#i really miss my cat

[lauryn-order]

At least somebody loves me.

#I really miss my cat #but she’s helping fill that hole

[actualalligator]

Day 5 of covid, and I retested. Still positive, so 5 more days of being all by myself.

#i really miss my cat #and people

[halfacowboy]

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#i mean i CANT get drunk today all the akohol stores close soon #im still buying myself mead for my bday tho #i might head home today #just recuperate #try to mellow out #i really miss my cat #personal #rambles

[flickering-nightfall]

Experiments with pupils and mouths that devolved into shenanigans :)

#you can really tell I was having a normal one when I drew these #I like many of the pupil experiments but don't really like mouths on my iterators #i've seen some people do mouths on itties well though #...really enjoyed noisy cat spearmaster with a mouth tbh #no plans on changing how i usually draw things rn. this was just for fun #Sometimes I miss having pupils and mouths to work with (on slugcats and itties) #Not having either on iterators can be a unique challenge that forces me to practice my body language more #which I like drawing anyways so it works out #antennae are suuuper fun to use for expressions too #rain world #flickerdoodles #art #group pic

[drowning-in-neon]

yeah it’s another vent in the tags post sorry lmao ill try and spam reblog stuff to make up for it

#vents #i've just been missing a lot lately. like. memories and places and people and shit. #i really miss my cat #but i also miss seph (name changed for privacy) like. a lot. and that's almost worse than missing my cat #because at least with her; yeah of course i miss her and it's normal even if it sucks ass but with seph; missing them is almost worse #because i also end up so pissed off that i miss them because jesus christ. i love them so godamn much and things aren't the way they used to #be; which is arguably a good thing - they've grown so much and have come so far and are living their best life and i'm happy for them #for that; but despite still seeming to want to be friends they don't feel the way they used to for me and they are allowed not to but it #fucking hurts like hell to be the one who still loves him so goddamn much and somehow be unable to get over it. like. i want to get over him #so bad; so i can just let myself be friends with him without all sorts of little things reminding me of the pain but nothing seems to work #i've tried going on dates with other people and just generally trying to see other people; i've tried journaling and i've tried all sorts of #shit and nothing works. and i can't bring myself to step away either because like. one i don't think it's gonna work because even #though seph has BPD spells where he splits and blocks everyone on social media - sometimes for months on end - it never #helped; i still felt exactly the same after a separation like that. so even that doens't work and even if it did work i wouldn't want to do #it because i'm just. i'm afraid i'll lose them. i'm afraid thta one of these separations; whether by him or by me; it'll be the last time #hell i just went to instagram and found out that his account was private and i somehow wasn't following him anymore so i'm assuming i just #missed another split. but he genuinely seems to want to stay friends; if only for the fact he always comes back. despite how many people he #has simply blocked and not brought back after a social media blackout; i've stayed. i genuinely believe he wants to be friends and i am #okay with that; i want that too; i don't want to imagine a world that he isn't in. but it hurts. i don't try and force it because that's #fucked up but even so; it's hard to let myself enjoy a friendship when i'm still heartbroken that it isn't the same connection we used to #have. i wish i could just forget but i can't; every time i think i've gotten over him; every time i think 'oh hey i havent been #in much pain about seph lately; i think i've finally moved on hell yeah' my stupid brain is like SYKE lmao you dumbass you really thought #you were done? nope every little fucking thing reminds you of him and it's gonna still hurt because like. fuck you that's why #and some nights i just can't stop thinking about all the littlest damn things. the way he took a greyhound nine hours just to come visit me #in person for the first time after we connected so deeply on fucking faecbook dating of all places; the way we were so awkward #sitting at a booth in a pizza and bar combo place that night; the way he would tease me about how i tasted like castor oil because i was #trying to solve a bad case of chapped lips but even so he couldn't stop kissing me; the way his eyes sparkled every time he got passionate #about music; sitting at his feet while he wrote a short poem in golden marker on my brand new guitar #and it. it just hurts. and i wish it was the way it used to be. but i also don't because he's so much healthier now. i guess i just wish i #could have the good stuff but not keep the bad. i dunno. it just hurts. i miss him so fucking much and i hate it.

[tacc0yak1]

GRIMM MY BABBYBBEEE MY BAAAYBBBEEEE

#twisted wonderland #yuusona #twst #artists on tumblr #i wa ssleepy and i really miss my cats #but i cant draw cats for the life of me so #twst grim #tacc0yak1art

[braisedhoney]

the fundamental problem

#danny phantom #danny phantom fanart #vlad plasmius #vlad masters #dp fanart #a glitch in time spoilers #dp #a glitch in time #agit #agit spoilers #YEARS OF CATHARSIS MY G O D #vlad. honey. dearest sad cat man. *please pay for a goddamn therapist* #you had your realization i believe in you #oh god i really need to tag this and make sure i don’t miss any spoiler tags #danny phantom spoilers #danny phantom gn #are there any more #gah i hope i didn't miss any ;; #wow this might be the most rendered thing i've done for dp that's like. not a fully rendered dan in my normal style #mix of my normal style and the flatter cartoony thing i do for danny phantom *shrug* #danny phantom: a glitch in time #danny phantom: a glitch in time spoilers

[beardoesdoodles]

^Stucky week 2022 art

^2024 redraw

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#my art #stucky #alpine the cat #im actually really happy with this one! #i missed drawing the boys

[applestruda]

Poor Hotguy

#jsjwnqn sorry for this #i dearly love the wet cat that is hotguy #but really i was sad he kept missing #goodtimeswithscar #gtws fanart #hot guy scar #grian #grian fanart #cute guy grian #hermitcraft #hermitcraft fanart #my art

[royalarchivist]

Pac: Oh, Nenê... How cute... 🥺💕

After dying to an atomic creeper in a cave and stressing over potentially losing all his items, Pac returns home to set his spawn and receives a sweet surprise:

His cat falls asleep on top of him and purrs when he goes to bed :')

#QSMP #Pactw #Pac #March 28 2024 #I had the exact same reaction as Pac my heart frickin melted THIS IS SO CUTE.... AND THE PURRING.... MY HEART #I desperately wish Pac got to hang out with Madagio (in his cat-form) #because cats clearly adore Pac just as much as he loves them #Maybe in an alternate universe Madagio spent a day with Pac #And in that time he learned why Fit came to care for this man so much #I don't need more WIPs on my plate but I am Pondering the idea #If the cat-hybrid Cellbit thing was canon I could crack a joke about the ''cats clearly adore Pac just as much as he loves them'' thing #but alas #For real though lock Madagio in a room with Pac for 12 hours and he'll leave being grudgingly charmed by him #aghhhh #Anyways this is so cute #but also really sad #because how many times do you think Pac's been in his room depressed over his missing son / friends / roommate #only to have his cats burrow under his arm and nudge their way onto his lap? #Don't get me started I'm feeling Emotional about cubito Pac lately

[thunderc1an]

hollyleaf

#warrior cats #warriors #thunderclan #hollyleaf #after getting those shots #my hand doesn't hurt that bad #like its of course sore in the area of injection #and i feel kind of the ghost of the pain from my tendonitis #but the pain doesn't last long and disappears in a flash #anyways I wanted to test out my hand so I doodled this holly earlier today #I have one more drawing that I just drew #but I'll post it after this one #i really missed drawing

[mxssacre]

I reaaally like painting dark-furred cats btw so here's a Nightcloud

#art #erin hunter warriors #warrior cats #wc art #nightcloud #I've actually missed a lot of nightcloud's bg as I haven't really read the books where windclan is prominently featured #I do love her though #this one is like the only piece I've used a reference for recently bc I thought my own black cat had some cool sunbleaching #so tbh I was originally drawing him lmaO but then I pivoted to nightcloud somehow

[rosymiel]

#stardew valley #stdv #gif #i actually really miss sims rn and i finally got my chair back to my desk #my room is literally FILLED with cardboard boxes to prevent my cat june from getting into areas she's not supposed to be in while she's #recovering #non sims

[jaggedpeak]

anyone else think about these two and get really really really sad

#warrior cats #wc #ravenpaw #dustpelt #this is lazy im sorryyyyy just needed to get back into the groove of digital drawing after a week lol #stole the dialogue for this from this is us thank you this is us i miss you this is us <3 might actually animate it at some point #anyway. been thinking about their relationship a lot. #ik its not really acknowledged theyre brothers outside of bluestar's se but dust's tougher bullyish personality as a kid with raven's #anxiety is really interesting to think about... ik most of raven's stuff is from tiger but yknow. sibling relationships can be rough #especially if they never get a chance to heal or have any parental intervention #in my head this convo's after the bloodclan battle cause that wouldve been like. one of their first real chances to catch up #I DUNNO!!! i wanna do more with this Thats what i know #my art #2 cents

[marsapolis]

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"i crawl out of my tainted home

feeling the dirty air, my birth right.

because i am selfish"

-it's my poetry again!

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hey hey guys, i know it's been a bit, i'm sorry. i finally have wifi for a night so i'll take this opportunity to tell you. I MISS YOU T-T genuinely so very much my loves. very parasocially. ALSO i think i am going to change my name... idk if im gonna change my blog name yet because i really do love my current name (mars) but it has people connected to it that i don't want to associate or think about. i'm going to go by Rhiannon for a bit (ugh i know it's cringe to say but fleetwood mac is my favorite band sooo) and one of my friends has already nicknamed me nonny so feel free to call me that too :)

-all the love in the world, your pal 4 life, me >///<

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#whimsical #whimsigoth #whimsigothic #whimsigothaesthetic #whimsy #whimsycore #orange #thats a dumb tag my b #black cat #carpets and rugs #its one rug #i lied im a liar #listening to weezer for the first time in 1 1/2 months #feels so good #i miss you guys #/gen #i know i know #i say it all the time but i really do love posting and seeing the same people like and repost #i already have you all memorized :)

[artist-rat]

this is unlike the stuff i usually post, but wanted to share. it's from a project i started a few days ago. (i've felt like testing sth like this for a longer while—just some loose lines, little critters i love, and warm words.) 🧡

unrelated and not, our beloved cat passed away yesterday morning. i'd just happened to draw this the day before we said goodbye. so i feel like it's for her. ❤️

#pet loss #pet death #art #cats #i miss her so so much. #the way she shaped my whole every day life. and not a day passed when i didn't kiss her a hundred times.. #it comforts me we really gave her everything we could. and she sure gave us everything she could. #a little guy's love can really be something so huge. #if u've been around u must know that i just really love cats... well #she really multiplied that love and was/is a big source of it.. #so for every cat post ive made and make i wish u know that behind those was/is a lil babygirl who #i loved so dearly and by whom i was so dearly loved in return! #i really miss you Minni. i wish i could hold you. Love you forever. ♥️♥️♥️