#i’ll probably look back at this tomorrow

[piichuu]

♡ NOT ENOUGH SLEEP - NAGI SEISHIRO

WARNINGS: fluff, gn!reader

WORD COUNT: 406

NOTES: this is posted a little late but it’s because i graduated yesterday and didn’t have time to post <333

JUNE DRABBLES

it’s early in the morning when you wake up due to the alarm ringing in your ears, indicating that it’s time to get up and get ready for work.

you look over to your side and at your boyfriend who’s snowy hair is covering his eyes, but the yawn he lets out shows that he has as well woken up, even if he doesn’t have to. “you can go back to sleep, sei. i’m gonna get ready,” you whisper while brushing a hand through his messy hair.

he groans and wraps his arms around your waist, holding you close against his bare chest so you can’t leave. there is nothing more he hates than having to watch you leave, because who is he going to cuddle when you aren’t there?

“i’m gonna be late, sei,” you whine, trying to get out of his tight grip, but there’s no idea, he’ll use all his strength just to keep you home if he has to. “will miss you too much…” he mumbles.

he’s never cared about being too clingy. would he even be a good boyfriend if he didn’t show how much he loves you and that he literally cannot live without you? no, and he knows you wouldn’t want it any other way. of course he knows his boundaries sometimes, but he hasn’t kept you home from work for at least a week now, so this shouldn’t hurt.

“just go back to sleep, i’ll be back when you wake up,” you speak, placing a kiss to his forehead. “but i can’t sleep good without you. your boss won’t care if you stay home today, just tell them you got sick again.”

“i told them that last week, they’re not gonna believe me if i do it again,” you sigh, now wrapping your arms around your boyfriend, slowly giving in to his warmth. “you were sick for two weeks one time, they probably just think you have a bad immune system.”

you let him nuzzle his face into the crook of your neck. “just stay home today, and maybe again tomorrow just to make it seem more truthful,” nagi mutters and you nod, finally agreeing. “okay, but i’m not doing this again for at least a month.” “okay”

and that’s when he falls right back asleep, comfortable with you in his hold, knowing he has you all to himself for the entirety of today and most likely tomorrow.

#blue lock #blue lock x reader #blue lock x y/n #blue lock x you #blue lock fluff #blue lock nagi #blue lock drabbles #nagi seishiro x y/n #nagi seishiro x you #bllk nagi seishiro #nagi seishiro fluff #nagi seishiro x reader #nagi seishiro #bllk #bllk drabbles #bllk x y/n #bllk x you #bllk x reader #bllk nagi #bllk fluff #x reader #june drabbles

[jealousjersey]

it would be so cool if you did an angst/smut mike one shot inspired by casual by chappell roan :)

is it casual now?

mike schmidt x gn!fem genitalia!reader angst/smut one shot

mentions: reader gets eaten out, cunnilingus, cumming, moaning, riding face,

guys i’m sorry i haven’t been posting i have surgery tmr morning :/ will probably post when im in recovery sorry gang

again. another booty call from mike “can’t commit” schmidt.

“baby…i need to see you” he says to you, voice mumbled by the rain outside his car that he’s so obviously speeding.

“okay…be here soon. you know the rule, if my lights are off you go home.” you speak clearly, a hint of annoyance in your voice.

“got it” he replies

your front doorbell rings, when you open it you’re faced with mike, hair soaking wet from the rain as he shoots you a “sorry” smile.

“it’s the 4th time you’ve called this week mike…”

“i know…im sorry. i just really needed this tonight…” he says, scanning your face for any sign of understanding.

you scoff. “again…why can’t you ever just- i don’t know…take me on a date…why does it have to be so casual. you know i don’t like casual.”

“then why do you stay. why do you respond to every message i send.” he claps back, making you feel utterly stupid.

“well i- im not sure…i have this sick image in my mind that one day you’ll stay for longer than a night…” you say, mumbling at the end

this hurts him. he wants to commit…but god…he just can’t. his parents love you, they invite you places with them all the time. you have everyone’s approval but his.

“i’m sorry baby…let me do something nice for you…” he walks inside, dragging your hand to the familiar couch you’ve fucked on for years with him.

“do you trust me?” he says, getting between your knees.

“yes…i trust you.” you reply

mike hooks his fingers in the waistband of your pants, pulling them down to reveal your perfect pussy.

“don’t worry, i’ll give you everything you need darling.” mike purred, his lips moving higher and higher to your inner thighs, leaving a path of kisses before eventually reaching your clit.

he wasted no time in leaning in, his hungry tongue licking at the most sensitive parts of you, drinking in your taste and the sounds escaping from your mouth.

“such a good thing for me” he moans against you, swirling his tongue around your sensitive bud

you moan loudly, gripping his hair with your hands as you squirm in pleasure. he looks up at you. you look so beautiful like this, all fucked over.

mike’s head moved with purpose between your thighs, his tongue swirling around that sweet bundle of nerves before slipping his tongue inside as he licked. his moans and groans are muffled by your skin as he tasted you, wanting to make you feel everything all at once.

and his fingers dig into your thighs, holding you down by your hips. mike is a man who clearly gets off on knowing he has this kind of effect over you, and he’s determined to make you loose your fucking mind.

“ah! ah! fuck!” you moan loudly, wrapping your legs around his head as you encourage him to keep going.

mike moaned against your sensitive flesh, his tongue flicking and swirled with intent to make you cum. he could never get enough of the way you reacted to his touch, you were the epitome of perfection in the way you writhe and squirm for him.

his fingers dig into your thighs, as his grip was sure to leave small bruises come tomorrow. you love it, the feeling of his nails leaving crescent shapes in your flesh. a reminder of how good he’s making you feel

“m’gonna cum…please…” you moan out, you’re utterly pathetic at his touch, not when knowing what you’re begging for. for him to keep going? for him to fuck you with his thick fingers?

at your words, mike chuckled against your skin before his tongue moved expertly, his moans turning deeper as he pushed you towards the edge. his hands moved from your thighs to hold your hips, knowing it wouldn’t be much longer now, he wanted to feel you fall apart for him.

“come on baby, just a little more. yeah, such a good little thing for me. doin so well” he moans against your pussy.

“mmpf~ fuck…m’gonna-“

not only do you cum, you burst on his tongue. your release coating his lips. he licks up each and every drop of you.

mike moaned against you, sucking up every drop of your release with an eagerness. he was greedy, only pulling away until you were completely spent and boneless underneath him. he pulled away, his breath shaky as he leaned up to press a kiss against your neck. “that’s my good baby.” he praised tenderly, a smile on his face as he hovered over the top of you.

you calm down from your intense high, panting as his face covered in sweat and your cum.

“is it casual now?” you ask.

“nah, exclusive.” he responds, kissing you lovingly

#jealousjersey #jerseywrites #mike schimdt fanfic #mike schimdt x you #mike schmidt x y/n #mike schmidt fluff #mike schimdt x reader #mike schmidt headcanons #mike schimdt smut #mike schmidt x reader smut #mike schmidt #fnaf movie #fanfic #josh futterman x reader #josh hutcherson #angst #mike schmidt angst #five nights at freddy's #smut #jersey writes #mike shmidt

[onceandfutureheartache]

i’m losing my mind in this dennys tonight

more of my descent into madness below

#creating memes instead of running around my room #i think my braincells have deserted me #i’ll probably look back on this tomorrow like uh what the fuck were you thinking here’s a seven page paper of why that’s wrong #but until then i’m on god mode babeyyyy #had some goddamn enlightenment this evening and will just keep going insane about it #bbc merlin #merlin meta

[miodiodavinci]

laying down by a brook with one hand in the water like some kind of tragic prince , , , , , ,

#my break is now over and tomorrow resumes the final hell rush before the end of the semester #well i say break but in all honesty i spent 90% of it working or being so so scared for my car #i did get a little time to clean my room finally and turn into gelatinous ooze #though now i am The Slightest Bit Scared that i have gotten too oozelike and will not be able to fully reform into a functional being #in time to deal with The Horrors #(read: two intensely busy weeks on internship as i basically take over for my mentor all day) #(on top of the big portfolio assignment that my (project) partner Still Has Not Done Anything On) #like as long as i do my part i’ll get a B in the class no matter what but #aheem heem #my gpa that i worked so hard for….. i don’t want it to disappear……. #aaaaa it’s just hard to focus when i am so so tired and really just want like 5 solid days of No Thought Just Video Games And UTAU Dev #before getting back to my own big deadlines #i am looking at this document that i could probably write in 20 minutes but my brain is just. fried meat. #or more precisely i think i can get this done in an hour but Everything Else This Week? #i think i would have an easier time chewing shoe leather than getting my brain to do it all #if it weren’t for the fact that i would Literally go broke if i did not finish all this next semester #i would be soso tempted to take another semester off #only this time for my mental health………….

[sea-jello]

if anyone remembers my movie morro au here’s the part where he’s the villain finally LMAO

i had this idea in mind already and it just so happened to sorta line up with the morrotober prompt so

Day 7/October 7: Crystal || Wishing Well || "Too late now." (?)

OKAY so you probably should go read the other part just for the worldbuildings sake but i think you’ll survive if you don’t. anyways he’s still a high up gang member but instead of sneaking around behind the scenes he actually does stuff this time. he still does lowkey stuff he doesn’t go in guns blazing, so like spy stuff, or stealth missions. he still does the jobs from the other part like collect intel, make plans give orders yada yada. also he specialises in poisons instead of weapons cause he has an advantage with his wind. and cause i think it’s cool. like tranquillizers, sleeping potions, smoke bombs stuff like that (ties back to the stealth missions. he still fights he doesn’t just sit back and let the chemicals do the work. they’re just incorporated in) i don’t think anyone knows he has wind cause people would tie it back to him being associated with the ninja, so he uses it but like sneakily (remember in the movie when lloyd says “wind isn’t taken can i be wind?” YUP)

NOW in the other part i said he was very undercover and that’s why they couldn’t catch him. well this morro is a little more involved. as in he and a couple other members tried to steal the biggest crystal in ninjago from the borg vaults, which have the highest security possible (i like to try and incorporate canon and it’s either this or he goes fucking grave robbing and i don’t like that, so it’s the vaults). so they sneak in, they trigger the alarm and they’re like well okay no point now (too late now HAH morrotober prompt that wasn’t even intentional) and start trying to fight their way out. and it’s going alright until surprise surprise, the fucking ninja show up and they get arrested

before i forget morro and lloyd as regular civilians aren’t like close at all cause morro was wus student before the ninja ever were, and he used the stuff he learned from wu to rise up the ranks. they know of each other and they know they’re cousins (ish idrk if morros actually related to wu) but they’ve seen each other like once or twice probably. would recognise if they were asked to identify each other, but do not know of each other’s ninja/gang business cause they’ve both got masks. although i think it would hurt more if they were close so i might change that

so they’re incapacitated and the ninja are like sick let’s go fucking celebrate and dip before morro and the rest of their identities are revealed, so lloyd finds out his cousin was fucking arrested through morros crusty mugshot on the news here too LMAO. i was debating on if they should stay not knowing each other’s identities throughout but that’s like impossible since morros arrest is on the news and movie lloyd would pull his mask of for that “you don’t have to be evil my dearest cousin” speech the second theyre face to face

robbery plus breaking and entering plus aggravated assault plus assaulting a police officer PLUS gang activity since they obviously have proof he’s actively participating (and also he goes out more here that in the post where he’s not the villain so they have more evidence than they did in that version)?? that could add up to like twenty something years in jail. he’s 16 when he gets arrested, but you can be tried as an adult if the crime is severe enough. so he is and BAM hes probably gonna grow up in jail. he’s currently in juvie but will be moved when he hits 18. but he’s not gonna spend his prime years in JAIL

so he breaks out a year later. obviously. remember he is infamous for being a mastermind escape artist

he’s out of jail and he’s out for the ninjas blood. he’s gone three years without ever getting caught and all of a sudden these color coded high schoolers in 20 feet tall robots toss him in the slammer?? they’re going down

the ninja find out he escaped through the news again and come to the conclusion he’s probably coming back for revenge lloyds like oh my god my fucking cousins gonna kill me i’m gonna die at the hands of my own family. wu pops up and he goes blah blah you need to TRAIN i know all of this kids tricks you need to HARNESS the ELEMENTAL POWER INSIDE OF YOU instead of RELYING on your MECHS or whatever idk let’s be honest they need to learn not to rely on them more. the ninja are like 👁👁 you know this guy CUE classic wu backstory montage

i’m not very sure how this would end yet but i feel like it would be really funny if they were planning to hit him with everything they have and it ends up with lloyds “come back to the good side dear cousin of mine” speech anyways. either ways there are multiple fights in which lloyd does try to pacify him and make peace, but morro never gives him a chance to explain who he is so he doesn’t know he’s the green ninja til the end lmao. if this were a lego movie it would be a fight that sucked terribly, make a plan and improve and train, fight again but this time they’re sure they’re gonna get him but everything’s failing at a sudden turn of events near the end, and lloyd gives his heartfelt speech. maybe morro refuses but a new bigger threat appear like the overlord or something and they have to work together and morro realized hey fighting with people isn’t so bad. idk i’m just throwing this at the wall atp see what sticks

this one isn’t that long cause the last one was more worldbuiling and this one’s more about plot, and it’s not that great cause i speedran it in time for morrotober and it’s like lowkey underdeveloped and it’s currently 3 30am i might come back and change some things. the only thing i had completely set on this was he tries to steal the crystal, he got arrested, then broke out, so feel free to suggest some changes!

#ITS STILL THE 7TH SOMEWHERE #lowkey idrk how i feel about this i don’t really like it #but it is what it is #these are just ideas #sorry if i don’t meet expectations i am falling asleep #i’ll come back and edit it tomorrow if it really really sucks #jellos movie morro au #go look at the one where he’s not the villain i like that one better #ninjago #lego ninjago #morro ninjago #ninjago morro #morro wu #movie morro #morrotober2023 #morrotober 2023 #morrotober #not art for once #it’s probably gonna be the only time #maybe

[xiaoxiongmaos]

day by day — yeonjun

#moasource #yeonjun #txt #choi yeonjun #tomorrow x together #tomorrow by together #txt fanart #fanart #mine:fanart. #mine. #f:yeonjun. #userhaknew #higabi #ayabestie #useryeonbins #this is the last yeonjun for a while i promise; this one’s for vivi #he looked too pretty to not give this a shot #i’ll try to draw someone from another group soon though everyone’s probably sick of me always coming back with yeonjun SODKDKFJ

[lightspren]

portal message to my doctor tomorrow: eyyyyyyyyy my good bitch, I still feel like i have a rod thru my skull, pls fix me or put me in a coma, byeeeeeeeeeee

#kit talks #it’s been. a week. #and like on one hand i can mroe or less function thru it so part of me is like Suck It the Fuck Up #but on the other. UUUUUUGH PAIN HEAD SEVEN DAYS #i’ll get breaks of like 1-4 hrs but then it comes back #that still counts tho right? like that’s not long enough for it to be a ‘different’ headache is it?? idfk #i should probably actually type the portal message now so i can send it in the morning #rather than having to figure out wording in the morning #bc wording in the morning will probably be either the above or like #‘owwie. pls help.’ #which is not incredibly descriptive #also this has nothing to do w the headache i’m Stressed about driving my car tomorrow looool #husband sprayed for ants saturday. i sprayed it again today #saw one (1) on the doorframe when i did it today but no others #but also i didn’t look closely enough at the dashboard so idkkkkkkkkkkk #i’m tired of Life lmao

[bravevolunteer]

good morning plot with me

#still in gay baby jail until… tomorrow afternoon? #which isn’t a promise for replies i’ll probably get more tasks today but i’ll be way less Stressed once i’m back on track lmao #so i can’t post a call but michael on the brain. shaking him at you!!! #my silly and so haunted guy #⁂ ･ﾟ: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc

[kalmeria]

actually this was tatsumi and kaname’s announcement in obbligato ep37-38

#coping with some silliness #I can’t really draw so I can’t make actual fanart of what happened + there’s no good tl to quote. so you get this from me instead #the ‘’bg’’ is the auditorium curtains #and yes before you ask I mean a labor union #but it’s also referring to kaname becoming tatsumi. and the fact that their speech has some ummmm. wedding vow vibes. actually. #enstars #obbligato #ensemble stars #I guess I am tatsumiposting in the early ams again #kazehaya tatsumi #did I get the episode number right?.. #I am sorry if I am saying nonsense it’s bc it almost 3am and my brain is in that mode #I’ll look back at this tomorrow and be embarrassed probably #it’s funny I do queue almost all my posts so this happens often. I see something leave my q and I’m like. what was I on about #scribbles

[entropys]

:-) things are getting better september truly is a month of new beginnings

#yesterday i went out to the grocery store late at night and bought so much yogurt i think that was my turning point i am forever changed #and today i went to the mall with my mom and bought myself a pair of sunglasses that i really wanted for so long #and the guy that works there recognized me 😭😭😭😭 #i went there before to buy my cousin a graduation gift and honestly i came back bc i wanted the same ones i got for her they’re so cool #anyway the staff recognized me and gave me a special discount bc im a ‘regular’ even tho this is only my second time buying from them 🥹🥹 #that was so nice of him bc if it wasnt for that dicount i probably wouldnt have bought the sunglasses bc theyre a bit pricey for my budget #anyway i got them 🥹 so im feeling a bit better #also! i bought myself a little rice cooker for one serving so i don’t starve and stop ordering so much food that i don’t have money for #i think this month is spending on myself month #and tomorrow im going out to celebrate my friend’s birthday 🥰🥰 we’re going to a bakery then to a museum and im bringing my camera with me <3 #recently i’ve fixed my 10 year old camera and its so perfect i love it so much i found a manual online and im gonna learn how to properly #use all the effects and settings it has #i bought it with my mom in 2013 and honestly we picked the best design ever it looks so coooool god i love my little camera im taking it #everywhere with me 🥹💛💛 #anyway .. the last episode of uncanny counter 2 aired today 🥲🥲🥲 im gonna make myself some rice in my new rice cooker and watch it 🫶 #then i’ll take a warm shower and finish off my friends bday gift #im making them a crochet cat keychain i hope it comes out well #alsoooo LETTERS WITH NOTES OUT TOMORROW im soooo excited i love you september #anyway i came here to talk about my week bc it was nice :-) i hope everyone’s september is going well too <3

[deus-ex-mona]

omg iv in the love&kiss novel confirmed??????

#jk lol he’s been mentioned in a flashback in chapter 1 so— #just take a look at how long some of these chapters are man… #why did i even decide to tl this when i have tons of other things to do… oh well. #i’ll try to finish mona’s event by tomorrow… then comes the first chapter of heart no chikai… then i’ll run back to this lxl novel… ig #rinse and repeat for a ✨questionable✨ time… #omg honeypre pls no ft4 event for november plsssss i have no time for it nowwwwwww #i wanna try to finish the novels by november so that i can focus on vol 3 of idol sengen in december… #…that and i’m probably gonna be busy with the ✨move✨ in december so… #omg what even is time management aaaaaaaa #oh well… at least i’ve managed to find the best songs for focusing on tling… yuno’s teardrop and mmj’s if go— #and omggg i just remembered that my copy of p5r is on its way rn aaaaa i wanna play it but i??? aaa— #ok how tf did i end up rambling about my poor time management skills and decision making in the tags of this? oh well… #it is suiyoubi my dudes

[lilyaceofdiamonds]

I really hate how much my brain hates to do new things sometimes

#oops i’m ranting in the tags apparently #tw for uhh depression and anxiety and eating difficulties in the tags if you read them #i made it to the door of a cafe two blocks from my flat #i’ve walked past it a dozen times in the six months i’ve lived here #and the menu looks good it’s coffee and breakfast foods and sandwiches #and they have donuts from a donut place i like #but it’s in a building with like three doors right next to each other and i didn’t know which one it was #and now i do bc i thought to check the address online #and made it to the door but it looks small and there were People there because it’s like noon duh #and i couldn’t see if there was more table just by peeking through the window while trying to look like i wasn’t peeking in #so i stood a foot away from the door and then left and went to my normal coffee place one block in the other direction #but i still haven’t gotten FOOD which is … not great i haven’t eaten anything in a couple days #i mean i had chinese food that i split between sat and sun as my lunch at work #but i should probably eat something but i’m tired of only going to the chipotle near safeway or the pizza bar which isn’t open yet anyway #which leads us back to i hate my brain and i’ll probably just end up getting chipotle again #but there are so many local restaurants that i want to try!! but i’m so picky about food while also hating to ask for modifications #and i used up most of the energy today dragging myself into the shower for the first time in dayss #and i need to do laundry and go grocery shopping and do the dishes and and and #and i’m still fucking exhausted even though i passed out on the couch last night and didn’t drag myself out until like 11 am #and i have work tomorrow so laundry NEEDS to happen because i worked eight days in a row and have zero clean work clothes #and i can hear my stomach growling at me because coffee was not enough and i know better and i’m really not trying to starve myself to death #but goddamn i just don’t want to have to do anything #i hate this #why brain why #mental health: deteriorating #my ramblings

[fingertipsmp3]

Playing a game called ‘how long can I put off talking about my various mental problems with a medical professional’. It’s going badly. I recommend no one play this game, 0/5 stars

#so basically i had an appointment booked tomorrow to talk about potentially getting a prescription for microgynon or similar #just to even out my cycle. but i already got a prescription from boots because i discovered that’s a thing you can do #but i was like ‘no i’ll keep the appointment and finally talk about my anxiety’ #my idea was to go in there and be like ‘so here’s the deal; i got my pills already and you should probably check my blood pressure #i’m like 99% certain it’ll be 100 over 80 as always but we should make sure it hasn’t shot up because i could like. die. #second; everybody in my life is begging me to get help for my anxiety. what do now’ #but then i thought about it and i was like…… do i really want to go to the doctor’s BEFORE WORK and also talk about all these complex issues #like i WILL cry if i talk about my mental health or lack thereof with a random stranger. i will. because it’s a humiliating conversation!! #i don’t like having it!!! there’s a reason i quit therapy 13 years ago and haven’t gone back #also i don’t want to get up that early. lately i have not been sleeping well and i need all the sleep i can get and my shift doesn’t start #til 11; which WOULD allow me to sleep in if i didn’t have a doctor’s appointment at fucking 9 #i was also thinking in my own brain like. what if i chicken out and only have them check my blood pressure (which is a pointless exercise #because it Is going to be 100 over 80 and also i could just buy a blood pressure machine and do that in my home. then they’ve put aside a 30 #minute block for someone who literally doesn’t need it. i should cancel it in case someone needs an urgent appointment #so i called them and cancelled it lol #listen. one day i will stop playing this game and just TALK to somebody. but it is not this day #i genuinely think that for the moment i can manage my anxiety with herbal remedies and meditation and just reminding myself that i am being #stupid and to shut up. like i’m fundamentally okay. i am going to work. i am functioning at work. my manager is happy with how i’m doing #and says other coworkers have told her i’m great. everyone is commenting saying i’ve lost weight and i look well #i take my little mabel for walks and i read books and enjoy my hobbies. like. i’m OKAY. #i know things could still be better but fundamentally i don’t think i have anything meaningful to tell a medical professional #like maybe everyone gets nervous and sad and feels like it’s all pointless. what do i really expect to happen #would antidepressants even help me? who can be sure. not me #tl;dr i’m FINE except when i’m not but even then i think generally i will be fine #personal

[greaseonmymouth]

I brought 2 books with me on this trip and I’ve read them and I have rid myself of 3 books by donating them to hostel book swap shelves

I have also bought 13 books but I would like to emphasise the fact I’ve rid myself of 3 books like let’s focus on the important things here

#if I finish my current read before I head south then I will donate that also #of the two books I brought one was free from work so I donated it #the other I should probably donate but I don’t want to I want to keep it so I’m dragging it back to London with me #the other two books I’ve donated are second hand terry pratchett books I’ve bought and read here #my current read is also a secondhand terry pratchett so I’ll donate it too #I’m doing well guys!!!! #anyway I will be in Glasgow tomorrow and yes I will go look for more secondhand books

[raeathnos]

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#hello hi I am so fucking burnt out 🫠 pls forgive me if I’m inactive for a bit or real fucking weird if I am here #I was supposed to have a 3 day weekend but an hour before I was done it got turned into another 6 day week soooooo 🙃 #we had terrible storms yesterday and I worked with no power and then came home to no power (it didn’t come back till 8:40pm hELP) #cat had a vet appointment which ended up being super emotionally draining and upsetting #his heart disease has worsened and he’s on more medication #and though none of these things are ever set in stone it’s looking more and more likely that he won’t live as long as a typical cat #I uh thought I was okay and then just kind of completely broke down sobbing last night #and I can’t really think too hard about it without bursting right back into tears #he’s only 6 and a half and the sweetest cat and it’s not fair #trying to stay positive but I feel so bad for him #gonna love him as much as I can for as long as he’s here which is hopefully still for a long while #it’s not a dire situation it’s just the disease progressing but like it’s still hard #dealing with too much rn #we were expecting the vet bill to be about $400 but then opted to do a few extra things and it pushed it to $750 so ouch #we’re fine we had it saved but you know how it is #he expensive but he’s worth every penny <3 #I also injured my knee so that’s fun- tore something in it I think #it’s not as bad as it was but it’s still painful and swollen and hard to bend #my dumbass is going hiking tomorrow despite this because it’s the first weekend that isn’t supposed to rain since like March #so as soon as I get out of work tomorrow I’m fucking off into the woods for a few hours to go be feral #probably bad for the knee but it’ll be good for the mental health #works only a half shiift tomorrow too and I’ll be done in the am so it should still feel like a long weekend #kinda bummed about it still tho #pls stop depending on me to pick up everyone’s slack kthnxbye #I’m so fucking tired 🫠 #on the bright side I have next weekend requested off and it’s only gonna be a 4 day work week because of the holiday #there’s a rock and mineral show here next weekend and I am very excited #gonna buy some neat rocks hopefully 👍🏻 #and assuming the weather is good next weekend and my knee doesn’t worsen I’m gonna fuck off into the woods again afterwards to be feral #gotta go rot in the woods for a bit to fix the soul; yall know how it is

[bitterpngs]

eugh the consequences

#drafted me asking for a letter of rec to come back to bc i felt too embarrassed so i was like ok i’ll al tomorrow #sent an application and got accepted like uhh two days after i submitted #looked at the email rn and they’re like make sure to send letters of rec <3 #girl how long do i have <3 #IT’S DOESNT SEEM RIGHT TO DO IT THIS WAY #AAGGGHHH #it’s like what if. what if you weren’t sure you were gonna be accepted. do you still ask. #i guess the answer is yes lolll #anyway i guess i gotta clarify and hope for the best time-wise T_T #it’s a whole process and i gotta do interviews now but #aaaaahhhhh #man #if it doesn’t work out oh well there’s other programs LMFAO #literally i’m like. looking at a similar rn and it’s more reasonable w it’s reqs LOL #its ** #do you think i can ask my spanish prof for one even tho we’ve known each other for a short amt of time #probably #i’ll ask i GUESS #angel.txt #ok. back to sleep