i cant tell if its the pack urges from being a werewolfkin or the pack urges from being a wolf therian but fuck, my friends are my everything and when they feel scared or unsafe it just triggers the most vile part of me to come out. the people i choose to hold close mean more to me than anything else and i refuse to see them hurt when i can do something about it, and i will do litterally anything to make them happy and feel safe. caring for my friends and making their days better bring me insane ammounts of joy and peace. to be honest the wolf pack urges make me protective and attentive to their needs and wants and the werewolf pack urges make me violent and obsessive over their safety.
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lil doodle dump of Nimh, my sona as a dust.
(the bottom two doodles are before and after he's allowed comfort.)
they have some lore. not just your typical dust.
long lore ramble under cut.
(tw: murder. death. manipulation. abuse.)
i figured Gooper would take a lot to become like dust sans, and so they needed a more fucked up backstory.
so normal Gooper. who is from a Fell au. lost their parents at a young age.
their parents were taken by the au's Gaster. as shapeshifters, they have a unique set of abilities, and Gaster found interest in that. and as the mad scientist that he is, took them to conduct experiments, hoping to use them for something. but they didn't survive the experiments.
in this timeline/au, some time after, Gooper was found and taken too. they survived the initial experiments, and after Gaster figured he couldn't do what he wanted/he already got that, he decided to continue to make use of them and make them a weapon, making them a royal guard's person.
Gaster made him keep a skeleton form for his neutral form. his excuse being that it's easier to explain to others that he's a relative. but really he just wanted that control over his shifting, and for his 'work' to resemble him.
and even now that Nimh's not controlled by him, he has a hard time trying to shift to a different neutral form, out of fear of punishment.
instead of being scattered to the void/code, this Gaster became a fell G!Sans. i'm not sure how, since i don't know the lore behind G!Sans.. but. yeah.
things only got worse for Nimh after that. and it might'v even been when G decided to turn him into a weapon.
they still have the glowing crystal necklace that Gooper wears, which i decided was infused with their parents' magic. but. G broke it. and it lost the magic. it doesn't glow anymore, and they don't wear it. but they keep it close.
they also have a scrap of paper with their parents' names on it. ripped carefully from paper records of their parents' experiments. in case they forget.
so when the human came around, Nimh was put on the task of dealing with them.
their memory of each reset slowly got better, from deja vu, to remembering everything. and as they started to remember every failure at killing them, and every painful death by the hands of the homicidal child, they started to lose it... more than they already had.
G would'v already been feeding him LV, handing him monsters he has to kill to get stronger, and they started taking more outside of that till they were killing everyone. including G. once they realized that's an option and how to do it. which they found great satisfaction in every time. for all the things he put them through.
eventually, like dust sans, the human gives up, and Nimh is left in an empty underground.
but dw. he is eventually picked up by a goopy demigod and allowed a chance to heal. :3
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hihi!! i luv ur artstyle !! very om nommable
could i get some snow leopard or human with snow leopard features mojis?
Snow leopards :D
In order-
Snow leopard with tail in it's mouth
Snow leopard being picked up
Human with snow leopard features stretch
Human with snow leopard features tail stim
The Rapture [They/He/It/Thym] & Teeth [Hehe/Haha, They/Him]
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could i possibly ask for some dysphoria emotes? (specifically for kintype/theriotype dysphoria)
if you'd like more specifics, i'd love some wolfdog/wolf/dog ones <:] /nf
sometimes the mirror is wrong !!
i alsoo made a template incase anyone wanted to make custom oness
- 🧸 he/nim/hum
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It is 1 am and I'm reading a fic where Regulus is a ghost, and I just figured out why I relate to him.
Because he doesn't ask for help, instead he thinks he has to deal with it all on his own. He internalizes his emotions and doesn't let anyone see him upset. He pushes people away and deals with problems on his own. He doesn't know when or how to ask for help, or who to ask.
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