#let's not forget about christmas

[tleeaves]

So many people I talk to want a bookish gamer girl who's quick and relentless with comebacks, is kinda depressed, is either alt/goth, and has ADHD or a hint of the 'tism in theory. 'Cause in practice they overlook a lot of those women. Wonder why that is.

#day 246 of mentally flipping off these people #I swear guys in particular are deathly allergic to dating #the guys who WOULD date me are the ones that scare and or creep me out #hot girl summer this year is actually gonna be spent with me not being romantically involved with anyone according to my forecast #I have some good books and movies lined up #new videogames too #let's not forget about christmas #wish it snowed here but eh at least there'll be beach days with my new swimsuit #this is probably my first unromantic summer in years and I'm actually relieved about that despite the tone I gave off above #going on dates and trying to talk to new people is exhausting #hell being emotionally attached to people in ways other than platonic is exhausting #so take my complaints with a grain of salt because I'm now resigning myself to not looking and unavailable for the rest of my degree #which means any complaints about being lonely are pretty mild #I'm enjoying feeling like I can breathe again

[lilcatastrophe]

didn’t think I’d post this but here’s a wip of what was gonna be my Christmas post. I really like it but I’m glad I went with the glowy one instead. much prettier imo ✨

who knows, maybe I’ll finish it if I ever feel like it /remember [reference under the cut]

#was gonna scrap it fully but then remembered how tedious drawing this #heckin pose was #had to let it see the light of day #artists on tumblr #digital art #fanart #digital illustration #voltron legendary defender #voltron #vld keith #vld lance #vld fanart #keith kogane #lance mcclain #klance fanart #klance #work in progress #wip #christmas #very likely I’ll forget about finishing it tbh

[soupforsoup]

Me, holding big finish in my hands with tears streaming down my face: please stop foreshadowing adric's death in every single story I'm begging you

Big finish: eheehoohuaheeho- Fuck You *hits you with the-"except that, counting you there's four of us. That's one too many, isn't it?"-beam*

#I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY GOD #just let me forget he's dead for ONCE PLEASE #I just got my xmas paycheck and bought psychodrome and forty one can't wait to be so Normal about it!! #I emerge from my room on christmas day to my family whilst all puffy and gross #adric #adric of alzarius #doctor who #big finish

[pepsiiwho]

Akira right before they go into mementos or any palace: I don’t care who’s dying or what evil man we need to stop— we aren’t doing shit until you all put on your Christmas outfits. Ryuji, Yusuke, Futaba, and Makoto this is a non-negotiable. Ann and Haru you can skip it but the hats stay. Sumire… it’ll do. Akechi stop fucking glaring it won’t change the fact consistent uniforms among the team is a must. Go team!

#the funnies #persona 5 #akira kurusu #ren amiyama #ryuji sakamoto #yusuke kitagawa #haru okumaru #p5 royal #i forget makoto’s full name sorry #p5 futaba #goro akechi #Akira being a hard ass about stupid shit that do not matter is my love language #because I will not let them hit the floor without those god damn hats on #espically Ryuji he looks so good he keeps that outfit on always #the girls have odd outfits but that’s a given because if it isn’t skimpy it isn’t allowed #Akechi looks bad too but that’s more of a him thing then a outfit thing #ugly boy #merry Christmas phantom theives #and then they all sing

[todayisafridaynight]

so magical that yakuza 1 and shadow the hedgehog came out the same year........ 2005 the best year for sega honestly.....

#snap chats #AND DAYS APART TOO IN JAPAN (rgg1 dec. 8 while shadow was dec. 15) #the gap is significantly wider for US releases but thats not important..... #japanese kids were winning on christmas i swear #'snap why are you bringing this up' isnt it obvious. i am playing shadow the hedgedhog #and i keep thinking about daigo playing shadow and then later down the line just talking to mine bout it cause he can be a lil sillay #i hope he had dreams where he and shadow got to be besties. and by Him And Shadow i mean he dreams himself as sonic #because obligatory Same VA Joke Is Obligatory IF WE CAN GET ONE (1) W FROM RCS VOICING DAIGO. LET IT BE THAT AT LEAST. #for me..... let it slide for me..... yes ik it was jason griffith voicing sonic (and shadow) back then but let it slide this once.. #i refuse to acknowledge modern shadow. unless it's from that one uhhh fuck what was the cartoon called #its on netflix Point Is the one time shadow was actually like his old self girl i sobbed. too bad sonic was a dipshit though #a soul for a soul ig.... i think its ok just this once.... #im getting so off topic but this is how i inflict my other interests upon you lot #i trap you into reading a post vaguely about rgg and then i make it about something else :) #look at my pfp you fool. i legally have to talk about shadow the hedgehog like once a month ok let me have this #while im here. like /i/ know this game is nine years long but sometimes i forget HOW long #326 endings and for what. because they love me thats why. #fym 'revenge at last' is only ending 11 that seems like the third route or so you'd take (only black doom missions) #ok ive talked long enough. anyway bye im gonna uhhhh god idk.... i keep getting distracted #i started watching kagerou while my sister was playing mysims the other day but i got too engrossed by her playing to continue #mysims was like. A White Whale of sorts in my house for a while since it was one of like five games my sis actually played #and it was her fave but one day 1.) we lost it 2.) our wii stopped working. since that day she's blamed me for losing it #WELL then i found it and i got the wii u working SO all that can stop now 👁️👁️ ok ive fr gone on too long #unfortunately i cant talk about EVERYTHING i want to lest i just turn this into a general games blog. but i wont i prommy #for now. bye fr i think my sis just got home actually LMAO

[bangcakes]

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#personal #was gonna message today but then i DIDNT. IDK. IT DIDNT FEEL RIGHT. AND I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO SAY. #I KNEE THE TOPIC BUT LIKE. WORDING ?????? WORDS???? IT WOULDNT COME #its okay tho. its okay. i literally have a fuckin note on my phone where i put shid i can talk to him about in the future NDNNDNDJXJDJDJDMD #GOD LMAO. IVE NEVER PUT THIS MUCH EFFORT IN. IM SO...... #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh its mostly been me messaging first but like he keeps it going....... GOD LMAO #it was like that in person too tho. like we would just stand/walk n not say anything JDJDJFJKFKFJXMXMX GOD #i wasnt made for this oml. i dont even talk to ppl that much. like idk. iDK. #i just... 1. i dont want him to forget about me 2. i dont want him to think i forgot about him #3. i dont want him to think im not interested in talking to him anymore #ok 2 and 3 are basically the same but JDJDJDJDJDJDJDJD #IM SO BAD AT KEEPING IN TOUCH. LIKE THIS IS SUCH A CONSCIOUS EFFORT ON MY PART. LIKE. I HOPE HE REALIZES???? #also like. id love if hed message me first. hes done it before. but there was more to talk about while the sem was still going. now its #like... ok we can talk about exams n grades but now its christmas so like ?????? #and like. GOD. is it like... is it TOO MUCH??? to say merry xmas to him?????? or would it be normal????? #im just ??????? #GOD. i want him to know i like him but i also uh.... DONT??????? IDK IDK #i also kinda wanna see if we can even be friends outside school. but like HHHHHHHHHH i cant take it. I WANNA SEE HIM XJFIRKRIRFDIODDKHDJZJZ #hhhhhh god pls dont let me be the only one feeling this way istg #im just !!!!!@@@ i never expected this to happen to me ok. but if its Reciprocated. like TRULY. i think i'll actually like. break down #crying JDJDJDJKDKDKDKDKDKX #like Happy tears. like.... Disbelieving tears. hhhhhhhh #but..... n e way. i got this far. and when ppl dont like you they avoid you or come up with excuses. but rather hes moving like Toward me. #like i couldnt have gotten this far without him like.... Participatjng #god its all so new and weird. i just #if youve never felt this way. you probably will one day and wont know what the fuck to do. its all just too weird #literally went from like screamin about sj to like. a guy in my class JDJZKDKKZZMZMZ its fjne. its ok #know hes Cute tho. #thats another thing. i never imagined i could like have someone so Cute.... god. i'll die if he likes me back. hes so so Cute. not my usual #type. like. physically i mean. personality wise hes typical of me NFNFJFJFMFDMDM n e way. hit the tag limit 😳

[strawberryaziraphale]

pour one out for the bitches who hate christmas. me. I’m bitches

#I hate the songs. I hate the food. I hate the decorations. I hate that it’s my dad’s birthday. I hate the presents and the money spent #this is why I try to volunteer to work every year. if my family lets me because ‘no you don’t hate christmas’ you know #I just want to forget about it. for just one year… #christmas #anti christmas #my posts #I’m just upset is all. and not very well. I’ll be fine on wednesday 😅

[sapphire-heart-tippy]

Vanilla woke up with a beard stubble (I allowed natural body hair growth on everyone) and uh...

Apparently Bel and I aren't too thrilled with it- 🤣😭

#beltipvans #calm down there obi wan!! #let's not forget what christmas is really about *cuts to a framed picture of Vanilla with a beard stubble* /joke

[dirtytransmasc]

(personal vent about my sack of shit father ruining christmas again)

me, my fathers only "daughter"/child:

helps my grandmother for weeks to prepare for his christmas party that neither of us wanted (he goes way over the top. invites his friends that are all loud drunks. cooks food we don't like. keeps the whole house up partying into the early hours of the morning. makes a mess and refuses to clean up after himself. doesn't spend time with us and instead hangs out with his friends, even for family holidays and events. etc.

me and my grandmother are disabled, constantly in pain/have stomach issues, and generally just want to be left on our own for holidays, so the whole event is just awful for us)

has been up since 6* in the morning, continuing to prepare for his party so he doesn't throw a hissy fit, running on only a few hours of sleep*, running around from store to store, cleaning, cooking, decoaring, etc.

spends hours trying to wake him up.

after doing everything I am capable of skill/strength wise, I took a two hour power nap before guests come.

helps serve dinner, makes drinks, fulfills every task my father gives me to maintain the delicate peace in the household, cause my grandmother wants to murder him*.

does all of this with no complaint.

my father:

promises his full and undivided attention and help the day before the party (this is the only day he's offered the slightest help outside of making a huge dinner no one but he and his friends wanted), he then breaks this promise, does nothing, delegates every task my grandmother has given him to me, and then leaves at 6 at night to go party, ignoring the amount of cooking he needs to finish.

doesn't come home for almost 12 hours (he came home at 6am), waking me up*, sleeps till 1, leaving me and my gradnmother do 90% of the things that needed to be done today (as his guests are coming at 4).

invites more friends than he originally told us about, ditching us after dinner (which we served) to go hang out outside and blast music so loud it shakes the house.

and then complains that I "slept all day" and "did nothing" so now I need to clean the whole kitchen and all the dishes of over 15 guests, not him, the reason there's such a mess to clean.

he continues to demand this even after something he cooks, knowing I hate it and it makes me feel ill, and stinks up the whole kitchen, making me go lie down because it made me nauseous and gave me a migraine.

I then get to spend the rest of my christmas eve cleaning, doing dishes, while barely holding back tears.

thanks dad, for ruining an already awful christmas, you fucking asshole.

#he does this shit all the time #one year he forget his mothers birthday. almost forgot mothers day. and threw a party “for her” that was just excuse to trash her house wit #his friends and we were both miserable. he made us clean and serve people and made food we don't like #I'm still fucking pissed about it #he also ruined my last christmas with my grandfather before he passed. so. I have a grudge to say the fucking least. #me and my grandmother are his personal servants and we can't do anything about it if we want to know peace #cause he's a fucking piece of shit #he does this with everything. he used to make my grandmother clean up after him. now he makes me do it #please. whatever god is out there. give me the financial stability to move out and live on my own. I can't keep doing this shit #actually. god. make him move out. let me and my grandmother stay in our family home. just get him to fuck off. #he's the biggest hypocrite. do-nothing. asshole and I hate him #personal vent #fuck my dad #biggest mistake my father made in terms of raising me was not leaving. instead he just ruined every aspect of my life and made me miserable #can't even escape him as an adult

[leondaltons]

Thank you so much @indorilnerevarine  for tagging me to make some of my characters using this maker ♥ It is really cute!!

Nina Rodgers - kotsam | Kaori Sawamura - Haikyuu!!

Jenna Woods - kotsam | Mina Kyung - Braverman Bay

Tagging: @narrativefoiltrope @khiita @inkrys @sussoro @feystepped and @teeth-draws  (only if you guys want to ♥)

#obsessed with this one #MINA LOVES CHRISTMAS SHE IS SO ANNOYING AND WEARS THE MOST HORRIBLE SWEATERS FOR IT #Kaori is similar!! but tones it down a little #jenna is only wearing that because her dad gifted it to her and she felt bad not wearing it #cyrus doesn't let her forget about it ever again aksjahksja #and then nina beloved!!!! #kotsam: nina #kotsam: jenna #oc: mina #oc: kaori

[fandoms-writings]

i love my mom but sometimes i really just wanna -

#like i really do love her and she's coming up to see me this coming weekend #but like #sometimes she does things or says things completely forgetting the fact that we've already talked about it #for example #she's hosting christmas at her house and i've already talked to her and the whole family about how we aren't going because #it's just not gonna work out schedule or money wise. #keep in mind they decided to do this AFTER i had specifically asked we hold it closer to me so that i COULD attend and that was back in mar #but whatever #she texted asking if i was joining them for christmas and i said no - AGAIN #and she said #“i kinda figured but wanted to let you know you're invited” #like HUH #I HOPE I'M INVITED TO MY OWN FAMILY'S FUCKING CHRISTMAS WHAT THE FUCK #also she's coming to see me this weekend and she keeps making plans #without asking if i'd even want to join her in them she just assumes that i will #remi vents

[animecat33]

There's no pentakill rewards in remix rumble :/

No emotes or anything

Next june it'll be the bands 10 year anniversary, maybe well get something then?

HOWEVER!!

This!

This is beautiful

*edit*

okay i was wrong, we do get this

But unlike the other bands rewards, it's not free, and also it doesn't reallly... look like the pentakill easthetic... it looks like an infernal skill

#okay riot you win this time i also fell for the himbos but don't think i'm gonna forget to ask about the t-shirts #i also do want Sett's beanie from the shop #but let's see what my christmas bonus has to say about that

[aro-aizawa]

hey!!!! friendly reminder!!! to all my non-christmas celebrating followers i will be tagging literally anything remotely close to christmas as “xmas” so please blacklist that tag if you want to avoid it!!! i know how frustrating it can be to constantly be forced to be exposed to the celebrations in our heavily christian centered society, hence why i’ll be tagging even the smallest of jokes. and to those who participate in the jokes, please consider doing the same! it’s a small favour for those that don’t celebrate, but it can make a huge difference. i wish everyone the strength to hang in until new years.

#i celebrate just because my family does and it feels isolating to exclude myself from them during it #HOWEVER i v much get tired of hearing abt christmas every day in the lead up to it #so i 100% understand how much worse people who do not celebrate it at all feel about the holiday #i hope this year is easier to deal with and people don't overwhelm you guys #this is smth i've been doing for at least since last year but maybe longer. gonna keep up w it!!! #and please let me know if you think a post should be tagged w xmas if i miss it! #shut up danni's talking #that's my new talking tag!!! #shut up danni #just in case i forget my new one lol

[oveliagirlhaditright]

I need to buy the KH novels I haven't yet, as well as the KHIII mangas that are out so far.

#i'm sad that i've let my khiii book collection go incomplete. i used to be so good about keeping it up to date #but i actually started forgetting which of the novels i had and didn't have (because they're not on my book shelf and are in various #places. i need more book shelves...) #and. if i'm being honest. the books i don't have aren't exactly my favorite games in the series and i knew i could wait to read them #and as for the khiii mangas i think i was waiting for more than one to come out (like quite a few. or maybe all of them in english) before #i bought them. so i could read them all in one go. and i don't think they're all out yet of course. but i know a few are now and that's #good enough for me to start #and basically the kh pilot has made me kh obsessed again and catching up on my kh reading will give me something to do so here we go #but the novels i still need are coded ddd and khx i think #also i bought my uncle all the kh novels and mangas as a christmas gift one year. and somehow that confused me and made me forget what #i'd bought for him and what i actually own #but yeah. like i said. i think i'm just missing the coded ddd and khx novels and all of the khiii mangas that are out so far

[leahcee]

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don’t mind me I’m just reminiscing? thinking about the past?

#was thinking about how I don’t think I’ve ever gotten exactly what I wished for for christmas growing up #like the only time I can remember is when I was 12 and my parents got me tickets to one direction #but besides that like I’ve never gotten anything I specifically asked for on my lists #so I just like stopped asking for things and would tell people to get me whatever they think I’d like #idk makes me kinda sad ;/ #whew and let’s not forget the shared gifts I’d get from other family members #since me and my sister are only three years apart they’d get us one gift and the same applied for our birthdays at times too #ridículos #here’s the catch though I’ve noticed that she’d get better gifts for any occasion where gifts are a norm #bc she’s like white and my family practically praised her for just existing #I doubt it was intentional but all the colorist comments growing up really fucked with me for a bit 😅 #anyways how I got from never getting what I ask for to colorism who knows #anyways just thinking bc like since I’ve turned 18 my parents stopped getting me like gifts with any effort? on Christmas Eve to day (depend #ing) they’ll tell me that my gift is a <<shopping spree>> and no it’s not an actual shopping soreee #what they mean is they want to take me to get two outfits for the workplace #like it’s nice but it’s not what I want???? #so I just give up and say ok thank you so much!!!! bc I’m a people pleaser and I know they’re trying and they think they’re doing what’s #best but it’s not to me at least #and I know it sounds like I’m bratty and like what parents get their 23 y/o gifts anyways? and I should be lucky that my parents are even #caring enough for all that and that I have a good relationship with them and what not #and I should be grateful for what I have #which I am I definitely recognize all of that it’s just that like idk #I’ve never actually felt seen by anyone? like no one’s gotten me things based on what I say I like in conversation #idk if it’s just me as a person but I remember what people tell me they like and hold onto it for future reference #idk whatever it’s not a big deal I work now and make my own money I can get the things I want #sorry for ruining anyone’s holiday cheer or any good vibe #personal rant #personal

[the-kiss-of-wet-asphalt]

Bro european countries literally out here about to become an anarchy

#There's been fucking genuine talk about overthrowing the government bc dome if us are enlightened #happy ides of november #let's make that our christmas present to eachother and on new year's we write a new constitution and forget what the GDP indicators were #kill them