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YOU AWAKE?

I don't want you to hear uncertainty in my voice and how it breaks and shakes everytime I speak I don't want you to see me with the candle light while I read the map and try to make the right move

You don't have to live the way I live You don't have to lose your heart to the stars and to the sea Like I did Like I did For all this time I kept you from bleeding built a fortress cause I could never bring you peace Like you deserve Like you deserve

I don't want you to understand my silence as I'm fighting all these battles in my head I don't want you on a white horse, darling but know once you're with me, you may expect the rain

You awake? All these brushes that I use paint dark grey over crystal blue You awake? All I want is you All I want is you

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IS IT JUST ME?

I was close enough to touch but not close enough for you to read my mind I believed in you - perhaps I still do I was so close to reach the bottom line but not that close to see us part I believed in you - perhaps I still do

All the senses mean nothing at the moment We say goodbye ending a wonderful story

Is it just me?

I was close enough to see the stare but not close enough to see it longs for her I believed in you - what if I still do? I was so close to figure this out but not that close, I let you break my heart I believed in you - what if I still do?

All the words you say Will not stop this ache

Is it just me?

Is it all in my head? Am I crazy for believing that you could change I believed in you but you didn't believe in me and the love I gave all you did was take, take, take... so take it just one more time make me believe you could’ve been mine.

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ONCE UPON A DREAM

My voice breaks the silence but then silence breaks me I open my mouth again but words don't want to slip so my heart beats this tune it goes fast and it goes heavy

there's something in me that would want you to stay but then there's something in me that would want you to go away I don't know what to do Shall I end me and you Cross you off of my list of once upon a dream

Your voice is calling me somewhere deep down the land I follow bare feet haunted by all past mistakes I'm getting closer to thee but I stopped by the lakes

cause there's something in me that would want you to stay but then there's something in me that would want you to go away I don't know what to do Shall I end me and you Cross you off of my list of once upon a dream

You entered my world in the midst of a storm bringing back all the happiness that someone stole but I don't know if I deserve it anymore I don't know if I'm worth it anymore

cause there's something in me that would want you to stay but then there's something in me that would want you to go away I don't know what to do Shall I end me and you Cross you off of my list of once upon a dream

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SHOOTING STARS AREN’T FALLING

Shooting stars aren't falling but I guess it's us falling down You lay next to me Somewhere under the starry sky

I've been meaning to tell you all the right things on my tongue And that my heart still bleeding from beating to the wrong guy I felt like I could tell you all the whispers of nightfall all the fears of a daydream but I didn't say word

Shooting stars aren't falling perhaps it's us that's falling slow You lurk shy at me talking places I don't know

I've been meaning to tell you all the right things on my mind and that my light at times is beaten by the dark clouds I felt like I could mention those times I wiped my own tears times I was too frightened stranded on the battlefield

Shooting stars aren't falling... Shooting stars aren't falling...

August bliss, the flannel shirt Warming tea, closer to find home Shooting stars aren't falling but maybe we're two souls that's falling Into something meaningful Into something true

I've been meaning to tell you...

but I didn’t say a word.

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HE WILL NOT SAVE YOU

He will not save you, girl the way you urge to be saved. Cruelty and lack of empathy destroyed the happy place you had. I know you'd love to use lots of colors you want to sprinkle glitter down everywhere You crave to make things prettier forgetting the mess you became.

He will not save you, girl the way you thought a girl could be saved. He promised heaven with a pinch of madness but he made you walk through hell. And your friends ask you "where the hell you left your brain?" they don't see you the way I do You only wanted love on your way.

He will not save you, girl Your fate is in your hands Don't give away your heart so quickly cause it will be broken again.

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WOULDN’T BE ENOUGH

I was the river... calming all your senses, saw the stars in your lenses, wanted put down the fences. Running through lost corridors, touching every of your shores, I reached the bottom line but it was never mine.

I was the fire... burning from far away warming up your freezing hands cause we were good friends. The blazes filled you inside out protecting you from harm, I lost something I never had.

No matter what I did it was never enough. No matter how hard I begged for attention you never saw stars in my eyes.

I could be the next world miracle, I could owe the seas and skies, I could dance through fire, I could walk on shattered glass but still it wouldn't be enough. I could keep the heaven blue, I could scare away the clouds, I could steal the Moon for you, I could bring up the most of your light and still it wouldn't be enough.

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DESIGNED TO LOVE YOU

Nothing's as loud as his silence Nothing makes me hear this clear I wish I could somehow shush it but everytime I try I miss

Cause even though my heart was designed to love you I can't protect you from your mind No matter how hard I could push you It won't work if you won't try

So please try... make it through one more night I cannot love you for us both It doesn't work like that I cannot love you for us both It takes two to make it last

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CHOICE

there's this darkness in me I'm afraid of I'm ashamed of my feelings cause they're nothing like rainbow You won't think I lost my mind You won't think I overreact as you see this happy face always win in the battle of my daily routine

You won't see me crying and being ripped into million pieces, you'll just see my smile and none of my weakness cause you... you see only the light cause you... you don't believe in dark cause you... you chose a lie

I hide so well cause I would never want you to feel this way a way so disturbing, filled with sorrow like a soldier doomed to fail You won't think I'm a sad girl You won't think I've got nowhere to go as you're sure there's always a 'home' but what if there isn't, love?

You won't see me crying and being ripped into million pieces, you'll just see my smile and none of my weakness cause you... you see only the outside cause you... you don't care to see deep down cause you... you choose a lie

every damn time.

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queen

walked down that street we used to walk thinking about those midnight conversations like they happened not that while ago I picture you in my head walking next to me holding my hand like you're not scared like I'm not scared of being free

I really want you to know I urged to do all those things we planned You and I could rule the world only if you haven't found another queen to rule next to you

it's killing me she's not me

passed that old school yard where we sat and watched all those people dreaming their future but at that time all I wanted was your touch I picture us back then painting dreamscapes on the roof drinking golden rum on ice never expecting ice will become you

I really want you to know I wanted to write your name upon the sky so people know all over the world that I'm your queen and there won't be another one

but it's too late she's not me

it's so hard wanting anything else when all I want is you it's hard to do anything else when on my mind it's only you

I really want you to know I urged to do all those things we planned You and I could rule the world only if you haven't found...another one.

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WENDY

an individualist with that boyish face a Peter Pan up in skies flying back to his Neverland

you tried to be outstanding man hunting prayers holding poison in the cup I was a little different but I drank too much

and I fell under the spell crestfallen faces of the saints are haunting me through the daylight and in the nightfall I didn't make it after all After all

a melancholic dreamer with that winning smile a Wendy staring at the window hoping to get some magic tonight

I tried to help you, I really tried woman fighting pirates protecting treasure she found but I guess I was wrong we went too far

and so I fell under your spell winning battles by myself with that wistful smile through the daylight and in the nightfall I didn't make it after all After all

I thought I knew what love is but I don't know anymore after all... Wendy has to go...

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YOURSELF

Hey babe, I see you aren't doing well even though you're convinced you are Hey babe, isn't it crazy, I'm broken too but I fought for the one I've got

I saved you from your father I saved you from your mom I saved you from drinking I was there when it wasn't the best of times I saved you from fakers I saved you from crestfallen romance I saved you from myself losing it but I couldn't save you from yourself

Hey babe, I am here talking to the wall of all these bleached pictures we took Hey babe, I sing songs but no one's here to sing along like you once would

You saved me from the fall You saved my wounded soul You saved my tiring days You saved me when I was far from myself You saved me from the wrong When I was sure it's the right You saved the best of me but I couldn't save the one I've loved

I saved you from monsters under your bed I didn't know they were in your head

If I knew I would take you and fly with you to the farthest place on earth we would spent our lives away from our shattered homes forever being friends

I saved you from monsters under your bed I didn't know they were in your head

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DREAMSCAPES

I put my hat on like it's just another Friday night But we both know it's something way beyond that

The train is here so I jump in Reflecting on all the what-ifs and could-bes Hoping wanting fantasies become reality Is enough Is it enough?

I'm here this damn city of lights The snow falls down just like I pictured but I see something way out of my dreamscape I see the way you're looking at her

I put my smile on Pretending like everything's going great And only I know How much I want to be somewhere else

Don't want your crash suspect a thing So I just step aside like I always did Seeing fantasies remain fantasies is it enough? Is it?

I'm here this damn city of lights The moon brights all over just like I pictured but I dream of one thing being different you could look at me the way you look at her

damn, I fell in love with you because of those billion things you never knew you were doing damn, my heart's a mess because of those billion arrows you never knew you were shooting

I'm here leaving this damn city of lights In train, ruined, and you won't know that

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LONELY MIDNIGHTS

Sing to me in all the shades of blue my favorite color and the best of tunes Let me watch those notes dancing in their sadness like they just lost the love of their lives like they get high on this madness

oooh wrap your whisper around my body as if you were here oooh all I got is my blanket and the crave to disappear

My lonely midnights could be much bearable with you.. with all of your moods.. all these shades of desperate blue. Sing to me, sing to me, when the night arrives so I can get through just one more lonely night

Rock me to sleep Rock me to sleep like you used to like we're in love back again wrap your fingers in mine feel welcomed in my neverland as if we're crossed star lovers bound to fail as if we're criminals on a run, a thrill we won't forget

oooh wrap your whisper around my body as if you were here oooh all I got is my blanket and the crave to disappear

My lonely midnights could be much bearable with you.. with all of your moods.. all these shades of desperate blue. Sing to me, sing to me, when the night arrives so I can get through just one more lonely night

I may be responsible for this state whenever I face love it turns out not so well I would take all the blame if I could begin with you once again Cause I know by heart the secret language of ours and I don't want to speak it with someone else but you

Sing to me in all the shades of blue my favorite color and the best of tunes

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DEPTH

I see the light, so green and bright It feels it's happier there on the other side Put on that cheerful smile You're not allowed let single tear out your eye Through the day you fight but it collapses at night

Music plays so loud to silent demons whispering their psalms I don't want to hear them, I don't want to be sad Then there comes a time I feel alive ready to put my make up and dance wild but right when I'm at my door this feeling stops and the monsters I couldn't fight off - they all come back like an ocean waive that grew so high it drags me from the shore back again to the depth I just got out

I see the light, so pink, it sparks The sun seems stronger there where I'm not So here I go joking and smiling while no one can see me drowning swallowing water helplessly being pulled into the mouth of the stormy sea

Music plays so loud to silent demons whispering their psalms I don't want to hear them, I don't want to be sad Then there comes a time I feel alive ready to put my make up and dance wild but right when I'm at my door this feeling stops and the monsters I couldn't fight off - they all come back like an ocean waive that grew so high it drags me from the shore back again to the depth I just got out

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MIDDLE CHILD

Middle child, smaller issues? Less important? You've got to figure. You say she's harmless but she's most harmful to herself You think she's a dreamer but she tasted bitterness. And next thing you know she soars lifted up with courage and confidence. Knowing that only leaving her nest was a must to find her way to once stolen grace.

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YOU DID

I didn't know my decision will cause fire burning down the forest that grew for years and years I didn't know you'll reject me this quick despising peace we once had between

Somehow I knew I knew You couldn't believe in me I knew one day you'll fail to love me and you did You did

I didn't know it takes one simple word to crash decades of trying and maybe part of me still believes it's ok but all the others feel like dying

Somehow they knew They knew It wasn't just enough They knew one day you'll give up on me and you did You did

It's time to leave it well enough alone We both knew how this is going to go And I may bleed just for a little bit It hurts to let go, but I did I did

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