#me: I will write buck and eddie so in love and so stupid about it

[deluweil]

Oh God yes, I am so for Tommy being gone just to have people stop being stupid about Eddie. Which is a pitty because at first I was intrigued by Tommy. Now i just want it to end.

And lol at your tags. I have blocked so many people lately, too. Not even stupid takes during TK era made me block so much. Some of them really take the cake now. All this hate towards Eddie is staggering. And to have the audacity to call eddieblr toxic (and yes, I have seen that and not only buddies are being called toxic these days).

HI there,

I have to say that I was intrigued and even excited for Tommy at first too, but there were a lot of things that just ruined it along the way, amongst them the last minute joiners and Eddie haters fans who just set out to make this place unbearable.

I wouldn't have minded Tommy so much if not for all the toxicity that brought with it and the poor writing and the money for specs from Lou.

Like wth dude, didn't anyone teach you to be correct, you can't justify Tommy's behavior in S2 and pass it as teasing. It's like punching someone in the face in rage or nearly break someone's ankle for attention and call it roughhousing. (not joking, I literally had an ask with someone justifying the white man railroading the POC for attention as roughhousing. - When Buck himself said he wasn't sure it wasn't done on purpose. like wtf?)

lol I live for those tags, everyone say their real thoughts and be funny in tags, it's so much fun.

I literally bonded with that block button, I haven't blocked so many ppl since early S4 and the porn bots attack lol

Ppl need to chill, everyone is entitled to their opinions but are not entitled to force it upon others.

Ship who you want but tag properly and don't be toxic about.

A lot of ppl read X's posts and come to rant about it here, Tumblr is not X, most of the ppl here are ppl who hate X's toxicity. I have deleted my account so many years ago.

We are here to have fun, so I say ship who you want, TAG PROPERLY, and leave us the hell alone.

Eddie/Ryan haters are all blocked so thankfully I don't see those, but if after everything they still hate on Eddie for something Ryan apologized several times for, learned from it and has bettered himself to the point that Aisha posted a thankful for Ryan story once and they have so many pictures together where she hugs him like he's one of the most precious ppl to ever live, than I have to call pure racism.

And that would explain the sudden admiration to the new white man on screen to be paired with the other white man who is by chance also the fan favorite.

Don't get it twisted, I love Oliver and Oliver loves Ryan and Eddie, but one has to wonder about the audience's choice of favorite even as they call against racism and for equality and with the same breath hate on a regular poc character.

I'm hoping this bizarre season ends on a good note, because otherwise S8 may be the last season.

Keeping my fingers crossed.

#911 ask #anti tommy kinard #anti bucktommy #it wasn't always like this but I am ready for it to be over #some brutal honesty #fandom hypocrisy #toxic fandom #ryan guzman #eddie diaz #oliver stark #not tagging the third wheel #911 spoilers #911 speculation #buddie #not really #don't come at me at my inbox I will block you at this point I don't care what you think #do not repost just to counter my post make your own #and block me on the way if you so strongly disagree #not directed to the asker obviously thank you for the ask :)

[renecdote]

immovable object (want to write weewoo fic) vs unstoppable force (brain wants me to write everything but weewoo fic)

#me: I will write buck and eddie so in love and so stupid about it #my brain: okay but. what about batman? what about batman and his kids? have you thought about batman— #not to mention all the other shows/books currently swimming around in my brain rn 😩 #I am fighting for my life

[apdreadful]

I’ve decided that from here forward I’m writing Tommy and Buck/Evan as long term canon. In the words of Buck himself “Who cares?!”

I get the feeling that Tommy is difficult to get really angry. Mostly based on his past. And his general roll with the punches attitude thus far. So I don’t foresee a lot of strife or fighting in his future with Buck. Except the first time Tommy experiences the after of that big marshmallow Evan Buckley doing something really dangerous and reckless..again.

And Tommy who never gets angry, who never shouts at Buck, who flew a helicopter into a goddamn hurricane in the middle of the ocean, really loses his shit this time because Buck cannot understand why Tommy is so upset that he dropped into a dangerous situation against orders AGAIN.

Tommy pinches the bridge of his nose to keep from shouting “Bobby told you not to go in. He told you not to risk it. That the floors were too unstable”

“There could have been someone left” Buck replies “Someone needed to check. It had to be me”

“Why? Because you’re fucking super human? The great Buck Buckley from the 118 who scoffs at danger, has survived a tsunami, getting trapped beneath a fire truck, throwing a blood clot, and was officially dead for three minutes after getting struck by FUCKING LIGHTNING!”

“How do you know about all of that?”

“That isn’t what matters”

“I think it is” Buck takes a step toward Tommy “Have you been stalking me babe?”

Noticing the mischievous smile Tommy shakes his head “Oh no no no. You are not going to adorable your way out of this”

Bucks shoulders sag and he sighs “I’m ok Tommy. Not even a scratch”

“I can see that” Tommy lets out a deep exhale “I understand the risks of the job. I’m not like your exes who would get all distraught over you removing a cat from a tree. But for fucks sake, you are worse than the EOD guys when I was in Afghanistan with the walking - or in your case running or jumping- right into the worst case scenario with no thought of your own safety” Rubbing his forehead he continues “Evan. You’ve got a savior complex and it’s noble and selfless..”

Buck cuts him off “It’s not a savior complex. I’m not stupid. I understand that sometimes no matter what you do you can’t save them. But sometimes maybe you can, and in those cases, I just make the most sense”

Tommy crosses his arms to keep from strangling him or kissing him stupid again to shut him up “How is that? How does you possibly dying make any sense?”

“They all have people that need them. They all have someone they belong to and..” he trails off with a small shrug

And Tommy hears the words he doesn’t say. He is…expendable. And just like that all of the anger drains out of Tommy to be replaced by a something else. “Evan” he says softly.

“I know” Buck interjects “I know that people love me and they would be sad, especially Maddie. And I don’t want to die. But I don’t want someone who has someone they need, and that needs them, to die either. I couldn’t live with that”

Tommy closes his eyes. This man..How can he be so adorable and selfless, yet so completely stubborn and a pain in the ass about his own safety?

Once he calms his thoughts and finds the words he wants to say, he opens his eyes to see Evan looking at him calmly. Like he expects Tommy to see the sense in what he said.

“Evan. I know we haven’t really put a label on this. On us. But that’s because I don’t want to pressure you. I’m the first man you’ve been with and you’re still figuring out who you are, and I understand that. But let me clarify something for you. I need you to come back to me. Ok?”

Buck blinks “Huh”

“I need you to come back to me” he repeats “Like Bobby needs Athena, and Karen needs Hen, and yes like Maddie needs Chimney.

“And Jee-un. Jee-yun needs her dad”

“Yes, and in that same vein, Christopher needs Eddie” he agrees, trying not to give in to his exasperation. “I need you. I am that person who needs you to come home Evan”

Evan stops whatever he was about to say. Startled awareness creeping into his eyes..Tommy sees a mix of emotions flit across his face. Surprise, joy, fear, everything just races across that expressive face and then Evan sinks onto the barstool at his kitchen island. His hands coming up to cover his face.

Tommy’s stomach clench’s. He pushed too hard, too soon “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said that. I do care and want you to come home but..”

Buck looks up at him “Don’t you dare take that back”

“I’m not taking it back. I just don’t want to push you”

Something else crosses Evans face at that..but he tugged at his bottom lip with his teeth. “You aren’t pushing. You aren’t pressuring me. I am in this just as much as you. I just don’t know how to say what I want to say without it sounding lame and emo as shit”

“Did you just hear me? You can say anything to me Evan. Whatever it is”

Buck rolls his bottom lip between his teeth again. “I’ve never questioned why I do this…I mean it’s the whole reason I was born. To save my brother. To save Daniel. That’s what I do, that’s who I am. It’s why I became a firefighter. To be the one who saves people. The 118 is my family. And I would do anything to protect them from harm”

“I’m not asking you to stop. I would never ask that. I just want to remind you that you matter to a lot of people, and you also have someone who is waiting for you”

Bucks voice is thick “I know that. I get that. But…Nobody has ever. I have never belonged to anyone, like that”

In a sense of deja vu Tommy closes the short distance to Buck. Tipping his face up, he kisses him. Not soft and gentle like their first kiss in this kitchen. But bold and deep. Branding Evan with his mouth. Pulling back he says fiercely “You belong to me like that. For as long as you want..you belong to me and I belong to you, like that”

“I will ALWAYS need you to come back to me Evan”

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#yes I called him both Evan and Buck #it makes situational sense in my head canon #yes this idea was part of my 3k word barf #but I’m breaking it up into bits #911 abc #evan buckley #tommy kinard #buck x tommy #evan x tommy #911 spoilers #bucktommy #kinley #this ship will be canon goddamn it #wrote this on my phone #tevan

[wikiangela]

several sentence sunday

tagged by @hippolotamus

sooo bucktommy won me over, i couldn't resist anymore 🙈 so here's a bit of them after their date lol just to be clear, im still 10000% about buddie but im gonna enjoy this while it lasts bc I feel like this is exactly what buck needs rn lol I just wanna write him be giddy and stupid and flustered about a boy even if that's not eddie haha (also, I didn't get the Tommy hype before but after seeing him everywhere for two days... I get it now 🥵)

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"(...) We should do this again.” Tommy says, turning fully towards Buck, and Buck’s eyes immediately find his lips. He can’t wait to kiss him again, and this would be the time, at the end of the date, wouldn’t it?

“We should.” Buck nods, licks his lips, eyes darting up to Tommy’s eyes. He’s smiling softly, just looking at Buck. “I-” he starts, and then thinks, fuck it, and this time he makes a move, as he leans across the console to grab Tommy’s chin, like he did Buck’s in his kitchen, and bring him in for a kiss. Tommy immediately reciprocates, and Buck melts against him, and then when Tommy’s calloused hand covers his cheek, it just feels so- so different, in the best way possible. This kiss lasts longer than the first one, each of them constantly coming back for more, but it’s as gentle and tender as that one. Buck loves it, and can’t help smiling into it. He wants more. “Hey.” Buck says, finally pulling away, licks his spit-covered lips nervously. “Do you- do you maybe wanna come in for a beer?” he asks shyly, and at Tommy’s surprised expression and raised eyebrow he realizes it might sound like he’s inviting him for more than a beer, and he panics again. “I- I- I mean, just a beer. And maybe- maybe more of this.” he pecks Tommy’s lips again, not able to resist a smile. “But just a beer. I don’t think I’m- But who knows, maybe-” he stumbles over his words, because the truth is, he wants Tommy, he wants… he wants so much, he wants to experience so much for the first time – it’s just that he’s not sure if it’s not too quick for this relationship, and for him.

“Evan.” Tommy interrupts, bringing his other hand up, now cradling Buck’s face in both, thumbs moving soothingly along Buck’s cheeks. “Your pace, remember? No pressure, no rush.”

“You’re really cool, you know that?” Buck whispers.

“So I keep hearing.” Tommy chuckles, and it’s adorable. He kisses Buck again, and the butterflies in Buck’s stomach go crazy. Fuck, he doesn't remember the last time he felt this giddy and excited and just light. “I’d love to come in for a beer.”

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no pressure tags: @elvensorceress @thebravebitch @shortsighted-owl @eddiebabygirldiaz @watchyourbuck @eowon @loserdiaz @evanbegins @ladydorian05 @wildlife4life @diazpatcher @lover-of-mine @monsterrae1 @thewolvesof1998 @neverevan @weewootruck @loveyouanyway @spagheddiediaz @rainbow-nerdss @epicbuddieficrecs @pirrusstuff @spotsandsocks @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove @nmcggg @rogerzsteven @giddyupbuck @sunshinediaz @honestlydarkprincess @underwater-ninja-13 @exhuastedpigeon @911-on-abc @jesuisici33 @steadfastsaturnsrings @theotherbuckley @buddieswhvre @dangerpronebuddie @diazsdimples @daffi-990 @bidisasterbuckdiaz @fortheloveofbuddie @hoodie-buck @tizniz @your-catfish-friend

#seven sentence sunday #no one look at me i gave in i'm officially boarding the bucktommy ship lmao (as in for now lol my heart will always belong to buddie ofc) #ngl i kinda hate like half of what i wrote so far and really wanna rewrite it but we'll see haha #also i still have mixed feelings about tommy calling buck evan but it's growing on me ngl #this is insane what is going on why is tommy/lou just taking over and changing my whole mind rn lmao #I just want buck to be all giddy and flustered and explore this and just be excited about it aahhh im obsessed lol #fic snippet #wikiangela writes #my writing #my wips #911 fic #911 abc #bucktommy #tommy kinard #evan buckley #bucktommy post-date fic #idk how to tag this lol #btw the beer will lead to some heavy making out bc buck deserves to make out with a cute guy lol

[bidisasterevankinard]

Wip Wednesday

I'm trying to get back to writing and post this fic with tuck fwb and buddie endgame before 7x4. so here's new thing I've wrote just now

tagged by talented @theotherbuckley @puppyboybuckley @tizniz @diazsdimples <33333

He takes deep breath accusingly staring at deep browns.

“It’s you who made this conversation about Chris. And I-I said to myself ‘ok, I’m not here as the romantic partner, so it’s good Taylor is here because it was stupid to think Eddie might love me.’ ‘I really should move on’ was inside my mind on repeat when I saw Ana at your welcome home party. And I thought I did. For a really long time I believed I moved on from you, especially when I couldn't take anyone's grief about my death,” Eddie flinches as if Buck hit him. 

“I-I couldn’t take even your grief, Eddie. Especially yours. Because I was on the other side not once, Ed...”

“YOU DON’T KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO SEE SOMEONE YOU LOVE IS DEAD. YOU DON’T KNOW HOW IT FUCKS YOU UP,” Eddie screams, but after a second his face pales.

Buck lost his voice for a moment, looking at his best friend as if Eddie hit him hard in his solar plexus. Buck wishes he did. It would hurt less that the deep knife Eddie drove into his heart with his words.

How dare this man tell him he doesn't know what it is like to believe someone, you love more than life, is dead? To him? When he was there all the time Eddie was close to death, but for Buck he was dead? Even if just for minutes but Buck lived in the world where Eddie was dead. Because no matter what he never gives up and tries to stay optimistic he still hardly believes the universe will let him be happy and have Eddie alive and always with him. 

How dare Eddie say him he doesn’t know how it fucks you up?

@wikiangela @wildlife4life @watchyourbuck @elvensorceress @eddiebabygirldiaz @evanbegins @rogerzsteven @the-likesofus @thewolvesof1998 @underwater-ninja-13 @pirrusstuff @aspecbuddie @spaceprincessem @smilingbuckley @spotsandsocks @spagheddiediaz @sunshinediaz @devirnis @daffi-990 @dangerpronebuddie @fortheloveofbuddie @giddyupbuck @heartshapedvows @honestlydarkprincess @hoodie-buck @honestlyeddie @hippolotamus @jesuisici33 @loserdiaz @cal-daisies-and-briars @barbiediaz @bigfootsmom @bekkachaos @buckleydiaz @buck-coded @buddierights @911onabc @steadfastsaturnsrings @mandzuking17 @monsterrae1 and anyone who wants to

#don't worry they will talk like normal people and they fuck later #it wasn't suppose to have so much feelings for angst but well it happened #fic: I'll cover his marks on your skin with mine #buddie #evan buckley #eddie diaz #my wips #tuck

[littlespoonevan]

Seven Sentence Sunday

started writing about eddie diaz and his relationship with romance/love, had a breakdown, bon appetit 🤷‍♀️

Buck returns from the kitchen with two beers and gets Eddie’s attention by bumping one of the bottles against Eddie’s temple. It’s so gentle all Eddie really feels is the sting of cold before the bottle is offered to him. From anyone else it would probably be a smack upside the head for being so stupid. The thing about him and Buck though – they let each other get away with things. Not in a bad way, he doesn’t think. Just that they sort of wait for each other to figure things out on their own. Quietly observing, ready with the landing mat to catch each other when they inevitably fall. Sometimes they do push, but never too far – just enough for the other to know they’re concerned. He thinks a part of Buck has always been too afraid to push him. The part of Buck that starts with fear of rejection and ends with abandonment issues. Like if he pushes too far then Eddie will slip out of his grasp forever. He doesn’t seem to understand that he’s just about the only person in the entire planet that Eddie always wants to come back to. “You gonna tell me about it?” Buck asks after a beat. He doesn’t drink his beer. Eddie doesn’t either. It’s a crutch, mostly. A pretence, so that if the conversation gets too deep, too fast they can blame it on the alcohol. Eddie appreciates it. As he thinks about Buck’s question he wonders where to start, how to explain it so he doesn’t sound as delusional as he feels. In the end, he can only think of one thing. Swallowing around the lump clogging his throat, he says, “I don’t think I know how to be in love anymore.”

tagging (if you wanna!!): @mellaithwen @buckactuallys @homerforsure @fraddit @capseycartwright

@sibylsleaves @bucktommys❤️🩷💖

#i don't know how long this fic will be but i've written 2k so far and i'm only on the first scene so........... #i have also already made myself a playlist for it so i think i'm settling in for the long haul with this one askjdfh #writing adventures

[prettyboybuckley]

seven sentences sunday

tagged by the lovely @rogerzsteven 🥰 this is a lot more than seven sentences, but I think I'm allowed after all the Sundays I've missed 🙈 also, would I be me if I didn't use this new storyline as an opportunity to write a threesome fic? Buck comes out to Eddie and tells him about his relationship with Tommy over dinner with both of them. What happens when Eddie reveals that during all his therapy, he figured out that he isn't straight either? "In theory", at least, according to Eddie.

"So, does this change anything?" Tommy asks as he diligently dries off the plates and glasses that Buck hands to him after washing them.

Buck pauses, torso half-turning towards Tommy as he looks at him. "What exactly?"

"Eddie being- Eddie being queer."

Tommy isn't stupid, and he knows that he's said that before, but he'll say it again. He's seen the way those two act together, how they look at each other. The moment the words left Eddie's mouth, he'd kind of figured that it'd been fun, he'd helped Buck figure out his sexuality, and now these two knew about each other, and a few days from now Tommy is going to gently get dumped because Buck can be with his best friend.

He needed to ask.

Buck blinks, tilts his head a bit as if he's thinking, but he doesn't look away, except for a quick glance to the stairs. Eddie's voice as he talks to his son on the phone is drifting down from the loft.

"I don't know," he answers, and Tommy knows it's honest. It's also obvious that Buck knows what he means. "I do know that I don't want it to change anything between you and me. I know it's only been a month, but I really care about you, Tommy."

Oh.

That wasn't was he was expecting. Buck sounds so earnest, though, and Tommy believes him, and it sparks hope.

"Okay," Tommy says, and he can't resist leaning in and kissing Buck, brief and gentle. "That's good, I like that, and I care about you too."

Buck has that soft, shy smile he often gets when Tommy kisses him like that, and it's a weight off his shoulders to know this isn't the end of them, at least not yet. Not all the weight, though.

"You know, you've been so good to me, and patient, helping me figure myself out and everything… I wish Eddie would have someone like that for him."

There is a tinge of sadness there, perhaps at the knowledge that by choosing Tommy — and god, is he really choosing Tommy? Or is he simply scared to choose Eddie? — that will not be him.

And for some reason, that is what puts an idea in Tommy's head. A crazy idea, bordering on insane, but-

He likes Eddie. Earlier today, he was thinking about how he'd have considered dating Eddie, if Buck hadn't been right there flirting with him, and if he'd thought he'd have a chance. Now he's thinking that maybe- maybe there is a possibility.

"What if it does change things? I mean, between the three of us, together?" he asks on a whim as Buck takes off those adorable dishwashing gloves, and Buck's head snaps in his direction. "What if we give Eddie that?"

It seems that Buck is picking up what he's putting down because his eyes widen and his gaze flickers over Tommy's shoulder to the loft and then back. Buck licks his lips, taking in a deep breath, and then he's nodding, a smile curling at the corners of his mouth.

Tommy smiles back.

tagging: @monsterrae1 @saybiwithme @loserdiaz @bi-buckrights @eddiebabygirldiaz @elvensorceress @princessfbi ✨

#gary writes #seven sentence sunday #evan buckley #eddie diaz #tommy kinard #wip

[tizniz]

WIP Wednesday 🌙

Tagged by @theotherbuckley who's got a lovely new idea in the works that I'm excited for :)

More of Forest Man fic because this story has me in the greatest chokehold and it isn't releasing its claws until I finish. But I'm not complaining. I am LOVING everything I am writing in this story and what's happening. Dedicated to Hippo once again. 🩵

“Because you need your car fixed.” Eddie sneers, turning around to face Buck, placing his fisted hands on his hips so he doesn’t do something stupid. “So you can leave.” “What?” Buck rocks back on his heels, blue eyes wide and hurt, “No! Eddie! I don’t—” He shakes his head, “I told you earlier, I want to be here with you.” “Well,” Eddie gestures vaguely towards the door, “You’ve got other options now. Tom seemed more than happy to take you to bed.” “I don’t want Tom!” “Then what?” A bitter laugh escapes him; he knows he’s acting based on emotions, but seeing Tom flirt so openly with Buck, seeing the way Tom had brushed Eddie off once more, after spending hours feeling seen by Buck, it had hurt. He’s hurt. And unfortunately, Buck is the only one around to take the brunt of it. “You sure as shit don’t want me.” “Why can’t I?” Buck fires back, stepping forward now, “Huh? Why can’t I want you?” “BECAUSE NO ONE WANTS ME!” “I DO!” “No,” Eddie’s voice cracks his time as he takes the step back, shaking his head, “No. You don’t. No one wants me. No one cares about me.” Buck’s face crumbles, “I get it. God, Eddie, do I get what that feels like—” “You don’t.” “Yes. I do.” The words are whispered.

NP tagging: @hippolotamus, @actualalligator, @actuallyitsellie, @disasterbuckdiaz, @spotsandsocks, @fortheloveofbuddie, @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove, @daffi-990, @jesuisici33, @cal-daisies-and-briars, @exhuastedpigeon, @theplaceyoustillrememberdreaming, @monsterrae1, @epicbuddieficrecs, @elvensorceress, @eddiebabygirldiaz, @spagheddiediaz, @wildlife4life, @evanbegins, @devirnis, @loveyouanyway, @perfectlysunny02, @nmcggg, @smilingbuckley, @watchyourbuck, @loserdiaz, @excuseme-greentea, @wikiangela, @sunshinediaz, @scknight05, @dangerpronebuddie, @kitteneddiediaz, @incorrect9-1-1, @underwater-ninja-13

#eddie diaz #evan buckley #buddie #911 fic #911 fanfic #buddie fic #buddie fanfic #buddie wip

[daffi-990]

Seven(ish) Sentence Sunday ✍️

Tagged by @tizniz (who posted 21K of fluffy dad!buddie goodness that you can read here). Thank you lovely 😘❤️

Now that turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you (aka the Eddie pulls away from Buck after the graveyard scene fic) is finished, I can dive back into Rival Firefighters and hopefully the Eddie breakdown fic (feel like I may be. bit stuck atm with that one).

Snuck in some tipity tap typing time this morning and was able to get a little bit more of Rival Firefighters 🚒 written (not as much as I would’ve liked but hey, it’s something 🤷🏻‍♀️).

Prev snippet here, though today’s snippet actually follows on a little bit after this one (yes I’m aware I’m posting snippets out of order but I write a little out of order soooooo)

Buck’s seen pictures of Shannon around the Diaz house but they really don’t do her justice. Shannon’s hair is up in a high ponytail, her bangs accentuating the feminine softness of her face and when she turns to look at Buck and offers him a friendly smile like she’s genuinely pleased to see him, Buck understands how Eddie was so easily drawn to her.

She’s beautiful.

The way her blue eyes light up when she smiles reminds Buck of sunlight dancing on water. Sparkling light reflection he thinks it’s called.

She extends a hand out to him. “I’m Eddie’s very platonic, ex wife, Shannon.” She says with a mischievous grin.

Eddie closes his eyes and brings a hand up to his face to pinch the bridge of his nose as he mutters in Spanish under his breath. “Dios Mio”.

A little confused at the way she’d introduced herself, Buck accepts her offered hand. “Uh, I’m Buck”

“Oh I know” she says with a glint in her eyes. Buck tilts his head and raises an eyebrow in question. Shannon glances at Eddie who is pointedly not looking at her or Buck. “You’ve been a hot topic in the Diaz family ever since Eddie joined the 136.”

“Oh have I?” Buck says with smug satisfaction as he turns his attention to Eddie who actually squirms at the attention.

“I had to bi—,” Eddie’s eyes quickly flick over to Chris, “complain to someone about the annoying probie I kept running into.”

“Uh huh.” Buck couldn't keep the stupid smile off of his face even if he wanted to.

No pressure tagging: @wildlife4life @hippolotamus @diazsdimples @spotsandsocks @thewolvesof1998 @wikiangela @watchyourbuck @monsterrae1 @malewifediaz @missmagooglie @exhuastedpigeon @elvensorceress @eddiebabygirldiaz @evanbegins @nmcggg @rainbow-nerdss @bekkachaos @rewritetheending @try-set-me-on-fire @theotherbuckley @captain-hen @puppyboybuckley @loserdiaz @ladydorian05 @lover-of-mine @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove @athenagranted @king-buckley @jesuisici33 @jeeyuns @sibylsleaves @steadfastsaturnsrings @honestlydarkprincess @homerforsure @hoodie-buck @devirnis @disasterbuckdiaz @giddyupbuck @fiona-fififi @fortheloveofbuddie and anyone else I missed who wants to join 🤩

#daffi writes #buddie wip #fic: stuck now so long we just got the start wrong #rival firefighters fic #writing Buck meeting Shannon is haaaard #cos like they didn’t interact in canon so I’ve got nothing to go off #though I do believe they would’ve gotten along #… eventually haha #but no fear because in this fic they get along straight away #that’s also because her and Eddie get along and are in a good place #anyway … hope you all like it #I love this fic and hopefully I can keep chip chip chipping away at it #buddie

[strangestofthings12]

This is going to be a very rambling and venty post cause im tired and annoyed and honestly am just using this to vent my anger/hurt. there is going to be stuff that can maybe be seen as anti tommy/bucktommy (please dont tell me a ship name to put i dont care about if they do have an agreed upon ship name right now) so if you dont want that please just move on. i dont want to fight i just want to yell into the void on a stupid throw away account so i dont bring my negativity stew and come out on my main blog where i just want to enjoy my stuff and just keep happy energy. I dont normally post and try and just find someone who explains it better because im not great and getting what im saying across or understood the way i want, so please bear with me. With that said i will move on to what i want to say

Okay so i have been watching 9-1-1 for years and i love and adore it. Its characters and dynamics and i have always loved found family. Now i will admit that i started watching it thinking that Buck and Eddie were a couple and had a son so i was kinda watching for it. Do i think if i didn't start watching thinking that i would ship them still yes 100%. I have always loved their relationship and i have loved watching both Buck and Eddie grow and start to be happy while also having each others back even at the worst times. Sometimes if i think to hard about Eddie and start crying cause I'm very normal about this show and it characters. Now Eddie is my favorite character in the show and at least in my top five overall favorite characters. I love him and his development and i adore seeing how much he does to just do right by Chris even when he messes up you can tell how much he adores that boy and how badly he wants to give Chris the best life possible. I could write essays about Eddie Diaz trying to explain how much i love him and why and i think words would run out before i could finish making people understand. Buddie is my favorite ship (sometimes second depending on my mood. i would say sorry but Henren and Madney will always be amazing ships and sometimes i just cant stop think about them)(Sorry Bathena i love you too i swear i just cant decide if i wanna kiss athena or be adopted by bobby and athena:( Its confusing) and has been for quite awhile and is one of my overall favorites and its one of my comfort ships.

With that context when bi Buck happened i was so insanely happy and i wouldnt shut up about it. it made me sick. i was so happy for Buck and while i think a part of me will always be a little sad Eddie wasnt his first kiss with a guy i dont think either of them are ready for that. i also understand that it wouldnt make sense for how the story is going right now. Now i have nothing against bucktommy in the show. I have watched the kiss scene and sobbed to much to pretend like i hate them or even dislike them. However I genuinely dont care about Tommy. Hes kinda bland and i forget about him half the time and before they brought him back i completely forgot his name. in my mind he was the one that wasnt as much of an asshole to chim and hen as the other two assholes which wasnt saying a lot. Now I dont dislike tommy nor am i going to act like hes irredeemable because neither Chim nor Hen seem to think hes still that guy and while they dont seem super close they seem to get along so clearly, he's not like that anymore. I have nothing that makes me dislike him nor do I like him. He's just there. He's just the guy buck kissed. Thats all he means to me. I would give up his screen time for Ravi or May or Karen in a heartbeat. because i love them cause they mean something to me. I don't think i thought about the fact that people might actually like him especially not more than EDDIE.

This is where the context matters cause i am to my core a one ship per person girly. I might see a ship and people who like it and even think thats not a terrible ship but i will still only look at content for my ship for that person (ie. i ship Destiel (dont say anything bad about them ill cry<3) but i can see the way someone would also ship Dean and Benny or crowley or Cas and Crowley or Mick but i will ignore the ship and move on and look at more Dean and Cas). normally i will just ignore the ship and move on because im not who its for. If it gets annoying in my tag or anything like that ill block it or whoever is annoying me cause its not a them problem that i dont want to see it. When i start to have a problem is when multiple people arent tagging right for whatever reason or people who are being rude about the ship i like because of their ship. When I started seeing Bucktommy stuff more and more in the 9-1-1 tag i went to the buddie tag cause i dont want to see them. my problem is that when im reading on AO3 and click on a fic tagged Buddie where bucktommy get married. it was literally just hurting Eddie. There was stuff before like id be scrolling though the buddie tag here and see someone saying that Tommy is a better character then Eddie and saying that they hope bucktommy is endgame. Whatever block and move on. Just like always but then people who have shipped buddie for years who ive seen talk about them are suddenly saying that they like bucktommy better. People who started watching because of bucktommy saying they dont like Eddie. People are going to have different opinions but it still bugged me. and then i read that and i was just hurt because it was tagged happy ending and i cannot fathom ever thinking Eddie hurting and pining is a happy ending. So i started to get more annoyed and i hate when that happens especially with a show i love and a character i dont dislike so i tried to just move on but more and more people are taking about it then i saw someone saying that they wanted eddie to die so buck and tommy can have Chris.

I just hate that so many people are jumping on the bucktommy train and saying that they like it better than buddie something that is so good and sweet or saying that they like Tommy more than Eddie. I just dont get it cause Tommy is boring. like yeah we now some about him and he flies a helicopter but hes forgettable he could be a completely different person and next to nothing would have to change. We have seen Eddie at his worst and claw his way back up and hes finally letting himself be open and honest and soft. Eddie couldnt be replaced. Now im not saying Tommy can't be an interesting character but as he is right now?? He just isnt. Hes just as bland as every women (minus Taylor and Shannon) Buck and Eddie have dated and been hated on for no reason!!! Like i get that Tommy is a guy and we got canon Bi Buck and people are happy but those same people turn around and shit on Marisol from what ive seen(I could be wrong cause again i have done my best to avoid). Buddie fans arent safe from that either, cause we all know that Buddie fans do that but so many of those people who hated on them and said they didnt want them with anyone else suddenly decided that they were okay if Buck ended up with any guy. I dont know its just weird and i hate how many people are acting like Eddie isnt always going to be better then Tommy. Part of me wanted Tommy to stick around and help Buck and Eddie figure it all out but now?? i honestly just cant wait for him to be gone cause I want to have fun and read fics for my comfort ship and just chill where i can see all of my ships in the show without buck and tommy being everywhere or people saying crap about Eddie.

I have more to say but most of its about how gratifying waiting and seeing where this whole thing goes(Buddie season 8 PLEASE!!) and this is already why to long and i think im just going in circles and none of this makes sense so ima shut up for now and hopefully this will help it not fester and drive me insane and become a tommy hater

Edit: but i also hate that Tommy calls Buck Evan so he already had some stuff against him rip

#911 #buddie #anti bucktommy #i guess?? #i dont know #i dont know what to tag this and just hope i dont upset anyone #anti tommy kinard #again i guess #but not really?? #let me know if i need to add any tags:)

[munsonfamilyband]

@nburkhardt ;)

It is technically not Valentine's day for me anymore but it's still Valentine's day in other places so I'm writing it anyways.

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Eddie walked into Family Video, shaking the snow out of his hair because he refused to wear a hat, and he stopped in his tracks when he saw the decorations. Hearts, pink and red and white hearts. Hearts on the counter and hanging from the ceiling.

Valentine's Day was coming.

"Hey, Eddie." He managed to snap himself out of his stupor to look at Steve. God, Steve. It really is unfair how pretty he is, even in a polo and his stupid work vest. Grinning, Eddie walked up to the counter and leaned his elbows on it, immediately grabbing a heart and glaring at it before tossing it over his shoulder.

"Hey, Stevie. I see Hallmark has sunk its claws into Family Video." He watched Steve get the most adorable frown on his face, his eyebrows scrunching up in confusion.

"Hallmark, what-? Oh! The hearts, right?" Eddie grinned even wider, grabbing another heart and starting to rip little pieces off of it.

"Yeah, figures a movie store would buy into the capitalist propaganda though," Eddie groaned as he spoke, finally ripping the heart to pieces and scattering it on the counter. Steve was giving him a weird look that Eddie couldn't quite decipher but he was save from contemplating it by Robin stepping out from the back room.

"Oh joy, our most frequent and worst customer." Eddie stood up straight with a gasp, holding a hand over his heart.

"Birdie, you wound me. I am your best customer." She chucked a ball of paper at him, somehow managing to hit his chest with only a glance in his direction.

"You can't be our best customer when you barely buy anything and all you do is distract Steve from working." Eddie couldn't help but laugh when Steve yelled a noise of complaint. "What are you even doing here today, Eddie? Shouldn't you be out preparing a valentine for someone or something?"

"Ha! Me, participating it that sham of a holiday?" Eddie laughed, shaking his head. "Absolutely not, Bucks. Valentine's day is a corporate sham that preys on the lonely and not lonely alike. If you're in a relationship you get pressured into buying thoughtless gifts to show off how happy you are for a day. If you aren't in a relationship, then you just get crushed under all the pink and hearts and babies in diapers with arrows, and you get pushed into buying excessive amounts of booze and food so you feel a little less lonely for the day. I've never celebrated and I don't have any plans to any time soon." When he finished his speech he expected someone to say something, but it was completely silent. Robin had moved over to stand behind the counter with Steve and she was frowning at him (something he never liked because she only frowned at him when he was being really stupid and he usually couldn't figure out what he did). Steve was standing oddly still and he had that weird look on his face again. "You feeling okay, Stevie?"

"Oh, uh, yeah. Totally fine." They all lapsed into silence again before Robin cleared her throat.

"Well, I mean, it's not just about relationships it's also St-Ow!" Eddie turned fully to look at Robin who seemed to be leaning weirdly to one side.

"You good?" He watched as Robin and Steve had one of their silent conversations. He loved that they had each other but the silent talking did get annoying.

"...Yeah, slipped and stubbed my toe, that's all. But if you want to avoid Valentine's day you may want to run because we put out all the romcoms today so the crowds will be bad." Eddie wrinkled his nose in distate.

"Ugh, thanks for the warning, I'll see you guys around then?" He glanced between them, noticing that both of them were giving him a tight smile that didn't quite reach their eyes but he decided not to dwell on it. "I gotta catch up with Nance, someone does have a date and has asked her bestie to help her plan it. Any requests, Buckley?" Eddie was relieved when that did get Robin to blush, finally a normal reaction.

"Not really." Eddie just grinned, throwing up a two finger salute before heading back out into the snow to head to the Wheeler's.

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"Nance, I promise you, Robin does not care how elaborate your date is, she will love it anyway because you planned it." Eddie was sprawled on Nancy's bed in her room, arms behind his head as Nancy paced in front of him.

"It's our first Valentine's day, I want it to be special." Eddie scoffed quietly. Nancy had already heard his anti-Valentine's day speech and while they didn't agree, they decided to just move past it. "Oh, right, I meant to ask. I know that you still refuse to ask Steve out, for reasons unknown-"

"They aren't unknown, Nance, we just don't know-"

"Hush. I know you won't ask him out, but are you at least planning something nice for his birthday? I don't know how much I'll be able to help you with since it's in two days-" Eddie suddenly sat up on the bed, staring at Nancy with wide eyes. She couldn't be saying what he thought she was saying.

"Nancy. I need you to not judge me right now when I ask you a question." He waited for her to nod at him, eyebrow already raised to judge him. "What day is Steve's birthday?"

"The fourteenth? Did he not tell you? Eddie? Why do you look so panicked?" He had collapsed back onto the bed, staring up at the ceiling in horror. He had gone on and on about how much he hated Valentine's day and how he wasn't planning anything ever and... and he basically said that Steve's birthday was a day he hated. What kind of friend does that?

"I didn't know- Nance, I gave him the V-day speech-"

"Please tell me you are joking, Edward Munson, or so help me-"

"Nancy! Why would I joke about this! I just basically told the guy that I'm practically in love with that I hate his birthday! What do I do!" He was standing now, taking up Nancy's place and pacing the room until she grabbed him by the shoulders and forced him to look at her.

"Eddie, listen to me. You helped me plan my date, now I'm going to help you. Because there is no way I am letting you fix this without telling Steve that you love him, and there will be no arguments. You fucked up, not it's time to not run away and fix it."

#stranger things #steve harrington #eddie munson #steddie #should I write more of this? #I was going to finish this tonight but it's like 1am and I have more work tomorrow

[sweetyyhippyy]

The Jar. Eddie Munson x Fem! Reader. *FLUFF/SMUT*

(Header is the courtesy of the lovely @boldlyvoid 💕)

Summary: Reader had a friends with benefits relationship with Eddie. Eddie finds the “hookup jar” after one of their nights together.

TW: Robin being funny and teasing reader. Some sexual content (Riding, Eddie cumming in reader’s mouth, Eddie teasing reader verbally, swallowing). Confession of love.

Word Count: 1.9k

AN: Thank you Emily for requesting this, I really loved writing it!

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“I just need to change my shirt really quick and then we can go. I’m pissed, I really wanted to wear this today, stupid fucking toothpaste.” She grumbles at the end, lifting her shirt up above her head while Robin goes wide-eyed seeing her best friend in her bra. She had every intention to shield her eyes until she noticed the bruises that trailed down her stomach and across her chest.

“You whore.” Robin laughs, shaking her head.

“Robin!” She drops her jaw, furrowing her eyebrows at her friend. “What was that for?!”

“You owe the jar some money.” Robin points to her torso. “You letting Munson turn you into a Dalmatian with all those spots?”

She looks down at her torso, turning around quickly- like it was going to do anything at this point. “You weren’t supposed to see those.”

“What happened to you breaking it off because you were starting to get feelings for him?” Robin asks, sitting on the edge of her friend’s bed.

She sighs as she gets a new shirt from her closet, throwing it on. “I know, and I was going to break it off after I told you about what I was feeling. But then… I don’t know.” She shrugs her shoulders. “I just can’t say no to his face, it’s so cute. And we have such a good time together, and not even just sexually. Robin, yesterday we rented a movie and when I went over to his house and we talked for hours.”

She smiled thinking about their conversation, talking about stuff they did growing up, where they hoped to be in 5-10 years time.

“Why don’t you just tell Eddie you like him? Why are you holding on to it?”

“Because what if he doesn’t feel the same way? Then I have to face the humiliation of him turning me down. Both of us agreed when we started this, that we weren’t going to involve feelings.”

“All friends with benefits arrangements say that, and then one of them gets feelings.” Robin shrugs her shoulders.

“Yeah but… I don’t even know.” She stops herself from coming up with another excuse as to why she couldn’t tell Eddie she practically loved him.

“All feelings aside, did you put some money into the jar for that?” Robin gets up and goes to the top drawer the “Eddie jar” was in. “Jesus, at this rate, you’re taking me on vacation to Guam with all this money in here.” Robin shakes the jar.

“You’re obnoxious.” She huffs, grabbing her purse and fishing out two $5 bills, handing them over to Robin to put in the jar.

“$10? But the thing says $5?”

“Do the math Robin.”

Robin looks at the money and then back at her friend in shock. “Jesus, like little bunny rabbits.”

***

She was going to make herself go broke at the rate her and Eddie were going at it this week alone.

Eddie had both of his arms wrapped around her waist while he bucked his hips up, really plowing his cock inside her while she straddled his lap.

She was digging her nails into both sides of his shoulders, lazy and tired moans filling the room. “Don’t stop, Eddie fuck.” Her forehead rested against his, their lips barely touching with each thrust. “Fuck me so good.”

Eddie grunts as she clenches around him. “I’m not going to last, pretty girl. ‘M gunna cum.”  He growls.

“I want it.” She whines. “Cum please.” She was just as desperate for his climax as he was, she had already cum 3 times and her body was exhausted. “I want it, baby. In my mouth.” She ghosts her lips against his before kissing him, threading her fingers through his hair. She slammed down against him, meeting his thrusts.

Eddie groans into her mouth, nipping at her bottom lip. “Get on your knees.” He whispers, quickly pulling out of her.

She sinks down onto her knees, sticking her tongue out as she watches Eddie jerk himself off above her. Her nails rake up and down his thighs as she waits, giving him soft eyes as she stares up at him.

“Fuck you are so pretty with that tongue out for me.” His breath is fast as he pumps his cock quicker, grunting as he tries to keep his orgasm back. “Gonna swallow my cum, princess?”

She smiles widely, nodding her head while she waits for him to finally cum.

Eddie’s eyes squeeze shut, his head thrown back as he finally cums, shooting the white ropes onto her tongue, some of it landing on her chin.

If it was one thing she loved, it was how vocal and loud Eddie was when he came, all the loud whines and throaty grunts that came from him.

She takes her tongue back in her mouth, swallowing his cum with a hazed look on her face.

“Missed a spot, princess.” He takes his thumb and swipes the pad of it across the small patch of thick liquid on her chin, feeding it to her. “Don’t wanna waste any right?”

She sucks on his thumb, butterflies filling her stomach with the way he was looking at her. She finally takes his finger out, leaning back on her heels. “No, don’t wanna waste any.”

Eddie helps her up, laying her on her bed. He leans down and kisses her lips. “Gonna get a washcloth, be right back.”

She nods her head, nuzzling her head in the pillow below her head. She was exhausted now that she was still and relaxing, all she wanted was to cuddle with Eddie and make out with him more.

Eddie walks back, sitting on the edge of her bed while he spreads her legs, wiping her inner thighs and slit clean of her cum.

She can’t help but giggle. “My thighs feel like jello.”

“You put in a lot of work, princess. You want anything else?” Eddie asks, brushing her hair out of her face.

Her heart was beating out of her chest with his doe eyes looking down at her. She bites back a nervous smile, clearing her throat. “You wanna smoke? I still have some flower in my dresser. Top drawer on the left in a blue metal box. But you’re going to have to roll, I don’t have the skilled fingers that you have.”

Eddie smirks and gets up, walking over to her dresser across the room and opening the drawer. He finds the metal box he was looking for, but before he closes it, he sees a large jar with a piece of paper taped around that said “I said I wouldn’t hook up with him again then I did again”.

“Did you find it?” She asks from the bed.

“Uh, yeah I found something. What’s this?” Eddie takes the jar from its spot, turning to show her.

Her eyes go wide seeing the jar in his hand, her stomach dropping. “Shit.” She sighs, sitting up quickly. “You… you weren’t supposed to see it. Fucking Robin didn’t put it back where it’s supposed to go.” She mutters.

“So, what’s this about?” He asks, sitting on the edge of the bed. “You wanted to stop hooking up?” Eddie sounded a little hurt when he asked the question.

She couldn’t even lie to him, the hurt in his voice made her heart hurt. “A few months ago I kinda realized that the promise we made when we first started hooking up… I kinda broke that promise. And I wanted to stop hooking up because I didn’t want this to get messy. So then Robin started the jar as a joke and then… it wasn’t a joke anymore. God, I’m sorry Eddie.”

“You broke a promise? What promise was that?”

She sighs, fidgeting around with her hand. “You’re really going to make me say it? It was the night that you came over when I thought I heard something in the house when my parents were gone. Just the fact that you came over, no questions asked and searched the entire place and then stayed over just to make sure I was okay. I couldn’t think of you as someone who I just slept with… I started to get feelings for you. And then stuff started to change after we had sex, you would stay over and cuddle with me, and we would go out and do things together. I kinda started to love you.”

Eddie’s big brown eyes were fixed on her own eyes as she spoke, which really just made her feel like she was two inches tall. He didn’t speak one word to her after her speech.

“Sorry.” She covers her body up with her bed sheet, dropping eye contact with Eddie. “You can go, if you want. You don’t have to stick around.”

Eddie leans down, tilting her face up to look at him before he kisses her. This kiss felt different than the other times they’ve kissed, it was so soft, and gentle, but she could feel his heart beating hard against her hand.

She reaches out to touch his face, holding his cheek in her hand while they kiss each other.

Eddie was the first to pull away, a small laugh leaving his lips. “I would be lying if I said I didn’t feel the same way about you, sweetheart.”

“Huh?” She says loudly, making a loud rumbly laugh come from Eddie.

“Baby, I fell in love with you long before you fell in love with me. I was too much of a chicken shit to ask you out on a real date, so I thought asking to fuck you on the regular was a much easier, like an idiot.” He chuckles. “I think by the second or third time we had sex, my heart belonged to you. I didn’t want to ruin what we had by telling you I was practically in love with you. Especially since you would run 5 seconds after we both finished.”

“I ran because I thought if I stuck around to cuddle or whatever I was going to let it slip I started to like you. God both of us are really idiots aren’t we.” She chuckles.

Eddie laughs too, reaching back for her hand to hold it, playing with the silver ring on her middle finger. “Yeah we are. Now that feelings are laid out on the table, where does it leave us?”

“You’re the only guy I’ve been having sex with the past 6 months, I don’t want anyone else if I’m being honest with you.”

“Yeah, I don’t want anyone else either, baby. You’re it for me.”

She smiles hearing the words come from his mouth. “Yeah, you’re it for me too Eds.”

“So, how about our first official date, we use the money in this bad boy?”

“Okay but you’ll have to tell Robin that she’s not going to Guam anymore.” She giggles.

“Guam? Jesus, how much money do you have in here?” He shakes the jar.

“I put $5 everytime we had sex for the last 3 months. And we go at it almost every single day. You can’t keep your hands off me.” She pokes.

“Well, looks like we’re about to add another, at least $20 by the end of the night.” Eddie raises his eyebrows at her, putting the jar on the nightstand before attacking her with kisses. “You say it first, I’ve been dying to hear those 3 words come out of this pretty little mouth for months.”

She holds both sides of his face with her hands, pressing their noses together. “I love you, Eddie.”

“Somehow it sounds even better than I thought it would.” He whispers before kissing her. “I love you, too.”

#eddie munson #eddie munson x fem! reader #eddie munson one shot #eddie munson x reader #eddie munson fic #eddie munson smut #eddie munson x fem reader #eddie munson fluff #eddie munson headcanon

[shitouttabuck]

Do you have any buddie fic recommendations for me? Sweet fluffy smutty idc I need something good 🥺

hiya! these are some of my faves off the top of my head and you’ve probably read most of them and if you’re like. nina. these are eighty percent fics by your mutuals. well i BECAME pals with them by adoring their writing and bullying my way into their lives about it <3

stitch my soul 30.5k by @onward--upward (soulmates au that genuinely changed my whole life i think about it daily—fair warning it’s a little heartachey, but in the best way)

it’s nice to have a friend 6.4k by @colonoscopys (a little domesticity i love this with my whole heart it’s so soft and sweet)

drench yourself in words unspoken 26k by @eddiediazes (everything is the same except eddie secretly writes romance novels and i reread this like once a month it makes me so happy)

the side effects of eating too many clementines 3k by @forthewolves (idk what to even say, no one writes love like amanda writes love, it’s a bigger-than-your-chest kind of feeling)

(this kiss is) something i can't resist 7.9k by @clusterbuck (family curse where eddie has to kiss his true love in one year or he’ll die, i laughed so much, EXACTLY the kind of romcom shit with a side of ridiculous i adore)

growing sideways 3k by @housewifebuck (extremely evan buck buckley is christopher diaz’s parent and you WILL cry about it)

left your mark on this heart 5.8k by @anxieteandbiscuits (buck thinks he has post-lightning heart complications but he’s just That stupid in love)

slip like freudian 4.4k by @jeeyuns (eddie diaz gets jinxed and is Extremely entertaining about it)

sundae kind of love 18k by @rewritetheending (okay this was the first morgan fic i ever read—and maybe one of the First buddie fics i read actually—and i think about the pier scene all the time! au where buck works at an ice cream shop by the beach)

maybe fall in love 1.8k by @try-set-me-on-fire (brick’s writing is just. unfailingly gorgeous but also 8 out of 10 times the most devastating thing you’ll ever read so this is a sweet, minimal emotional damage first kiss one???)

there’s always been a rainbow hangin’ over your head 8.7k by @alyxmastershipper (just the heartwarmingest of coming outs feat. the mug of my dreams. so so soft)

i think it’s my body wanting it the most by @transboybuckley (post-date that they’re not sure is a date, this is under a thousand words and i could not stop beaming i come back to it all the damn time)

you shaped this heart of mine 5k by justhockey (i haven’t reread this because it was such an enormous ache—in a good way—when i read it the first time, but god. god i love it so much. domestic sickfic)

i’ll scrawl it on every wall i see 29k by @letmetellyouaboutmyfeels (loosely a you’ve got mail au???? which is simply my favourite romcom in the whole world. this is so fucking funny as is everything they write and i adore it)

there ain’t language for the things i feel 1.8k by calvingseason (eddie buys buck a plant at the farmers market it is. so unbelievably soft)

i’ve almost certainly forgotten a bunch of faves so let me trawl through my bookmarks later and round some more up!!!!! highly rec ALL of these guys’ fics though SOME OF YOU are hell bent on breaking my heart these days and anon asked for “sweet. fluffy. smutty” and not hole-in-chest-in-shape-of-author's-fist, so

#ask #anon #fic rec #so much new fic to read but so many golden faves i wanna REREAD..... waugh

[buckactuallys]

Hii :) if I'm not too late for the soft prompts, I would love some buddie + "I missed you"

hello! sorry it took me over a month to write this but i hope you see and like it <3

[read on ao3]

Buck is pacing. He knows it’s stupid, knows it doesn’t make the minutes pass faster, but he braved the hellish drive to LAX and now he doesn’t have the patience to just stand here and stare at the board displaying the arrivals, waiting for the flight from ELP to switch from “On Approach” to “Arrived”.

He stops when it finally does, but then immediately starts pacing again. Eddie only traveled with hand luggage, but it’s still gonna be ages until he’s off the plane and stepping through the gates.

He’s glad no one here knows that it’s only been three days since he last saw Eddie, they’d probably call them co-dependent. But what they also don’t know is that Eddie kissed Buck for the first time right before he left for El Paso, and that Buck has been absolutely aching to do it again since then.

Three days of only seeing Eddie’s face through the screen of his phone, three days of holding back all of the questions he still has. It kind of feels like he should ask them in person, and anyway, it wasn’t the right time. Eddie flew out to help his parents after his mom had to undergo a minor operation, just for three days until Adriana could take over, so he had plenty of other things to think about. Buck, meanwhile, took care of Christopher and slept in Eddie’s bed every night, which did not help with the thoughts swirling through his head or the buzzing of his nerves.

And now he’s only minutes away from seeing Eddie in person, from being able to touch him, from maybe finally getting answers, and he doesn’t know what to do with himself.

So he paces.

With one eye constantly on the sliding doors, he walks back and forth, feeling jittery all over.

And yet, the second Eddie actually, finally steps through the doors, Buck is rooted to the spot.

He’s wearing jeans – of course he is, he says sweatpants are for the gym or for sleeping and rarely even wears them around the house – and a soft sweater, sleeves pushed up to his elbows. He’s carrying his duffle bag and his forearms look, frankly, indecent. His soft, product-less hair looks like it’s just waiting for Buck to run his hands through it, and he aches. But he can’t quite bring himself to move.

Three days ago, they were standing not far from here, Eddie with that same duffle bag and Buck tagging along all the way into the airport, even though there wasn’t really a reason to.

“You didn’t even remind me to call you if I have any questions,” Buck said, and Eddie shook his head with a smile.

“You know that anyway, Buck.”

“Yeah, but I know the lists you still write for Christopher’s sleepovers—”

“The same way you know all of mine and Chris’ routines,” Eddie interrupted him gently, and Buck felt himself flush. “Buck, I trust you. I know you don’t need any lists or instructions. You’ve done this before, even when there was no way to call me.”

“Maybe, but Carla was there to help,” Buck insisted, even though he’d rather not talk or even think about anything related to Eddie being shot.

“Buck,” Eddie said again, and reached up to squeeze Buck’s shoulder. His thumb brushed the bare skin of Buck’s throat, and Buck swallowed hard. “I’m not worried. You two will be fine.”

“We’ll still miss you,” Buck blurted out, and Eddie’s eyes got even softer.

“I’ll miss you too,” he murmured, and then he leaned in and kissed Buck.

It lasted only a couple of seconds and Eddie jerked back, wide-eyed. Buck opened his mouth to say…something, or maybe to beg Eddie to do it again, but he was interrupted by an announcement from the overhead speakers telling them that Eddie’s flight had started boarding.

“You’re not even through security yet,” he said instead of any of the other things he wanted to say, and Eddie blinked, his hand dropping from Buck’s shoulder.

“Shit, yeah, I–” He licked his lips. “Sorry, I– I have to go, but– we’ll talk when I get back?”

“Yeah,” Buck nodded. Somehow, at some point, his hands had made their way to Eddie’s waist, and he dropped them now. “Uh, safe flight, text– text me when you land?”

“Promise,” Eddie said over his shoulder, already a few steps away, and then he disappeared in the mass of people queuing for security.

Buck touched his lips almost absently. What the fuck had just happened?

Eddie’s walking towards him slowly, measuredly, and he’s smiling, but it looks a little bit nervous. Something about that makes Buck feel better, kind of.

“Hey,” Eddie says quietly when he reaches him, and Buck just throws his arms around him in a hug that’s probably too tight, especially considering that it’s only been three days.

But Eddie’s duffle drops to the ground by their feet with a thud and he hugs him back just as tightly, so maybe it doesn’t matter at all.

“Eddie,” Buck breathes, and they just stand there for way too long, holding each other.

“I missed you,” Eddie says eventually, his breath warm against the side of Buck’s neck, and Buck tries not to shiver.

“I missed you too,” he whispers, and Eddie laughs a little.

“It’s only been three days.”

“Yeah, but,” Buck loosens his hold a little and takes half a step back, just enough to look at Eddie. “Eddie, you– you kissed me and then you said we’d talk when you got back and for three days I couldn’t tell you– I had to wonder if it was a mistake–”

“It wasn’t a mistake,” Eddie interrupts him. “An accident, maybe, because the timing was fucking terrible, but. Not a mistake.”

Buck laughs, because he doesn’t know how else to deal with the amount of feelings rushing through him, and tentatively, the corners of Eddie’s mouth lift too until his adorable dimple appears, and Buck reaches out to touch it, then cups Eddie’s cheek, rosy now.

“For three days, I– I wanted to tell you that what I really wanted to say after you kissed me was,” he hesitates only for a second, the sparkle in Eddie’s eyes telling him everything he needs to know, “Can you please do that again?”

Eddie laughs, but he presses his cheek into Buck’s palm a little harder and pulls him in by the waist.

“I would’ve,” he confesses, and his nose nudges Buck’s.

“Many times,” Buck murmurs. “So many times, Eddie.”

“No objection from me.” Eddie’s lips are soft against Buck’s cheek, his chin, the corner of his mouth. “I’m happy to do this for the rest of my life.”

And when he kisses Buck, he knows that he means it.

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[bekkachaos]

✨ Bekka's Buddie Fic Recs ✨

I just thought it would be nice to do some fic recs for some of the wonderful creators in this fandom because there is literally so much talent it blows my mind that these beautiful people are out here giving us pieces of their beautiful brains 💕

Long fics and AU fics

☀️ Kiss Me Before it's Over (if only for a Minute) by @buddierights aka the Baseball AU (Rated E, 54k words). Buck and Eddie are pro baseball players on opposing teams, and Buck never gets nervous getting up to bat, until Eddie Diaz, the new star pitcher for the LA Angels, is standing on the pitcher's mound, and his stomach flips and twists. He's pretty sure it's because he hates the guy, until, you know, he doesn't. {I love this fic, it's such a beautiful kinda enemies to lovers ride that you will love every sweet and sexy moment of}

☀️ Let My Ink Stain Your Pages by @letmetellyouaboutmyfeels aka the Castle AU (Rated E, 107k words). Buck is a professional crime fiction writer in need of a new muse. Eddie is an LA homicide detective, and the last thing he needs is to be followed around by a reckless author. A sexy six foot plus mystery writer who he absolutely does not find charming and attractive. But when Buck decides that Eddie would make the perfect muse for his new book, that's exactly what Eddie gets. {I might have read this fic 3 times, it's one of my absolute favourites and you better believe I will go back and read it again}

Stupid People by @gayhoediaz (Rated E, 160k words). Eddie is new in town in LA, and he's just come to terms with the fact that he's gay. He figures that hiring a sex worker is the easiest way to explore that side of himself and keep it separate from his son and his work, to keep things uncomplicated. And that's how he finds his way to Buck. His plan works, for a while. {This was one of the first buddie fics I read, and it is an epic sexy, moving, emotional fic that I thought about for so long after, honestly I recommend anything that Nie writes!}

Unless You Ask Me To by @elvensorceress (Rated M, 182k words, in-progress). Eddie starts dating a man, and Buck is completely, one hundred percent Fine(TM). This is a beautiful fleshed out journey of a fic. {I believe one of the tags is 'the most oblivious obtuse pining idiots you will ever meet' and the accuracy of this is insane, I can't wait for the last chapter!}

☀️ never felt this way before (yes I swear) by @rewritetheending aka the dirty dancing AU (Rated M, 50.8k words). Buck and his family go on vacation to the 118 ranch and lodge, where Buck meets a number of new people including Eddie Diaz, and he's pulled into the world of the one-eighteen in a way he never expected, and learning to dance from the most beautiful man he's ever seen. {What more do I have to say other than dirty dancing AU? This fic is amazing from start to finish and so so hot!}

Explicit fics

Bases Loaded by @lamardeuse (Rated E, 2k words). Eddie wants to take things slowly, and Buck obliges him. {It's a sexy slow build between the two of them and just sucks you right in!}

More bang for your buck by @prettyboybuckley (Rated E, 14.2k words). Eddie's got a problem with a noisy neighbour, only, he can't exactly confront him because how do you knock on someone's door and say 'you have the loudest sex I've ever had the pleasure of hearing through the wall'? Because it is, a pleasure, the sound of him is just doing things to him. And then he finds the guy's twitter, and then his Instagram, and he is too far down the rabbit hole to back down. {This is hot the whole way through, and Buck testing toys and posting online? Spicy hot content!}

I lit the match, the firemen can do the rest by @honestlydarkprincess (Rated E, 6.6k words). Eddie needs to see Buck, so he drives over to his place to see Buck getting railed by Natalia with a strap on, and he can't look away, especially when Buck comes just by Natalia mentioning Eddie's name. When she leaves, Eddie feels the need to prove that it's even better when he takes things into his own hands. {This is Eddie pining for Buck and then getting to have him, all to himself}

☀️ today I live for a single drop of you by @alyxmastershipper (Rated E, 38.9k words). This is the 5 + 1 blowjob fic, five times Buck dreams of sucking Eddie's cock and the one time he gets to do it. Nuff said {Ryan just has such a beautiful lyrical way of writing that they can make an epic fic about blowjobs poetic, a masterpiece}

More AUs

mark me like a bloodstain by @monsterrae1 (Rated M, 6k words). A fic where your soul marks appear on your skin when they appear on your soulmate, when they are badly injured. Buck's first marks show up in college, and his first thought is that his soulmate is dead. He doesn't figure it out until his best friend is shot in front of him, and then he realises it's been Eddie all along. {I love soulmate fics and I love the shooting arc, and this fic is just so wonderful from start to finish}

and I'd choose you (in a hundred lifetimes) by @monsterrae1 (Rated E, 16.7k words). Eddie and Buck are pen pals when Eddie is in the army, and god it shouldn't have been so romantic, but he got Evan Buckley. And he thought maybe he might just be the person he spends the rest of his life with, until he completely disappears. Four years later, they meet again, only Buck has no idea who Eddie is. {did I include another Rae fic? Yes I did, because this one was just too good to leave out}

☀️ all I know is a new found grace (all my days I'll know your face) by @heartbeatdiaz aka the photographer Buck AU (Rated E, 4.5k words). Eddie is participating in the annual firefighters calendar, and the photographer is stupidly beautiful. Like, crazy gorgeous with big blue eyes and a smile that makes Eddie's palms sweat. {Photographer Buck is just such a beautiful thing to imagine, and honestly you could hit shuffle and pick any of April's fics and you're bound to love it}

even gods die by @kitkatpancakestack (Rated T, 7.6k words). This is quite a heavy fic, Buck has brain cancer and he and Eddie are at a cabin together talking about his diagnosis and how they feel about it. It's angsty with a hopeful ending. {This is a beautiful, emotional fic and it moved me so much to read. Not for everyone, but wow was this amazing}

Fun, Flirty and Fluffy fics

☀️ To have and to hold (what's mine is yours) by @the-likesofus (Rated G, 3.3k words). It's Buck and Eddie's one year anniversary (paper). Eddie gives something Buck has had all along, that last piece of his heart. {This is such a heartwarming Buckley-Diaz family feels fic and made me smile so hard}

Everything But (temptation) and Worth the Wait by @spotsandsocks (Rated T, 4.7k & 5.4k words). Five times Buck is tempted by Eddie and the one time he finally gives in, or, five times Eddie attempts to tempt Buck and the one time it finally works. {These fics are from Buck's pov and then Eddie's, and they were so much fun to read both times!}

smile to hide the truth by @fallingthorns (Rated T, 5.1k words). Eddie is getting married, only it's not to Buck. And Buck should really say something, should have really said something earlier. Because now Eddie is standing at the altar, only he's staring back at Buck and asking what would make him happier. {This isn't exactly fluffy but god the anticipation and the build up to that wedding, and the ending? You won't regret this read, I loved it}

still by @gayhoediaz (Rated T, 9.3k words). Based on an episode of Castle (are you sensing a theme here?) where Eddie steps on a plate in a house where they've just put out a fire, and he just knows that he's stepped on a pressure bomb. Buck refuses to leave him standing there alone while they figure it out, but time is literally ticking for them. {These two just fit the Caskett shoes perfectly, and this was tense, emotional and just a wonderful read}

between who you are and who you could be by @paranoidbean (Rated T, 5.6k words). Eddie is working at a plasma donation centre, and Buck just keeps coming back in, after making an impression the first time by passing out. {This is an adorable meet cute that just made me feel fuzzy inside}

(tell the gravedigger) better dig two by @mysteriouslyyounggalaxy (Rated G, 7.2k words). In which Eddie is buried alive, and Buck loses his mind with worry and grief. Basically a missing part to Eddie Begins. {This was a beautiful exploration of Buck's emotions as he's afraid he's lost Eddie}

I hope you all enjoy these fics as much as I did, just wanted to spread some love and appreciation 💕

#buddie #buddie fics #buddie fic recs #fic rec #bekka reads #just wanted to share some wonderful stories #please tell me if i tagged wrong!!

[watchyourbuck]

Writing prompt for Buddie … “Are you hard, [name]?” and “because I’m in love with you!”

Curious to see what your wonderful brain comes up with 🥰

Buck has a way of staring that makes Eddie sweat behind the knees. It’s not psychopathic, it’s not unnerving, but it’s also not necessarily endearing.

Usually, when he stares, he tries to hide it. Behind a glass, a book, a fork, or anything he can find that would make sense to put in front of his face.

Eddie is not stupid. He sees the way these items move up and down, letting Buck see through the gaps. He’s caught him more than once and had to pretend not to smile when Buck’s faked coughed and apologized.

Thing is, the way he’s staring at him right in this particular second feels… new. A little crooked, and definitely like he’s hiding something other than his relentless gaze.

Eddie pretends not to see it. For the majority of their conversation, he can manage not looking back at him. He cooks, he cleans, he does the dishes. It’s not that hard; it’s a routine. But there’s a moment when Buck shifts uncomfortably that makes Eddie drop his facade.

He raises his eyebrows. Not petulant, just curious. “You good?” Eddie says, and it sounds a lot like a rhetorical question, because Buck would never answer anything other than yes.

“I-um, yeah, yeah I’m okay.”

Eddie is not a patient man. He knows he seems like one, but he’s not. He’s a man who wants a lot, and that wants it now.

More than once has life taught him to wait, to think before acting, but impulses are stronger than habits, so he rounds the table, coming to stand exactly two feet away from Buck.

This time, it’s his turn to stare. His eyes wander down Buck’s body, trying to find whatever’s wrong with him as if he were using a thermographic camera. It’s not that many minutes later that he sees it. It.

“Are you hard, Evan?”

The use of his real name almost makes him jump. His breath hitches and for a second there, he feels unarmed. Completely defenseless against a man who could have his way with him with a simple snap of his fingers.

There’s no point in denying it. Eddie’s a medic, a veteran, a firefighter. Buck doesn’t think there’s anything Eddie doesn’t know about the human body — which, of course, Eddie would fight him on. I mean ‘c’mon, Buck, there’s actual paramedics and doctors and scientists out there.’

But Buck’s a man of conviction. So, whatever he believes in, he believes in forever. And Buck believes in Eddie. A bit much, if you ask his psychologist.

He swallows, and somehow, it makes him harder. Eddie shifts his weight from one leg to the other, adopting a condescending little pose that slowly turns into amusement. If only Buck had any cards to play, things would go differently, but alas, he’s got nothing. Empty handed, if you will.

“Yes,” he says, a little breathless and quiet and oh, too submissive, and even if he’s avoiding those caramel irises right now, he knows he’s getting inspected. Like some kind of sick animal. Well- he means an animal that’s sick, not a- whatever.

Eddie laughs. It’s throaty and Buck acknowledges that he’s trying to push it down. He recognizes that. At the very least, Eddie’s not trying to make fun of him. Still, there’s not much he can do. So he laughs too. Nervously, though.

“Eddie-,”

“Cooking and cleaning? That’s what turns you on?”

See, it’s a little more complicated than that. It’s not the action, it’s the man. Eddie could be boiling water or knitting a sweater for all he cares. Eddie’s hot. He’s… well, Eddie!

“When it’s you,” he deadpans, a little embarrassed. Because, really, how much more torture can a single man put him through?

Eddie’s face changes. It’s the silence that makes Buck turn his head completely. His body remains to the front, but now their faces are closer than they’ve ever been. Except- except that one time, but they don’t talk about it.

“When it’s me,” he repeats, as if he’s learning a new phrase in a new language. It does send Buck into a momentary spiral of how Eddie learned all the English he knows. It’s truly impressive.

“When it’s you,” he says again, and boy does he mean it. Affirmative, correct, absolutely fucking accurate.

They do that dance for a second. It’s ridiculous, and if anybody heard them, they’d think they were insane.

Buck has categorized himself as that before. A few times in his life, actually (but mostly when he’s stayed past four in the morning thinking of Eddie and the way his body moves because nothing else will get him to come), and Eddie? Well, he’s been categorized as that for more people than just himself. His parents, for example.

“Why?”

It’s not exactly a yes or no question. There’s more to it than ‘you’re hot, please fuck me’, but he doesn’t quite know how to convey it.

The look on his face must tell on him, because Eddie raises his eyebrows again, but this time they’re laced with expectation. It’s like he knows the answer, but needs to hear it to believe it.

Buck swallows again, but it goes down the wrong side. He coughs, covering his mouth with his fist, and straightens up in the stool, blood rushing to his head.

God, child, why does he have to be like this?

Hey, at least it’s not a tracheotomy at a public restaurant.

Eddie is a good man. Above everything else — every fucking thing that makes him perfect, that is —, Eddie is a good man. So, he steps closer, and rubs Buck’s back until the man stops sounding like the black box recording from flight MH370.

It’s soothing. It’s calming and nice and- Buck starts feeling like maybe he can confess. Like maybe, after all these years, finally letting himself free from the chains that he tied himself with, may not be that bad.

“Because I’m in love with you,” he mutters, and it’s hoarse. He has his eyes closed but he doesn’t need them to feel the way Eddie’s hand stops moving, just to freeze at the small of his spine.

He’s scared to look at him, because then it becomes real. And real has often proved itself to be terrifying, at least from his point of view. He doesn’t imagine it can be this horrible for everyone else, right? I mean, what kind of life is worth living when everything crumbles down the moment you’re honest with yourself?

Yikes, that’s dark.

“I’m in love with you, too.”

It’s such a confident statement that it makes Buck redden immediately. He opens his eyes, turns to Eddie and blinks. “What?”

“You heard me,” he says, and starts rubbing his back again, as if his Love Confession was just a moment in time or a glitch in the system. He doesn’t seem baffled, or angry, or disgusted. The man doesn’t even look surprised.

“You are?”

Eddie laughs again, and it’s embarrassing. It truly is. It’s like they’re playing some sick joke on a kid who doesn’t understand jokes and just wanted to play along.

“Please,” Buck begs, before Eddie can say anything else. “Please don’t play with me. Don’t tell me you’re- you’re… if you’re not-,”

“Buck,” Eddie whispers, and it’s soft. It makes Buck relax under his touch. “I’m not messing with you.”

“You’re not?”

“No, you fool,” Eddie says, leaning down to capture his lips in what’s now officially the top one kiss on Buck’s tally. “Now,” he continues, separating way too early, “let’s see what we can do about that hardon you’re sporting.”

And Jesus.

He could get used to this.

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Please take this as my Wip Wednesday!

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