#literally screaming crying throwing up but also now

[fanfic-gremlin-ft-trauma]

Korrasami bc I haven’t posted them yet and international lesbian day was this week

#korrasami #korra x asami #atla #korrasami fanart #I LOOOOve them sm #when I first watched the show I shipped them from their first interactions #cuz like #I was starved for wlw stuff #but then they ended up being CANON??? #literally screaming crying throwing up but also now #we have a lot more wlw representation in cartoons #everyone say thank u Korrasami :)

[stormyoceans]

IT'S FINALLY TIME

#SCREAMING SHAKING CRYING THROWING UP QUAKING IN MY BOOTS LOSING MY MIND #LAST TWILIGHT IS LITERALLY SO SEXI ALREADY #SAY WHAT YOU WANT BUT JIMMYSEA ALWAYS GET THE PRETTIEST MOST QUALITY SHOWS #CAN'T BELIEVE MY INSOMNIA WAS USEFUL FOR ONCE BUT ALSO HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GO BACK TO SLEEP NOW #LET'S MEET AT TWILIGHT IF I DON'T VIBRATE OUT OF MY BODY AND INTO THE STRATOSPHERE FIRST #last twilight the series #last twilight #jimmy jitaraphol #sea tawinan #gmmtv #m: txt

[warlordfelwinter]

[Call him by his name.]

#and then emet-selch shoots him in the ass #i just!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!! #THE WAY FIVER REACHES FOR HIM!!! #i am absolutely incosolable #screaming crying throwing up #the way g'raha tries to write himself out of the story at the very last #also just thinking about how he must feel hearing someone call him by his name after literally a century #how must he feel seeing the grief on fiver's face #knowing he has to hurt him One Last Time to save his life #hhhgs;djfdfnghsghhghhhhhhh (<- general coherence of my thoughts about the exarch) #fel's ffxiv #shadowbringers lb #oc: fiver #love also that he managed to keep his hood on through everything up until now #including through actual combat in holminster switch and earlier on the dwarf field trip #holminster switch especially where he's tanking and is presumably moving around a lot while he's hitting things with a sword #and then one gust of magic light and whoosh there it goes

[yumichikamadarame]

let’s all take a moment to imagine ikkaku and yumichika having a peaceful day lounging about some meadow in the rukon pre-gotei era……

commission by @cha-r4 🩷

ref below:

#ikkayumi #yumichika x ikkaku #ikkaku madarame #yumichika ayasegawa #finally getting around to posting this commission on here…… #it’s like. at least a year old now ??? #but i’m still just as obsessed with it as i was the day i got it #i look at them and starting screaming and crying and throwing up and ripping my hair out #the facial expressions!!! #their eyes!!! #the love between them!!!!!! #conceptually them experiencing peaceful and loving moments of joy together is something that is so critical to my wellbeing #ESPECIALLY when they were in the rukon….. #also let’s pretend the reference wasn’t anakin and padme although i love them both so much but i don’t want to draw any parallels #the photo is gorgeous though and the naboo meadow scene is literally drugs to me

[thatfaerieprincess]

if one more well meaning relative asks me if i have done any drawing recently i will start screaming and flip a table 🤪🙃

#it's not their fault!! it's not!!! I'm known for being The One Who Draws #they usually get updates from my parents sending out pictures of things I drew for assignments for school for years!! they haven't gotten #anything new in a long time!! #it's not their fault to ask hey have u been making anything new?? #but also if one more person asks I'll literally go fucking nuts I will start screaming crying throwing up #I will begin tearing myself limb from limb #especially if it's my grandma who I see literally every week and she in fact knows I have not been drawing #it's worse when she asks bc then it's also with that quiet pity of someone who assumes I probably haven't but hopes that I have #ANYWAY SORRY I JUST HAD TO PUT THIS SOMEWHERE #I'm doing my best and I'm not in a great space and I'm trying real hard to try and figure out who the fuck I am when my entire life isn't #Completeing Assignments #bc since middle school I have been nothing much outside of a Complete Assignments Machine #and I've found ways to bring my humor and my creativity and things I enjoy INTO Completeing Assignments #but I've somehow then learned I can ONLY do these things if they're for Completeing Assignments #and now I have graduated college and I'm trying to get a fucking job and move somewhere new and my life isn't Completeing Assignments anymor #and I haven't relearned how to have creative fun ideas outside of the assignments framework #but I want to get there again #but I need everyone to stop asking me if I have made any art recently #bc I think for a while the answer is going to be no and if it's not no it's gonna be yes but I'll have made something so fucking weird #you're going to wish I had said no and not explained that I was building a dead rat puppet #im a rambling sam

[iwasbored777]

Idk why is everyone so rude calling Adrien and Marinette stupid. Those were the most accurate reactions to falling in love with someone you never saw that way and never thought would ever have romantic feelings for based on Adrien and Marinette's personalities plus their current mental state and how long it took them because they were too occupied with their first crushes and now everything just fell into it's place and they need to process it. Idk why is everyone so rude to my children. They make more sense than any cheesy rom-com I've watched.

#Also waiting for the reveal to watch Marinette scream because even though she loves both model and the cat she's gonna scream of course #Imagine finding out your innocent crush is out there going draw me like one of your french girls literally to you every day #And Adrien will scream bur also cry and then throw up cuz that's Marinette #The same girl who runs into a lamppost every day is that chick who breaks the lamppost in half with that yoyo #And what wouldn't he give to be tied up with that yoyo for tonight #And now his dream can come true #Miraculous ladybug #Ml fandom salt #marinette dupain cheng #miraculous ladybug #ladybug #chat noir #marinette sugar #adrien sugar #ml determination

[felixiskandar]

listen i get it. i GET IT. Claire is SUPPOSED to be the manic pixie girl. She literally takes Carmy to an Adult College Party that makes him feel normal and experience things he missed out on so I GET IT. shes carmens normal that he never got to experience......BUT.

it leads to nothing. the ending of that relationship is nothing. i think id hate it less if it happened after carmen gets out of the walk in and hes dead set on ending the relationship. they wouldnt even need to show it just imply it. and like i dont blame claire for hearing all that and going "oh i dont want to date someone who feels like this about me" because WHO WOULD but i just cant agree with the way they got there. they were set on paralleling episode 07 s1 with carmen having a big blowup and it didnt work AT ALL. specially cuz youd expect a carmen post episode 07 would try to be calmer and trust on his staff which he has been shown to be doing for the whole season?????

listen i know the consequences of your actions can be frustating but making your character take steps back in development for a breakup scene.......i dont know.

maybe i am insane AND a hater but its such a non rewarding scene in any way it frustrates me. why r u doing this to me etc etc

#like i cant say it was out of nowhere bc he was so on edge the whole time but also. #you cannot have a carmen who gave his knife to tina and is constantly trying not to fight sydney and trusts richie have a tantrum #i just cant agree with that. like you cant make this s2e9 and s1e7 be parallels to show how everything has changed #if carmen still loses his shit like this #like before i get it cuz he didnt trust anyone but now????? you didnt need to be screaming crying throwing up the whole time you were there #idk someone tell me im wrong and insane #the bear #the bear fx #the bear hulu #i guess is nothing because claire will be back but honestly. not looking forward to it #like ive had enough alright for s3 im manifesting carmen hanging out with literally anyone in his staff #youd know how much id love for all of them to go out. for carm n syd to actually go around eating a shitton of food

[satanfemme]

just got a tick for the first time in my entire life and I'm going to clean myself with fire I hate hate hate hate that thing definitely one of the worst experiences I've ever had I'm not exaggerating when I say that.

#I found it literally immediately after my walk so ofc logically I know it was a very low risk wrt health #but this isn't about health this is about the deep panic instincts ticks set off in me #when dogs at work have ticks I can't even LOOK at them (the dog) without getting freaked out #do u know how horrifying it is to have one EMBEDDED in you that YOU have to pull out asap - #- and you don't even know HOW to so then u have to google this shit while also panicking and screaming and crying and throwing up #and then once it's off u have to stab it 1000 times until it stops moving and then u wash ur entire leg with alcohol and then cry #ofc phineas doesn't have any (tho I'll check him 100 more times later just to be sure) because he has his tick collar but like #now I kinda want a tick collar for myself because I would rather die than even think about this concept for a second longer

[infizero]

watching scar shoot at ppl on the ladder and glancing back and seeing grian like pacing behind him with his sword really briefly before turning back around feels like seeing the murderer appear behind the person in the horror movie but they haven’t seen them yet

#KNOWING WHATS ABOUT TO HAPPEN MAKES THIS SO MUCH WORSEEEEEEEEE GOD #also it makes me even sadder having watched scar's final session and seeing how hard he's been working to stay alive #LIKE DUDE HE WAS LITERALLY ON LIKE HALF A HEART IN THAT FIGHT WITH TANGO AND HE MIRACULOUSLY SURVIVED #him getting thru that and then coming back home and grian appearing and scar greeting him and stuff only for grian to stab him in the back #IT HURTTTSSSSSS DUDE #HE MANAGED TO SURVIVE THAT SUPER CLOSE ENCOUNTER AND COME BACK HOME ONLY FOR GRIAN TO KILL HIM RIGHT AS HE LET HIS GUARD DOWN #SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP CAN SCAR STOP DYING IN THE MOST TRAGIC OF WAYS #3rd life being forced to fight the man he loved and be killed by him. #last life dying as he lived that season alone separate from everyone else desperately trying to get involved and barely anyone even realized #he was there #double life lost in a dark forest trying to find his soulmate who's abandoned him only to be killed by said soulmate's hypocrisy #and now limited life. fighting for his life and managing to make it back home alive only to literally be stabbed in the back when he lets #his guard down #twice he's died completely alone and three times he's died to grian. i feel sick #serena.txt #serena.live

[cinnamon-grump]

I feel like I’ve come to understand how my idiot cat comminicates well enough to distinguish different meows n shit…

He’s really pulling that fucking “mum… mumm… mummy! Ma! Mama!!!” bit EVERY DAY. Bitch doesn’t even WANT anything he doesn’t already have, istg he JUST wants to get me up and pissed off and keep me awake

#its also kinda that game kids play of throwing shit on the floor so u HAVE to fetch it #like no fuck you #insolent little brat #eat your food and shut the fuck up #i am as good as i can be to this little bastard and all he does is scream and destroy things and climb where he shouldn’t #he thinks going UP NEAR THE CEILING FAN IS A GREAT WAY TO GET MY ATTENTION #YEAH BUT NOW IM SCARED AND MAD MARVIN #and he ALWAYS does this shit when i NEED to sleep.. #and the times where he just reeeaaally wants me to scrunch him on the rug??? #first of all FUCK YOU for ONLY liking to be pet in this one particular spot of the house #i literally cannot be on my knees there all the time iT HURTS ME #secondly ??!? do i fucking do this to you when YOU are sleeping??? i think the FUCk not #ahHHHHHH #shit man fuck #shut up ashwyn #the thing i hate most about it is how i HAVE to pet him or he wont stop #but he makes me SO f C ing angry that im SHAKING and have trouble controling my strength #so im pissed off and frantic and at the same time terrified im gonna break his stupid little cat bones with my big dumb human hands #the end result is almost always that i gotta get fUCKEC up high and cry into my pillow until i can pass out for MAYBE 4 hours before work #and trying not to kms for being rough with this stupid masochistic cat #like its well established he WANTS the nastiest most violent petting sessions u can manage.. but i still feel so guilty #the Anger in ME when it happens is probably the main culprit… #and/or whatever cocktail of mental illness my brain is sloshin aroun in #anyway… sorry.. #i think i will delete this within the hour i just.. im so tired n i needed to get this out of my system..

[sennik]

i don't know if it's the european in me, but imagine going on a trip to the US when the zombie apocalypse hits and getting stuck there forever...

#i would be crying screaming throwing up #the stress. #anyway i'll be adding a character like that. #also last night my kitchen sink got flooded and it only got fixed right now i am super tired lol. #no but coming back to it it's not just getting stuck in a foreign land it's also like #if you're away from your loved ones you will never be able to know if they're okay or not #like you're literally an ocean away #anyway thinking.

[yuribalisms]

promise this is my last time bitching about all of this ignore it but

#really truly and genuinely just don't want to exist right now every time i think this situation cannot get worse it somehow manages to #i just cried at the dmv and the lady just glared at me like i was the scum of the earth like maam i don't even cry around people #i trust i don't *want* to be crying right now i'm *sorry* okay i just don't know what to do i got given the wrong forms and papers and i #tried explaining all of that and she just looked at me like i was an *idiot* and wouldn't help me with *anything* it was so humiliating #i can't drive the temporary car until it has plates because if i get pulled over for that it's a $500 fine and if i get hit with that on top #of everything else i literally don't know what i'll do i'll probably end up losing my license #but if i can't drive the car i can't go to work and i also can't afford to not go to work right now #i literally feel sick all the time i can't sleep the last few times i've tried to eat anything i feel like throwing it up #and i just feel... so hopeless right now everything i'm trying isn't working or i think i'm getting somewhere and i hit another wall #and one of the most upsetting parts is i feel like no one is helping me and no one cares how hard i'm struggling right now #i literally just want to be allowed to be upset over this but when i got visibly upset at home everyone accused me of taking my frustrations #out on them and being self pitying and 'it could always be worse' #like i don't even know at this point but if i hear the words 'could always be worse' one more time i'm going to maul the person who says the #no one wants me to be upset that's too much to deal with i am *never* allowed to be upset i just want to vent about how shitty this is and #scream and cry at the unfairness of it for a little bit but literally *no one* is letting me do that #'it could always be worse so stop complaining' or if i am visibly upset at all all that matters is it's inconveniencing or upsetting to the #other person.... not that i'm struggling or need help or anything like that #i just want it to be OVER i want it to end i'm so sick of this every time i feel like i'm scraping to somewhere managable in life #something like this happens and this is the scariest and most upsetting thing yet #and i'm not even allowed to be frustrated or upset or sad or angry because then someone else is upset and that matters more than me #so it all built up and a cried at the dmv and every one stared at me like i was annoying and stupid and i want to KILL MYSELF #i want to melt into the ground i want to stop existing i don't want a single person to talk to me because i hate everything right now #but i also desperately want to actually say all of this to a person and them not get mad at me for and tell me it IS unfair it DOES suck and #i didn't deserve this shitty thing that happened or all the other shitty things that happened beforehand #i would also appreciate just pretending it wasn't a thing for a few hours and doing something enjoyable to me with a friend or two... #but that also feels far fetched and then i would feel guilty for not trying to fix this 24/7 even though at this point there's literally #nothing else i could do #i'm just.... so tired and so SO upset and i feel like nobody cares that i'm upset and i'm so sick of EVERYTHING #i'm tired of living

[emeraldbabygirl]

Here’s some random fanfic ideas that I wanted to write but probably won’t :( I really really really love the KB and Yoojung one those two make my heart go 💓💓💓💓 because they are so wholesome and adorable it makes me feel warm and fuzzy but also makes me said because I want what they have. Like how intimate and affectionate and sweet the members are makes me heart melt 😭😭😭 they’re so precious ugh uwu anyway really wish I could write that one but don’t think I will so I’m just sharing what my brain made lol

#literally watched yoojung’s solo mv and cried #haven’t watched kb or rie and junjis #I’m avoiding it but not in a bad way I’m just sensitive now because god hates me and sweet things especially the way ooo does stuff makes #me cry #literally uhhhh what was the song after Libido? #that mv made me cry I saw so many lil details that were sweet and intimate ahhhhhhhh #screaming crying throwing up #anyway I will someday just not today #onlyoneof #idk cause with them I wanna write sweet and intimate things #even the one smut I wanted to write has easy and sweet and intimate and caring energy #um blah blah blah anywee #fanfics #fanfic ideas #writing #my writing #onlyoneof fanfics #also the zombie thing the s/o was kb shush #I’m obsessed with he

[warlordfelwinter]

i have to say......... orin's duel was kind of hysterical as a monk. she kept failing her saves against stunning strike. she only hit rain like once the entire fight. it was over so fast. really kind of embarrassing for her.

#also FUCK #I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY ABOUT THAT CUTSCENE #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #withers i owe you my everything #whatever you need from now until forever skeleton man #i love that literally the power of friendship saved rain #bc bhaal didn't know how to kill that part of him #screaming crying throwing up etc #'child of none' WAILING #fel's bg3 #oc: rain

[brotherofbagels]

Tears are streaming down my face im going into cardiac arrest

#THE WAY THEY #THE #THE LIKE #OH MY GOD #CUS #okay listen the way george edited the video feels so romantic-coded like dream was at the end of an aiSLEEEE??? AND HEARWAVES STARTED PLAYIN #G BUT IT WASNT AN EDIT IT WAS REAL LIFE BUT NOT ONLY THAT EVERYTHING ELSE TOO WHEN HE INTRODUCED HIM AND HOW HE TALKED ABOUT BEING NERVOUS T #O SEE HIM AND ALL THAT ANTICIPATORY FAIRY TALE MUSIC ON THE WAY T O HIM LILE THEY LITERALLY JUST JUMPED STRAIGHT INTO THE DNF JOKES I DONT K #NOW HOW TO EXIST WITH THIS INFORMATION IM SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP MY SKIN IS CLEAR MY ARTERIES ARE UNCLOGGED WHAT WHAT WHAT #also when #THE LEAN IN HELLO #okay whatever when it showed all three of them in one frame i legit had to pause because i dont what the fuck #my emotions thEY'RE FINALLY TOGETHER THE DREAM TEAM IS TOGETHER GEORGE IS IN FLORIDA AND I ALREADY LOVE HIS VLOG STYLE IM GOING TO CRY IM GO #gnf #georgenotfound #GEORGENOTFOUND EVERYONE #THE D R E A M T E A M EVERYONE #🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

[bucky-barnes-diaries]

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#…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………… #I’m literally this close 👌🏻 to deactivating and throwing my phone into a river #oh and also dropping out of school #don’t mind me #I’m just venting and rambling because I literally don’t have anyone to go to atm and I just need to get it out #I feel like I don’t belong on this app #I feel like people genuinely don’t like me #I feel like I’m failing irl when it comes to school and trying to better my health and weight #I just wish life wasn’t so miserable atm #idk when I’ll be back on here but it’s not like people are going to notice or care #I literally know people don’t care so I’m just screaming into the void so I don’t bottle it all up #good night #I’m going to go and cry now