#idek why i made this

[lanterns-and-daydreams]

Nash: why not you, Gray?

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Emily, in Grayson's head: because you let me die

Emily: Because you're a failure and a disappointment

Emily: Because no matter who you love, they'll leave you. You'll let them down

Emily: Just like you let me down, just like how you killed me

Emily: you're weak, Grayson

Emily: you're pathetic

Emily: you're nothing

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Grayson, in his heart, realising that despite that while he currently may be all of that, he still has the potential to be more, and has the capacity to be loved and the ability to love, unconditionally, and that maybe, just maybe, he's moving on and healing, on his own, in his own way, and that even if he's not there right now, he'll make it. One day, no matter how long it takes, he'll make it: *takes a deep breath and looks at the sky*

Grayson: why not me?

#Forgive pls 💀🙏 #It's 3 am and I'm sleep deprived and stressed and quite possibly braindead #Idek why I made this #I just did #Deal with it #In my heart he's in his healing er #the inheritance games #grayson hawthorne #the hawthorne legacy #the brothers hawthorne #the final gambit #jameson hawthorne #nash hawthorne #the grandest game #xander hawthorne #games untold

[tennant-davids]

OUR FLAG MEANS DEATH 2x08 Mermen

Stede...

#our flag means death #ofmd #ofmdedit #ofmdsource #blackbeard #taika waititi #twaititiedit #usereena #userkristi #userisaiah #userleila #userelio #*laurengifs #userbbelcher #chewieblog #idek why i made this #just add it to the neverending collection of eds in my gif tag

[taintedcigs]

𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐂𝐀𝐌𝐏 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑'𝐒 𝐋𝐀𝐊𝐄.

your first summer as a camp counselor in lover's lake, hawkins was fun! you were quick to warm up to the gang; steve, robin, eddie, nancy, jonathan, and argyle. even falling for one of them. that was until, a masked killer started targeting the counselors, killing them one by one — a stranger things au ♡

#halloween moodboards #stranger things moodboard #halloween #stranger things moodboards #eddie munson moodboard #steve harrington moodboard #nancy wheeler moodboard #robin buckley moodboard #jonathan byers moodboard #stranger things au #aesthetic moodboard #horror #horror moodboards #friday the 13th #idek why i made this #does this make sense? no. did i like how it looks and loove the concept? well yes! #emmy's moodboards #emmy’s moodboards

[sunglassesmish]

you gotta love the french mistake

#my gifs #spn #spnedit #spn 6x15 #idek why i made this #just haven't giffed in a few days

[parroset]

My favorite character, Sir Aaravos Newton

#aaravos #my art #physics concepts #apple #comic #idek why I made this #the idea just came to me and I had to draw it #he is such a nerd

[ryolightswan]

This has been me everywhere lately yas slay

#ryolight-san #ryolightswan #memes image #character memes #meme #persona 2 #katsuya suou #idek why i made this #i was feeling some sort of way

[faitherr]

this doodle of Toast i made summer 2023 when i first created him 🫠

#toast post #idek why i made this #ironically he does not have cat job in miitopia #mii #miiblr

[abnormalfrog]

The tattoo

#rote fanart #tawny man trilogy #realm of the elderlings #the fool #lord golden #my art #roteposting #AAAAAAAA #idek why i made this im still reading assasins quest but this just popped into my head and i was possesed by the art demons for a few hours #you know how it is

[degenerateshinji]

random thing i made forever ago that i never posted

#shin soukoku #bsd 107 #sskk #akuatsu #bsd manga #bsd #bungou stray dogs #atsushi nakajima #ryuunosuke akutagawa #atsushi x akutagawa #bsd fanart #fanart #my art #YES the color palette is meant to match atsushi's eyes #YES i was not ok from 107 when i made this #i hate the second panel idek why #ive redrawn akutagawas death too much MB😰

[r0tt1ngr4bb1t]

I feel like I might get Judged for this but-

I Ship them- :'3

#IDEK THEY'RE JUST SO CUTE TOGETHER OKAY??? 😭 #I'm So Happy How Ashur made a Part 2 of this I'm Crying :'D #Also why does his Roommate sits like a Roblox Character???? 💀 #I still feel Bad For the Poor Kitty tho 😭 #(Breakfast's a Better Cat Actor than Most Actors :3) #They're the Perfect Duo Fr! #Not Twomp Related #Ashur Gharavi

[verm1c1de]

maybe the real spacerats were the furiends we made along the way

#i just wanted an excuse to draw red purretty with this brush i made the fuck up #although idek why i even bother pure aliased brushes are where its at #tallits are hard to draw..... idk if ive even got the hang of it yet #and obviously hes in love #SAD! get well soon red #iz #invader zim #dib #dib membrane #tallest red #radr #my art

[lilyvines]

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH

#the inaccuracy here is that I imagine tubbo happy to say it #tubbo #dream smp #dsmp #mcyt #wouldn’t b pride month without a good old gay ptide #also this is so poorly made bc it took me SO LONG to make idek why #1k+

[lunarharp]

into the deep end - 30k T orufrey fic, focusing on memory trauma, disability, and romance.

the sweet oblivion of the victim, the poisoned freedom of the other.

for one moment - it had felt like two parts returned - the needed reunion of two disparate halves. no more secrets, no more pain.

the moment you get to give back what you never wanted to take. that moment, under the night-blooming flowers, when they had both let out the same single broken sigh of relief.

but they were never whole to begin with, were they?

qifrey swore he wouldn't say 'sorry' to this man any more if he could help it - sorry is cheap now. he didn't want to be in a position ever again where you only have 'sorry' left. so he just looks down into the threads of his blanket, strains his eye until it hurts, feeling his insides - his throat, heart and head - burn with pain. he expects more, but olly says nothing.

olly says nothing.

#witch hat tag #orufrey #sorry i wanted to make a new post for my fic since the first illustration is new. #*stands in the middle of a desolate field in the pouring rain* Please Read My Tale...Blease..Oh god please..*collapses to the ground* #someone asked if there's spoilers in it. Um...yes. Sorry...it's about everything #maybe i should describe it more? it's about qifrey becoming more and more disabled - as i feel is his canon trajectory #and both of them processing the choices that have been made. it was necessary for me to explore this in order to fully understand orufrey #and for them to have the cathartic conclusion-that's why this is important to me for my witch hat fanwork making life. this connects it all #and having dived into qifrey's mind and lived through oru's feelings i was able to get to a place that is possible for them. #the hit/kudos ratio is so pathetic idek what happened. ppl opening it realising its long and saving it for later or just bailing lmfao #idek any more i hate advertising my writing i hate trying to get more ppl to read my long fics it's so hard 🥲 #i'm so much prouder of this than my art...i was able to sink deeply into the orufrey feelings i had always wanted to fully explore #so. it's there lol.........i reread the date/kiss segment today after trying to forget about it thinking maybe the fic is just BAD lol #and like.....nope! i like it very much and this is what i was trying to get across. and it's always there to be read by anyone who wants to #and i will always remember the bliss i felt while writing when i was just lost in their world and living as them. dear GOD i love them. #i'm grateful to myself that i put in the work and love to make this so that i can always come back to it. i wanna illustrate scenes properly #but i'm never satisfied with drawing things i've written because i just can't capture the vivid experience in my mind. maybe one day.

[shredsandpatches]

So this afternoon while I was waiting for some files to transfer I read the Google Books preview of Magus by Anthony Grafton, a new book (it seems sort of scholarly/popular crossover) on the cultural significance of the magician in Renaissance Europe, and of course, as one might expect, the intro chapter focuses on the Faust legend as a case study. It looks like a pretty good book but I mostly wanted to share this anecdote related in it, which I hadn't seen before (the footnotes, alas, were cut off, so I'm not sure of the source; it's not in the English Faustbuch which iirc is a pretty direct translation of Spiers 1587) but is instantly one of my favorites:

Once, at a gathering of scholars, Faust offered to conjure up a bunch of lost classical plays, so that the scholars might copy them down. The scholars were, of course, tempted--who wouldn't want to recover lost knowledge? But then they concluded that, while the plays were in whatever sort of textual afterlife lost classical plays go to, demons could have tampered with them, and who knows what kind of ungodly things they could have put in there? And so, displaying a truly frightening amount of willpower, they respectfully declined.

I love that so much: the focus on lost classical knowledge as a site of temptation, the idea of dramatic/literary texts as something that can be summoned, the idea that surviving texts by classical pagans are totally fine but lost ones are vulnerable to demonic tampering--I also love versions of Faust who are (or at least were at one point) actually serious about scholarship on some level. I think Marlowe (a Cambridge man) was the first to really get into that idea, of Faustus as a legitimate but discontented academic, and I think he would have liked that story. He did make his Faustus ask:

When I was doing my first Master's degree I studied Doctor Faustus with the late, great Renaissance drama scholar David Bevington, at a point in my life where I was trying to treat serious undiagnosed depression with observant Catholicism, and his empathetic treatment of the play has always stayed with me. He asked us: can any of us say we wouldn't be at least a little tempted? And I've always remembered that.

#doctor faustus #hot faust summer #faustus georg #also the line 'made music with my mephistophilis' is just #it's so sweet! #tumblr keeps trying to flag this post as mature content #idek why #since when have i ever been mature

[mossssor]

Gloria Victis -> Malevolent THIS TOOK ME A WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I debated for a while between human!John and my entity design but went with human for the point of sticking closer to the reference I saw this sculpture on a trip recently and it really stuck with me so. i autismed all over it ofc. please enjoy jarthur classical art edition, vers. with a fun frame beneath cut :)

w frame because i needed to fill that space but im also iffy on it

#lowkey so so so nervous about posting this idek why #ok tags right yes #malevolent #malevolent podcast #malevolent fanart #arthur lester #john doe malevolent #my art #i might slap a m/sked tag on this later aaaaaaa im just a coward at heart #puhLEASE ask me about my john design i have a lot of thoughts and a literal presentation i made for fun #just about the progression of my malevolent designs

[crystallizsch]

I want the infodump on Jamil and Yuusha ma'am I beg

THIS HAS BEEN UNANSWERED FOR A MONTH IM SORRY AUGH

but thank you so much yes im okay im normal about them i’ll do my best (for context i mentioned in the tags of one of my posts a while back wanting to infodump about them, but i forget which one it was jfkdlsjhl anyways-)

this won't be a full info dump because i think that would somewhat restrict my dynamic of them if i put it all into words (if that makes sense) ;;;

and i realized i lowkey dont have a coherent timeline for them (yet); i just put them in random scenarios of what i think would be fun at the moment

to make up for it i'll also put a silly self-indulgent sketch dump all below ;;;

I JUST REALIZED I DRAW THEM MAKING EYE CONTACT A LOT (bc something something there's a level of trust that jamil wont use his snake whisper on yuu anymore)

okay now for some random jamiyuu dynamics/hcs/lore

yuu fell first -> yuu lost feelings (bc why would you trust someone who took advantage you) -> ✨ then something happened ✨ -> jamil fell next but harder.

highkey disliked each other -and showed it- in the beginning bc of the whole scarabia drama; then an -accidental- act of service got them to think differently about one another. like "holy shit maybe they're not so bad after all???"

extremely slow burn.

very competitive with one another which then bled into their "flirting" / affectionate acts when they eventually became closer.

basically: “sweetheart” but rivalry -> “babe” but platonically -> “bro” but romantically pipeline.

(“are you flirting or starting a fight”)

yuu kinda throws around “love you” a lot, especially to her close friends; so -during their “platonic” stage- for some reason, jamil was the only “friend” she has not said this to. but it’s okay it’s not like jamil had referred to her as the “f-word” (friend) anyway.

had a mutual agreement that their romantic relationship is temporary because of yuu wanting to go home; they’re just going to “try it out” “no hard feelings”.

yuu made jamil promise to never use snake whisper on her ever again.

jamil: personal beef w/ bugs + afraid of them; yuu: personal beef w/ bugs (w/ a few exceptions) + not afraid of them, just generally pissed at their existence.

dancing and music lowkey became one of their love languages.

kalim genuinely became one yuu’s best friends because of how much they hit it off. jamil always third wheels them no matter the circumstance.

yuu loves grim more than jamil; jamil knows this very well. and so does grim.

#i was today years old that asks will not let me put images next to each other sigh #WAIT IT’S DIFFERENT ON MOBILE #smh tumblr u are stressin me out #anyways idek if you're still here anon but akjfkldsslk #the way i was jumpscared when i saw this in my inbox tho #it just made me really happy that people are interested in these two 😭 #im still just afjkdlslsj why #but honestly thank you 🫶 #im glad people can enjoy them as much as me #also i am just posting back to back what is wrong with me #i should make the most of it bc my schedule’s going to be BUSY after this week #also also there's one particular way some artists draw jamil's nose and i love it #i really wanna draw it like that too hkdsljs #i'll try it out next time i draw his side profile #[— #✦'-asks #★'-twst-rambles #★'-my-art #★'-my-writing #(💜) yuusha #(💜) jamiyuu #twst oc x canon #jamil viper #twst #twisted wonderland #—]