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#in elementary school i would show the 'eyes cold lemonade' to other kids and tell em thats how they make pink lemonade.
sluckythewizard · 21 days
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#cw gore#cw blood#jrwi fanart#jrwi suckening spoilers#jrwi suckening#BEEN VEHEMENTLY SCRIBBLING THIS THING ALL DAY#IM SO FUCKING IN LVOE W THE NEW EPISODE#VIV N VEX ARE LITERALLY EVERYTHING I COULDVE EVER WANTED. I LOVE BLOOD AND MEAT AND BLOOD AND MEAT#THE SCRIBBLE IS KINDA ROUGH SO DONT LOOK AT IT TOO HARD BUT EHEHEHEEEE THE FACE THAT I CREATED UNNERVES ME#AND IM VERY HAPPY ABOUT THAT. I LOVE CREATING SOMETHING AND HAVING IT EVEN SLIGHTLY PHASE ME#I LOVED ALL THE TOOTH RIPPING NOISES IN THIS EPISODE. AHVE U EVER HAD A TOOTH REMOVED?#SHE USED A BLUNT METAL TOOL TO PUNCH IT OUT. IT REMINDED ME OF THE SPLINTERING OF A TREE. THE WAY IT TORE.#SUCH A SPECIFIC SORT OF CRUNCHING AND SPLINTERING AS A MOLAR WAS RRRRIPPPEEDD FROM THE SOCKET. OHH I LOVE IT.#GOING IN FOR A ROOT CANAL NEXT WEEK AND IM VERY EXCITED. ALL THE DENTISTS LOVE ME N ARE SO NICE TO ME#WHAT A GREAT EPISODE. I HOPE THE URGE TO DRAW MORE STRIKES ME LIKE THIS AGAIN. WEEEE!!#I WANNA ANIMATE EMIZEL GETTIN HIS EYE RRIPPED OUT. BUT. IM ALREADY COOKING 3 OTHER VIV N VEX ANIMATIONS#THERES NO WAY THEY WILL ALL BE FINISHED HELP!! HELP MEE!!!! I HAVE TO MANY IDEAS AND NOT ENOUGH HANDS. DO U GUYS REMEMBER HTF?#OR HAPPY TREE FRIENDS. THE CUTE ANIMAL SHOW W ALL THE BLOOD AND GORE AND TERRIBLE TERRIBLE THINGS HAPPENING TO THE CUTE ANIMALS#in elementary school i would show the 'eyes cold lemonade' to other kids and tell em thats how they make pink lemonade.#hope that helps you undertsand. i wish i could make a lil cartoon w just viv n vex doing what they do best#LOST MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT. IM GOING BACK TO MY LAB. DONT EXPECT TO HEAR FROM ME IN A MILLION YEARS
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baecvlt · 3 years
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Stalker Nagito Komaeda x Milf!Reader
this was requested via my twitter:
“Hey! i’ve seen your works and I’m in love. Can I request smut where a stalker Nagito Komaeda becomes obsessed with a milf reader who moves into the neighborhood who’s like a dom in bed and ya know just large bust and taller than him. Thank youuu🤍”
a/n: ofc. but I have my own idea of a dom which i’ll use involving certain things (heed warnings)
warnings: he is so obviously a virgin in this, degradation, slight masochism, asphyxiation, spit, also Nagito calls the reader mommy (side note: nagito is in his early 20s in this, he lives alone. age of reader isn’t specified BUT I say she’s in her late 20s/early 30s)
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It was a bright day...which Nagito despised. It was summer. He hated the sun, hated the mosquitoes, and the unnecessary humidity. It was days like these he wishes he was back at his university dorm. The A/C, the tall tree covering his window and blocking the sun...it was perfect. Hell, he didn’t even hate classes. Yet, he couldn’t live in the dorms forever. When it came time to buy a home, he stupidly did so in fall, moved in during the winter.
Well, no shit the home seemed perfect then. It wasn’t fucking summer. His A/C decided to break, his windows has a great view of the sun, and most of his friends were out of town (all except Hajime, but Hajime is fucking boring and a bummer). Nagito sat on his couch, watching reruns of old tv shows. He took a sip from his nearby glass (cold water), suddenly hearing sounds of what appeared to be a loading van. He looked outside his window.
A moving van?
Right, that one old man who lived there passed away. Freak accident, by the way. Oh well, may he rest in peace. Meanwhile, Nagito was being himself and trying to see who it was. Pretty much, the dude was being nosy. He saw another car pull up. That must’ve been the family’s car. Out jumped 3 kids, what appeared to be 2 girls and 1 boy. An adult stepped out. Nagito decided he’d get a better look at the situation. He put on his shirt, black jeans, and his green hood.
He was “going for a walk”.
Without being noticed, he made his way to the other side of the street. It was a woman, she was taking boxes out of the truck. The minute Nagito saw her it was if he was stricken by Cupid’s arrow. She was tall and beautiful. Her skin complimented her hair and her legs, he couldn’t take his eyes off them. Her breasts...he needed to stop—
“Hi!”
She was in front of him, a warm and inviting smile on her face. “H-Hi,” he muttered. She didn’t hear him well, so it helped that he waved. “I’m new in the neighborhood. We just moved in,” she added, putting the box down. She stuck her hand out, going for a handshake. He shook her hand, her warm hand against his cold ones. Why are his hands always cold? “I see,” he responded, getting his shit together,“I’m Nagito Komaeda. I live across the street”. She introduced herself and complimented his house.
“What a lovely home. I hope the neighborhood is just as lovely”
“It should be. It’s pretty quiet. There’s not many families here. Say, can I help you pack?”
“You’re too sweet! I’d really appreciate it”
He helped take all the boxes in her home, helping load a couch too, and help with other large objects. They finished in 9 hours, taking a majority of the day. “Thanks for helping out, Nagito”. She made a lemonade, handing him a glass.
“Don’t mention it! Also, thank you”
One of the kids ran in the living room where they sat on the couch. He gasped when he saw Nagito. “Mommy! That man looks dead!!!”. Nagito smiled, but his mom was not amused. “Michael! Apologize..”. The kid kept smiling and said,“Sorry!”. He ran to another room. “I’m so sorry,” she muttered. Nagito shook his head.
“Hey, I’m rather malnourished”
“Ha. On an unrelated topic, are you hungry? I could make us something”
“Oh, I shouldn’t linger any longer. I wouldn’t want to disturb your husband”
She laughed. “I know you mean no harm, but I’m not married,” she added. “Oh,” Nagito muttered,“I’m sorry, I really didn’t mean it in any way”. She shook her head and reassured him it was fine. “Sit, Nagito,” she pulled out a chair,“I’m not letting you refuse having dinner with us. Especially since you were such help”. She rubbed his back before heading back into the kitchen to begin cooking.
She made him a bowl of pasta, adding chicken on the side. Nagito was quite happy. He hadn’t eaten a good meal in so long. Her kids didn’t eat at the table, but on the counter. Meanwhile, she ate with Nagito. Just as Nagito thought he couldn’t grow fonder of her, he did just that. All she did was let him talk about himself.
“Jesus, I’m sorry about your parents? How are you keeping yourself afloat with university and expenses?”
“Academic scholarships”
“Wow, you’re such a smart boy”
The way she phrased it made him flustered. “Thank you for the meal, ma’am,” he muttered,“I haven’t eaten like this in who knows how long”. She smiled tenderly, picking up his empty plate. “Seconds?”. He shook his head.
“No, thank you. I’m already so full”
“I’m glad. You know, there’s always a meal for you in store if you can do me a favor”
“What’s that?”
“My oldest daughter has her final test this week. You think you can help her study? I’ll make you a nice, warm meal every time you come over”
Nagito thought about it. He would also have time around her. Plus, she wasn’t a bad cook. “Of course, I look forward to it,” he told her. “Lovely”. He got up and excused himself to go home. “It was nice having you over, Nagito,” she said softly. He could tell she was getting sleepy. When people are tired, Nagito has noticed that their tone is rather sheepish. She walked him to the door, ruffling his hair playfully and he blushed. “Goodnight, neighbor”.
“Goodnight, you”
Before he left, she stopped him and handed him a paper: (xxx) xxx-xxxx ♡
“Call me when you get home so I have your number saved. Then, I can call you when my daughter, Vanessa, needs help. Take care, okay?”
He nodded.
She closed the door, his thoughts racing on his way home. He picked up some things about her, things she didn’t even tell him. He went home and opened a notebook, writing all of it down. He called her and she answered, her voice as sweet as when he left (only sleepier). “Hello?”. His breath was heavy without realizing it as he spoke. “H-Hey, you told me to call you,” he breathed,“It’s Nagito...Komaeda”
“Oh, hey, angel! I’m not interrupting anything am I?”
“What? No, it’s all good— why’d you think so?”
“You sound like you need to catch your breath, but anyway, thanks for calling me. I’ve saved your number now”
“Oh, great! Well, if that’s all, I’ll let you go to bed now”
“It was. Goodnight, Nagito”
“G-Goodnight”
He hung up, flustered more than ever as he continued to jot down his thoughts on paper. The next day, he woke up at 6am to wait in his car. He knew what he was doing was wrong, but he couldn’t help it. At around 7:41am, his front neighbor and kids headed for their car. Nagito, who had taken a light nap in the driver’s seat, was awoken by the car starting. He waited for the car to drive away just slightly past his house to start his own car, slowly tailing behind her.
He dropped her kids off at the nearby elementary. She got off, kissed them on their forehead (all minus the eldest, who walked swiftly through the gates). Seeing how she cared for them made Nagito feel bad, but all he did was brush that feeling off. Next, he followed her through her daily. As he did, his notes from last night echoed through his mind, adding new detail.
“She works at an office not everyday She doesn’t have allergies but is sensitive to dust Red seems to be her favorite color but always in a darker shade Her daughter is around 10 years old She isn’t vegan but enjoys almond milk Maybe has an issues with abandonment but I can’t assume that either She buys many apples but not the same amount of bananas at the store so maybe she only eats the bananas—”
Just more to add to his notebook.
He got home before she did, writing down what he had learned. His phone rang about an hour later of him getting home. He picked it up,“Hello?”. “Nagito, hi!”. It was her. He started having a mini-panic attack, because why would she be calling him? “H-Hey, how are you?”
“I’m doing alright. I was wondering if you could come over and tutor Vanessa”
Oh, thank god.
“Yes, of course. I’ll be down there right now”
“Great. See you then!”
He was relieved, heading to her home happily. He knocked on the door. When she opened it, she did so with the same warm smile as yesterday. “Thank you for coming over,” she said,“She’s in her room”. Nagito nodded, freezing when she grabbed his hand and took him to the room. Her touch was so soft, noted. They got to the room, where a girl was reading a book on a desk. “Nessa?”. The girl turned around.
“Nagito is going to be here for a few hours to help you out with homework and studying. He’s really smart, so pay attention and be respectful”
“Okay, mom”
She nodded, squeezing Nagito’s shoulder before leaving. Nagito approached the girl, she took her things out. Before he could speak, she stopped him. “Please don’t call me ‘Nessa’,” she whispered,“It’s bad enough my mom does, but not you, Please”.
“Don’t worry. I wasn’t planning on referring to you at all”
“Bastard”
“Nessa”
“I guess I walked right into that one”
Nagito laughed, grabbing a chair and sitting next to her. Her work wasn’t what he expected. Is this what they’re teaching kids now? He could’ve sworn he hadn’t seen this type of stuff until he hit middle school. It wasn’t anything he couldn’t do, but damn. All in all, tutoring went well. Vanessa actually learned something today. “Good job!,” he said. “Thank you,” she smiled and hugged him,“I felt so stupid”.
“Hey, its okay not to understand things”
Her mom walked in. “Dinner’s ready”. Vanessa got up and went to the kitchen. “How’d it go?,” she asked Nagito. “Went well, she gets the math now,” he answered. She smiled, thanking him for his help and asking him to join them for dinner. He’d be foolish not to, so he accepted the invite.
Fish tacos were served tonight with rice and beans, another lemonade made. It was different than anything Nagito had ever had, but that doesn’t equate to bad. He actually enjoyed the meal. The kids sat at the main table today, much more respectful than yesterday. “Michael how was school?”. He put a thumbs up, getting back to eating. “And Adrianna?”. She looked up from her meal and shrugged. “What’s wrong?”.
“I’m tired, but class was okay”
“Oh, okay. When you’re done, just take a quick shower and get to bed”
“Thanks”
Nagito thought it was endearing. Seeing how understanding and loving she was, it was refreshing. The kids all eventually left, Nagito finishing his meal. “Did you like it?”. He looked at her, nodding. “Great! Seconds?”.
“Full again. I don’t usually eat, but your food is always so good”
“Oh, you’re just saying things...”
“No, really! Thank you”
He said his goodbyes to the family, walking back home. It was as if he was falling for this woman more and more everyday. He went to sleep, this time dreaming of her. He never dreams, but this time he dreamt she was on her knees for him. Then, nothing else. It was as if his dream teased him.
The next morning, he woke up to some knocking on the door. He looked at the time. 8:23am. He put on a pair of jeans and his shirt, walking to his door. He opened it and there she stood, wearing a black dress and red heels. He assumed she had work and needed a favor before going. “Good morning,” he said.
“Were you following me yesterday?”
Shit.
“I, uh...,” he didn’t know what to answer. He was indeed following her yesterday. He also liked her, so if he straight up said that he was to following her, it’d ruin things. His face was glowing a shade of pink to a slight red as he thought of the right answer. He was still stumbling over his words. “I think it’s kinda cute,” she added. The fuck? “Huh?”. She pushed him inside the house, closing and locking the door behind him. “When a boy follows someone around, it’s because he wants something,” she added, but her tone was so sultry,“Well, Nagito—”. She pushed him onto the couch, leaning in front of him with her hands on his chest.
“—What do you want?”
None of what was happening felt real. Nagito couldn’t find the words to express what exactly he wanted. This was the first time he’d ever been in a situation like this, it wasn’t a bad one either. He began to panic when she straddled him. “Could it be that you wanted me?,” she asked. He frantically nodded and she laughed as she locked her lips with his. He gasped against her lips, kissing back. She slowly trailed her kisses down to his neck, cupping his jaw while grinding on his lap. Nagito moaned, his shaky hands grabbing her ass. She grabbed his hands and put them away from her. “It’s cute that you’re getting this carried away”.
“I’m sorry”
“No time to apologize. Get on your knees for mommy”
Nagito was about to lose his mind when she said that, but he obeyed. Her presence was domineering as he stood on his knees against his carpeted floor. She spread her legs, noticing Nagito desperately trying to get a look. Her red heel stopped him, stepping on his head lightly. “Am I teasing you?,” she asked,“It’s okay to be honest”.
“Y-You are, but its okay. I want to be teased by you”
“You’re adorable,” she took her heel off his head,“Let’s go to your room”.
He practically ran to his bed. He sat and waited patiently. She entered the room, heading to his bed. She began to take off his shirt, admiring his frame. She then unbuckled his belt and unzipped his jeans. He kicked them off and sat down. She sat next to him. “Give me your hands”. She held them, frowning slightly. “Boo, they’re so cold,” she teased,“I’ll warm them up for you”. Carefully, she grabbed his left hand, putting his middle and ring finger in her mouth. She licked to his fingertips, leaving him tense and speechless. She stopped and smiled at him.
“This is your first time, isn’t it?”
He nodded shyly. “Don’t be shy,” she said,“I’m going to guide you, but I’m also going to have my fun”. He gulped, nodded. She stood up and removed her dress. She wore a lacy black bra and panties. She brought his hands to her breasts, allowing him to fondle them. They were huge in his hands. “You like them, baby?”. “Y-Yes,” he muttered,“Can you, uh, take....the bra off?”. He was ashamed when asking, he felt desperate. She smiled and nodded, unhooking it and allowing the bra to fall to the ground. He gasped at the sight of her tits, grabbing them. She straddled him.
“Do you know what to do with them?”
He nodded, rubbing one and sucking the other. She moaned sweetly, grinding on his lap. He popped his mouth off them. That was when she took the opportunity to knock him onto the bed. She began to make out with him, shoving his tongue down her throat. They lay sideways. Her hand was on his neck, slightly choking him. He couldn’t resist but try to grind on her lap. She laughed. “Look at you,” she mocked,“Humping my leg like a desperate little puppy”. She didn’t let him speak, sitting up and pushing him back down. “I’m going to give you what you want,” she whispered in his ear,“Take your cock out”.
He was nervous as he did, hands shaky. She blushed a bit at his size. “It’s so big,” she said, straddling him,“I’m going to have my way with it”. “Please, do what you want to me,” he begged,“Abuse me, please”. She didn’t speak, sinking down on it. Nagito gasped, she was extremely wet. She began to bring her hips up and land straight down on it, repeatedly. She put her hands around his throat, now being rougher. Nagito gasped for air, grabbing her hands.
That was a mistake.
“Hands down,” she ordered, striking him across the face. “Sorr-”. He was slapped once again. “Only speak when you’re spoken to”. He nodded as his stomach began to cave in. His cock twitched each time she slapped him, making her moan. She leaned forward, capturing his earlobe between her teeth. He winced, his hands tangling in the sheets. He felt as though his entire body was blushing.
“You’re so sensitive there”
She teased him, kissing the skin and nibbling. His hips involuntarily snapped upward, making her whine. “You’re so desperate, baby,” she laughed,“it’s so cute”. He could feel her warmth running along his cock. He bit into his hand, trying to stop himself from cumming inside her. It worked, but she didn’t like him doing that. She grabbed his hands and kissed them.
“Don’t hurt yourself, put them right here”
She placed them on her boobs. He watched them bounce up and down, grabbing them gently. His rather large hands seemed small on her tits. He was extremely flushed. He took them off her and placed them on her hips. “Open your mouth”. He lay back more and did as he was told. She leaned forward, grabbing his jaw again as she spit into it and kissed him. He moaned when she did, his urges getting the best to him and thrusting upward. He hit her cervix every time, causing her to produce the sweetest and sluttiest of moans. Her walls tightened around him and now he was whining. “Are you gonna cum, honeybun?,” she asked.
“Y-Yes..”
“Where do you wanna cum?”
“I wanna cum...everywhere. I want it. I want it so bad. I wanna cum inside and on your tits, on your ass, y-your face..mouth. Please let me cum, mommy”
She motivated him, riding him harder. “Come on, Nagito,” she whispered,“Cum for mommy. Cum all the way inside her”. He lost his mind after that, groaning as he shot his load(s) inside her. He was still inside her as he tried catching his breath. She rubbed his chest, shushing him. “Good boy, you did so well,” she cooed,“Such a good boy.” He was covering his face, embarrassed and still hard. “I wasn’t too rough, was I?,” she asked. He shook his head, thinking,“Not rough enough”. He whined when she got off, revealing he was still erect. She noticed.
“You wanna go again, baby? Kids don’t leave school till 2:30. We have time for an extra fuck”
“C-Can I?”
“Yes, dummy”
She let Nagito choose how to fuck her. He wanted missionary, mostly because he craved intimacy and she did not disappoint. She kissed and praised him, telling him he was good. She held onto him the whole time and cuddled him afterwards. Nagito felt so special, he felt loved. “I can come over when I don’t have work,” she said,“Would you like that?”.
“I’d love that actually”
“You make me happy, Nagito. I could stay here and cuddle all day”
“I feel so lucky”
He yawned, looking at the clock. “Its 10,” he told her. She nuzzled his chest, humming. “Mmmm, let’s take a small nap,” she whispered,“Okay?”. “Okay”. He kissed the top of her head and held her to him, slowly joining her in slumber.
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Weird Questions that say a lot
1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans? Teacups!
2. chocolate bars or lollipops? Lollipops
3. bubblegum or cotton candy? Cotton candy
4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you? We call elementary school primary school. It depended which teachers you asked, my favourites always said I was “conscientious, kind, and a pleasure to have in class”.
5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups? Glass cups or bottles.
6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear? I have like 4 looks, pastel, boho, and goth/witchy/grunge, also vintage-inspired which wasn’t mentioned but I love it.
7. earbuds or headphones? Depends on the shape, I love my Razr headset because it doesn’t squash my ears, and I like galaxy bud shaped earbuds, the ones with the little rubber doo-dads that fit actually in your ear. Apple or a lot of older flat earbuds cause me a lot of pain.
8. movies or tv shows? TV shows. Movies are getting longer and longer and my focus is getting shorter and shorter
9. favorite smell in the summer? Rainy days!
10. game you were best at in p.e.? The game of queue-ducking (where you go to the back of the queue to avoid your turn), or dance, or the less strength intensive parts of gymnastics. Or crying, always been great at that xD
11. what you have for breakfast on an average day? Muesli, or nothing.
12. name of your favorite playlist? I prefer to listen to full albums rather than playlists, but I have a few favourites on Spotify. Born to Run 150BPM, Infinite Indie Folk, Irish Folk: Jigs and Reels, All Out 80s/90s/00s. I also love scene/pop-punk playlists.
13. lanyard or key ring? Key Ring
14. favorite non-chocolate candy? Message Hearts (or anything with that texture), the red pack of starbursts (the UK version is vegan). Does Turkish Delight count because if so then that is my fave. I also like gummies if they’re vegan.
15. favorite book you read as a school assignment? To Kill a Mockingbird (high school), or The Bloody Chamber (uni), or Hamlet (uni)
16. most comfortable position to sit in? One foot under me, the other foot out to the other side, but both in the same position (if the surface is flat), or knees up.
17. most frequently worn pair of shoes? I own a lot of shoes so there isn’t really a single pair I wear the most. Recently my Air Force 1s, I’m trying to wear them in because the previous owner didn’t so the cause blisters.
18. ideal weather? Cold, overcast, rainy, still. Or without the rain. or snow (as long as I’m not going in the car and I can go crunch my shoes in it xD
19. sleeping position? Either side, but my body is kinda rotated towards the bed so it’s like half way between on my stomach and on my side. 
20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)? Notebooks
21. obsession from childhood? Animals, dinosaurs, goddesses, magic, crystals, neopets, sims. I still love all of these things, I am a rotating door of obsessions, usually a bunch of the same obsessions on repeat.
22. role model? I don’t have one particular role model, I do have tons of people that I love and respect.
23. strange habits? I have so many strange habits that I have become one myself. Nothing actually stands out though because 99% of it is because of my brain.
24. favorite crystal? rose quartz or moonstone.
25. first song you remember hearing? Maybe Dancing Queen by ABBA, definitely the first I remember dancing to, but my dad loves music so I grew up with a constant stream of it.
26. favorite activity to do in warm weather? Suffer xD when I’m able to do so comfortably I’d love to go out looking for pretty stones, and nice sticks with my fiance, also would like to go on picnics with him, or a friend if I had one.
27. favorite activity to do in cold weather? Baking, drawing, crafts, standing in the rain. Everything.
28. five songs to describe you? 6/10 - Dodie Robert Frost - Mal Blum Caught in the Middle - Paramore Side Effects - Jade Bird Snitches Get Stitches - Onsind  Bonus track: The Seed - Aurora I wish I still had the playlist I made of songs I relate to, several of these were on it though.
29. best way to bond with you? Oversharing, or telling me about things you’re into.
30. places that you find sacred? Nature. My favourite spots are little creeks/rivers in wooded areas, but just like, all of it is special and should be treated as such. Also bedrooms.
31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names? I think maybe I’m not gutsy or whatever enough, but also unpredictable. I wear whatever I like, and I’m just as likely to cry in all of them as I am to accidentally get in a fight.
32. top favorite vines? I feel so basic because I never really did the vine thing.  There was one that nearly killed me because I literally started to choke that was in some kind of office and the bit like can you run this past me again, and they just fucking legged it past them holding a folder up, Saw it once, never saw it again. Road work ahead. Why you can’t lift a house (might be a tok?) Brass dad and oven kid Look at this graaaaph Never learned how to read I can’t sit I have hemorrhoids The one with the people in blankets bobbing the nana nanana song Fr esh avo ca do Look at all these chickens
33. most used phrase in your phone? I love you - if I had to guess
34. advertisements you have stuck in your head? right now, nothing. I often get the old Super Liquor jingle lodged in there though.
35. average time you fall asleep? 6am?
36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing? Charlie the unicorn or that one Noodles video by Cyanide and Happiness. Are those even memes?
37. suitcase or duffel bag? Depends. I mostly use a bag though since I never go anywhere for long.
38. lemonade or tea? Tea? Usually if you ask for lemonade here you get Sprite which is not lemonade.
39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie? I had a vegan lemon meringue pie once, so good. Cake is easier to make though, and I can eat more in one sitting without getting sick xD
40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school? Um, the principal in my last year of school got caught for being a peeping tom a few years after I left.
41. last person you texted? My Fiance.
42. jacket pockets or pants pockets? Jacket pockets
43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket? Depends on the rest of the outfit and the weather. I wear Jean jackets most though.
44. favorite scent for soap? I love lavender, or vanilla/candy/fruity/baked goods type scents. I still have a bottle of Sugar Fairy spray from lush from a year ago and I love the smell of that.
45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero? Fantasy I think.
46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in? Nekkid?
47. favorite type of cheese? As a kid it was feta. Now I only eat vegan cheese. I was never a huge cheese fan tbh.
48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be? Rotten xD um probably a cranberry or something because I’m small, and I’m not a fan of cranberry.
49. what saying or quote do you live by? An it harm none do what you will. Or treat others as you wish to be treated.
50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have? Probably one of the vines I listed above, either “run it past” or “can’t lift a house” because both of those resulted in crying and choking.
51. current stresses? My cat has been throwing up and having diarrhoea the past week or so, she’s been to the vet, it got better for a bit, but tonight suddenly got worse. Living with my parents who I have a very toxic relationship with. Living in a single very overfilled room. Trying to not spend money so that I can save up to move next year. Nightmares about my trauma. Either the house is haunted or there’s a build up of negative energy (probably that).
52. favorite font? I always liked the look of all of the script style fonts (freestyle, french, lucida, lucida calligraphy, Edwardian, Palace) but they’re not accessible so for anything people will actually see (which is literally nothing) I always go with arial.
53. what is the current state of your hands? Slight rash on one finger because I’m sensitive to what is in a lot of hand washing products apparently (never an issue until the pandemic), one broken finger nail that is a bit shorter than the rest. Not painted nails because energy. I always wear my engagement ring, usually I wear several other rings but with how my skin is being I thought I’d better not for a while.
54. what did you learn from your first job? Bakeries are hell, my circadian rhythm will not adjust to anything besides its natural state for longer than a couple of days at a time no matter how long or hard I try. I can absolutely fall asleep standing up.
55. favorite fairy tale? Ugly Duckling
56. favorite tradition? I don’t have anyway... Yet? Hopefully when I move this can become a thing.
57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome? I’m interpretting overcome loosely here, meaning “I have not died from this” - Suicide of my first love - Bullying - 3 different jobs that all nearly killed me
58. four talents you’re proud of having? Literally can’t think of one. I’m not talented. I’m passable at a couple of things, but I worked for those things and I’m still not good enough for anyone to confuse me for being talented xD Those things I care about that I’ve worked on a lot are singing, art, languages, crafts? I still struggled to come up with 4. My bad.
59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be? Aw jeez xD
60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be? Magical Girl! This is an easy one, give me the powers and the clothes yessss.
61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.? Literally sitting here drawing a blank, so instead of favourite here is the first one that came into my head “eyes are the genitals of the head” (may have that wrong, I’m watching the Office for the first time rn)
62. seven characters you relate to? Clementine from Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind Amelie from Amelie Matilda from Matilda Quasimodo from the Hunchback of Notredame (also my favourite plush as a kid) Iris - The Holiday Jess - New Girl Amelia Shepherd - Grey’s Anatomy Struggled with this because suddenly I drew a blank and also couldn’t remember who my Fiance was talking about every time he’s watched a character and said “that’s you” repeatedly.
63. five songs that would play in your club? Starlight - Superman Lovers Pump It - Black Eyed Peas I Bet that You Look Good on the Dancefloor - Arctic Monkeys All the Things She Said - tATu Doctor Jones - Aqua Bonus: Push Up - Freestylers These are ones  I have memories of dancing to when I was younger so that’s how I picked, but I’d absolutely be a themed night club with different music on different nights.
64. favorite website from your childhood? Neopets, which I still play daily. The first I played was MaMaMedia, then Bubblegum Club.
65. any permanent scars? That’s a SORE subject heh get it heh
66. favorite flower(s)? Lavender, rose, peony
67. good luck charms? I usually carry gemstones if I’m needing to be particularly lucky, or sigils.
68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried? I hate anything spicy. I had rootbeer candy that tasted like literal dirt. I can’t eat banana stuff without gagging and getting a headache. I hate anything that is artificial blackberry or blackcurrant, tastes like shitty cough syrup.
69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned? Sea Monkeys breathe through their feet, but I remember where I learned that.
70. left or right handed? right
71. least favorite pattern? depends entirely on the colours, I like patterns. but certain stripes do make my eyes feel funny.
72. worst subject? If PE counts, then that. If not, math.
73. favorite weird flavor combo? I love pineapple on pizza but that’s not weird. Iused to eat cheese and jam sandwiches as a kid though.
74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen? I operate on how long it has lasted instead of how bad it is, essentially I get so desperate so I’ll try it even though it probably won’t help. I have the resistance of a rhino to most meds.
75. when did you lose your first tooth? No idea, like 4 I think? I did keep them in a weird little box for no reason though because they never got taken away from under my pillow.
76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)? I’m a fan of a good mash if it has lots of flavour (like gravy). Otherwise, crisps or fries.
77. best plant to grow on a windowsill? I grew a radish once! Something cat safe though these days, also maybe something heavy, and hard to knock over?
78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store? Grocery Store sushi, if it’s just veg.
79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo? My only ID is my passport, and it is BAD.
80. earth tones or jewel tones? Both.
81. fireflies or lightning bugs? Fireflies (ten million of them to be precise)
82. pc or console? Grew up with PC. Now play my switch mostly.
83. writing or drawing? Both. Wrote more as a kid, draw more now.
84. podcasts or talk radio? Podcasts.
84. barbie or polly pocket? Both. But I prefered pollies as a kid
85. fairy tales or mythology? mythology
86. cookies or cupcakes? cupcakes
87. your greatest fear? Based on my nightmares, stairs.
88. your greatest wish? To live in a comfy house, in the country, with my Fiance, I have travelled the world, we have pets, I can function, we are free.
89. who would you put before everyone else? My Fiance and out animals.
90. luckiest mistake? Can’t think of any, most of my mistakes have been more like bad choices, also never turned out well for me.
91. boxes or bags? Depends what it’s for?
92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights? lamps, or fairy lights. Unless I’m particularly anxious, then overheads.
93. nicknames? None.
94. favorite season? Winter
95. favorite app on your phone? LINE, it has my fiance, and animated stickers.
96. desktop background? Little Twin Stars
97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized? My own.
I never get asks and needed to distract myself so I’m going to just answer these anyway, like a survey or something. Original post by tr33-g1rl 
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I'm having bad anxiety so I'm just going to answer these questions rn
Okay so when having anxiety I over think and I barely have any friends so I thought if using these questions to keep my mind off things and it kinda works it's also why some are long because I'm trying my best to think about other things then my stress. Maybe some of yall can try this if you want. Could help idk
Questions belong to @tr33-g1rl
1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?
Soda cans
2. chocolate bars or lollipops?
I LOVE chocolate bro
3. bubblegum or cotton candy?
Cotton candy because let's all be honest bubble gum doesn't even tast good so that just leaves texture and cotton candy dissolves abs you could always have normal gum
4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?
Some would say nice hard working smart and dyslexic but that's what they say not actually think
5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?
I've never really had the soda bottles but for now Ig soda cans because I feel like it keeps it fresher then the plastic and plastic is bad
6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?
Umm out of all these ig tomboy my style that I try to go for more rn is kinda like bille eyelash baddie style
7. earbuds or headphones?
Def earbuds cuz headphones if left on too long start hurting and squeezing my head
8. movies or tv shows?
TV shows 100% I cant consum media for long (my anxiety)so cartoons are the best for me because they're usually 11 minutes and light hearted
9. favorite smell in the summer?
Hmm this is good question in my head summer looks so good ahh but I've never really had a sent for it cuz the past few years I've been in my room but I love the sun oh and you know when your about to go in the pool and you can smell the Clorox mixed with the sun block and that smell just smells like a soft nice energy and there is this one tropical sent havent really smelt it in years I remember the one time I got to smell it was in middle school in the girls locker room so ig it was a perfume idk if it was really associated with summer or it was just tropical perfume my mom could spray on anytime of the year
10. game you were best at in p.e.?
Lol none I hated p.e I was also pretty tall at the time so people expected me to play but I just wanted to hide in the corner
11. what you have for breakfast on an average day?
Well I don't really like breakfast that much I think food in the morning makes me nauseous but I have to eat it cuz I can't eat school lunch food cuz that shit is nasty but breakfast school food is 😉 so I usually get banana bread and good ass duch chocolate milk
12. name of your favorite playlist?
Por Vida is one of my favorite albums if that counts
13. lanyard or key ring?
I hate things being around my neck so key ring
14. favorite non-chocolate candy?
Mexican candy
15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?
The outsiders
16. most comfortable position to sit in?
Your butt relaxing ig and not hunched over idk how some people do their work not hunched over like how do you see what your working on
17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?
These white Adidas with 3 halo strips and tan boots
18. ideal weather?
To wear you can soak in the sun but not have it burn you right when you go outside and kinda breezy not a fan of the cold and whatever weather that isn't effected by global warming is the best
19. sleeping position?
I always try not to sleep on my back cuz then they say that the demons come for you
20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?
I have a lot of journals and books to write
21. obsession from childhood?
My little pet shops, barbies, fnaf, teen titans, monster high dolls, beanie babes, never brats or the ever after high dolls cuz I had a fear of big heads as a kid
22. role model?
Em their are not many people to look up to these days but Quenlin Blackwell is even though she struggles with depression and seasonal depression she still is a qween love her
23. strange habits?
24. favorite crystal?
Hmm maybe amethyst one of the only ones I have
25. first song you remember hearing?
No idea
26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?
Be in the sun
27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?
Not have the seasonal depression come for me
38. lemonade or tea?
Lemonade bro tea is kinda weak and for BrItish blocks , but today I did have a bunch of lemons and they got me sick cuz I dont have a healthy balanced diet if anybody knows simple healthy recipes that have little to no cooking pls share
39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?
I've never actually have had lemon pie but I have been thinking about making pie. I've had peacon pie and water burger apple pie and McDonald's apple pie and I think another fast food pie but I can't remember the flavor. I know the other flavor exist because my mom order a different pie flavor from me once and she said we can both try each others. Maybe it was lemon. I think lemon tast is quit forgettable thow idk I always put other things on my lemon and lemonade has all that sugar and speaking of Britain I think they carbonate their lemons . But I think I've only had lemon cake 2 times , so if the cake
40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?
School is lame and that's on period pooh
41. last person you texted?
Umm this girl I barely know and I'm going to leave it at that cuz this story makes me kinda sad and worried and I'm answering these questions to avoid that
42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?
Hmm good question , I think jacket because they are bigger and girl Jean's have the pockets different to make the booty look better and sometimes that leads to uncomfortable pockets and front pockets barely exit for girls and jackets sometimes have those secret pockets only you have assess too like the ones on the inside and jacket pockets are bigger
43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?
1. hoodies are good for when you dont have a bra on and they come with one BIG pocket and you dont need to worry about a shirt
2. Leather jackets are for cool kidz and carry a nice vibe and still thick enough to keep you warm , but you can't really get them wet I think so you can't wash em , but they can come with cool designs on the back but their better fitted on perfectly on a person and if you grow they just look odd on you then you have to buy another and that's not fun
3.Bomber jacket , it's a whole style but one I try to pull of but just cant do it well
4.Cardigans kinda umm not a fan but good if your wearing a dress that's shows your shoulders and you are insecure about that being shown. Remember when somewhere in the 2000s they told us that cardigans where so easy to put on and throw more into your outfit so people bought quit a few. I do
5.I feel like jeans jackets aren't warm enough maybe their more for the summer?
44. favorite scent for soap?
Hmm maybe something tropical or just those cool lavender ones that have oats that's cool I like oats in my soap
45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?
I hate sci-fi uhhhg and super hero kinda ties in with that so fantasy and when reading fan fic just sweet simple domestic fluff
46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?
Hmm not sure but the shirt has to be soft. I only experience soft shirts like that few times in my life
47. favorite type of cheese?
Mexican cheese and blue cheese uhg and mozzarella with that crust, yum🤤
48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be? Errrum maybe a watermelon cuz they are very hydrated. Oh and watermelon with the big black seeds is better then that soul less watermelon
49. what saying or quote do you live by?
None dawg I really need to find one but I do have a lot written down In a book
50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?
Omg my aunt had some funny looking ass dogs I couldn't stop laughing. One of her dogs hate me tho now
51. current stresses? I dont want to talk about it cuz I dont want to worry but I was crying for more then 6 hours probably 8 when I think about it and then today as well and it's so bad I'm not even going to school
52. favorite font? I like the one kali uchis uses in one of her albums I think it's called fairy tell or something
53. what is the current state of your hands?pretty dry cuz I wash them alot and kinda long nails cuz of genetics
54. what did you learn from your first job?
I havent had a first job
55. favorite fairy tale?
Hmmm something with the tooth fairy
56. favorite tradition?
Idk holidays cuz I get school off
57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?
Depression and I would say anxiety but no
58. four talents you’re proud of having?
I dont have any talents
59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?
Uuuuyg idk too stressed to really think that I dont even know what type of video game I would be in
60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?
nothing stressful maybe something calm like a farm anime, some light magic, pokemon things like that
61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?
I was never ment to live life like a sim - megan the stallion
62. seven characters you relate to?
Anybody with anxiety, kinda pearl from Steven universe, the nerdy part of dipper from gravity falls , Roman from sander sides if virgil too sense he has anxiety okay and that's all I can think of I think early I said I dont really watch media or stuff so yeah
63. five songs that would play in your club?
Gosolina kali uchis songs and bank account that's all I can think about rn
64. favorite website from your childhood?64. favorite website from your childhood?
Y8 brooo oh and there was Disney or Nickelodeon websites you know that show with the hands and they had the googly eyes they had a g as new for that loved it and for Disney they had zack and cody games on their website and it's not a website but the one thing on windows that would work without wifi you know and you could make cakes and give them faces and try matching the cards
65. any permanent scars?
One time a cat scratched me more the like 8 years ago and I can still faintly see the mark
66. favorite flower(s)?
The one that grows on the cactus
67. good luck charms?
I know a rabbits foot is one and 4 leaf clovers,and markipliers flannel. I sadly dont have any personal good luck charms
68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?
I don't want to talk about bad foods rn cut the cameras
69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?
idk I think I can vaguely remember every facts orgin that I know
70. left or right handed?
Basic right handed but my dad used to be left but then the school forced him to be right
71. least favorite pattern?
Anything 80s uhg that shit is disgusting and terrifying
72. worst subject?
Chemistry but I just got out of that so that's fun
73. favorite weird flavor combo?
People day hot cheetos and sour cream is odd but I like it . I would wat some rn but I think I got sick cuz of my poor diet so I'm not. Someone pls suggested simple easy foods for your girl who can cook
74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?
1 I am big baby
75. when did you lose your first tooth?
I dont know
76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?
Tater tots are good and fries
77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?
Idk no green thumb
78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?
Idk ig coffee
80. earth tones or jewel tones?
Jewel tones
81. fireflies or lightning bugs?
Theirs a difference?
82. pc or console?
Console it's just simpler
83. writing or drawing?
Uhhheg ig drawing I'm bad at grammar
84. podcasts or talk radio?
Podcast, podcast are just more plans out then talk radio and talk radio is a morning thing and I'm not the biggest fan of mornings
85. fairy tales or mythology?
Fairy tales mythology kinda ruff ya know
86. cookies or cupcakes?
Cookies their just more sturdy and their is always normal cake
87. your greatest fear?
Tooo many things and I'm having an anxiety attack right now so like no
88. your greatest wish?
Well it's cute and all idk to live peacefully is one part the other parts a secret for now
X.o.x.o gossip girl ya know ya love me
89. who would you put before everyone else?
Umm maybe myself Idk
90. luckiest mistake?
One time my mom ordered a foam sord for my brother and a real one came. It was some anime sword
91. boxes or bags?
Bags cuz they look cute and you can take em every where with you. Disposable I would have to say boxes tho because its less damaging to the environment
92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?
Sunlight is so warm and it fills something inside of me makes me feel cozy
Lamps are great for when sleeping and your scared of the dark
Fairy lights are cute but are they neccessary
Overhead lights are good for when you just need light in your life
Am I the only one who gets sad and sometimes cant clean if it's dark in the house?
94. favorite season?
Summer I think. I know it's harder for me to function in the winter cuz depression but then summer is anxiety sometimes ya know
95. favorite app on your phone?
Littetly no idea I don't really love/like the things on my phone if their more distractions or time wasters but I do love how I can search up useful things on YouTube to try to calm down my anxiety and I was definitely not a fan of tumblr at all but I kind have made it my safe place a bit
96. desktop background?
Well the computers my dad's so it has deadpool on i
97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?
Barely 2 ,I am kinda a dummy sorry unggv
98. favorite historical era?
Well idk heehaww cowboys?
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Zettai Karen Children S/I - Azusa Hyoubu
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Current ref sheet for my Zettai Karen Children S/I, Azusa aka Hyoubu’s Wife 🧛🏻‍♀️🦊. She now wears a kimono/yukata like outfit though I still kind of wanted to keep the vampire theme to it. She’s paired with Kyousuke Hyoubu!
Profile Under The Cut.
Azusa is an executive of P.A.N.D.R.A who serves as third in command. She’s also a Level 6 esper with umbrakinesis, hypnosis, metamorphosis, and teleportation.
During her first few appearances, she often took the form of a red fox who was often seen with Hyoubu until she revealed her true form.
Biographical Information
Name: Azusa Hyoubu (ZKC)
Nicknames:
Vampire (by Yō Fujiura)
Wannabe Vampire (by Kōichi Minamoto)
Darling Vampire (by Kyousuke Hyoubu)
Darling Wife (by Kyousuke Hyoubu)
Vampie (by Kyousuke Hyoubu)
Darling (by Kyousuke Hyoubu)
Archvampire (by Kyousuke Hyoubu)
Esper With Vampirism Tendencies
Kitsune (by some PANDRA members)
Foxy (by Kyousuke Hyoubu)
Alias:
Vampiric Esper
Sovereign of Darkness
The Silent Vampire
Sanguine Kitsune
Personal Information
Status: Alive
Age:
• 37 (Elementary Arc)
• 39 (Middle School Arc)
• 41 (High School Arc; Currently)
Birthday: July 30th, 1978
Gender: Female
Height: 5’4”/164 cm
Race:
• Level 6 Esper (ZKC)
Nationality:
• Japanese American
Hometown:
????, Japan
Occupation:
- P.A.N.D.R.A Executive (ZKC)
- Third of Command of P.A.N.D.R.A (ZKC)
- Leader of the The House of Bloodletting Foxes (formerly)
Appearance
Azusa is a short woman with a dark complexion, lean yet slightly muscular build, long dark brown hair with the bottom piece tied together by a red bow, and red eyes. Over her right eye, she appears to have a large scar. She often wears a half face mask and neck bandages to cover scars.
Despite appearing around her early 40s, she’s often mistaken to be a woman in her early 20s (ZKC).
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Eye Color: Red
Personality
Azusa is a woman with a suave, extroverted, enthusiastic, and confident personality. On the surface, she appears to be rather businesslike; smug; and polite character who is often seen smiling no matter what situation she’s in and sometimes does a greeting bow towards friend or foe.
She appears to have a soft spot for books and board games, with chess being her favorite one to play. She also seems to have rather sophisticated yet expensive taste in many things as she’s seen collecting very old typewriters, eating at formal dining restaurants, and buying rather refined clothing.
Azusa is also known to be rather sharp-witted, being very intelligent and capable of completing tasks in a practical manner.
Despite those things, being a member of P.A.N.D.R.A; Azusa is described to be rather dangerous. She is very sinister, bloodthirsty, and can be quite sadistic at times which she shows towards her foes as she isn’t afraid to shed blood with a wide grin on her face. Like Hyoubu, she tends to mask her saddened or angered emotions with a smile or confident smirk.
During battle, Azusa tends to tease or taunt her opponents and seems to boast a lot of self-confidence when fighting or when completing tasks to a point of arrogance. She’s also rather remorseless towards her enemies showing no qualms in hurting or killing those who stand in her or Hyoubu’s way.
She’s also quite cunning and tends to use rather ruthless methods to achieve her tasks. Azusa is also a very ambitious individual. She also appears to hold a strong grudge and disgust for humans due to her treatment by them in the past.
Despite these things, Azusa is kind and polite towards P.A.N.D.R.A, especially towards Hyoubu who she loves to bits and is very loving as well as caring towards him. She is also described to a loving and caring parental figure towards her kids and the Esper children who were taken in by P.A.N.D.R.A. Due to being rescued by Hyoubu around her early 20s, Azusa has sworn absolute loyalty to him.
Though usually confident, Azusa has also shown sadness and even fear/concern from time to time.
Aside from books, Azusa happens to take a strong interest in vampires and has a tendency to use her illusion ability to surround herself in bats, is obsessed with bats, drinks blood (though only from Hyoubu), can transform like a vampire, reads anything about vampires, and wears clothing that reminds her of vampires. Some find this endearing or strange. Her obsession with vampires and her ability has lead her to being called a ‘Vampire’ by Yō Fujiura and ‘Wannabe Vampire’ by Kōichi Minamoto. She also seems to take a strong interest in fox and kitsune lore.
Despite being able to speak, she rarely ever does towards anyone except Hyoubu, expressing that she only feels comfortable speaking towards him. Towards others, she often speaks through body expression/gestures, sign language, writing, and facial expressions.
In the past, before meeting Hyoubu and before becoming more open towards P.A.N.D.R.A; Azusa was described to be a lot more pessimistic. Thanks to help of Hyoubu and P.A.N.D.R.A, Azusa has opened up.
Likes:
✓ Books
 ✓ Reading
 ✓ Raspberry Lemonade
✓ Chess
 ✓ Knives
 ✓ Board Games
✓ Red Apples
✓ Bats
 ✓ Cello Rock
 ✓ Jazz Fusion
 ✓ Knife Throwing
 ✓ Blood
✓ Vampires
 ✓ Metal Music
✓ Writing
✓ Typewriters
 ✓ Fencing
 ✓ Vampires
 ✓ Sushi
 ✓ Foxes
 ✓ Kitsune
Dislikes:
✗ Most Candies
✗ Esper Discrimination
 ✗ Fried Food
✗ The Cold
✗ Daytime
✗ Snow
✗ Her Scars
 ✗ People Calling Her ’Wannabe Vampire’
 ✗ Math
 ✗ Non Espers/Humans
✗ Dogs
✗ Fox Hunting
Hobbies: Reading, Playing Board Games/Chess, Listening To Music, Writing, Researching Vampire Stuff, Doing Fencing, and Collecting Knives.
Background
At a young age, Azusa and her parents were victims of esper trafficking in Japan where she would eventually be bought in the Black Market by an unknown organization of normals who often used espers for their own personal gain and often treated espers inhumanely, often making espers their assassins and usually made their espers wear Limiters to suppress their powers. Azusa was valued by the organization due to her abilities and being a Level 6 esper which are the second highest level espers. However, she was treated poorly and only saw her as a tool of destruction. When they didn’t need her on certain missions, she often sported Limiters. Azusa disliked being treated by normals as nothing more than a mere tool.
On her 20th birthday, Azusa and her group of friends turns their back against the normal comprised organization and uses her abilities against them, killing many of the normal members in the process. She tells the espers within the organization that she is the Leader of The House of Bloodletting Foxes and their goal is rescue espers from humans, even if it meant killing humans in the process.
After Azusa’s escape, she and her group would eventually go into hiding while saving espers from humans where she and her friends would be caught up in an esper/normal conflict where she was nearly killed by normals and lost all of the Bloodletting Dogs members in the process until she was saved by Hyoubu and PANDRA, an organization comprising of only espers who offer her a home for only espers and dream of creating a world where espers will live with rights as well as freely. Hearing about Hyoubu’s offer and having nowhere else to go, she joins the organization and over time, grows very close to them and isn’t treated as a tool like the previous organization.
Future Azusa Predictions (ZKC Only)
1. Azusa is said to have sided with the espers who are fighting against humans, being responsible for countless deaths in the process. Even though not every esper is seen fighting against the humans, many of them are seen with Azusa.
2. Azusa supposedly watches over a small group of espers and supplies them with dangerous weapons.
3. While Azusa’s title known as the Sovereign of Darkness is not as well known as The Queen of Catastrophe (the now 20 year old Kaoru Akashi who supposedly had defected from Babel in the future and leads PANDRA due to Hyoubu’s worsening health conditions), her name is still feared upon by many for the blood shed she has caused.
4. By the war, Azusa has reached her mid forties (around 44-45 years old).
5. During the war’s initial stages, Azusa’s original parasol is destroyed and is seen with a new parasol instead.
6. It’s unknown whether Azusa survived or died in the war.
7. Due to her masks being destroyed, Azusa wears bandages over her eye. She also sports a different outfit.
8. Azusa kills Bullet Silver during an air raid.
Powers & Abilities 
* Umbrakinesis: Azusa is able to manipulate darkness/shadows. So far, she’s capable of animating  shadows, solidifying darkness/shadows into things; objects; and beings, create a kitsune-like monster out of shadows, infuse  darkness onto anything she touches, turn her body into darkness, create a darkness shield to temporarily protect herself; others; and objects in psychic darkness from telepathy/psychokinesis/ and psychometry, and manipulate matter with darkness and her shadow.
* Hypnosis: Azusa is shown to create and manipulate deceiving illusions that effect the five senses. Her illusions dissolve into swarms of bats when deactivated or attacked. It’s also shown that her illusions can be durable as they can take hits for a certain period of time before wearing off.
* Metamorphosis: Azusa can turn into a fox. It’s also shown she has a half fox form as well.
* Teleportation: Azusa is able to teleport herself, matter, and objects by using shadows/darkness as a catalyst.
* Parasol
Relationships
ZKC:
Kyousuke Hyoubu (Husband)
Yugiri (Adopted Daughter)
Rougarou Hyoubu (Daughter)
Unknown Parents (Status Unknown)
Fujiko Tsubomi (Half Sister-In-Law)
• Kyousuke Hyoubu | Love Interest | Good Terms
Azusa’s most dynamic relationship is with Kyousuke Hyoubu.
Both of them being a dynamic duo who love each other to bits. Being Hyoubu’s wife and a high ranking PANDRA executive, she’s very close; loving; and loyal towards him and tends to listen to his orders without question. She absolutely loves Hyoubu to bits and tends to worry about him a lot, especially when Hyoubu is injured, to the point if Hyoubu were to get hurt by an enemy; she’ll lash out at the person without mercy.
Both of them show to have a loving relationship as they often enjoy each other’s company, love to spend time together, work extremely well together, and are especially dedicated to each other.
Other than being a loving and dedicated couple, they are known to be a powerful partner in crime duo. Both work well when doing crimes and on the battlefield, where they’re shown to have synchronized fighting style.
Out of all the characters in Zettai Karen Children, Azusa has expressed that she only feels comfortable speaking towards Hyoubu. Due to being saved by Hyoubu from being killed, she has sworn absolute loyalty to him and is thankful for Hyoubu for saving her from her dark past. She also expresses a softer side towards Hyoubu.
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Voice Actress/Seiyuu: Atsuko Tanaka
Ship: Hyouzusa (Kyousuke Hyoubu x Azusa Hyoubu)
Theme Song: Evil by Mercyful Fate
Trivia
1. Azusa favorite foods are blood and sushi.
2. Azusa spends most of her time reading or playing chess with Hyoubu.
3. Azusa’s zodiac sign is Leo.
4. Azusa wears a mask to cover a scar over her right eye.
5. Azusa is skilled at writing and fencing while she isn’t very good at art and math.
6. Azusa owns an old fashioned typewriter with glass keys.
7. Azusa owns seven typewriters.
8. Azusa only feels comfortable taking her mask off around Hyoubu.
9. Azusa has a tendency to drink blood very often. (ZKC Only)
10. Even though one of her favorite foods is blood, she only likes to drink Hyoubu’s blood.
11. Azusa shares the same birthday as Kaoru Akashi.
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AAH! 🤩 Thank you so much for your inquiries!! 😆 This is my first ever Tumblr ask challenge to receive, so I'm honored 😖 but it's a lot! 😱 I'll try to answer everything thoroughly. 😅 Here it goes! 😁
3. If you could have one superpower, what would it be?
I love the idea of shapeshifting., Not just the kind of transfiguration that Tonks or McGonagall do, but more like adopting the abilities of different animals suited for different scenarios. Like, if I could grow bat wings to fly and then switch to develop lungs like a seal to swim for long periods or the eyes of a tarsier to see in the dark, etc., that'd be dope.
But my superhero alterego actually has the ability to manipulate luck, so she can basically be a blessing or curse to others. It's based on her own storage of luck though. So if she's had a lot of bad luck lately, she can deal it out; alternatively she can give out good luck when she gets lucky. It's kind of a game of balance, but she has meters for both that get distributed and replenished.
5. Tell us some funny drunk story.
I've really only ever been drunk once. It was a time when I was house-sitting for some friends, watching their two dogs while they went on vacation (the usual). I invited a different friend over, my bestie from middle school. Typically, I have a code for myself to not invite guests into clients' homes, and doing so this time set the dominos a-topplin'. We decided to have a Toy Story marathon, like normal grown ups. To make it really adult, we thought we'd make it more interesting by playing drinking games throughout all the movies. There are four movies. Normally, I don't drink much, just a glass of wine or a beer every once in a while, so ... we got big cans of Mike's extra hard lemonade in different fruity flavors (because ... adults watching kids' movies). Anyway, we had our snacks (French macarons and Wegman's pizza, q classic combination, but not really), the dogs had been fed and set up for bed, and we had our jammies on. All was well for the first two movies: we're reliving our childhoods and the early days of cgi animation, laughing and having a grand old time. By the third movie, what's left of the large pizza is cold. So we stumble down two flights of stairs, carrying a mostly empty pizza box, while dogs jumped all over us, trying to get to the oven in the kitchen on the main floor, like this was some kind of epic high fantasy novel quest. I put the pizza on a cookie sheet. The oven's preheated. Pizza goes in. When pizza is all melty again, I grab a potholder, because I'm responsible. BUT it's not covering the end of the metal handle poking out, and I get BURNED, literally, right on the wrist. Which is the hand I usually pose with for selfies. I've had to totally rearrange how I take pictures of myself now because I have an obvious scar there. Anyway, I stick my hand under cold water and get some ice on it right away, so it doesn't actually hurt as much as it probably should have; granted I have a lot of experience with burn damage, so I may be somewhat desensitized to it. Moral of the story, kids, don't heat up food while you're drunk. I don't even remember what happened in the third movie tbh. I passed out after finishing my third large can of alcoholic beverage, and we went to see TS4 at the theater the next morning, hungover like fools.
10. Who was the last person to disappoint you?
The answer is me. I constantly disappoint myself, because I have impossibly high standards. I tend to be very ambitious and driven, so when I don't live up to my own expectations for myself, I'm disappointed. But failure is a chance to learn. Keep moving forward!
13. If the whole world listened to you right now, what would you say?
GOD IS REAL; HIS NAME IS JESUS CHRIST, AND HE LOVES YOU UNCONDITIONALLY MORE THAN YOU CAN IMAGINE.
28. What was your last lie?
"I'll check it out" when someone recommended a phone app to me today. 😬
29. Dumbest lie you ever told?
🤔 I don't really remember most of my lies because they're small, meaningless, and/or usually get cleared up right away. Plus, I don't normally like to lie, so most of them are accidents from misunderstandings or possible future truths or super obvious for joking purposes, like hyperbole or sarcasm.
40. What was the last gift you gave?
When my sister and I rode the bus to NYC from DC to go see Frozen on Broadway together, I gave her a keychain. I got us matching Funko Pop Frozen 2 keychains to commemorate the event. We both Disneybounded as the queens, so we got the characters we matched; she got Anna, and I got Elsa.
47. When was your first kiss?
It depends on what kind of kiss you mean. When I was in 1st grade, I kissed a boy's forehead on a dare. Then in like maybe 3rd grade, I kissed my best friend on her lips out of excitement for something that had happened. But if you mean romantically, I've only ever kissed one person in the lips, and that was my first love. He was my boyfriend in the beginning of high school, back when I still had braces, so it was probably freshman year. He used to come to my house after school some times, and we went for an evening stroll along the golf course one night. He kissed me, and I kissed him again, but then I turned away when he tried to kiss me again. My face was hot and red when we got back, and his mom was waiting to take him home; she knew exactly what had happened because she made a joke about it, and I started getting dizzy from embarrassment. He dumped me a couple years later and then almost a decade later, we started hooking up again, but then he decided he just wanted to be friends, which I couldn't handle, so I cut off ties with him. 🤷‍♀️ His loss
61. Something you find romantic?
There was a time when I liked a guy in my Japanese-American cultural exchange group. The whole club went to an obon matsuri at a Buddhist temple one year with crafts, food, kimono fashion show, taiko, etc. We danced together under the stars with my dress swirling at my feet and thousands of fireflies twinkling out of the ground around us. It was so magical. Then we all went for the best sushi I've ever had and my first beer, which I split with a girl who's now one of my besties. He walked me to my car and made sure I got home safely. Turns out he was 17 years older than me (short and baby faced), twice divorced, and had kids. I was barely 21. Yikes.
87. Meaning behind your blog name?
This is a fun question! I've always loved animation and making my own characters. When I was really little, some time in elementary school, I was super into the show Xiaolin Showdown, which has a character named "Omi". I used that as the basis for the name of my first ever OC and then several other OC's after her haha then in middle school, my best friend had the same first name as me, just spelled differently (yes, the same ms bestie from the drunken shenanigans above. We're getting brunch next weekend too). So we started calling each other by our OC's names, Omi and Lala (Omishu and Laphelliae). We even introduced each other under these identities, so the name stuck. Everyone called me Omi in highschool, and it drove my mom crazy! Even the teachers called me that; Mom absolutely hated it. Now it's my online alias for almost every platform I use. If you ever see a username with Omishu, Omishu Kitsuni, or OmishuK, chances are it's me!
95. Share your favourite quote.
Too many!! Short answer, THE ENTIRE BIBLE. Long answer ... Uh, it depends on the context. The whole series of quotes from the Disney wisdom collection, yesss. A couple on speaking/listening that I appreciate are: "Better to remain silent and be thought a fool than to speak and to remove all doubt." - Abraham Lincoln and "We have two ears and one mouth so that we can listen twice as much as we speak." Epictetus. I live by Mark 12:28-31, though: "... 'Which commandment is the most important of all?' Jesus answered, 'The most important is, '... you shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.' The second is this: 'You shall love your neighbor as yourself.' There is no other commandment greater than these.'"
98. Have you ever made your mum cry? What happened?
Yes, in college my mentor's husband preached a message about forgiveness. I had to leave in the middle to call my mom. She had verbally abused me and my sisters while I was growing up, which has caused me to develop multiple psychoses in my childhood that I'm still learning to deal with today. My unrealistic expectations are also caused by trying to earn her approval. Anyway, I had to tell her that I don't hold it against her and recognize the stresses of parenting and appreciate how she's tried to do her best for me. We were both crying. She had no idea the affect of her words on me, but our relationship has improved so much since then. We're both careful to speak the truth in love with each other now.
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Semi-Sweet III
Uhhhhh...This story still exists LOL. I’m sorry if anyone was reading this and hasn’t gotten an update since May! It’s highkey a rushed ending and I lost all motivation for it TT. Story page here for the previous parts and the baking terms! Also check out our masterlist that’s always updating! 
✿ Seventeen’s Mingyu  x Gender Neutral Reader ✿ Fluff  ✿ 3.8k words ✿ Not Requested ✿ Written by Chii ✿
Last time on Semi-Sweet
“I’m sorry.” She looked down and wiped her wet cheeks with the napkin you gave her earlier.
“It’s fine but I have an idea.” You said as you put the mason jars on the table.
“That is?” She looked more confused than upset with herself.
“No time to waste! We’re wasting time right now!” You readied a few boxes of butter out of the fridge to warm up into room temperature.
“Yes, boss!” You two laughed, you grabbed Kyla the knife block and put it on the table before slamming down a flat pan and started to cover it over with parchment paper.
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         “Kyla could you use butter knife to cut off the sides and then the use the cake leveler for the top and bottom?” 
“Alright!” She said before getting into business. You stood on a stool to reach for the round cookie cutters. Looking for one that would fit the top of the mason jar wasn't as hard as you expected, they were all organized by diameter. 
“Two and a half inch cookie cutter. Two and a half, ” you mumbled to yourself until you found the silver circle and grabbed it. You set it down on the counter as you went into one of the industrial fridges for the French buttercream frosting you made earlier in the day and set it next to the butter you bought out. Kyla came over to you telling you that the edges were off and the cake was leveled.
“That's great! Take some butter and put it on the cake.” You handed her the butter. She made a face, not really understanding why.
“It's dry,” you walked over to the sink to wash your hands before poking at a corner of the cake on the table and showed her how it crumbled much easier than a regular cake, “the butter adds the moisture backs in if it's still warm.” Kyla nodded and went to add a layer of butter over the cake while you got the last remaining things you needed. That butter trick was one thing you learned from Mingyu while working here.
         “So what's the plan?” Jun said as he came in and turned over to Kyla slathering the cake with butter.
“We make layered cake jars,” you said to Jun.
“Uh, no offense but we could always make a new sheet of cake.” He eyed the cake again.
“We don't always have to think like that. There's other ways to solve a problem and my way doesn't involve chucking a whole cake into the trash.” You crossed your arms and unconsciously stood in a defense stance.
“Alright, alright. You’re getting all mouthy with me. What should I do?” He said. You smiled and walked him over to the counter.
“This is the French buttercream I made earlier, taste it.” You held out a small spoon for him. Jun looked at you suspiciously before taking the spoon and testing it.
“Tastes like buttercream,” he said, not thinking much about it. It was creamy and smooth, probably smoother than Mingyu’s if he had to argue.
“Right, it's boring. I was thinking about adding flavoring and garnishes to create different combinations of flavors,” you said as you bought out eight glass bowls and began to divide them.
“I planned on doing strawberry lemonade, peanut butter cup, salted caramel apple and, coconut and pineapple,” you said as you listed down the flavors on your fingers.
“Do we even have all that stuff?” Kyla said as she washed off the knife before drying it and putting it back.
“Yes, actually.” You clapped loudly and started ordering Jun around to mix flavors into the buttercream. You took over the cake and asked Kyla to cut up lemons and green apples, shred some chocolate shavings and to toast some coconut shavings in the oven.
         As time passed you three were layering vanilla cake, flavored buttercream, vanilla cake, flavored buttercream and a finishing of fresh whipped cream and the garnishes. Jun decided to color the frosting to make the dessert more appealing to the eye. Pink frosting with a wedge of lemon that was coated in sugar, chocolate garnishes on the already light brown peanut butter frosting, large salt chunks on the caramel lined frosting and thin apple roses that Kyla learned from Joshua and last but not least toasted coconut on the fruity buttercream. The sheet cake made only around 7 of each flavor combination but they looked amazing and you didn't know if your brain could take anymore.
“Bring them out Jun, I think my brain is fried,” you pleaded to Jun, he nodded and pat your back before taking the tray of layered cakes jars to the front. You immediately heard gasps and people adding them to their orders, RoA eventually called Eunwoo over to help her bring the cakes out onto the trays.
“What happened here?” Mingyu and Joshua stepped into the room and saw your tired figure hunched over on one of the counters. Kyla went to explain to them. You wanted to stop her but felt no strength to do so. Seungkwan came into the kitchen with three cups of coffee on a silver tray.
“Special delivery for Jun, Kyla and of course the mastermind!”
“Thanks.” You let your red splotched fingers hold onto the handle and drank the liquid.
         Fast forward a few weeks of sugar burns, powdered sugar all over your black chef pants and a lot of good times. You made by the first month of work and only wanted to seriously hurt Mingyu a few times, ‘what an achievement!’ you thought. You and RoA were hanging out by the front while it was almost closing time and no customers came in.
“Is he always like this?” You said quietly to her, afraid of Mingyu’s scary good hearing. You thought back to when Kyla would whisper something to you and he would hear from across the room.
“Moody and acting like two people? Yea, he always does. It’s hard to deal with his bad side but it doesn’t last for long. His ‘mean’ wall is easier to break than a sheet of sugar.” RoA laughed a bit.
         Mingyu had been noticeably nicer as time went by. His walls melted down like chocolate once it was around the middle of your second of work. He would still shoot you glares every now and then but sometimes he would offer you a taste of his new creation. You were beginning to think he didn’t know his own feelings towards you as his co-worker. You turned back to RoA, remembering your plans you made tonight with Jeonghan.
“Want to come over to celebrate the fact that Mingyu doesn’t have my head on a stick? I'm having some celebratory drinks and food,” you sand the last line in a high pitch in attempts of drawing out an acceptance to your offer.
“I’d love to but I have an essay due tomorrow, it hurts to get your masters degree in business.” RoA hugged you goodbye. She stopped wearing her scarf since it was a bit warmer had on only a wool cardigan over her white button down. Kyla and Eunwoo weren’t here since left before you two due to their shifts ending earlier. 
“Did I hear celebrations?” Mingyu threw his arms around your shoulders. You saw him in casual wear and figured he finished cleaning up the kitchen. RoA’s eyebrow raised at this action, her mind started to run with questions but didn’t want to say anything. 
“You,” you shrugged off his arm, “have selective hearing.” You smacked his cheek lightly. RoA flinched and was ready to plan your funeral but she didn’t need to.
“Do not,” he sneered at you and huffed. RoA rolled her eyes at his childish manner.
“I asked you for the whisk and you ignored me, my caramel almost burned!” You jabbed at his side as your brows furrowed. 
“That's because I don't like you and stop that,” he stuck out his tongue like a little kid and poked a finger in between your brows, “you’ll get wrinkles early.”
“I can’t tell if you two look like siblings or elementary school lovers,” she sighed at the two of you. The two of you wanted to refute but her bus came to the stop and she made a run for it. 
“Good night guys!” She screamed as she ran out, fishing inside her bag for her bus card. Mingyu got his weight off of you and stuck his hands into his pockets.
“So, can I come over for food or what?” He asked as hip bumped you. You heard the rattling of the cafe closing. Mingyu thanked Seungkwan and he wished you two to get home safe. He waved and walked across the street were there was little snow left to be melted away and the grass was green finally after months of cold and harsh treatment.
“When did we get so close?” You said as he turned back to you.
“When you did something right for once,” he said as he kicked the last bit of snow away from the sidewalk.
“Oh yea? What was that and what do you mean for once! I do my work right all the time you giant!” You walked up to him and stared at his face that was a good few inches away from the top of your head. He turned his attention to you and have you the serious face you hadn’t seen in a while.
“When you were able to man the kitchen alone.” A wave of emotions came through you. Sure you’ve gotten compliments from other chefs before but this one wasn't even a compliment. It felt genuine and something out of what you thought Mingyu would ever say to you. You turned away from him to raise your head to avoid your teary eyes from becoming something more like a waterfall. You nodded to him and told him that he was officially invited to come over. Mingyu was happy to be invited, he wanted to see you outside of the bakery. He wanted to see if it was possible for you to act the way you did around the others for him.
         You two made no small talk. Just a quiet walk to his car where he drove you two. His radio was on a current hits station but you didn't feel right singing along. Although, Mingyu did and belted out some off tone notes to break the ice. You laughed and rolled your eyes at him.
“You should have been an idol instead.”
“Are you saying baking isn't my forte?” You looked over at his profile that was focused on the road but made out the raised eyebrow on his face.
“I think baking is exactly what you were made for thank you very much.” Mingyu laughed and thanked you. You felt like you might have said a little too much for comfort.
          When you two finally got to your place, you waited for Mingyu to park while you went to call Jeonghan to come over. You stood outside the lobby, your breath coming up as puffs in the chilly night. The neighbors started to gossip around you, you never came home with a man unless it was Jeonghan. Mingyu finished parking and you waved over to him. He saw your figure in front of the bright lobby of your apartment building and lightly jogged over. The two of you went into the elevator and just your luck a few people had came back from work as well. The elevator wasn't cramped but you and Mingyu were a little too close for comfort. A few people had to push their way through to get off at their respective floors. Mingyu offered to switch places with you so you stood by the wall and he took the impact of people shoving each other. You and Mingyu easily got off at the 5th floor when there was only 4 people left in the elevator. You led him down the hall and found your dark door with golden numbers that read 117. You fished your keys out to unlock the door. Before you opened it, you turned to Mingyu.
“My apartment is kind of small, just letting you know now,” you said as you opened the door and kicked off your shoes before placing them on the rack next to the door. You felt the rough mat you kept in front of your door to avoid outside dirt from coming in. Mingyu did the same and stood aside as you closed the door. He took off his pea coat and hung it on the coat rack. He took into account of your two seater gray loveseat that rested on a fluffy white rug. A single throw pillow was lazily resting against the armrest and a blanket was thrown across the sofa. You kept your walls white and left the dark wood planks alone. He saw your neatly kept kitchen that offered almost no counter space and a gray Kitchenaid stand mixer to match the loveseat.
“Take a seat on the couch, I have someone else coming. I can offer you tea, coffee or if you want to get started on drinking early I have some wine coolers,” you said with your head halfway into your fridge.
“I'll take some water, that's alright.” Mingyu’s words caused you to grab a bottle of water and throw it at him. He caught it but not before
“What,” you said as you harshly popped the cap of your wine cooler harshly against your counter, “scared?”
“I'm not a big fan of how alcohol makes me after a few bottles,” he said. You chuckled before pulling out some take out menus and turning to choose one. The doorbell rang and you asked Mingyu to get it.
“Hey, I got food already and who is this?” You hear Jeonghan's voice as he stood by the door.
“I wish you would have told me you already got us something to eat,” you practically sigh out as you let him into the room. You formally introduced Jeonghan to Mingyu and they hit it off. They talked endlessly about anything and everything, mainly about food. Jeonghan had convinced him to try this fusion hungarian restaurant not far out of town. The night played out with Jeonghan doing most of the talking while you dug into the food and drinks. Music was being played so you bobbed your head to the beats and ate, making a mess.
Mingyu caught you out of the corner of his eye on your phone with a messy face, he laughed before he said something, “you look like a child.”
You rolled your eyes at his words before coming back at him, “you act like one.”
Jeonghan got up and opened your freezer for dramatic effect before saying, “do you want some ice for that?”
“I’ll take some, there's a bunch in the freezer anyway right? Likes overly iced drinks.” You stared at him while you wiped your mouth area.
“How do you know that of all people?” You said with your brows furrows, you don't ever recall having anything but hot coffee around him.
“I told him,” Jeonghan said as he sat down on your couch.
“He actually told me a lot about you.” Mingyu motioned over to Jeonghan who gave you a guilty smile. Mingyu sat next to Jeonghan.
“When did you two get so chummy?” You asked as wiped your mouth.
“He talks about food, I work with food. It’s perfect.” Jeonghan slinged an arm around Mingyu.
“Alright well perfect couple, it’s getting late.” Mingyu and Jeonghan threw protests at your sudden celebration ending.
          Come Monday night and you were ready to leave with the Eunwoo, Kyla didn't work on Mondays and RoA left earlier. Eunwoo filled her name in on the work schedule board for a 4pm shift. You didn’t have the pleasure of choosing your hours yet so you where on a fixed schedule of 5am-9pm on Mondays, Thursdays and Fridays.
“Y/N,” you turned to see Mingyu still in the kitchen and not changed out of his work clothes, “you’re staying behind.”
“Am I getting overtime?” You learned to be snarky with him as you got more comfortable. He would get flustered and not know how to answer back but he’s been getting better at it.
“No, but if you'll want to learn you'll stay.” You audibly sigh at him and walk back to the employee locker room.
“Get home safe Eunwoo.” She nodded and walked out of the bakery, the bells ringing sounded the empty bakery.
“Lets get started then,” you say to Mingyu, “what’s the dessert today?”
“Souffle.” You heard a tone of playfulness in his voice. Souffle was the one thing you were nervous about making. Mingyu saw the expression on your face and smiled widely, “it’ll be great!”
          Around half an hour later and you were finally able to start mixing the ingredients. Mingyu gave an overly long and unnecessary lecture on the importance of leveling ingredients and separating dry and wet ingredients.
          He looked at you maneuver your wrist and arms to fold the dry ingredients into the wet. He instantly recognized the technique you were using. This brought back memories he didn’t want to remember. Memories of his ex. Mingyu wasn't one to dwell on the past but easily got upset when he would notice the last bit of their existence in his apartment. He remembered how in love he was, how they always made him happy, how they trusted each other. You noticed Mingyu was dozing off. You quickly dropped the rubber spatula into the bowl and waved a hand in front of his face.
“You’re over flooding your cookies.” You said. He looked down at the cookie. His thinned out royal icing went over the border he made earlier.
“Where did you learn that?” Mingyu asked.
“My cousin taught me.” You smiled and thought back to your cousin, she had introduced you into the world of pastries and had taught you a few tips and tricks. Mingyu put two and two together and boom. You’re the cousin of the girl who broke his heart. Threw it to the ground like a sheet of melted sugar, leaving it shattered.
“I have to go,” Mingyu grabbed his coat and bolted out the door. Leaving you with souffle batter in a bowl and a preheated oven. You decided to continue working without him.
Your buttered the ramekins, poured in the batter and put them into the oven. You left the oven light on while you picked up your phone.
You called your cousin while you watched the oven, hoping that she was awake in her timezone. Luckily, she picked up.
“Hey, do you know a Mingyu?” You asked her. She responded with a quick yes but hung up right after. She texted you, apologizing.
C/N: I'm sorry ma petite (F)/mon petite (M).
Y/N: It's alright, tell me about Mingyu. Why is he so angry at you.
C/N: How do you even know him?
Y/N: I work for him now.
C/N: Small world, I used to work with him too. We dated, Y/N.
You started at your screen, you couldn't imagine your cousin dating someone like him.
Y/N: Did you break up with him or something?
C/N: He actually broke up with me. We both entered a contest together. I won and he got mad.
Y/N: The contest that sent you to France?
C/N: Yes! It's so beautiful here and I don't regret leaving to be honest. I found myself here and found a better love.
Y/N: So he’s just holding a really bad grudge?
C/N: Probably, I don't suggest you pry too much on it. He dwells on the past too much and I suggest you quit as soon as you can.
C/N: I have to go! I'll talk to you soon! Bien Nuit!
You sighed, wanting to ask more but you knew you shouldn't.
          The following days were awkward. You two made no eye contact and the absence of your usual bickering made the others worry. Kyla made effort to make you comfortable in the situation she didn't even know about. You thanked her for trying to help. On Friday night you and Mingyu were on lockup and cleaning duty, great. You scrubbed the area Joshua used today, cursing at him slightly for getting hardened sugar all over the counter. The kitchen was so quiet that you could hear the hum of the fridges. His voice cut the white noise.
“Listen, I'm sorry.” You turned around to see where he was, not realizing he was behind you. You tried to back up but your back hit the counter.
“Mingyu, I don't want to hear it. You’re just angry at my cousin. I get it.” You sighed before turning back around to continue scrubbing.
“Just angry? No, I'm infuriated but,” he turned you around to face him. The grip on your arm kept you in place.
“I'm apologizing to you.” His softened like a puppy that was being scolded and looked at you.
“She won a contest and you didn't. What's wrong are you that much of a sore loser?” You said in a very obvious joking tone in hopes of changing the atmosphere.
“What you don't know is that she stole my recipe.” You where shocked, she didn't tell you that.
“We made an agreement to share the prize and go to France together. I was going to propose to her god damn it!” His fist banged on the table.
You froze in place, your heart felt tight and you wanted to run away. Mingyu saw how scared you looked and get go of you.
“Go sit outside, let me explain myself once I calm down.” He turned to the sink and faced away from you.
When he didn't hear you move he choked out a quiet, “please.”
          You walked out of the kitchen, taking one look back at him before going onto the floor. You sat by one of the windows where the moonlight shined in. The only source of artificial light was coming from the kitchen. You took out your phone and read the messages again. You hesitated to text her when a cup came down in front of you. You put your phone on the table, screen down. Mingyu took a seat in front of you and signed for you to drink. The warm liquid spread around in your mouth, calming you down. You closed your eyes took in the flavor, opening them you saw that Mingyu was anything but calm. He looked distressed, a look you have never expected to see on him. He drank from the cup and put it down.
“What do you know? Actually, what did she tell you.” Mingyu said, there was little to no confidence in his voice. He obviously didn't want to talk about it.
“Mingyu, we don't have to talk about this. We can forget that night happened and go back to how we usually are as complete opposites that make the mood.” He smiled at your words.
“If only it was that easy to forget.” He sipped the drink as he looked out the window. The bustling streets now empty and the moonlight hitting his face.
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YEET THATS IT. ITS A BAD ENDING BUT THIS IS THE LAST TIME IM GONNA TRY DOING A SERIES LOL IM SORRY Y’ALL
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1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk? more milk
2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day? no
3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books? whatever paper is lying around
4: how do you take your coffee/tea? i take tea w honey
5: are you self-conscious of your smile? actually no
6: do you keep plants? i try
7: do you name your plants? no
8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings? pen and pencil
9: do you like singing/humming to yourself? sometimes
10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach? side
11: what’s an inner joke you have with your friends? NANA?
12: what’s your favorite planet? saturn or neptune
13: what’s something that made you smile today? being able to talk with nina on the way home from school
14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like? lots of windows and plants and books and bedding! also rlly high up!
15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is! there are more suns in our galaxy than there are grains of sand on earth
16: what’s your favorite pasta dish? whole wheat angel hair with butter and parmesan
17: what color do you really want to dye your hair? blue
18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up. one time ioffered to sub for this guy i didnt relly know and i said “hashtag helpful” out loud and he as so disgusted ug
19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it? I want to ! And I want to write about thhings i like and draw lil doodles and paint in it!
20: what’s your favorite eye color? BROWN
21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that’s been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces. well i dont really love my bag but i had this purple backback all throughout elementary and middle school
22: are you a morning person? no
23: what’s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations? look up things to draw and play mindless games
24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets? i dont think so. i wish though
25: what’s the weirdest place you’ve ever broken into? in 8th grade i had to break into my own house
26: what are the shoes you’ve had for forever and wear with every single outfit? maybe my old converse
27: what’s your favorite bubblegum flavor? watermelon
28: sunrise or sunset? i wish sunrise but reaistically sunset
29: what’s something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing? one of my friends always leans forward whenever I break when I drive my car. And another one gets really excited bout numbers and its adorable
30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared? yes one time i thought my house was getting broken into and another  time i thought i was lost int he woods
31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks. I like socks that have cute patterns and are warm
32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends.
33: what’s your fave pastry? brownies
34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it?
35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often? i wish i did but that shit expensive
36: which band’s sound would fit your mood right now?
37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean? clean bu its always mesy
38: tell us about your pet peeves! broken nails anpying and people wo are ompetetive about everything and make you feel bad about yourself
39: what color do you wear the most? blue
40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what’s it’s story? does it have any meaning to you? i have a sun necklacce that my sister gave my mom from mexico that i “borrow”
41: what’s the last book you remember really, really loving?
42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it!
43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with?
44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything?
45: do you trust your instincts a lot?
46: tell us the worst pun you can think of.
47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe?
48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today?
49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought?
50: what’s an odd thing you collect? i used to collect beads
51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them?
52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far? the transcending brain meme
53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them? no but i want to
54: who’s the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face?
55: what’s the most dramatic thing you’ve ever done to prove a point? slept in the attic to rove i should have a bedroom there
56: what are some things you find endearing in people? being funny and optimistic and talkative
57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics? excited and yes
58: who’s the wine mom and who’s the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why? rache is the wine mom and ella is the vodka aunt
59: what’s your favorite myth?
60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves? yes
61: what’s the stupidest gift you’ve ever given? the stupidest one you’ve ever received? i gave a set of lobster claw gloves. I received an eraser. 
62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind?
63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be? i leav them be
64: what color is the sky where you are right now?
65: is there anyone you haven’t seen in a long time who you’d love to hang out with? ella, or shana
66: what would your ideal flower crown look like? 
67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel?
68: what’s winter like where you live? pretty at first but cold and oo slushy and gross at the end
69: what are your favorite board games?clue and rack-o
70: have you ever used a ouija board?no
71: what’s your favorite kind of tea? lemon
72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you’ll forget it? kin of
73: what are some of your worst habits? procrastination
74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns. they always strive to be the best and they are quiet when you first meet them but loud and funny and competetive once they are comfortable with you
75: tell us about your pets! i have a guinea pig who is paralyzed
76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren’t? my pyschology paper
77: pink or yellow lemonade? yellow
78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub?
79: what’s one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you? taken me out to cheesecake factory for my birthday
80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why? cream color but i hate the color and i wish i had chose blue i am really indecisive
81: describe one of your friend’s eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of.
82: are/were you good in school? i am pretty good in school
83: what’s some of your favorite album art?
84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones?
85: do you read comics? what are your faves? calvin and hobbes!
86: do you like concept albums? which ones?
87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives? 
88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy?
89: are you close to your parents? yes
90: talk about your one of you favorite cities. i love the vibe o san fransisco, everything is so pretty. i also love new ork city because there is so much going on
91: where do you plan on traveling this year? im goign to the galapagos islands in 10 days (im nervouse)
92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch? drowns
93: what’s the hairstyle you wear the most? ponytail
94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday?
95: what are your plans for this weekend? draw and pack for an upcoming trip and do homework
96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot? it depends
97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house? idk, cancer, hufflepuff
98: when’s the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it? 
99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them.
100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why? past, because i have a lot of regrets and i reallly would like to fix them
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1-98 weird asks!
First off: Thank you so much! I’m very excited to answer all of these :) 
Second off: Let’s begin
1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans? 
Coffee Mugs 
 2. chocolate bars or lollipops? 
lollipops for sure 
 3. bubblegum or cotton candy? 
bubblegum! (though i do love cotton candy)
 4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you? 
honestly I’m not sure. I’m sure it was something about me being quite and bad at participating 
 5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups? 
(reusable) Plastic cups 
 6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear? 
I love the look of pastel 
but I think I dress more preppy ? with a hint of grunge(maybe goth) 
 7. earbuds or headphones?
I wear earbuds more often but I do prefer headphones 
 8. movies or tv shows? 
MOVIES
 9. favorite smell in the summer? 
how the pool smells and sunscreen 
 10. game you were best at in p.e.? 
none. P.E. was awful.
Stick to the back and hope the ball doesn’t come at me, that’s how I lived. 
 11. what you have for breakfast on an average day? 
Cereal. I am a simple woman 
 12. name of your favorite playlist? 
currently it is my “Jean + Scott angst (and love)” playlist off spotify 
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3VAC9t28sIrgO7Y4os5a34
 13. lanyard or key ring? 
key ring 
 14. favorite non-chocolate candy? 
anything gummy but more specifically gummy worms 
 15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?
Wide Sargasso Sea 
If you like Gothic novels with some unrequited love and desire… hit this book up. Look up the plot of Jane Erye first.. it’s like a prequel. Btw I hated Jane Erye. But love Wide Sargasso Sea. Lots of symbolism and even witch craft 
 16. most comfortable position to sit in?
Legs stretched out, both on the ground 
17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?
My black tennis shoes. Very comfortable 
 18. ideal weather? 
Fall weather. Wind and sunshine 
 19. sleeping position?
Usually on my right side. But I wake up on my back
20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)? 
Laptop
 21. obsession from childhood?
Barbie dolls! and my little pony+ littlest pet shop 
 22. role model? 
This is a hard one because I don’t really have anyone. But I guess Dan Aykroyd (my senior quote is from him) 
 23. strange habits? 
biting the inside of my mouth, fidgeting + folding up papers that are given to me (like in mass), and chewing my straws 
 24. favorite crystal? 
Rose quartz and orange Calcite
 25. first song you remember hearing?
Here Comes the Sun
My mom used to sing it in the morning to wake up my sister and me 
26. favorite activity to do in warm weather? 
Swim
Or walk/ride my bike to the library 
 27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?
curl up in a blanket and stay inside 
 28. five songs to describe you? 
(In no order)
Not Today by Twenty One Pilots 
Wow, I’m Not Crazy by AJR 
xanny by Billie Eilish 
I’m In Love With My Car by Queen
Why Do You Feel So Down by Declan McKenna 
 29. best way to bond with you? 
Going shopping (clothes or other). This way we can chat and also have something to do 
 30. places that you find sacred?
The library and church 
 31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names? 
idk full outfit but my black pleated skirt makes me feel good 
 32. top five favorite vines? 
In no order
*girl vapes* wow
I smell like beef 
Lets’s tell each other secrets. I’ll go first, I hate you. 
Chris is that a weed?!
This is how I enter my house. What’s up fuckers?! 
 33. most used phrase in your phone? 
omg
 34. advertisements you have stuck in your head? 
that one for the shampoo made for curly hair. and it goes “That’s curl power”
 35. average time you fall asleep? 
11 or 12 during the week. 1 or 2 for weekends 
 36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing? 
Rage comics. idk which specifically. But i used to run a rage comic meme account. I was pretty popular ;)
37. suitcase or duffel bag? 
suitcase
 38. lemonade or tea? 
lemonade (though i do LOVE tea)
 39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?
Lemon cakes 
 40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?  
omg so. There was this girl who told on this other girl for cheating on a test. Then like the whole grade just ganged up on this other girl and started calling her “the snitch” because the cheater’s friend group started saying “snitches get stitches” (lol even tho i went to an all girls, majority white + prissy + upper class, catholic school but go off) that went on for too long.
at some party they started to chant “snitches get stitches” 
the girl who started the chant then got suspended 
41. last person you texted? 
my ex. (it was a good breakup) 
 42. jacket pockets or pants pockets? 
jacket pockets 
 43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket? 
hoodie 
 44. favorite scent for soap?
strawberry 
 45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?
sci-fi (lmao x-men is under sci-fi at the library. so it counts) 
46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in? 
XL t-shirt from giving blood and some very loose pajama shorts 
 47. favorite type of cheese?
American
 48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be? 
Mango (I eat enough to turn into one)
 49. what saying or quote do you live by? 
“Comparison will kill you”
 50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?
OMG so there was this big spider web. And me and a friend thought it would be funny to call another friend over. And then be like “’lol u just walked passed a huge spider”–we didn’t think she would walk into it or near it because it was right by the edge of a lake we were by. So we call her over and this girl starts sprinting over toward us and RIGHT toward the spider web, and she had this big smile. And my friend and I yelled at her to stop. And when we were laughing saying she was about to run into a spider web and showed her the big spider, she began to freak out (maybe even cry). 
She was okay after the shock and fear wore off. 
I literally have tears in my eyes from typing this 
 51. current stresses? 
My friend moving away really far 
Starting school
making new friends 
 52. favorite font? 
I honestly don’t have one
 53. what is the current state of your hands? 
kinda dry
 54. what did you learn from your first job?
That I really love kids
 55. favorite fairy tale? 
Little Red Riding Hood and Rapunzel 
 56. favorite tradition?
Every one of my family’s Christmas traditions 
 57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome? 
My self doubt
sharing my art + writing 
My self confidence + learning my worth 
 58. four talents you’re proud of having?
I can play the piano
I can draw and paint
I can embroider and sew (not well but I have fun)
I can write pretty creative stories 
 59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?
“Oh gosh, now what?”
 60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be? 
Magical Girl Anime
 61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?
Darjeeling Limited directed by Wes Anderson: “What’s wrong with you?” / “Let me think about that. I’ll tell you the next time I see you.” / “Sure, tell me then.” / “Thanks for using me.” / “You’re Welcome.” 
 62. seven characters you relate to?
Will from Stranger Things (with the whole not wanting to give up “childish things” and other stuff his friends are growing out of)
David Wong from John Dies at the End (with how he handles the situation and thinks)
Molly from Booksmart (not the going to a great college or being super smart + looking down on people part. But wanting to go to a party and flirt with cute boys)
Erin from Derry Girls (Tbh, I relate to all the main girls in this show)
Eric from That 70s Show (sometimes)
A mix between Ben and Andy from Parks and Rec
63. five songs that would play in your club?
Good Old Fashion Lover Boy by Queen 
Dance, Baby! by Boy Pablo 
Hooked On A Feeling by Blue Swede 
Fake Happy by Paramore 
Sober Up by AJR
 64. favorite website from your childhood? 
Club Penguin and Webkinz 
 65. any permanent scars?
On my knees from falling as a child. A small scar under my eye from a dog bite 
66. favorite flower(s)? 
Roses and Daisies 
 67. good luck charms?  
I wear this necklace a friend gave me when I am nervous 
68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?
Green Tea flavored Mochi is kinda nasty to me
 69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned? 
Dan Aykroyd lost his wallet that he always kept chained to his belt. He was freaking out and searching all over while John Belushi was laughing his butt off
 70. left or right handed?
right 
 71. least favorite pattern?
anything with too many circles / holes 
72. worst subject? 
Anything Science related 
 73. favorite weird flavor combo?
idk but do NOT try lemonade with Doritos. it taste like throw up 
I’ve made this mistake twice 
74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?
it has to be an 7 or so
 75. when did you lose your first tooth? 
gosh, i’m not sure 
 76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)? 
tator tots 
 77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?
this is a question for my sister 
 78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?
I regularly buy sushi from a grocery store so that works 
the grocery store I go to has a sushi bar and has fresh sushi every day 
79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?
tbh they both looks kinda good.. not to BRAG. but i guess driver’s license 
 80. earth tones or jewel tones? 
Earth tones
 81. fireflies or lightning bugs?
fireflies 
 82. pc or console? 
pc 
 83. writing or drawing?
BOTH BOTH BOTH BOTH BOTH
both
 84. podcasts or talk radio? 
podcast – no commercials 
 84. barbie or polly pocket? 
Barbie all the WAY! Though I do love me a good polly pocket 
 85. fairy tales or mythology?
Fair Tales
 86. cookies or cupcakes?
Cookies
though i like making cupcakes more 
 87. your greatest fear?
Being kidnapped and never being found 
 88. your greatest wish?
To find my ideal man
 89. who would you put before everyone else? 
Anyone in my family 
 90. luckiest mistake?
Thinking a test is sooner so I study. But then ending up having another day to study as well. 
91. boxes or bags?
Boxes 
 92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights? 
lamps 
(maybe some fairy lights in the background) 
 93. nicknames?
My real name is Veronica but I go by Ronni
Ron Ron, Gonni, Ronica 
 94. favorite season? 
Fall 
 95. favorite app on your phone? 
music 
 96. desktop background? 
I’m a Kaneki slut (Tokyo Ghoul) 
Tumblr media
 97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?
two
 98. favorite historical era?
style wise: 1800 rococo -- Marie Antoinette period 
media wise: 1970s  
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The Beginning of a Legacy: Chapter 9
Chapter 9
Joel watched his kids squirm behind Muhammad as he stepped out of the Jeep. He gave his bags a toss a short distance away to a waiting scout and knelt down. Vanessa broke free of the caretakers first, streaking across the ground like a falcon, and throwing herself into his arms.
“Pa!” she sobbed as she hugged him tightly. “You’re back! You’re back! I missed you so much!”
“Ssh,” Joel soothed as he hugged her close and kissed the top of her head. “Oh, Birdie, I missed you too.”
She whimpered and sobbed into his chest, burrowing in against the skin showing above his shirt. He ran his hand soothingly over her back as he stood up, cooing and kissing her cheeks as he headed for his sons. Tommy was holding Jesse’s hand, his chin tipped up to put on a brave face. Only eleven and trying so hard to be older. Fucking war.
“Hey, Tommy,” Joel smiled as he hugged his son close. “I’m home. You don’t gotta be the man of the family anymore.”
Tommy’s face crumbled and he hid his face in Joel’s stomach, hiccupping and sobbing. Jesse’s face screwed up before he started bawling too, but Joel knew instinctively that Jesse was crying because his siblings were and not because he was overwhelmed. That was good at least; Jesse was still too young to really understand what was going on.
“Ssh,” Joel soothed as he knelt down and hugged his three kids close. “It’s okay, Pa’s here.”
His kids whimpered against him as the rest of the town starts returning to their regular duties, content in knowing that one of their own had finally returned. He stood up slowly, lifting Jesse up into his arms and settling him on his hip. Tommy claimed his free hand and Vanessa held on tightly to his belt, tugging it nervously.
“We can’t go home,” she blurted out. “Ham won’t let us.”
“Why not?” he asked as he glared at Muhammed.
“There’s...been a development,” Muhammed sighed. “We have reason to believe that Katie has been physically and mentally abusive to Tommy and Vanessa.”
Joel’s blood ran cold in his veins before he pulled his kids closer to him. Vanessa whimpered against his hip, hugging his waist tightly as Tommy tightened his grip on Joel’s hand. He looked down at his two terrified kids and narrowed his eyes.
“Is this true?” he asked.
Vanessa nodded and rubbed at her left eye. “Ma hit me because I was being bad, but she hit really hard.”
“Jesse’s the only one she doesn’t hurt,” Tommy agreed. “Because a baby can’t be bad.”
Joel held his kids close and let out a long growl. “Y’ain’t bad kids,” he said. “Yer mouthy and opinionated, but that’s because ya learned from yer old man. Come on; show yer Pa where y’all’ve been stayin’. I want ya to get settled and enjoy my time home.”
“With Tammy,” Tommy said with a shy smile. “Jack has a cold, so he wasn’t allowed to come see you.”
“A cold or a flu?” Joel frowned.
“He’s not throwing up, so Tammy says it’s a cold,” Vanessa chirped as she trotted ahead of him. “How long’re you here for, Pa?”
“Couple of weeks until my ribs aren’t so tender,” he smiled. “We’ll have lots of fun, kiddos, don’t you worry.”
“Okay,” she grinned widely. “Wait’ll you see what Tommy built from an old tractor motor! It’s so cool!”
                                                      ***
“This is so cool!” Vanessa squealed as she held the carefully carved handle in her hand. “And you’ll get me a blade for it when I’m older?”
“Yup,” Joel smiled as he bounced Jesse on his knee. “Now, you make sure to say thank-you to Miss Miyu when you meet her. She took a long while to carve those hummingbirds for you.”
“I will,” she promised as she held the handle like it was made of glass. “What’d you get, Tommy?”
Tommy grinned and held up the accelerating sphere that Torbjörn had put together for him. “Dr. Lindholm says it’ll help me with that engine I’m workin’ on. He’s so cool, Pa!”
“Fer a man that’s barely four feet tall, he has a lot of fire in ‘im,” Joel laughed. “Probably one of the smartest men I know.”
“I can’t wait to meet him!” Tommy grinned before he looked at Jesse. “Uh, should he be chewin’ on that, Pa?”
“Hmm?” Joel asked as he looked down at Jesse.
Jesse had the ear of his new coyote plushie in his mouth and was sucking on it. Jesse looked up at him in confusion and continued sucking on the ear, completely unfazed by Tommy’s concern. Joel chuckled and nuzzled his son’s hair.
“Nah, he’s fine,” Joel said. “It’s all safe material. Perfect for little teething babies.”
Jesse smiled and hugged the incredibly soft toy to his chest. He was incredibly relieved that his kids enjoyed their presents; he’d been worried that they’d changed too much while he was gone. Joel glanced over at Jack and smiled. He was staring at the toy eye-piece in his hand, turning it slowly one way and then the other. John had taken great care to find one similar to the one he wore so that Jack didn’t feel quite so alone.
“What’cha think, Jackie?” Joel asked.
“Dad said it’s like his,” Jack whispered. “Is that true?”
“Well, his is bigger and is a lot more high-tech, but it’s pretty close,” Joel chuckled. “Come’re and let me help you put it on.”
Jack hurried over and offered Joel the toy. He got it hooked onto Jack’s ear and flipped the blue piece of clear plastic over his eye. Jack grinned as he puffed his chest out and giggled.
“Do I look like Daddy?” he asked.
“Very close,” Joel chuckled as he ruffled Jack’s hair. “Yer Pa just has more gray hair.”
Jack giggled and flopped down at Joel’s feet. “Dad’s going to come back and visit too, right?” he asked.
“He wants to; you know how yer Pa is,” Joel sighed and ran his fingers through his hair. “Gotta make sure everyone else gets a chance to see their loved ones before he let’s himself be happy.”
“I want him to come home,” Jack whispered. “I miss him so much.”
“He misses you too, Jack,” Joel soothed. “Don’t you worry; yer Pa’s workin’ hard to get back to ya. Not a day goes by that he doesn’t think of his little treasure growin’ up without him.”
Jack smiled and rubbed at his eyes. He blinked before jumping to his feet.
“Oh!” he said and grinned. “I want you to bring something back to him, Uncle Joel!”
Before Joel had a chance to remind him that he was going to be here for another few weeks, Jack hurried off towards his room. Tammy chuckled as she brought a tray of fresh vegetables out for them to munch on. Joel thanked her and chomped on a piece of celery while he waited for Jack to return.
“Here!” Jack grinned as he hurried over. He held up a carefully wrapped present and giggled. “So that I don’t forget it later. It’s for my dad.”
Joel took the gift and nodded his head. “I’ll make sure yer Pa gets this, Jackie, don’t you worry about it,” he promised.
Jack grinned wider and hugged Joel’s neck tightly. Joel turned and nuzzled Jack’s cheek, loving the squeal he got from the boy because of his prickly beard.
“Tío!”
Gabriel threw himself into his uncle’s arms as he walked through the door. Felipe caught him around the shoulders and hugged him close, kissing over his curly hair.
“Well, if it isn’t my favourite little ankle-biter,” he teased. “You grew, you little shit.”
“Yup,” Gabriel grinned.
It had only been a few inches, but that was impressive for him. He’d been so short through elementary school and Felipe was always quick to point it out. He loved his uncle to pieces, he really did, but the older he got, the more he realized that Felipe Reyes was mean. Not fist-fighting mean, but he used his words like a weapon, trying to disarm a person with a smile as he said something intended to cut them down.
It was why Mama didn’t like him. It was why Papa’s younger sister didn’t talk to him after marrying a white boy and Felipe insisting on insulting the man every chance he got. It was why Gabriel was nervous about letting his uncle know that he was gay. There was no telling how he would react.
“Hey, Emilo,” Felipe grinned at his brother. “How’s L.A best ballerina?”
“She is fine,” Emilo smirked as he reached out to pull his little brother into a headlock. “The best ballerino is fine too.”
Felipe whined as he was dragged into the living room and thrown playfully onto the couch. He glared at Emilo as he flopped down beside him, but he knew better than to try to wrestle with his bear of a brother. He didn’t stand a chance against Emilo’s strength.
“And how is our favourite queen?” Felipe smiled at Mama.
“Fine,” Mama replied.
“Good, because I need to bitch and I don’t need you ragging on me,” Felipe snorted.
Mama’s eyes darkened, but she didn’t say anything as she went to get some lemonade. She wasn’t out of the room a whole minute before Felipe started growling and insulting his commanding officer.
“Fucker sends his SIC home first over a few cracked ribs,” Felipe growled. “He would have been fine.”
“Better safe than sorry,” Emilo shrugged. “And didn’t you say that he had three kids? Pretty sure that trumps you.”
Felipe glared at him as Mama set the glasses out with the pitcher of lemonade. He didn’t like that notion at all. Felipe, from what Gabe had come to understand, liked to think he was more important than everyone else.
“And if he was injured, it was probably better for him to heal at home than in a hospital room,” Mama agreed.
“Says the mortician,” Felipe snapped.
“Says the medical examiner for the LAPD,” Emilo corrected coldly. “Don’t get pissy with Reina just because she’s right.”
Felipe glared at his brother, but didn’t dare say anything. He had nicked too close to an open wound and he knew that Emilo would retaliate if he pushed too far. He picked up his glass and sipped the lemonade, glaring at the coffee table.
“Those two are probably fucking anyways,” he said after a moment.
“Really?” Reina glared at him. “What gives you that idea?”
“He’s always deferring to McCree,” Felipe snorted. “Never trusts anyone else’s word….”
“So putting faith in his SIC,” Reina shook her head. “That doesn’t mean their lovers.”
“And there isn’t a problem if they are,” Emilo agreed. “Who cares who they love so long as they do their job?”
“What new liberal garbage has been blown up your ass?” Felipe demanded.
“We aren’t discussing politics,” Reina said firmly. “If you want to insult your commanding officer, that’s something you should do on your own time. Don’t bring that negativity into my house.”
“Our house,” Emilo teased gently.
“Don’t you start with me, Mr. Reyes,” Reina shot him a dazzling smile.
Gabriel did his best not to squirm in delight. He wanted something as sweetly happy as what his parents had. Sure, they had arguments and they sometimes they got so heated that Gabriel was afraid something bad was going to happen. But then Papa would say something very softly and Mama would start snorting and laughing and call him a nasty name. Then they would both start laughing and start the argument over like adults.
Gabriel would never forget the lesson his Papa taught him the one time he had stormed out of the house. Gabriel couldn’t remember what they had been fighting over, but Emilo had stormed out of the house and didn’t return for an hour. When he came back, he apologized to Reina, even going so far as to get down on his knees and beg her to forgive him. When Reina assured him that she had forgiven him, he had walked over to Gabriel and knelt down.
“Don’t ever do what I did,” he said softly. “Storming off and slamming the door is no way to handle an argument. That is what a weak person does and I am ashamed that I let my son see me do that. Never do that, Gabriel. If you must leave, got to another room, but do not leave the house. That slamming door means that you are unwilling to work with your partner. Never make them feel the way I just made your Mama feel.”
It was a lesson he planned to remember forever.
“You want to see who I have to deal with?” Felipe demanded as he pulled out his phone. “One second. The fucker actually posed for me.”
He held his phone out and Reina immediately blushed up. She covered her mouth and nose and giggled at the picture of the man saluting playfully as he leaned on a railing. He was beautiful and Gabriel had to fight to keep his own blush from showing. He forced himself to look at more than the Captain’s good looks.
“He looks sad,” he said after a moment.
“What?” Felipe laughed. “What sort of faggy-ass shit is that, Gabi?”
Gabriel glared at him. “Look at his eyes,” he said as he pointed to the picture. “They aren’t fully open and he looks like he hasn’t slept long enough. His smile isn’t reaching his eyes and looks more like a reflex than an actual smile.”
“Since when are you a head-shrink, Gabi?” Felipe laughed harder. “Are you listening to this, Emilo? He’s going to be a liberal arts major at this rate!”
Gabriel fought back tears as his uncle continued to laugh at his observation. Emilo and Reina were glaring at Felipe, but Gabriel was a big boy. He could take care of himself against his uncle.
“Just because you’re too blind to notice someone else’s pain, doesn’t mean I’m wrong for noticing them,” he said as he got to his feet. “Whatever your insecurities are, Tío, you don’t have to be mean to me.”
He turned without a word and left the sitting room. Reina followed him a few minutes later, smiling as she kissed his cheek.
“Good job,” she whispered as she set his lemonade down in front of him. “Your uncle needed to be reminded that you aren’t five anymore. I’m so proud of you, m’ijo.”
Gabriel smiled at her and when his father walked by about twenty minutes later and winked at him, he felt ten feet tall. Standing up to his uncle was definitely worth it!
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toast-connoisseur · 4 years
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All the weird asks
1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans? -I love coffee mugs, tea cups, and wine glasses even though I don’t drink any of those drinks lol
2. chocolate bars or lollipops? -Chocolate bars!
3. bubblegum or cotton candy? -Cotton candy
4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you? -“a pleasure to have in class” of course!
5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups? -Nothing beats bottled soda from Mexico!
6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear? -I guess I’m a bit of goth and tomboy mixed? I don’t think any of these really describe me, I’m more into the retro/rockabilly style.
7. earbuds or headphones? -Earbuds for the most part.
8. movies or tv shows? -Movies!
9. favorite smell in the summer? -Chlorine in pool water.
10. game you were best at in p.e.? -The “soy down and chit chat” we’d play on a rainy day indoors.
11. what you have for breakfast on an average day? -Egg and a slice of toast!
12. name of your favorite playlist? -I made my best friend a “From Hot Girl Summer to Thotumn” and it’s pretty lit.
13. lanyard or key ring? -Both? Lanyards are cool though.
14. favorite non-chocolate candy? -Anything with tamarindo!
15. favorite book you read as a school assignment? -Rosemary’s Baby although i technically got to pick it for my assignment.
16. most comfortable position to sit in? -I switch a lot because of my back pain but I usually like when my legs are raised.
17. most frequently worn pair of shoes? -My chucks!
18. ideal weather? -Sunny with a slight breeze so it’s not hot.
19. sleeping position? -Half on my side. I sleep odd because I want to sleep on my stomach but my boobs won’t let me.
20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)? -Post it’s and laptop!
21. obsession from childhood? -Stickersss
22. role model? -Dita Von Teese
23. strange habits? -I tend to chew on the side of my tongue while I concentrate. I’ve been told it makes me look stupid.
24. favorite crystal? -Green Aventurine
25. first song you remember hearing? -Something by Shakira probably
26. favorite activity to do in warm weather? -Beach!
27. favorite activity to do in cold weather? -Cuddle up and watch movies!
28. five songs to describe you? -Dancing Queen (ABBA), Don’t Stop Me Now (Queen), Flawless Remix (Beyoncé ft. Nicki Minaj), Kiss My Sass (Cobra Starship), and Act Up (City Girls)
29. best way to bond with you? -Tell me a secret and I’ll tell you one of mine
30. places that you find sacred? -None now tbh
31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names? -Uhh a band shirt and leggings? Idk lmao
32. top five favorite vines? -How? I’d have to write all the lines down or hunt links on YouTube lmao
33. most used phrase in your phone? -TEAAA
34. advertisements you have stuck in your head? -1 800-588-2300 Empiiiiire TODAY
35. average time you fall asleep? -M-F around 10ish or earlier and weekends I try to sleep late!
36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing? -The “forever alone” ones lol
37. suitcase or duffel bag? -Depends on where I’m going and for how long.
38. lemonade or tea? -Lemonade
39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie? -Ohh this one is tough... umm pie?
40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school? -We always had riots and brawls but one time the way it started in one corner of the school and made it all the way to the other end was funny because you could see how the riot spread.
41. last person you texted? -My sister!
42. jacket pockets or pants pockets? -Jacket!
43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket? -Jean jacket!
44. favorite scent for soap? -For body soap, I like a soft clean scent and for hand soap I like eucalyptus mint.
45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero? -Sci-Fi!
46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in? -Pj pants/shorts and a tank top!
47. favorite type of cheese? -Provolone
48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be? -An Orange, you gotta peel off the layers before you get to the sweet stuff!
49. what saying or quote do you live by? “Life sucks and then you die” -My senior year government teacher
50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have? -Literal nonsense my friends and I come up with.
51. current stresses? -Work, school, family, the virus... should I continue?
52. favorite font? -I’m honestly so used to Times New Roman that I forget others exist.
53. what is the current state of your hands? -Washed and clean!!
54. what did you learn from your first job? -Kids are fun, adults suck
55. favorite fairy tale? -Cinderella!
56. favorite tradition? -My family doesn’t have any so I’m hoping I’ll have some someday with someone.
57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome? -All of 2018. Finding a home within a week, keeping a full time job even though I’m exhausted, finishing college
58. four talents you’re proud of having? -I give really good hugs, I’m good at helping people, I’m a self-starter, and I’m very organized
59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be? -Yiiiikes
60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be? -I know nothing about anime
61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.? -“The greatest thing you will ever learn is just to love, and be loved in return.” -Moulin Rouge (2001)
62. seven characters you relate to? -None, really. Which is a good thing considering I mostly read stories about murder mysteries and I am in fact, not a murderer.
63. five songs that would play in your club? -Act Up (City Girls), I Want it That Way (Backstreet Boys), Bye Bye Bye (NSYNC), Shake That Monkey (Too $hort), Oye Mi Amor (Maná)
64. favorite website from your childhood? -Neopets!
65. any permanent scars? -On my pinky from a cut with glass and on my eyebrow from stitches I got
66. favorite flower(s)? -Recently? Peonies
67. good luck charms? -Just the number 17 really
68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried? -Sea urchin
69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned? -All leaves have symmetry!
70. left or right handed? -I’m right handed for writing, left for everything else really
71. least favorite pattern? -I love all patterns!
72. worst subject? -Math, but I like it?
73. favorite weird flavor combo? -Certain cereals with chocolate milk lol
74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen? -10
75. when did you lose your first tooth? -I have no idea. All mine fell out early on.
76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?’ -Potatoes are my favorite! I’d go with french fries though
77. best plant to grow on a windowsill? -The one you can grow out of a little bean lol
78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store? -Always sushi
79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo? -School ID
80. earth tones or jewel tones? -Both but I like the pop of jewel tones!
81. fireflies or lightning bugs? -“You would not believe your eyes, if 10 million fireflies...”
82. pc or console? -Console
83. writing or drawing? -Writing. I love to draw, but I’m shit at it
84. podcasts or talk radio? -Podcasts
84. barbie or polly pocket? -Barbieee
85. fairy tales or mythology? -Mythology
86. cookies or cupcakes? -Por que no los dos? Umm cookies!
87. your greatest fear? -Being buried alive
88. your greatest wish? -To be happy
89. who would you put before everyone else? -My nephew
90. luckiest mistake? -Interviewing for an entry level position and getting hired for something higher up
91. boxes or bags? -Depends on what I’m transporting
92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights? -Sunlight in the morning, fairy lights at night
93. nicknames? -Barbie, Barbz, Dumb Bitch
94. favorite season? -Spring
95. favorite app on your phone? -IG
96. desktop background? -The moon
97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized? -All my family and I used to have my best friends numbers too but then they switched their numbers and I never re-learned them
98. favorite historical era? -The Modern Era? Minus the racism.
Thanks Anon💕
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she was beaming. okay, not like someone else might be beaming, with a crazy huge stupid smile or whatever, but for anyone that knew annie well, they'd be able to tell that she was really happy. maybe a little bit nervous. she didn't always show her emotions as well as other people did, but it was all apparent in the little things. her hands were pretty fidgety, brows high (but not in like, a condescending way), and the corners of her lips were tipped upward in the slightest of angles. some dweeb might say she looked bashful, but that wasn't it. this was beaming. from what owen said in their text conversation. and, of course, the awesome talk she'd had with lena via cell phone. so when she went to open the door to let lena in, and saw a bra in her hand, as well, she lost a bit of that crazy happy sensation. because embarrassment was still a thing. fuck. "oh shit, man. did owen give you that? i swear to fuck, i don't even remember leaving that at his place." she realized how awkward it was to have someone find your bra in someone else's house. "also like. thank you. so fuckin' much. i know i said that already, but it's important for you to know how much i appreciate this." cause she appreciated getting her controller back. also, having an excuse to have lena come over. not that she needed an excuse to invite her over, she supposed. but still. it was good.
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she hadn't been expecting that. for lena to seem so calm. albeit. happy. cause annie was actually kind of freaking out. she was happy, yeah. but when lena came in closer, her heart started to pound. when she sat on her lap? she was pretty sure it literally sounded like a set of fucking bongos drums slamming a fucking rain dance song. or what the fuck ever thing people played on bongo drums. she'd completely forgotten about the controller. and the bra. because lena was in her lap and close to her face, and that was so much better than playing video games. or wearing a bra. i mean, she was wearing a bra, but she couldn't think about that kind of shit right now. she couldn't think about much of anything. her ears felt hot as fuck, and her eyes were wide. and she was still smiling again. so that was a thing. "hey," she replied, suddenly seriously hoping her breath still smelled like the toothpaste she'd used to brush her teeth with earlier. and not like lemonade. she didn't know how to feel about the arms around her. it was sweet and warm. she took in a shaky breath, then lifted a hand to brush back lena's hair behind her ear. she swallowed, eyes tracing over the frame of lena's face. it was hard not to look at her. she was right there, after all. and she was so fucking beautiful. like. how could she look at anything else? "you. you look really nice. today. i mean. pretty much always."
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her best friend was so close. her best friend and the one she wanted to be more than friends with. the only thing that she could look forward to in a foreseeable future. because they'd talked about the future before. and the silly things they would do together. work at burger king. backpack europe. it was anything more than what annie had ever imagined for herself up to that point. because she so rarely saw any sort of future for herself. it seemed so silly and small for someone as young as they were. but for annie, it kind of meant the fucking world. lena closed the gap between their foreheads, and annie simply closed her eyes. because it was nice. because it was comfortable. because she could focus on something other than how loud her fucking heartbeat felt. she prepared to put her hands against lena's face when she suddenly drew away. and it made her eyes pop open, curious. her brows fell a bit with every bit that lena said. and she could see that this was just as terrifying to say as it was surprising for annie to hear. and in a moment, all she wanted to do was be strong for lena. to be courageous and understanding and compassionate. and all she could say was, "wh... what?" her brain couldn't process nearly as well as her heart had hoped.
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it wasn't like annie could run away from this moment. and she couldn't be her usual, sarcastic, asshole of a self. she couldn't crack a joke and do that to lena, because this was serious. and it was important for her to know. and for some reason, it made her chest feel heavy. like her heart had turned into an anvil and was dropping into her fucking chest. she'd never been particularly great at managing her emotions. and when lena so patiently re-worded her explanation, so as to make sure that annie knew exactly what she meant, she sounded so straightforward. like someone who'd been through the fucking ringer and was just going to accept whatever shit storm was on the other side. and she still didn't know what to say. so, instead, she just wrapped her arms around lena and pulled her close. and the emotions that normally would've bubbled in anger and derision couldn't come out in front of lena right now. her brain didn't know what to do with it, so instead she just started to cry. it wasn't a sob or anything fucking crazy. but there were tears and a couple light hitches from the back of her throat. it made her feel like shit. because it wasn't her fucking place to cry. "the world never gave you a fuckin' break. and it's not fair." it wasn't much, but it was what she could muster. and, of course, she was starting to think of questions now. but it wasn't the time for questions.
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she felt like she was hanging on for dear life for composure in, like, a million different places. so she let it take on a physical form as she was holding lena. maybe not for too long, but hopefully long enough to get the point across. she wasn't going to back down from this challenge. not gonna act like a fucking kid like she usually did. she was young. and probably too young to fully comprehend the full extent of all of this just yet. but now, she was thinking of lena and seeing the immense struggles she'd been through. hell of a lot more than before. annie was like the lowly kid sitting in front of a shiny super human. no, wait. she was the kid sitting before an actual adult. someone who'd had to grow up way too fast. and for some reason, that person liked her. had cast a shower of something bright and shiny and happy onto her life. the life that annie had felt pretty fucking miserable in for some time now. but lena spoke and annie could've died. she could've floated up to cloud fucking nine and closed her eyes and stayed there forever. because that was how she felt. before she even felt lena's lips on her own, she was starting to feel funny. she was light-headed, her brain fuzzy. she was pretty sure her heart had turned into a mushy puddle on the floor. but.. in a good way. she was hot and cold and everything in between. and when she leaned forward, into the kiss, she swore she could feel her wheels lifting off the ground, cause dammit, she felt weightless. her emotions were running amok inside of her, and it was actually pretty fucking great. she didn't even notice when she'd lifted her hands to cup lena's face. nor did she need to think about it when she pulled away from the kiss to plant more across lena's cheeks, nose, chin. a rainfall of pecks because she was overflowing and didn't know how else to show it. "i really, really like you. i said it over text, and i didn't know if it conveyed, and i don't have words for how perfect you are." and she was smiling. teeth blaring, dumbfoundedly happy expression. smiling.
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she'd had crushes on girls in the past, but nothing really compared to this. nothing else in her life was just pure and simple and sweet. things were complicated. and this was a complicated situation. but it was an easy feeling. liking lena came like second nature, and she couldn't even remember when it had started. she didn't think it could ever end. and lena was here. her hand was on annie's, and her face.. it was so warm in contrast to annie's usually chilly hands. her face was flush, but it looked so natural that way. like she was made for a rosy glow and all sorts of fancy fucking comparisons that annie would never be able to fucking come up with. "red looks good on you," her words were followed by an exhale, something between a laugh and a sigh. shit, anything looked good on lena. they'd met in elementary school, and they both looked so different from back then. but lena had been pretty then, just as she was pretty now. she could rock anything she wanted to. even a swarm of blood cells rushing into the face. it actually made her a little sad that lena was trying to hide that face against her shoulder. and when she came out of hiding, her words put the brunette in a bit of a tizzy. that all made perfect sense. she needed time. people needed time, right? that was reasonable. it would've been a lie if she didn't admit to being the slightest bit disappointed, but it was all good. 'cause this was a lot for her. a lot considering what the blonde had just admitted. hell, even without that. at one point, annie had been pretty fucking confused about her feelings for girls, too. damn near fucking traumatized her, actually. "yeah, that's fair. this is a lot. for fuckin' sure," it was what she could muster. no one in their right mind would call annie a star conversationalist. "thanks," she muttered, "for kissing me. and liking it. that's pretty important, too. fuck, i'm not sure what to say. i'm not, like, cassanova or anything." wait, cassanova was the smooth talking guy, right? some old guy? she wanted to stop her fucking brain, 'cause now she was just second guessing herself. and she knew she should probably offer lena a water or lemonade or something, but she also didn't want her to have to move from her lap. or be in any place where she couldn't look at her face. considering she was maybe blatantly staring at this point. "fuck." the curse was exasperated. but a great one. 'cause saying "fuck" could mean any number of things. annie just said it in luei of silence. or an understanding of what she wanted or needed to say.
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half of the time, annie didn't even fucking care about her own well being. if she had, she probably wouldn't eat most of the shit she did, smoke cigarettes, or roll down hills in shopping carts (oops). she wasn't great at showing people that she cared about them, and sometimes did it in ways that were deemed hurtful or flat out fucking rude. she gave people nicknames that were questionable, at best, and even called her dad "dick" from time to time (though, his name was richard; he was kind of asking for that shit to happen). she did some of the dumbest shit for fun, and while it made her feel abso-fucking-lutely alive, she also knew how outlandishly childish she could be. at the same time, annie's view of people was on an entirely different plane than lena's. somehow, lena found the good in people. annie usually just saw the bad. hell, she even bad-mouthed owen just a little while ago via text message. both to lena and to owen. to be fair, he was an asshole. some people were just assholes. didn't mean they were terrible people, right? she'd never actually just had someone that she gave undying love to. sure, she should've been able to say she loved her parents unconditionally, but it wasn't true. she actually kind of hated her mom (sorry, not sorry), and while her dad was okay, he annoyed the piss out of her. yeah, she loved the guy, but he could act like a pile of shit from time to time. and then she had lena. a best friend that she didn't want to poke hard-hitting fun at, didn't want to call stupid names or anything. she was all the shit that annie wasn't. she was loving, forgiving, patient. all the sort of things anyone would want out of a friend. out of.. something more than friends. still, it wasn't even close to the love that someone might have for their kid (or so annie imagined). to dedicate your entire life to someone that you literally had to do everything for? that was way out of her realm of understanding. if anything, annie was a person that needed a lot done for her. it wasn't something she was proud of, actually. their fingers were locked, and it somehow warmed all of annie's body. without even thinking about it, her thumb softly rubbed against the blonde's hand. which was.. so fucking soft. and it was just her hand. seriously, was there any part of lena that wasn't perfect? "screw him?" she exhaled through her nose, a subtle laugh, "i think that was the point." a shitty joke, but at least that was what annie was good at. at that point, she knew that she should stop staring. draw her eyes away from lena's fucking gorgeous face, and try to save face. seem nonchalant and laid back. but she was actually nervous, and that was tough to hide. "me neither," she admitted. after all, lena had come to sit on her lap. not that annie could really sit on lena's. but this whole scene was comfortable. and lena seemed to fit well in that spot. "but i'm really glad it happened." "do you want some lemonade?" she asked, smiling, "I could give you a ride to the kitchen?"
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Current Version of my Zettai Karen Children S/I, Azusa. 🦊🦊🦊🦊🦊🦊
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Azusa is an executive of P.A.N.D.R.A who serves as third in command. She’s also a Level 6 esper with haemokinesis, hypnosis, metamorphosis, and teleportation.
During her first few appearances, she often took the form of a red fox who was often seen with Hyoubu until she revealed her true form.
Biographical Information
Name: Azusa Hyoubu (ZKC)
Nicknames:
Vampire (by Yō Fujiura)
Wannabe Vampire (by Kōichi Minamoto)
Darling Vampire (by Kyousuke Hyoubu)
Darling Wife (by Kyousuke Hyoubu)
Vampie (by Kyousuke Hyoubu)
Darling (by Kyousuke Hyoubu)
Archvampire (by Kyousuke Hyoubu)
Esper With Vampirism Tendencies
Foxy (by Kyousuke Hyoubu)
Kitsune (by some PANDRA members)
Alias:
Vampiric Esper
Sovereign of Darkness
Blood Manipulator
The Silent Vampire
Personal Information
Status: Alive
Age:
• 37 (Elementary Arc)
• 39 (Middle School Arc)
• 41 (High School Arc; Currently)
Birthday: July 30th, 1978
Gender: Female
Height: 5’4”/164 cm
Race:
• Level 6 Esper (ZKC)
Nationality:
• Japanese American
Hometown:
????, Japan
Occupation:
- P.A.N.D.R.A Executive (ZKC)
- Third of Command of P.A.N.D.R.A (ZKC)
- Leader of the The House of Bloodletting Foxes (formerly)
Appearance
Azusa is a short woman with a dark complexion, lean yet slightly muscular build, long dark brown hair with the bottom piece tied together by a dark gray bow, and red eyes. Over her right eye, she appears to have a large scar. She often wears a half face mask and neck bandages to cover scars.
Despite appearing around her early 40s, she’s often mistaken to be a woman in her early 20s (ZKC).
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Eye Color: Red
Personality
Azusa is a woman with a suave, extroverted, enthusiastic, and confident personality. On the surface, she appears to be rather businesslike; smug; and polite character who is often seen smiling no matter what situation she’s in and sometimes does a greeting bow towards friend or foe.
She appears to have a soft spot for books and board games, with chess being her favorite one to play. She also seems to have rather sophisticated yet expensive taste in many things as she’s seen collecting very old typewriters, eating at formal dining restaurants, and buying rather refined clothing.
Azusa is also known to be rather sharp-witted, being very intelligent and capable of completing tasks in a practical manner.
Despite those things, being a member of P.A.N.D.R.A; Azusa is described to be rather dangerous. She is very sinister, bloodthirsty, and can be quite sadistic at times which she shows towards her foes as she isn’t afraid to shed blood with a wide grin on her face. Like Hyoubu, she tends to mask her saddened or angered emotions with a smile or confident smirk.
During battle, Azusa tends to tease or taunt her opponents and seems to boast a lot of self-confidence when fighting or when completing tasks to a point of arrogance. She’s also rather remorseless towards her enemies showing no qualms in hurting or killing those who stand in her or Hyoubu’s way.
She’s also quite cunning and tends to use rather ruthless methods to achieve her tasks. Azusa is also a very ambitious individual. She also appears to hold a strong grudge and disgust for humans due to her treatment by them in the past.
Despite these things, Azusa is kind and polite towards P.A.N.D.R.A, especially towards Hyoubu who she loves to bits and is very loving as well as caring towards him. She is also described to a loving and caring parental figure towards her kids and the Esper children who were taken in by P.A.N.D.R.A. Due to being rescued by Hyoubu around her early 20s, Azusa has sworn absolute loyalty to him.
Though usually confident, Azusa has also shown sadness and even fear/concern from time to time.
Aside from books, Azusa happens to take a strong interest in vampires and has a tendency to use her illusion ability to surround herself in bats, is obsessed with bats, drinks blood (though only from Hyoubu), can transform like a vampire, reads anything about vampires, and wears clothing that reminds her of vampires. Some find this endearing or strange. Her obsession with vampires and her ability has lead her to being called a ‘Vampire’ by Yō Fujiura and ‘Wannabe Vampire’ by Kōichi Minamoto.
Despite being able to speak, she rarely ever does towards anyone except Hyoubu, expressing that she only feels comfortable speaking towards him. Towards others, she often speaks through body expression/gestures, sign language, writing, and facial expressions.
In the past, before meeting Hyoubu and before becoming more open towards P.A.N.D.R.A; Azusa was described to be a lot more pessimistic. Thanks to help of Hyoubu and P.A.N.D.R.A, Azusa has opened up.
Likes:
✓ Books
✓ Reading
✓ Raspberry Lemonade
✓ Chess
✓ Knives
✓ Board Games
✓ Red Apples
✓ Bats
✓ Cello Rock
✓ Jazz Fusion
✓ Knife Throwing
✓ Blood
✓ Vampires
✓ Metal Music
✓ Writing
✓ Typewriters
✓ Fencing
✓ Vampires
✓ Sushi
✓ Foxes
Dislikes:
✗ Most Candies
✗ Esper Discrimination
✗ Fried Food
✗ The Cold
✗ Daytime
✗ Snow
✗ Her Scars
✗ People Calling Her ’Wannabe Vampire’
✗ Math
✗ Non Espers/Humans
Hobbies: Reading, Playing Board Games/Chess, Listening To Music, Writing, Researching Vampire Stuff, Doing Fencing, and Collecting Knives.
Background
At a young age, Azusa and her parents were victims of esper trafficking in Japan where she would eventually be bought in the Black Market by an unknown organization of normals who often used espers for their own personal gain and often treated espers inhumanely, often making espers their assassins and usually made their espers wear Limiters to suppress their powers. Azusa was valued by the organization due to her abilities and being a Level 6 esper which are the second highest level espers. However, she was treated poorly and only saw her as a tool of destruction. When they didn’t need her on certain missions, she often sported Limiters. Azusa disliked being treated by normals as nothing more than a mere tool.
On her 20th birthday, Azusa and her group of friends turns their back against the normal comprised organization and uses her abilities against them, killing many of the normal members in the process. She tells the espers within the organization that she is the Leader of The House of Bloodletting Dogs and their goal is rescue espers from humans, even if it meant killing humans in the process.
After Azusa’s escape, she and her group would eventually go into hiding while saving espers from humans where she and her friends would be caught up in an esper/normal conflict where she was nearly killed by normals and lost all of the Bloodletting Foxes members in the process until she was saved by Hyoubu and PANDRA, an organization comprising of only espers who offer her a home for only espers and dream of creating a world where espers will live with rights as well as freely. Hearing about Hyoubu’s offer and having nowhere else to go, she joins the organization and over time, grows very close to them and isn’t treated as a tool like the previous organization.
Future Azusa Predictions
1. Azusa is said to have sided with the espers who are fighting against humans, being responsible for countless deaths in the process. Even though not every esper is seen fighting against the humans, many of them are which is seen with Azusa.
2. Azusa supposedly watches over a small group of espers and supplies them with dangerous weapons.
3. While Azusa’s title known as the Sovereign of Darkness is not as well known as The Queen of Catastrophe (the now 20 year old Kaoru Akashi who supposedly had defected from Babel in the future and leads PANDRA due to Hyoubu’s worsening health conditions), her name is still feared upon by many for the blood shed she has caused.
4. By the war, Azusa has reached her mid forties (around 44-45 years old).
5. During the war’s initial stages, Azusa’s original parasol is destroyed and is seen with a new parasol instead.
6. It’s unknown whether Azusa survived or died in the war.
7. Due to her masks being destroyed, Azusa wears bandages over her eye. She also sports a different outfit.
8. Azusa kills Bullet Silver during an air raid.
Powers & Abilities
* Haemokinesis: Azusa’s main ability is a sub power of hydrokinesis that allows her to manipulate blood, whether free flowing or from within someone’s body. She’s also shown to be able to generate blood as well.
So far, Azusa is able to manipulate the motor functions of others by controlling their own blood, form her own blood into a bat-like monster and control it, create/solidify blood into objects and weapons, temporarily cause unconsciousness in someone by reversing their flow of blood, increase her speed by increasing the flow of blood, manipulate her own and others’ blood pressures, transform matter into blood through physical contact (mainly touch), use blood to attack her opponents, and turn her own body into pools of blood.
The biggest weaknesses factor of Azusa’s blood manipulation ability is blood loss as she can become fatigued and weakened if she draws too much blood.
* Hypnosis: Azusa is shown to create and manipulate deceiving illusions that effect the five senses. Her illusions dissolve into swarms of bats when deactivated or attacked. It’s also shown that her illusions can be durable as they can take hits for a certain period of time before wearing off.
* Metamorphosis: Azusa can turn into a a red fox. She also has a half fox form as well.
* Teleportation: Azusa is able to teleport herself, matter, and objects by using blood as a catalyst. She’s shown that the more blood she uses for teleportation, the farther she can teleport herself or other matter.
* Parasol
Relationships
Kyousuke Hyoubu (Husband)
Yugiri (Adopted Daughter)
Rougarou Hyoubu (Daughter)
Unknown Parents (Status Unknown)
Fujiko Tsubomi (Half Sister-In-Law)
• Kyousuke Hyoubu | Love Interest | Good Terms
Azusa’s most dynamic relationship is with Kyousuke Hyoubu.
Both of them being a dynamic duo who love each other to bits. Being Hyoubu’s wife and a high ranking PANDRA executive, she’s very close; loving; and loyal towards him and tends to listen to his orders without question. She absolutely loves Hyoubu to bits and tends to worry about him a lot, especially when Hyoubu is injured, to the point if Hyoubu were to get hurt by an enemy; she’ll lash out at the person without mercy.
Both of them show to have a loving relationship as they often enjoy each other’s company, love to spend time together, work extremely well together, and are especially dedicated to each other.
Other than being a loving and dedicated couple, they are known to be a powerful partner in crime duo. Both work well when doing crimes and on the battlefield, where they’re shown to have synchronized fighting style.
Out of all the characters in Zettai Karen Children, Azusa has expressed that she only feels comfortable speaking towards Hyoubu. Due to being saved by Hyoubu from being killed, she has sworn absolute loyalty to him and is thankful for Hyoubu for saving her from her dark past. She also expresses a softer side towards Hyoubu.
Other
Voice Actress/Seiyuu: Atsuko Tanaka
Ship: Hyouzusa (Kyousuke Hyoubu x Azusa Hyoubu)
Theme Song: Evil by Mercyful Fate
Trivia
1. Azusa favorite foods are blood and sushi.
2. Azusa spends most of her time reading or playing chess with Hyoubu.
3. Azusa’s zodiac sign is Leo.
4. Azusa wears a mask to cover a scar over her right eye.
5. Azusa is skilled at writing and fencing while she isn’t very good at art and math.
6. Azusa owns an old fashioned typewriter with glass keys.
7. Azusa owns seven typewriters.
8. Azusa only feels comfortable taking her mask off around Hyoubu.
9. Azusa has a tendency to drink blood very often. (ZKC Only)
10. Even though one of her favorite foods is blood, she only likes to drink Hyoubu’s blood.
11. Azusa shares the same birthday as Kaoru Akashi.
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