#i will never mention this to anyone ever

[antiv3nom]

hi, i don’t know if you take requests (please forgive me and ignore this if you don't), but i was wondering if i could ask for some headcanons, please.

charaters: isagi, bachira, kurona and kaiser

prompt: when you cup his cheeks, kiss his nose and call him pretty.

okay hi!i have spent. an immense amount of time simply staring at this ask. deciding whether i wanna do x reader stuff or not. bc this is ABSOLUTELY not my wheelhouse, yk? i stick to character studies and pairings. however. for u anon, i will do it. bc this prompt is fucking adorable and i have feelings abt it

edit: these got. much longer than expected? so, enjoy? idk what to say anymore lmao

gender-neutral reader | not proofread

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Isagi isn’t all that well-versed when it comes to romance and such, but he sure as hell has a ton of love to give. Accepting affection, though…well, that’s another story. Every single time you do something even slightly romantic he’s melting into a puddle on the floor—sorry bestie, your boyfriend’s turned into goo and it’s your fault.

So, god forbid you do something explicitly affectionate towards him, he’s overheating the moment you place your hands on his face (which TBH just makes the experience even better, your hands were kinda cold). You observe his rapidly reddening face and notice, for the first time, that his ears get pink when he blushes, as does the tip of his nose.

And so, you mutter, “Pretty…” under your breath, and give into the temptation to place a small kiss right on his nose. He starts to splutter, eyes going wide. He’s positively bluescreening at this point, not a single coherent thought in this boy’s head.

“Takes one to know one,” he mutters right back, which makes you pull your hands back and laugh. He uses this opportunity to cover his face, whining about being embarrassed or something or other. You can tell that he loves it though, if only from the smile he can’t bring himself to hold back.

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Bachira, similar to Isagi, is inexperienced with romantic relationships, but unlike the other egoist, Bachira actually has the capability to be chill about something. He simply chooses not to, because what fun is that? Why would you be normal when you could be…not that?

You’ve found yourself quickly getting used to his antics but never tiring of them, considering how many are just his way of showing his love for you—acts of service and physical touch, anyone? You’ve come to expect a forehead bonk in greeting or a hand fiddling with your fingers whenever Bachira may get bored. Every once in a while, though, you return the favor, in one way or another.

The moment Bachira feels your touch on his face, he breaks out beaming. He loves loves loves physical affection, it’s just always nice to feel the adoration you have for him. His hands come up over yours to trap them in place as you scooch your way closer to him, placing a tender kiss on his nose, making him grin in that way that makes the corners of his eyes crinkle and his nose scrunch up just a little.

That smile gives way to laughter, and Bachira’s laughter is positively contagious. Through your giggles, you say to him, “You’re so pretty,” as you admire his truly adorable appearance. You reach up to ruffle his hair, but he grabs your wrist, returning your palm to his cheek.

“You’re warm,” he says, “let’s stay here,” giving your hands a small squeeze and making puppy dog eyes that are incredibly effective on you.

“Okay, silly,” you say, laughing once again. You two aren’t going anywhere anytime soon, but you aren’t about to complain. You love spending time with Bachira.

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Kurona isn’t one for explicit displays of affection. He typically doesn’t go for more than a quick kiss on the cheek or an intertwined hand unless otherwise prompted. That’s not to say he doesn’t enjoy physical touch, of course, he’s a big fan of watching movies snuggled up on the couch or laying across your lap while you play with his hair, but typically you’re the one that has to initiate.

In that way, it wasn’t too much of a surprise to him that you were the one to grab his face and not vice versa, but it was a bit more…abrupt than he was used to. Again, he’s never going to complain, he just really wasn’t expecting you to be so forward this time. It’s a welcome shift.

He’s not really the type to get all blushy at a compliment, but when the words, “How are you so pretty?” leave your mouth, he can’t help but avert his gaze a little bit. As he’s looking away, you manage to sneak a peck onto his nose, making him just a little bit more flustered.

“I should ask you the same thing,” he says back, voice a bit unsteady, not really used to being outright complimented. You tilt his face just everso more upward, and his eyes match up with yours again, as he admires your visage for what feels like the millionth time as it lights up with the smallest of smiles. He can feel his own mouth mirroring you. He can’t help it—you being happy makes him happy, every time.

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Kaiser is the world’s biggest menace. He also happens to be your boyfriend, which you truly don’t understand in the slightest. Not that you don’t deserve him, no, just that he’s so goddamn annoying, you don’t really get how you ever put up long enough to entertain his crush, let alone your own. Maybe it was his persistence? He never would leave you alone.

And still, here you are, suffering through his antics and hopelessly in love. You have to admit though, literally every single time you say anything even remotely nice to him, he gets all…well, he gets all Kaiser about it. Although, that often means that you get littered with affection of his own, which you’ll gladly take.

Every once in a while though, you just can’t help yourself. On the rare occasion that Kaiser isn’t completely busy, you sometimes find yourself just gazing at him, his hair, his goddamn eyeliner, his stupid tattoo…he was infuriatingly gorgeous, and he was yours.

So you took his face into your hands, looking directly into his eyes that somehow perfectly matched the dye in his hair, which was a truly magnificent feat. You let yourself be a little soft, let him know that despite it all, you do really love him. You softly kiss his nose and smile at him, whispering, “You’re really pretty, you know.”

“I know,” he says, instantly ruining the moment with that stupid smirk of his. Hey, you couldn’t say you hadn’t tried. As you sigh and move away, he grabs your face right back and returns the kiss with the same gentle touch you had used—far from his usual passion, but much much sweeter. “And I know you are too,” he mutters, laying his forehead against yours. It’s moments like these where you’re glad you fell in love with this idiot.

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im. probably not doing this again. but it WAS fun. ty anon <3

p.s. - that last ficlet was the hardest thing ive ever written istg i am a kaiser hater for life so dont ever say i didnt do anything for yall /lh

#im not putting this in the writing tag #i will not be perceiving this after posting it skdgjksldjg #bllk #blue lock #isagi yoichi #bachira meguru #kurona ranze #michael kaiser #blue lock imagines #blue lock x reader #literally never thought i would use those tags #stop beholding me <3 #like u can rb if u want #but Oh My God #i will never mention this to anyone ever

[lunarharp]

more phoenix wright situations

#ace attorney tag #maybe i should tag this narumitsu or something. but i dont really care. #gearing up to rereading/illustrating bits of my fic i suppose...i think nick really is too dense to realise he's in love with edgeworth #without some scheming fop trying to intrude. i love villains like kristoph..villains can be fun..witnessing their pathetic folly.. #or more like edgeworth would never have mentioned his feelings ever in his life if he wasn't sure phoenix reciprocates. #i want to see it this way because Falling in love during childhood with the person you're going to end up with. is not relatable #there have to be Situations that make you Realise. #as with orufrey i adore the idea of people not working out their romance with that person until their 30s+ #but... i mean. even with orufrey i often think how alaira could be qifrey's ex. and oru having been pursued by noble fops through his work #there is that delicate sliver of time before orufrey start living together that such believable situations could have happened. #Then the relief of politely and amicably extricating themselves from those untenable situations #the idea of falling in love age 7 and saving your first kiss for age 35 or something is all very well but more relatable is #people realising how they really feel whilst trying something that ends up feeling wrong. #The comfort and joy of living with your dearest one as if it's platonic - much preferable to trying anything more with anyone else. #But i doubt i will ever portray that or mention it further. it is indeed very delicate to me. #and i really am an OTP FOR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kind of person who can barely bear to consider this anyway...NOT a polyshipper i'm afraid ! #so i wouldn't mind either if they do have their first kiss in their lives age 35 with each other either. I would not mind that at all. #i love bi/gay couples apparently... bi father figures & their grumpy gay men waiting for them to work it all out... #not used to using colour in comic-style drawings..or at all..so this is messy and awkward looking..but colour is refreshing #i imagine i will go back to witch hat art soon btw. my destiny in life. #i still remember writing my nrmt fic expecting to write their first kiss & then partway through twas like Umm No. They have kissed prior. #does that really line up with this comic though... i think i had their early dinner dates/first kiss BEFORE disbarment. #so i guess this comic doesn't line up with my ficverse.... No..... U___U Oh well. sorry kris! <3

[wolfstarshipping]

Some non-ao3 Wolfstar Fic Recs for while ao3 is down

Hi so this is just a quick impromptu fic rec list, because ao3 has been down, so I thought a short rec list with fics that are hosted on other sites might come in handy while we all patiently wait for the amazing volunteers at ao3 to defend the site against the hackers. Also, I've seen several posts saying this and just want to add my voice, I think if you have the money to do so, giving a bit of it to ao3 would be a great thing to do, when the site is back up and running.

Okay enough of that, let's get into the list, in no particular order, these are just some of my older wolfstar faves off the top of my head, probably most of them are going to be fics I have recced on this blog before but I'm a firm believer that there is no such thing as too much enthusiasm, especially when it comes to fandom.

The Shoebox Project

If you ever thought about wanting to read the Shoebox Project but were intimidated by its length (or by all the separate pdf files), maybe now it is time to reconsider? It's an absolute wolfstar classic, it will make you laugh, it will make you cry, it will give you all the marauders and wolfstar feels you could ever want! For me, when asked for just one wolfstar/marauders fic rec this is always the one I would give.

The Door through the World

Okay you didn't expect me to write a fic rec list of older wolfstar fics and not mention this one, did you? This is the 2nd fic I will always and forever rec, a magical realism AU (kind of), the story is pure magic. I found that it is still accessible via webarchive, even though it is hosted on ao3.

remuslives23 Masterlist

Here is remuslives23's masterlist, on livejournal. They've written so many great fics, Muse in particular is one of my favorites (a muggle, artist AU), but the whole list is worth checking out!

picascribit on ff.net

Picascribit also posts all of their fics on ff.net, and I think I've recced most of their longer wolfstar fics on this blog over the years already anyways but two of my personal favorites are Highland Fling (a muggle AU set in Scotland) and Discards (a muggle AU set in Seattle with trans!Sirius), but I love all of their fics!

wolfstarwarehouse's ff.net rec list

wolfstarwarehouse posted a ff.net rec list in 2016, I remember reading All Kidding Aside and To Kiss a Bloke off that list back then, I don't think I've read the other fics but maybe now is the time for me to check them out!

Beekeeping in the Daylight podfic

Beekeeping in the Daylight is a wonderful muggle AU by halictus-writer and there is now a podfic by itsaash with a non-ao3 download link.

Alright I think I'll post this now and if I think of any more I'll just add them or make a part 2. If you have any faves you'd add to this list or if you're a writer who also posts somewhere else except ao3 feel free to add yours as a reblog or comment, so the list gets longer! <3

#wolfstar #marauders #fic recs #wolfstar fic recs #ao3 #ff.net #livejournal #rec list #non ao3 rec list #this is such a *me* list did anyone expect me to ever make a wolfstar list where i don't mention shoebox or the door through the world #seriously all of these are just basically old and current favorites that i could think of right now #remus lupin #sirius black #not on ao3 #i'm also keeping up with my accidental tradition to never post a fic rec list without at least one picascribit fic rec

[incorrect-fnaf-quotes]

Send asks, please. I’d love to answer AU related asks for any of them—I just want to talk about them. Also doesn’t just have to be AU related, but, anyway.

#Not a quote #AU’s #Combination of feeling really bored+liking asks+having an urge to just... dump out a lot of AU info #Because trust me there’s so many ideas I have now for all of them—minus the most recent one #FNaF #But you ever just... never know where to start? Or what to say? And you’re just kind of nervous? #I’m not very sure how many want to hear about any of the AU stuff #But anyone’s free to send in asks (for the AU’s or just general—I know I’ve mentioned it before) #Not just for any sort of ask game(s) anyway #Anyway. Yeah. That’s all I wanted to post because I’m bored and want to say a lot

[sonknuxadow]

something about how when a guy sonic character has nothing going for him in canon or is from a game people dont like people will flesh him out and write 500 page fanfictions about him detailing their au backstory for him anyway. if he does something really really bad whether it was a mistake or fully intentional people are willing to think about and understand why he did what he did. or theyll just ignore it entirely or blame it on bad writing. but when a girl sonic character does any of those same things shes treated like the spawn of satan

#and im not saying you should never ever do any of the things i just mentioned #sometimes its fun to see what you can do with a character that sega themselves neglects #sometimes things can be blamed on bad writing #but how come when shadow does somehting people dont like its blamed on the writers not shadow himself #but when amy does something people dont like they always take it out on the character and dont blame it on the writing #or when knuckles or silver fall for a villains tricks its fine they were manipulated its not their fault #but when lanolin does the same thing shes stupid and mean and all that stuff #people like mephiles but hate elise even though theyre both from sonic 06 and never appeared in another game after that #people will be obsessed with characters like infinite and gadget for reasons they literally made up #but then ignore any girl character that they think is boring or underdeveloped #like. hellooooooo is anyone else seeing this. am i imagining all of it

[the-valiant-valkyrie]

aromantic spectrum awareness week? well, that makes perfect sense. i think agent phoenix (aromantic, romance repulsed) should absolutely be aware of solaris (demiromantic, romance neutral) rapidly approaching their location. to kill them. violently.

#ieytd #commander solaris #agent phoenix #headcanons #feefee being acearo is not as unpopular a headcanon as i assumed it was going to be. it is objectively hilarious though #pov you're john- objectively attractive man- and you throw a few flirts phoenix's way #only for them to full face grimace like they just ate a lemon and purposefully crash your jet into the ocean #what would you even do after that. you would never look at yourself in the same way ever again. #this post isn't abt phoenix though (<- literally tagged and mentioned them) its abt solaris #demiromantic solaris just makes perfect sense to me. for fabbylaris reasons of course. #solaris is NOT a romancer she is NOT focused on relationships. she's solving complex math equations in her head and getting covered in oil! #i don't think solaris was ever very... popular. she's dated once in college but she never had a lot of close friends #she dated once. went “oh this sucks im never doing that again”. and then got smushed with a comically large anvil #with 'being comfortable and feeling understood by someone that you trust' written on it #anyways is anyone even reading this. can anyone hear me. hello.

[markantonys]

“average wheel of time character mentions elayne’s dimple 5 times per book” factoid actualy just statistical error. average wheel of time character mentions elayne’s dimple 0 times per book. mat cauthon, who mentions elayne’s dimple over 10,000 times each chapter, is an outlier adn should not have been counted

#i will never reread wot but if i did i would pay close attention to see if ANYONE but mat EVER mentions The Dimple #because i honestly think he's the only one who ever does djkfjg #mat cauthon #elayne trakand #matlayne #wot #the wheel of time

[blahwithasideofblah]

We as a fandom don't talk enough about how Annabeth and Luke being some of the oldest campers means that everyone who was there when they arrived is likely dead.

#like??? #i dont think weve EVER met anyone who was there longer aside from the satyrs + staff #weve never met a single adult demigod from chb #except deadalus but im not sure he counts #percy didnt even realize it was a POSSIBILITY til bol/son #there was literally NO protection at this camp before thalia died #noone came to their defense #also typically campers go on quests in groups of 3 #but theres no mention of anyone going with luke on his quest #so if anyone did go theyre likely dead #which like oof #and honestly? #this kind of makes the size of the hermes cabin make sense #like if everyone keeps dying theres not gonna be as many campers #which means the hermes cabin likely had a lot less people #pjo #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson and the olympians #luke castellan #annabeth chase

[anotherpapercut]

I have always known Neil Cicierega as Neil Slice of Pizza the guy who created potter puppet pals so finding out that he's also Lemon Demon who created Two Trucks has been one of the wildest shifts in my brain over the past few years

#i literally have not seen anyone call him slice of pizza in fucking years and was beginning to think i made that shit up #til i found someone on reddit reference it once lmfao #wndrwll is also like. one of my all time favorite things on the internet just in general ever #so i always was just like yeah the wndrwll guy. i had never seen lemon demon mentioned in conjunction with his name on youtube i guess???? #i feel like i should have noticed this at some point but i didnt realize til like 2 years ago when i googled lemon demon #i was like THATS THAT GUY????

[manslaught]

mikayla + her birthday (feb 17 so it's coming)

i don't think mikayla knew what her birthday was the first few years of her life, because her father wouldn't acknowledge it at all. she found out some time after starting school, when one of the teachers mentioned it / put everyone's birthdays on a calendar or something.

because her father didn't care / even know when her birthday was, she obviously didn't get to celebrate it. she didn't bring cupcakes to school or anything. embarrassed that her own father didn't give enough of a shit about her to even attempt to throw her parties, mikayla would just tell all her friends growing up that they always went out of town for her birthday, as an excuse. they didn't question it.

she just doesn't celebrate her birthday at all. after 14 years of it feeling unimportant to everyone around her, she thinks it would be pathetic to make a big deal out of it now. i think deep down, she wants someone else to try to make a big deal out of it, because it means someone actually gives a shit about her, but she won't ask for it. she doesn't even bring it up.

i think in an attempt to do something for it, she does try to get herself something, but it's always on her own.

#for years i said she'd be so annoying about her birthday but that's wrong actually #being loved/cared about is such a wild concept for her that she just. wouldn't acknowledge it #i'm sure she mentioned it to her dad and he just never cared so. she'd be too embarrassed to ever mention it to anyone else #headcanon. #she's not a weirdo about it like if you ask her what her birthday is she tells the truth but. she just doesnt do anything #or ask for anything #or even. mention it.

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

alexis said morally gray yan!gojo and now my brain is . Poisoned

#I DONT WVEN REALLY LIKE YAN!CONTENT BUT ;;;;;;;;; #i am. thinking abt him #may or may not have started writing something #may or may not be a little obsessed w him #just . yan!gojo who truly treasures you … who knows he’s a little ill…….. who would never cage you in #so he just . bends the world into a kinder shape for u instead #alexis mentioned him threatening ur prof’s family to get u an a because ur classes have been stressing u out and IM JUST ;;;;; (i need him) #like he really truly does want u to be happy above all else its SO important to him its what he lives for #he’d never ever hurt u i dont think he’d hurt anyone u care abt either bc that would stress u out #so he limits killings to ppl u meet in passing. murders youll never learn abt #like some guy catcalls you in public and you flinch and look nervous and the moment the two of you make it to the restaurant he booked #he excuses himself to go to the “restroom” and when he comes back there’s a shine in his eyes that wasnt there before #YK?????? #alexis if u see this . when i catch u….. #like i legitimately am not a huge yan fan cuz im squeamish lol BUT ill make an exception for yan!gojo he could do no wrong <3333 #ari noises ✩

[horce-divorce]

crazy how if you're not selling your time to an employer, suddenly everyone else thinks they're entitled to it. ie "you don't have anywhere to be, why can't you just do XYZABC for me?" as if i have nothing else important to do, ever, just because some authority figure isn't setting my schedule for me, or because those tasks don't bring me income, or whatever, it merely fucking keeps me alive. useless, I know

#me #and then they try to pull the 'we all have the same 24hrs in a day!' shit #no the fuck we do not. lmao. #being disabled is a 24/7/365 job with no breaks until i die. #being homeless is a 24/7 job. #i have to do so much shit all day that most ppl never have to think about #disability stuff #not to mention all the extra time i have to spend justifying my bare existence to everyone i fucking meet #its not just employers/employees or even housed/unhoused ppl. think of HOW MANY ppl could leave their abusers- #parents employers partners friends roommates schools anyone whos abusing them- #and just leave! #what if money was no object and no one ever had to put up w abuse in exchange for housing or sustenance. #it would render capitalism entirely pointless. #put that in your juice box and suck it

[twpsyn-who]

Today on "Another JeanMarco Soulmate AU absolutely no one asked for" I present to you -

Soulmate AU in which you stop seeing colors when your soulmate dies, the only exception being your soulmate. Now cue to Jean who just found Marco's, his best friend's, body. And you know, there's the shock of finding out Marco's dead. The pain and confusion and guilt. But there's also the revelation, because despite everything he can still see Marco like nothing took place at all- yes, half of his face is missing and his body is straight up lifeless, but Jean can still make out the color of his eye ; see that light shade of brown perfectly, remember all the times he has found himself looking at them while listening to Marco talk. He can still make out the colors of his uniform, see the same shade of black his hair has always had, practically see. Despite being dead, Marco was the only piece of color left in his life.

And there's denial for a moment because there's no way Marco was his soulmate. But that goes away fast, getting replaced by guilt. By the fact that he hasn't been there to save him, that Marco has to die all alone without anyone being there for him.

And that was worse than the simple fact that he could no longer see colors ; because Marco was there when Jean needed him, but he failed to do the same. And not only he lost his best friend that day, but his other half too.

#Anyway this fucker doesn't tell anyone about the whole soulmate thing. Not of shame of anything but because he's mourning man and also is no #One's business. Anyway the first one to find out is Armin because he notices and ever since he makes sure to mention colors as often as he #can. Like 'These flowers are a nice shade of red' or 'Green suits you well Jean! You should wear this shirt' stuff like that #Jean does appreciates it once he gets over his ego and pain and lets other people get closer to him #Funny enough Jean is the only one in that situation loool. Well I don't know about Reiner and Historia is getting there soon enough but #everyone else??? Colors everywhere man #Is both funny and sad #'Since when..?' Jean expected that question yet he wasn't truly ready to answer it. Deep down he knew he was never going to be ready for it #'Trost' his voice stains sightly while naming the city. His own city. The place he grew up in all his life. The others say nothing else #after that confession. They were all aware many has died during Trost. It wasn't that far fetched for Jean's soulmate to be some civilian #lost during the evacuations or something. But then Connie's eyes widen ever so sightly the realization sitting in. He doesn't even register #when he says 'It was Marco right?' and regrets it immediately. Jean's painful face is all the answer they needed #Also Historia ready the letter and the world losing colors while she's doing that??? Her tearing up a little but not letting herself cry #until she gets alone???? Her going to Jean once that happens and them comforting each other????? #They starts seeing colors again once Eren dies. Poor Jean is trying his best to not have a breakdown because Connie needed him more in that #moment #Reading* wtf my tags make no sens sorry guys I'm lowkey tired #aot #jean kirstein #jeanmarco #aot jean #marco bodt #marco bott #aot marco #jean kirschstein #snk #JeanMarco Soulmate AU #soulmates au #I'm not sad you are

[kavehater]

AAAH I have a mutual who’s 18 and he sorta kinda is flirting with this one guy who is a minor as a joke of course ( to which a concerned anon said that it’s weird ) but I can’t help but flashback to er*s

#granted the er*s situation was thoroughly complex and the reason she did those things was her copism with not being able to pull ( LLLLLLL ) #and ik that guy doesn’t mean any harm etc etc he’s not messed up like some ppl #BUT I DUNNO STILL #sobbing #they’re pretty sweet so #hes* #OH AND HES IRAQI TOO I LEGIT COULDNT BELIEVE THAT #dora daily #lowkey kinda sorta sad that a whole anon was more concerned than ppl i knew and who knew my age #and freely saw it happen so readily #and everyone else on that blog #genuinely and utterly disappointed #it’s always protect minors until the minors need protecting goddamn #this is especially directed at rhy yeah I’m not censoring that #🤷‍♀️ #too busy simping over minor characters who don’t have a time skip in canon and aging them up then complaining about it when ppl call out #the brain deadery of that behaviour #girl pls #you did not care about minors from the beginning literally bye #e[redacted] literally ruined my brain chemistry to say the least I will never go into how what she did absolutely muddled my brain never #told anyone and I don’t think I can ever tell someone ever #not to mention practically hyperventilating being unable to breath literally going into madness and ppl think that I’m overreacting and #telling me to shut up about it and blaming me for the situation as if I wanted any of this #lmaolmaolmao #all that and I was expected to do uni girl byeeee I need a good century to recover at least ☠️ #the only thing I DID want is friends but clearly that was a hard ask when ppl can get friends just by existing on this god forsaken app #atp I don’t even know what to say literally just wth #yall say mdni with your dumbass banners and decorate it like something special when yall are the ones to keep from minors you disgusting #wastes of clean oxygen 😭 mdni my foot gross ass adults should’ve never trusted them #the way I’d give them therapy to their complex traumas ☠️ imagine relying on a minor for therapy

[latejulys]

someone just commented on my physical appearance UNPROMPTED????

#havent even been talking to him for months and he just suddenly pops up to say something insensitive bc he saw my sister's ig story of her- #-going to the gym #just when i was feeling v good abt myself!! lmfao 😭 #both physically and mentally too!! #i've genuinely never felt this shitty wow don't think i ever got this insecure abt anything anyone's ever said to me??? #but any hoot!! i got into one of my dream management/graduate trainee programs today so 😋 #ok but honestly i'm just mentioning this to make myself feel better bc at least!! that part of my day genuinely made me feel so happy (to an #extent i havent felt in a while) #but to end my day on this shitty note... wow #HE SAID ALL THAT AT 1 AM TOO LIKE??? genuinely out of nowehere #*nowhere #anyway #men really r something huh #y.txt

[scrawnym4]

ive been thinkin recently on if im aromantic. now i don’t care about that because i wanna get to understand myself and my identity better but because itd be be really funny if it turns out i was. guy who draws romantic couples in his freetime is actually the enemy of cupid

#i remember being on call with a friend and recollecting on how ive never romantically liked anyone or ever had crushes #and he briefly mentioned i might be aromantic #i never really thought of that because i’ve always connected heavily with romantic relationships #i’ve just never really had any sparks with anyone #so eh who knows #like i’ve dated before and that was wonderful but i’m not sure i felt the same sort of romantic-ness as them i suppose #i guess it doesn’t really matter. i’m not really in any place to date now anyway #all i know is i wanna fuck and i think that’s a decent spot to be in #scrawny rambles #this isn’t any serious reflection. at this point i’m like whatever happens happens #i could fall head over heels for some motherfucker tomorrow who knows