#i’m going to kill you with rocks

[discowingsbian]

Dick Grayson fans against the bimbofication of Dick Grayson

#‘dick is a stupid slutty golden boy’ #i’m going to kill you with rocks #dick grayson #dc comics #astrid speaks #i’m dead serious i hate the popular fandom portrayal of him SO MUCH

[insanesonofabitch]

8x10 Torn & Frayed one line schedule | 8x11 LARP & The Real Girl production draft script | 8x09 Citizen Fang | 8x10 Torn & Frayed transcript | 9x08 Rock and a Hard Place

Good fucking morning.

#I just thought about them too much so i made this cus the alternative was killing myself 🫶 #slash jay #there is SO MUCH going on behind the camera in supernatural. these guys were fuckin #the fact that we can only canonically confirm that they really did have a relationship is through their break up is kind of fucked up. #I’ve said this before but I’m saying it again I deserved to see Benny hungrily and desperately drinking Dean’s blood straight from the tap #I want him back. #jensen benny-lover ross ackles…you know what to do #supernatural #spn #spn 8x09 #citizen fang #spn 8x10 #torn and frayed #spn 8x11 #larp and the real girl #spn 9x08 #rock and a hard place #deanbenny #destiny #dean winchester #benny lafitte #dean x benny

[atlasascending]

I’m thinking about Callowmoore and about how I feel like one obstacle to them being together is how much Ashton cares about what everyone thinks of them

Hear me out!! We know Ashton is our punk rock, but literally everything they do is about going in opposition to people to be continually seen and respected as rebellious, and I think that DEFINITELY includes his relationship with Fearne

We’ve already seen it with the comment of ‘I’ve always wanted a sister’ amongst other little gestures, and I think that is entirely down to Imogen and Laudna being so not-subtle about their shipping

So yeah, now I’m imagining Fearne coming to terms with her feelings and wanting to pursue them, and Ashton honestly kind of fucking her around a little bit because they’re so self conscious, and Fearne eventually saying something like ‘stop caring about what other people think of you and just do what you want to do, I’m done until you decide what the fuck that is’

#this is definitely fuelled a little bit by the Incident of the most recent episodes #I do want ash to get over this constant going against the grain #when that’s not even what they WANT #it’s screwed them over before with FCG thinking they don’t care about anybody #hey guess what #the most punk rock thing you can do is love with reckless abandon #the sooner Ashton realises this the better!!! #to be clear this is coming from a place of love for these characters #this show #and the cast #I want that CONFLICT BABYYYYY #let Ashley flex those acting muscles some more #she’s been KILLING IT #callowmoore #critical role #also: in my heart I’m still FearneChet #but if there’s gonna be callowmoore it’s gotta be earned

[apotelesmaa]

> looking for a tenma siblings relationship study

> ask the op if the study is actually about the tenmas or just treating saki like an accessory to tsukasa

> they don’t understand

> pull out an illustrated diagram explaining the difference

> they laugh and say “it’s a good relationship study sir”

> click the post

> it’s treating saki like an accessory to tsukasa

#project sekai #listen I love tsukasa as I love all the wxs members but i also love saki and cannot stand u people #don’t even get me started on when people fridge saki for contrived tsukasa angst. I’ll kill you. #i could also go on a rant abt how saki is so disrespected in general by pjsk fans #& as sm1 with a (less severe) chronic illness I do not appreciate how her illness is only explored in relation to how tsukasa feels abt it #but I think I would get too frustrated #gripping ur shoulders. read the doll story again. #also if ur talking abt tsukasa’s character & don’t mention saki u have automatically failed #before any of his relationships saki is the most important like it’s not subtext it’s literally just text #did we forget the dazzling event where he finally has a breakthrough in his role bc he talked to saki. #or the main story where he’s like yea saki is literally the reason I pursued acting #or the doll event where he’s despondent bc he thinks saki is mad at him & then when honami comes to his school #his first reaction is to sprint over like WHAT HAPPENED 2 SAKI IS SHE OK (sprints home) #or saki canonically being his no.1 fan. smh. u cannot separate them. and why would u want to. they’re so funny. #+ saki saying he made her hospitalizations more bearable. picking up on his mannerisms. crying during the doll festival bc they had a fight. #the dolls being her favorite things bc of how it symbolized their bond. #the complex tenma sibling mental illness web in general makes me crazy. #saki is like I love u but I wish u wouldn’t worry abt me so much and rely on me more & then tries to hide issues to make him not worry #tsukasa is like I’m always worried abt u and I don’t want to burden u because I feel like I need to always be a rock for u #ough. love them.

[abnormalpsychology]

Logan isn’t miserable enough actually!!!!!!!!

#imo I hope everyone kills him with hammers . Stewy and shiv leading the charge #like I’m sorry. we feel BAD now??????? no lmao #remember when he took Kendall to dodds’ house for no fucking good reason after *seeing* how much his son had already been destroyed by it? #remember when he led shiv on for the entirety of s2 only to basically go ‘oh I’d never let you do it. ur a girl lol’ #remember when he hit his grandson across the face with a can? #remember when he called Roman the f slur? #remember when #………… like #Logan’s at rock bottom? keep him fucking digging #succession spoilers #logan roy #succession

[satanstruemistress]

I love when wrestlers feud with their IRL besties bc the whole thing always slaps.

#edge and christian #Adam and Roddy #Kevin and Sami #it’s like ‘hey I’m gonna hit you really really hard okay?’ #’man if you’re not actively trying to kill me I don’t want it’ #Johnny and Tommaso! #the rock and stone cold #I could honestly go on… #ten bucks says hangman and swerve are good buddies too #wwe #AEW #pro wrestling #man I know I’m rambling in the tags but I’m tired and trying to pretend I’m not

[bluesadansey]

remembering on my circa 2017 booklr I used to tell people to read Gemma Doyle by describing it as trc but with an all girls boarding school / all girl group in a historical setting… I was trying to do the lord’s work she deserved tumblr fame

#I do think that was an oversimplification of both but. Not totally off base there are some similar char tropes used I’m proud of past me for #the attempt. Also I think I’m going to start advocating for Diviners in that way now that trc fandom is apparently quite miserable post GW #you like gay people doing dream magic? you like witchcraft and ghosts and strong ensemble casts? #you like an ambitious abuse survivor getting a healing arc with learning to control magic/psychic abilities as a metaphor? you like four #book series where the first three books rock and the last book which is named king + corvid is a bit underwhelm who said that? #a positive point in diviners favor is Ling x Wei Mei >>>> RonanKavinsky. Generally find the take on dream magic in diviners more compelling #(although LingHenry + RonanHennessy both being mlm wlw duos who are the dreamers is kinda fun) #anyway. This is not actually a fair comparison because Ling is my fav or at least top two w Theta of the leads and I love Ronan but he is m #least favorite of the trc leads of which there are four all of whom I love so it says nothing bad about him. But it does put me as an #outlier re: fandom priorities.. #on the flip side while I love diviners dynamics sadly I don’t think they ever come anywhere close to Gangsey levels of extreme codependency #so I can not care quite as much…. #from what I remember the girls in Gemma Doyle are a lot more codependent good for them. Would have to reread to compare codependency levels #Ling and Theta are both my favorite in diviners in the same way Blue and Adam are my favorite in trc and Abed and Annie are both my fav for #community. basically one char who I love and overidentify with (Ling/Blue/Abed) and one char I love who in many ways I’m not like #but in a handful of very niche specific ways I also relate quite a bit. And am fascinated with (Theta/Adam/Annie) #s speaks #very off topic from my initial point which was you should read Libba Bray’s books #and in both cases I have a second and a half tier fav (Evie/Gansey/Britta) who I love fictionally but if I was trapped in a room w them I’d #kill myself. with the white blonde women I’d also want to make out w them debatable if that makes it better or worse #but like. I could not stand listening to them speak for that long I know this #Gansey might just die a third time by my hands…

[kinokoshoujoart]

oh one of the funny romeo traits is how bamboozled he is by his own odd behaviors. unlike rock who just goes “people’s emotions sure are complex huh” and sighs when others wordlessly run away from him, resigned to the impenetrable species barrier keeping him from understanding human behavior

natsume translated the DS line as “This is terrible. I’ve just gotta act casual.” which itself is really funny (as though he’s trying to maneuver through a crowd of people without letting them notice he spilled spaghetti everywhere or something) but

ダメダメ…。女の子にはふつうに接しなきゃ。

No, that was no good… I need to be normal around girls.

you don’t say

#he was not normal #epic kissing prank event (gone wrong) #ummmm what if we accidentally kissed😙~🎵 haha😳😳😳 #it was just a joke!!! but um if i was serious 😔👉👈 would it really be THAT bad #romeo romeo wherefore the Fuck art thou like this romeo #and YET #if you instead tell him ‘y-yeah i’m down♡’ #he tells you to close your eyes and stands there for several minutes and never kisses you #finally you open your eyes and he’s like ‘it was a prank!! h-haha!!!’ #you absolute turbovirgin i’d throw you into the goddess pond but the goddess would kill mme for littering. get outta here #i’m making a long post about rock and romeo’s different speech habits it’s. it’s going #bokumono #rock tumbling (sos) #harvest moon

[riverside-lavender]

guys my bunny is so cute i might start crying over her. again.

#she’s so cute and so sweet and adorable and i’d kill for her #next person who tells me i should make soup when i tell them i have a rabbit shall meet my blade #sidetracked now. can we acknowledge how fucked up it is to say you’d eat someone’s pet. #one time i had a warrior cats fan tell me in graphic detail how she was going to kill my dog. i was 11. #and countless people have told me that rabbit tastes really good. #like. can. can we not? #spiders are like my worst fear but i’d never tell someone with one as a pet that i’m gonna kill it #that’s so fucked up #like. you should be able to deck someone over this w no consequences #anyways. she’s evil but no matter how many times she bites me i’ll still love her #she’s so cuddly rn it is SO CUTE #also i started a playlist of songs she’s come up to me during and they are all hard rock #coincidence? i think not

[quietwingsinthesky]

even has killed people—though perhaps that depends on your definition of people—and it’s not. how do i put it. it’s never cool, you know? it’s never a moment where this puts them in control of a situation, where they can show off some skill in putting someone down. because even is not, generally, very powerful, and they do not know how to do this.

it just gets messy.

which is one of those terrible reasons why they… well, they don’t like the master, but they have to like that she can do it easy, quick, clean. she can give even the ability to, as well, when she wants. if for no other reason than it means that they won’t have to scrub it raw off their skin later, they appreciate that.

#but if left to their own devices? #what im saying i think is: the doctor 🤝 even: has killed someone with a rock #and of course i say whatever your definition of people is because you’d have to ask if you count daleks as people #i’m honestly not sure if even does. they might have pre-getting launched into a pocket dimension war. they really might have. #very expansive definition of people on account of them not really feeling like they should count as one anyway so therefore if they do. lots #of things must. including the murder trash cans. they’re flesh on the inside aren’t they? they speak they think they hate. #but i think they stop. because it’s better not to. it’s easier. and guiltless too. not like a dalek stops to xonsider your personhood. #but to be very very clear. even has also killed just. guys. #actually i have in my notes here that the tone-setting moment of this whole. arc? #is that it really starts with a jailbreak. predicated on lackluster security for one of the prisoners because they are *just* a human. #and the other is. well. and there’s a war that won’t end that there’s no escape from now to worry about. #but the tone-setting part yeah. is that this really starts with even befriending someone like them through the bars. time lords need #janitors too you know? someone has to clean up around the cells. and they let even out for a minute because of that friendship. #as you can imagine. even is not going back in the cell once they’re out of it. no matter what they promised. and their ‘friend’ is going to #alert someone. and. #you need to understand most of all from this first point. that even doesn’t know that regeneration isn’t A) an inherent trait of gallfrey #rather than a granted one and B) infallible. that’s the cslculation they make. that whatever damage they do won’t matter because they’ll #come back from the dead. ………they do not. #it’s reslly a ‘congratulations! you broke free of the narrative constraints (and safeties) of standing near the doctor! murder is now #unlocked! good luck!’ moment akdhfkshdkfj #anyway. <3 makes their life worse on purpose <3 #dw oc

[sleepdeprivationandcoffee]

If any of you plan on having kids, please for your sake please have a good support system. I mean people who will take kiddo for a few hours so you can sleep/clean/relax without stressing, people who will help with chores and help pick up the slack when you start feeling worn thin, and people who will encourage and remind you that you’re doing great. It’s so so so hard when you can’t get the help you need.

Future parents, please do this for yourself. Please ask for help and build yourself a safety net of people you trust to care for you like you would care for them.

#I’m am not great and it’s not my kid’s fault at all #I just physically have not been away from her more than 2 weeks (collectively) since she was born #I have had little to no babysitting #my partner daughter and I share a room with our dog #while cleaning his parent’s hoard so we can have more space in the downstairs #my family has been so weird going between actually loving to cold/rude/critical when I don’t let them treat me like a doormat #my CPTSD and bipolar have been ripping me apart mentally #I’m so so so tired and sad and upset and guilty for everything I’m feeling #for little outbursts of yelling/slamming stuff down/shutting down entirely/feeling disdainful towards everyone around me for short periods #none of this is okay #I’m trying so hard to get the help I need and I’m getting there I’m so close guys I’m so close #but I’m breaking under the weight of it all #if it wasn’t for my partner I would’ve certainly killed myself in the past couple years #he’s been my rock and best friend from the moment I met him #and he’s the only thing keeping me together #uuuugh long rant uh #just please take care of yourself before you lose friends and find familial relationships stressed/broken

[badolmen]

“Thank you for your patience and grace with this situation!” It’s not like I have a fucking choice after paying you fucks a few thousand dollars to live here fulltime.

#ra speaks #personal #the bathroom sinks will be out for two days -> I can cope. brush teeth in shower method. hand sanitizer provided is gross but no sweat. #haha actually the showers on your floor specifically will also be closed at 8 AM tomorrow until sometime Wednesday -> I am shooting lasers #I’m autistic you can’t do this to me I have to reorganize my routine I’m a morning shower-er #ok ok let me think through my routine #workout tomorrow morning -> shower AND bush teeth before 8 AM. pog can do. #in the afternoon….when I like to do another shower just to rinse off the Outside…. #maybe I’ll be brave enough to go to the gender neutral showers upstairs but #it’s more likely I’ll just wait until the next morning and use them then bc then NO ONE should be up/etc. #and I won’t workout early that morning bc it’s stretch day and I can do that before bed #WAIT FUCK ITS SUPPOSED TO BE IN THE MID 80s TOMORROW ARE YOU SHITTING ME #HOTTEST DAY OF THE WEEK FREAK TEMPS BEFORE PLUNGING BACK TO THE 40s AND THE FUCKIN SHOWERS GONNA BE OUT #FOR MY AFTERNOON COLD SHOWER???? KILLING YOU WITH A ROCK #I am. coping. like. an. adult. goodnight.

[strohller27]

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#okay for once I am not ranting from rock bottom #but I did a lot of good coding in RStudio today #the bad part of that is I’m trying to tidy up the old Vulcan dictionary I used for my Semantics and Morphosyntax papers #this data is SO MESSY I cannot believe it #trying to get it to the point where R will even LOOK at it without being like ‘OH MY GOD THERE’S AN UNEXPECTED ITEM IN A PLACE’ #NO I WON’T TELL YOU WHERE. I DON’T KNOW WHAT’S GOING ON’ is like. pulling teeth #RStudio is a toddler I swear #it’ll be like ‘No! I wanted mashpotato! this not MASHPOTATO!!!’ and throw a fit until you put a comma in the right place #and then suddenly it’s like ‘Oh! ok! I eat this instead of mashpotato!!’ and you’re like???????!:! #anyway ​I’ve finally gotten the data so that R finds it readable and started isolating single values per cell #but insodoing some of the new columns I made have values that need to be in their own columns #like I have a column that has part of speech data mixed in with semantic domain data & other stuff #so now I’m going to have to do an if { loop #guess what we never covered in class? .-. #And since my professor is useless I will have to learn how to do if { loops by myself #OH and there’s bits of this table I may end up having to separate out then pivot then re-integrate #guess what else we never covered in class? .-. .-. #yup. so now I have to learn how to do pivot tables by myself #it’s either learn how to do these things on my own or find a work around that’s so jury-rigged it’ll never be reproducible #*heavysigh* I will figure this out even if it kills me

[seasaltbaptism]

i’m deleting this later.

so bleach used to be one of my favorite shows / mangas and i still have love for it but it’s LARGELY unsatisfactory when it comes to ichigo’s heroes journey ,,? does that make sense? i’m not going to get too technical, but he starts as a kid who’s got issues bc he lost his mom ( tragically ) and he’s living life with this chip on his shoulder. bla bla bla inciting action , transformation & boom . . . we’re on our journey with our magical aid. the soul society arc was one of the best pieces of story i have seen from any mangaka to date and that’s just bc it’s so interesting to me. you have this outlier ( ichigo ) busting into a stagnant world and completely shaking it to its foundations BY SHEER LOVE AND WILLPOWER, and his friends follow him for the same reasons! they clash with this society, meet people, understand their motives more, their lives. they make FRIENDS and ENEMIES and uncover heinous secrets, cruelties and injustice and actually stand up and say ‘ yo wtf? ? ‘

throughout the arc we see major figureheads ‘change sides ‘ / change their minds and stand up too and it’s just really cool to see the ripple effect ichigo has on things, he’s a shaker and a mover. this arc ends with aizen’s betrayal revealed and his promise to return and destroy soul society and BAM we’re led into another amazing arc : hueco mundo. now if you pay attention THIS is a continuation where we see ichigo sort of confronting himself more but also denying himself in this arc ( he did a lot of soul searching in the first arc do not get me wrong homie jilted a 10+ year process in three days ) but in this arc we see how far he really goes for the ones he calls family ( i.e orihime getting nabbed + ichigo DYING & returning in that one fight , to him agreeing to split his soul to achieve final getsuga ) which just leads me to feel like after / during this arc we see ichigo really come alive meeting people who are like him? ikkaku? renji? ganju?? like it’s so. . . . idk ! seeing him continuing to fight for a society like their attack dog that ( albeit made some changes ! ) is still so stagnant ?? forever ? his whole arc after soul society + hueco mundo is him dealing with his depression which i actually enjoy bc at least it’s touching on ? his ptsd ? pain? loss of HALF HIS SOUL. i think this is such a powerful moment in his life? idk what i wanted done with him but then we hit the fullbring arc and it was so unsatisfactory to me bc ?? he regains his soul reaper powers ONLY because they needed him to defeat ginjo on their behalf. they didn’t pool their power into a zanpakuto BEFORE ??? it’s just,,, idk !

and anytime after that all ichigo does is fight for soul society, all side plot non canon movies , all filler eps , thousand year blood war? ichigo is not even 18 ?? and soul society once again asks him for his help, it’s just unsatisfactory to me! i miss the first arc and maybe the second one where we take more of a psychological look at ichigo , his motivations , his pains and how that makes him act around the people he loves. where do you take a character like that after he’s gotten his friend back? does he continue to change the society from the inside out? does he quit ? does he stay? that’s sort of the catch 22 with him, you CANT realistically say ichigo would give up his power and carry on as if nothing ever happened bc that’s not who he IS , he has a savior complex / survivors guilt + ptsd. he’s obsessed with making sure EVERYTHING is okay and safe because he’ll make it ok and safe but he won’t tell you whatever’s going on with him bc that’s just too much and he can handle it. i’m getting ahead of myself

tdlr; ichigo loses his mother who he loved more than anything -> ichigo pulls into himself and keeps friends who he can relate to close but not too close, not ever too close -> he meets rukia and undergoes massive change to save his family , he lets her in -> rejects the responsibility over everyone at first but then is convinced that he can’t half-ass the job , all souls need him -> his new friend who he sees himself in ( and someone who taught him the ropes ) gets kidnapped and imprisoned and sentenced to death for ‘ helping him ‘ / saving his life / doing her fucking job -> his friends who love him so much were empowered just by being around ichigo and train to help him -> they all go to get their new friend back and save them from a grim fate, fall into a world with so many personalities , backstories, motivations, rules , fuckery that they can’t help but make friends and garner allies -> he lets people in, he has motivation and a goal and a reason to push past boundaries and overcome the odds and blow people away -> he fails and gets back up and wins and fails again and carries on , who is he if he can’t save his friends even at the cost of his own well-being -> cue his friends ready to push it to the limit too bc they love him and he has to realize he can’t be self sacrificial and expect his friends to not do the same -> eventually they save rukia and bring attention to oddity of her DEATH SENTENCE -> ichigo achieves his goal but can’t help but feel anger as aizen reveals his betrayal and plan for the world at large , he lives in the world and takes it SO personally -> MORE growth for ichigo as he literally plows through enemies without really going through proper inner channels , but needs the power so he has quick meetings and sheer force of wills himself through situations -> eventually makes the ultimate sacrifice for the sake of others and his family / friends , splitting himself away from himself. he’s harshly cutting away the piece that has made him feel alive, useful , for the first time in a long long time. and his father encourages it. where does that leave him? where would that lead you? after everything ? all the adventures, adversaries, people you met? you must say goodbye bc this was never a choice for you? this was like breathing, you’d cut yourself into smaller pieces if it met you could fill the bellies of those you loved. ichigo’s arc makes me fucking crazy because it’s like a snake that eats itself, it’s never ending , and tite tried to end it? he tried to say that there ‘ is no zanpakuto spirit , you’re always fighting alone , it’s self acceptance and love that’s the answer. ‘ and he gets another power up and everything’s wrapped up ( it’s not , lots are missing / dead but hey kubo was sick so ) and ichigo married and had a kid , he could finally rest and give up reaping — like WHAT

#ginjo: hey ichigo the SS is literally doing to you what they did to me. they’re using you. you’re theyre attack dog . for every problem! #ginjo : they monitor you and watch you and most distrust you! they wanted to kill you! #ichigo: yeah but if i don’t kill the hollows then who will #me laying face down on the floor: #like tite & kishimoto 🤝 having some good messages in the first few arcs then falling off the wagon. #i’m going to blame JUMP! and their hellish schedules and horrid working conditions they put their managakas thru #but yeah. ichigo’s arc is completely hinged on his psychological NEED to save others like he couldn’t save his mom ( he was a child ! ) #but that is ingrained in him! and he has the nasty hypocritical habit of wanting to be that rock to lean on for those he loves #but he refuses to weather things with others / he won’t cry with others / ask for help or comfort or anything #i love him to death but i wish kubo discussed his mental state and how that effected his relationship #with his zanpakuto MORE than he did after the first 3 arcs #like the depression and helplessness he felt in the fullbring arc #was so painful but it made sense! #but kubo’s solution was to just give him his powers back #in ways the last animated episode back in? 2012? 2016? idk was very satisfying #contradicting everything i’ve just said in this whole post but he’s standing on high in his shihakusho looking down #happily on all of his family & friends and the suns on his face and he smiles. #i HATE the tybw arc don’t talk to me about it i never finished it #* n #EUGH #delete later

[sassmill]

We as a society don’t talk about this enough

#A 13 minute medley of some of the biggest hits of her fucking career? #all prefaced by the song she thought was going to be a hit #only for the B SIDE TO SHOOT HER TO FAME!!!! #I love Helen reddy so fucking much #also the I am woman biopic was really good and if I don’t get a stage adaptation of it I’m going to riot #rocketman too but that’s a rant for another time #I want rocketman and I am woman to become as ubiquitous to touring theatre as Jersey boys #but I know that’ll probably never happen because one is gay and the other’s a woman #so we just get fucking buddy holly #I have a lot of very intense opinions on bio musicals #because some of them. are just bad. #the Buddy Holly story is my arch nemesis #black musicians I’m sorry buddy Holly stole his career from you #and that the narrative framing of the Buddy Holly story completely glosses over that and acts like it was fine #i’ve said it before and i’ll say it again #the best musical number in the buddy Holly story is fucking la bamba #a Ritchie valens bio musical was in the works in December 2019 but I think the pandemic killed it #I want to learn more about the Mexican American rock star we lost when he was just getting started the fuck #ugh #I think this is why I have the job I do #because I think nonstop about how theatre is the perfect tool to critically engage with history #hey this might be the tangent of all time but I stand by it #Youtube

[ambivalentlandscape]

she document on my based until i question

#ap us history is GOING to be the death of me #if you see me posting anytime in the next ~2 hours feel free to kill me with rocks because it means i’m not writing this goddamn essay