#im probably being dramatic

[shesalewa]

My Roman Empire is 14yro me joking about committing suicide before my mom died because I was too scared to hear or learn about her death, and my mother's response to that was

"Stop saying that. You know the only worst thing that can happen to a parent is their children dying before them."

I still think about that whenever I joke about killing myself.

#ever since i started highschool i started having a joke about killing myself #whenever i got stressed I'd say: #ugh. i wanna die. #of course it's was to make the people around me get used to my dark humor #however i didn't think I'd use it so much thag even i didn't know if it a joke anymore #but from the very start i think my mom knew something was wrong with me #but she never sent me to a therapist nor a psychiatrist. we can't really afford that. not even now. #but she'd find ways to make me. my sister. and brother feel like we have worth. #but when she said that i think she thought that she's failing as a parent #especially because her husband was always absent in raising us #i still joke about killing myself. but i tone it down a bit because i don't want my mom to look at me like that again #it's sad #i dont like the way she stared at me #im probably being dramatic #but ever since then whenever my mom came home tired and stressed #and i wad happy and energized. #i would take half of her negative energy and be sad too

[coyote-kiddo]

Me when I go to the petre tag expecting petre content only to find it's just agere and the occasional n$fw bot

#im probably being dramatic #but agere and petre are very different for me #so i dont see the sense in tagging an agere oriented post as petre? #not to mention the whole petre tag is just agere #and theres like almost no petre content rn #so i cant find any #agere #sfw agere #petre #sfw petre #sfw age regression #sfw pet regression #kiddotalky 🌤️

[i-eat-worlds]

FINE! I’ll go take the pain meds. Because I’m in pain.

#worlds babbles #my legggsss #im probably being dramatic #but this sucks

[peridotunoffichel]

I have no way of explaining the feeling of sadness,longing,anger, and love, just from finding my baptism dress and cap

#It’s still so clean after all these years #religious trauma #idk lol #im probably being dramatic

[petrichalia]

I sit and wait for you to learn to be patient with my stumbling words and trembling hands.

Be patient. This may be permanent.

If this be permanent then I'll be a lesson to those around. Listening is a skill.

If it be permanent, I'll learn as well. That speech is a blessing.

Swiftness and eloquence impaired leave one with little time to say what's important. The effort of speech leaves one with incentive to stay silent.

If it be temporary I'll be left with better understanding. The lives of those with difficulty in speech are filled with the frustration of being dismissed before being heard. Filled with the pain of being hidden behind an obvious impediment.

In my mind I'm an elocutionist. I weave words with beauty. Hear my mind, not my silly tongue.

#stutter #im probably being dramatic #i mean its just a stutter #but theres a palpable difference in how im being treated #so no matter what comes of this #i have learned a lot

[sims-himbo]

testing gshade after the latest update said no more reshade for you dumb bitch

#it doesnt FEEL THE SAME #im probably being dramatic #the DOF is not good #and the MXAO was easier to tweak in 3.0.8 #im gonna cry #sims 4 #the sims 4 #the sims reshade #the sims 4 reshade #gshade #simblr

[agentwaffle]

Why do I suck at drawing people so much, like I can write an amazing oc that would fit so wonderfully into whatever world I mentally designed for them, or show I made them for, but they can never be in there they're forced to live in my notes app to be forgotten by the world, never seeing where they were supposed to be 'born' into never meeting the cannon characters or my other oc's, just living in solitude

#that got dark quickly #but still #im not good at art #only writing #and i can't write everything #i can barely spell properly #writing stuff #im probably being dramatic

[goldenhypen]

em r u ok why r u having a crisis 😔💔 also hello

😭😭😭 caelin 😭😭😭 for my whole tumblr life i thought i had big brain moves for once 😀 turns out i may just be as stupid as dumblr itself 😀 also hey i was just thinking about you lol hru

#jk lol dumblr just can’t keep up 😒👎🏻 #IM PROBABLY BEING DRAMATIC #BUT THIS IS ACTUALLY A LITTLE UPSETTING #dw about it it’s fine 🥲 #no but fr it actually probably isn’t that big of a deal so dw 🥹 #😭😭😭 #em answers #caelin! <3 #lovely moots

[domsaysstuff]

I think the dynamic of Steve being so fucking stupidly gone on Eddie Munson and Eddie not noticing because he's trying to not think abt Steve like that "because Steve is straight and his friend and he can't go there (he goes there, he crushes so hard but he will deny)" is so underappreciated

Like so many fics paint Steve as this himbo and he is! He is our lovable himbo! But just

Let him look at the rat feral man that Eddie Munson is and be like "i want this man's dick in me ASAP" and being so obvious abt it

Confident in his sexuality and determined to get what he wants Steve Harrington just flirting with Eddie and, sure, being a cringe fail loser abt it, but like HE'S SO OBVIOUS

Everybody knows he wants that dick EXCEPT Eddie

Steve is in misery, in hell, by this point he thinks that either Eddie isn't into him or just is letting him down

And Eddie thinks he is the one in misery because Steve is just always there™ and trying to be his friend and is so hot™ and jOkIngLy flirting with him and he wants to kiss him so bad but "stevie is straight and totally not into him guys :(("

Robin is just laughing at them "this world is so lucky you two can't have biological children together, because let me tell you, these kids would be so dumb"

#i just like bi steve being in misery and dramatic abt it #and im a eddie is so fucking dumb when recognizing someone he likes is flirting with him truther #he just thinks they're friendly or smh and just never considers that they like him back #he's so stupidly oblivious but so hot - steve harrington at some point probably #steve harrington looking at eddie munson doing something so dumb Robin is feeling secondhand embarrassment: #'i cant belive i have to fuck him' #robin with disgust: 'you really dont have to' #steve: no im gonna #steve harrington #eddie munson #steddie #stranger things

[piningprecussionist]

Weed smoking girlfriends! But they can just be hanging out if you prefer ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Happy 4/20!

#if i work on this any more you will never see it before the day's out #and if i dont post this today I'll be PISSED. cause i did NOT finish that fic and idk that I Can before the day is out 😔 #anyway enough your transfem scott treat everyone im going to go smoke weed and make ravioli now #sp comic #spvtw #spto #fanart #kim pine #ramona flowers #scott pilgrim #ship stuff #sckimona #scott pilgrim fanart #spto fanart #scott pilgrim kim #scott pilgrim ramona #scott pilgrim scott #transfem scott pilgrim #kimona #sckim #scottmona #this almost had... such a caption. idk. nonsense. #this image does have alternate versions. and i am in fact going to make another version after posting this w my personal tweaks for pilgrim #(dyed red ends. i meant to add them before posting but i Forgot and if i make my roommate wait any longer for food he's probably going to + #+ start whining 🙄) (idc really im just being dramatic or silly. ect. you understand i hope) #scott pilgrim comic #almost forgot that. probably forgetting other things! but as you might guess. i am high! so idc

[scatterbrainedbot]

as i am currently on that transmasc bloodcycle bullshit, it occurs to me i have a trans blorbo i can in fact make suffer with me

and while im projecting, why not give leo my habit of announcing his predicament in the funniest way possible

#rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rise leo #rise donnie #my art #this is my go to way of saying im on my cycle #my siblings are entirely unimpressed and used to it #leos family is too #but between the immense injuries he got during the invasion and everyone being kinda emotionally fragile for a bit #i think he probably skipped a couple months and wasnt in the mood to play into his usual antics when it did return #but this is long enough after it all that everyones mostly healed up #and emotionally starting to recover #and leos the sort of bitch that the louder he is the less serious the drama is #(affectionate) #so if he walks in a room and shouts that hes bleeding #its more likely hes got a papercut than any actual injury #don knows this #hense why he catches on so quick #and seeks vengance for the half-a-second of genuine concern #(tbh hes probably internally relieved to hear leo make any type of joke or dramatics again at all) #also #i dont have any personal interest in diving in depth to what a mutant turtle teenagers period looks like or involves #my boy bleeds and is uncomfy cos i am bleeding and uncomfy #(tbh in all likelihood hed not have to deal w this at all cos splints and donnie would have long since found a way to get T & other meds) #edit: moved the trans flag down a couple panels to help the pacing of the joke

[biblically-accurate-dca]

these are all kind of Bad but this was the best of the bunch so i am posting it :p

i've been trying to draw vanessa more... she is so important to me... sun is here too i guess

#my art #probably wont tag this until later i dont want this in the tags #im mainly posting this because i absolutely need to talk abt something its been bothering me for awhile #im gonna censor this stuff (i REALLY dont want this in the tags) so just bear with me #why doesnt the 🌞&🌜 fandom talk abt v/nessa more. why do we not do that #their entire character is meant to parallel her #there's like a million tiny parallels for them in the games. they were both teased in the hw1 dlc and are both associated with that #🐰 & 🌜's animations (and even their designs) have several similarities to each other #there's a lot of cutscenes and parts of sb where one shows up after the other does.. 🐰 going to the daycare after greggy leaves #🌜 dragging feddy away to parts and service and v/nessa immediately showing up there #the entire 6am ending sequence ??? #literally like the only reason v/nessa isnt more popular is bc like 90% of her character is hidden in unused content #and because 🌞&🌜 are the skinny handsome mysterious and tragic tumblr sexymen #and when they become so isolated from their source all of their parallels to her are used to instead repackage her character into a more #appealing design for everyone to fawn over and consume #.. im being dramatic but AuUGGHTHHF IT BOTHERS ME SO MUCH PLEAAAE3 pleaseee please i love her. #its so hard being in the 'i want to kiss this robot' fandom when you dont actually want to kiss the robot #i just think theyre an interesting character 😭 and also my adhd brain obsesses over them endlessly so im just stuck here HFJSJGJD #anyway these tags got way too long dont read these. im going to bed now

[chiarrara]

on one hand I'm kinda like....duh what are y'all so upset about, we been knew. but on the other hand...thinking about what it would take to pick yuri on ice back up again now that it's been officially put down, kinda makes my heart hurt. I don't know if there's ever going to be a path forward for this series that had so much potential left.

Mostly, I'm annoyed with the announcement. Really vague language about unspecified circumstances. I wish they would be straight with it because there are numerous reasons that could've contributed to the decision not to move forward. The prevalence of Russian skaters, the issues with and reorganization of the studio, the amount of time that's passed and the acquisition of more relevant projects. But I guess there's less to talk about and less blowback the less you say? Or maybe just not enough people care anymore.

I don't feel like we're missing anything with what we have exactly, so I've never been that cut up about the show not continuing. but no other piece of media has ever meant as much to me as yoi does. probably a lot of that is how much space is left in the story for more. I don't know, I don't feel like I should be upset but I'm feeling upset man. Just a little bit of silly grief for my favorite media of all time being unceremoniously cancelled....

after 5 years of radio silence tho so like, what did we expect. it's been over.

#yoi #yuri on ice #yuri!!! on ice #i was never that excited for ice ado im gonna be honest #so that probably contributes to my meh attitude #i always wanted a season 2 #but this is kind of the nail in the coffin for that too so #my heart kinda hurts yall #what's that about #I'm really not trying to be dramatic about it #but it's kind of like the air in the room just changed a little #i know we were being strung along but #now it's like we're out on our own #now it's like #officially a thing of the past #and we'll always only be looking backwards #kinda weird #i don't like it #but oh well i guess.... #i wish i could stop feeling sad

[arcanegifs]

everyday i miss caitvi

#bring me back my dramatic lesbians #u dont understand your honor I LOVE THEM #personal tag #im sorry for being inactive i once again have 0 motivation to make gifs sdkfjskfjs #give me caitvi back i'll make 100000 gifs of them LMAO #i'll probably make some sets sporadically here and then

[ermesskiss]

there's this one song that always reminds me of SatoSugu and it makes me literally want to kms like always on the verge of tears listening to it

'laughin' like children, livin' like lovers'?!?! ITS THEM, IT'S THEM

thinking about their teen years omg kill me now they make me SICK, they are the definition of young love I'm

I had more thoughts to say but they left my brain but they made me sick to the stomach, tears were shed 🫡

#im probably being dramatic but idc they make me sick to the stomach #satosugu #goge #suguru x satoru #satoru x suguru #gojo x geto #geto x gojo #satoru gojo #suguru geto #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #Spotify

[constantvariations]

A trend in Astarion fics that I find bizarre is the idea that he's never been treated gently during sex. This is difficult to believe for one simple reason: some of Astarion's victims were virgins.

Astarion: You were handsome. Shy. You'd never been kissed. Sebastian: You taught me how. And then you destroyed me.

I get the desire to make his current partner special by having their sex be good and wholesome in comparison to his other trysts, but this is a flawed sentiment. The cutscene of that first night together is incredibly tender from the kiss to laying on the grass - the only outlier being if you offer your neck - and if you sleep with Astarion but keep it at that night, Astarion himself says he will never forget you. Not because the PC was uniquely gentle with him in bed, but because they were the first person he ever slept with of his own free will. It's his choice that makes that night special to him moreso than anything the PC may or may not have done during that time.

#baldur's gate 3 #astarion ancunin #astarion #the only exception i have to this is rimming. im down so bad for him being overwhelmed from being eaten out its not even funny #also the blood drinking since that is canonically new. makes me wonder how not being hungry would specifically affect him during sexy times #it's an eat or be eaten out world #...anyway #other factors can and probably do make their adult fun times special for him. particularly the intricacies of personal dynamics #a night w a pc that listens to him. lets him drink often. and saves the tiefs is def more special than one w a pc who does none of those #i really enjoy the tension between his hating heroic types and them being the most likely to provide the things he needs to survive #oh and smth thats somewhat related to this #i don't think astarion ever let his conquests see his back #in the clearing he's always facing his partner and even the camera doesnt show his back until the dramatic reveal #given that his victims were all one night stands it'd be p easy to convince each of them to do it face to face #leaves plenty of positions and ftf is oft more romantic which could def be an interesting conflict for him and his lover #so many common gestures of affection have been ruined for him. theyre just motions at best now #that makes it easier for their faces to be ingrained in his head so. bonus trauma lol