Woke up thinking about dilfs today. Here’s the results of the days work:
It’s no secret that Lambert’s political ideas were…ambitious. And that’s not a bad thing - I think he really wanted to better Faerghus and that his policies were truly for the good of his people.
However, it is also no secret that the western lords were…hesitant. And it’s also no secret that Rodrigue knew this and worried about it more than Lambert did.
So how much time do y’all think Rodrigue spent chasing after Lambert trying to rein him in?
And thus, how much time do you think Matthias spent holding down eastern Faerghus while Lambert charged towards a new future and Rodrigue tried to temper him? How much time did he spend helping in territories so Rodrigue could spend time in Fhirdiad trying to tell Lambert to ease into things instead of charging into them head first? (And this is absolutely no hate to Papa Roddy - I love him and he’s such a good guy and believe me when I say he was doing the Goddess’s work trying to keep Lambert from charging off a cliff; he had decisions to make for the good of Faerghus too and this was one of them)
Rodrigue and Matthias play those roles in Houses though; Rodrigue goes in search of Dimitri while Matthias holds down the fort. To me it doesn’t seem far off that the same thing was true earlier in life.
In addition to that, we know there were two plagues in Faerghus - one Matthias sent his wife up north for and one that killed Dimitri’s mother. We know they had the large Sreng campaign where Rodrigue saved Lambert, that Matthias had Leif for a while, that Duscur occurred, and that Faerghus was utterly destroyed afterwards….
We know Matthias is a margrave before anything else, for better or worse depending on perspective (mostly worse than better). But how many times do you think duty took Matthias away from the boys? How many times did he look up and yet another day was long gone? How many times did he sacrifice today in hopes for a better tomorrow?
I’ve never said Matthias is winning any awards for his parenting, but I often wonder how things like this played a part in it.
in my ideal vision, when they finally get in something resembling a relationship (as adults, they were Not There as teenagers), it's because they both want it, which means they unlock previously forbidden features with each other like sharing a bed instead of a couch (you all know about my weird obsession with skk and couches), but also freely touching.
Dazai is a rather tactile person; my guy is freed after 2 weeks in prison and the first thing he does is dance, poke at, lean/hug and play with the hair of the first non-evil person (a stranger) he meets. Being with Chuuya, he constantly finds himself in Chuuya's bubble, and indulges in ways he usually can't with others. That often means direct skin contact, not even with ulterior motives, but really just because he is allowed and he wants to.
Chuuya on the other hand has never done something gently ever: he is fierce, he cares and loves intensely, and he never lets go, but he barely knows the concept of a reassuring gesture (working on it). Dazai being in his bubble wouldn't bother him at all by that point, but the handsy part? it's awkward. needs some getting used to. It's a learning opportunity.
And when Chuuya gets used to it and finally makes a move to return the favour? it's Dazai who short-circuits.
thinking about.. kuboyasu insisting that he take saiki on "proper dates..."
saiki obviously refuses to let him drop out so they can just start working and get married but kubo insists on at least getting a part-time so he can spoil him...
first thing i did when i woke up was go on twitter and get blasted by that deleted scene in anatomy of a fall of sandra going DROP DEAD!! I CAN'T STAND ANY MORE OF YOUR MEDIOCRITY!! JUST DIE!! DISAPPEAR!! and like 1) sandra hüller the ACTRESSSS that you are, and 2) again, i fully understand why this didn't make the cut. babygirl would be in jaaaaaail lmao.
I have many complex feelings about these fools most of which amount to shaking them viciously mentally like a dog with a particularly exciting chew toy
On Friday, I was told I was ugly by a guy in my classes- given he isn't the greatest looking either. But it still hurt, especially cause I've been feeling exceptionally ugly. And I'm embarrassed cause I cried over what some crusty stinky boy said :(..
hi hi! okay first of all, i want you to know that you are completely valid for feeling the way you do. having someone be unkind to your face is hurtful and you have every right to feel upset by this person’s words. to say such a nasty thing is cowardly.
it’s always the ugly men who have the audacity too 😕 it’s easier for me to tell you than it might be for you to truly internalize (because, let’s be honest, it took me a looong time to be confident in myself too)—you are not the opinion of someone who does not know you and beauty can be found in the physical and in the everyday.
you are so much more than this boy’s words will ever be. you will amount to more than that cowards who has no backbone. he is nothing and you are everything. here for you. 🤍
ENORMOUS fan of the idea that other heroes will assume ashe likes cole- not even romantically just enough to tolerate him at the very least- and every chance she gets she expresses her absolute Disgust at the concept
Wolfwood: *on the phone* Hey Rhys, do you know my blood type?
Rhys: Of course, it's B-.
Wolfwood: Oh, I guessed wrong. Excuse me, nurse-!
Rhys: Wolfwood gets offended by everything.
Wolfwood: What did you say about me?!?
Rhys:
Rhys: Case in point.
Wolfwood: What are you doing here?
Rhys: I could ask you the same question.
Wolfwood: I live here. This is my house.
Rhys: I should probably ask you a different question.
Rhys: I’ve organized your messages into three categories.
Rhys: “From Wolfwood”
Rhys: “Death Threats”
Rhys: and “Death Threats From Wolfwood”
Rhys: Are you mad?
Wolfwood: No.
Rhys: So sharpening your knives at 3 in the morning is just a hobby?
I shouldn’t start a series when I’m still going through another but
Started watching Watching Revolutionary Girl Utena, I’m very literally 10 minutes in to the first episode, and thoughts so far are
Green hair should die
Pink hair lass is so cool
Stand up for yourself girl!!! (purple haired lady)
Pink hair’s gf seems pretty cool, and I wish her nothing but the best because I imagine pink + purple are end game
Can’t wait for whatever’s happening in the intro to happen. Thought it’d be fantasy or something, but it seems to be more hm. Exaggerated irl setting? Like Ouran, but that’s a comedy and I heard this was a drama/darker anime thing, which lookn forward to, but I do wonder
Is purple hair trans. is she the prince in the beginning? that’d be cool, (albeit probably unlikely...?)
I do wonder what exactly the beginning thing meant
The other council members seem. Alright!
Some arranged rich kid marriages between pushover and abusive jerk. Totally will go well
I wanna draw a cute scenario I thought up for that one "military experiment" P03 AU that I am yet to properly name but today is a Bad Art Daytm and nothing I draw comes out right insert pensive emoji here