#i'm going to cry aren't i?

[jamesddarling]

finished BFB last night so I can finally get caught up and read crimson rivers. chapter 55 let’s goooooo

#i'm going to cry aren't i? #and i just ran out of tissues too #crimson rivers #chapter 55 #jegulus #wolfstar #zeppazariel

[br-disaster]

CQL's crybaby Nie Mingjue appreciation post

I always see people talking about CQL's Nie Mingjue crying constantly, and they're right to do so, but I haven't seen those scenes compiled so I thought it would be a good idea to do it, since it's one of my favorite things about this version of NMJ.

*I'll consider the times he was tearing up too because I think they're important, but i'm only considering "full crying scenes" the ones where there are actual tears falling down his face.

*It's all in chronological order.

Episode 41 - defending Meng Yao

Why is NMJ crying? Crying is his response to everything, okay? NMJ is very emotionally invested in everything he does. He's very mad these men for saying terrible things about Meng Yao while benefiting from his labour. He's so emotionally invested in everything he does.

Is it a full crying scene? No, he tears up the entire time he's scolding the cultivators but those tears don't leave his eyes.

Episode 10 - being threatened by Wen Chao

Why is NMJ crying? Wen Chao is being very disrespectful, as he often is. And it's understandable, NMJ is hurt, his home was invaded, some of his soldiers are dead and it's overall a terrible time for everybody. To be honest, though, I think he's tearing up out of pure rage because Wen Chao just mentioned what Wen Xu did to the Cloud Recesses.

Is it a full crying scene? No. I almost didn't include this one because it's very subtle but his eyes look too shiny to be ignored.

Episode 10 - expelling Meng Yao from the Unclean Realm

Why is NMJ crying? It's a very emotional and conflicting moment on top of a terrible day, on top of a very stressful period of his life. He was betrayed by his friend who saved his life right afterwards; his home was invaded and they're at war! He has every right to cry as much as he did.

Is it a full crying scene? Hell yes, and it's glorious. They even end the episode with his miserable little crying face.

Episode 41 - Everything, really

Why is NMJ crying? Everything sucks, he's defeated and hurt in front of the man who killed his father. He didn't get his personal revenge and he didn't free the world from Wen Ruohan's tyranny either. Instead, he watched helplessly as his men were murdered and now he has to watch his former deputy mock his father's death and threaten to have Wen Ruohan damage Baxia like he did with his father's blade.

Is it a full crying scene? No, only because he's being very brave about it. I have no idea how those tears didn't fall.

Episode 41 - confrontation at Jinlintai

Why is NMJ crying? Very difficult topics being discussed here. People who are way better with words than I am have already written amazing meta on how having his worldview challenged like this affects NMJ emotionally, so I won't go there. But between the song of turmoil making him more emotionally unstable and the disdain with which JGY talks about the men he killed, evoking this very traumatic moment I just mentioned on the previous crying scene; I think it's very understandable.

Is it a full crying scene? Yes! Most of the time he's holding back tears, but you can see the one dramatic tear running down his nose (on the outside of it) on the second gif!

In conclusion: he has so much to cry about, it's surprising he didn't cry more, it must have taken so much strength (or he was just crying offscreen, which is plausible, because sadly this isn't The Nie Mingjue show and we don't see him all the time)

Anyway, I am not here to claim he's not a crybaby because he absolutely is, but on the actual show we only have 2 full crying scenes. They were so impactful it feels like much more crying happened. Fatal Journey is it's own thing so I made a separate post for those tearing up, crying and emotional breakdown lovely scenes <3

#nie mingjue #this isn't meta this is me discovering the joy of making decent gifs #cql #long post #kinda #despite often being at the crime scene i won't tag jgy or nieyao because i don't go there and i'm not a fan but yall do whatever you want #i just wanted to look at his pretty crying face and have more than just screenshots of it #like look at him!! how can you say mean things to him or in his general vicinity knowing it will make him cry? #monsters all of them #the zoom on the second to last gif makes it so funny though #anyway i hope my gifs aren't horrible to tumblr standards

[cerealbishh]

"You really care about me."

"Yeah. I really, really care about you."

"I- I really care about you too."

"No, but... I like, really, really care about you."

#mr. & mrs. smith #mr. & mrs. smith prime #maya erskine #donald glover #john x jane #alana x michael #john smith #jane smith #i... need these two in a romcom i think #i like them both individually and i was gonna get around to it but it really was the interviews they did together that sold me on the show #they've got great chemistry #i enjoyed it for what it is #mr. & mrs. smith spoilers #i just need them in a romcom so they play people who aren't as fucked up because they were both frustrating at times #their last scene made me cry tbh so i guess i'm a sucker #i want them to get a 2nd season just because i like maya and donald but also... fuck amazon #michael #elena #cw: food? #him making sure she's hydrated even though they're going through a rough patch was ao sweet of him #also i can't with her kissing him on the cheek in the last scene #i say i liked this show enough and that i'm not super attached to it... so why am i still thinking about them??? #i really wanted to hear her say his real name but i get it #i find it oddly sweet that the first thing john asked her(not said ASKED) was if she really loved him and she said that she did

[gwinverarrouz]

Kid Icarus digital painting! The goal was to make something that looked like splash art, so I tried to make it look as cool as possible and I’m really happy with the result!

#mydrawings #Fanart #Kid Icarus #super smash ultimate #Pit Kid Icarus #LOOK AT THIS. I MADE IT AND IT LOOKS COOL #and i feel like i learned a lot doing this #hadn't tried painting something this complex before #(hence why i picked open skies for the background asdsdf) #time to cry because i spent so long on this but because it's an horizontal image it looks tiny and people aren't going to full view it #ah well that's what i get for posting on tumblr #...did i just...... accidentally draw the hair on his forehead a little too long....... because i'm so used to drawing that one OC...... #omg that's really funny

[shorlinesorrows]

qpr jean and neil. that's all i'm gonna say.

do you see my vision?

#i might add onto this later but right now I'm too busy crying #“misplaced forever partner” ARE YOU KIDDING ME THAT DESTROYED ME #neil ordering a hit to keep jean safe changed my brain chemistry #i need them to be friends #i need them to call each other and gossip and send each other stupid memes that only they understand #i need them to slowly grow closer as they heal until one day they can finish each other's sentences #and they ocassionally make super dark jokes about their trauma out of the blue (they bet on how people will react competitively) #i need them to call each other derogatory names but get Super Upset whenever anyone else talks shit about the other and offer to kill them #and i would love them to reclaim the spots next to each other that riko set #and make them their own #they're not partners on the court but they sure as hell are partners in life #the mcs ever #at one point andrew and jeremy are just looking at each other across a table at a restaurant as these two bicker #and realize they have somehow both become the Third Wheel despite the fact that 1) there's four of them and 2) jean and neil aren't dating #the amount of queer platonic pining i could fit in these traumatized people #the: “i'm lowkey obsessed with you but I Really don't like you romantically and I don't know what to do with it” #and the: “oh thank hell me too i thought i was even weirder than i already am. wanna go harass the fbi with me?" #jeremy and andrew watch this trainwreck both exasperatedly and proudly you can't convince me otherwise #cannot convince me that these four won't somehow end up living in each others pockets even if they live 1000 miles away #kevin pops in frequently as his usual wonderful diva self #anyway i'm going insane how yall doing #neil josten #jean moreau #all for the game #the sunshine court

[ryanthel0ser]

Thinking about the unseen trio that is Nero, Kyrie, and Nico

Nero and Kyrie are so in love with each other that even though they aren't married like they're married. Him calling Kyrie his girlfriend almost feels wrong like I know you haven't married her yet but that's your wife. They have matching necklaces and run an orphanage together, he calls her for support and comfort, she was his reminder of his humanity.

And then Nero and Nico are siblings. Like Nico is the big sister Nero never got, they bicker all the time to the point where it feels wrong when they aren't. What's funnier is she just walked into his life and went "I'm here now, you can't get rid of me" and Nero has just had to deal with it since. Honestly, I need another game just to see more of those two interacting.

We don't get to see or hear Nico and Kyrie interact but I don't doubt that Nico LOVES to do stuff like shove Nero out of the way and go "move I need to see my wife" and says things to Kyrie like "why him though, he sucks, he can't even fix his own sword properly." Kyrie is probably the only person Nico lets boss her around.

#fr though if Nero and Kyrie aren't married in the next game I'm going to have some choice words Capcom #Nico better be best man AND maid of honor #the toast at their wedding would start with “ladies and gentleman and Nero” #I need it so badly #dmc #devil may cry #dmc nero #dmc nico #dmc kyrie

[fromtheseventhhell]

Personally I think it's time for Arya stans to unionize and collectively start being meaner. I'm tired of being "nice" and "fair" to other characters when she gets routinely misinterpreted and turned into a background character. We already get called bullies for pointing out what's written in the books so we might as well embrace it.

#I'm over here rewriting everything I say to sound nicer and for what? for annoying ass people who are going to downplay my faves anyways?? #from now on I'm just gonna post canon and watch them cry because they don't actually like their fave #no more giving certain characters participation points and development they don't actually have #maybe me whacking their faves will finally get the message through their thick skulls 🤷🏾‍♀️ #too many people in this fandom are just stupid and haven't read the books and we need to just start saying that more instead of pretending #that everybody's opinion is equally valid even when they aren't saying anything based in the books

[shrimpdoodles]

doa doodles while my cousin forces me to watch the twilight saga while i'm on sleep deprivation. help me.

i'm trying to learn how to draw them w/o reference while sitting through these movies i am so fucking tired.

#i'm either going to scream or cry within the next hour /s #ik the designs aren't exactly correct i made them easier for me 🧍 #my art #bsd fanart #doodles #the fucking scribbles #decay of angels bsd #decay of angels #nikolai gogol bsd #bsd nikolai #sigma bsd #bsd fyodor #fyodor dostoyevsky bsd #bsd sigma #bungo stray dogs #bsd

[thebirdandhersong]

I think the problem. the problem is that I have always been afraid of not being invited into the inner circle. and am always wanting to be part of the inner circle. inner circle being the circle of love and companionship and communion. of course being a TCK and a bit of a sheltered homeschooled oddball child has nudged this further along over the years. but I didn't realise how STRONG that desire still burned. to actually be wanted.

#in other words today has been an oddly sad day! discovering that the friends you've made have their own group chats #that are separate from the general group chat (that no one ever talks on) that you aren't a part of is......... i don't know #i KNOW i'm liked by them and i KNOW they love me but do they WANT me around? #like. i know i'm not UNpleasant to have around. i am a good listener and a good conversationalist. #i work very hard at it because it doesn't come naturally to me. #but clearly that's not enough to be added to exclusive group chats! clearly that's not enough to be part of inner core circles #i don't know this just came out of nowhere and i feel as if i've been slapped in the face #sitting at a table where people are talking about the thing someone sent to the group chat #or the photo or quote or reel someone sent to someone else is....... bizarre. #i am trying not to be so hurt by it! i am trying not to take it so personally #it happens. i know it happens. i know it will keep happening. it is just that i thought this was a place where i wouldn't be lonely #and this is the dorm community i've invested so much of my time and energy and love into since last year. #so i think i'm justified in being a little upset! #i'm not crying about it but that's because i'm not about to cry with other people sitting here in the study lounge! #the math is probably really wrong here but i thought that if i poured love in for the sake of pouring love in #somehow somewhere along the line i would also receive love. that i would actually be a part of this community. #anyway that's not going to change how i live here! i committed myself to doing my best this last year #because i don't want anyone to feel left out or unwanted or lonely. i already made the decision #to do everything i can to love the people here. #i'm not trying to toot my horn this is just what i actually want to and have decided to do! #i have birthday cards planned! i have midterm snacks planned! #i've just worked out how i can print christmas and easter cards and stickers! #i'm GOING to love darn it all i'm GOING to pour love in #i think it hurts especially because there's the boy problem going on too #of not being wanted in an area that i DIDN'T expect to be wanted in #and then learning that there is a collective not being wanted in this whole community #it is a Lot and it is very hard and i don't know what to do with it! #i have had this lie (that i'm inherently unloveable and undesirable) in my head since childhood #and i've worked SO HARD to shut that voice up. and it is so so hard to not believe it right now

[social-anxiety-and-poetry]

If another teacher makes me present in front of everyone again, I will disintegrate into the floorboards to never be seen again

#This is not a joke at this point. #I would rather submit a hundred written assignments than spend one minute speaking in front of people #Like I can't control my stutter- why are people so judgemental?? #And why is it requirement to do so? Aren't my grades enough? #I'm going to cry #dead poets society rp #dead poets society #dead poets #dead poets fandom #rp blog #todd anderson

[flyingcakeee]

Red Bull fans: We would like to keep winning (maybe a Charles win is okay)

Ferrari fans: we'd like to win more than one race

Mercedes fan: Get us out of the trenches, please.

McLaren fans: Double podium, podium, please

Aston Martin fans: Fernando win, I need. Lance podium too maybe.

Sauber fans: All I ask for is a pitstop under 4 seconds.. and maybe a better name would help..

VCARB fans: YUKI POINTS BUT WHERE DANNY POINTS? Also a better name please?

Haas fans: We're not last! We had double points! We're so good!

Williams fans: PLEASE STAY OUT OF THE WALL PLEASE ITS ALL I ASK

Alpine fans: PLEASE DONT BE DEAD LAST PLEASE STOP THE TRACTOR BEING A TRACTOR PLEASE

#I'm so funny #(I'm actually just sleep deprived) #f1 #formula 1 #this is probably severely inaccurate #feel free to correct me please idk where I was going #I saw a TikTok of an alpine fan who was upset because Logan overtook Gasly and then pulled a second on him in a lap #Alpine and Williams fans aren't in the trenches they're the bodies covering the battlefield #red bull racing #ferrari #mclaren #mercedes #aston martin f1 #haas #alpine f1 #Sauber #vcarb #williams racing #screaming and crying

[screwpinecaprice]

Just finished the latest episodes of Fionna and Cake and DHDGEHYDKAKZBDJJSDHH😭👀😳😱😵

#I'm shaking and crying rn wth oh my goooshh already can't wait for the next episode. 😭 #my shiz #Literally just came here to scream about it. Lol I'll check back on my actual notifications later. #Fionna and Cake #Maybe I shouldn't have watched it until I got back home. I might not be able to focus lol. #PLEASE I saw a theory about the ending and I am really hoping that's actually going to happen. 😭😭😭 #SPoiler??? #Yooo I'm gonna be betting Bonnie and Star aren't actually off screen dead dead. #They were leaving death upon their path. Lol #Spoilers #Spoilers Fionna and Cake

[dollypopup]

just. . .do y'all remember when Polin actually loved each other in our fandom? do you remember when our posts were about how sweet they were together? when it was about how they were on one another's teams? when it was story after story and post after post of polin against the world? of 'I like you' 'I like you too'? of 'Is life meant to be this happy?' 'I think so'? Do you remember when we were all about how much Colin loved Penelope and Penelope loved Colin? When the biggest narrative was that they saw one another, made one another brave, brought out the best in each other? When the mirror was more than just a sex scene and was also a metaphor for what they saw in each other and how they reflected one another? When they were kind to each other? When we were kind to them as characters? When they were encouraging? When they were affectionate and loving and tenderhearted and messy and silly and loving with one another? When Penelope chose Colin at every turn and Colin chose her?

Where is it? Where is the love for our couple? Be honest, wanting Colin to grovel and suffer isn't for Polin fans. It's for Pen stans. Because us Colin fans are shown time and time and time again that it's okay to call a character we love an idiot, want him egregiously punished or humiliated, to see nothing good in his character at all. So who else is it meant for? I miss when we cared about them. I miss when there was a place we could go that was about their romance and tenderness. I miss when it wasn't just straight up hating on him, or us obsessed with Penelope getting with other characters, or thinking he's less than.

We have one of the *best* Male Love Leads in the entire series. And if you don't think that way. . .I just don't understand why you claim to ship this ship. We have an amazing pairing. A wonderful couple. A couple who cares about each other, a couple who builds one another up, a couple that are friends, a couple that has passion and happiness and so much potential.

Do you remember our gifsets gushing about how much he cared for her? Do you remember our metas about how they could bloom and flourish around one another? When we looked at how Colin was hypervisible but ultimately unheard and how Penelope was invisible but the loudest voice in the ton and sighed about how they fit so well with one another? Do you remember when Penelope was proud to have Colin as a partner and he showed her off at every turn? Do you remember when it wasn't a scorecard? When it wasn't about suffering and was about tenderness? Do you remember when they LOVED each other in our fandom? Do you remember when we loved them?

I remember.

And I miss it. I miss it so much.

#actually fuck it i'm untagging it #because no one fucking cares #i don't belong here and i should just take the fucking hint already #these posts are depressing #these TAGS are depressing #there's no love #there's no romance here anymore #our version of their romance has been distilled into 'heehee can't wait to see him jealous and crying over our queen' #but i want to see them in LOVE #ooey gooey happy sugary dripping in sap in love #these posts about groveling and jealousy and suffering aren't for them as a couple #where is penelope 'my husband' featherington? #where is how proud she is of Colin? how happy she is with him? #where's the tenderness? our bragging about how amazing our couple is? where's the heart eyes over their looks? their humor? #how they laugh together? #instead of seeing their lessons as quality time we've cheapened them into a series of suffering points #instead of looking at the suitors storyline and being like 'of course pen is still going to choose colin she loves him' #we want her to rub it in his face #instead of wanting introspection from colin and seeing him come to terms slowly with the fact that he loves penelope for all she is #we want a quick 'other people want her and that's not fair!' lightning strike realization #i miss when this couple was a couple #i miss when we loved them #and i miss when they loved each other #it's about drama not romance #it's about suffering and not joy #it's just painful loving this couple for both the characters and seeing them twisted into the worst versions of themselves

[krash-and-co]

so did i ever tell you guys about the dream I had where lockwood and co got a second season and everything was the same except george was played by bertram from jessie and they were all badly greenscreemed into a jungle for the entirety of the show or did I forget

#they did the turn in the beginning of every episode like that bully busters video #it's been months I'm still thinking about this #also around halfway through Ali appears again and Cameron just stares at him for a good three seconds and then carries on acting #like no warning the angle changes and bertram is gone #I remember this so clearly they were literally so poorly edited in I'm crying #imagine the Lockwood and co show trio with the background poorly removed right #then stick them in the fucking middle of the screen #their feet aren't on the ground they're literally in the middle #and they continue acting like normal #that was over half the dream #and then they were in random other locations as dreams go and then they were gone but shhhh dream logic #they came back eventually #lockwood and co #lockwood and co netflix

[iamnotawomanimagod]

I love over-analyzing media and I have pulled magnificent theories and headcanons out of my ass on the tiniest crumbs in other fandoms before BUT

y'all might be taking this improvised comedy show that is greatly determined by dice rolls a little too seriously

#dimension 20 #fhjy #the number of times I've seen a bit turned into a long sad analysis of the character's trauma ugh #if you browse the tag of this show w/o knowing what it's actually about #you're gonna think it's a lot more serious and dramatic and painful than it actually is #and that little comedy bits are actually hugely significant when they're just jokes #I've seen it with almost every character #and multiple plot points #across nearly every season #and I'm not here to be the fandom police but aren't you guys tired? #does this show not make you laugh way more than it makes you cry? #this fandom is such a bummer sometimes lol #and so often things are hugely influenced by dice rolls #and the story doesn't go the way the PCs or even the GM thinks it will #but people pick apart 'plot holes' or inconsistent characterization #the cast is making this shit up as they go y'all! #cut them some slack and also don't assume every single little thing is significant #honestly surprised I didn't see deep and tragic analyses about the vulture dimension #rambling about my life

[kris-mage-fics]

So we have a mouse in our apartment, which scared the living daylights out of me! Not because I'm scared of mice, but I just assumed we'd never see one in here. (We are on the third floor, and we've lived here for close to 13 years and have never seen one.) The landlord is going to bring over some poison but I'd really rather not use it. I don't know, maybe that's dumb, but it's just a little guy trying to live it's life and not be cold. I really don't like killing critters. Of course if we want to catch it that means we have to get something ourselves. Which is a pain when you live quite a few km from any stores that sell live traps and don't have a car. I'll have to talk to my partner and see what if he's up for a trip to the store or not, but he's at work right now.

#at least now I know what the weird noise we've been hearing the last few days in the kitchen by the radiators is #and why Jade keeps staring at the radiator with great intensity #which is funny because she's a terrible hunter -- good thing she isn't a farm cat #she's caught all of two bugs in 12 years I really don't think she's going to get the mouse #I've literally never had to deal with a mouse where I lived so I'm at a bit of a loss here #like I know if I see a scorpion to just catch it in a jar and put it outside #but there aren't scorpions here #I know if we end up using the poison I'm going to cry because my heart is a stupid fucking marshmallow #I wish there was like a little mouse sign you could make that said “don't come in here or you will die” so it would just leave #or I could talk to it and tell it that #but alas I can't actually talk to animals