#like I’m excited but scared

[cloudycleric]

omg what if we get a “in case i don’t make it” kiss. from mike. god god. or a byler bandaids scene where they help each other with their wounds. guys. what if mike wheeler kisses will byers on the mouth

#i’m like the opposite of republicans that are scared of their own ideas #i get too excited at the delusions i make in my mind #byler #stranger things #will byers #mike wheeler

[literaila]

okay but like do you think gojo and oc would ever have a baby of their own, giving tsumiki and megumi a sibling, or are their adopted children enough?

sometimes i like to think oc would agree to become a teacher just to feel like all her students are also her babies.

i am personally of the belief that satoru wants a million children. and he says this, verbatim, when you get together.

“oh, just by the way we’re having ten kids, kay, love ya!”

but then there’s the fact that he doesn’t care where they come from. biological children, adopted children, curse wombs, mahito’s silly little transfigured humans… you got ‘em, he’ll take them.

you, on the other hand, have always been… wary about kids. i mean there’s no doubt that you adore them, think they’re precious little angels to be bestowed on only the best of beings—i mean, really, the reason satoru sought you out to help with megumi and tsumiki is because he knew you liked kids.

still… there’s that doubt, that worry that you could never be enough for a child. that you could never give them a childhood that you wanted and deserved.

teenage you is the gloomiest of them all, and if you asked her, she’d probably say no.

but then a stupid man brought home two children unannounced and swore he was going to help with them (he does… occasionally).

so, without warning, you gets the kids you’ve always (secretly) dreamed of. and who could ask for more than megumi and tsumiki, really? who even could?

(so obviously that fear is quickly washed away. i mean, there’s days, weeks, months of doubts where you’re sure that you’re doing everything wrong. sure that megumi is never going to be able to live in society as a normal human being, and that tsumiki is going to suffer from her soft, easygoing heart.

luckily satoru is also there to prove that if you think you’re doing anything wrong, he’s doing it ten times worse.

and sometimes he sweet talks you. but only for the rewards, of course.

you both learn that parenting is less about being perfect than adapting to the needs of the tiny beings, bending at their every will…)

still, even though you love megumi and tsumiki like they’ve crawled into your veins and strained all livelihood from you, having your own biological kids is a bit different.

satoru is all for it, no doubt, but he doesn’t push. he understands your hesitation—especially with how difficult everything’s become as the kids get older. the increase in curses, the rising fear that the world isn’t a safe place as is, and could never be a safe place for another baby.

(but don’t expect him not to stare at you when you’re helping a lost little girl across the street. or holding the baby of a friend. really, he’s just reminiscing… he’s not planning anything… probably…)

though, it doesn’t help either of you that satoru teaches the first years. in hindsight, you shouldn’t have let him make that decision, but it’s too late now.

satoru tries to bring every student home. even if they’ve got two healthy, loving parents—he’s calling a lawyer to draw up legal paperwork the moment yaga tells him there’s a new student about to come to jujutsu high.

what? the house is big enough for a guest, isn’t it? why do you think satoru was so pushy for all of those extra bedrooms?

(and you’ll scold him when there’s a another place set at the table. you’ll ask megumi to show the new student around the house, pointedly, and then you’ll make him recite the lengthy list of things he’s not supposed to do with every kid he meets (again)

but really, you don’t mind.

you’ve always thought that hearts were rather expandable things, and your son and daughter have only proven that fact.

and there’s a little part of you that can’t deny the admiration you have for satoru. his need to coddle every student of his, to comfort them endlessly, even if they don’t want it.

if you had to guess, you’d say that satoru’s heart is the stretchiest.

so you only tug on his hair a little. and then you’ll sit right next to him at dinner, letting him hold your hand under the table).

and there’s been a couple of times where you bring someone of your own home. just as a little payback, of course. no other reason….

#ugh i know satoru is buying baby clothes for literally no reason at all #he’ll put up baby cowboy boots on the mantle like its a decoration #i also think they would have kids and megumi and tsumiki would be more excited for their sibling than satoru and reader combined #but i’m scared to headcanon it and then… ruin lives #megumi would sit in baby’s room and feed them if you needed a shower #tsumiki would paint a mural on the nursery wall #gojo satoru #gojo satoru x reader #gojo x reader #a typical family

[sweaters-and-vertigo]

i took an edible before watching the premiere of the bad batch season three and the third episode was especially distressing for me 😂

#i thought they were gonna be eaten by DOGS i was so scared #instead omega got a PET DOG and they’re on a freaking road trip!!!! #tbh i didn’t care about emerie at all at first but now maybe i like her? idk #i’m just so excited to see cross omega and batcher on a freaking road trip together #the bad batch #the bad batch season 3 #tbb season three #tbb omega #tbb crosshair #tbb hunter #tbb wrecker #tbb echo #tbb tech #tbb emerie #crosshair and omega #emperor palpatine #discord chat #discord screenshot

[1driedpersimmon]

Misa and L makeup adventures and also Matsuda

#death note #kinda of a small assortment of non related doodles #yeah #I watched the second dn movie! it was good but the fact that they decided to let L live longer than Light is actually exploding my head like #anyways I’m scared and excited to watch L change the world I hear it’s really good #and really sad #… #am I ready to see L die for like…. the 5th time???? probably not but that’s what I signed up for I GUES…. #L #l lawilet #Misa #misa amane #Misa is sooooo fun to draw btw #matsuda #matsuda touta #I’m never drawing L without his eye bags again….

[lord-of-the-ducks]

If Needles has a million fans, then I am one of them. If Needles has ten fans, then I am one of them. If Needles has only one fan then that is me. If Needles has no fans, then that means I am no longer on earth. If the world is against Needles, then I am against the world.

#tmagp #tmagp spoilers #tmagp needles #to clarify this is about Needles the man #not like #the concept of needles #although we have come to a stalemate after my years of having a phobia #kinda makes me wanna ask Needles to help me with my hrt #can’t tell if he would be excited or throw a hissy fit that I’m not scared

[tinned-beef]

not sure if mr gallagher is the most reliable source but!!!!! tua season four THIS YEAR????

#he talks about it at like the very end if you don’t wanna search through his mini essay #oh i’m so excited #and scared #i don’t want it to end :’))) #the umbrella academy #tua #umbrella academy #tua s4 #my rambles

[choices-and-voices]

Okay, but like. The symbolism of Nick being the one who gives shelter to Kieran & MC. The man whom Eisa loved in secret but was too frightened to love in the public, now giving refuge to the child whom Eisa only bore by leaving him & the mortal whom that child openly adores. The fact that Nick has somehow stepped up for both of Eisa’s children, even when they’re fighting each other. The fact that Eisa leaving Nick is both what allowed Kieran to have MC & what orchestrated the current threat between them, and throughout it all Nick has stood steadfast, not on the side of the mortals, or the side of the Fae, but on the side of love. And the fact that he doesn’t even know he is doing it. The fact that Nick looks at Kieran and sees Eisa metaphorically, and he doesn’t even know that he is also seeing her literally. The fact that Kieran is there in Nick’s tavern and they represent everything that Nick fought for long ago, threatened by the person that Nick has been fighting for ever since. The fact that the last of Kieran’s bloodline is trying to kill everything they love, but also the last of Nick’s bloodline is trying to kill everything he could have loved, once, and Nick has stood in the way of that without even knowing what’s going on. The fact that Nick seems almost fated to be a guardian in this story. The fact that Eisa gave him an amulet to keep him alive to protect Jack, and she didn’t even realise she was also keeping him alive to protect Kieran. The fact that Nick has lived the kind of lifespan that Jack & MC both dream of, but Nick has lived it through losing his love, and MC wants it in order to remain with their love, and Jack wants it in order to fight for people like Nick without knowing that Eisa is the reason he’s lived so long in the first place. And the fact that Nick was never meant to live so long, his mind is falling apart, he is fated to protect these people but that also means that he is fated to his doom, and the fact that I don’t know what that means for MC and Jack and Kieran and I just. I just. I just.

I just have feels okay.

#seriously – this book is increasingly blowing my mind #it’s always been good but these past few weeks have been astronomical #i have this really strong feeling (/hope) now that Nick is going to play some kind of role in Jack easing up on Kieran and MC #and i also kind of feel as if Nick is going to die during the book #it just feels like the natural outcome of the book’s messaging about immortality and also a good parallel for Kieran losing Sir Montgomery #but when we consider what the implications of that are for *MC’s* dream to live a lifetime with Kieran??? #i’m just as excited & just as scared to find out as anybody else 😳 #playchoices #choices: stories you play #the cursed heart #tch book 2 #nick tch #jack tch #prince kieran #kieran x mc #fandom essay #original post

[octoooo]

You wake up to this goober, what do you do?

Reference:

#kny #octo’s art #tomioka giyuu #demon slayer #why’s he laid out like that #wonder what happened to him #I missed the whole of redraw giyuu back in 2019 so I’m making up for it #by drawing him however I like #I used to be so scared of posting here but now I’m so excited to share my take on these goobers

[fairyofshampgyu]

TAKE ME BEOMGYU WHAT THE FUCK I VOLUNTEER PLEASE ??!! LETS GO ON A VINYL STORE DATE ☹️‼️💗💗🤞

Also his adams apple wtf he looks so good crying why’s he so cute fine his hair looks so floofy

#ive been saying this as a date idea w beomgyu forever TAKE ME OUT BEOMGYU 😍😍 #I LOVE HIM #not them clicking and whistling lmfao #HUENING KAI LMAO #I cannot whistle 😪💔 #not them saying the concept photos are no joke… #I’m genuienly scared #ONE OF THEM LOOK THEY WERE SHIRTLESS #also beomgyu saying this might be his favourite album since debut #guys you actually don’t understand how excited I am like I KNOW THIS ALBUM IS GOING TO BE MAD CRAZY #THEY WAY THEYRE HYPING IT UP LIKE NO TOHER ONE LIKE THIS ALBUM IS GONNA BE SO FUCKING GOOD OMG IM SO EXCITEDDHDNFJ

[liumilai]

mr bonzo fanart is actually going to give me nightmares i know this

#i’m so scared but like oh my god i’m so excited #the magnus protocol #tmagp #tmagp spoilers

[l8tof1]

not twitter talking about lewis in a ferrari/armani suit, pls my man is not wearing a damn tie and button up for NOBODY are u crazy???

he’s about to change that whole team from the inside out in so many ways ❤️‍🔥

#oh my god i cannot wait!! #like i’m scared but i’m excited #🫨🫨 #lewis hamilton

[ovaryacted]

Enjoying my last day of freedom today before I go back into the work force tomorrow. I start my new job and I’m deadass nervous cause this isn’t a retail job or anything, it’s my first actual job in my field and I’m very grateful but it’s making me nervous because it’s different to what I’m used to. I couldn’t even sleep last night cause I was anxious.

Send a prayer or some good luck imma need it fr.

#ཐི♡ཋྀ nic’s nonsense #I’m scared #but also excited #but also nervous #like omg #nic goes back to work smh #I shouldn’t even be working #I should be eating fruits and frolicking through a flower patch #I hate adulthood #and I hate capitalism #but YASS money! #mama will get her PS5 soon TRUST

[antithcsis]

i’m still stuck on nora’s “it's about a boy who shouldn't be alive, who couldn't be his own person, learning how to breathe without permission and live without it hurting” because even after every single draft she created, jean survived in the final one. he’s been through hell and back his entire life, having to put up with so many things that he shouldn’t have as a child, learning how to effectively protect himself instead of growing up like he was supposed to. he was sold off without a second glance and treated like the dirt on the bottom of a shoe, but now he gets his own story where he can finally heal and live and learn to love in ways that don’t end in pain.

despite the lack of canon content for him, jean holds such a special place in my heart and i’m so happy nora was able to find peace with this story and revisit it even ten years later to give the closure this character needed.

#like seriously this is amazing #i’m excited and scared but mostly excited for what’s to come #the fact that it’s called the sunshine court is not lost on me #🥲 #jean moreau #all for the game #the sunshine court

[remynisce]

Been working on characters recently

#artists on tumblr #character design #ocs #my ocs #rem ocs #rem draws #they all have names but I couldn’t find a way to like write them down on their respective pieces #without making the composition look too cluttered or whatever #so if you’re really interested in learning their names send me an ask lmao #these are all part of a project I’m working on :) and by working on I mean still thinking about #I came up with the idea like a week ago and have just been designing characters for it since #very excited about it #also trying to become less scared of posting my ocs on social media. if anything it means more people can learn about them hopefully

[lieutenant-amuel]

You cannot tell me he is not a nerd.

#Elena of Avalor #Gabriel Nunez #Gabe Nunez #My video #Ajdhnfj I know the caption doesn’t really fit but I thought about it before I made the video #Basically it’s just Gabe and Antonio Agama scenes #But his excitement when he hears Agama’s name is adorable #(and he knows how Antonio Agama’s crest looks like) #(and he says Antonio Agama is still his favourite hero despite he’s turned into something he’s scared of) #(and they exchanged glances before they jumped over the abyss) #And you can’t tell me Antonio Agama doesn’t like Gabe #Ajhdnfj anyway yeah I’m not normal about another basically non-existent relationship Gabe has with another character #But just imagine what a big day it was for Gabe to meet his all time hero in person #I’m sure they got a chance to chat before Francisco and Luisa returned

[seraphicalsuccubus]

2024 is kicking my ass already ??? bro like fucking come on

#my heart is so heavy I just need a break #I’m so tired and stressed and anxious constantly #it’s like the pit in my stomach has embedded itself in there and the tightness in my chest won’t leave #I either sleep all day or not at all. I can’t eat. I can’t function. I just want some fucking peace #I had a meltdown for like 4 fucking hours during a bad bipolar episode last night and nearly sabotaged my relationship because I’m terrified #of everything. of leaving. of being alone. of having to rely on him and him only. I’m scared to do this but I want to #I’m excited to leave and start over but I am absolutely freaking the fuck out about it