#jrambles

[jrambles]

I hold eulogies for moments that haven't passed.

-my poem

#spilled ink #poem #poetry #poets on tumblr #original poetry #original poem #poems #jrambles #mine #words #idk if this is good im high and it's very nice #also that convo that's quoted is 100% real

[kazes-cliffhanger]

feeling ready to buy three houses or engage and i’m not sure which one to get yet

of course this comes after i blow my tips and paycheque on other crap

#i’m leaning towards three houses #but idk #i literally haven’t beaten conquest yet #had it since the game launched btw #endgame is enraging #fe3h #fe engage #help #jrambles

[ptipi]

The queer urge to blow your tits clean off

#jrambles

[voronah]

Insane how I usually pick faves from the pool of “Widely hated by other characters, writers, or fandom” and the more hurt I get by such treatment of them the more I love the fave thus bringing me immense overall joy

#jrambles #mental masochism or whichever

[malew1fed]

horny blog 18+

minors dni i promise you can wait until you’re 18 it’s not that hard. ageless blogs too. i need to know that you're an adult or i will block you. i am serious.

transsexual boywife faggot dogbutch jamie, he/they/it, 18, audhd, 3yrs T aromantic bisexual, service switch & vers. pics are tagged jpics! if you want to get off to me. i wont tell.

ABSOLUTELY NO minors, terfs, pedos, sissy blogs (i block liberally!!) generally t4t but vibes are king i like receiving pics and am likely to send back. be as depraved in my inbox as ye wish.

kinks that i'll probably blog abt: cnc!!!!, intox, degrading!!!!!!!!!!, monsterfucking, breeding, somno, choking!!!!/restraint, daddy as a title (not ddlb), pupplay (i am a dog tho, not a puppy), sadism/masochism, power dynamics, the act of being killed and other mild snuff + whatever arouses me in the moment.

might use the word rape in a cnc context. what can i say other than there’s only so many adjectives available for a scene. no hard feelings :-) just a case of dont like dont follow.

will occasionally update this pinned w more/less information if you actually read this ily <3

#jpics! #jrambles! #ftm nsft #trans nsft #queer nsft #pinned

[capfalcon]

a poem about the end of the world

the tv tells me the world is ending

i’m filled with a sensation not unlike 

watching a leaf fall to the ground in autumn,

i lie down on my back against the grass

i’m allergic, but it all feels so far away now

i was a good friend,

i did my best,

my medication bottle has 57 days left,

fourteen days till my next therapist appointment,

god, i tried, i tried

i held the people that loved me

i climbed through fields of flowers,

swam out to the farthest ocean waves,

i bought my mother flowers,

i wasn’t perfect

but god, i tried.

#random poem??? #i didn't feel like posting it to jrambles #so. it goes here

[wolfdisguisedassheep]

When the Emptiness™️ hits a little harder than normal

#jrambles #op meme #oc meme #aspd memes #low empathy #cluster b #cluster b memes

[arthureames]

-my poem

#arthur x eames #arthur/eames #arthureames #inception #arthurxeames #dream husbands #mine #my poem #jrambles

[loveinstreams]

mikey and nicky (1976) elaine may // poem by @jrambles 

#me? doing crimes instead of my essay? yes #i just read that poem and went crazy #thanks jrambles #enjoy <3 #mikey and nicky #elaine may #jrambles #collage #peter falk #john cassavetes

[jinrise]

soft asks

asdfghjkl thank you @applejoon for tagging me!! ;-; 

What’s the smell of your shampoo? uhm I think it’s an orange/citrus mix?? it says “fruit” on the bottle but nothing specific rip but it smells rly nice 

What’s your aesthetic? rainy days, clear night skies, soft greens and blues, sunny autumn days

What’s your favorite time of day and why? I like quiet, early mornings for some reason? I’m usually not one to wake up before like... 11am but if I could I’d like to wake up super early and just enjoy the quiet sunrise and not think about anything

What do you most like about the beach? when it’s empty lmao miss me with those beach crowds, but just walking along the beach watching the waves sounds super calming 

What do you worry about constantly? not showing my friends how much they mean to me (bc I suck at that lbr), losing my friends and I worry a lot about having to come out eventually if I ever want to start transitioning for real lmao 

What is a song you’ve cried to before? just one??? lmao uhm... Make Up by The Script had me crying myself to sleep the other day but I’m really not sure if it was because of the song or other things rip

What are some relaxing tips for your followers? it’s okay to not respond to text messages of all sorts; take a day for yourself if you need it and try not to feel guilty for not responding to other people. it’s okay to take a breather and just hide out in your room for a day and do whatever makes you happy; play a game, watch a show/movie, read fanfic... whatever your mind calls for that day!

What are some things that make you tear up? a friend sent me this video of an otter and I legit started crying because it’s the cutest thing to ever exist look at him rubbing his lil face and eyes and just being outright aDORABLE (I also regularly cry over any seokjin compilation that shows up on my tl if I’m being honest)

What is you favorite from each sense?

Smell - those red berry/fruit scented candles I own, love that shit

Touch - anything fluffy

Sight - the clear night sky, space is terrifying but it sure is pretty

Sound - I can’t come up with a favorite sound right now... so I’m gonna go with piano music

Taste - chocolate

What is an alternative reality you’ll like to live in? I want to live in the Digimon universe and have my own digimon partner, can you imagine how cool that would be??? 

What are some troubles you face on a daily basis? battling my depression/anxiety at any given moment (some days are better than others but... Eh)

What is one scene from a book that makes you really sad? the deaths in the last Harry Potter book get me every damn time man

Say something to your followers: there isn’t a lot of you but I want to thank you guys for accepting me into the fandom!! I’m still fairly new to BTS but it’s nice to know that people don’t seem to mind and still want to follow me so thanks for that!! ;u; (I even have some mutuals, I still can’t believe yall think I’m worthy, bless your souls)

I’m just gonna tag people who I see in my notes a lot!  @kimlinebiased @thetechnicolormistake @capgi (you obviously don’t have to do this if you don’t want to!)

#thanks for tagging me!! #this was fun #jrambles #applejoon

[jrambles]

I told my therapist once, she's an easy person to love, maybe because love comes naturally to you. I've grown to love us in this present moment, the way our orbits so delicately interconnect. I don't miss the way it was, but I like to sit and write you letters sometimes. You were a permanent address in my brain for two years, it's hard to shake the habit.

To be fair, I haven't been trying very hard.

-my poem

#poem #love poetry #poetry #original poetry #original poem #poems #poets on tumblr #spilled ink #love quotes #words #original poems #mine #jrambles

[kazes-cliffhanger]

my (first) cipher cards got here god bless

i originally just ordered corrin and kaze but they sent me a free booster pack and i’m SO happy with my pulls 🙏

the texture on the kaze card is to die for, i’m gonna have to shuffle around my stuff so i can display them

#fire emblem #fe fates #fe cipher #fire emblem cipher #kaze fe #corrin fe #fire emblem fates #yes i put them in sleeves #ignore my nails they’re getting done tomorrow. #jrambles #jcipher

[zenaiel]

x

#jrambles #hyena #spotted hyena #crocuta crocuta #look at this yeener #upsidedown baby

[wejungkkum]

So happpppppie for bts!!! They moved into such an amazing apartment and im just so eMo they literally grown so much from staying tgt in a room to having such a great big appt now!!!!!!1!!1!1!1 tag yoself im the stairs of their big house :”

#jrambles #bts #bts scenarios #bts imagines #bts updates

[saltedpeppermintmocha2]

So I'm doing that thing one does where you plan out the next like 20 chapters of your fic and well....boi this is gonna be a long ass fic wow. You guys don’t even know. If this fic was a song, the bass hasn’t even dropped yet. 

#jrambles #earlybirdspecial

[malew1fed]

just took pics for when i hit 300 followers guys,, less than 10 away until mountable tboy ass pics on main

#mutuals btw you can ALWAYS ask for the uncensored version of my pics <3 #jrambles!