#i made myself sob

[morgana-artt]

[Spoilers for LoP mid game]

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Its genuinely scary how fast the petrification disease swarmed Kart station and how many carcasses appeared too, especially the giant ones after Romeo was defeated. Like it puts into perspective how much Romeo was trying to keep things at bay with the puppets/disease, as you've seen at the cathedral when puppets were fighting the carcasses. Which explains how worse for wear he looks and chipped up he is, poor soul was probably doing this for the entire frenzy while still holding onto the memories of his best friend. Him being defeated was probably the only kindest thing that was given to him in literal years by the person who looked similar to his friend. P, once again, did a kind thing without even realising it.

#lies of p #i made myself sob

[idliketobeatree]

*wakes up in cold sweat from a hundred years long nap* Aziraphale's 1941 love realisation was a LITERAL BOMB FALLING ON HIS HEAD FROM THE SKY that he was forced to MIRACULOUSLY SHIELD THEM FROM and they both have performed so well, he and Crowley were not only NOT discorporated, but ALSO his most precious belongings, the symbols of the human part of his identity, were not harmed in the process. and it was all within mere minutes of their reunion after a major fallout. do you. do you see what I'm

#i am not exaggerating this thought really woke me up just now #good omens #ineffable husbands #good omens s1 #good omens 1941 #crowley #aziraphale #my posts #i dont know if this makes sense #or if im just repeating what people have already discussed but it strikes that #the realisation was NOT gentle nor romantic or anything like that #it was violent and powerful! and it was entirely orchestrated by crowley. aziraphale had no say in it #he could not choose that moment #and yet. it was everything hes ever wanted. it was better than anything he could probably come up with #its not about romance with them really! its all about trust that they have each others back when the times get so fucking tough #thats when they are invincible together #i made myself sob #i keep circling in the point i wanted to make i cant articulate it well rn but i need to get this out and maybe ill come back to it later #marcela talks

[dudethatsmyundeaduncle]

Had this Headcannon that when Multi-Lingual Dick and Jason get drunk they start singing Ballads in Spanish. Yeah some classical shit like Vicente Fernandez but also the most wild Selena you've ever heard.

#is this a post about Latinx Jason todd? Bitch it might be #Don't ask me about it tho cuz I'll deny it to my core #I imagine jason drunk off his ass belting No Me Queda Mas like he fuckin wrote the song #Dick's got Como la Flor Energy but he has ugly Sobbed NMQS too #they are so infamous for their drunk spanish ballads that they actually rub off on TIm #imagine young justice suprise when the whitest kid you've ever seen wasted on 7/11 liquor is hiccuping his way through a selena song #worst accent you've ever heard sounds like a dog from New Jersey learning to bark and yet the emotion is kinda on point #TIm denies it #refuses to believe he has ever done it #Dick and Jason get a copy of the video and someone edits a mash up of all three of them warble singing that banger #anyway this was a nothing post of nothing I made for myself #fr just for me #DC #Batman #Batfam #Jason todd #Tim drake #Dick Grayson

[lightbulb-warning]

saimatsu week day 3 not on day 3: reunion

they do be sobbing

#it's me im sobbing i dont know why i made an animation i dont know how to animate?????? LMAO better luck next time me!! #saimatsu #saimatsu week #shuichi saihara #kaede akamatsu #drv3 #ndrv3 #danganronpa #danganronpa animatic #listen. LISTEN. me hating this means there's nowhere to go but up next time i animate something!!! AAHGSHDKABRJXJSBJ #im so okay. i am so fine!! #shuichi saihara x kaede akamatsu #shuichi&kaede #danganronpa v3 #danganrompa #im going to sleep for the next ten year BUHBYE #maiora draws #maiora animates #FUCK THE LAST FRAME I FORGOT HER ELBOW FGJDYHSYKB #no! i am NOT fixing it!!! im freeing myself im running away byeeeeeee

[lunzi0]

“Greg always had a hard time adjusting when having new parents, every time he ran, they would never chase him to come back. But Vanessa did, and he realized at that moment that she really cared. And he now knows he doesn’t have to run to see if she loves him.”

This is related to my revisited nightmares fnaf AU, im sobbing at my own idea

#IM MAKING MYSELF SOB WHAT AM I DOING #wishing gregory and vanessa’s relationship were like this in security breach #someone in my comments on instagram said something that has made my sob even more #i’m so normal for these two #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #art #fnaf security breach #fnaf gregory #fnaf vanessa #fnaf au #revisited nightmares #fnaf art

[victarin]

This is a little old & Super Unpolished but i don’t have any plans to go back and clean it up so

#ahhsbvwvwn pointing at the ‘this is old’ part ☝️☝️☝️ thats why they look a little funky #finally brave enough to post this WHBBNWBWWW #sobs #fnaf dca #y/n tag #HHHHHWWW Y/N TAG. #my art #if the dialogue is cringe im sorry but also not really i kinda just made this for myself and me

[corpsentry]

eulogy

#i was fully going to just wrangle my way through life for another 39 years when my friend said to me: #you are gay and we want you to submit art for the pride art show. but i hasn’t drawn at all since last year so i made a new comic from scr #i was also having one of the worst times of my life all of the past week but every night after sobbing into a friends shoulder or wtv #i’d sit down and draw. and then today i locked myself in the basement for 5 #hours and now he is finished. trans allegory or whatever #happy pride #world is horrible so hold the people you love close #i am trying . succeeding? not really but definitely trying #i have gone now through the 5 stages of grief. 1) eat food 2) eat food 3) hit rock 4) hit rock 5) give up #i Give Up. i give up by living my life without giving a fuck #which is like. actually giving down. or taking away down #idk anyway #i hope you’re well i’m HANGING ON BY A THREAD. BUT A GOOD THREAD #and to my lgbsbfk homies: i love you #my art

[puppetmaster13u]

Prompt 132

So it turns out Danny and Billy share a realms guardian. Not like they knew that until they literally got scruffed and taken through a portal- apparently realms paperwork can take years or even centuries so they actually got really lucky with how much their guardian was pushing. 

Apparently the primordial being of Space and the primordial being of Storm is one and the same and has been… well not throwing a fit but also yes throwing a fit at the Observants and other paperwork beings of the Zone. 

So it’s not the worst kidnapping either of them have gone through, apparently they’re getting a checkup and a crash course in realms stuff?? Oh god what do you mean there’s the equivalent of galas in the Zone and they have to go to them??? Sam/Tim help them! 

On the bright sides, way less attacks on Amity now that a primordial being that literally shuffles around entire galaxies just because is hanging around to teach him how to do things. And when Billy gets found out to be ten he can cheerfully say he has permission from his guardian. The one literally letting them get through space so quickly just because they think the league is neat. In an idle wow yep kiddo that is a funky looking cat we aren’t taking home yep, way. 

#dcxdp #dpxdc #prompts #Danny: Oh god is Vortex my ghost brother nooo #Marvel on the phone in the middle of battle: Hi Phantom can you tell pops that I'll be late #Marvel: I know they can definitely see me right now but speck amidst the eternal storm of stars yadda yadda #Villain and JL overhearing this: #Billy: Omg Danny look parent made constellations of us #Danny literally sobbing: Y e a h they did #Their ghost parent has tea with clockwork all the time they're twins #Time and Space are two halves of a whole after all #Children of the Realms itself- or rather the being whose blood fills the cracks between worlds whose body forms the planes of reality itsel #Danny and Billy don't realize how OP they are because this is normal shit for them #Y'know what #Eternal 10 year old Billy and 14 year old Danny #Billy: Wait am I a halfa?? My marvel form doesn't have a heartbeat and I'm literally striking myself with lightning #Danny: #Billy: #Danny: Oh my god #They deserve to be brothers your honor

[domorebemore]

Charlie Dalton - VIENNA

#dead poets society #charlie dalton #nuwanda #music video #fancam #billy joel #vienna #edit #character edit #my edit #dps #dps edit #i made myself sob for like a full hour after making this. #literally put my entire fucking heart and soul into this in a way i never have before i don't think. like truly insane. #gonna put on tiktok later too. #nuwanda edit #charlie dalton edit

[charlie-artlie]

location marker set: where everybody knows your name

happy murderbot day! ive been kicking around this au thing for a very very long time and finally was able to squeeze it out juuust before the new book releases 💦 i think ive drafted this comic 5 separate times, so apologies if it doesn’t make sense at all lmao. explanation is below the cut 👇

so what if when murderbot destroyed central and targetcontrolsystem and 2.0, it… failed? what if something about the alien remnant kept them alive in there? but damaged, confused, and corrupted. so 2.0 wakes up. its memories are corrupted, but tcs uses what it has access to to put together something plausible to get 2.0 to let its guard down, so it can get close, so it can take it over. repeat ad infinitum. whenever 2.0 is lucid enough to do so it starts spamming assistance needed requests, but anyone who’d be willing to help it is long gone by now. it’s just them down here now, alone together.

unless tcs pokes the tiger too much and 2.0 eats it! but that probably wont happen

#the murderbot diaries #murderbot #ayda mensah #murderbot 2.0 #tw body horror #arts #if i had to redraft this comic one more time i was going to kill myself #finished over perfect!!!!! /screams into pillow #im quietly very obsessed with this au and 2.0 in general and need to talk abt it but the book is coming out and ialdkfjas #IM BUSY #i would share the playlist i made for this but its 50% sweetieb0t destabalize songs so #sobs its 2 am as im drafting this #software ghost

[mayxo-hxh]

Im about to get controversial.

Out of chrollo, illumi and hisoka, hisoka is canonically the least likely to flirt to get anything he wants, if at all.

A lot of people think he's a natural flirt but I fear I couldn't have disagreed more. He only "flirted" a single time and that was solely to piss off machi, knowing she'd never agree. Hot take? He would've never asked if he knew she'd agree.

Also, bro's the biggest humanphobe in the anime. He keeps his distance from everyone. The only human physical contact he ever made was through fighting people. (If you're a person thats interested in seeing more evidence, I have an entire long thread about it on twitter that I do plan on posting here soon)

so u cannot give me 1 reason for hisoka to flirt with someone at a random bar but chrollo and illumi? i can think of a few.

chrollo, he already canonically flirts to get what he wants. straight up goes on dates gets a suit and shit. he has no reputation among the general public that hes concerned of that isnt the spider. Illumi? He's a manipulator. I HIGHLY doubt he never flirted to get something in his life from people who are too easy to win over. He's someone that wouldn't care what people think of him. He's also anonymous. People have no idea who tf he is anyways. If it affected the zoldyck reputation? Thats a different story.

Hisoka? he would fucking NEVER. Him specifically? HE HAS A REPUTATION. And whats that reputation? That hes an absolute disgusting freak that no one should dare to approach. He kills people. He fights live and makes sure the audience is always disgusted and weirded out by his actions and performances. You look at him and you should immediately look away and pray he hasn't seen you.

So riddle me this. If his entire shtick is making sure everyones afraid of him and avoids him, then why the hell would he get himself a reputation that makes him approachable????

Why would he get himself a reputation that makes you, as a person who only ever heard of him picking people up, want to approach him.

On top of that, I just.. don't see him picking random people up..??? random weaklings that dont even know nen????? he literally treats them like trash that inconveniences his time. You're saying he'd EVER give them the privilege of sleeping with him???

And then you'd say, oh so he'd sleep with strong people! HERES THE THING. Why would he sleep with them..... when he can fight them. Him getting off from fighting comes NOWHERE to actual sex. What people don't understand is that he gets off to killing people and seeing them crumble in front of him when they realize theyre going to die. Torturing people to death. What's... that got to do with like. yknow. actual sex bro 😭😭😭😭😭😭

this turned into a huge rant probably but do you know how genuinely depressing it is seeing a unique character like hisoka that gains lust through FIGHTING and KILLING reduced to. sex addict in fics. Like. be so fucking serious right now. He called himself a FIGHT ADDICT in the manga. Can I see more of him actually spending his time killing and fighting people instead of whatever the hell bros doing with a random npc.

Anyways this is also why I hc him as asexual/demisexual NEXTTTT

#When a fic is so good but they make a hisoka a sex god instead of a murderer. like dear god. Ya Allah. Mercy on me. #can i please get more fics where he absolutely fucking murders people in deranged ways like god (Togashi) intended instead of.... #(checks notes) .....sex??? #sorry to me this is 1 fanon characterization that i just gag from i cannot physically stomach that shit anymore. #also the way he never touched a single human and is not a touchy person yet the musical made disgustingly touchy with everyone including go #i saw red when i saw that one scene. #thats not fucking hisoka morow thats hekosa pedoro #if togashi wanted him to sleep around he would've so simply and easily made him mention that. Like even leorio said he jacks off. #yet togashi didnt. because HE DOESNT. #HISOKA GET BEHIND ME #anyways asexual hisoka morow canon goodnight everyone #also trans hisoka can we get a little more content of that i know its completely unrelated but pls im starving #i would put the “ill do it myself meme” WHICH I DO I HAVE A DEMI HISOILLU FIC but im so slow at writing fics sobs and throws up #hisoillu #hisoka x illumi #illumi #illumi zoldyck #hisoka #hisoka morow #chrollo #chrollo lucilfer #hxh #hunter x hunter #my post #my analysis

[tamsinbeybey-she-no-porcupine]

When you want to tell a man that you love him but you're both soldiers surrounded by other soldiers, it's 1945 and he's dying in front of you

so instead you tenderly say his first name and look at him like this

so that in a sea of unfriendly faces the last face he will ever see is the friendly face of the person he loves.

#i am so sorry that's three in a row #bbc ghosts #bbc ghosts spoilers #my soft boy and my creaky boy #i made myself cry #redlever #caphavers #bbc ghosts series 5 spoilers #capvers #bbc ghosts the captain #lieutenant havers #major anthony havers #tis i your local havers lunatic #brb sobbing #them #i love them your honour #i love him your honour #my soft boy #my creaky boy

[phoebepheebsphibs]

So I did a commission a week or so ago and it was for magical mid-twenties Mikey crying golden tears. Well I had a first draft sketch that I loved too much to discard, so I turned it into a full art piece and I really liked it so here ya go kiddies eat up the free food

I think I broke the sound barrier from how fast I ascended with this

I did not mean to pop off that hard I was just honestly having fun experimenting with light effects and got lost in the glamour of future Mikey

#who says first drafts are never good? look at what i made and say it to my face #screw you hemmingway #god-tier #mikey fanart #future mikey #mikey angst #magic mikey #mystic mikey #magic tears #crying #sobbing #rise michelangelo #rise mikey #rottmnt mikey #rottmnt michelangelo #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt #rottmnt fanart #watch me razzle dazzle myself out of existence #drawing commisions #you didn't even have to pay to see this #i did this just for me

[redmyeyes]

help it just hit me.

hawk in 1957 is so immediately vulnerable with tim.  the very first moment he had alone with tim — the very ! first ! moment! — he asked tim to fuck him.

(not to over-emphasize top/bottom dynamics, but for HAWK it was a huge deal!  because of his history with kenny & his father, because of the world he grew up in, where masculinity & being able to ‘pass’ was everything, because he thought of himself as a ‘man who fucks men’ — it was an act of intense vulnerability for him.  possibly The Most Vulnerable act.  and he was ready — needed — to give tim that, the moment he came back.)

this, after three years (!!!) of not having seen or spoken to each other!   it’s like the years from 1954-1957 ceased to exist, the moment he saw tim again.  

that, or… he’d thought of tim so often over those years, it was like their relationship (& that vulnerability) never stopped.

(oh, hell.  it never stopped.  through 1968 and 1979 and 1986, it never stopped.)

#oh god did tim know??? did he know it never stopped? #christ i just made myself start sobbing again what the hell T.T #fellow travelers #ft meta

[coquelicoq]

i still can't really have a conversation in french but i can read the french dictionary and i can translate 18th-century treatises on mollusks from french. that should count for something.

#-me to me after totally wiping out in conversation class #whatever!! i'm in conversation class to get better at conversation not because i'm already good at it! #<-repeating this to myself ten times a day #some of my classmates however. now those SOBs can converse. can they ever. you wouldn't believe #the conversations these assholes are having in front of me and trying to engage me in #such as 'where do you live?' and 'what do you do for exercise?' #and then i'm also supposed to think of questions to ask them. unfortunately when this happens i can't think of a single question #that has ever been posed in the history of human interaction #'do you like...uhhh...[sweating and eyes darting around] calendars?' #except i forget the word for calendar and say a made-up word #(this exact scenario has not occurred but in the broad strokes it is accurate and in the particulars it is only a matter of time) #every time someone asks me a question i want to say 'thanks for your question! you can expect a response in 2-3 business days.' #for some reason this is frowned upon however. #french

[wikitpowers]

i cant help thinking that this is what we will get in twp and the way i want to SOB so badly :'((

literally not a single part of my being will be okay after this

artist: @nairafeather

#my ass isn't ready for the amount of emotional turmoil this scene will give me #and when they just hold each other THEN WHAT #(then i'm on the floor sobbing ig) #they have my heart :( #only the best for these 3 pls #throw angsty kit into the mix and i'm GONE #no but imagine will meeting kit and mina STOP #FUCK NO #i just made myself sadder somehow #my heart isn't ready for twp yet #(but also my soul longs for it) #jem carstairs #tessa gray #will herondale #the infernal devices #the wicked powers #tid #twp #tsc