#if you’ve even mentioned me that is

[redflannelsheets]

One day I hope I’ll love someone who doesn’t want to hide me in a dark crevice away from their “real” life where I can’t make them look bad to their family and friends. One day I hope I’ll love someone who knows what I want to eat when my tummy feels grumbly or wants to cook me a meal because I’m precious to them and they want to take care of me. One day I hope I’ll love someone who actually wants to cuddle me on cold days instead of wearing jeans and shoes until bedtime and putting all sorts of devices between me and them. One day I hope I’ll love someone who wants to love me back instead of hurling me away like trash. One day I hope I’ll love someone who doesn’t seem to see me as just part of the furniture.

One day.

#i’m allowed to feel sad and slightly bitter when i’m not feeling great #this isn’t an all-the-time thing #but since I was *was* hurled away #can you blame me for thinking about it sometimes? #clearly i’m not getting in your face about it #i’m cowardly posting on a tumblr you’ll probably never look at again and hiding my extra grumbly bullshit in the tags #i don’t think I’ll be emailing you any time soon if ever again #i listen to my dreams and my dreams tell me *she hates me* #i remember when you said that hipster bint hated me #and i never asked you more about it but i should have #like how does someone who has never even interacted with me hate me? #did you talk about me? #did she see my pictures? #i’m still really confused about that #and i can see why the last one—prob still current one—hates me #if you’ve even mentioned me that is #i only told you to be honest and tell her about me so you could have a clean slate without my interference #somehow i think you interpreted this as a threat #i wish I’d communicated better #can’t do anything about it now #i’m just a pot plant #never mind me

[luminousnotmatter]

And He’s Yours

b.r.b. for my bee 💗 @bradshawsbaby

Sometimes

Your job

Its days and weeks

Demand and take

Leaving you empty

Tired

And aching to your bones

Your mind and heart

Just as drained

Just as sore.

But when you’re home

And he’s home

He’s yours.

You drop away the day

Purse

Work junk

Other metaphorical baggage

The front door closes

Shuts

Solidly behind you

Closing out the world

Life with its demands

Is unwelcome here.

You’re home

And he’s home

He’s yours.

His frame

Tall

Broad

Strong and safe

Fills the kitchen doorway

Almost to overflowing

Spilling toward you

On his eager steps.

Jet-calloused hands

Reach for you

Arms fold you in

And he’s home

He’s yours.

Some sweet name for you

Sighs from his lips

Over yours

Before they’re his

By right of capture.

No happier prisoner

Is there

In your mouth.

His kiss tastes of tenderness

Of peppermint and sweat

Hints of strawberries.

And he’s home

He’s yours.

The night will go on

All soothing sweetness

Dinner

Wine

The yellow roses on the table.

Your laugh he adores

His curls falling loose.

A soak in the tub

Limbs tangled

Bodies close

Hot and bubbly and unhurried.

Maybe he’ll sing to you

Soft and loving.

And it’s good

Perfect

Just what you need.

But

Your favorite

The best part

Is

Him

And you

That’s Home

You are his

And he is yours.

#Bradley ‘Rooster’ Bradshaw #Bradley Bradshaw x Reader #TGM Fanfiction #bradshawsbaby #Sometimes I Art #I Wrote This #Top Gun Maverick #You mentioned the other day wanting a Bradley of your own to come home to #since you’ve been Going Through It so much lately #and well. Um. That just made my heart ache for you and I couldn’t get the thought about Your Bradley out of my brain #soooo…..👉🏻👈🏻🫣 This happened. #*whispers frantically but lovingly I HOPE IT MAKES YOU SMILE/FEEL GOOD FEELINGS EVEN JUST THE TINIEST WEE BIT #I love you so much Darling Lady you’re so very special to me. 🥹💗💗💗💗💗 #*gets shy and runs off to bed*

[deityofhearts]

I honestly just don’t get how people default to thinking southern accents are like unserious and unintelligent, I know I live in a bubble and I’ve never been outside of the south so like my world view is skewed but like idk I can’t like conceptualize hearing someone’s accent and going “your accent is too stupid and silly for you to have a brain” like ???

#deity dialogue #sorry I’m rlly half asleep #obvs my worldview is different cause I’m southern I’m surrounded by southern ppl I hear the accent all the time #so it’s like normal obvs but idk it still baffles me #idk if I ever go north are y’all gonna be mean to me cause I talk in a way that y’all perceive as stupid and lesser than how you do?? #I’ve already mentioned that even here we aren’t safe from the ‘haha youre a dumbass southern hick’ statements #which is rich cause like bitch who are you to be talking you live here too I don’t wanna hear you call me a red neck cause you’ve been here #for a long ass time to and I’m sure if you went up north they’d be on your ass the same way they’d be on mine #like what gives you the right? #like I will say also that I do make fun of the accent but in the way that lexi and I will be heatedly talking and get more southern with #each word and that amuses and delights us like idk it’s fun to look at someone who just said one word in a more extreme southern accent on #accident and repeat it back to them #but like at the end of the day we like being southern we don’t think there’s anything wrong with it or like inherently worth mocking #plus there’s a difference between two friends being silly and strangers telling you you’re a stupid redneck hick :) #this is also coming from someone who compared to other southern ppl doesn’t have the most strong southern accent (it’s there onvs but ya #know) and I still have to deal with this shit :/ #sorry I need to go to bed and shut up no one caressss

[justaz]

leonidas “leo” valdez (houston born and raised) thriving off of chaos and annoying the ever loving shit out of people and william andrew solace (austin born and raised) being absolutely disgusted by the sound of joints popping and not non-confrontational in the slightest getting into a yelling match that descends into almost incoherent southern screaming that draws a crowd and annabeth fucking chase (virginia born and raised) getting a headache, and the heat from their powers (human torch and ray of sunshine) is unbearable, snapping at them and causing everyone in their vicinity to scatter because that was a southern mother’s hollerin’ through and through

#btw idk if i wasn’t clear but i mentioned where they’re from bc i’m saying they have southern accents #they mask them which isn’t hard after being at camp in new york for years (or around the country in leo’s case) #wait i just realized i said ‘incoherent southern screaming’ so i actually was clear on it #good to know #annabeth chase #leo valdez #will solace #percy (walking up to the huge crowd surrounding two screaming texans): oh boy i sure hope this doesn’t awaken anything in me #percabeth #pjo #percy jackson and the olympians #hoo #heros of olympus #headcanon #head canon #hc #i’m from the south #you don’t know true fear until you’ve heard a southern mother yell #you hide with god bc not even he could save you #lets ignore the fact that all of them left home at really young ages #*ben shapiro voice* for the sake of argument lets say that they kept their accents and repressed them #only for them to jump out in times of great emotional distress #like anger and annoyance for example

[iliveinprocrasti-nationn]

ppl will go “i’d notice if society was going to sacrifice a marginalised group of people and if they said that it’s ok that a bunch of people would die then i would stand against it” and then they’ll hear people saying “well only disabled and vulnerable people will die of covid” and go “yes this is normal and ok and fine”

#first of all it’s not only disabled people who are dying and also covid can disable you real quick and make you part of that group that #people are fine with dying #but also do y’all hear yourself bed sometimes. the amount of people who claim to be allies but with throw others aside as soon as it #interferes with their comfort #also there have been so many studies and reports and articles on how covid disproportionally affects poc. not to mention inequalities in #healthcare that come into play too when you’re dealing with a pandemic #but as soon as y’all have to stop going to parties or restaurants or isolating for two weeks when exposed or confirmed positive or even if #you suspect you have it. or any of the millions of other things that at this point are important facets of community care and protecting #yourself and others from a disease that has been proven and continues to be proven to do a lot of damage to the body #y’all just balk. you don’t drop your claims but that doesn’t mean you’ve dropped your allyship #I’d love to go back to normal. i’d love to go out without a mask and eat in restaurants and do all the things i did before covid #but i won’t. because i know that isn’t safe for me or my friends/family/community and also quite literally isn’t possible now because we’re #still in a pandemic. if you claim to be an ally to disabled people then prove it and mask #I can’t speak as fully on allyship to other communities who are disproportionately impacted but not masking harms everyone and if anyone #does want to speak on allyship to their communit(y/ies) feel free to go ahead #covid tw #fired up about this because i’m doing radioactive iodine treatment in a few weeks and my mother is taking no precautions. not only am i at #risk if i catch covid but if she gets sick i either have to postpone my treatment to care for her (which risks giving my cancer more time to #metastasise if there are cells left) or i have to figure out another plan for treatment since my current plan hinges on her help since i #have to isolate #im just tired and frustrated. a pandemic doesn’t stop just because you get bored #vent tw #this is not as eloquent as i wish it was and the lack of punctuation and tone can make parts confusing but i think y’all get my point

[formulafics]

#disclaimer: this is just a vent don’t feel obligated to say anything 😼🙏🏻 #tw. alcohol #trauma is real #which obviously i knew that but im feeling it rn and im just 🧍🏻‍♀️ #long story short my mom used to drink a lot #and she chilled out recently but tonight has drank a lot more than usual and lord have mercy it’s messing with me bad folks #the amount of songs i can’t listen to be i go into flight or fight mode bc my mom used to blare them while drunk #which i mean i could have it a lot worse but yk #and like i can’t even be frustRted with my mom without feeling bad bc ik she deals with a lot but i can’t do anything to help #and the speed at which the night can go from good to bad bc of her drinking #not to mention i’m rewatching yellowstone and i still like it but it also brings back bad memories with my mom #bc we were watching yellowstone while she and i had some of our worse fights (due to her drinking) #anyways. if you’re reading shoutout to you i hope you don’t relate to this but if you do you’re not alone and ily #also who likes yellowstone #ryan please give me a chance (he’s a fictional cowboy who’s definitely too old for me) #(but i want him) #okay i’m done i hope you’re having a good night if you’ve read this far 🙏🏻

[ickypuppi3]

it’s actually so insane like imagine being billy hargrove and just being fucking uprooted from your life and taken away from everything and everyone you know and ending up in some tiny town where you don’t ever get a break from your abusive dad who makes every aspect of your life a living hell and never getting any help for the situation you’re in and everyone blames you for absolutely everything and the closest thing to love or affection you get is being objectified and sexualised by literally everyone including women old enough to be your mom

#tw abuse #billy hargrove #stranger things #not to mention everything that came before this #he was so unhappy #i’m so fucking sad #and all that for what #just to end up dying for a bunch of people who don’t even appreciate you after you’ve gone #and your grave being in this town that destroyed your already fucked up life #wow #feeling bitter #alexa play bad things by cults #his story makes me want to actually punch a wall #it’s not even funny #it’s because i relate and that’s why it’s just so fucked to me the way it was handled

[chirpsythismorning]

☎️🎲 🤼‍♂️ ✈️🚪 ➡️ 🫀🎮⌛️

The Great Pretender by Freddie Mercury

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#byler #stranger things #bizarre love triangle playlist #mike wheeler #mike’s pov #now this song has quite a bit of mike dnd angst #we even have a mention of heart/crown which is pretty on the nose #esp when it’s followed by: #‘pretending that you're still around’ #although mike looks happy in this image and I think he indeed is #i can’t help but notice the way he’s isolated from the others #and how this is the first time we’ve seen him play dnd happily since s1… only this time it’s w/out Will #who he spent all of s3 kind of rejecting playing with bc he thought he had to #and now in s4: #‘i play the game but to my real shame— you’ve left me to dream all alone’ 😔 #‘too real when I feel when my heart can’t conceal’ #mike does pretty good at hiding his feelings for Will… #but the arrow/triangle pocket over his heart aka his heart can't conceal… it gives him away🫣😂 #now all of those lyrics are great but none of them blow my mind quite like #‘i seem to be what I’m not— you see’ #and that’s bc I think this lyric can have a lot more significance when you give it double meaning based on punctuation #mike 'seems' to be -> what he’s not #and what mike is -> is not what we see #mike seems to be straight but he is not #mike is not straight but that is what we see (for now) #mike wheeler core all around for this one though #4x01 #gif

[cuteniaarts]

Fanny, my sweet, beautiful girl

17.11.2012 – 14.04.2019

#my art #artists on tumblr #I cannot accept that it has been 5 years already #I know covid messed with everyone’s sense of time but it simultaneously feels so much longer and so much shorter than that #exactly five years ago I was holding onto my mom for dear life and sobbing as we watched lilo and stitch together #not the best movie to watch when you’ve just lost your first ever pet you know #and then I cried myself to sleep at the next morning we never mentioned her again #I know it’s because it was way too painful for everyone involved. but I do wish I was allowed to process that grief properly #instead of bottling it up and pretending everything was okay until I was reminded of her #feeling like my heart was being shattered over and over again every single time #well anyway. enough of that. I’ve allowed myself a nice long cry today and got most of it out of my system #and once I was feeling okay I decided to draw her #and I can count the number of times I’ve drawn animals on one hand so.. I’m not too sure about the result #but it felt like to commemorate her in some way. #so yeah. here she is. my dear girl. the best dog in existence. she was always so affectionate and kind #which I didn’t always appreciate bc of how young I was. when you’re a kid it feels like pets will live forever #never barked. never bit anyone. her only crime was chewing on my mlp and lps toys that I left out on the floor #but I’m grateful she did that. it taught me not to leave my toys lying around and to clean up after myself #she really was taken from me way too soon. ideally she could still be alive right now. but I’ve been down the road of guilt and regret #there was nothing I could do. I was a child. I can only hope that she knew she was loved right until the very end #even if I didn’t know how to show it properly. and great. now I’m tearing up again #I suppose it’s unavoidable. April 12th will always be a melancholy day. and maybe that’s not such a bad thing #it’s good to have a day when I can freely remember her and cry if I need to. it’s healthy. it’s better than crying every day #she never liked it much when I cried. always tried to comfort me. that’s the kind of dog she was. I miss her so much #when I move apartments and get a dog of my own I’m getting a spaniel. just like she was #well. maybe a different colour so I don’t end up sobbing every time I look at it. but spaniels really are the perfect breed #I mean. cavaliers especially were bred for love and warmth. that’s just what I need. it will be nice to have someone waiting for me at home #and while I don’t necessarily believe in the afterlife… I do hope that Fanny’s watching over me #spiritually comforting me when I feel all alone in the world. it’s a nice thought for sure #and hopefully she won’t mind me getting another spaniel too much. it will be done in her honour after all. to make up for my past mistakes

[lesbiansanemi]

I maybe potentially (most likely) have covid but my job is being so fucking cagey about if I’m going to be on the receiving end of disciplinary action for not coming in because of it. I have multiple symptoms of it and was in close contact for an extended period of time with two people who have tested positive for it. I went to get an official test from an urgent care place (because I was told I need proof for my job), and was told it would be up to 48 hours until I get results and until then I needed to self isolate and then obviously continue if the test is positive. They wrote me a note saying to excuse me from my job which I emailed to them. But they keep emailing me like “well the cdc says isolation is no longer necessary so…. If you don’t have a fever you’re supposed to come in” and now I’m so paranoid that I’m going to get write ups for not coming in despite having a literal doctor’s note telling me not to because all covid protections have been so thoroughly axed and it’s treated like any “normal” illness (though this shouldn’t be okay for ANY illness, not just covid) and if you don’t have sick time (which most places don’t supply at all, or if they do, it’s a dismal amount) you have to come in or experience the consequences and I’m just 🙃🙃🙃 so anxious about it and also I fucking hate this country for putting MILLIONS of people in this position where they have to choose between not going work but risking being fired and losing their livelihoods which leads to SO many risks if you have no safety net (and most people don’t) OR going in because you just don’t have a choice but you’re miserable and actively spreading highly infectious diseases to multiple other people. I truly don’t understand how there are people who look at this system and act like it’s fine

#I’m lucky enough that my job won’t straight up fire me #I’ll likely get a write up I think but I’ve never had one before and we’re so chronically understaffed that I won’t be fired #it’s still nerve wracking though… #and I know most people don’t even have THAT much of a safety net #I just straight up don’t understand how jobs can straight up be like ‘we don’t care that you have a doctor’s note come in anyways or we’re #writing you up’ like how is that fucking legal #because it’s America and all we care about is profit and controlling everything about a person’s life I know that #but still #not to mention the classism of the fact that most ppl can’t even get doctor’s notes anyways #that in of itself is a privilege #but Jesus fucking Christ #like I’m not going in tomorrow cuz I’m waiting on test results and healthcare professionals have told me to isolate #but the fact that I’m in this position at all is insidious #jobs should just be like ‘okay! got it! see you when the isolation period is over and/or you’ve been cleared by a doctor’ #the fact that it’s ANY other response is deeply evil imo #never mind my health like I’ll be fine I’m a mostly healthy person #but everyone I could potentially infect that could then experience LIFE ALTERING or maybe even ending consequences???? #I know it’s been said before but the flippant disregard for human life is so…. #like I said I genuinely think it’s cartoonishly evil that it works this way #and if you try and argue against it or point out it shouldn’t be this way you’re just some crazy lazy commie or whatever #lord #kaz rambles

[lulu2992]

But... What am I supposed to do with my life now?

#the hyrule compendium is complete as well #the battery is full #all 135 pieces of armor were found and upgraded #(except the classic link outfits because come on) #...what day is it? #the legend of zelda #tears of the kingdom #zelda tears of the kingdom #again it was great and I’m waiting for the DLC because I guess it’s coming #also kass needs to come back #my map was already more than 97% complete but a lot of mines in the depths were missing #on the surface it turns out I had yet to visit three locations in the castle and 4 cave entrances #because each entrance counts as a location even if you’ve already found the bubbulfrog #that’s a funny name by the way #in french they’re called elusis #and since I mentioned kass his french name is asarim #it took me several months to realize it was a pun #asarim is pronounced like 'ah ça rime' which means 'ah that rhymes' haha

[rachiller]

I love stereotypes about dogs so much because of how funny it is when they get disproved. My giant Rottweiler who looks like he might have eaten several children in the past and is looking for his next victim giving big sad eyes when he lays his head in your lap 3 seconds after meeting him versus my tiny Jack Russell who until she sees a stranger looks like an innocent little baby then immediately becomes 90% teeth 10% dog, why sir, they are simply doing god’s work

#people seeing tito and going oh god let me put my dog on a leash so it doesn’t get eaten #me going oh no honey he wants to be friends with every living creature it’s the tiny demon that can be carried under your arm that you need #to worry about she’s getting ready to attack #anyway I miss my dogs #titan isn’t even technically my dog but in my heart he is #also because every time I come home he’s like 🥰sister hey wherever you been I love you #which annoys Holly bc she believes I am the only love in her life #I think more people should have giant scary dogs that have only love in their hearts #it would balance out all the tiny purse sized dogs that worship Satan #I love a dog that resembles an oversized fluffy rat but big scary dogs are sooooooo #anyway again have I mentioned I miss my dogs #holly my love I will be home again one day soon and I will give you a thousand kisses to make up for the ones you’ve missed #my angel my love my darling the only one who truly understands the whole of my soul

[fizzlehead]

GODDDD i just miss being able to watch new episodes of riverdale live and have FUN with them. i remember watching the josie and the pussycats episode in my tiny single dorm room with like 5 of my friends packed onto my twin bed and when archie kissed kevin on the cheek we all ERUPTED in a screaming fit. and then a few weeks later we all did the same thing with the next to normal episode and again like when charles burst into the room singing we stood up and cheered like our sports team had just scored a touchdown or whatever. and even though i didn’t really like s6 very much it STILL had moments like these in the majority of episodes. but now every week i watch it alone in my bed on my laptop and i spend the entire time brain rottingly bored at best and genuinely upset and angry at worst. like what happened i miss riverdale!!!! :(

#i just feel nothinggggggg anymore it makes me actually want to burst into tears. riverdale nights used to be the most exciting nights of my #week and now i forget it’s even airing until like an hour before it starts. feels fucking bad man #not to keep beating a dead horse about how much i hate this season like I know I’ve made it clear. last night just really really did #something to me man. and it’s because they mentioned stonewall prep and i got SO excited because I was like ok FINALLY they’re gonna give me #a moment thag makes me stand up and yell like I used to be able to do. they’re gonna put bret on my screen and I’m gonna scream and run into #the other room to tell my sister about it and it’s gonna be fun and it’s gonna feel like how I’m used to feeling while watching this show. #but then they were like hey here’s two made up stonewall preppies who you’ve never seen or heard about before and who yoh certainly don’t #care about. that’s what you want right. and i literally think something in my brain snapped. irreparably #so now I’m just sitting here thinking about how the time of my life hen I got to watch my favorite show with my friends every week and jump #up and down and scream and laugh and cheer every 5 minutes is over and im never gonna get to do that again. which is awesome <3 #this is so fucking melodramatic i know im sorry it’s just that I’ve snapped like I said. something happened last night & now im busted #but anyways. how are you guys doing #taylor xoxo

[e-m-p-error]

⏮️ | Dar and Val

It’s Munday!

⏮️ for a glimpse into the distant past (before the timeline of this blog - you can say a character’s name but it may be from the perspective of an ancestor)

[ Darío + Erasmo ]

"What is he thinking?" Imelda sighed, closing her eyes as she cradled her newborn to her chest. In her husband's arms rested the cranky two-year-old her brother had just sent to her via a family friend. Javier couldn't even come to California himself to drop his son off with his sister.

She figured part of it had to do with her husband. Javier had never liked Mauricio, but the man was perfect for her. Their relationship was rock solid, they were in love and had been for a long while, now. Their marriage in the United States had been a very purposeful thing, and just six months later Erasmo was born.

Now, her son was six months old, and she had to adjust her life to include Darío.

"I'm sure he has his reasons." Mauricio was always so forgiving. Imelda did not feel so charitable. As her baby latched on to feed, she sighed, disgruntled.

"His reasons are bullshit. I know it, you know it, and he knows it. He's being an idiot." But, she supposed, this was how Javier was dealing with his wife's passing. Darío wouldn't remember his mother, most likely, but Javier did. He would remember for the rest of his life, see her in his head where she wasn't and could never be again.

Mauricio encouraged Imelda's empathy toward her brother, even as her animosity grew.

"He's doing his best." Mauricio promised, faltering when his wife shot him an annoyed look, "I know that he's... A gruff man. But he is lost without Yurena."

Imelda's eyes softened but her frown didn't leave her face.

"He should be raising their son. He shouldn't be shoving him out of the nest at two years old. Yurena wouldn't want this."

"Yurena would want him brought up with compassion." Mauricio informed, "She would want him to be in a safe place. He is safe here."

#It’s Best To Keep Me Pleased (Answered Asks) #Take Just One Last Dare Pretend That You Don’t Care (ℓєgισи∂αяισ) #And If You Get In My Face Then You’ll Get A Taste Even God Would Run Son (ναℓєитιиσ) #V: No Matter Where You’ve Been Or Who You Are If It Doesn’t Kill You It’s Sure To Leave A Horrible Scar #cw death of a parent #cw death of a partner #cw death mention #cw regressive coping mechanisms #cw abandonment

[probablyjustamagpie]

it’s kinda funny to me that nobody seems to be mentioning that Nick is lowkey implying GBD is/was trump supporters or in some way far right/white supremacists with both Don’t be Scared and Unholy. Like it’s not subtle they literally talk about covering Rage on their website and hallie mentions that her dad is why she “loves to shoot big guns” (“gated community/yet shotgun on your bedside”) on her insta,,, “you used to cover rage yet praise the police/I blamed it on your folks and how you were raised” isn’t exactly subtle and neither is “red hats who can’t spell Palestine” or “white rioters trying to be hero’s” like the songs are one after another -

#magpie chirps #the wrecks #good boy daisy #it’s literally him saying ‘I was complacent and lost my values but now that I’ve left you I see how awful it really was’ #literally the chorus of Don’t Be Scared is ‘ #‘give a little bit I get fucked’ #and the chorus of Unholy is #‘you finally broke me/open your eyes/there’s a surprise/here comes the old me’ #LIKE #it’s not even subtle #and it’s in other songs too #‘you’ve been told what you believe in”’ #he mentions a fuckton that he hates her dad in the album #‘fuck your exes fuck your father’ #“’I’m not your fathers son’ #come on

[vampirebutterflies]

tagged by darling @gremlin-soup for my top five songs Right Now !!

✿ Here with Me by d4vd

❀ Sea of Love by Cat Power

✿ Hardlight by Spacey Jane

❀ Blood cover by Gang of Youths

✿ Running Up That Hill cover by The Wombats

taggin @not-nervous-jester @chupacactus @blackbeardskneebrace @blakbonnet @nofeelingisfinall @eye-scream-girls @couriander @skysofrey @smoothedsmoothie @enbiosaur @turtles-on-turts (won’t let me tag u I hope u see this 🥺) and @creepycute-puppy-gf if y’all wanna play because I am Full Of Love and interaction is!!! scary but fun!!!!

#bonus mention to groceries by mallrat It’s Fun It’s Cute It’s The Vibe it’s been stuck in my head on and off for hours #okay I’m gonna ramble abt my choices here bc I love oversharing #they’re in no particular order of Priority #here with me. god. GODDDDDD. ugh. the sounds are gorgeous the best and the tones and the vibes are immaculate I can’t help but move and flow #it’s seeping and saturated with love it’s dozey it’s dazey it’s thick with heady sunlight and it tastes sweet and citrusy and it feels like #sharing a melting ice lolly with someone you love and holding hands and watching the sunset and leaning against each other and wandering #hands and lazy kisses and ughhghghhhhh #like when your skins a lil pink and prickly from being out in the sun too long and your lips are a lil dry and tender but kissing still just #feels so soft and thick and heavy and sweet and safe #and feeling the textures of skin and clothes and warm sun and cooler breeze and the smell of each other after being out in the day together #just. together together together here with me #the suns setting and we’re heading home a little achey but it’ll be okay #I don’t care how long it takes. ​as long as I’m with you I’ve got a smile on my face #sea of love. ugh. it’s sweet. it’s cute. it’s a lil rough round the edges like holding hands with soft but slightly calloused skin. its Love #it feels. real. how it is. like snuggling up together and just dozing in the comfort of having each other #I love her voice I love how it’s a bit rough and imperfect it’s like singing something just for each other #and the tinny twangs and the different layers of sound and underlying sultry indulgence #it feels like being smug and in love and knowing how good you’ve got it even if it’s not your usual superficial visually Perfect #it feels like having you and Living and the quiet confident comfort #hardlight. need I say more #it’s upbeat but it’s fuckin heartbreaking #can you see the weight I’m wearing on my shoulders? each ones worse and stays a little longer #fucked it up again— I’m looking alive and I’m feeling fine #and I love I’m gonna start a fight— give me a reason; give me something to bite #blood? the building crescendo and the layers and the twinkling and the hhhhhh #and there is nothing you can do about it now. and the RAWNESS the EMOTION the STUBBORNNESS #do not let your fucking spirit wane. fuck. #I’ve run out of tags HELP I have so much to say!! wombats cover best cover I’ll ramble sometime if anyone asks OKAY BYE #tag game #mercury moments