#im sure nothing bad will happen to them ever

[texasbama]

oh I AM WALKING

Like……i just. Hm. Okay. So like

Season 8: Buck is exploring and having fun with his newly discovered sexuality. With tommy or whoever. Doesnt matter. We see Eddie dealing with the layers and complexity of his catholic guilt. Him starting to truly discover what it actually is HE wants for himself versus what he think’s supposed to want.

Buck throughout the season, while dating, is having fun and he’s happy but he starts to feel like there is just still something missing but he doesn’t know what it is. We see the boys stories parallel in that way for most of the season. S8 finale. Big emergency cliffhanger. Trapped dads vibes okay. Perhaps feelings come out. Buck realizes “oh shit. Im in love with Eddie” and tries to tell Eddie but then something bad happens. Bam! End of season.

Season 9: buck is reeling from this realization but like. They almost died so all emotions are on 10. They are in the hospital talking about everything but the elephant in the room. They talk about the will and what it means. Its heavy. Eddie telling Buck again that there is no one else for his son. No one else for HIM. “Its only ever been you Buck” and they are just sitting in this moment with so many words left unsaid. Both of them scared of the magnitude of their feelings.

The season continues as both of the boys try and navigate through what it means to be in love with your best friend. Eddie possibly working through having feelings for a man. Buck scared of losing what they have but also knowing that Eddie is it for him. Maybe mid season, they finally sit down and talk. Buck tells Eddie in so many words: I want you. I want this life we have made together with Chris. I love you. Eddie feels the same way. they both agree: we need to be sure, because once we go there, there is no going back. This could be a great thing for both of them but they have to be ready for it.

Now as 9B goes on, we see flirty Buddie. We see them basically together but not together ya know? They are happy taking their time cause they know the wait will be worth it. Now of course cause this is a primetime drama, some very traumatic/ dramatic will happen in the season finale. Now while nothing happens to the boys physically, whatever big ugly thing that happened, they just want to be with each other afterwards. They are each other’s home. We get a scene in the finale of them at Eddie’s house, on the couch. Eddie basically says that he doesn’t know if he will ever be 100% ready (more to do with his feelings about his own shortcomings) but that he is 100% sure about them. About Buck. He says I love you. Buck says it back. Then Buck proceeds to give his own love declaration. All these beautiful words about how Eddie has been what he has been looking for all this time. That this life is short (they understand that better than most) and he wants to spend whatever time he has left with Eddie and Chris. Cue first kiss. Cue thousands of fan girls dying. End season.

Season 10: now that they are together i feel like the lead up to an engagement could be fun. They are all happy and in love and they are sappy and Chris is making fun of them. Maybe on a call, or somewhere else Buck introduces Eddie as his fiancé and Eddie is like ????? And we get some fun spiraling. Eddie talks to Hen or something. “I would know if I was proposed to right? I mean we’ve only been together a few months???” And Hen is just like “yall have been Buck and Eddie for much longer than that” so that leads to Eddie asking Buck about it. Buck is like yea I said I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you remember??? And Eddie is like that isn’t a proposal! A proposal usually includes a question like WILL YOU MARRY ME? Again. We’re having fun with this. So Buck is all like okay. Eddie, will you marry me? eddie thinks he’s joking but he’s not. The moment goes from light and fun to intimate and emotional. We get some more “you’re it for me. I love you” Buck is choosing Eddie. Eddie is being chosen. Eddie is choosing to be happy for himself. Eddie says yes. BAM! LET THE WEDDING PLANNING COMMENCE.

(Now obviously this is just idiots ramblings. These are bones and they story would need meat and muscles to become fully fleshed out but. I just. Ya know. Had feelings)

#911 asks

[powernappin]

very excited to start a curse of strahd campaign this friday!!! @neutral-good-lesbian and i will be returning to our roots (bard & druid respectively)

#im sure nothing bad will happen to them ever #oleander #kalyke #dnd #dungeons and dragons #shadar kai #drow #bard #druid

[cornmagnate]

While im finishing the main art i offer you a snack

#malevolent podcast #im sure nothing bad will happen to them ever again #i bet these two will be great friends #malevolent kayne #malevolent john #malevolent arthur #malevolent art #artist on tumblr #digital arwork #fanart #audio drama #fanartist #chapter 40 made me explode

[brainworms-all-night-long]

The brothers, oblivious to the horrors that await them

#sonic the hedgehog #dreamtale #haha sure would suck if something horrible and irreversable were to happen to them #also I like just now realized that Dream actually has a short sleved shirt in his pre-trauma design #oh well #i drew their clothes from memory ignore that- #idk abt the background im so bad at backrounds its not even funny anymore but I nothings ever been ruined by a good ol gradient and a tree #also please dont look at the shadows for too long or theyll stop making sense #miles tails prower #tails the fox #sonic #dreamtale and sonic tomfoolery #me does arts #actually finished doodl

[mintypsii]

missing

#one piece #op #min watches one piece #teehee #im at marineford guys im sure that they're gonna save ace and then immediately meet up with the rest of the crew! #im sure nothing bad happens! #right guys! right!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RIGHT!!!!!!?????????? #(^_^) <- got a hundred spoilers already from scrolling in the op tag #LET THEM BE TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASEEEEEEEEE #my boy luffy is Suffering. actually they're all suffering #chopper probably has it the worst tbh. the entire island is against him FREE MY BOY!!!!!!! #can i just say how much i love the zoro and perona dynamic they are so funny. she thinks he's the UGLIEST BITCH EVER #while he's trying to get out of the forest and every minute he goes “ooh that tree looks familiar” SIR #straw hats seperation serial #straw hats #monkey d luffy #nami #nico robin #usopp #sanji #franky #tony tony chopper #brook #roronoa zoro

[silenthillbunni]

🌧️🫧💭

#i shouldnt have fav mutuals bc i get sooo sad when they soft block me #which *always* happens like im not joking the day will come when they're just like nahhh bye #🥲🥲 nd i cant help but get sad #nd i dont even agree w that anon who said that 'no wonder everyone blocks u' bc im never mean to anyone #i think it's just bc im fundamentally unlikable and unlovable and the time will come when smth abt me #ticks them off nd nothing abt me is ever tolerated i always have to be perfect for everyone so then i just get cut off like dead weight lmao #also it shows that i get attached so easily but in reality ... ppl are not at all as attached to me 💀💀 #like i care abt them but they dont care abt me nd it makes me feel so stupid #why do i so easily care for ppl?????? why do i have to care nd like ppl when it's always gonna end the same way #me being me is bad nd wrong and nobody could ever truly know me nd still like me #i have to live my life constantly hiding parts of myself and making sure im not too authentic or too open bc then i will make ppl dislike me #it rlly is that. im never mean. i never fight. ppl just see smth abt me nd go 'oh ewwwwww' nd then leave #nd if it hasnt already happened it will at some point nd im constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop #whenever i realize i say or did smth wrong im tense waiting for the moment where they'll leave me will arrive #ok this might sound silly bc i was like 'triggered' by smth small but like #all my life thats just how it's been. im not even mean or cruel. i just exist and ppl dont like me or who i am or what i think #i can never be truly myself anywhere. that is sure to result in being all alone 4ever. but i dont like hiding parts of myself #but i have to. but its hard when im trying to hide nd be lowkey but i still manage to make ppl dislike me T-T #idek what im supposed to do bc i just exist nd im not likable. i try to be that but im still not. idk what to do #anyway.. who cares.. j'appartiens seul #but yeah it is bc it's like this for me all the time nd ig that triggered me lmao #i mean just w my sisters.. their issue is just who i am. my personality. i havent been cruel to them. or bullied them. or put them down #they just get irritated from my personality nd who i am. thats what makes them mad. nd they kinda want me to just stop being me nd idk how #to do that and therefore we arent even talking. havent talked for a year #i wanna cry like????? what am i supposed to do??????? im so extremely fucking horrible that just by exisiting nd not being mean or cruel mak #es me unworthy of everything. idk idk like. omg i feel so stupid for being triggered by that #maybe if i had irl friends and a job and a life i wouldnt care but im a fucking loser failure worthless good for nothing idiot. ofc im this

[trainingdummyrabbit]

honestly kind of phosphophyllite houseki no kuni.... but also yeah pleasure angela.

#(<- whoever put this image on th whiteboard that one time pleas know its haunted me deeply ever since. thankyou <33) #also im not familiar with phos but they seem like a silly lil thang :] i sure hope nothing bad happens 2 them ever ! (<- skimmed th wiki) #idont know what i Thought happened in that series but it Wasnt That ithink KSJNFKDJNGKDJG;; Fascinatingk.. #piktalk #ask game

[bonnielunkas]

#what a happy couple im sure nothing bad will ever happen to them #[ sobs and cries and punches the ground ] #dsaf peter #dsaf caroline

[justanartisticduck2]

Edited an old-ish sketch for a playlist but ended up really liking how it came out so!

:)

Anyways, I have no idea how I managed to make the sketch look this way but. I am quite proud and it hits me HARD-

#this picture makes me so unreasonably sad for some odd reason? but I love it so much at the same time #anyways look at those two friends…. sure hope nothing bad ever happens to them #dhmis #dont hug me im scared #don't hug me i'm scared #dhmis duck #dhmis red guy #douglas mallards #harold crimson #fluffybird #backstory stuff #ducks doodles #it reminds me of an old antique photo- that’s what it’s reminding me of

[felixcosm]

hey :) (← with the intent of letting you know that tomorrow season 11 resumes)

#woe.begone #oh boy oh boy i am Ready (lying through his teetjh) #its going to be fine i say. mdawg will protect them or something #im sure this will go perfectly fine and smoothly and nothing bad will ever happen to mike walters again (unrealistic)

[c10v3r]

i will NOT shut up about this YOU CANNOT MAKE ME SHUT UP ABOUT THIS

#inanimate insanity #ii lightbulb #ii paintbrush #sure hope nothing bad happens to them! #that would #be #QUITE A CATASTROPHE #anyways im gonna be full of ideas #for the next few days about this #YOU CANNOT SILENCE ME FORWVRR !!!! #lightbulb going through the worst shit ever > everything else #ii x nitw au

[elegyofthemoon]

i might be dumb as rocks lmao

#hdhddjjss you know all the mulling and being really down made it really hard to accept to be around people #MOSTLY bc its a 'ahhhh i shouldnt bother them they have better things to deal with' #but then it went back into isolating again and 😐 sir youre not getting better by doing this #jfjdjd did i ever say? i used to invite my friends to go study together and all early on #but i stopped doing that bc i couldnt handle the idea of people dealing with me #bc of everything that happened + not wanting to have a breakdown in front of people but #oh and also a bunch of classmate drama but thats a different thing #sO it turned into 'oh wait i think people hate me' #girl you isolated YOURSELF what do YOU think is going on #tw vent #vent #anyways. #so friends kept inviting me out to study this week which made me kinda :') #like listen. nothing about being here feels real tbh. its more a dream and im just ready for it to come crashing down #but it sure is nice to still be invited out and kinda reminded people want me around anyways #regardless if i think im not worth their time and all that #i just feel bad if i start crying on the spot if i show up bc i am ! a cry baby #vent in tags #its not really a vent but meh #anyways. assurance goes a long way basically. im very bad at asking for assurance bc i dont think people should bother but #when people do these things its nice #just small gestures and all #am i romanticizing it a bit? i guess but ill just hold onto any belief for some sense of good lmao

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#there should be a word for when youre talking around the tightness of tears #speaking against something that hurts #laughing specifically to undermine the seriousness of the statements youre voicing #the worst of both worlds. help me help me hahaha im not even joking hahaha but listen to the lies in my tone. dont focus on the words. #i want plausible deniability. but also i want u to understand my pain and give it a voice. speak it into existence because i cant say it #but if u do i might cry. that sounds hard that sounds like a lot. i kno i know. shut up. keep talking. do u think i dont feel it? i do #but if i split myself in two i can watch myself and suddenly it becomes funny. im not sure why. but i have a bad habbit of laughting at #inappropriate moments. because if its not funny then its just sad and what am i supposed to do with that? #i dunno. thats all to say my dad called bc i was looking at housing stuff and i was explaining some of the stuff im doing rn #and thats hard to talk abt without crying bc ive always been a cry bby but i didnt. and i love my parents theyre great #but they dont understand bc i havent told them all of it bc theres nothing they can do so y make them worry. and idk i also think they #think im less competent than i am. and part of that is just bc im their kid. part of that is bc there r things thst most ppl can do but i #struggle with. but its also not fun to hear: oh yeah i was surprised by how professional u sounded. or i think ur mom found u those #connections. when no. i did that. i made those things happen. i promise i can do things sometimes. but sometimes i cant. i dunno its just #it is what it is. whatever. decisions to b made. do i room with roommates for lower rent #or do i take an expensive place for a year for a single room? i dont want roommates but ill take them #i mean all the single places r like 950 at the very lowest without any utilities or anything but most r well over 1000 and like on a grad #student salary? i think not. not without losing money on net. i can deal with roommates. i have in the past. i wont b able to relax ever #but its fine. ya kno #just annoying. hah my dads sage advice was ah dont let it overwhelm u. go exercise. bc hes an endurance runner guy #and im like bro when i get home i have 1.5 hrs of daylight. but alas hes right. i do gotta run out my angers and its not enough #ugh. one more week. itll work out. and eventually ill walk into a counselors office like bro i just want u to tell me whether or not i have #0cd bc whatever the fuck it is that makes me do these things is absolutely destroying me. name the beast 0cd or 0cpd. tell me what box #i fit into. not that it matters but i feel like i cant complain until someone else rubber stamps me. actually then ill probably just obsess #abt how. actually. theyre wrong. ay fun times #i gotta shake shake shake my sillies out. and wiggle my waggles away. bc i never could let my kids songs go haha #unrelated

[fawnarchive]

I think it's pretty clear you love Jingliu so care to share your thoughts on her as a whole?

MARTH. MARTH. I AM ABOUT TO BE UNBEARABLE. well. to non-hsr players take this as a quick summary as to what happens in my girls lore.. spoilers for her character stories and companion quest! i got carried away,

I love her a lot because there is just so much tragedy within her story and you can truly see how much she just. cares, if that makes sense. Jingliu is someone who's experienced so much struggle and heartbreak since she was a young really caught my attention: the image of her really just watching as everything around her falls apart, as countless die and then when she wakes up being given that sword and just being told 'THIS is what you can do. this is how you speak of that anguish in you' just immediately made me so. adsflkj its so sad.

AND THEN THE FACT SHE JUST KIND OF STAYS LIKE THAT. for the longest time jingliu is just static in that grief, consumed by it, this combat and pain the only thing that is there for her until the hcq happens and she experiences companionship.. i think about how scary that must of been too. to care again after losing so much is a terrifying ordeal.. to go from someone ready to die at the drop of the hat to someone who wants to live is much harder. But she gets comfortable and gains friends and companionship and gets to be a loser and boast when shes drunk and its just CUTE you know?? she gets to be happy for a while.

then it happens again. and its agonizing, of course, to lose someone like baiheng. someone who is a light that pierces the darkness and is a shining beacon for everyone but it seems like she can manage to handle it until she's revived as an abomination. An abomination created by her closest friend that SHE has to cut down. And its just so tragic to me for her to love and lose this much, to lose a home and gain a new one in these people and for it to once again fall apart and for her to lose herself in the process.. Honestly, it makes me think back to what her teacher said.

“It’s okay if you don’t wanna talk. You can speak with this.” “You can use this to vanquish the monsters that took everything from us. There are now few things as wondrous as this left in the world.” The woman in armor remained composed, her gaze cast onto the long sword by the girl’s side.

if the blade is her words.. i can't help but worry about what exactly she says. is every slice a cry of anguish? and for her to "become her own sword"... i don't know. i hope one day the blade will be able to rest is all. i love her dearly OKAY CUTTING MYSELF OFF SO I DONT TALK YOUR EAR OFF ANY WORSE

#fawn.txt #letters #from: marth! #sever the stars 💫 #i feel many feelings about her. a lot of them are miserable. #also. since i went a lot into her lore in the text ill go a bit more into her personality here. #i love how playful she is. she's really funny honestly with the way she teases people like yanqing #'lmao you like to read??? i sure couldn't tell' SHES SO FUNNY #i like how you can get a sense that if it wasnt for the mara she'd likely be a very gentle person.. yanqing once again being a great exampl #her turning fighting the abominations to a game for yanqing while she talks to dan heng because he really is just a child.. #lightheartedly teasing him and commending him at the same time once she sees his done well.. guys you do not get how much i care for her #IS SHE A MURDERER? yes. but she's MY murderer and was found all alone in a cardboard box #i know her story is going to end sadly im stealing her in advance. dont know what you mean nothing bads gonna happen to her ever again #tucking her in so hard she can't escape and finally takes a nap. sorry

[guideaus]

watching the sxf anime sucks bc i know in the manga, at least, nothing ever happens, and when something does, its short, and almost buried immediately by tons of other chapters that feel like filler

#personal #like i personally am all for developmental eps but these dont quite count #and theyre all so shallow/repetitive like the author cant think of anything to expand on #or for things to shake things up #and it seems like the only true goal is... that one big bad guy but surely u could think of smth past him #narratively i mean. not like loid now has to deal w an more evil person or smth #idk it just feels so sad that anime watchers have insightful observations and even i rewatching the moments find them interesting #but nothing ever really happens #this ep yor spends time w that one woman. she doesnt befriend her. yuri was introduced. he didnt really change the plot at all. #theres THREE characters dedicated to the role of wanting to ruin the marriage and theyre all brushed off in the same wya #idk like it feels like an action and slice of life but not interesting enough for either #more like im watching malcom in the middle or bobs burgers or smth

[ritsmew-sakunya]

i remember like 3 years ago i was so excited to go to uni and to be in a new place and be independent. and then i went thru 2 years of hell before i couldn't take it anymore and left at the start of my final year.

#part of me wants to try again at another uni from the beginning #cause 1. the uni i went to wasnt the best and was in a real bad place to live in.(just being there sucked the life outta me) #2. my 1st year was in covid so it was very different - i like the online lessons but being thrown into in person stuff was hard because #everyone had made friends and shit already and i had too !! but half of them turned out to not be great. and the other half were more #interested being with other people than me so i ended up alone and left out alot #but i dunno. i have no clue what i want to do with my life.. #i wish i could turn back time and tell myself to not go there #cause know all ive got is online friends but even then im super bad at talking to them too #and im in my room like 24/7 and im honestly so tired. #ive been job searching since oct last year and theres like no jobs round here i can do #im literally on a program to help with it due to my autism but thats not going anywhere either #and now im on benfits too and so i gotta make sure to keep up the job search for that #but its hard cause theres nothing out there for me so i cant put anything on the system #and everything just feels like its falling apart for me but everyone around me thinks the opposite is happening and that things are #finally. coming together but its really not. #im more lost than ever but theres nothing i can do about it