#ignore me I'm having a moment

[the-marauders-are-ghosts]

my brain: if you stay around people who only wanted to see you burn you will expect to spend your life engulfed in flames.

Me: SHUT UP IM TRYING TO SLEEP ITS FUCKING FOUR AM!!!!!!!!

#ignore me i'm having a moment #sorry #childhood #thats a bit sad #fanfic #ignore me im insane #oopsie #ignore me im tired #girlhood #marauders #ignore me im venting #solangelo #archive of our own #jegulus #ao3 #ao3 fanfic #fanfiction #oops i did it again

[welcometogrouchland]

they shouldn't let me stay up past midnight bc then I start identifying every single problem I've ever had. No solutions found. Net zero personal progress and 0.5 hours of sleep are achieved

#ramblings of a lunatic #ignore me I'm having a moment #actually wait that's one of the problems we (the brain council) identified. is my need to not have problems where ppl can see #oh very problematic of my brain. not a fan #look i just got out on christmas break for college the term is catching up to me #i didn't make any real friends and it's not that I'm surprised..but yeah I'm surprised. i forgot about My Whole Deal somehow #like girl do the math. 7 yrs to make A FRIEND. SINGULAR. came pre packaged w/ 2 friends but took you 4 more years to make another one- #-independtly. straight up did not understand friendship and human relationships until you were at least 16 #did we honestly think we were gonna knock it out of the park in terms of socialising this first term???? did we???? #wishful thinking ig #oughh. college...bad. or not bad but. strange. and lonely. and yeah kinda bad #existentially horrifying in ways i didn't even realise were possible. i get why so many tma fans were college students/grads now #college just irl cosmic horror #anyway. i think i should try and sleep now lest the brain demons get the better of me #but also I've gotten like. 4 hours of sleep total over the last 6 days- not for lack of trying mind you #so like. I'm anticipating a struggle.

[lover-of-skellies]

Incorrect quotes and being a gremlin aside, what am I known for here. Like... if I didn't do Incorrect quotes, what creative thing have I done/made that actually matters?

#not skeleton stuff #rambles #i just wanna know #everyone association me with the quotes at this point #which i don't mind #i enjoy it and i enjoy the quotes #but what else have i made that's truly mine #that actually means anything to anyone #ignore me i'm having a moment #associates*

[multi-kpop-fanfics]

mingyu is the type to put you in your place by towering over you and break your bratty streak by saying "want me to bring you back to your senses, baby?", as he takes out his cock, tapping it on your cheek and lips until you're drooling and begging to suck him off

#ignore me I'm having a moment #mingyu smut #svt mingyu #kim mingyu #svt smut #seventeen smut #seventeen #thoughts💭

[irritablepoe]

nobody in this house really talks to me anymore, except for informing me about things or scolding me for sth...

#johnny's silly rambles #that was also the reason i was sad yesterday #i'm just here living a lonely life in a house full of people #today they actually asked me stuff... but it was about my friends. great #such a great feeling #love it 10/10 wouldn't rec #i feel like i'm living real life platonic hanahaki disease... #ignore me i'm having a moment #vent

[pinktwinkiezoppo]

Ben 10 x Steven Universe is toxic yaoi to me

#ignore me i'm having a moment #I need a tag for talking about this #steben #there ya go #zoppos posties #they're Naruto and Sasuke coded in my mind #ok I'll shut up now

[peachships]

I may or may not be re-catching feelings for S.ombra again 👀😭

I mean!! Look at her!!!

She's been like, a permanent crush, but she makes me feel soooo normal [lying]

#peachy thoughts #ignore me i'm having a moment

[toomuchracket]

boygenius (and tchal!) snl nov 11th... 75 shows in philly and boston on nov 10th and 12th... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm inch resting

#ignore me i'm having a moment #our boys #mads muses

[sapphire-heart-tippy]

I liked ONE picture of a male model's bare ass and my "based on your likes!" Is flooded with men's bare asses

And I'm not complaining one bit, I'm very grateful to the homo gods of man butt

#tippy no #suggestive #maturity filter and stuff just in case #ass ass ass ass butt cheeks hnnngghhh #ignore me i'm having a moment

[frauleinsmaria]

You don’t get it, I’ve been listening to Taylor since 2006, but 1989 came out during my freshman year of college and truly changed something in my brain chemistry, and her announcing the re-recording 4 days before I turn 27…I’m just a teenage girl with a lot of feelings 😭🫶

#ignore me i'm having a moment #taylor swift #1989 #1989 taylor's version #1989 tv

[hitsugaya-toushirou]

Why did they specifically show Yumichika during the Bankai pill scene instead of the multitude of Captains and Lieutenants. Why did they not have him specify "your" in his dialogue. Why did they have him cup his hand as if holding something and then drop his hand with nothing in it. As if something had been there and disappeared. Why. Why. Why did they do that

#ignore me i'm having a moment #sanpost kenjuu

[tothepointofinsanity]

Personal Log V

Oh-great-heavens, I haven't been quite myself ever since I fell sorely ill a month or so ago. Most of my real world friendships have been spliced due to my negligence towards others, but I have grown, undoubtedly, more withdrawn and fearful of public spaces. Never mind that people themsleves frighten me with their presence alone, but the gathering of individuals in any area greatly inflicts me with frustration and fatigue.

As per usual, I am pitifully, pathetically fragile under the burden of disease and personal insecurities. A touch of cough is enough to send oneself into nightful fits of wheezing. Mayhaps, I think, the reaper has finally perched on my chest, like vulture circling about carrion. Well, nonsense-girl, that's implying you even "lived" to begin with. I have been feeling more "strange" lately - the definition of which I cannot provide in a manner that is sensible or curable. But yes, I've felt more strange as of late. Less nervous (lest placed in a crowd of people), but more detached to my own matters. Boring me is a sin and the students around me are sinners. I could be happier if I chose to be more open-minded to the notion of befriending strangers in my classes, but as I reflected upon it more and more, I lamented, hated and ultimately resented the notion altogether. Strangers are nicer than I predict in my head and that makes me irrational, an expression accomplished by self-loathing more than anything else.

Altering my manner of speech to fit the altered state of mind. Feeling alienated by people as a whole, I feel like a "character" from a story, more than the writer itself. It's not so much different from a fictional little man shouting about cosmic apathy at the top of his lungs but what comes out is a scrawled script of barely poetic prose. I wish I was "real" the same way most other people feel that they are Real. Oh, but not really. Hard to tell what I really want when the brain is two badminton players who keep passing the shuttlecock around in the air. Toss it, turn it, and in the end, my shelter remains to be drawing and burying my head in comics. To be Real like others is to sacrifice "myself", and I am not that selfless to perform such a thing. It bothers me how much more competent I could be if I actually tried. A more competent artist, a more competent friend...Life is short and I'm burning it faster so I don't have to deal with this anymore.

#ttpoilog #ignore me I'm having a Moment

[every-aj-needs-an-angel]

(be cool aj, be cool)

Ahhh! Omg! (good job, moron) Thank you all so much for enjoying my word vomit my Steddie Vegas au

I've been working on it for ages now, so naturally, I hate it but the fact that you all loved it

I'm just 🤯

I just wanted to say thank you.

And hello to all the new people following me, which is also crazy, but hi.

As you can tell already I'm kinda nuts so I'll apologise in advance for that.

I'll try my hardest not to disappoint you all, so I'm gonna be good and go and write and not doom scroll 😂

Bye!

#hi everyone #ignore me i'm having a moment #personal #sorta idk #aj rambles

[possumwitch928]

You can’t wait to leave and you do believe it. You cook for six though. You know how to make more in case your dad is hungrier and you know to leave some out so your mom doesn’t have to pick around mushrooms. When you look for plates for your future home, future meals, you look for sets of six. You cook for six even when it’s just you. You don’t know how to cook for one. You don’t know how to just be one.

#poetry #ignore me i'm having a moment #weird emotional shit #i'm gonna miss my family y'all

[spyglassrealms]

me, an existential nihilist: it is the nature of things to change and, eventually, to end.

me:

me, also autistic as hell: oh fucking christ it's the nature of things to CHANGE and eventually to END, I'm fucking in for it aren't I—

#spy has thoughts #ignore me I'm having a moment

[mangatxt]

sometimes i get stuck on a baseball chapter and then takenaka is there to help me remember why i liked writing it in the first place

#my hot take is that he's the most baseball of the mob characters #baseball's super analytical #so much about the meta and predicting what the other team's going to do #who's gonna pitch #what pitch they're going to throw #when someone's gonna steal #when someone's gonna swing or bunt #etc etc #he's a telepath!! #he's tuned in!! #do you understand me??? #i'm very rabid about this #baseball au #fic updates #chapter should be done soon #txt #ignore me i'm having a moment