i try to explain why i can’t eat
or why it hurts so much
they doesn’t understand that it’s my fault
i wish i wasn’t scared to eat something that’s been in the fridge for longer then 20 hours
i don’t want to feel like i’ve gained 10 pounds every meal i eat
i wish i didn’t feel so weak all the time
i wish i could skate for hours like i used too
but
i wish i was beautiful
i wish that one day i’ll be satisfied with the bones sticking out of my heart
do they know that it hurts me more then it hurts them?
idk if i can fix this by myself intrusive thoughts to have lied to me for so long
why did this become my normal
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legcheck, nie wiem jak wygladam
nie wiem ktoremu odbiciu wierzyc, kazde lustro pokazuje co innego, kazdy telefon pokazuje co innego
nigdzie nie wygladam tak samo, nie mam pojecia jak widza mnie inni
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hejka mam dla was legcheck (fatspo) ale stwierdziłam ze jak byl juz brzuch i to i nogi tez wam pokaze
i tez bardzo chcialabym wam podziękować za ponad 300 obserwujących KOCHAM WAS I PAMIETAJCIE ŻEBY NIGDY SIE NIE PODDAWAC !!!🦋🦋
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I WANT POST MY BODYCHECK (MORE LIKE LEGCHECK) BUT IM SO AFRAID AAAAAAAA
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*Imagine mieć chude nogi
Mój bodycheck, a raczej legcheck🙊
Jest strasznie…wiem o tym. Wstawiam to tutaj, żeby się zmotywować!
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legcheck from last night lol
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Bodycheck in my school uniform 2 (11/1)
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tW drugs, body check, addiction.
i feel bad ab the fact that i'd be ok w dreaming my life away by taking pills everyday. n they make me feel so good and tiny. both my parents struggle w that shit . it doesn't seem right that only doing something a little still makes you think ab it all the time.
but it's okay bc i'm to ls. i'll stick to weed.
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