Ao3 is down fuck me dawg 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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need to be manipulated by a pretty girl. actually no doesnt even have to be pretty or a girl just literally anyone atp
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fuck i just threw up all my dinner :/
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TW:ED/PÜKE!!!!
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GUYS I FINALLY REACHED A NEW LW!!!!! OMG IM SO HAPPY I ACTUALLY CAN’T BELIEVE IT!!!!! Im literally so close to gw5 (i had a high sw) and that means after that it’s gonna be my ugw!!!! Im actually so happy i can’t even explain it :,) also i tried fasting yesterday for the first time in like a year and a half and i almost pasted out and then i puked so it didn’t go to well 😭💀 I definitely want to try to fast again but i need tips on how not to puke again or pass out 😔
Anyways I hope everyone is well! Stay safe and drink water 🩵💧
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The Ultimate Intro Post
In case you wanted to know everything about me
Name: Randi
Age: 17
Height: 5'7
Sw: 130
Cw: 115
Ugw: 100
Pronouns: they/them
Sexuality: pan
Relationship stat: complicated but I love him
Zodiac: Cancer
Favorite song: King of Carrot Flowers 1-3
Meyers Briggs: infp
Siblings: 3 (older sis 2 younger brothers)
Pets total: 6 cats 3 dogs (between 2 households)
Fav pet: late rabbit Beebo (RIP)
Hobbies: theater, speech and debate, art, journaling, baking,
Favorite color: Purple, duh
Top artist on Spotify wrapped: MSI
Top song: Living Dead Girl by Rob Zombie
Fav movie: Princess Bride
Fears: wasps, disappointing myself, helplessness, vulnerability
Hates: taking things seriously, willful ignorance, winter, my drama teacher, beating around the bush, repeated lies, crying in front of people, being full, bras, people who have no drive
Loves: summertime, good conversation, morning skinny, touching my bones, people who laugh at anything, sweets, flowers, platonic flirting, music, passion
Diagnosed: substance use disorder, MDD
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Hi, everyone! I have some asks sitting in my messages which I hope to get to soon. However, I am actually posting because I'm seeking specific resources and I am wondering if anybody in this community might know any.
So I am a direct support worker, and one of the people I support is really struggling with intrusive thoughts. I don't think they've been properly treated for the duration of this person's life, maybe even stigmatized, so there's a lot of pent-up anxiety there. I'm trying to help this person find ways to work through these thoughts and to feel less anxious about them.
The thoughts tend to center around things like doing something wrong in a social situation that would hurt others or damage the relationship. This person has not done these things and has no desire to do these things, but is tortured by the very thought of doing them
Anyone on here successfully working through intrusive thoughts have any tips and resources to share? I'm not an expert on intrusive thoughts and, the psych/sped fields being what they are, I think the problem of this not being properly supported is currently ongoing.
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This morning my scales said I was 57.8 and now it’s saying I’m 60.3 when I’ve fasted all day 🫠🫠 please help before I spiral
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Thinking of getting a waist trainer. What's everyone views on them?
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gods i wanna cvt so bad but im going on vacation soon and dont want fresh scars
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“If you dont eat i wont!” Be prepared to starve pook!!
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I don’t know if I’m gonna be able to deal with the fact he now has a work phone that I can’t access
My boyfriend just got back home, by the way
I should be happy… but I’m just anxious af
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Not sure what exactly happened.. I got SUPER sick yesterday. Like, spewing from both ends sick, I hadn't eaten in over 24 hours, I couldn't even keep water down. But I basically lost 8lbs of liquid between lining the trash can and the toilet bowl
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So my country’s government is currently trying to make it illegal to wave the Palestine flag. And yet they still allow the nazi flag and swastikas to be flown. This isn’t them trying to get rid of antisemitism, they are compliant in the apartheid of the palestinian people because they benefit from Isreal.
But me and many other brits will always stand with the Palestinian people 🇵🇸
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I hate making small talk with my mom, I hate it so much. Like, she's known me my whole life and all she can think to talk about is my step sister?? I didn't see this woman for nearly 2 weeks, I want her to dote on me I want her to care and genuinely ask how I am. For fucks sake I know she found razors in my room while she was cleaning yesterday, at this point I want her to yell at me or tell me everything I've ever done wrong as long as she's acknowledging that I'm her child and she cares. I'm so sick of hearing about God or her workplace or her husband, I just want to talk to a mom, my mom. I'm so sick of just being another human to her, sick of feeling like a guest in my home. I'd kill to have a mom who can feel emotions, I don't hold it against her I know that's just how life has shaped her, but I want to be someone's baby someone's child but I never have been and now that I'm almost an adult I never will be.
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