#its getting bad again

[kazzikkiii]

having bpd is actual hell on earth cause no one tries to fucking understand you and they write you off as being difficult and too much and they leave and we’re left with this fucking personality disorder that consumes my entire fucking existence and they act like its THEIR inconvenience that IM ill.

#depressing shit #bpd #bpd thoughts #i love drugs #im literally going insane #im losing it #its getting bad again #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts #bpd vent #fp bpd #actually bpd #bpd problems #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts

[thismightbeacryforhelpwhoknows]

nothing is ever going to change is it? nothing is ever going to get any better

#mentally unhinged #its getting bad again #childhood trauma #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #i wanna be weightless

[girl-afraid1]

if im talking to an old man online thats def a sign its getting worse

#girlblogging #me #hell is a teenage girl #girl interupted syndrome #this is a girlblog #girlblog #im just a girl #im losing it #its getting bad again #nymph3t #coquette #what’s wrong with me #i need to stop #daddy issues #im pathetic #god help me #oldermen

[treasure-goblin]

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#its getting bad again #i dont know what is causing it but they've gotten louder #and im sleeping worse #and the dreams are back #and im eating a lot now #its gonna get bad again #i dont want it to get bad again #i was doing so so good #this is scary and i dont know what to do or who to talk to or who to trust with this #cal rambles #tre talks #goblin vents

[roses-and-elixir]

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#its getting bad again #ive had nightmares nearly everyday the past week #and they seem so real like everything is blurring into reality in the mornings #this stress has just been too much im feeling it impact my physical health too #ive been so ill in January like one after the other and caught sm viruses etc from work #honestly my bodys paying for it now 😐 #i told my mum one of my dreams rly briefly when i was driving back home at 8pm and she got shook #and that was just a fraction 😭

[unhingedfrnke]

#its getting bad again #s3lf hate #funny memes

[grownups-are-the-real-monsters]

I would love to be knocked out. Like.....I don't wanna be here. If I'm not conscious than things might be ok?

#idk what to do with myself #its getting bad again #like wtf #this is so fuck ass #😔🫡 #i wanna die #🫥🫥🫥🫥 #personal #not Stephen King related

[lalalalalalagirl]

Me this school year :

#aesthetic #dollette #gaslight gatekeep girlblog #i want to be weightless #spotify #back to school #girlblogging #thinspø #its getting bad again

[touch-starved-lurker]

oh No someone get me out of my own head

#its getting bad again #just ever so slightly #i am going to make myself okay #not succumbing to the brain demons #not today

[critterofthenight]

school bathroom mini breakdowns my beloved

#its getting bad again #✩‧₊˚

[kazzikkiii]

i will fill the void with attention,drugs,mutilation,music and alcohol literally anything except getting help😭😭

#tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #bpd #bpd thoughts #its getting bad again #i love drugs #im going insane #im losing it #im literally going insane #pls help #help my poor soul

[thismightbeacryforhelpwhoknows]

i have a talent for loneliness, i would be alone in a crowd. but it is entirely my fault.

i run from embrace and hide from people's warmth because everytime i've had it before it has been stolen from me and i will be left on the floor, broken and bloody. again.

i shut down and keep them out but still silently demand that they see me. i want them to push back when i tell them no and fight me to stay because how else can i be sure that with me is where they want to remain.

all the while, there is a little girl sat alone on the floor, cold and alone, in need of hand to guide her back to a home she has never known.

#depression poems #depressing shit #mentally unhinged #its getting bad again #childhood trauma #bpd vent #abandoment issues #tw abandonment #fear of abandonment #emotional abandonment #abandoned

[billie-xo]

I think I knew it was getting bad again when my own internal clock stopped ticking ~ Ethan Jewell

I'm losing days. I feel like I haven't been living; more like I've been dreaming for the last month. I'm dying to wake up from this episode.

#its getting bad again #ethan jewell #derealisation #depersonalisation #stuck

[thatsgoodsquishy0]

to those that sent me specialties regarding my fanfiction:

if you don't mind, i'd like to keep them for myself so I have a reminder when days are rough. your kindness and time are appreciated more than you know. thank you from the bottom of my heart.

#<3 #its getting bad again #i'm proud of your accomplishments today tomorrow and the next

[voxinfinem]

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#its getting bad again #i sure hope this is just seasonal

[platimoonie]

I'm a fucking failure.

I failed as a daughter. I failed as a sister. I failed as a friend. I failed as a student. I have failed every one whom I know.

That's what I am. I fucking failure. And I really really doubt if I'll be anything more than that.

#failure #i wanna kms #its getting bad again #its getting worse