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melonpaya · 1 year

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idk if ill ever finish this drawing so ermm take this wip for now

#huntlow #the owl house #willow park #hunter noceda #hunter toh #toh #my art #i should be doing my hw but i am so hyperfixated on these two i needed to draw them #like i wake up and i think of huntlow #i go to class and just huntlow thoughts my ass is not listening to my prof

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floralcrematorium · 2 months

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i got lazy midway through a pinterest pose study

#i need to... study more. like in my sketchbook. ouch.#i literally slapped color on this and did a shoddy “free transform” shadow and here we are #posting bc i think he's pretty #i have a pinterest folder just full of glamour poses with francis in mind. this is one of them.#anyway i was going to give him an elaborate outfit but then i was like. hm. what if i do This instead.#i liked the boots from the ref so here we are #hetalia #hetalia fanart #hws france #floralcrematorium art

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cowboy-robooty · 1 year

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personally i believe every nyotalia is a fujoshi and nyo germy + japan are yumejoshis too

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pepprs · 7 months

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ok. im going to make this post but i REALLY shouldn’t but i just am so devastated rn and need to not be alone in it and you guys are the only people i can talk to candidly about moving stuff rn for a lot of reasons. the reason im crying rn is because i just found out i made a massive error in my budget and it turns out that my net pay is barely over minimum wage and i cannot afford to live by myself. at all. unless i live off of savings in addition to income but even then that’s only going to help me for a couple months and anyway it’s extremely unwise bc i should save that money for getting a car etc etc. this is not entirely a bad thing because a) at least i can afford to… you know… live. and b) living with roommates will not be bad especially if i live with friends and/or strangers i come to be friends with. it’s just i really… i don’t know i just feel so sick to my stomach. it’s just that recent events have made it so clear to me that i need to teach myself how to live independently before i can live with other people (let alone function in the world, heal from trauma, etc.) healthily. i know it so deeply. and it can’t happen for me. this is confirmation. this is confirmation and there’s nothing that can change it. rent is too high (even for shitty apartments in the area which let’s be real most of them are… it’s too high!) and over half of my income is going to taxes and deductions and bills and student loans. i feel so hopeless

#an di still have homework to do LMAOOOOOOOOOOO as if im not having a crisis over this issue which is more important than any hw assignment #will ever be. fuck my stupid baka life but i mean it so sincerely.#purrs #delete later #again. i know even being able to consider living alone is a MASSIVE privilege and there will be joys in having a roommate especially if it’s #someone i love. but it’s going to create sooooo many more steps in this process for me and i will have to compromise my needs yet again (#even if i genuinely want to!) when what i need right now is to have as little compromise as possible. to FINALLY experience what it’s like #to live without having to share (most) things or silence myself. moving out at all is going to be huge and helpful no matter if im living #with roommates but. god god god. this feels like thinking a door is open but it’s just painted to look that way. im so sad #also btw i found out that i am not actually being overpaid im being UNDERpaid. which is a solvable problem that will be fixed this week but #even when that gets corrected i still am making a little over minimum wage so. 😃🔫

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ra-vio · 12 hours

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semester is almost over. im dying

#my oc #rune #mori #i have a project due tomorrow and its finally scared me back into drawing #even though i should be working on this project but im SO SO SO TIRED #i went on an outing like 2 weeks ago the same week that i walked everywhere cause i was desperately #trying to get my taxes done but thats a different story but the point is i was walking a lot and i went on an outing where i stood all day #and then i had to go to class the very next day thinking i was fine but i wasnt.#and that same day after i walked across the city because i absolutely had to pick a thing up. i think the same week i met up with my mom #a couple of times but i was walking the whole way there. my point is that for 2 weeks straight i have been rigorously walking everywhere #and on my feet all the time with little breaks in between and my feet fucking hurt man #i need this semester to be OVER i need to sleep for a MONTH #but i cant because i have to scrape together SOME of this project and finals are next week #this class this project is for fucking sucks. all semester ive been teetering the line between pass and fail #and its not even my fucking fault. im so burnt out so i dont want to do this project. but i might fail if i dont #i need to at least demo it but i have like. one thing done and i dunno what to tell my TA about i #how do i tell my TA and prof that everything is too much for me so i absolutely could work on this project #my laptop is broken so im afraid to use it. the server kept going down last month so i was afraid to use that #so many stupid little things keep piling up and i'd sound really weird trying to explain why i cant do my work #because my desk is on the floor and it makes me really sad so no i cant do my hw. my fave candy has red40 in it so i had to stop eating it #but now i cant do my work because i was using it to help me focus on my hw. LIFE SUCKS BRO #anyway whatever happens. i cant wait to play video games again

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frecklystars · 5 days

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I know stsc isn’t one of your main f/os anymore, but I was binging TFP while putting together a cosplay and every time he popped up, I just thought “yeah this is what he does when keri isn’t around.” sorry if that’s weird T-T but your s/i feels like a part of the show to me now

Aww... thank you for saying that. That's not weird, that's sweet 😭😭 wow I'm gonna cry

I miss my starlight so bad. I'm really touched you still think I'm a part of that world. I feel like a part of my heart is still "in" the TFP universe and stuck there, even though it hurts so bad. but it was my greatest comfort I've ever had, and I have had sooo many amazing experiences and opportunities because of TF, it's going to take me a really long time to fully let go of it. but I don't know what's better for my mental health: never touching it ever again (which I've tried since July 2023, it has NOT worked, in fact it has just made me more miserable) or I can try reclaiming it slowly over time (difficult asf I am literally physically ill every time I look at it or think of it). I feel like I can't win here lol. I'll uhhh.... I'll figure something out.

Learning how to make literally hundreds of these characters Not A Trigger Anymore is gonna be super fucking hard, but it's kind messages like this one that make me miss it the most. I don't want my view of TF to stay the same, I want to make it Better, I don't know how though. But nice asks like yours always make me want to do that. i'm a mess rn... "this is what he does when Keri's not around" I always used to think that too!!! haha I always used to think "aww my s/i is off in another dimension and he's committing crimes 🥰🥰" agh... I remember the Red Energon centered episodes were my favorite because I always thought of him making me that necklace from a shard of it. I still have it packed away in a box, I still have starflower seeds I never planted. I used to watch those episodes religiously and heave this big loving SIGH because the idea of him gifting me that and me saying "aw, that's so nice, ty" and he's like "...yes I'm being... nice" and he hisses it like it's a swear word... used to make me feel so good. that's when we'd become Official™. I had it all planned out... Rock Bottom was when we'd finally become friends, Operation BB episodes is when we'd start meeting in the starflower meadow... sometime around Armada we'd have this mutual pining thing going on...

;-; tell my Starlight and my Honeybee that I miss them more than anything and I will come home someday. please. and thank you so much for sending me this ❤

AGH you know what, I can put this under a readmore so I won't accidentally trigger myself with it if I see it tomorrow and I'm in a bad headspace or something. I miss him!!! look at him. ahh. he is everything to me even though its like there's this huge invisible force field around TF that makes me feel like I cannot touch it. he is so-- god. look at him. he's so beautiful. there is nobody I'm gonna love like i've loved him.

i even remember when i made this gif, i was just. ahh. so full of butterflies. that feels so long ago. i miss him!! and!!! i am gonna get him back one day. i just don't know how. 😭 but god damn it ONE day!!!! we were engaged, damn it!!!

anyway. i'm so sorry to ramble holy shit. but thank you so much for thinking of me when rewatching TFP ;-; that means so much to me... makes me feel like I really am still meant to Be There, even if i'm so far away from it now. i was conditioned into believing my ship with him was just some foolish, stupid joke, like I've just been kidding myself for years and there's no way any of the robots wouldn't harm me or do horrible things to me, let alone love me. but this message suckerpunched me in the heart guts like a "hey wait a minute" kind of feeling. ok ok I'll shut up now. i love you anon.

also, your cosplay is gonna be absolutely amazing, i hope you have fun putting it together!!

#anonymous #asks #keepsake #how did you manage to send this when i was in the middle of drawing for my reclaiming robots tag #i was drawing HW and shaking and then i see this in my inbox and im like OGHOGH #its a sign 🥺 maybe.#and i think the TF movie coming out literally ON my birthday this year is a sign too #a good sign!!! [beating back my pessimism with a broom]#i have zero clue how to reclaim these F/Os but mark my fuckin words I WILL DO IT #because refusing to interact with TF has just made me more miserable bc it's EVERYWHERE #i cannot escape it. i literally feel like ryan gosling's papyrus skit 😭#where steven cannot escape papyrus no matter where he goes and he spends decades being HAUNTED by it #that's me with scary alien robots apparently #and if i have to be fucking haunted seeing Optimus on airheads at the gas station #then by god i need to be okay with seeing Optimus on airheads at the gas station.#and then one day maybe years from now i'll feel Excited seeing my husband Optimus on airheads at the fucking gas station

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kicktwine · 7 months

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So how was stormblood? I know it's very hit or miss for people, so what're your thoughts?

I understand why it’s hit or miss! It — to get to the point i would be straight up lying if I said I was an unbiased consumer because I’m not, I’m a coastal American mid 20s rando with a Lot of very current cultural baggage around concepts like patriotism and freedom. And Hamilton references. It all has a sweet and strong and very anti-occupation message (along with themes I very much enjoy dissecting like the constant assertion that it Doesn’t Have To Be This Way, or the expansion into You may not understand this person but you must be able to accept them,) but when combined with Stormblood’s shakier coherence in writing and dialogue and pacing, it comes off as A Bit Off. to me. And I think it missed ever so slightly just due to how it was all structured and set up with the characters we have and motivations we have because the stuff OUTSIDE or Adjacent to the main story, despite how out of place it could feel, was structured great!! Like the Kojin and the Ananta trial and the Kugane mishaps and trying to murder Zenos twice and the ghost ship. Could the main structure have come across very well yes absolutely! It does it on and off it succeeds in there often! But sometimes it doesn’t. I can see a lot of where concepts were promised and not fully delivered, pacing was a bit off, things just happened without really belonging there (despite how much I loved Susano, he could have been better structured. same with many instances and also I feel like the unethical science should have been MORE IMPORTANT THAN IT — maybe it comes back. Who is that scientist.), sometimes dialogue felt somewhat canned. I feel like in a consequences-heavy expansion, many things just didn’t have important consequences, which was very strange

HOWEVER! I cannot give the new gameplay features abd dungeons any crap they are all SO GOOD. And so PRETTYYYYY. And there were so many solo duties that ruled! Every dungeon in this expansion was like whoa this is a PLACE im in you know what I mean??? I’m in a place that’s big and there’s people and there’s NEW MECHANICS and active time maneuvers (??!!!!!!!) and unique fights! I can jump on the roofs in Kugane! And, mind you, when the dialogue was good, it was good. Lyse has a fantastic voice actor. Alisaie is my favorite girl elf creature in thw world. Estinien is like the best p- the guy ever. also m’naago is my new friend. The tower was a great part of sb to me despite my singular gripe. I think Zenos’— I know it’s controversial to some people because he does assume your wol to be a bit more murderous than some people would prefer their characters be and doesn’t take no for an answer, but his um speech did something to my brain a little bit

ON that note the ending was very fast?????? Or like — not FAST, but I wasn’t expecting Zenos or Shinryu to go down in one fight. Two co-op fights, right next to each other. I kind of wanted to beat him up myself. And when Zenos was so impossible to beat before. I was expecting both of them to be WAY harder. Though Shinryu is a COOL fight I’d do the royal menagerie again in a second. I was kind of expecting a three stage trial? Like Nidhogg? I love going into space hiiii big dragon where were you this whole time… u were shafted… but u could not be suffered to live so. Maybe if we’d gotten an instance of fighting the dragon alone after beating the trial?? Could have been Themes. I don’t know

anyways no I can’t quite pin it down, but I’ve said it before I think they had the outline for the story and then built it and went oh this is too much and not enough at the same time and got stuck writing the whole thing after getting stuck in the story they already had. A COMMENDABLE job for getting turned around like that, way better than a lot of video games stories out there, good gameplay and areas that didn’t feel too empty. glances at coerthas falcons nest area. I think the ways they did the exploration thing was good, having us venture further into occupied territory etc, but so much exploration stuff felt oneoff and not there to do much for someone who has been skipping almost all of the side content except stuff I’ve been told is good. It almost felt like they were Trying New Stuff a lot, and some of it succeeded some of it failed. Such is trying stuff!! Such is trying to imitate what you had while making something new and exciting! And I can’t fault them for that

so like — putting aside the fact that I haven’t done post-sb which is like missing 40% of the Thing according to past expansions and my thoughts very well might change, i would 100% do the fights again, maybe watch some cutscenes, but I don’t think I’d NG+ this one. where is that lady selling buuz it is a CRIME i did not get to have any buuz let me buy one yoshi p

#hi Zenos I’m not going to go get tea with you but would you like to drown in a swamp with our antlers locked until someone’s head gets #ripped off and the other guy has to carry it staring at him for the rest of his miserable existence #play game #I can’t stand you as a horrible person or cancerous political presence. I bet you want to rip my throat out about it #u want me to fight you so bad it makes you look stupid #stormblood spoilers #maaah I don’t want to put my thoughts in main tags I’m writing a 30 minute high school English essay. Just grabbing thoughts and going #the more I think about it the more I think shinryu NEEDED a second one player fight #every other final fight has been multiple tri- wait well. Hm. Nidhogg was a patch quest.#no I stand by it the final HW fight was a cliffhanger so u knew a bigger fight was coming. Shinryu needed a second stage you had to fight #alone with your teeth and claws. Kill the eikon yourself; eikon-slayer. what else could you do. Nothing #nothing but kill it #This was always meant for you #maybe with Zenos inside losing control of it? maybe with him snarling at us the whole time. idk idk #I am starting to feel embarrassed for typing so much and having raw unrefined thoughts so that means I have to hit post #AND SHINRYU WAS SUPPOSED TO BE STRONGER THAN BAHAMUT I don’t know

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deus-ex-mona · 1 month

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have you listened to meoto? yes? good!!!!! listen to it again~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!

#i fear that this song has changed me for life dangit #can’t even sit down for 3 minutes without thinking ‘ehehehehehe meoto mv coming soon’#i mean. c m o n. if these two already act like an old married couple 24/7 imagine what they’d do as an *actual* married couple #man. i want the last scenes of the mv to be something like lxl thanking the staff for their hard work at the mv ‘filming’#t h e n aizo trips on his hakama as they turn to each other or sth and falls forward and they accidentally kiss just as the song ends—#d. d o you s e e my vision auauauauauauauaaaaaaa #i can’t w a i t to see how they’ll even be able to act more lovey dovey than they do in *that* ny aizo unevolved 5⭐︎#anyways. i think everyone needs to listen to the lxl album radio tracks instead of wondering if there even will be a meoto mv #c’mon guysssss they outright confirm its existence t h e r e it’s just a matter of w h e n it comes out now auauauauauauaaaaaaaaaaaaa #. or actually. maybe don’t listen to the first lxl radio. if i didn’t i wouldn’t be thinking about the meoto mv 24/7 #hauauauauauuauaaaaaaaaaaaaa meoto mv w h e n hw pls give some crumbs im begggingghhhh #anyways. i think it’s about time for a meoto tag to filter out all this nonsense.#LXL MEOTO CRISIS 2K24 #there… now time to go back to retag everything else lmaoooooo #染BODY ONCE TOLD ME—

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localgardenweed · 8 months

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Some school doodles

#localgardenweed #hetalia #hws #hws italy #hetalia italy #hws romano #hetalia romano #hws china #hetalia china #hws japan #hetalia japan #they my little sillies #i think i need to make my own art tag cause its hard finding my old art #ill find the time to do it and then add it to all my posts and all

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apersonwholikeslotus · 29 days

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cursing Molly with a human best friend who will eventually die

#her name is Frida she’s Norse but lived in Dublin in the 9th century with her husband Asger :]#Asger and Sigurd both went out on a voyage for the spring/summer and Molly and Frida became friends #Sigurd was gone for the summer when Molly found out she was pregnant with Ida and Frida is genuinely the only reason she didn’t have a full #On panic attack when she found out #And then somehow convinced Molly to stay with her until their respective husbands got back #Frida framed it as “I only have my kids to talk to and I’m going to go insane if I don’t have an adult to regularly speak to”#So Molly would think she was helping out but she was also lightly aware that Frida was just doing this to keep her around to watch after he #Also the one who pointed out to Molly when the guys are gone for the summer u get to be completely in charge and need to make the most of i #anyway #hws ireland #hetalia

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floralcrematorium · 4 months

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How are your boys, aka the NA bros, spending this Christmas? New Years?

Thanks for the ask!

Assorted NA Bros and occasional FACE Holiday Headcanons!

Christmas

• I don't think either of them are religious in human AU and Christmas is an excuse to get together and have a good meal. Sometimes they invite friends, sometimes it's them and their dads, and sometimes it's just them

• Kuma is always invited (human AU where he's a dog or nationverse, whatever. KUMA IS INVITED)

• Alfred probably wants to throw on Christmas movies and Matthew utterly protests. They end up watching movies anyway. Some annual repeats probably include those old stop-motion movies?

• I think Christmas during the height of the pandemic they still got together, but it was just the two of them. I think for this particular holiday, there was wine or weed brownies involved and the binging of far too many Hallmark Christmas movies. I think they broke sometime between movie 14 and 20. Especially Alfred because I think he's rather straight-lace and he was really Out Of It thanks to whatever substance was consumed

• Christmas is an excuse for them to have a sleepover. Christmas Eve into Christmas, and hell, maybe even the day after, they're together. I think it doesn't matter who hosts or if they're anticipating other guests, Mattie and Alfred tackle everything together. Not only that, but it's just an excuse for them to spend time together they don't otherwise get to.

• With the above point being said... Cuddle pile with Kuma? PLEASE GIVE THAT DOG SOME LOVE!!!!! I like to think of Kuma as a samoyed:

• Matthew is not allowed to help cook if he's smoked. He can cook perfectly fine if he's not high, but if he is? Good luck, he is improvising the whole way

• I can see them cooking some of Francis' recipes or Arthur's favorites every year just as a staple, but I think they have at least One New Dish they cook for fun every year

• When they were younger, a tradition they had (thanks to Alfred) was to have one of those shitty Whitman chocolate samplers around:

My grandmother has brought these things to every family get together (supposedly) for the last? 50+ years? Obviously I can only attest to ~20 of those, but the way it works every family gathering is you cannot eat from the second layer of the box until the one on top is gone. Or almost gone -- the chocolate covered peanuts and cashew clusters are always the last to go and don't count.

Anyway, Alfred and Matthew make a game of who gets the messenger boy (the rectangular chocolate in the center. don't know why there are two on each layer bc the one my grandmother gets always has One). Yeah, there's a second layer with a second messenger boy, but where's the fun in that? They make a game of nabbing the messenger boy without the other noticing, however there are rules:

Both people have to be in the room when the messenger boy gets stolen

No involving other people. If you're to cause a distraction, outside help is not allowed. (This rule was created on account of Alfred getting Gilbert or Alastair to distract Matthew more than once)

Once the box is placed, it may not move. No hiding the chocolates

Matthew usually wins. Alfred's not good at being sneaky.

Alfred is also the one who continues the tradition. He still buys the sampler every holiday they're together.

• They give their gifts to each other on Christmas Eve. This is a long-standing tradition from when they were impatient kids and begged Arthur and Francis to let them open gifts early, and when they said no, they begged to at least let them open the gifts they were exchanging between the two of them early

• They try to best the other at who can get a better gift for either parent. These are not the kind of boys to give up and give their parents gift cards as gifts

• They make it a game to give the other the most embarrassing or cheesy gift possible. When they get older, there's probably an additional gift that's actually thoughtful, but if you're not going to torment your sibling with a sparkly life-size cutout of Dolly Parton, then what's the point? (Matthew's plan backfired when Alfred actually unironically liked the Dolly Parton cutout)

• Alfred is the kind of person to try and unwrap presents early to figure out what's inside. One year he discovered he was receiving Pokemon Emerald. He proceeded to play and beat the game in only two nights before rewrapping it, putting back under the tree, and getting away with it

• The best gift Matthew's probably ever gotten Alfred was a missing sports card he needed for his collection (you know that boy collects baseball cards or pokemon cards or something). The best gift Alfred's gotten Matthew was a hockey stick or jersey signed by his favorite player

• Alfred doesn't like eggnog. He buys eggnog every year. He never learns.

• Alfred gets Kuma a new toy every year. Matthew holds it for him to unwrap

• They have gingerbread house building competitions. If they can get Arthur and Francis involved, it's Arthur and Alfred vs Fran and Matthew. Arthur is too impatient and their house collapses, but Francis is so meticulous that they run out of time. One year they switch it up and it's the brothers against their fathers. You can assume how well that went (Alfred and Mattie won)

New Year's

• They probably don't hang out every year for New Year's because I can see Alfred wanting to go out and Matthew wanting to stay in

• The boys inherited being judgy little freaks (affectionate) from Francis. On the years they're together, Alfred puts on the New York New Year's TV thing where celebrities perform, and they sit and judge everyone

• Al's probably dragged Mattie to Times Square for the ball drop at least once. It was cold, there were too many people, and it was not worth it. Matthew never wants to go again

• If they're staying in, they have a feast of appetizers. It's mainly frozen. I think Mattie makes poutine, but aside from that, everything they're eating is junk from the frozen aisle aside from maybe a veggie platter. Favorites include jalapeño poppers (Matthew cannot handle spice and will wrestle the jalapeño out and just eat the breading and cheese), Totino's pizza rolls, and mozzarella sticks

• The first year Kateryna came to spend New Year's with them, Alfred made the joke that he had nobody to kiss at midnight. Matthew told him he could go and kiss Kuma (this did not go over well)

• In the 2000's, they definitely had those awful New Year's glasses:

(They definitely could've been doing this through the 90's up to now, but I think that any year not 2000-2010 looks really silly, with the exception of 1998, 1999, and 2020)

#am i projecting my childhood and need for family love onto the NA bros? yep!#do i feel bad? nope!#also hi i was forced to grow up catholic and i think francis forced them to go to midnight mass more than once #midnight mass is part of the reason i stopped being religious frfr esp when we were late and had to stand #hetalia #na bros #na brothers #hws america #hws canada #hetalia headcanons #face family

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luderailing · 8 months

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OK RAMBLE TIME COMPLETELY UNORGANIZED + NEWSIES SPOILERS (wait does it even matter?? whatever just go watch it. pls) PROBABLY EDITION

okay oookay so. ideas that r all over the place but I'm working on it (This is sorta me digging up an older idea I changed some things, especially because I had no idea who I intended to be Katherine at first???

anyway it's hungary now. Because who else would wanna break the norm and go be a journalist to aid striking workers more than her.

+,,, in my original idea,, Alfred was Jack and honestly I couldn't bring myself to "recast" because honestly.....who else. And I think Ro should be Davey because I think it's cute if Mol is Les. And Alfred and Mihai's personalities in this context works. for them together. to me.