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kakuchari · 2 days
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ARIIIII may i request a nanami blurb (nsfw or sfw i'll leave that up to you :3) based on the song killshot by magdalena bay please? <3
-> hit me with your killshot, baby. (x) | 2,276 words. afab!reader (no pronouns used but female anatomy included), slight yandere obsession if u squint, alcohol consumption, fingering, cunnilingus, implied penetrative + protected sex, nanami calls reader “sweet thing”, “darling”, higuruma cameo. nanami might be a lil ooc but bear with me here.
a/n: oh salem, this was DELICIOUS to write. what a banger of a song too omg i gotta listen to them more!! i took a more obsessive!nanami approach, i feel like he'd get off on how easy some people are to fall in love with him, but not necessarily in a bad way. it's almost like a confirmation that he's good, he's not rotten like the rest of the men he works with; he's respectful so he deserves rewards in a way??? anyway i'm not sure what happened but here we are LMAO
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The speakeasy was quiet this evening.
You sip on a lovely gin and tonic, mixed together just right as your eyes drag across the people dotted around the space. Your business shirt has been unbuttoned slightly, enough to tease as your drink steadily makes you feel warmer and fuzzier. Your heels are long gone, tucked away in your bag as you opt for chunky boots, which tend to be much comfier after a few drinks.
It was a cozy atmosphere; one of your favorite places to go after work to unwind without having to worry about seeing those you know. Which, unfortunately, has happened before and almost turned you off from coming back completely.
But you couldn’t.
Mainly due to the man you’re staring at now, half-hoping he can’t feel your burning gaze.
He’s stunning, and he’s been coming for the past few weeks now. Always on a Tuesday, for some reason, but you ignored the choice of weekday and instead decided to have your gaze wander across his features. His blue office shirt is unbuttoned at the top, just enough that light blonde hairs poke out of the revealed opening. His suspenders are tight against his chest, brown, connecting to his tan slacks. Shiny office shoes adorn his feet as he leans back, crossing his foot over his knee as he takes a sip from his own drink (something dark) and fixates on the book in front of him.
He’s beautiful. Tempting. Like forbidden fruit, except he doesn’t seem to be married.
Even better.
The one thing you do pick up on is how incredibly tired he looks. He normally comes in with another man, this one’s palette almost inverse from your muse’s; dark suit, white shirt, dark hair, but the same bags underneath his eyes and tired facial expressions. They don’t typically speak to each other that much, due to how quiet the rest of the venue is, and choose to read together instead.
However, today, his companion is not here. He has come alone.
One of your fingers, complete with a perfectly manicured black nail, rubs against the edge of your glass as you watch him. He wears glasses, the golden rims catching the lowlight every once in a while as his eyes scan across the words in front of him. He hasn’t noticed you staring; he never has, which is somewhat of a shock to you. Whenever someone is staring at you, it feels like there’s fire alight on the back of your neck. He’s either completely oblivious, or he knows and he doesn’t seem to care.
Something about that makes your thighs clench together. The song in the background, playing gently against the velvet walls, does nothing for your growing yearning for the man.
Something chronic, bit demonic I been on the late shift All alone, staring at my phone
Sin and tonic Stupid promise Something like a death wish All alone, stare into my soul
You’ve never been one for one-night stands, but for him, there is a chance you’d make an exception.
You down the drink, drawing on the courage of the gin as you stand, making your way over to him. You identify his book, first; ironically, it’s one of your favorites, and a smile tugs at your lips as you approach. He looks up in surprise, before his expression smoothens into something close to neutrality. “Well, well, the voyeur finally decides to encounter their muse, eh?” he says, and his voice washes over your ears like silk. It’s gorgeous, with a low pitch and a rasp that makes the ache in your stomach only strengthen.
You take a seat, smiling and blushing to yourself that you’ve been discovered. “I was wondering how long it would take you to notice,” you admit, and he smiles back, folding a worn bookmark into the page he's reading and shutting the book, placing it on the table before turning to you, taking another sip of his own drink. It’s whiskey, made neat; you can tell from the smell across the table.
You sit awkwardly for a moment, listening to the crackling of the fire behind you, before he breaks the silence, his smooth voice taking up space once again.
“Come here often?”
You can’t help but chuckle. “More than I will admit,” you respond, “but it’s nice here. Gives me a chance to slow down after work, and the drinks are lovely.”
He nods, agreeing. “Yes, it’s a good place. Higuruma and I come here often after work; he also enjoys unwinding in a quieter atmosphere.”
Higuruma. That must be his companion. “What do you both do?” you ask, your elbow appearing on the table as the side of your head rests on your open hand. He leans forward then, fully facing the table, and sighs. “He’s a lawyer. Ironic, since he’s just finalized his own divorce as well. I stick to the salary business. It’s boring, but it’s something. Pays the bills at the end of the day.”
You hum. “If I may be honest, you don’t look as if you’re happy there at all.”
He laughs at that, a jovial laugh that isn’t obnoxiously loud; it’s just enough to be between the two of you. “Yes, well, dealing with finance is never an enjoyable activity, but I’ve been in it long enough now where I can find my own pleasures. Especially outside of work when I can look at such a pretty lady, if I do say so myself.”
The blush that appears on your cheeks is bright red, you can feel it as you look down bashfully. “Oh, don’t get shy on me now,” you hear him say as he reaches across the table, lightly touching your chin and raising your face to look back at him. There’s a softness in his gaze, one that you’re not used to. The touch is gentle as well, and you’re praying that he can’t feel the spark you felt as soon as his fingertips touched your skin.
Instead, you opt for teasing him.
“That was a bit forward, wasn’t it?”
He pales, moving his hand away. “Oh, God, sorry, I just—”
You grab his hand, a smile on your lips again as you hold it between your own, rolling your eyes. “Kidding. Promise,” you reassure him as his face relaxes again in relief, “I’d have said something much faster if you crossed a line, don’t worry. Although to me, it seems you don’t enjoy doing that very often. Salarymen are always so by the book.”
He nods, rolling his eyes as well. “I try not to be. Hence me attempting to read books more,” he gestures to the book on the table, “and being here. It’s not as public as many people have dragged me to, but it’s intimate enough where it feels nice to unwind.” He takes another swig of his whiskey, his cheeks dusted a light pink from the alcohol.
You both chat about other things, such as the books you’re reading, what you do for your job, your favorite drinks and what speakeasies and intimate bars you’ve both been to. Before you know it, it’s dark outside, and you’re fumbling for your bag and your keys, cursing at how long you’ve stayed. “I know it’s Friday,” you say, standing, “but I always like to be home a little early. That way I can pour a glass of wine after being here and relax even more.”
He’s standing up with you almost mechanically, tucking his book into a briefcase you didn’t notice before. There’s a flash of black-and-white print inside of the case, but you don’t get a good look before he shuts it and locks it, smiling at you and offering his hand.
“Well, I can’t allow for a stunning woman such as yourself to walk home alone, yes?”
You’re tempted to say no. You know for a fact this is a decision you’re either going to regret or enjoy, but at the point you are at with knowing him better than some of your own coworkers who you’ve worked beside for years, your better judgment is shelved for an impulse decision.
You take his hand.
“Well, well, Kento, I will take you up on the offer. What a kind gesture to someone who's been staring at you for weeks. How do you know I don’t have terrible intentions?” you ask him as he walks with you to the door, hand in hand. He looks back at you with a smile, crinkling the edges of his eyes.
“I’m quite good at reading people.”
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“Need you, Kento.”
The plea comes out as a whine, the blonde man’s head between your thighs as he laps at your center. He looks up at you through his eyelashes, and you feel your obsession roaring in your ears as he smirks against you. “How do you need me, darling?” he whispers, and your hips buck into his face, forcing him to return to sucking on your sensitive clit.
“Anywhere. Everywhere. Forever.” It’s all coming out as senseless babbles, your hands deep in his hair, tugging on the strands and scratching at his scalp as his strong hands hold your legs apart, your thighs twitching against his grip. He doesn’t stop what he’s doing; he doesn’t seem to mind your comments, either, even if they do seem a little intense at the moment. It seems he either knows his effect on you, or he enjoys hearing about it.
The latter makes you wetter just thinking about it.
You’d had him walk you home, sharing a glass of wine on your couch as you discussed your favorite pieces of literature, the books strewn across the floor in the flurry of motion instigated by Kento himself. “Please do not take this the wrong way,” he had whispered, before placing the wine glass on the coffee table, “but I cannot stand staring at your lips and doing nothing about them.”
You’d kissed him then, whiskey and wine and a calming feeling flooding your veins as your lips moved against him, his large hands cupping your face so gently as if he didn’t want to harm you. But little did he know, that was what you craved; you wanted him to devour you, to make you think of nothing but him. If you were hung up on him for the rest of your life, you would be satisfied.
Come and get that honeySweeter than I ever knewTell me that you love meLove me till my lips turn blue
“K-Kento—”
He leans back, his fingers having been added to the mix, squelching as he scissors you open so deliciously well that your back is arching. His thumb, locked onto your clit, keeps it under a steady rhythm as you cry out. Every brush against the sensitive area is tightening that coil in your stomach, your whole body trembling beneath him. You can feel it, the climax roaring into you like a shockwave. “Gonna c—”
He leans over you then, his lips centimeters away from your ear, and growls.
“Cum for me, sweet thing. Cum all over my fingers, I know you can do it.”
The explosion of emotions that comes out of you, the noises, everything feels like a dam bursting as your soaking pussy twitches and drools all over his fingers, dripping onto the couch as you cum harder than you ever have before. The whole world seems to fall away except for Kento’s face, a haloed silhouette, like an angel coming to deliver you from everything that’s harmed you.
He looks down and grins, as if he’s proud of his handiwork, and as he looks back at you, you cannot help but watch him as you ride out your high.
I love you falls from your lips, but he doesn’t bat an eye. He doesn’t even flinch; in fact, his motions only get more aggressive as he fucks you into overstimulation, tears pricking at your eyes and breaking your lashline, sliding down your cheeks.
“Say it again.”
“W-What?” it comes out choked as you shudder underneath him, his fingers only continuing their movements.
“Say it again.”
“I love you?”
“Say it more confidently. Come on, sweet thing.” He sounds exasperated, and in your vulnerable state, all you want to do is please him. Make him want to stay with you, make him live inside of your bones.
“I love you. I will love you forever if you’ll let me, I—”
“Fuck, that’s good,” he whispers as he finally relents, removing his fingers from your center. He doesn’t wipe them on his slacks, however…instead, he chooses to prod at your lips, his other hand brushing away your tears. You obey within a beat, sucking on your own juices underneath him, watching his pupils dilate. His gaze is dark; it’s like his own obsession with you is forming, a mutual delusion you both can share.
His hand removes itself from your mouth, before his belt clinks and you hear the zipper of his pants echo around the room, clearing the post-climax daze and fluff that had been stuffed in your head. You clench as you feel the head of his fat cock brush against your abused opening, and he leans down close to you, his broad, bare chest flush with your own.
“God, you’re everything,” he whispers as he slides in, and your mind goes blank.
If I fall in every time Wicked love will leave me blind Yeah, I knew it I been through it
Oh god Can you make my heart stop? Hit me with your kill shot, baby I mean it, so serious
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wonderatmywoman · 6 months
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Things I love about Nerdy Prudes Must Die now that I've finally finished my proshot watch
Angela, literally everything she does in this show. She's fucking hilarious, her line delivery and facial expressions are incredible and she looks so insane and evil at the end. She's just amazing
The songs. They're so catchy and we know Jeff can write some absolute bangers, but to get so many in one show? They're all great
Speaking of songs, Joey and Mariah sound so good together when they're singing If I Loved You (idk if that's the name but you know which one I mean)
Will Branner is so good as Max. He reminded me of Jim Carrey several times. I love the way he delivers all of his lines and his voice is gorgeous
Bryce Charles in her solo as the reporter??? Holy shit what an incredible voice!
Lauren Lopez, love of my life, never fails to turn on an amazing performance. I love Ruth very much and to keep that voice going the whole time is impressive
Jon's 'I'm not a loser' in Nerdy Prudes Must Die is so pure and gorgeous
Jon overall was great, I loved his portrayal of Richie and he's genuinely quite scary as Wiggly
Dirty Girl Soup - just the phrase is ridiculous and I love it
Great performance from Mariah, I love her voice, especially when she hits those lower notes it's so beautiful
Wonderful from Joey, he was definitely giving me Scrags vibes as Peter
Curt, Kim and Corey were excellent as well even though they all had smaller roles. I adore evil Corey so much, he should be a villain more often
Costuming was On Point, everyone looks amazing
'Beans cool? Excellent' did I just step into Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure??
I got kinda carried away and as you can probably tell, I loved everything about this show. I bought a digital ticket (worth it just for Angela falling off the chair and everyone breaking tbh) but it didn't really hit then for a number of reasons but this proshot is so fucking good
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cornyonmains · 9 months
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I'm still trying to figure out how I feel about season 3 of The Witcher, but one thing is for certain, I'm loving Jaskier's progression as a character.
I think it goes without saying that a huge turning point for Jaskier was his falling out with Geralt on the mountain in season 1. As I read his character at that point, he was quite in love with Geralt, and very much suffering from the belief that he wasn't enough for Geralt in any sense of the word, not as a lover, a friend, or a traveling partner. You see this insecurity ramp up throughout the entirety of the season 1 finale, and to think Geralt hadn't noticed that was lunacy. He did, which was part of the problem. Geralt needed to lash out, he needed someone to lash out at, and there Jaskier was, already wounded, the easiest of targets, and Geralt goes full savanna apex predator on his ass. Then he left him, on a mountain, that he knew Jaskier didn't know how to traverse safely. He said fuck off, and also die.
Jaskier could have crumbled, and for awhile, he probably did. But this led to a key moment of character development, because it caused Jaskier to take himself out of Geralt's shoes and get back into his own. To introspect. And Jaskier realized that he was enough, that he'd done a lot for Geralt, and that Geralt's refusal to embrace his own humanity while still wanting Jaskier as a friend resulted in him becoming an emotional punching bag. And Jaskier, rightfully pissed off after reaching these conclusions, channeled that anger into the post-break-up banger of the century, Burn Witcher Burn. But at the core of what ultimately makes Jaskier one of the most sympathetic and relatable characters in this show, is that he didn't do it so much as he was angry, but because he wanted Geralt to hear it. Because his songs are how he expresses what can't be spoken. The tragedy of Jaskier's character is that he was always going to forgive Geralt. That he was always going to drop what he was doing to trail this man with an affection even Yennefer doesn't easily mock, because it would be entirely too cruel. He wrote that song so Geralt would come and say he was sorry and Jaskier could go back to settling for scraps of his time.
So then we come to season 3, and enter Radovid. Enter the first person Jaskier's met in 30 long years that intrigues him as much as Geralt, and he's absolutely taken off his guard by that sentiment being returned after he's spent over half his life accepting something like that could never happen for him. He's 50 years old. Jaskier has accepted his fate of endless pining at this point. So when Radovid asks him to sing a song about his white-haired witcher, Jaskier slips up. He reveals too much, and it gives Radovid the chance to say exactly what Jaskier needed to hear.
"Does the witcher know how lucky he is to have you?"
I imagine it's rare for Jaskier, who spends his life finding the right words for others, that someone would find the right words for him. It's little wonder he was so immediately fascinated by Radovid, and so immediately heartbroken.
For 3 seasons and multiple decades, we see Jaskier's entire character formed by the hurt he endures being part of Geralt, Yennefer, and Cirri's life. And despite all that hurt, all the rejection, the betrayal, the torture, harassment, manipulations, and political intrigue we see Jaskier progressively becoming a better and better person. He helps Geralt, Yennefer, he helps the elves as the Sandpiper, and watches Cirri without a word of complaint. He throws himself into any dangerous situation asked of him, and helps Yarpen's men. He doesn't let the pain make him bitter. He still thinks love is beautiful, even when it hurts. He drinks, he fucks, he makes merry. He writes sad songs about Geralt.
Jaskier's development, his portrayal as a character, has been a true highlight of this series.
I sometimes think the djinn, in some cruel last jab at Jaskier and Yenn, used them both in Geralt's wish as a form of punishment. For Jaskier, his punishment for wanting so much, so quickly, was to spend his life wanting the one thing he couldn't have. That thing being Geralt, because to punish Yen, who so badly wanted control of her own destiny, he tied it to Geralt's. It's like a magical ouroboros of misery. And for Geralt, who tried to put a stop to the madness, the djinn rewarded him with the thing he wanted most. A family. A wife, a daughter, and a best friend who would never leave. It's some dark and complicated shit, and I think it rings true to the tone of the story itself.
Never has any character in this history of everything deserved to bone a hot Redanian prince more.
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violetwolfraven · 4 months
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You know what maybe I’m just tired and feeling the existential dread of growing up, but actually my small, petty hill to die on is that I don’t think I will ever forgive Disney for abandoning the fairies franchise. I cannot even properly express what those movies were to me as a kid. They very well may have been my first hyperfixation. But come on beyond the sentimental value, those movies:
Encouraged kids to take an interest in nature and be nice to plants and animals.
Depicted a (mostly female) friend group that spent virtually every scene they had together onscreen building each other up and supporting each other.
Featured a female lead who is essentially a mechanical engineer, and is not treated as any less magical or important for it than her friends who can magically make flowers grow or bend light (except for the first movie wherein her feeling less magical and important is the central conflict).
Gave said female lead a “love interest,” I say in quotations because while they are definitely implied to have romantic feelings for each other, he is never called anything other than her best friend and the two of them ending up together is never treated as an urgent priority. Their friendship is incredibly important to both of them, but no one acts like it’s a problem that they’re just friends for now.
Redeemed the mean girl pretty damn successfully (in my opinion), Vidia never apologizes for most of her actions onscreen, but she does realize when she’s gone too far and makes an effort to fix her mistakes, and from that point on she is integrated into the friend group who, as I mentioned before, spend 90% of their screen time uplifting each other.
In The Lost Treasure, let Tink’s temper have consequences, a good lesson for kids in not taking their friends for granted and treating them kindly, but also teaching respect for boundaries and personal space through Terrence’s end.
In Secret of the Wings, demonstrated that sometimes rules are there for safety reasons, but you can try to think of a creative solution to do what you want while still keeping things safe for everyone.
In Legend of the Neverbeast (admittedly not the greatest movie in the series), depicted the fairies having to say goodbye to an animal companion permanently, something most kids will probably experience at some point.
Inspired a banger of an online game and several banger songs.
And what has Disney done with this franchise they spent 7 years on (longer if you count the books)?
Allowed a massive decline in quality on the last movie made (Legend of the Neverbeast) and then acted shocked when it didn’t do as well as the previous ones.
Cancelled all fairy projects after that.
Shut down the game in 2013.
Made a bunch of the songs from the soundtracks seemingly disappear off the face of the earth.
I know it doesn’t make the top 100 shitty things Disney has done, probably not even the top 1000, but I am still extremely salty about it, even though it’s been almost 10 years.
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daisies-daydreams · 3 months
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Okay! I’ve had this on my mind for so long now because I love your writing style but I’m kinda looking for some angst? If you’re not comfortable writing for this, I completely understand.
Anyway, idea is, Hobie being the personification of Runway Baby by Bruno Mars and fem!groupie!reader learning that the hard way. Like she falls for him, hard, and he just doesn’t pick up on it? His bandmates all warn her the moment they notice the signs, but she ignores them.
As always, I love your work and you’re a wonderful human being <3
The song in question:
Runaway Baby (Hobie Brown x F!Groupie!Reader)
Pairing: Hobie Brown x F!Groupie!Reader Category: Angst/Hurt No Comfort Warnings: Unrequited Love, Heartbreak, Depictions of Weed/Liquor, Drinking, Cheater!Hobie, Depictions of Sex (auditory only), Swearing Word Count: TBA A/N: I'm not going to lie - I never heard this song until I started to work on this request (it's a banger though!). Also, thank you so much for your kind words. 🫶
MINORS/AGELESS BLOGS DNI
You never thought you’d be here: backstage with your icon’s lean, lanky arm slung over your shoulder. The smell of alcohol and weed lingering in the air as the bandmembers of The Mary Janes lounged around with their girl of choice.
“Oi, Bunny, you wanna sip?” Hobie suddenly drawled while holding up a nearly empty bottle of whiskey. Your eyes lit up as you nodded, your heart skipping a beat as he chuckled. You watched with enlarged pupils as Hobie took a swig from the bottle. Your expression changed as he turned towards you, his cheeks puffed out a little as he tilted his head down.
You parted your lips as you laid your hands on his bare chest, the feeling of his warm body against your touch electrifying you to the core. You closed your eyes as Hobie gently spilled the liquor into your mouth, the bitter sting washing over your tongue.
“Fuckin’ hell, Hobes,” one of his band mates grunted. You gasped as Hobie swiped his tongue along your bottom lip before he cupped your chin between his long fingers.
“Such a good girl,” he purred and wiped his thumb across your lips. Your heart raced before he slowly stood up and stretched with a grunt. “Be right back. Gotta take a piss,” the guitarist grunted.
“Thank you for that vital information,” the drummer, Pinkie, said as he rolled his eyes.
“Anytime,” Hobie said with a mocking curtsey. You giggled as the tall, rugged man waltzed out of the room. You didn’t realize you were biting your lip until the bass player cleared his throat.
“Oh, she’s got it real bad,” his groupie laughed, her eyes slightly red and speech slurred.
“What?” you blinked, your earrings jingling as you moved your head. Everyone looked at each other through the thick haze of smoke.
“C’mon, (Y/N). Don’t act all coy,” Pinkie said. You furrowed your brows as your cheeks burned.
“Ya shouldn’t go after ‘im, ya know,” the bassist, Stew, lilted from another couch nearby.
“Stew,” the pretty girl sitting in his lap sighed. Your heart sank a little.
“Why shouldn’t I go after him?” you asked as your palms suddenly grew damp. A heavy silence filled the room before Pinkie sighed.
“He moves on to the next girl in the blink of an eye,” he said while snapping his fingers. Your heart dropped.
“Trust me, sweetheart. He’ll get tired of ya in the next few days and drop ya off at God knows where,” Stew said before taking a drag on his joint. Your eyes burned as you clenched your fists.
“B-But I thought-“
“Yeah, every girl does,” Stew interrupted.
"Stew!" his groupie chastised him with a harsh glare.
"What? The girl deserves to know the truth. In fact..." his voice trailed off as his words reverberated inside your head.
Every girl does.
You found yourself on your feet, your mind in a hazy blur as your throat grew dry. All eyes were on you as you stared onward with wide eyes.
"I need to get some fresh air," you mumbled before clumsily making your way out the door. The fluorescent lights dimly lit the hallway as your heartrate spiked, your lungs burning as you took quick, shallow breaths. You steadied yourself against the dull brick wall before you heard a sudden thump. You perked your head up as the noise drew you out of your fugue. You gasped when you heard another thump, followed by a harsh slap and a high-pitched moan.
Your eyes widened as you gazed a the bathroom door nearby, the sounds of wet, rhythmic slapping making your stomach churn. Your mind screamed at you to not take a step closer, knowing exactly what was happening on the other side of that thin door...and yet you found yourself slowly inching forward. Your throat tightened when you heard Hobie speak into the unknown woman's ear.
"Didn't know my favorite girl liked it this rough," he rumbled before another slap rang out from the small room. Tear instantly fell down your cheeks as you held your hands over your mouth. You barely heard the woman moan in reply as you ran down the hall. You shook your head as you screamed at yourself.
"You should've known," a nasty voice inside your head rasped as you mindlessly rushed through the labyrinth of winding hallways. The spaces around you seemed to grow tighter as you eventually tripped over your feet. Your heart stopped as you caught yourself, your palms and kneecaps burning before you could faceplant into the pavement.
You choked out a loud, heavy sob as your fingernails scraped against the grimy floor. You couldn't stop the tears falling down your burning cheeks as you trembled incessantly.
You really held onto each and every word he said - every sentence holding a special place in your heart. All those times you stayed up late while he strummed on his guitar, the countless moments where love and passion seemed to seep between your two bodies...it became empty all too quickly.
You opened your eyes when you felt your phone vibrate in your pocket. You sniffed as you slowly shifted, hissing as your scraped knees rubbed against the concrete floor. You glanced down to see your best friend calling you...someone you haven't spoken with since you hopped on that tour bus so many weeks ago. You tried to blink away several more hot tears as your phone shook in your hand. You sniffled again as you wiped at your nose before answering.
"H-Hello?" you asked. You heard your best friend pause.
"Oh my God," they breathed. Your heart clenched at their breathless words. You closed your eyes as you swallowed thickly. "(Y/N), where the hell have you been?!" your friend yelled, their voice cracking as if they were trying to hold back tears. You sniffed as you shifted in place.
"In Bristol," you replied. You heard them shuffle on the other end.
"Christ, we all thought you were dead!" they said. You flinched as you squeezed your phone.
"I-I know. I'm sorry," you apologized. You slowly blinked and tried to choke back a sob. "I...I'm sorry for never answering your texts or calls," you swallowed thickly. They sighed again before a long pause lingered between the two of you.
"It's...It's okay. I'm just glad to hear your voice again," they said. A small smile crept onto your face before another wave of anguish rolled through your chest. You gritted your teeth as you placed your other hand over your chest. "But seriously...where have you been?" they asked. You hesitantly glanced back, the bathroom door far out of sight as the tear in your heart ripped a little further. You took a deep breath as you wrapped an arm around yourself and slowly rose to your wobbling feet.
"I'll tell you all about it if you come pick me up," you stated as you tried to steady your voice. Your best friend paused again.
"When do you need me to come get you?" they asked. You fought the temptation to look back again as your throat tightened and eyes burned. You gulped and parted your lips.
"As soon as fucking possible," you replied.
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The Tortured Poets Department but it’s all tbosas (two favorite things combined, cannot get any better. Both pivotal for my well-being) 🤍
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1. Fortnight
A period of 14 days, so I’d like to say it’s something the mentors put together during the preparation and running of the hunger games. Perhaps even one of the tributes? Though I believe the calamitous events of suffering went on for a week or so (reaping to death)
2. The tortured poets department
Definitely about our dear favorite covey. Referencing to themselves as tortured poets in the way of being locked down, unable to use their voices to express their minds freely due to peacekeepers banning their songs (such as with the hanging tree) The feeling of being told what’s right and wrong about THEIR EMOTIONS. Obviously also from the mistreatment.
3. My boy only breaks his favorite toys
Ladies, gentlemen and beautiful souls - it’s time for a Lucy Gray ballad about Billy Taupe begging at her feet, as well as Coriolanus fucking up. I don’t believe it would be a downbeat melody, but a real statement.
4. Down bad
Coryo realizing he’s in love with both the lovely district 12 songbird, and his handsome friend originally from 2. Said what I said.
5. So long, London (So long, Panem)
A song the covey’s ancestors left behind as they got killed during the dark days. It’s about how they saw Panem change, and that what they used to know is long gone. Their nomadic days are over. Their freedom is gone.
6. But daddy I love him
OKAYOKAY my very first thought was Sejanus confessing with teary eyes to his father about his feelings and caring for Coriolanus. How he wishes him the best even if he got caught cheating in the game.
7. Fresh out the slammer
CORIOLANUS COMIN BACK FROM 12 HAHA
8. Florida!!! (Once again, we’re changing it to “Panem!!!”)
Grandma’am singin about her beloved country of Panem. Poor Tigris and Coryo are about to suffer through another one of her banger morning concerts.
9. Guilty as sin?
Lucy Gray accused herself, putting the blame on herself for being “responsible” for the deaths of children in the arena. Wouldn’t point directly onto the victims, but use metaphors to make the situation transparent for those who knew her in and out.
10. Who’s afraid of little old me?
Young age, old soul. Why am I imagining Maude Ivory singing something about people not taking her seriously cause of her age. Invalidating her feelings & fear when Lucy Gray got reaped.
11. I can fix him (No really I can)
First thought is ironically enough Livia Cardew? Though I believe a great amount of people viewed the blond boy’s change as an empowerment of the state, unwilling to even try and change his obvious controversial behavior (apart from dear Tigris)
12. Loml
Barb Azure to her girlfriend <3 IDK I THINK IT’S SO CUTE?!?! Now let’s wait and see if it really means “love of my life”, or ends up being “loss of my life”.
13. I can do it with a broken heart
Lucy Gray can do anything at any fateful condition. Even with a broken heart she will kick the ass of anyone who does her wrong.
14. The smallest man who ever lived
SLAP EM LUCY GRAY BAIRD. Definitely pointed against her former lovers assholes who betrayed her. None of them will ever manage to break her, because she’s stronger than any haunting scar.
15. The alchemy
GAUL GAUL GAUL LMAO. The most absurd thing about this scary woman is how she enjoys chemistry and biological genetic engineering?
16. Clara Bow
Old covey song from centuries ago about a tortured actress, first it-girl and country’s thirsting desire.
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veliseraptor · 23 days
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🪐🌵🍄🔪🦷🏜️ 🪲🎨 for the Writers Truth & Dare Ask Game! Hopefully you're having a nice day💜
⇢ name three good things going on in your life right now
ooh this is a good one to...remind me of good things going on in my life right now, orz. not the easiest at the moment but
Writing is still going very slowly (more slowly than I would like), but last month I wrote the most in terms of word count that I have so far this year, and almost as much as in December despite the fact that I didn't have as much time off.
I'm really enjoying watching @ameliarating play Baldur's Gate 3 over her shoulder.
I'm planning on starting going swimming once a week, which is going to be a bit of a challenge to start but should be really good for me once I get in the habit.
⇢ share the link to a playlist you love
is it egotistical if I do one of my own? probably! I'm doing it anyway. I'm still very proud of my Exandria Unlimited: Calamity fanmix. I think it is a banger.
⇢ share a head canon for one of your favourite ships or pairings
while I think to start with Xue Yang hates Song Lan to absolute shreds after Xiao Xingchen dies, over time that changes and he gets increasingly attached to him, even though Song Lan doesn't, you know, have much of a personality at the time. He treats him sort of like he does, though, and by the time Wei Wuxian frees him Xue Yang sort of considers Song Lan his best friend, weirdly. Like, he's a science experiment but he's also a friend. It's the kind of relationship that only works if you're Xue Yang. The weirder thing is that it's not entirely one-sided.
⇢ what's the weirdest topic you researched for a writing project?
it's not that weird, but there was the time I had someone dig me up the translation of Ovid that existed in the 16th century for Lymond fic so that I could accurately quote what the English translation of a particular line would look like. Or maybe it was even more specific than that and I wanted to know what the Latin would look like, I don't exactly remember. I know it was specific. Most of the weirdly specific things I've researched for fic are Lymond-related and have to do with primary sources I'm borrowing quotations from.
⇢ share some personal wisdom or a life hack you swear on
I'm much better at giving advice than taking it - I know all kinds of things I should be doing that would make my life better but actually implementing them is, uh, another story. But I guess if I were to try to think of something that I actually do do that I try to implement in my own life, maybe I'd say it's getting a little bit of an attitude of "do it anyway." It's sort of like the "do it scared" thing but it also includes things like "I'm tired" or "I don't think anyone will like this" or "I don't know if I like this" and sometimes the thing to do is just. Do it anyway.
Maybe this comes out of my knowing that my brain and my emotions are inherently skewed and unreliable and so if I didn't have that attitude it would get in the way of me doing much of anything.
⇢ what's your favourite type of comment to receive on your work?
I feel like this is probably a common answer, but definitely I love a comment that does some kind of analysis/commentary on specific aspects of a work. it's not common, or anything, but I thrive on comments that take my work seriously in some way as worth lingering on things like word choice or what a particular excerpt says about characterization, or stuff like that. Makes me feel all warm and fuzzy on the inside.
⇢ add 50 words to your current wip and share the paragraph here
When they settled down at their campsite, Xingchen reached out to grasp Xue Yang’s wrist only for Xue Yang to flinch away.  Both of them froze. Xue Yang’s mouth twisted; Xingchen’s expression betrayed frustration and hurt together.  “Don’t fuss, Daozhang,” Xue Yang said, his voice studiously light. “I’m good.” “You’re still weak,” Xingchen said, at the same time as a-Qing said, “don’t be stupid.”  “I’ll be fine,” Xue Yang said dismissively. “I just need a minute, that’s all.” His body language had gone tense and defensive.
⇢ link your favourite piece of fanart and explain why you like it
my favorite? my absolute favorite? ever?? I don't even know how to choose. I guess if I'm picking one out of the many, many works of fanart that I love (seriously, there's so many), I might have to go with this commission I got from @yutaan. I love the joy of it, the expressions, and I'm a huge fan of papercraft as a medium - the variety of textures and patterns is a particular treat. It's really a lovely piece and the fact that it was made for me just makes it even more special.
[writers truth & dare ask game]
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theuncoupleddiningcar · 10 months
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Sometimes I think about my Starlight Express song opinions so here they are:
(PLEASE NOTE THAT I AM AMERICAN SO I CAN ONLY WORK WITH SO MUCH)
Rolling Stock makes me feel manly- something about it makes me wanna pump some fucking iron
Call Me Rusty is adorable and is a better introduction to Rusty than Crazy. Call Me Rusty points out his stubbornness and willpower to win, while also showing that the coaches show genuine concern to his condition and don't just go "man this kid is fuckin insane"
If you think I Got Me is "too empowering," You're weird. I understand thinking it's a little odd for setting up Dinah's character, but there's a difference between that and "oh the women are too independent." I think my biggest problem with I Got Me is that there are not coach intros.
I like Lotta Locomotion for what its worth. It's just a cute lil intro song
Whole Lotta Locomotion- wheeeew- it's certainly... a song! It tries so hard to be girlboss-y but fails lyricwise and makes them even more dependent on men- but Im not gonna lie and say I hate it because Jesus it's catchy-
FREIGHT IS GOOD, YALL ARE JUST MEAN- I specifically like the one version from London 1992 where the coaches ARE BRUTAL FOR NO REASON- Also, versions without CB suck ass
AC/DC is at its best when Electra is an over-the-top diva and the components MUST eat it up.
Pumping Iron makes me feel so ungodly feminine (I wonder which part I sing) AND I LOVE IT. I LOVE FEELING FEMININE. I especially love when Greaseball is super snarky and flirtatious.
He'll Whistle At Me puts me to sleep. Make Up My Heart is beautiful. He Whistled At Me is terrible narrative-wise but MAN OH MAN DOES IT MAKE ME FEEL GIRLY
Coda of Freight is REALLY REALLY GOOD????
There's Me is adorbs and I. MISS. IT.
Poppa's Blues is a banger, yall are just haters. Also, hot take, but Poppa should NEVER be white.
Belle may not have much of a purpose in terms of the story, but jeez, her voice is beautiful. I love Belle so much.
I am a Rap enthusiast, so I have to give you my opinions on all of them. Hey You is a classic and it was my first Rap. It sounds so silly and Electra makes me giggle every time. Check It Out is so stupid but WOW IS ELECTRA GAY- I love the beat too. What Time Is It is so extremely CAMPY but I have a soft spot for it- The only version of Own It, Nail it that I have is the 2017 London workshop, and that one was almost a carbon copy of Check It Out. BORING.
UNCOUPLED is always such a sweet song. I HAVE A GRIPE WITH PEOPLE WHO MAKE DINAH SO MF SOUTHERN. Like, I get it, but don't give her a HUGE accent. See Jane Krakowski.
Girls Rolling Stock makes me feel so girlboss.
CB (or Wide Smile) is a mf bop and a masterpiece
Right Place, Right Time makes me jam out hard
The beginning of He Whistled At Me Reprise makes me so sad- DUSTIN QUIT CRYIN BOY!
Dinahs Disco is so slay and Electra is such a prissy princess-
"CB! CB! YOU GOTTA HELP ME IN THE FINAL SEEECTIOOOON"
One Rock N Roll Too Many makes me lowkey sad- but my god is it funny-
Only He is a masterpiece. BUT... NEXT TIME YOU FALL IN LOOOOOOOVE IT BETTER BE WITH ME THE WAY IT USED TO BE BACK THEN WAS WHEN WE TOUCHED THE STARLIIIIGHT-
Next Time You Fall In Love makes no sense to me lyric-wise but the song slaps
"I love it when romance occurs on the railroad"
The Megamix my beloved
So, tell me what you think! Do you agree? Disagree?
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I Don't Wanna Talk (I Just Wanna Dance) by Glass Animals has fucking invaded my brain and i'm just.
i was thinking about roller skating and i was like "this is a good song to roller skate to"
AND WHAM. i was hit with the imagery of cross roller skating and dancing at the same time, but it's like
it's really aggressive uncoordinated dancing, meant more to release emotion than have fun, and he's like, turning sharply into spins, twisting and zooming and making laps and stomping and swinging his leg out to do some more spinning, and his skates are clacking against each other and skidding on the floor and the rubber stop is leaving dark marks on the ground from how harshly he keeps skidding and spinning on his toe and shit and it's like
he's got this pinched expression, like a bitter frown and a furrowed brow and he's not all that aware of what he's doing, he's just burning through his emotions; like training, but he's doing some dancing (though he does throw some fighting moves around)
and like. it's just him so utterly bitter and sour because of something killer said and did. like.
i wanna think that they were doing shit together, like close and stuff, romantic even, but like, killer went and admitted that he was only here for the benefits of stress relief that came from their late nights together
and killer thought cross would understand, but what cross got from that is that he's not what he thought he was to killer, and it's just
huergh they're fucked up man
bonus shot that keeps appearing; killer comes in during this, wondering why the fuck there's such loud music playing, and he comes into the training building, where cross has some speakers set up to play music so loud that the floor hums with it, and there's cross, lost in that violent outpour of emotions and it's like, they have a moment of reconciliation but cross just doesn't want anything more to do with killer beyond friends, not even friends with benefits, and like
ough.
btw if you haven't listened to the song, you totally should because i'm just. listening to it on repeat and picturing cross's caps fluttering and whipping behind him as he twists and does tight circles and spins and shit and like
it's an image man, lemme tell ya
plus, the song is a banger, i love it
OHHH WAIT God I love like. Everything here dude absolutely
I’m getting such a strong mental image augh
I’ve always loved the idea of Cross doing like. Physical?? Stuff as an output for emotion. Like dancing and training and playing guitar and whatever so yeah absolutely
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thekidsfromyestergay · 11 months
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Toxic positivity first thoughts:
Worst I've ever been: MY TITS ARE GONE HOLY FUCK THIS GOES SO FUCKING HARD THEY'RE ON TOP FUCKING FORM
Numb: she's still my baby <3
I hate everybody: might be a controversial one if you didn't like heartwork but I LOVED heartwork so I think the synth goes crazy. But I'm a whore for synth bass and a good groove so maybe I'm biased
Pinky swear: OH FUCK YES. They're on peak banger form this album. It's like a classic 00s upbeat pop punk song but with slipknot riffs thrown in for good measure
Headspace: ANOTHER BANGER OPEN HELLO! Hiiiiiiii jeph HIII he's going crazy today and I appreciate him. Otherwise a little generic for me but. Man does the bass save it he's going so hard. Feels a little like a heavier version of one of the heartwork b-sides. I'm counting the unhinged little giggle as a prison reference
Cherry: oh a little acoustic open... Hoping for a "to feel something" type build. The little pizzicato part is really getting me. HI AGAIN JEPH!!! AND THATS THE BUILD I WAS WAITING FOR HELLO!!!!!!!!!! A LITTLE DNB BREAK?????? OH MY GOD OH MY GOD HOLY FUCK. HOLY SHIT. OH MY GOD THAT WAS SO UNEXPECTED. OH FUCK THATS SO MUCH BETTER THAN I WAS ANTICIPATING. HOLY FUCK
Dopamine: What the fuck is this Tom Waits shit I'm in love!!!!! Once again jeph is carrying everyone here. I literally cannot describe how this feels it's just. So fucking good. There has yet to be a song that doesn't go insanely hard. I'm on another planet rn
Dancing with a brick wall: ANOTHER ONE!!! Man I love how much they're using strings they just work so incredibly well with them. I LOVE A FUCKING OFFBEAT DANCE BEAT!!! Yet again I have to say jeph is going hard. Top 10 builds to open a pit to
Top of the world: HOW DO THEY KEEP DOING THIS!!!!!!! Just as I love how much they use strings I love the synth too!!!!!!!!!!!! This whole album feels so fresh and new but still so distinctly them. AND OF COURSE THEYRE RESCUING A KIND OF SAMEY SONG WITH A KILLER BREAKDOWN! THEY NEVER FUCKING MISS!
House of sand: oh not a killer intro? Very mid 00s pop rock but I can live with that! A needed break from going insane.
Giving up: I'm sorry but why was this a single! Hearing the whole album there are so many songs that go SO much harder I'm SORRY!!! But this album definitely needed a nice kind of optimistic song and this does exactly what it needs to. This time I'm gonna talk about DAN going crazy because I love a good dnb type beat. A good ender!
Overall... Holy shit that goes crazy. Like I cannot express how blown away I am. They have never gone so hard. I am absolutely praying they break away from the setlist they've been playing for like the past 10 years and play most of the album live because WOW.
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lightning-and-sparks · 6 months
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I realized that I use a lot of older songs in TATOTRTT so here is what they mean.
Message in the Bottle - The Police: This song is about loneliness and how it’s hard to reach out and when you eventually do you come to realize that everyone is lonely too and you aren’t the only one feeling this way. Obviously, I picked this song because the subject of the chapter was Jack getting hit with a bottle and it was funny. The bottle itself was also technically a “message.” 
Comfortably Numb - Pink Floyd: I love this song so much, it was written about the protagonist's struggle with drugs and how it’s affecting their performance. Originally, I saw it more as some external force trying to fix the protagonist and help them back to their former glory. It felt fitting for a hospital scene. 
Have a Cigar - Pink Floyd: I’ll admit this chapter had the wrong name for a while, I got it confused with something else so I apologize for it saying “lipstick stains on cigarettes” This song is also about the pressure to perform and how it becomes your responsibility to keep entertaining. This chapter has Jack struggle with the negatives of his career and status. Throughout this section, he does toggle with the notion of not finishing the tour
What I like about you - The Romantics: This chapter is more laid back and takes a break from the heavier content and focuses on the dynamic between Si’ha and Wander. Wander eventually confesses to his mother about his feelings and the song is about realizing that he does have these romantic feelings. Also, this song is a banger. It fits with the dance aesthetic too lol
Canary In a Coal Mine - The Police: This is honestly one of my favorite songs ever, a little history on it is that when people would go into the mines they’d bring a cage of canaries. The birds have smaller lungs; they would die if the air was toxic and when they stopped singing the miners knew when to get out. To the canaries, this was a death sentence. Jack in this fic is the canary, when he stops singing it becomes an issue. Wander & co are essentially going into that toxic environment and sparing him from his fate as a canary in a coal mine. 
Cheri, Cheri, Lady - Modern Talking: This song was written when the lead singer saw the most beautiful woman he’d ever seen while on a trip to Miami. The song is about how confusing and difficult love and romantic feelings can be, but how the struggle is worth it. Jack and Wander have those feelings but they’re not able to express it with words, and like the writer of the song; lack the courage to talk to the woman. It’s also about how these feelings don’t care about the timing. Eventually, Jack leaves just like the woman in the song.
Working Man - Rush: I’m a huge Rush fan and had to weave some of them in, this song is about how one must keep on working regardless of how much they don’t like it. They don’t have a choice and need to keep going, their social life suffers and also their mental state. Jack had to get back in front of cameras and while in front of them be someone else. He is pulled away from his friends and doesn’t seem to have any time for anything else.
Call me - Blondie: On the surface this song kind of reads as a love song, in actuality it about a male prostitute which I didn’t even realize till I googled it. Jack obviously isn’t a prostitute but the way he is used and exploited makes him seem like one. Wander’s confession seems like my first idea of this song; which is genuine and a love song about being reliable. By the end that confession gets distorted.
While My Guitar Gently Weeps - The Beatles: I felt that this song had a lot of subtext about being exploited and altered into something you’re not. I feel like Jack is being changed to fit into what he needs to be as he struggles to decide if he wants his career or romantic relationship more.
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veeaxx · 2 years
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.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.
A/N: I'm so sorry this came a bit very, very overdue. I had a few things going on, I lost all my motivation, and i made this when i was rlly tired. I had to remove the last three side characters because I'm unfamiliar with their personalities up until now..I'll try writing them when I get to know 'em better! Enjoy reading! :D
pls simeon's song is such a banger
𝗛𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗰𝗮𝗻𝗼𝗻𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗢𝗯𝗲𝘆 𝗺𝗲! 𝗨𝗻𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗮𝗯𝗹𝗲𝘀 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗻 𝘀/𝗼 𝘄𝗵𝗼 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝗮 𝘀𝘄𝗲𝗲𝘁 𝘁𝗼𝗼𝘁𝗵:
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.
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𝕯𝖎𝖆𝖛𝖔𝖑𝖔:
• I have a feeling that Diavolo loves sweets. Am I the only one??
• He probably eats a fair amount of them too.
• But of course, unlike you..It's a daily thing.
• He invited you to the castle for dinner once, and he saw you were awfully interested in the sweet treats.
• He thinks it's cute.
• Yeah, he does. Apparently he always seems to crack a smile at the sight. oh and he blushes a lot too
• But he's gonna spoil you. Definitely.
• Expect to see many surprises awaiting you, cause oh boy, this man is going to go all the way.
• If he's eating something sweet, he always offers some.
• But most of the time you end up finishing it..
• Dw he doesn't mind, so it's completely fine if you do! <3
• He asks Barbatos for advice in making your favorite treats.
• Diavolo cares so much about your well-being however, so he tries to get you healthier food options sometimes!
• When he sees you sneak out for treats he's so clueless-
• "..M/C, is that you--"
• He always invites you over for tea, but there's usually more 'sweets' than tea.
• Your love for sweets is very appealing to him. He loves it <3
• I have a headcanon that you guys buy so much treats, that when you come back to the castle you're carrying TWO bags.
• No one's judging you, nope. Yeah, you should pass if you're gonna judge M/C...
• Your expression is what makes his heart flutter
• Your smile, your eyes when you eat something to your liking..
• It's too adorable for him!
• "There's my favorite human! Let's have tea at the castle. Besides, I have a special surprise for you."
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𝕭𝖆𝖗𝖇𝖆𝖙𝖔𝖘:
• Barbatos is a very, very observative butler.
• He serves the prince of Devildom 24/7 with extra duties, what do you expect?
• Oh right, queue you eating a buttload of sweets.
• The moment he sees you take a bite of that cupcake you're holding, he knows by your expression that you're basically in love.
• Sweets have some kind of charm to them istg
• So, being the man he is, he took note of it.
• And yes, he always has sweets on him now. He knows you love them.
• If you're in a bad mood, tired, or just aren't feeling okay in general, tada! He's giving you a load of treats.
• He's always looking at you with a soft smile while you're eating something sweet.
• He's in love with you, you're hecking adorable.
• Barb definitely makes you tea and pairs them with your favorite treats.
• He's a very attentive person, he knows you sneak out all the time to get snacks.
• He prefers that you don't however, especially if you sneak out late at night.
• Instead, expect him to give you snacks before you go to your room, or just leave them by your room with a love note.
• He had to leave it there because he had errands to do, but you don't mind, you have treats anyway.
• He of course, cares for you. He makes you healthier foods to wash down all the sugar!
• If someone judges you, uh, they better get ready for a lecture, ig.
• Doesn't take your liking for sweets as a disadvantage, he's loves it!
• "M/C, would you care to join me for tea? I have prepared your favorite treats."
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𝕾𝖎𝖒𝖊𝖔𝖓:
• I'm such a simp for this man oh my god
• You both like going to different cafés for your dates sometimes, and that is how he found out.
• Basically, he ordered a pastry for both of you to try, and you really liked it.
• You ate most of it, but he didn't mind!
• And after that, you well, were basically seen eating sweets all the time.
• Oh, he knows now. And he loves it.
• First off, everytime you eat something you like, he just loves the look on your face.
• Like?? You're adorable lol
• "Ahh..Your face is adorable, M/C."
• This Angel always has a treat with him, but it's not for him, but for you.
• If you're sad, he'll cuddle you and add a sweet treat to make you feel 10x better.
• If you're stressed, he'll rest with you and give you the best quality treats for you to munch on while you let out things that have been bothering you.
• A very supportive and cute boyfriend.
• He's sort of similar to Beel from the first part of this post. Also takes you on café dates, and sometimes, Luke tags along.
• You cannot tell me Luke is so happy he gets to come.
• Sneaking out? You don't have to, Simeon left some treats in your room, or had given them to you already .
• Makes you lighter foods and healthier options to push aside from all the sugar.
• Someone judging you about your appetite for sweets? Say no more to them.
• Your love for sweets makes him really happy, just like the others, he's loving it.
• idk if this was longer than the first two skjdhjdhdj :')
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𝕾𝖔𝖑𝖔𝖒𝖔𝖓:
• Solomon found out about your sweet tooth after watching you between and after classes at RAD.
• It's noticeable after a while lol probably
• Besides, the sorcerer is very knowledgable after all.
• Being the confident man he is, sometimes he teases you about that little sweet tooth of yours.
• He does think it's cute though.
• Once, he tried cooking/making something sweet for you.
• Keyword, he tried.
• We all know how Solomon's cooking ends up.
• However, if you're hungry for a sweet treat, Solomon's got you.
• He has a few treats here and there.
• Like all the others, you're very adorable to him when eating something to your liking.
• Definitely takes you out on walks around devildom while you eat some treats you just found.
• You need to sneak out? This sorcerer has some tricks up his sleeve.
• Someone's being judgemental? Say your farewells to them, you won't be seeing them forever.
• Well uh..Maybe someone else should try making the healthy salad for you instead.
• Solomon might mess something up for god's sake--
• Honestly, he's used to everything you do when a sweet treats in your hand. Crying while eating chocolate or staying up at 3 AM eating ice cream. He finds no problem in anything lol.
• Overall, he's lovin' it.
"Eating something again, M/C? Haha, don't worry, I won't judge."
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.
Finally done! I hope this was decent enough to read because I did it with a sore stomach... 😭 
I don't really have any other plans for headcanons at the moment, however if any of you have a request please tell me! I'd be happy to do it :D
If you have any tips or if there’s any errors, feel free to tell me! ✨
Likes and reblogs are deeply appreciated~! 💜💜
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slavghoul · 2 years
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Tobias pulled me from the abyss. the night i was set on ending my life was the night i heard Year Zero for the first time. it was sometime in 2014. i don’t know what it was about the song, besides it being an absolute banger, that made me stop. i think it just - it gave me such a refresh in my mind. i had never heard anything like it and it was love at first listen. Ghost literally changed my mind about dying. since that night i listen to Ghost every night before i go to bed. it makes me feel alive, and i love life now thanks to Tobias. he also helps me stay motivated in my career. seeing how he strives to do his best gives me the courage to keep going and doing things that before would have frightened me. he’s taught me to have more fun. he renewed my love of horror movies. and he also gave me the guts to be somewhat public about being trans and having transitioned. i have never seen someone who outright supports the LGBTQ community the way he does via interviews and charity. Tobias is a good man. i adore him. i hope one day i can be as good of a man. i also hope some day i’ll meet him as himself and be able to tell him ‘thank you’ for everything, even though there’ll never be enough thank you’s to express it truly. i appreciate Tobias for who he is, and everything he has done and will do.
I am glad you are here. Stay strong!
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mitochondriencocktail · 4 months
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Honestly i love each and every AU you graced upon us
Let’s say 6 11 18 28 plus one you would like for the Monster AU 🫶🏻
This is so sweet of you to say, thank you ;o; <3
6. Do they go out often or prefer to stay indoors?
I think, realistically, since this is still the ESC-universe in a way, going out can be hard because they'll be recognized. But, I think when they're together, they do try to have at least one night out because they're both fairly sociable, but definitely ensure that they have at least one night in together. (And not just for the bedroom... though that's certainly involved.)
But it's trying to soak up what domesticity and privacy they can, cherishing those quiet moments together. Cementing their relationship in new, wonderful ways.
11. What’s a song that describes their relationship? Or, what’s the song that they’ve deemed “their” song?
So this is an AU with a playlist, but that playlist is just the most unhinged music possible. Despite that, there are bangers so I'll share a few different flavors of their relationship:
This one is self-explanatory:
so is this one:
and a sweet one:
Looking at these, I think what makes them so funny to write is the absolute emotional whiplash of insane balls-to-the-wall almost parody-level sex they have combined with the utterly sincere and earnest romance.
18. What does a date night out look like for them?
When they have a moment to visit one another, I like to think they either go to a cabin in Finland or Bojan takes Jere somewhere camping and scenic. They both love the outdoors, so that - combined with privacy - is an easy choice.
Lots of basking in the sun and stars and laying by the water.
24. What are their favorite places to kiss on their partner(s)? What are their favorite types of kisses?
Everywhere. There is nowhere Bojan won't put his mouth for better or worse. Man shoved his whole head into a chest cavity and kissed Jere's beating heart. If that's not romance, I don't know what is.
Jere kisses Bojan all over as well, but he's noticed he responds particularly well to his neck, the crook of his elbow, the inside of his thighs.
When they're not being saucy though, just little pecks on the cheek, on the lips. Always coming up behind the other one, leaning in with a silly shimmy, going 'smack!' with their lips, and then giggling and bouncing away.
28. What’s something that reminds them of their partner(s)? Do they have anything on them daily as a reminder (a photo, phone background, tattoo, clothing/accessory, etc)?
Due to the distance, and being in the ESC-adjacent monster universe, I think they'd have to keep things low key. So no phone backgrounds or something people could easily spot. But, deeeefinitely lots of stolen clothes, especially from Bojan's end.
He has a hoodie that he particularly loves and can't bring himself to wash.
Jere keeps a polaroid of Bojan from the Nordic Tour :) I like to think they had some yet-untold adventure during that tour in this AU :)
Also re-reading some of the fic now and cackling because I'm so happy you all enjoyed our sopping wet pathetic version of Bojan who had bangers such as:
And then Bojan careens the metaphorical car off a bridge because he keeps speaking. 
“Whether that means being a 24/7 toy for monster cock or spending the rest of my life in complete abstinence with you, I’d take it all. Whatever you want.”
and
Jere answers quickly in the form of grabbing Bojan’s hand and slotting them together.
There’s a definitively wet sound to it that surprises him though, and Jere does a poor job of hiding his comically horrified expression.
“Sorry… I’m kind of nervous right now.” Bojan says.
Bojan’s hand is slick with sweat. A veritable slip-and-slide of nerves bodily represented. To think that this man — actor, songwriter — who’s been assigned a national heartthrob by the media gets nervous holding hands. 
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sumaya reviews kuch kuch hota hai
for sunny @amarakaran
rating: 9.75/10
2/2 set + costume design + makeup
2/2 general production (visual and sound)
2/2 acting/casting/chemistry
2.75/3 writing (including plot and character)
1/1 does it hit?
overall thoughts:
this movie made me who i am. absolutely no joke but it’s a solid 10% of my personality. my perspective and philosophy of love was directly influenced by it. like yeah!! pyaar dosti hai!!! so i don’t know if i would have the same reaction if i watched it for the first time now but it definitely is very well crafted and there is a reason for the hype it gets as a bollywood classic
the narrative build up is insane. you cannot take a step away from it, it’s a 3 hour rollercoaster of emotions that is never boring
all the songs are bangers and the score is amazing, and it really enhances the story
the costumes are great and still they hold up!! each character has their own style and it’s very well thought out, and i cant even lie, a huge part of my personal style is built off of the tina-anjali-rahul gender expression spectrum
my only real problems with it are, salmonella khans existence, and some of the weird dialogue with little anjali?? especially between her and aman, it just makes me uncomfortable
there’s the whole thing where people assume that rahul only falls for anjali when she starts presenting feminine but like it’s clear to me that he likes her the whole time, he just comes to terms with it way later and by that time she’s grown into someone vastly different than her college self? i understand weariness surrounding the idea of “you’ll grow into your femininity and stop wanting to look like a boy” because that’s a real comment that lot of desi gnc people have to deal with constantly, but i’ve always read it as anjali is both versions of herself and that neither is more true than the other. she’s made peace with her gender expression and it can fluctuate in the future but she’s still herself regardless. she likes what she likes and is who she is. kkhh is a product of its time and while i don’t know the intentions behind the creators choices, i choose to read it as an exploration of gender expression because that’s what i take away from it.
would i watch again: i’ve seen it a thousand times and i will watch it a thousand more times
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BLEACH: The Thousand Year Blood War Ep 2 Reactions and Thoughts
Overall reaction:
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MY BOY IS BACK! MY GIRL IS BACK! AND THE HYPE JUST KEEPS BUILDING UP! However...I do have one concern which I'll get into down below.
Highlights:
The opening: in terms of style, animation, and content, it's an absolute banger! I loved everything that was shown, from the captain-lieutenant duos with their division's insignia flowers all the way up to Ichigo vs Yhwach. I'm not a fan of the song, but I think it'll grow on me. It's definitely not an opening that you skip!
Nel: she brought so much needed levity and also somberness to this episode. I loved her interactions with Ichigo, from her almost killing to Ichigo covering her eyes to her covering Ichigo's eyes. When she told Ichigo Hueco Mundo was in trouble it was affecting, hinting at the devastation that awaits them when the Karakura gang finally go there.
Yhwach's victory over Halibel: Yhwach hovering above his soldiers with Halibel and the Arrancars defeated was an incredible image. The music, sound editing, and animation absolutely sold this moment as one of shock and horror. It not only showed how powerful Yhwach is, but how bloody and dark this arc is going to get. This was a great addition! Which leads me to...
Yhwach is being built up as a credible threat: the beginning of the arc definitely does this much more than the second half, where I feel Yhwach's threat level becomes based on the freaky eyeball mess he becomes rather than his character, his role in Ichigo's past, and the bloodshed committed in the name of his quest. The anime absolutely shows just how threatening Yhwach is by taking advantage of sound design, music, and adding in moments like him fighting and capturing Halibel. He's without a doubt a massive threat to BLEACH's world in terms of what he commands [in numbers and powers] and the carnage he is causing.
Tres Bestia vs Quilge and the Quincy: I don;t mind Halibel's fraccion, but I've never been big fans of them. also didn't have many feeling toward their reappearance in the manga during this arc. However, the anime made their fight against the Quincy awesome! It made them look like such badasses! I found myself cheering for them when they told Quilge to not underestimate them, and then I found myself sad that they got defeated.
TOSHIRO AND MOMO ARE BACK: that is all.
I was more emotional watching the last episode, while this one hyped me up more. They backed a lot into it Like the previous episode, the animation and style is fantastic, with most scenes looking stunning and captivating.
I was also surprised by the level of violence and gore. I know I shouldn't be, seeing as they deliberately picked a later airtime just so they could get away with making the series as violent as the manga became, but it still came as a surprise to me when the Karakura Gang happened upon the corpses of the Arrancars and just how graphic it was comapred to the original anime. It's not a complaint by any means, just an observation.
However, there was something I wasn't a big fan of: the cremation scene; I have very mixed feeling about it's adaption.
On one hand, it's amazing to look at (like much of the anime) and I think the drums fading to complete silence does give it a more somber tone, especially when it comes to Yamamoto seeing an image of Chojiro showing his loyalty and the fact we don't see his expression when he commands for the pyre to be lit.
On the other hand , I felt it was too short, the cut to Yuzu cooking was so abrupt I unintentionally chuckled in confusion, and I was shocked that they cut Byakuya's monologue to Renji. @shirohyorin put it best here as to why this moment between the two is important, but I remember when I first read this scene it surprised me. We were hearing Byakuya speak about a lieutenant most fans weren't familiar with and gave us some insight into Yamamoto too, and the way he spoke was actually pretty emotional for him. It was also as if he were reflecting on his own relationship with Renji as a captain-lieutenant duo who both achieve bankai but the lieutenant remains loyal and doesn't run off to try and become a captain himself.
While I most definitely hope they find a way to incorporate this moment down the line (perhaps as a flashback during the As Nodt vs Byakuya fight), I must admit it worries me that they were willing to cut this for this scene. It's got me wondering what other moments have they decided to change or take out.
Overall, I'm still excited for the anime and can't wait to see how they'll adapt the first invasion. While I am concerned about what content has been cut, I'll keep my hopes up and withhold judgement until this quarter of the anime is finished.
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