#im pretty sure its obvious

[arielluva]

screenshot redraw! though i took creative liberty in making it rain here even though it isnt (yet) in the screenshot bc i thought it'd be cool (i also enjoy drawing water droplets)

there are two versions of the drawing here, the first one is edited for mobile to get it to look closer to my intended colors, while the second one is the original from my computer. the third image here being the original screenshot, lol

#my art #revolutionary girl utena #rgu #juri arisugawa #hate how different the computer vs mobile colors are... the original looks so dark on my phone </3 #my computer always displays colors lighter than they appear so unfortunately a lot of my drawings look darker than intended on mobile #sometimes the difference isnt too bad but this time it was. pretty obvious #hence two versions of the drawing #anyway im very happy with how this turned out #the original screenshot just stuck with me and. im not sure what it is about it that i like so much #but i just really wanted to draw it #still got two other rgu related drawings to finish but at least i got one done #anyways its 3 am... time for me to depart to eepytown #2023

[oceanwithouthermoon]

THE FACT THAT THE ONLY INSULT SHE COULD THINK OF FOR HIM WAS THAT HES QUIET AND GLOOMY, AND SHE HAD TO LIE ABOUT THE REST OF IT..

#i need a compilation of all the things the characters have actually heard saiki say #cuz i honestly have trouble determining which lines he projects and which r just thoughts #cuz im pretty sure she could easily be like 'um hes kind of a dick..' but she didnt #she didnt even think of it cuz she doesnt think that at all</33 #omg i just remembered that ive seen people cite this scene as a reason why she has comphet and doesnt actually like him.. #which is really funny cuz its the opposite of whats happening lol #those people just didn't pick up on the fact that she started lying but is it not obvious #'teachers always get mad at him' he purposefully gets average grades and brings no attention to himself guys how did u think this was true #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k. #saiki kusuo #teruhashi kokomi #terusai #<-kinda #meows post

[es-quest]

"ES!" Kotoko yells at you, and you jump in surprise as-

Something rams itself into the wall in front of you but instead of a loud crack as presumed bones hit hard strone. It's body compresses, making a wet squelching sound as it does as the flesh expands. You can't bring yourself to move as it dislodges itself, it raises it head and too long neck and turns to look at you.

#milgram #es quest #ask blog #es milgram #amane momose #kotoko yuzuriha #cw body horror #cw child abuse #ooc: SEE! I PUT THAT BODY HORROR TAG FOR A REASON #also note: Im pretty sure people will make the obvious Den parallels but I actually dont know what either the Den or The Beast looked liked #before designing monster amane #you can actually see me draw a lot of sphinx like amane's rather than humanoid beastmen type monsters for her cause I like that better lol #oh btw I think its funny everyone focused on the danger Kotoko poses #like yeah she does but like.......I think there might be something a bit more dangerous here

[satiricaily]

i talked alot about juwons guilt but i dont think i properly took the time to indulge in dongsiks guilt (mainly because. look at him. where do you even start) yuyeon going missing + her fingers appearing on their yard is such a pivotal moment for his entire character and his motivations towards the world. like yeah he's angry he's disheartened he's helpless but most of all he's guilty. in a way none of those police thought he was. he's guilty because he didnt look after her better. he's got survivor's guilt on top of that because none of his family members went through that ordeal without either dying or being bedridden, meanwhile he's still walking on two feet and he's still the one people point at and cast aside and still the one cleaning up the house and dusting the windows and visiting his mother and bringing her fruits and trying so, so hard to compensate for what he couldn't manage to do; protect his sister. he becomes caring. thoughtful. loving. he becomes the most sympathetic character among all of them. he cared about every single person in that town despite their wariness towards him. he cared about jihwa and jihoon and jeongje and literally everyone else in that circle in a way he thought he should've been when yuyeon was still around. and still that would never bring her back. which is why on top of all that care and love is the madness and the slight dip into insanity because what's the fucking point. but at the same time it's i cant handle another person ending up like yuyeon. which is why minjeong dying was so fucking heartbreaking because he tried so so goddamn hard to protect these people out of the guilt that he didnt protect his sister enough and STILL he failed at it. (in his own perspective of course) its why he takes the ENTIRE responsibility of handling the truth by himself because he thinks it's HIS fault that it's happening all over again and this endless cycle of beating himself up and trying to amend things by himself and ruining himself in the process starts begins once more until. until juwon arrives with a guilt as big as his, a guilt that mirrors his own and that endless cycle slowly starts to shatter and both of them began to unknowingly try to find redemption through each other and its why that last scene is so fucking important too because dongsik getting handcuffed is like closing the door on the abuse that the guilt has done to him and twisting the key and throwing it away and he needed juwon to do that for him, because no one would understand the guilt better than juwon. there was never gonna be another person to arrest him because even though he's resolving his own guilt he's also taking juwons guilt upon himself and telling juwon look, here, cuff it away, youre good now, you dont have to suffer anymore. even though his future seems so bleak with the arrest he still tries so hard to do what he failed to do with yuyeon. protect her. at least this time he could protect juwon before the man could live with the guilt forever. at least this time when he meets juwon again he knows he succeeded.

#its 7am i only slept for. 3 hours ? #and i havent watched beyond evil in a long time but this came up in my head out of nowhere #and im pretty sure someone's done a more articulate meta on his guilt #but i just needed to get this out of my system #JESUS CHRIST THIS SHOW #finishing this show gave me a grief that would come back out of nowhere and send me spiralling again and again #also i just realised i didnt bring up him becoming a cop thing but i guess because its so obvious why #beyond evil #beyond evil meta

[zestys-world]

Before you watch Naruto, there's something you should know...

#like seriously a naruto fan is either lgbtq+ or violently homophobic and misogynistic #pretty sure its obvious which ending i got #naruto #someones probably done this before but eh #naruto uzumaki #sasuke uchiha #yeah its about those fuckers #sasunaru #inosaku #inosaku had good chemistry argue with the wall #ino yamanaka #sakura haruno #narusasu #theres like a million lgbtq+ characters (trust me bro) im not tagging them all

[devilbombers]

BROOOO how do i keep getting into situations where i acquaint myself with someone who is objectively crazy but i keep coincidentally falling into places where i sort of have to talk to them and because of my friendly nature i like to have engaging conversations with anyone even if i dont like them because i just like talking to people

#just found out someone i get a SUPER BAD VIBE from lives really close to me #THINKING ABOUT WHETHER OR NOT ITS A GOOD IDEA FOR ME TO KEEP TALKING TO THEM......................... #LIKE ITS PRETTY OBVIOUS I SHOULD KEEP THEM AT ARMS LENGTH BUT ITS WEIRD HOW IM STILL SO ON THE FENCE #i just like being on good terms with everyone and making sure it isnt ever awkward between me and others

[revolutionary-demosthenes]

In spite of Schuylers black eyes, I have still a part for the public and another for you; so your impatience to have me married is misplaced; a strange cure by the way, as if after matrimony I was to be less devoted than I am now.

Alexander Hamilton to John Laurens, September 16, 1780

I was just re-reading this quote for the first time in a while, and realized it’s got some unique qualities that point to its integrity as a piece of evidence.

With the Laurens-Hamilton relationship, how many possible meanings a letter has is almost more important than what is said in the first place. This isn’t a quote that can be excused as humor or teasing or “how people wrote back then.” It’s a serious quote from Hamilton that talks about his relationship with Laurens, which we don’t have to many of. It’s not like the beginning of the April 1779 letter, which can be brushed off as “how people wrote.” It’s not innuendo that can be excused as “bawdy humor.” It’s a serious and non-flowery or sentimental sentence which contains many elements that point to a romance between Hamilton and Laurens. There is no other strong explanation for Laurens to be directly compared to Schuyler. (And especially the “black eyes” part-- in spite of something Hamilton is attracted to about his wife, he still has a “part” for Laurens...) The rest of the quote is even more implicating-- why would Laurens want Hamilton to be married so that Hamilton’s affection would wane? Why would their relationship need a cure if it was a socially acceptable friendship? 

tl, dr: Because Hamilton’s writing is so direct and clear, with so few opposing interpretations, (but many implications!) or the ability to be construed as a joke, this letter is a pretty unique piece of evidence, and one of the strongest to suggest a Laurens-Hamilton relationship. (And good for refuting criticism.)

#im sure this has been said before #I was just re-reading it in an old post I was looking at #and I was like #how is this relationship not acknowledged in academia #this is literally such a clear implication #I think if I had to use one quote to convince someone this might be the one honestly #and I guess you could argue maybe that Hamilton is saying hey I won't forget about my War Bros after being married #but its a pretty weak argument and I feel like the obvious reading here is the one I outlined above #Alexander Hamilton #John Laurens #letters #quotes #quote analysis #this is also not to say that letters like April '79 aren't pretty definitive evidence #but if you want to convince someone #there are technically ways people can get around the innuendo in that one #not reasonable ways #but nonetheless

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#man ive never seen an eating disorder kill someone else besides a parent infecting a child but my nana is really trying #shes like 1000% orthotexic. will not eat anything not filled with vegetables or fat. and my grandpa is 87yo with a heart condition currentl #in the hospital for covid bc thry went to Christmas church and dont believe in being vaccinated and my dad is so frustrated #bc he knows his mom is not gonna give his dad hearty foods. he needs to eat like protein shakes and meat and ice cream. anything thats not #her cooking which sucks on top of being extremely healthy. except its not healthy bc they dont eat a balanced diet #so its my nanas eating disorder killing her husband and shes so fucking frustrating. im like 99% sure she has obsessive compulsive #personally disorder bc she fits to a T and has zero insight. she may have full on 0cd bc talking to my dad he has more obvious 0cd #compulsions than i do. he used to say phrases before going to bed and would take 2 steps across the floor to prevent bad things from #happening. so like im pretty sure my nana is where i get my perfectionism and 0cd. god. i wish i could express how fucked up she is #like my dad said at least he had a stable home to grow up in but like she has zero sympathy for other people. cannot look past herself. wil #not wear a mask bc she doesnt care enough abt other ppl. my dad was like: u would not have survived in that house. which is fair bc i am #barely keeping it together coming from a stable home with two sympathetic parents who i know love me #and like its sad that they're suffering the effects of buying into the fox news bullshit and its killing them #but also. genuinely. i think theyre not very good ppl. theyre the type of people who think they're better bc they're religious. white. and #thin. and theyre not better thsn anyone. their grandchildren cant stand them. well cant stand her at least. papa is just quite so its hard #to say what hes thinking. apparently he was confused last night and saying something about eating dinner on the golf course. which sounds #nicer thsn being in the hospital lol. ugh. he seems not long for this world tbh. may he pass peacefully to b with his 1st wife who died of #brain cancer at age like 20 or something. so it goes. bleh. how many funerals are intended for me in the next 5 years? hopefully none but #that seems improbable with the unspoken drain circling that seems to b going on in this family. old age and like almost 10 years of cancer #defying the stats but for how much longer? #i dunno. its just so weird to watch these things happen and not talk about it directly to the other ppl who see it #i worry that ill come off as too callose or inappropriate bc i have that tendency when something bad is happening but thats everyone else #excuse? idk i just feel like its better to talk abt things #unrelated #ed mention #i tell u this so i can say these things to someone and also bc if i were u. i would like to hear the drama #bc im nosey and i assume other r too ;-]

[killemwithkawaii]

Reason I think I got The Tism #193709:

I don't understand dishonesty.

Like, I grasp the concept. I know what a lie is. I am capable of lying I have lied before, and I know other people lie. I know some lies are 'good and polite' and others are 'mean and harmful' (its not always clear which is which though). I understand the motivations behind lying, stealing, scamming, and generally taking advantage of other people for your own gain, but like...

Why? I get lying to spare someones feelings, or for safety, or to not ruin a surprise. I understand stealing if its out of necessity. But, don't maliciously dishonest people who fool others for their own gain (or for 'fun') feel... idk, Bad about doing that...? :/

#k.e.w.k. overshares #neurodivergent problems #anyway im pretty sure i just avoided being scammed ✌️ #(but feel silly bc its OBVIOUS to EVERYONE i ask but i still felt the need to ask them bc I'm never sure 🤡)

[sonknuxadow]

i am a huge supporter of no romance in sonic whatsoever because 1. pre reboot archie sonic shows exactly what can happen when sonic writers are allowed to pair up whoever they want and write romance focused stories and it was Absolute Torture and 2. heavy focus on romance just feels REALLY out of place for sonic. friendship and family should be the main focus always in terms of character relationships. however i think tangle and whisper should be allowed to be a couple for real. the solution here is to just keep everything the same as it was before except randomly have tangle start calling whisper her girlfriend with no explanation the next time they show up

#tbh the only romance i think should be allowed to exist in sonic are characters that were introduced as a couple from the start #and the fact that theyre in love is obvious but its not a big deal and theres not much focus on it #(good examples of what i mean are tom and maddie from the sonic movies and bunnie and antoine in post reboot archie sonic) #and also no giving characters like sonic amy knuckles shadow etc canon romantic partners #im pretty sure this is what sega means by the no romance rule anyway #no romance focused stories and no couples unless theyre a couple from the start #nite and don from idw sonic being a canon couple approved by sega because them being a couple was included in their #initial pitch and planned from the start kind of confirmed that #(well according to their creator that was the case anyway. #i honestly didnt even realize they were supposed to be in love until it was pointed out) #(but whatever. my god these bitches gay good for them good for them etc etc)

[es-quest]

...

Can we call out for someone?

It doesn't matter who it is. But can't we try?

You don't remember anyone, just the faint smell of roses.

You try to call out anyway.

...

The water level rises.

#milgram #es quest #ask blog #es milgram #ooc: Guess who that was Im pretty sure its obvious lol

[aspennntree]

vacuo team is he/they she/they solidarity send post

#tree talks #rwby #ive been calling them rson in my head because #be gay do arson #but jaune isnt there so they cannot be arson 😔 #and i have no idea what the general consensus for team name is #ive also been calling them olve #like olive #all i know is that theyre all demigender #emerald sustrai #oscar pine #lie ren #nora valkyrie #me tagging emerald first intentionally to not show favoritism when its so obvious who my favorite character is #im pretty sure i still have him as my header #i am not fooling anyone #also nobody is aware that im attempting to fool them #anyways. these tags are too long. #👍 #tree can't shut up about oscar pine

[bandori-colorpicked]

queer chevron flag colorpicked from Rinko's trained card Antique Bookstore Tour (古書店めぐり)

#bang dream #bandori #bang dream girls band party #shirokane rinko #rinko shirokane #roselia #rinko bandori #queer #queer chevron #queuedori #rinko my absolute beloved... #shes so. <3 #im pretty sure i said something similar on the first rinrin flag i did #if not. what is wrong with me /j #but yeah shes my favorite character in the game #if that. wasnt obvious #im rambling a lot in the tags but #the main reason i did the chevron is just bc #less colors. so its easier KJSBSDF #you are allowed to request the rainbow-ish one though #make me suffer for your enjoyment /gen

[summoner-of-mist]

man im having a wanting to die kinda night again :(((((((((

im trying so fucking hard to make friends but i guess i just cant and just gotta die instead

#like if people dont wanna be my fucking friend just say it instead of letting me continue to humiliate myself !!!!!!!!!!!!! #its not like i can just magically KNOW which people do and dont want to be near me unless its super duper obvious #and i hate the fucking games of people acting like they really like me and then #NOTHING #just absolute jack shit #its this constant back and forth of making me feel good and happy and like maybe they like me #and then distance and Nothing #it sucks man #i just feel like im broken but i keep on trying EVERYTHING to fix it but idk what it is #because pretty much all my relationships or attempted ones go sour and like #if it was only a few thats one thing #but its all of them so its clearly my own fault #i just cant fix it if i dont know what im doing wrong #i guess i could just be with people that hurt me and drain me since at least they tend to stick around and are interested in me #pretty sure the universe is telling me that i dont and never will deserve any better #that i should just be happy being with people that make me feel like shit or hurt me #or just be completely alone instead

[snekdood]

stop blaming people blame their governments

stop blaming people blame their governments

for fucks sake STOP BLAMING PEOPLE BLAME THEIR FUCKIN GOVERNMENTS

#do some average ppl maybe engage in the bad bullshit? sure! but they do that under the influence of their govts propaganda #it all goes back to how the govts ran and who runs it. any take trying to make excuses to hurt average ppl fucking suck fuck you. #if its not a govt official or the cops or literally the guy giving the orders then fuck off #if its life or death? obvious-fucking-ly you preform self defense. not talking about that and ik you fucking know im not. #stop acting like everyons opinion on here about this doesnt basically boil to these very basic ideas #stop assuming every jewish person on here wants to suck israels dick #stop assuming most ppl on here you're sus about want the entire opposite world of you where everyones dying and suffering #unless the persons an outward nazi or fash or auth you have no reason to fuckin assume that you paranoid shit #its either being disingenuous and bad faith or being paranoid #bitch this is tumblr. #this isnt twitter. #pretty sure this is one of the more left leaning fucking sites on here motherfucker.

[floralovebot]

like not to sound like a bitch cause i definitely have some ships that don't Make Sense but also i genuinely cannot understand roygarth shippers,, even when they're at their friendliest, they Barely stand each other. they're Only friendly because they have mutual friends. roy is actively racist and antagonistic to garth. garth usually just deals with it but every now and then he uses roy's worst insecurities against him. like. they fucking hate each other???

#like i usually like titan ships but i just... #????? #and like no hate ship what you ship i get it but also i don't #i don't get the appeal #it doesnt even hit the enemies to lovers mark like #roy is outright Racist to him and knows it!! like it's not a secret that garth thinks he's racist !! #and tbf garth often doesn't share his True emotions but he calls them out Enough #if i was garth id simply punch roy whenever i saw him #i think garth should get an evil arc just so he can do that #nothing else changes he just punches roy once #akhgdlahdg #and like this isnt roy hate i Like roy but only when he's not interacting with garth #its so obvious that the writers didnt like garth and used roy to show that #so when people ship them i just kinda go ? but why ?? #like its been a While but im Almost Pretty Sure that garth has used roy's addiction against him like ??????? #in What World Would They Ever #i guess there's Some enemies to lovers appeal but when i see people who think they're lovey dovey In Canon its like ... #me: not to sound like a bitch but *sounds like a bitch* #aljhdgljahdg #not the 2023 ship discourse