#it was made completely on impulse

[qoppybirdie]

mgs history has its eyes on you animatic

#reuploading here bc posting it to yt felt scary lol #the close to zero amount of mgs animatics unnerves me #i hope you guys like it #it was made completely on impulse #mgs #metal gear solid #metal gear #mgs animatic #kazuhira miller #revolver ocelot #big boss #solid snake #venom snake #the rest have minor appearances #qopphy art #qopphy animatic

[starryluminary]

This song did something supernatural to me. It took me to another universe and (to no one’s surprise) that universe included These Two. So I made an animatic

#song is I Can See You by Taylor Swift #this was 1. completely impulsive and 2. draining on the soul #I missed some details some of the drawings are wonky #but it’s made with all the love and the passion in my heart and that’s gotta count for something #anyway noco secret relationship on island vibes #I would explain further but it’s almost 2 in the morning and I need to go to bed #total drama #total drama island #tdi #total drama noah #td noah #total drama cody #td cody #cody anderson #noco #td noco #total drama noco #Starry makes art #happy weekaversary to spk nw (tv)!!!

[moonelnone]

His transformation

#one piece #monkey d luffy #moonel.shitpost #this was completely made on impulse

[doriansbutt]

I’m very late to the party but I’ve been searching for something to keep my attention while I wait for other games and just finished @anathemafiction ‘s the golden rose and??? I love it??? Notto loves Hadrian oh man what a fun route this is gonna be 🥺

#the golden rose #the golden rose if #Notto Romanus #my oc #he’s 50/50 on pious and sinful and 0 corrupted and very impulsive #I actually made this picrew before the cheek wound lol didn’t know that was gonna happen #I’m gonna do an evil route next mmhmm #and also a pious route #but evil first muahaha #I went in completely blind to this #and was pleasantly surprised #and I’m very interested to see how things play out in the future now that I know all the ROs?? #I haven’t gotten around to drawing Notto yet #sadly

[urgrossdaughter]

I actually made so much money last summer off nsfw tumblr with my lil amateur vids & pix lol. Considering that i only sold for what 2 months before deactivating too. I should have kept selling & not listened to my dumbass insecure bitch boyfriend who just wanted me to be broke with him🙄

#i really really wish that i saved my money :( #i spent it all as it came rather than letting it just sit in my account #i added everything up at one point a while ago and realised how much i made. immediately regretted the impulse buys #literally could have paid a years car insurance with it. like omfg #well not COMPLETELY but i could have paid most of it though

[shinyeternatus]

okay so i have been thinking on my initial decision to just leave altogether but i think im just gonna be less active in here but idk ive been here for 11 years now im not fully committed to the idea of leaving forever

#mihai.txt #i made my decision to leave completely on impulse tbh #also twitter's whole interface sucks and i dont like it

[yellowvixen]

Hold on I'm obsessed with Amy's tarot cards

#they're so cute!! #and i gotta wonder if they all have real world counter parts? #death is pretty obvious and i'm like 99% sure that the 4th card is the knight of swords and that it represents sonic in this case #mainly bc he rescues her but also bc he's confident and impulsive and the element of swords is air which fits him well lol #he's the knight of the wind after all #the last card i assume is the master emerald which is probably the world #the 5th card has 5 hearts which made me think it was the 5 of cups but that's a super sad card #the picture of makes me think of the 3 of cups #the others completely stump me. the 2nd card... could be the 7 of cups maybe? #the owl and tails' tails i have no idea lmao #anyone with knowledge of tarot cards feel free to come theorise with me skjfhgkj #sth #sonic origins #sonic the hedgehog #amy the hedgehog #tarot cards

[musical-chick-13]

So the problem is. That I don't want to call Ten-cubed "fourteen." I think Ncuti should be. Fourteen. He IS fourteen.

But if I want to talk about Ncuti's specific incarnation of this character. And make it clear that I am talking about him. I will have to call him "Fifteen." But doing that means that everyone involved in this ridiculous naming decision wins.

#maybe we call him 'gatwa!doctor' ?? #kind of like we do with the masters #(and we've done this with other doctors too like war and ruth so it's not like there's no precedent) #(then again this will change ALL the numbers going forward. like whoever's after gatwa will '''officially''' be sixteen & so on & so forth) #WHY DOES THE SAME ACTOR GET TWO NUMBERS. ONE OF THOSE WASN'T EVEN A FULL RUN. WTF RUSSELL #like I'm willing to say that maybe. MAYBE. there wasn't active malicious intent. but holy shit the optics are SO bad. #genuinely I am still mad about this and I will be forever #I promise I am not trying to make this one (1) writer man into my parasocial enemy there are plenty of other people I could do that with #who deserve it more. I just get...tired. #like really it's the fact that everyone interpreted the past 2 eras in the WORST faith possible and STRAIGHT-OUT MADE UP THINGS TO COMPLAIN #ABOUT THAT WERE NOT CANON. but there's SO little impulse to criticize ANYTHING regarding russel or dt's 70000 incarnations #which. that discrepancy/hypocrisy isn't COMPLETELY the show's fault. but that. unfortunately. doesn't make it any less annoying. #there was something else I was going to say but I deleted it for being a bit TOO salty #mel screams about The Weird Little Space Show again

[soupforsoup]

Fully aware of how garbo this looks but wanted to do smth for my favourite trash fire of a family's birthday✨☂💙

#look she is ROUGH I will fully admit #but also for a person who flat out refused to work w frosting or decorative piping #she ain't too shabby #also this cake was a complete impulse bake cause I forgot it was their birthday #and it was made in stages w me getting progressively more tipsy so just hold onto that #i tried my best #the umbrella academy #luther hargreeves #diego hargreeves #why was that suggested as hargreaves do people not know how to spell #allison hargreeves #klaus hargreeves #five hargreeves #ben hargreeves #viktor hargreeves #the hargreeves #the sparrow academy #lila pitts

[itspileofgoodthings]

in the most concrete way yet I feel like I’m getting a handle on what my flaws and weaknesses actually are lol.

#self-absorption poor impulse control an addictive personality #fiercely independent/sensitive/proud past the point of reason #anyway it feels like a real breakthrough honestly #because I’ve always known that there was stuff wrong but only in a dim sense #and this is a slow-gathering clearer picture #because the problem is that flaws don’t feel like flaws at first (so obvious I know) #my impulse can feel like inspiration! a wave of emotion always feels good! I have a rich internal life there’s a lot to think about #with regards to myself #but actually those all can be such negative and hurtful traits. #also it kills my pride to know that the people who love me already know these Lol #because they’re the ones who have to live with them!! And who are affected by them! #anyway the self-absorption one especially. I feel like there’s been so much to work through and figure out this past year #that made me turn inward more #and some of it was necessary #but I’m so aware of how much I want to get out of that space. and truly be open to other people and experiences and the world #in a way that is not just filtered through my internal journey #anyway anyway (a final thought) the pattern of my 20’s has been either self-absorption or complete absorption into the one or two things #that I/my anxiety allowed into the space of my heart and mind #as a kind of counter to the teenage state which was just information pouring in from all sides #but I would like to be able to reopen some of those informational floodgates so to speak. and let stuff in in a real and balanced way #because I don’t think I’m going to drown or be swept away in it (I am so scared of losing my identity in a sea of information) #one of my root fears! but it’s like. No. Bones not made of glass etc. etc. so you can start to think about yourself less #you SHOULD #anyway thank you for listening. there have been some very good (self) revelations lately <3 #painful ones! but good

[clits-and-clips]

After years of googling and not completely relating to things like bpd, adhd or bipolar, im pretty sure I've figured out that I have IED (intermittent explosive disorder)

Going to bring it up to my psych and hopefully fix it. Too little too late for my relationship soooooooo that's just lovely and I want to *** lmao

#txt #tw #i just cant keep saying *** and stuff i dont want to trigger people im sorry #but i do #why am i nearly 28 and just now hearing about this disorder #like #completely relate to every point the website made #as opposed to all the rest #too organised for adhd #ocd is so intense i cant possibly have that as i dont impulsively do things #so #yeah idk #it makes me mad that #i havent been diagnosed #i mean i never committed to therapy before #but ive explained how i felt like i was faking shit #idkidkidk #fml man

[autisticdoomslayer]

Some of Ya'll have no idea how to write impulsive characters and it shows

Say it with me kids:

Impulsive does not mean stupid.

Impulsive does not mean no common sense

I see too many people write impulsive characters as fucking idiots. As a fairly impulsive person myself, it makes me angry.

Every human being occasionally gets the the urge to do or say something that wouldn't be socially acceptable or would only make things worse, especially when they're emotional. Often (but not always, everyone does impulsive actions occasionally) people will think "no, I shouldn't do/say that" and then they don't do or say it. An impulsive person doesn't think twice about it. They do or say something potentially harmful, irresponsible, not socially acceptable, etc. and only AFTERWORDS do they realize oh fuck I shouldn't have done/said that fuck fuck fuck fuck.

An impulsive character will still make a plan of action. They might have a hard time sticking to that plan. An impulsive person will be easier to provoke into anger or another emotional outburst, but impulsivity is different from a "heat of the moment" outburst. Impulsive actions are quick.

Calling your girlfriend a bitch in the middle of an argument is pretty impulsive (and also not okay, lemme be clear about that). Making an entire "the reason you suck" speech towards your girlfriend is not impulsive (although a quick "the reason you suck" summary or bullet point list can be an impulsive action).

Punching someone in the face because they insulted you is impulsive. Doing an entire beatdown because someone insulted you is not impulsive, but can have roots in impulsivity - impulsive characters can sometimes get to the "heat of the moment BSoD" stage faster.

might add more points later, idk. Hope this makes sense.

#Yes this is about Jason Todd #everyone either writes him as a reckless dangerous idiot or they just completely erase his impulsivity #Even though that's one of his main character flaws #Him trying to save his mom was in fact an impulsive decision #or at least the way he did it kind of was (Hear me out here) #He cared about her and wanted to save her #and he focused so much on saving her that he had a hard time sticking to the plan he made #He impulsively trusted her #This is NOT me trying to say “yeah Jason's death was his own fault he got himself killed” #I've seen ppl say that shit that is NOT what I'm saying #It's important to note that flaw ≠ Bad Thing #a FLAW is simply something that makes a character more complex #Being too blunt is a flaw. Being too proud is a flaw. Being too confident is a flaw. Not being confident ENOUGh is a flaw. #Fatal Flaws exist #and Jason's is impulsivity #that does NOT make him stupid or anything like that #I"m very passionate about this #you can be a competent adult and still have impulsivity as a main flaw

[lunartrashbin]

At Least Let Me Die in Your Arms

Angeal Hewley x Genesis Rhapsodos

1k words

A/N: teehee

Dropping like dew on a disturbed leaf, one after another, after another, the company’s standard issued sword was sheathed once again. It was odd, he thought, glancing back at the anonymous soldiers donned in attire unlike that of Wutai.

Then a glimpse of those oh so familiar auburn streaks caught his eye.

Surely, it was just a coincidence-

There's no way it could have been-

Approaching the body only to make a full stop, his stomach dropped and warped into sicknesses unimaginable. He couldn’t have done this, this couldn’t have been real-

Dropping to his knees, breath stilled and as frozen as his mind, his shaky hands reached for his beloved’s cheek. All in hopes that this was just some cruel dream, a nightmare that would only end, for the man he had been yearning for for so long to just come back, to come home by his side- That surely, he would wake up once again in the warmth of his other half, his soothing voice speaking to comfort:

“My, my Geal. Couldn’t have you at least let me die in your arms?”

His neck snapped towards the source in utter hopelessness, confusion reeking beyond what his mind would grasp. There he was. In his signature red leather coat. An overly smug grin, that faltered in only a way he could read, but a smug grin that he wanted to punch nonetheless.

“Genesis, I- Just- What the hell is the meaning of this!?” He snapped in a fit of what was ultimately summed up with confusion, the thought of tears flooding his eyes moments prior erased as now he only wanted answers. Genesis feigned a hum of thought, only to then kick off the helmet of another nearby soldier.

Yet again, was the solemn face of his lover.

“What do you think? Technically I suppose you could say Hollander made them.”

“Hollander? Just why the hell is he invol-”

“Remember our last training session with Sephiroth? I’m sure it’s not difficult to forget.” Genesis cut off, leaving Angeal to only remain as puzzled as he previously was. Genesis seemed determined to leave no time for Angeal to properly collect his thoughts however. “Since then, let’s say I have, discovered a few things…”

“But just what-” the world seemed determined to leave Angeal unanswered, as this time the faintest of calls for him heard from a distance.

That was right, Zack and Sephiroth were waiting for him.

Genesis seemed aware too, considering the circumstances and seeing as where they were, his brows could only seem to furrow even with how he seemed to play off his visible annoyance. Like the thought of Angeal even faltering attention irked him so. But he simply clicked his tongue and cast a materia before Angeal’s still lagging mind could keep up.

Only once it was too late did he finally comprehend Genesis’s actions. “Genesis! Just what are you doi-”

“Angeal.” Despite his body and mind still radiating of growing irritations, Angeal silenced for the moment. Even his annoyance couldn’t keep him from wanting even just one answer.

“We aren’t.. human.” Waiting for answers seemed pointless, even if he couldn’t bring himself to even raise a hand against Genesis with or without will, he couldn’t help but remain frustrated.

“Genesis, just what are you talking about.” This time, his answer of silence seemed genuinely conflicted, unsure of what to say next. But it was only a matter of time until the distraction was gone.

And so, did Angeal finally realize the truth behind Genesis’s implications. Shimmering under the moonlight, were pitch black deaths forming a crooked wing, a singular mass protruding out of the back of the man in front of him.

On the same side of the scar of the incident that very day.

Even if it was unlike anything he had ever imagined, he didn’t know what to think anymore. Nothing made sense anymore.

And the words that left Genesis’s mouth were of no comfort either.

“If I am correct, you too should be capable of this.”

Just what was he supposed to feel right now? Shock? Anger? Fear? His mind felt too full of thoughts pounding through his head, screaming for a proper, concise explanation-

Yet all at once was his mind as equally silent as the noise that left his mouth, his own breath practically inaudible.

In fact, it was getting hard to breathe. To hear. To focus on anything, a blurring mass of what was formerly piles of murken leaves in front of him. His senses one by one and all at once blending until hands placed upon his shoulders paused the static of his mind.

After that was all a blur, lost to the haziness of his memories.

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It was cold.

How long ago has it been since he first found out the truth behind his past, his present, his existence.

Now, laying in the rain; his senses slowly numbed one by one.

It felt like not too long ago did Zack leave the premises, so why did it feel like he wasn’t alone? Was the lingering mako in his veins messing with him? Or was it the degradation messing with him? It didn’t matter.

It shouldn’t have mattered.

“Angeal… Angeal.. you-”

Oh.

He really wasn’t alone.

Despite his hearing being greatly diminished by now, it was odd to him that he wasn’t fully dead by now. Now, he just wondered if the world and those above wanted to play one last cruel joke on him.

“why..?” The voice that should have been muffled seemed all too clear, crackling under its own weight; he wished he could have reached out. To see him one last time. Perhaps as a dying wish.

But maybe that would be too cruel, for the both of them.

Desperate attempts of retaining any sense of composure, crippling into weak sobs as his limp body was cradled close to a fleeting warmth. Rain drowning out every last decibel of the grieving cries turned screams, only one last thought lingered for the briefest of moments:

At least I got to die in your arms.

#lunarwritebin #angeal hewley #genesis rhapsodos #gengeal #banorashipping #angeal x genesis #i put no beta we die like angeal on ao3 and i feel so mean for that #i was gonna add art but its 2am and idk how well i'll sleep knowing i made them suffee #like posting rhis on complete impulse no thought whatsoever #edit: added art

[viiridiangreen]

uh cw fatphobia ig lol

me: i got a stationary bike

my partner's parents each time we've met since incl at the family gathering. also the entirety of my social feeds outside this app: OH YOU HATE YOUR BODY? I HATED MY BODY TOO OMG!! YOU WANNA LOSE WEIGHT? YOU WANNA B U R N F A T???? RECIPES TO SLIM DOWN! THIS ROUTINE GOT ME SHREDDED IN A MONTH! BECOME UNRECOGNISABLE! SHRINK GET SMALL FUCKING DISAPPEAR <3

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#tbf their mom has been much more businesslike abt it. probably bc it's her actual job #their dad has the most braindead take on it and immediately made it abt himself though lmfao #like...... no dude the fact that i wanna be more active and feel better and get stronger isn't an invitation #to go on a 30min long tirade on how you got fat directly & precisely bc you were depressed and directionless #& then made a bet w your ex that you'd look exactly like Will Smith In I Am Legend (???) in 6mo like #and have lived in a cycle of restriction vs excess and weight cycling and etc since #and have also used this experience as an excuse to assume shit abt people based on how they look #..........and I'm not even Fat-fat. i didn't grow up w the stigma and there's a strong likelihood #that the minute my lifestyle stops being absolutely completely sedentary im gonna drop a few kg and be done with it #i can't imagine dealing with this nonsense while trying to have a childhood #people can be so fucking gross abt others' bodies literally just shut up #ALSO!!! i'd much rather be in this situation than the shit i was living thru as a thin kid #whomst literally didn't get fed enough!!!!! #literally only grandmas would raise their eyebrows and try and get some food in there ( which isn't perfectly unproblematique but it comes- #from the impulse to NOURISH and they're so real for that goddamnit) #every other adult complimented me on my ability to overeat garbage at events and stay thin #like....... #have you considered i was actually literally being neglected and overate when there was available unrestricted food bc of that trauma? lol #lmao

[cyrsed]

a rolling cart thingy arrived today and i was like idr ordering this for myself ? i already have one but i do need a place to put my art books really bad soo um ig i'll just assemble it and do some organizing, so now it's assembled and covered in stickers and i just realized it was supposed to be a christmas present for my mom and step dad lol TT_TT

#(haven't exchanged gifts yet bc they're out of town) #i completely forgot i made impulse gift purchases early in the morning on christmas day bc i couldn't sleep #i have other stuff for them but man #i was just so excited at the prospect of having more than one rolling cart in my art space i didn't question it and i should have cuz it's #pretty flimsy feeling. def not made for art supplies lmao

[polyamorouspunk]

This has nothing to do with me personally although I think technically in a sense it does apply to me, but I’m curious about people’s opinions on like. God I know we all hate this but like. Internet creator drama?

Like okay say you have Generic Influencer Figure and they do something mildly questionable but then everyone comes out of the woodwork to be like “I always knew they were a bad person”. It’s like. I feel like people expect that person to then publicly apologize and explain their side. It’s like either they don’t and people get mad because they “ignored the controversy” or they do and people get mad because they “made a fake and shitty apology video”. Also this idea that if you try and explain your side it’s you “deflecting” and “putting the blame on everyone else”. Like you could literally be like “I’m sorry for this thing I did” and people will be like “but they didn’t apologize”. Obviously I need to state: you cannot please EVERYONE but like with how much this happens I guess

1. Do you ever wonder about how you would respond to claims that you’re a terrible person? Like would you defend yourself and run the risk of people saying that you’re making other people look bad and trying to make yourself look good or would you ignore it and run the risk of people saying you’re ignoring it?

2. What do you expect OF creators who this happens to? If hypothetically someone you were a fan of had accusations made against them (I doubt anyone out here has never been a fan of someone who has had accusations against them) what type of response do you want to see from them? Would you prefer they ignore it or would you prefer that they try and explain their side?

3. Do you think people “trying to paint themselves in a good light by explaining their side of things” is wrong or just… human nature? Does it feel weird that people say “you’re just trying to make yourself look good” as an insult when we all do that, as people?

4. Do you have a personal line between what is “petty drama” and “doesn’t involve you as a viewer” and what is enough grounds for you to stop interacting with people?

Obviously if you’re very tired of internet drama as a topic then don’t engage with this but if you have Strong Opinions and No Where To Say Them then I guess hi I’m opening up the floor

#context: a YouTuber I watch got accusations thrown at her that basically boil down to ‘she’s mean and impulsive and rude to people’ #which is like? okay? I’m mean and impulsive and rude to people sometimes too? #and then she made an apology video being like ‘here’s my side of things’ and literally said ‘I’m sorry’ like 5 times and people are like #‘but she didn’t apologize’ #am I missing something where now saying you’re sorry directly for something you did is no longer apologizing? #like I get if it’s like ‘I’m sorry you feel this way about it’ that’s not apologizing but like ‘I’m sorry I did this thing’ is? idk #it sometimes feels like people expect you to just go back and completely erase your mistakes in order for you to be redeemed? #which is not how life works? #idk I had a feeling that stuff was going to come out about her eventually but it feels like it was just like. ‘she was mean’ #like idk someone being mean isn’t like. a crime. everyone is mean. #literally one of the things was like ‘she yelled at me once so you should unfollow her’ like #sorry I’ve yelled at my friends too before is that not something that happens sometimes #do you not get into fights with people and yell at them? #idk it just feels weird #and if you know who im talking about feel free to weigh in on that creator specifically