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that-was-a-bit-stupid-of-you · 2 days

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I don't understand, what's going on with Taylor and Matt trash being a couple? Could you explain to me?

nothing is really going on at the moment tbh, cuz they broke up a pretty long while ago, but the issue is the album (if that's what you're referring to) and taylor swift herself.

[will add sources and more stuff when I find the links and if I realise I missed something out, cuz this is a general thing based off of memory]

Context: dating history

Basically she and matty had been friends for a few years (there are rumors of them hooking up ig in 1989 era maybe, but I don't really care enough to believe shit like that). Apparently he had also been pining for her (according to stuff he said in interviews and tweets) for years, but again, you can still chalk it up to rumors if you wanna.

The thing is that post her breakup with joe alwyn, she started dating him (in like april I think) [there had been dating rumors of them since 2014 tho, and again in March 2023] and the fandom kinda got divided.

Here is the link to their entire timeline

Context: what matty healy did

Matty healy (you prolly know this) is basically racist, sexist, antisemitic, homophobic and God knows what else I have missed out or not been aware of. He did shit like doing the nazi gesture on stage, mocking asian accents, tastelessly making fun of ice spice on her race and bodyshaming her, laughing and basically confirming that he watches violent rape porn of black women on a site that is known to be highly problematic and force their actors (gender neutral) to do things they dont consent to (there was also an actress who was assaulted or something but im not informed on it). Even when he was called out on stuff like this, he accused people (who were poc, btw) of overreacting.

Context: taylor and activism

Taylor had also, in the past (lover era, and miss Americana the doc) had talked about how she had been too quiet about political issues and politics itself for too long, that she understands her influence and power in society, and that she "needs to be on the right side of history" and even specifics such as that she thinks it's spineless to go on stage and say "happy pride month" and not acknowledge the political oppression that queers in USA were facing (something about a bill or the republican party idk man I'm not american, i dont remember but i did research when i watched the doc tho). She has claimed she was gonna be clear about where she stands (many republicans had considered her to be one, and many thought she's conservative or something, but she was always quiet about it, until the lover era). However, she just stopped that activism after the lover era, and went back to being quiet on where she stands (I've seen many swifties refer to the lover era as the activism era) and hasn't spoken about anything substantial really. She did some things like post a black square with 13 hearts during blm, and stuff that every celeb who wasn't openly a pos did, but that's kinda it. Even as a self proclaimed feminist, she didn't speak up on issues such as roe v wade, or about an issue regarding drag queens despite having them in yntcd, or talking about trans/queer rights until she was in a blue state (im not an American, I just like to keep up a little with stuff in usa cuz it's always up in my face sadly, and thus i cant be specific, but anyways, correct me if I'm wrong, or if I missed something).

So even after saying she'll be vocal, she was just... not. And that's basically her on politics or giving a shit about minority communities.

Context: Fandom's reaction

Swifties were extremely disappointed that taylor CHOSE to associate with a man like this, and there were fans calling her out, and she received backlash, too.

Most of these swifties were poc (myself included) and they felt hurt that an artist that they not just supported and developed such a deep connection with, but also financially supported for years, would have such disregard for them. Not just was she dating him, but she kept saying things such as "I have never been happier in all aspects of my life" or saying "I love you" or "uk who you are" in romantic songs on the tour, which was just adding insult to injury. She also did a collab with ice spice (which was completely out of nowhere, and the collab itself seemed badly made and rushed), which fans and others speculated to be a pr cover up for the fact that matty healy had mocked her (many ppl also believed that it was too quick for it to be a pr cover tho).

Now, in the fandom, when poc swifties were calling her out on dating mh, (mostly) white swifties started harassing poc swifties for doing so, or saying that they are hindering with her happiness or some bs about it being "just a fling" (again, myself included). They said it's the same as seeing a friend get out of a long-term relationship and make bad dating choices, and poc swifties should let it go (as if taylor is our close personal friend). In a mostly white fandom, poc swifties felt alienated and sidelined.

Ofc, taylor never addressed any of this backlash, and after she broke up with him, there were articles saying that sources say (which mostly means her pr team atp) that her breakup had nothing to do with his controversies or behavior.

The album release (lyrics, references and reaction)

Now, with the release of ttpd, contrary to what most of the fandom believed, most of the songs on both the albums are believed to be (and heavily hinted on) about matty healy. These include 4 songs- "ttpd", "but daddy I love him", "I can fix him (no really I can)", and "guilty as sin?"

Ttpd, the title track, talks about mh being "a tattooed golden retriever" (wtf) and about him love-bombing her, and her pining after him, thinking about marriage and shit. But daddy I love him and I can fix him, are basically that no one supported her dating decision and she's claiming that she loves him oh so goddamn much, but more importantly, her talking about her fans' reactions. Specifically, describing her poc fans to be "vipers" and "judgemental creeps" who hate her and them being hurt as "bitching and moaning", and basically took the side of the (white) fans who defended her, indirectly. She described his racist bs as "crazy" and said shit like she could "handle a dangerous man." She also has another song, "Guilty as sin?" and while I genuinely don't give a fuck about what she chooses to do in her private life, unless it is problematic, it is about her fantasizing about being with that racist man while being in a long term relationship with joe alwyn. She sings about how she wants him and wants to be with him... in multiple ways, iykyk. Again, out of context, I love this song so much, but that doesn't erase the context, right?

She also has a song "I hate it here" where she says the following lines:

"My friends used to play a game where

We would pick a decade

We wished we could live in instead of this

I'd say the 1830s but without all the racists and getting married off for the highest bid"

And while there are many reasons why this line by itself is racist (romantisization of a time that was extremely shitty to many communities, most of which she is not a part of, showing herself to be "oh look I'm so woke I still remember the bad things even when I romanticize bad eras in history" which is something you expect from an ignorant white high schooler maybe, not a 34 y/o billionaire who claims to be well-read, etc.) but taylor swift herself saying these is adding insult to injury cuz she has shown time and time again she has no problem with racism (she kept quiet when antonia gentry, a black actress, received hate and racist threats by swifties because of a line BY NETFLIX that taylor didn't like, and she shouldn't ofc, but it wasn't the actress' fault), or associating herself with them (matty healy, for example). It is hypocritical to write something like that after writing an album about pining after a man and his "dangerousness," which is just bigotry. Way to romanticise racism, sexism, and antisemitism, taylor.

Even now, after listening to the album, she clearly doesn't like mh anymore, NOT because of his actions, but because he broke her heart, showing that she still enables and is okay with everything he did.

And that's kind of it (ig) about her and matty healy. I'm not really sure exactly which part you wanted to know, so this is just a gist of it all. Hope it helps :)

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relaxxattack · 2 years

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tbfh i love when people will headcanon characters as being of their culture and then draw little comics of them participating in traditions that the artist is clearly intimately familiar with. like YESSS share your personal cultural experiences with me through the blorbos!!! i love to see it!!!!!!!

#once saw this comic of rezi eating like... this little doll thing that got hidden in food i think? i think it was a spanish thing maybe?#it was years and years ago so i dont remember but i did think it was cool #and lots of different wedding ones; those are always so cute #or literally just ones of the blorbos speaking other languages #its all so good! please share your beautiful or silly or dumb traditions with me! i love learning how other people live

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luck-of-the-drawings · 1 month

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so REVENGE, HUH? or justice, if that makes you feel better. it tastes the same when cooked just right. 'I REALLY WANTED A BROTHER.' such a shame to burn a bridge you so desperately wanted to keep, especially when it wasnt even you who started the fire. especially when you hope that not a single fragment of that bridge ever washes ashore.[MAY IT ROT FAR FROM MY SIGHTS] an unfortunate loss! atleast he has his friends.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi prime defenders #jrwi prime defenders spoilers #jrwi pd spoilers #jrwi pd #william wisp #vyncent sol #THIS ONE IS FUUUUCKIN OOOOOLLDD RAAAHHHHH i made it like. a year ago. but didnt finish it for so so long bc i just wasnt happy w it.#BUT LIKE A CENTURY EGG the decades of being encased in salt n lime n ash have done WELL to bring out the flavores of this piece #i sorta recently cleaned it up and posted it onto twitty. didnt tag it bc it was SO OLD AND SCUFFED(i see so many MISTAKES NOW)#that i didnt want to expose it to the open air just like that #if i show smth to my small circles then it shall only be understood in those small circles.#open air and open interpretation from minds i cannot predict are NOT something i enjoy the thought of. usually. i am brave tho #BUT EVERYONE ON TWITTY WAS SO NICEEE i was like damn... i guess it IS good enough to be enjoyed by the masses...#lets work on being nicer to our art together. THAT BEING SAID. i really love my colors here HELL YEAHHHH #FIRST TIME IN A WHILE COLORIN THESE BOYS.... i dont use proper color enough..I ALSO RLY LIKE MY BACKGROUNDS HERE #i LOVE when the bg is hyperrealistic (i frankestiened stock photos) and when the subjects are all flat colored n cartoony #recently rewatched Making Fiends and they do that similar thing!! soft shading! lotsa details! almost painted? ill paint one day #ive already rambled so much abt the art im runnin out of ROOm to ramble about WWWIILLIAM GODDAMN WWIIIISP. its been a minute since i saw-#-this episode..but i DO remember the funny smoke trick that will did to his funny brother. EVERYTIME U GIVE AN ORDER. THAT BRINGS HARM-#-INDIRECTLY OR NOT. YOU WILL HEAR THOSE SCREAMS. YOU WILL FEEL THAT PAIN. OHHH WHAT A COOL PUNISHMENT THAT IS #its still an olive branch in a sense! a final chance for big bro bell to show that hes NOT an irrideemable piece o shit. and if not #well. to the wolves of psychosis with him!!! i really think william did the best he could here. if i was in his shoes i have no doubt i-#-woulda done the same. IM ALSO GLAD THAT VYN DECIDED TO STICK AROUND N SUPPORT HIM! thas character development baybe!!#i loooove prime defenders.. its been so long since i watched any eps of it but i KNOW it still has such a grip on my heart..GOTTA rewatch i

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whenlifedaydreams · 7 months

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A spy... An assassin... this is so exciting!!

#tangled #spy x family #rapunzel #eugene fitzherbert #loid forger #yor forger #crossover fanart #I finally remembered my tumblr password lol #I think it's been literally years since I posted on here wow #Last time I was here I was a mere med student #and now I am a full fledged doctor #It's crazyyyy #dont have time to draw anymore #:(#I did this months ago before I even started working #forgot about it #found it again #so voila #I've been mad busy tho so will probs disappear for another few years #But i might get back into doing fanart again cuz tidying this one up to post was therapeutic af #I need that kinda relaxation ya know #anyway #anyone still a Tangled fan anymore #Or have we all moved on now #if anyone is out there please send me a signal!#Also when is Spy x family coming back someone tell me #I want more of itttt #I miss my weekly dose of loid forger #I drew Pascal as Anya but he just felt out of place so I took him out I'm sorryyy #Maybe I'll post him separately

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angryborzois · 5 months

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oh the initial d fandom is quite alive here...

edit: i am scared of the amount of people finding this post

#angryborzois rambles #i'm sorry laugh at me all you want but I've been thinking about this series lately #its been years so i hardly remember anything from it by now but i just remember it was interesting #despite the fact it's been so popularized as a meme #but omfg #a few months ago when i was watching gojos past arc #my dad heard tojis voice #and just looked at me and said #“that's takahashi ryousuke”.#which is a guy from initial d who was briefly a rival of the mc (i think...i dont remember anymore)#like wtf how did you recognize his voice #and whenever i watched jjk.. every time toji would talk my dad would just look at me and say “takahashi ryousuke”#so now whenever i hear tojis voice #my brain automatically goes “takahashi ryousuke” too #it's ingrained in my head #FDKJS

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the-deadlock-south · 2 years

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#overwatch #overwatch 2 #hanzo #hanzo shimada #art tag #in essence this is a redraw #i found a drawing i did of this skin years back when it was first released and i wanted to try drawing it again #in terms of a redraw it kinda failed but thats for a good reason cause i didnt even give dude arms in the first one whoops #much happier with whatever i got going on here #while im here though drawing this made me realize that hanzo's sleeves are different colors ??#i dont know how i didnt notice that at first but. Huh.#how the hell does that look underneath then. i feel like if i saw it id become violent so lets just keep it this way #yeah this is nice :) im happy with this :)#i will say before i find something i am not happy with :)#oh too late #whatever im posting it now #maybe ill redraw /this/ four years down the line too #oh yeah i dont mean ?? to draw all of hanzos skins ?? just the ones i really like apparently #i remember i drew the cyberninja one years ago too but i think i lost the og files for that #oh well maybe one day ill draw it for fun

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freebooter4ever · 22 days

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holy shit for the first time in ten years i forgot nicks birthday

#and ironically it was my friends video talking about march that clued me in #like fuck march passed and i didn't even notice it.... feels weird. very. weird.#jrnlsht #yikes he turned 40 this year #oh that makes me feel old lmao that makes me feel so old #i thought i had everything figured out when i was 25...of the two of us i was the one with the stable job that i loved #making art all day... and then staying up till 4am making art with nick #and like sadly literally not euphemistically #although those after hours set painting sessions did include some making out #he was such a mess back then #now we've swapped im the mess and he's the one with the stable job he loves #funny how life works out #i remember his 30th vividly his sister bought him this ridiculous bunch of balloons #which of course he hated #and he was forcing a smile cause he was trying to play nice and act like his life wasnt a total mess #and i just sat there giggling at him in his sisters kitchen with the balloons cause i could tell he was faking it #anyway it was fine i made it up to him with a much better present later that evening when we were alone :P #i dont think either of us ever imagined being this old #i certainly didnt #i remember the last time i touched his face a few years ago #it was the first time i realized that - oh- i could love wrinkles #bald with lines around his smile... it was still his face :)#but forgetting is a good thing #sometimes i need to let memories go and move on

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citrlet · 2 months

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i was just able to get the sweatshirt i've desperately been wanting for 2 years 🥹

#well i dont think its the EXACT one but its close enough to what i remember #i was brief friends with the girl who had it and i wanted it SO BAD i managed to find it online 2 years ago #it was too spendy for me at the time so i didnt save it #it took me some extensive searching to find one even remotely close to it but i did it im so happy

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skitskatdacat63 · 9 months

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Comparing my characters' most recent art to their first art makes me feel like a proud parent 😭😭😭 I can't believe how far they're come 🥹

#sorry just got a bit emo cause i realized some of their 'birthdays' were recently #one of my characters turned six years old a month ago #and then another turned three at the beginning of this month!!#its weird to even compare to a year ago #bcs even if i dont draw nearly as much as i did when i was younger i still have improved vast amnts #like youll look back at some art you remember being really good #and its not bad or anything but you compare it to your recent work #and its just like oh! wow! i didnt realize!#i think i just really have no sense of time passing #especially since the 2020s began...its just one big block of time #but yeah AAHHHHHHHHHH it just makes me happy #like just the fact that ive been drawing them for so long and still!#i can remember designing them in the first place 🥹#i wonder what younger catie would think #but yeah no i think its funny bcs your memory of drawing it is like 'wow this is peak art i cant improve from this'#and six years on you look at it like wow! its really been a while ;;;;;#but idk just very fond of how ive stuck by them and theyre w me i guess #probably personifying them in a way that seems deranged but #idc they are my beloveds <3 #happy late birthdays :)#also going to post some oc art today :) hope you guys like it!#im happy to get to talk abt them bcs its like im in a fandom by myself bcs i think abt them so often 😭#catie.rambling.txt

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npdlangley · 1 month

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mfw. theres no actual point to my existence

#txt #i dont remember any of my childhood + i have no future that isnt just me looking after my brother and i always have to think of it so i #cant die anyways #and because of my crappy childhood (which i can barely remember) im unable to form healthy attachments anf have healthy relationships with #people i love and care about #and my sense of self and how i view otehrs is permenantly ruined and ill never be the same ill never be a kid #ill never get to be ok in the way i shouldve as a cjhild #i wasnt even safe online i was in a crpapy abusive friendship / relationship for a good few years and felt powerless and felt so much dread #and i got itno things i shouldnt have and no one saved me #or said anything #no one cared or did anything #no one treated me nicely #no one ever will #im doomed #im nt meant to be here #i wasnt meant to exist #i was supposed to be long gone forever ago #i shouldve fuckign died back in middle school like i hoped #mybe i shouldve gotten into a lousy car crash i dont know i dont want to be here #i have no purpose besides looking after my brother but tghats it #he shouldnve have been born i shouldnt have been born #my parwnts shouldve never married or gotten together or even met

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haemosexuality · 6 months

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fuck it fnaf tierlist

#fnaf 3 and sl both have cool lore and some other cool bits but arent good to play #and sl marks imo the start of fnafs downfall #like fnaf 3 is only bad gameplay-wise sl is bad in. almost everything. actually i dont even like the lore that much i just like the #purple mike minigame the idea of a robot wearing an actively decomposing human body is sick #and the fan songs gave me a soft spot for it #but other than that i think you could remove all of sl's lore and animatronics and the franchise would be better. AND the gameplay sucks as #i also think that anything that happened after pizzaria simulator can just be erased #actually yk what would be fun. fuse fnaf 3 and pizzaria simulator together #put the henry monologue at the end of fnaf 3 yk make it so that burning fazbears frights was his plan or smth. join the funny bits of the #simulator w the spooky halloween attraction. both games minigames can stay. the happiest day happening at the same time henry burns #everything down makes sense william goes to superhell and the kids souls are released. see it all works out im a genius #and that way we can erase the funtimes from existence. yay!#what else. custom night is great i like it i almost put it as fuck yeah. fnaf world is fun and funny and cute i love whimsy. security breac #needs to die. i like the sun moon design ig but not for a fnaf game #idk what half of the bottom tier even is #the movie is everything i ever wanted #ok thats all <3 #i wanted to make the books but i havent read all of them and the ones i did read i barely remember cuz it was years ago #five nights at freddy's #fnaf

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moonlitlex · 2 months

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based on the dms i just got i am starting to believe the vote blue no matter who thing this time around is actually a psyop

#alexis.exe #i just got called a zionist sympathizer for saying i think genocide is bad.......#so like thats either an extremely stupid person #or theyre doing this on purpose #also for legal purposes im not accusing like any actual people of anything #i love (read: hate) how people are trying to drag everyone with even an ounce of morals #kicking and screaming into the far right #dont kill people isnt even radical or controversial statement its literally just basic morals #also @ dems yall NEED a better argument than 'but trump will be worse'#youre literally proving right now that dems literally dont even need to do anything even remotely reasonable ever #dems can literally do the exact same things that reps will do but less and yall will come screaming and crying #into unrelated random peoples dms #begging people to vote for them anyway bc they're not as bad as they could be #do you remember 4 years ago when the promise was #guys vote biden for damage control and then we'll make the democrats more progressive over time #genuinely astounding that someone decided to come into my dms and yell at me for saying its not insane to not want to vote for genocide joe #instead of like. trying to bully genocide joe into not funding genocide anymore #if all of you put your heads together and bullied him maybe he would have fucking stopped sending them #billions of dollars of funds and weapons by now. did you think about that. no the fuck you didnt

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arcaneyouth · 5 months

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whats the nicest way i can explain the concept of rationing to my family without calling them stupid cunts and whores and reminding them about that one time i was literally starving because of them

#they ate all the fucking cookies from my aunts which you would think is not a big deal but ohoho!#i have literally said out loud to them many times this week that they never leave food for me and its exhausting #i thought they got the message #and what do i find going downstairs excited to eat the special treat my aunts give us once a year?#nothing.#they didnt even leave the shitty ass baby candy canes for me.#i had 1 cookie. out of 15. in a house with 6 people in it.#because they cant give enough of a shit about me to remember i exist #***after i explained this to them MULTIPLE. MULTIPLE TIMES THIS WEEK***#BECAUSE IT WAS THANKSGIVING AND THEY NEVER LEAVE LEFTOVERS AND I WAS AFRAID #AFRAID BECAUSE THAT COULD BE SOME MEALS FOR A WEEK OR TWO AND MY RATIONS WOULD LAST LONGER #AFRAID THAT THEY WOULD EAT EVERYTHING AND I WOULD STARVE AGAIN #the only reason the Thanksgiving food isnt gone is because im the only one with the patience to crack open crab legs with a butter knife #like . do they not fucking understand the reason i own a minifridge is because i am so terrified of running out of food #so i need a place to hide it away before they can take it from me #they clearly fucking don't.#i know its just some cookies i know i know i know but oh my God they're going to kill me some day #just like they nearly did a year ago #and the worst part is its not actively malicious.#they just dont care to remember i exist.#vent post #negative #anyways advice on how to confront them without stabbing them to death would be awesome

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khaenriahkhaenriah · 3 months

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Posted this when the banner was announced.

In over 250 pulls using freemogems and birthday money I got:

a) yoimiya (the one I actually wanted)

b) aquila favonia (yay for kaeya)

c) tighnari c1 (love him)

d) raiden c1 (first five star she deserves it)

e) two kiraras (somehow)

f) mika (phys kaeya being realised)

g) countless bennetts and saras

Wanna know who I didn't get?

FUCKING CHEVREUSE

#its honestly amusing at this point i guess im cursed to never have her #but im thrilled with all my pulls though got really lucky outside of that #technically ive now spent money on the gacha system but not sure it counts when it was a gift card you got four years ago #that has $20 left on it and will expire next month. like wtf else was i going to do with it #anyway. chevreuse i am so mad but at least i have a firework girl and a beefier raiden #also i get why cons make meta players do so much more damage. i activated the con and raiden just instantly started hitting like 15k more #honestly i think ill go for her c2 next time it comes around and make her my most invested five star #funny how i really dont like how she was written and shes basically a different character in my mind #but shes one of my favourites anyway. i remember seeing the trailer live on the stream and just being in shock #like cmon. her charged attack? gorgeous? and its the only time theyve made a female playable do anything halfway bad #so if you ignore the worst written sq in the game shes really interesting #anyway how did this turn into a raiden thread when i did 250 PULLS AND NO CHEVREUSE

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lecliss · 4 months

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Wait while I'm here lemme say something that's been on my mind for like 2 weeks at least. So, Yahiko was alive when Obito first came to Ame and talked to Nagato. The canonical ages of Obito and Nagato in shippuden are 31 and 35 respectively. So the ame orphans are all 4 years older than Obito. Considering Yahiko died at 15, the oldest Obito could be when meeting Nagato is..... 11. When did Obito have his death scare and meet Madara before leaving for Ame??? When he was 13. Sooooo... unless I somehow got something wrong, and please correct me if I did, Kishimoto is once again a hack fraud.

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urostakako · 5 months

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its so odd thinking back to my life a few years ago compared to now

#like. my life really sucked. its so weird to think about that. every second before i thought 'its not so bad' even when it was bad #and now i see shit it really was that bad. i really did have a reason to want to kill myself all the time #maybe i dont have to blame myself for the person i was before while i had was dealing with all that stuff. who could act normally in that #kind of situation. of course i did bad shit and feel bad about it but i was a kid. and now im treating her the way that i was always treate #back then. i was in survival mode the entire time and just never realized it #and its so strange to think about how my life sucked and i was scared and alone all the time from the perspective of myself now #im not without support anymore. im not walking on eggshells anymore. im not afraid of violence all the time anymore #i dont believe my family hates me anymore. im not ready to pack up and leave because i think theyd be better off without me anymore #before i got good at anything my hobby was thinking of all the ways i could die and who would care. i spent all my time doing this #my daydreams were only about how people would react if i died. i dont do this that often anymore. close to never. and its so odd to remembe #since i was 6 i used to think this way. and up until a year or two ago i hated every version of myself and blamed them for me #but how was that fair. my life doesnt suck anymore. people i was without came back to me and love me #i see my cousins all the time. when i text them they text back. they ask me if im okay. they know when im not eating even when theyre not #around. i dont walk on eggshells around my mom as much as i used to. her attention isnt as divided as it used to be.#my brother is more of a brother than a stranger or an enemy. the image of him now and our relationship compared to what it used to be is #crazy. i had so much reason to be sad back then. i dont know why im still sad now when i got out of that life.#even now the reasons i have to be sad have dissolved. i used to feel like i was going insane without anyone to say the things i want to to #but i can say them to my cousin now. i have places i belong. its so strange to think about. idk #aricouldyounot

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