#nor am i saying im not

[laundrypause]

#logan sargeant #williams racing #f1 #now im not saying im simping #nor am i saying im not #but...

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

I imagine barnaby trying to be all cool and flirting with howyd subtly but his smoke gives him away fjsns

he thinks he's smooth smh...

#cracking up thinking about this ngl #like howdy continues on with work #and whoever's at the table with barn - lets say uhhhh idk julie #is like 'awww your smoke turns pink when you talk to him' #and barn just freezes a la 'excusemeitfuckingWHAT' #aaaand Slam that panic button #bbg didnt know.... #rambles from the bog #wh fantasy au #anyway i think ill never draw a better howdy #i squandered my Him points on an au scribble- AN AU SCRIBBLE #ive peaked ill never get any better! #< lie. there's always room for improvement and reaching new heights #on the flip side i had such a rough time with barn #its always an exchange - i can either draw a good howdy or a good barn Never both smh #still though idk How this came out as good as it has i have not drawn in days #nary a line nor doodle to be found... #but covid is wearing off and babey i am BACK! #slowly. it beat me up pretty good ngl #it took me tf out im gonna be extra tired for a while... #but since my congestion has cleared up and im not Hacking and Sniffling anymore #stream soon probably! Normal Stream To Get Back In The Swing Of Things #it feels like ive been sick for a thousand years but i think its been like #three days??? i really dont know... #i hope everyone is doing well and Not getting covid. wear your mask #i wore mine but my stepdad didnt and Look What Fuckin Happened

[megalophobic-astronomer]

bugsnax dragging me back by the ankles

#what can i say #im not immune to bright games with dark lore #nor am i immune to nonbinary scientists #and their conspiracy theorist brother #who are both autistic #and the brothers boyfriend #who is also autistic #my art #bugsnax #floofty #floofty fizzlebean

[nooks-cranny-mogai]

Wishing everyone who posts pictures of mutilated and fucking dead children from the attack on Gaza a very i hope you fucking die.

Edit: after about 24 hrs, it seems this problem has been resolved. Please exercise caution as this could happen again but guest and pro Palestinian suggested videos and gore videos that were posted in pro Palestinian tags have been removed after mass reports.

WARNING!! THIS IS IMPORTANT!!!

Zionists and Trolls are posting copious amounts of gore and mutilated bodies from the attacks on gaza on TikTok!!!

It is uncensored gore of children and adults and if you don't see a problem with this blatant disrespect of the dead, don't fucking follow me!

These videos are not being published with any warnings and are not being published with the consent or in support of Palestinians! They are being posted to horrify people and silence them!

If you are triggered by gore or multilation, DO NOT GO ON TIKTOK RIGHT NOW!! There are hundreds of videos being mass uploaded and they are on people's fyps being tagged to intentionally show up in the feeds of people who support Palestine!!

Again DO NOT GO ON TIKTOK RIGHT NOW.

If you choose to, you take a risk on seeing these videos, the fyp is turning into LiveLeak with bodies being shown with zero blocking out, blurring or sheets to cover them. If you come across these videos, make sure you report them if you are mentally capable of doing so.

Please reblog this so others can be warned.

#clover speaks #i just came across multiple videos and despite me and others reporting them nothing is happening #if you even breathe a whisper of calling me antisemitic or saying im turning away from the reality of genocide #i am going to strangle you with my native American and native canadian hands #showing people gore will not stop genocide #it will trigger them and make them abandon things #i used to use liveleak and equally upsetting things to self harm and just because its important people know how bad it truely is #dose not excuse disrespecting the bodies of these children by posting them nor triggering and upsetting others unnecessarily #fuck gore posters #i wanna tag other big blogs rn but i dont wanna trigger anybody #so im not going to #but please reblog this so others know #i got 3 videos in an hour just scrolling my fyp and that's concerning #all were tagged as free palastine or anti isreal or other tags realted to palastinian freedom

[feluka]

while i dont exactly hide it, i refuse to put the word coptic in my bio because it invites Certain Asks in my inbox, so when once again someone replies to my post calling me an islamist/arab supremacist..... bro............

#ah yes i am. checks notes. part of the extremist group that displaced my family from minya 👍 #people don't even know what islamism is they just hear the word allah and they start crying #i'm refuse to reply to these people like 'umm i'm actually and neither muslim nor ethnically arab sooo gotcha!!!' #i just glock and go #<supposed to say block but the typo is funny so im leaving it #glock and go <3 my fave routine

[mllenugget]

Hey remember when Baghera adopted Dapper like 8 months ago or did I make that up ? ────────────────────────────────────────── Support all the admins that spoke out (& do your daily click) ──────────────────────────────────────────

#idk why on earth i gave baghera knuckles- when i say i turn my brain off when I draw i mean it #i only noticed it after i was done with the shading and it jumpscared me #got me stuttering in confusion i have never drawn anthro arms/wings this way these dont even look like feathers wtf me ?? #..... sooo looks like ive got a new wa-cats type of fandom on my hands #as in i am still very emotionally attached to the memories i have from this no matter what i do itll keep coming back #but i havent read the books in several years nor do i plan to anymore and looking back i am so angry and disgusted #but also im still blown away by the creativity and the passion the fandom builds on its own #i wanted to go ahead and finish any art that ive been working on for the past almost year and decided this one would be the most fitting #i learnt last week that only the first 20 tags on an original post will show up in tumblr searches #and I think im going to take advantage of that #because i dont want to hype the server anymore and i have decided i will no longer be adding my watermark on top of my work #and i was going to refrain from tagging it because i dont want my related posts to show up #before remembering that some of my mutuals who ive been chatting to for years now #have these fandoms blacklisted #so im going to test it and hope it works #im still going to tag the characters i love though because i wanna show support to the actors and i wish them nothing but the best #baghera fanart #pomme fanart #dapper fanart #dappleduo #my art #mcyt #qsmp #fandom neg #tag this however you want #yap yap yap yap tlddr

[katiekatdragon27]

Do you, uh, do you see my vision?

What if I shipped the two hosts from the most polar opposite shows in the OSC? Nah, not me, that’s so silly, imagine that haha 😳😳🫣🫣

Just for context, Liam and Airy made it back to San Fransisco together and moved into a cheap apartment. Airy is trying to adjust to being in society again. Liam is trying to fix all his legal documents and get back on his feet officially. Texty has sorta been adopted by Liam at this point and is trying to help out the best they can.

Liam has also threatened to dump Airy to the streets if he cannot help Liam pay the rent (it’s super expensive when they come back and Liam is still not really friends with Airy, also Liam is trying to move out of Cali, so he’s been penny pinching).

Popcorn lives off the grid on Earth in this, only making her presence known when she is hosting another reality show. “Popcorn” is also an alias name to run her show since it’s illegal and probably shouldn’t be happening lol. The people he uses for the show are usually people who are super despite and down on their luck, or homeless people who she picks up off the street. Airy was the first one to show genuine interest in the show.

I need to give Popcorn an actual name lol, and idk if Poppy is cutting it for me.

Liam is not exactly thrilled at the idea of Airy having a partner, but she is rich allegedly and is willing to help pay a little of the cost to help them move to the East Coast lol.

Thanks for feeding into my delusions and have a nice day :,)

#they make each other better but others worse <3 #ik if you asked me when i initially watched one if i shipped airy with anyone I would say no nor that he deserved to be happy #but you know what im going insane everyday so whatever honestly #im delusional and cringe but i am free #im so sorry /j #feel free to unfollow now #hfjone #osc shipping #ship art #shipping #airy hfjone #popcorn showvember #showvember #airy #popcorn #liam plecak #liam hfjone #airy x popcorn #popcorn x airy #osc #boyfailure x girlboss #doodles #object show art #fan art #katiekatdragon27 #aircorn #popcairy

[tchaikovskaya]

a lot being said and to be said about the whole jonah hill thing. obviously bad opinions abound lol. but one thing i do wanna say:

the whole "therapy-speak weaponized" thing is very much linked to the emphasis put on the exact language of apologies, both interpersonal and public. for a long fucking time now it has been about Correct wording and not actual sentiment. for a while now it has been much more about how it is said than [the spirit of] what is said. this is the other side of that coin. this is that mentality come back around to bite. this should be obvious but it apparently isnt!

when you teach people to SAY the right things, without necessarily believing the "right things," you incentivize affectation in the name of progressive image. that benefits absolutely nobody, except the person doing it (until they show their ass) or you wanting to keep your warm feelings toward them (until they show their ass). (which they for sure will, because again, they dont actually believe that shit, theyre just pretending to because they know it scores them likability points)

someone with their heart in the right place, who is GENUINELY demonstrating a willingness to learn and grow even if they fuck up along the way or say something the antiquated and/or Wrong way, will always always always be better than someone just saying whatever the fuck they think sounds like something you want to hear and is Correct according to public opinion while nothing below the surface changes at all. idk how many iterations of this with b list blorbo celebrities we're gonna have to go through until people start to internalize this lol

#see also: 'im sorry you feel that way' discourse #yknow what actually sometimes u cant control the way someone feels about something u do/say and u arent responsible! #i am indeed sorry u feel that way! i didnt do anything wrong! u misinterpreted my fully innocent actions and thats on u! #its not my responsibility to keep track of exactly how u experience everything i say and do (not to u personally nor in general/to nobody) #sometimes if ur hurt by something someone does theres literally nobody to blame! sit with ur feelings but dont ask for an apology!

[moeblob]

I have only seen their C/B supports and honestly I love them a lot. Alfred really out here just committing acts of treacherous friendliness with other royals from other kingdoms. It's wonderful to see.

#fe engage #alfred #ivy #just in case im gonna tag as #fe engage spoilers #just because idk how far people have played nor what supports they have seen #at first im like dang bro alfred out here at weird times interacting with ivy but then he says #we really gotta stop meeting at these times princess ivy in their b and im like yeah p much #then goes on to be pleasant but teasing but helpful all in one conversation with her and i just really love him ??? #also i am very fond of ivy i love her a lot #also what time does alfred go to bed i need to know because hes always already slept #when he meets up with ivy and dia ....... when they havent slept #alfred my son what are your hours of passing out and waking up #im only on ch16 so uhhhhh i made like one ch of progress lately lmao #then ive been doing some dlc battles and other paralogue fights

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

i swear i have the body of a 50 yr old. i did something mildly active for less than an hour today and my back Aches. who authorized this

#my back: oughhhh im so weak you need to lay down and be still for ten hours #honey i do not have the patience nor the time for that #i am chugging this soup and then im Really Fuckin Crunching The Packing & Cleaning #my mother gets here at like 2 am and i want to get shit done before she arrives #so that i can be told i did a good job for once in my damn life #sorry that was pathetic! #i actually am just a spiteful creature that wants to prove that Hey. maybe i can be relied upon this one time #bet she expects to get here to see an absolute mess w/ not nearly enough packed #JOKES ON YOU FUCKER IM DOIN IT ALL ON MY OWN #i got shit done Without you. ha! #also i want to go whale watching tomorrow #i need to be on the water... i need it.... big aminal please... #rambles from the bog #i feel so. Independent. and tired #took the cats to the vet all on my own. got them a prescription. rode in two ubers and made casual conversation both times #completely fumbled a brief interaction with a really cute girl who was definitely outta my league #me: wants to talk to cute girl. if she offers to get the door for you say Yes #brain: look at the floor. ignore her. say 'no ive got it' when she offers to get the door for you #sobbing and wailing. totally won otherwise lmao #my cats were so good!!! they were so sweet and they Listened! #they stayed on the weighing plate & let their claws be clipped #they were so friendly and nice and WELL BEHAVED WHAT WAS THAT #when i try to clip their claws i get squirmy mc wormie and little miss war crimes #i walk away with new scars and nothin to show for it #but noooo. vets do it and not a peep. not a single wriggle. no hisses or meows. just hangin out #man. at least my cats are comfy enough with me to be up front w their desires #fuckin fakers... beautiful sweet well behaved fakers.... #the vets absolutely loved them btw. all three people that were in the room loved how sweet my little critters were <3 #i am Proud tbh

[renshengs]

the problem with when i get into fairly popular ships is i get into my very hyperspecific interpretation of that ship. combine that with my generally picky attitude towards fanfic and you get "well if no one's going to write it I'LL write it". so here we are. it's happened before and it's happening again

#this is about #jaytim #and like 10 other ships #i don't care for 80% of characterizations in jaytim fanfics they irritate me. i like my tims mean and offputting and stressed okay #and my jasons a little sillier. still brutal with bullets for words and sooo fucked in the head but yk. he's a geek!!! #even when i have to write tim with the shoujo lens from jason pov im like. this is my beloved freak of a guy. he's my most specialist boy #though i'm also not a dead dove connoisseur nor am i that interested in plotless smut. so the pickiness is self-inflicted i'm aware! #this is just me complaining in the tags. not a personal attack! i love n respect my jaytim comrades <333 #sheng says stuff

[idliketobeatree]

*wakes up in cold sweat from a hundred years long nap* Aziraphale's 1941 love realisation was a LITERAL BOMB FALLING ON HIS HEAD FROM THE SKY that he was forced to MIRACULOUSLY SHIELD THEM FROM and they both have performed so well, he and Crowley were not only NOT discorporated, but ALSO his most precious belongings, the symbols of the human part of his identity, were not harmed in the process. and it was all within mere minutes of their reunion after a major fallout. do you. do you see what I'm

#i am not exaggerating this thought really woke me up just now #good omens #ineffable husbands #good omens s1 #good omens 1941 #crowley #aziraphale #my posts #i dont know if this makes sense #or if im just repeating what people have already discussed but it strikes that #the realisation was NOT gentle nor romantic or anything like that #it was violent and powerful! and it was entirely orchestrated by crowley. aziraphale had no say in it #he could not choose that moment #and yet. it was everything hes ever wanted. it was better than anything he could probably come up with #its not about romance with them really! its all about trust that they have each others back when the times get so fucking tough #thats when they are invincible together #i made myself sob #i keep circling in the point i wanted to make i cant articulate it well rn but i need to get this out and maybe ill come back to it later #marcela talks

[kukekakuningaskris]

so i (as others on twt) noticed that joker out has updated their 'about us' section on their website, and it reads weird!

the vocabulary, sentence structure, and random partial translation of song titles seems like machine translation (not that is anything wrong w using it, i do it too), not to mention the album titles being translated in a way that hasn't been seen before. as i was looking at it my translation studies focused brain was trying to figure out what would result in a text like this and i actually have a theory?

the article seems to have been (machine) translated into english but i don't think it was in slovenian originally? since it just says 'of the region' without specifying what region exactly, which would only make sense if the intended audience of it was in 'the region' themselves and not outside of it, but then it specifies they're a slovenian band, which would hint at the fact that this piece was originally meant for an audience not in slovenia. given that they tell the reader the country but not the region (though it's obvious) it seems to hint at the fact that this text was aimed at the ex-yugoslav region but not slovenia.

which would also explain the weird song and album translations! if the album names were translated into another language and then put through google translate, the english names would most likely be messed up and weird and not what you get when translating directly from slovenian. it would also (maybe) explain why three of the song titles (each one word titles) have been translated while others remain unchanged, since my theory is that those words were the same in slovenian and the language it was written in, so they got translated but the words/titles that were different from the language it was written in were left in their original form.

this is even more of a stretch but given how when listing cities where they had double concerts the first one mentioned is zagreb, and later varaždin is brought out separately as important, it makes me think that this was aimed at a croatian audience at first and then later translated into english for their 'about us' section.

this is just pure speculation with no real proof (and it literally does not matter one bit) but i didn't know what to do with this information so now y'all have to see it too.

#this is just insanity based on nothing and i dont claim to know things nor am i saying this is correct! #i just saw the text and went hmm this looks like my phrase machine translated texts before i fix them #also im not trying to prove anything i just find the choices (or lack of them) interesting and i love overthinking things #im doing my masters in translation studies and i will not be shutting up about it #joker out

[sukibenders]

Seeing Devi end up with Ben didn't surprise me, because this is M*ndy K*ling's formula (no matter how much we all detest it) but still a little disappointing. Like they literally had to erase Paxton's arc just to elevate Ben, like that is sad. But what's even more egregious is the way some Benvi fans talk about Paxton, and Darren, is disgusting. Like calling them predators and a bunch of other names just to elevate your ship is weird behavior, especially acting this way towards a MOC and how some conversations can reach dangerous territory. Like some of these people need to stop. I may not like Ben as a character, nor ship him with Devi (his behavior towards her is atrocious) but you would not catch me acting the way I see some of them act towards these actors. Like, stop.

#nhie #nhie spoilers #nhie s4 #paxton hall yoshida #devi vishwakumar #ben gross #devi sweetie im so sorry you deserved better #mindy stop putting your woc with mediocre white men! pls #and to iterate im not saying that there arent some daxton shippers who treat ben horribly in fandom [e.g. antisemitic comments] #nor am i saying that i hate ben [i wish the show gave him more development and plot to work with like how they did devi & paxton separately #but that doesnt mean i still cant point out some of the things hes done that dont sit right with me #tho tbh i dont necessarily have much faith in mindy kaling when it comes to ben's story anyway bc there are some problems

[bigothteddies]

So so much of sexuality comes down to wanting to feel wanted. How we experience the rush of feeling wanted and desired changes from group to group and person to person. It’s astonishing how many people condemn desires and actions and behaviors and kinks from groups they aren’t a part of or people they don’t know simply because they can’t trace back how it makes someone feel wanted.

#unimportant thoughts #it blows my fucking MIND man #saw a post today that was LITERALLY #‘haha why do all [group of people] say [statement] during sex haha. cringe!’ #LIKE OH MY GOD #the redacted statement WAS LITERALLY the most OBVIOUS plea to make them feel wanted !! #im not asking you to contextualize why a group of people might all have similar feelings towards feeling wanted through this trait ! #im not asking you to contextualize that failing within society to make that group of people feel wanted! #nor am I asking you to deepen your understanding of a group of people and their shared experiences! #i AM asking you to recognize all groups of people as PEOPLE beyond punchlines #and recognize that maybe that thing you dont understand that they say ! #might be connecting to something in their brain that makes them feel desired and wanted in the same way that you crave to feel ! #because we’re all PEOPLE ! #and wanting to feel wanted and desired is at the center of so much for us !

[mokeonn]

I have crawled out of my "only doing art studies pit" to craft a piece so full of love, and I shall now post that piece before once again disappearing to cry over anatomy

#simon says #i shit you not I dont think I've loved a piece so much before #it's like #i hand crafted this piece out of love for myself and no one else and it brings me such joy #and it's gonna be weird as fuck #i shit you not you're gonna think im joking after I do the alt text and post this one #you're gonna think 'haha what a funny joke they made' NO #this is SERIOUS #I made this piece with every single bone in my body and every ounce of love I possess to make myself happy #in the span of two days #forcing myself out of my comfort zone multiple times in the process #and learning so much #and I guarantee people will think it is a joke and that all of this is ironic #it is not #none of what my next post will be is ironic #i am just putting that out there now #i know as an artist one will interpret my art in their own unique way based off their experiences #and I have no control over that #nor do I want to #but I do want to put my own personal intentions loud and clear here #the meaning of the piece is very personal and I shant share it lest it ruin the viewer's experience with it #but I do want to make it clear that none of this is going to be ironic