pokemon twitter au #twitter au #pokemon #pokemon masters #pokemon masters ex #pokemon elesa #pokemon ingo #pokemon emmet #pokemon legends arceus spoilers #pla spoilers #just in case even if it’s already been months lol #good day submas fandom I give you this peace offering #low key I hate this post SSHAKHAHAH #this post doesn’t make any sense at all when you think about it but you’re not supposed to think about so huh #ingo used to have matching pfps with his brother but because of pla I wanted to change that #idk much about the funny-angsty train men so uh test test on their personalities even if the post isn’t original ig kdgsja #also when does pla actually take place is it actually in the 1800s or when what

[obesecamels]

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#Hello I am hopped up on adrenaline and regret because I had to make a scheduled phone call #I feel... crumpled. Frayed. Like I've been tossed around a bit. But I only haggled a time slot and asked some questions. #Lol maybe I made some assumptions and implications and this lady low key hates me now???? Probably not. But what if???

[drowninginthoughts27]

Just so you all know the entire reason I got into this fandom was out of spite but I just stayed for Jegulus

#ok the reason behind this is low key kinda funny #but basically there was this girl who was kinda pissing me off that day and said she hated James Potter #because he ‘bullied snape’ #she’s a snape apologist 🤢🤮 #anywho I then went down the rabbit hole of James Potter #to simply prove her wrong #and just never looked back #lol 😝 #also the reason I have ‘Stan Bambi’ as the literal first thing on my blog #em rambles

[rinhaler]

On a Royal au kick I rly want to write on but I’m too lazy to do research so plssssss send fic recs I can’t get ENOUGH

#🧚🏽‍♀️ — luxe chit chat #I Always loved the idea of doing a modern royal au #but GOD historical ones hit so good #I just hate researching so never gonna happen LOL #my ex bestie used to be amazing at helping with research and stuff I could use that rn #sigh sigh sigh missing her low key but we ball #maybe one day a royal au but certainly not any time soon wheeeeee #anyway yah pls send recs if u have any good fics :3 #expecting to wake up to some PLS #goodnight beautiful ppl ily ily ily

[phillycheesesteakcore]

got a sew-in installed at my cousin's place on Sunday for the first time in literally years and I forgot how hot these shits can get good GOD

#i can literally almost never leave my hair down i low-key kinda hate this lol #but it was a whole afternoon and my cousin did it for free and i do look good so i'll keep it for a while #personal #hair #phillycheesesteakcore

[persephoneflouwers]

hey i’m a medical student and saw that u gave opinions too about louis broken arm. saw this on twt and it’s so insane to me cause we saw him in pain in airport and hands so swollen in that video for his 1# album he would not fake a injury or fake a RX wanted your opinion on this it’s bs right? https://twitter.com/omgl_wtf/status/1600170380726894597?s=46&t=T_NJPRbq2eCGBYb6cuChBg

Hello 🌸

Omg that seems… conspiratorial lmao I don’t know why people think he would fake an arm injury. Is it because they are on the “Sony wants to sabotage him” train and believe they would go that far to ruin his new album campaign? It’s more likely the pic with those fans that was out today was old, but him faking an injury? Maybe try stop depicting Louis like the bad guy with a masterplan who lies all the time. I haven’t paid much attention to it, but he uses his left arm quite a lot instead. He greets fans with left arm, takes and hands albums and stuff with his left arm, drinks with his left arm. He keeps the right arm in a defensive pose. It looks intrarotated and stiff from some pics… The fact people say “he would not be holding the arm like that” or some variation of it, it’s bullshit. I saw people with femur replacements walking again in less time than this. We don’t know if he doesn’t use sling or a tutor just when he’s in public and keeps it contained when he’s at home. We don’t know what surgery he went through. I bet he takes the strongest painkillers.

I’m not an orthopaedic, I don’t have much experience with radiology. I just can see those xrays and from those xrays i can tell that an arm is broken. They show a broken arm from two different perspectives: the anterior view and the lateral view and obviously you wont see the same things… different projections help study the fracture better and every side gives you different details on the level and gravity of the break.

I didn’t have time to talk to a traumatologist as I said I would, but I hope I will. I’ve talked with colleagues and they told me a fracture like this will require a 30/35 days immobilisation, the recover will start slowly after it. But they agreed rich teams are faster with the recovery process cause patients have more strict followups.

Anyway good luck on your med school journey! It’s gonna be hard but I promise, it’s the most beautiful job in the world <3

#casella di posta numero 32 #It’s funny how many people know medicine just by reading google lol #the fake injury would be a new low #this fandom cant even fucking let him have a broken arm lmao #the thing is… why do people feel the need to share this opinions publicly? #talk in your chats? why do you want to create such a conspiracy out of nothing? #prove me your thesis at least #give me reasons to even consider #dont give me ‘im a nurse or i have a nirse friend’ or whatever #come here and prove me the thesis you are so strongly supporting #i dont even know why they would say thise xrays dont belong to the same person #like…. it’s weird being this skeptic #just enjoy the ride #and louis content #he’s cute and pretty and all that #stop acting like you hate him #(because this fandom low-key does hate him a lot unconsciously)